Wordle nov 30 answer

Hey all I just recently got my 3+ and put all my files from my psp onto it. Everything seems to be working ok except PS1. I’m using duck station stand alone and when I select the path to the ps1 folder (30+ games all eboots) only like 10 or so actually show up. Anyone know why that is or how to fix it? I’ve tried them in retroarch too and they don’t all work there either even with a different core.
Thanks in advance and sorry if this has already been asked I couldn’t find an answer

I have a betta, Vinny, and have had him for almost a week now. I had put guppy grass (ordered online and quarantined before going in) in his tank (5 gallon) but it all died so now he has no cover and keeps swimming along the back wall and I think it’s glass surfing? I know I need to get more plants but I’m not sure which kinds and the nearest store that sells them is 30 minutes away and my parents have to drive me. Does anyone know good plants that can go with bettas? I looked online but the answers were kind of vague and I wasn’t sure if they’d have them at the store. Thank you!

Now, this was always something I thought about when shooting at the Gozantis that will harass and annoy at all times. "What upgrades and ships will ensure a Gozanti is destroyed for cheap?" I have mulled it over, and here are the answers.
The stipulations are: - dice are believed to be blank if we cannot know what they are - 1 shot, not one activation. The exceptions are called out. - Commanders are factored in if necessary, lowest point cost if not - Doss not need to sustain such Flotilla Killing across rounds - Optimal conditions
This results in a literal guarantee. An SSD shooting from its front arc is "guaranteed" to kill a flotilla. There is the chance that it rolls all blanks and Accuracies or variations thereof.
To get it out of the way, the GAR cannot in any way guarantee a Flotilla kill. They can guarantee that a Scatter Token is locked down, but no Flotilla deaths. This is because of their lack of Ion slot and few dice setting squadrons or other Fleet Support abilities. They are much more about Defense and Command management.
In First place, we have the Empire with a whopping 79 points of Raider-II. Equipped is

• Raider-II (48)
• 20 point commander
• Gunnery Chief Varnillian (6)
• SW-7 Ion Cannon Batteries (5)

Varnillian takes an Accuracy when she deploys. While attacking at close range, she swaps out the Black Die for the accuracy. Then a blue die is added with ConFire Dial. The accuracy locks down the Scatter. The Evade does nothing. The 4 Blue dice, which are guaranteed hits, kill the flotilla.Flotilla.
In second place is the Seps at 172 points. It carries an un-upgraded Gozanti for 27 points and

• Providence-class Carrier (105)
• Kraken (30)
• SW-7s (5)
• Quad Battery Turrets (5)

For 148 points. ConFire in the blue at the side, add QBTs, then switch a non-blue die to an Accuracy using Kraken and spend it to lock the Scatter. 4 blue dice with SW-7s kills the Flotilla.
In last place comes the Rebellion at 234 points. Notably, the Rebels are the only faction who do not need SW-7s or dice addition.
Instead, it is Malee Hurra for 26 (ugh) points, the Home One and its title with Flag Bridge and Intensify for 118, an MC30 Scout with H9's and APTs for 75 points, and the 20 point commander.
The MC30 uses H9s and Home One to lock down both of the defender's Defense Tokens. Use Malee to add the Black Crit + Hit, use IF for another damage, and APT deals yet another damage. That's a dead Flotilla.
As to the cheapest Flotilla killer than can kill a Derlin Bright Hope GR75, it is the QBTs ISD-II with SW-7s and Jonus for 166 (counts the commander). The DBH GR has an effective 6 health. The ISD can commit 6 damage and an accuracy. Thus, the Empire remains the undisputed ruler of guaranteed Flotilla Killing.
As to a double tap for the kill? Well, you can bring down the Rebel cost by using a SW-7 CR90B in place of the MC30, but it isn't enough to beat out the Seps.
By no means are these actual builds for destroying a Flotilla. Please, do not try this until you get really desperate to kill the annoying Gozanti.

Mainly asking to make sure I’m not going crazy and for reassurance that he’s ok, just acting unreasonable. I was hang out with my friends and he called. I (20f) answered and told him (21m) that my friends (an m and f he has met multiple times) and I had gotten cupcakes and were hanging out for a bit together. He said ok and to call him back. 30 minutes later, he is just ignoring my phone calls and texts. I asked his mom if he was in bed or in a bad mood and she said he was just in the basement but not sure about his mood. Basically, I’m not crazy right? Nothing I did was in the wrong correct? He’s giving me the silent treatment and not actually in danger right?

Here is why I (40) want to minimize contact with a close colleague(30) and devide work. My colleague suddenly ended our discussion. It was about what type of questions can we expect to be answered and which not - so nothing offensive. I basically point out what the expert we interviewed told us, but she gets very emotional and accuses me of ruining the good atmosphere. Also that everything I am basing my argument on is wrong. Indeed, I remembered some details from years ago wrong, but the main argument holds. I felt presented in front of my other colleagues. A colleague tries to mediate but she emphasizes that she only has such strenuous discussions with me and it must be my fault. We are not talking for the rest of the week.
On the next weekend I made the first step and wrote her a mail and asked for a clarifying discussion with outside help - nothing official just a mediator without protocol. She replies she does not need outside help, but if I insist we could ask someone. She takes a good amount of time to agree to a date. I have to push for it. During the clarifying discussion, my impression is that she would like to win the argument, but not mend our relationship. Her objection turns out to be a misunderstanding (or she presents it this way) but she also explains that discussions in general with me are too exhausting. Because she wants to work efficiently, she would often become agitated. My impression is she just wants to do as she pleases, but she is obliged to consult with me. The funny part is that I can not remember, when we did not come to a good solution in under 2 minutes or 5 messages, but these 2 minutes must be to much for her. She is the expert with more time allotted to the task, but I have other experiences, which sometimes should be considered for best results. She often wants to get the job done, but if mistakes happen, we both are in the line of fire and I to take fire for her. Therefore, there were events in the past where she tried to cut me out, but I unknowingly stumbled in, which let to slight misunderstandings, but nothing severe. (In hindsight I see the slippery slope.)
Since people are dependent on our joint work, I offer to continue working with her if we split work most of the time and that there are no more gaffes. In the weeks that follow, She makes efforts to become with me on good terms, but I am afraid that in time she might turn on me again. I did not tell her that. Instead I'm polite and friendly when we work together, but I avoid her company and any private conversations with her. To me this is a good arrangements, but I answer inquiries via WhatsApp by mail, but she keeps sending messages from time to time. I never speak badly of her, but coworkers notice my avoidance of her. I think that bugs her immensely and we are running into the next confrontation. What can I do?

9:40AM EST - 9:55AM EST
4.21.2020

 THE MAIN LESSON I LEARNED IN MY TWENTIES WAS SOCIAL DISTANCING. BASICALLY. THEN, AS SOON AS I HIT MY THIRTIES, IN THE 2020'S, BOOM. SOCIAL DISTANCING IS NOW THE NEW NORM RIGHT? THIS IS WHAT THEY ARE SAYING. THEY HAVE BEEN SAYING MANY THINGS FOR DECADES NOW. SEVEN DECADES. IF NOT MORE. BRENDAN ASKED ME TODAY, VIA TEXT MESSAGE, WHAT I PLAN TO DO ABOUT THE MARKETING AND PROMOTION OF THIS ART PORTFOLIO? NOT THINKING ABOUT IT ALL REALLY. IN ALL ACTUALITY. IT WILL SERVE AS NOTHING MORE THAN A SERIOUS ROADBLOCK. AS A CREATIVE ARTIST, MY ONLY JOB IS TO MAKE THE FREE THROW. WHATEVER THE SHOT IS, MAKE IT. THE PROJECT IS THE SHOT. MAKE THE SHOT. ONLY THE SHOT MATTERS. THE SHOT, THE ONLY MATTERING FACTOR. AS AN ARTIST, I ONLY HAVE ONE JOB. MANY RESPONSIBILITIES I MUST HANDLED CONCERNING THE CRAFT. ALL RESPONSIBILITIES ACTUALLY. ANY OTHERS MUST BE DELEGATED TO THOSE ON THE PAYROLL. THE RIDDLE WASN'T HOW I WOULD GO ABOUT THE MARKETING. i WOULD GO ABOUT THE MARKETING BY HIRING MARKETERS. PUT THE SPECIALIST TEAM YOU NEED AROUND YOU ON THE PAYROLL. THIS SIMPLE. AT 25 YEARS OLD I WAS AT SUCH THOUGHT LEVELS. ONCE I WROTE "CFK" I WAS ABLE TO REALIZE I WAS GOING TO HAVE TO FUND THE PROJECTS MYSELF. HENCE THE FINANCIAL WORLD OF INVESTING I NOW FIND MYSELF EXPLORING. I AM SO GRATEFUL I AM STILL ALIVE. I THANK GOD FOR MY LIFE. I DON'T THINK ABOUT THE HOO RAH OF IT ALL. THE FLASHING LIGHTS. THE MEDIA. THE OSCARS. THE HOLLYWOOD WALK OF FAME. I FOUND A WAY TO SKIP THE LIGHTS AND THE MEDIA. STRAIGHT OSCAR STATUETTES AND THE STAR WALK POSITION. 

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7:18 AM EST - 7:54AM EST
THURSDAY APRIL 23RD, 2020
4.23.2020 -
4.24.2020 -
11:23PM EST - 11:55PM EST
FRIDAY APRIL 24TH, 2020
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CHAPTER SEVEN: THE DEPRESS IS MY BEST FRIEND

 I STARTED A NEW FILM SCRIPT YESTERDAY MORNING. "FROM THE GET GO" "NAIJAH FOURLEAF CLOVER" IS THE PEN NAME. THE PEN NAME IS CREATED IN HONOR OF NAIJAH GROVER SR. R.I.P. TO NAIJAH GROVER SR. THIS IS THE BEST I CAN DO. TO HONOR MY FALLEN COMRADES WITH MY ART. GIVING THEIR NAME THE CREDIT. MY NAME NEED NOT BE ON THE BOOK PENNED BY MY OWN. I GAVE AWAY THE CREDIT. THE SPOTLIGHT. I DON'T WANT THE SPOTLIGHT. I WOULD PREFER TO SHADOW OPERATE. THE SHADOW GOVEY DOESN'T REAR IT'S UGLY FACE...SO WHY SHOULD I? THE GOAL IS TO WIN. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO WIN? CREATE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. CREATE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. SEEK NO SPOTLIGHT. UNDERPLAY ALL ACCOMPLISHMENTS IN ANY SPOTLIGHT. GIVE ALL SPOTLIGHT AWAY. SHARE ALL SPOTLIGHT. TOTALLY IGNORE THE QUESTION YOU CAN'T ANSWER WITH TALK OF SOMEONE DEAR TO YOU. PUT OTHERS ON WITH YOUR SPOTLIGHT. OTHER THAN THAT, DENY EVERYTHING. A MAN LIKE YOU CAN'T GO ON THE BREAKFAST CLUB. IF I GO TO ANGELA YE SHE'S GOING TO LOVE ME. I WILL GO TO INTERVIEWS AS AN ACTOR WITH SCRIPT. I WILL BRING AN ACTOR IN A SUIT, TO PLAY MY LAWYER. EVERY QUESTION I CAN'T ANSWER, I'LL THROW A SIGN. THEN HE WILL WHISPER IN MY EAR. THEN I WILL REPEAT HIS WORDS. "COUNSEL HAS ADVISED I DON'T VERBALLY ENTER SUCH TERRITORY." I ENJOY MY LIFE. I JUST WANT TO KEEP IT SIMPLE. I WAS WILLING TO SACRIFICE ANY SUCCESS FROM THE CRAFT I GAVE MY LIFE TO. I GAVE MY LIFE TO LITERARY HISTORY. I GAVE UP MY PERSONAL LIFE TO ATTAIN INCLUSION. LITERARY HISTORY INCLUSION. I GAVE UP EVERYTHING. I HAVE NOTHING ELSE. I ONLY HAVE TEN THOUSAND FILES. MAYBE 5000 HOURS. YOU CAN'T CONTROL ANOTHER PERSON. YOU CAN ONLY CONTROL YOURSELF. YOU CAN ONLY CONTROL YOUR FOCUS. YOU CAN ONLY CONTROL YOUR ATTENTION. YOU CAN ONLY CONTROL YOUR AMBITION. I CAN CONTROL MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY. SPENDING YEARS PUBLISHING BOOKS, I WILL NEVER REGRET. I CAN NOT RISK LOSING MOMENTUM WHILE INSIDE A DOOMED RELATIONSHIP. I AM MORE CURIOUS OF OTHER IDEAS THAN OTHER PEOPLE. I AM A MAN OF IDEAS. I AM DRAWN TO IDEAS. I WANT TO HEAR SOME IDEAS. WE AS PEOPLE ARE IDEA CREATORS. SO IF YOU HAVE NO IDEAS, WHY HAVE A BRAIN? 4.24.2020 - 11:23PM EST - 11:55PM EST THE DEPRESSION IS MY BEST FRIEND. IT IS ALL I HAVE. THE PAIN INSIDE, IS NOT REAL. IT'S REAL. BUT IT'S NOT REAL. IT'S INSIDE. THE INSIDE CREATES THE OUTSIDE. THE OUTSIDE AFFECTS THE INSIDE. THE INSIDE AFFECTS THE OUTSIDE. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY? EXTERNAL EVENTS CAUSE MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL EVENTS. EMOTIONAL THOUGHTS FOCUSED AND DIRECTED, CREATE REALITIES. THE DEPRESSING THOUGHTS ATTACK ME. ONE PERSPECTIVE. PERSPECTIVE NUMBER TWO: THE DEPRESSING THOUGHTS CHASE ME TO THE PATH OF PROLIFIC ART PORTFOLIOS. IT ALL STARTED WITH THE DESIRE FOR THE LEGENDARY ARTISTIC PORTFOLIO. FROM 20 YEARS ON TO NOW. AT 30, THE FIRST PORTFOLIO IS DONE. THE CREATIVE PORTFOLIO IS DONE. THE NEXT PORTFOLIO, PORTFOLIO NUMBER TWO, IS THE NEXT DESIRE. THE ECONOMIC PORTFOLIO. THE NEST EGG. THE FINANCING OF CHADXZAVIERFILMS. DAVIDXCRICHTON PUBLISHING. VANESSA B. STALLONE PRODUCTIONS. CLOVER MEDIA. ROCKMAN INC. THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE TO DO. THE DEPRESSION MADE IT SO EASY. THIS MAKES EVERYTHING SO EASY. I FEEL SO MUCH PAIN, I CAN CREATE MY OWN REALITY. I PAY THE PRICE. EVERY DAY. EVERY SINGLE DAY. THE PAIN KEEPS ME HUMBLE. THE EGO'S AT BAY. THE EGO CAN ONLY THINK. EGO CAN NOT ACT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. THE DEPRESSIONS MAKE THE EGO LESS APPEALING TO HUMOR. NEVER HUMOR THE EGO. BE AS NICE TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU FUCKING CAN. YOUR LIFE IS ON THE LINE. I AM GLAD I CAN LOOK AT SUCH A THING IN SUCH A WAY. ON SUCH A DAY. IT IS THE FEELING OF FEELINGS YOU WOULDN'T ALWAYS WANT TO ADMIT TO. HOW CAN I BEAR YOU TO CONTINUE TO LOOK AT ME, WHEN I ADMITTED HOW I TRULY FEEL ON THE INSIDE? DID IT AFFECT HOW YOU SEE ME NOW? I'M NOT ASHAMED OF HOW I FEEL BC I FEEL IT. IT'S ALREADY HERE. I AM ASHAMED IT EVEN CAME AT ALL. I AM ASHAMED OF WHAT TRANSPIRED EMOTIONALLY. IN EXCHANGE, MY BUCKET LIST WAS MY LIFE. I LIVED MY BUCKET LIST. I HAVE NO ANGER TOWARDS THE COSMOS. THE UNIVERSE. I AM AN ADMIRAL IN THE UNIVERSAL SPACE NAVY. IT'S JUST A HARD PILL SOMETIMES. I'VE BEEN AT THIS SO LONG, IT IS STARTING TO FEEL LIKE A MOVIE ROLE ITSELF. I AM PLAYING ME. I AM CHASING THIS ONE GOAL. THIS ONE FILM. ALL ABOUT THIS ONE MAN CHASING THIS ONE DREAM, IS IN ONE FILM. WHAT GENRE? DRAMEDY. YOU FEEL SO NOT APPRECIATED IN YOUR PERSONAL LIFE. YOUR FAMILY LIFE. BEING 30. NO CREATED FAMILY OF YOUR OWN. YOU CAN LNLY SEEK APPRECIATION FROM YOUR EFFORTS IN YOUR CHOSEN INDUSTRY. I FEEL AS IF I CHOSE WRITING AND FILMMAKING. I CHOSE FILMMAKING. NOVELIST. FILM EDITING. DIRECTING. SCREEN WRITE. I WAS CHOSEN TO WRITE. I CHOSE THE FILM DIRECTION. PUNNING? PUNNING! I WAS THE BORN WRITER. MAYBE BORN FILMMAKER I DO NOT KNOW. I CHOSE FILMMAKING MYSELF. MAYBE IT WAS CHOSEN FOR ME TO CHOOSE IT. I APPRECIATE MY LIFE. THIS FILM ENTRY, SYRACUSE FILM FESTIVAL 2020 ENTRY, THE FIRST EVER FESTIVAL ENTRY. I HAVE MADE NO ACTS TO GET A DEAL. SPIRITUALLY I CAN ACCEPT NEVER SEEING RESULTS FROM THE INDUSTRY ITSELF. THE INDUSTRY CHOSEN FOR ME IS RUN BY THE DEVIL AND I AM A MAN OF GOD SO I HAD TO LET GO THE DESIRE FOR NOTICE. NO NOTICE. JUST ACTION. NO FLASHING LIGHTS. JUST TYPING A NEW BOOK FROM SCRATCH IN THE KITCHEN. SCRATCHING THE KITCHEN. CHICKEN SCRATCH IN THE KITCHEN. 

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1:29AM EST - 1:52AM
5.1.2020
FRIDAY MAY 1ST, 2020
CHAPTER EIGHT: MY BEST FRIEND INDEED

 ALL I THINK ABOUT IS WORKING ON MY CRAFT. THE ONLY THOUGHT PRE DOMINANT WITHIN IS WORKING ON THE CRAFT. ENDLESSLY BEATING ON THE CRAFT. WRITING AND PUBLISHING AS MANY NOVELS AS I CAN PER YEAR. RECORDING AS MANY AUDIO FILES IMPROMPTU AS I CAN. READING AS MANY PROFESSIONAL HOLLYWOOD CLASSIC SCRIPTS ON TAPE AS I CAN PER YEAR. READING SHAKESPEARE ON TAPE. EDITING VIDEOS FOR MY TWO YOUTUBE CHANNELS. INVESTING $10 IN FOREX AND TRADING IT TO $1000 PER WEEK. INVESTING $1000 PER WEEK OR MONTH IN STOCKS AND CRYPTO. INVESTING IN REAL ESTATE WITH THE FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING PROFITS. RESEARCHING FINANCE IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT AND DESIRE. WRITING NOVELS FROM THE RESEARCH ON FINANCE IS WHAT I WORK TOWARDS. WRITING HELPFUL MATERIAL AND PUBLISHING IT FOR POSTERITY AND LONGEVITY IS WHAT I DESIRE. WHAT I PURSUE? LITERARY HISTORY. A CINEMATIC LEGEND IN THE LITERATURE AND CINEMA INDUSTRY. I PUT ALL OF MY EFFORT IN MY SPARE TIME INTO THESE EFFORTS. THESE PROJECTS. THIS FILE CREATION PROCESS. THE DOCUMENTATION OF MY ADULT LIFE. MY PERSONAL TIME DIARIES. MY TIME CAPSULE LEFT TO THE WORLD TO WATCH ONE DAY. I USE THIS PROCESS TO SPEND MY TIME. TO INVEST ALL OF MY SPARE TIME INTO THE ACCELERATION OF THE MY SKILL SET. TO BEAT ON THE CRAFT. THE ART FORM. CINEMA AND LITERATURE. TWO CONNECTED INDUSTRIES. TWO CHALLENGES TO CONQUER. USING LITERATURE TO SOLIDIFY THE ENTRY ONE DAY INTO HOLLYWOOD. MY TEN YEAR OLD VIDEO FILE COLLECTION SHOWS MY DOCUMENTATION AND EDITING SKILLS. THE ABILITY TO CAPTURE INTERESTING FOOTAGE AND EDIT IT. THE PROCESS OF CREATING CONCEPTS FOR SKITS ND EPISODES OF NEW SERIES CREATED. THE FIVE YEAR DAVID X. CRICHTON LITERARY PORTFOLIO SHOWS THE ABILITY TO WRITE A PROFESSIONAL NOVEL AND FILM SCRIPT. THE FIVE YEAR AUDIO FILE AND AUDIO BOOK COLLECTION SHOWS THE IMPROMPTU SKILLS. FREESTYLING FILM SCRIPTS, IN FORMAT, ON AUDIO. FREESTYLING NOVELS, IN FORMAT, ON AUDIO. ON THE INSIDE, I AM JUST BROKEN INSIDE. I CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO KEEP THE DEPRESSION AT BAY BUT TO RELEASE ALL FRUSTRATION THRU THE PROCESS OF CONSTANT CREATION. NON STOP. TO PUNISH THE PAIN. TO PUNISH THE EGO. I SIT IN ONE SPOT AND FOCUS. I SHOW MY MIND WHO IS IN CHARGE. I HAVE TO STOP NOW TO SHOWER AND GET MY CLOTHES FROM THE DRYER DOWNSTAIRS. I HAVE TO WORK OVERTIME TOMORROW, CLOCKING IN EARLY. I HAVE TO WRAP THE CREATIVE SESSION UP EARLY TONIGHT. JUST THINKING ABOUT NOT CREATING FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT MAKES ME SAD. I HAVE TO FACE THE SADNESS WHEN I AM NOT CREATING. CREATING IS MY WAY OF FIGHTING BACK. I'LL BE BACK. THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING IT THIS FAR IN THE PUBLICATION. 

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5.2.2020
MAY 2ND, 2020
5.3. 2020
SUNDAY MAY 3RD, 2020
8:28AM EST - 9:12AM EST
TUESDAY MAY 5TH, 2020
5.5.2020
CINCO DE MAYO
1:51AM EST - 2:39AM EST
9:09PM EST - 9:41PM EST
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CHAPTER NINE: SKIDLY DO

I HAVE GIVEN MY CHILDHOOD INTEREST, TO MY ADULTHOOD. THIS DOCUMENTARY IS A TIMESTAMP OF MY ADULTHOOD. MY TWENTIES. TWO YEARS FROM 2011 TO 2013, THIS ENTRY WON'T HAVE THAT FOOTAGE. FROM 2013 FOOTAGE ON I AM USING. TODAY IS SUNDAY. THE FOREX MARKET OPENS TODAY. 6PM. UNTIL FRIDAY AT 5PM. 120 HOURS. THREE TRADES ON THE LINE. THE MONEY LINE. GREAT BRITISH POUND U.S. DOLLAR. BUY. 24990. IN ONE ACCOUNT. THE OTHER ACCOUNT. TWO TRADES. BUY. AUDNZD. FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. EXOTICS. BUY ALL WEEK FROM HERE. SELL AT 500 POINTS OVER THE NEXT ZERO POINT UP. GBPUSD SELL UNTIL THE CURRENT ZERO POINT. 25. SELL TO 26 ZERO POINT. SELL AT 26900 TO 26150. SELL AT 27 ZERO POINT. AUDNZD. MUCH SIMPLER. BUY ALL WEEK. SELL AT 500 OVER NEXT ZERO POINT. UNTIL CURRENT ZERO POINT. WEEK OVER. BASED ON NOTES. THE DEADLINE FOR THIS ENTRY IS JUNE 2020. THE TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF TRADING CURRENCY. IN 2013, I PURCHASED FOR $88 A PIECE, THREE BTC. BITCOINS. I SOLD TOO EARLY. IMMEDIATELY. IN 2015, AFTER WRITING "CFK 1-6" I REALIZED I HAD TO FUND MY ART MYSELF. I DID NOT WANT TO RELY ON THE ART I CREATED FOR SUSTAINING A LIVING. I WANTED SUCH A FACTOR OUT OF THE EQUATION. I WOULD PREFER RATHER. INVESTING MONEY INTO THE ART INSTEAD. THE MONEY FROM THE BOOKS? INVEST IT. STOCKS. REAL ESTATE. BONDS. ASSETS. DIGITAL ASSETS. GIVE HALF OF THE PROFITS AWAY. TO PEOPLE WAY LESS MATERIALLY ABUNDANT. (TUESDAY 5.5.2020 CINCO DE MAYO 1:51AM EST - 2:39AM EST) CHAPTER NINE. HALFWAY THRU THIS PUBLICATION. VOLUME THREE. MONEY PROBLEMS. HONEY MONEY PROBLEMS. THE CHADFILMS ORIGIN STORY/ THE SYRACUSE FILM FESTIVAL ENTRY. 2020. AUDIO NARRATION. THIS IS NEARING THE END. THE BOOK CONTINUES. FOR ANOTHER TEN CHAPTERS MINUMUM. 15 CHAPTERS MAX. THE FESTIVAL ENTRY. THE DOCUMENTARY. CONTAINS THIRTY MINUTES OF FOOTAGE USING ON SCREEN AUDIO. THIS IS MY FIRST FILM FESTIVAL ENTRY. EVER. I WANT TO SUBMIT THIS, FOR MY OWN GRATIFICATION. FOR ME TO BE AT PEACE KNOWING I FINALLY SUBMITTED A CREATION. I'VE BEEN IN THE CREATIVE DUNGEON FOR A DECADE. IT'S BEAUTIFUL. CLEVERLAND IS A REAL PLACE. YOU CAN ONLY GET THERE ONE WAY. THRU YOUR MIND. THERE'S A THRESHOLD OF CREATIVITY WITHIN YOU. WHEN YOU BREACH THIS LINE, YOU ACCESS CLEVERLAND. BREACH THE LINE OF COURSE. TEACH THE FINER COURSE. IN 2015 I BREACHED THE LINE. THE COMMERCIAL PUBLICATIONS HAVE BEEN POURING OUT SINCE. SYRACUSE HAD A FILM FESTIVAL WHILE I WAS LIVING THERE. I ENTERED THE FESTIVAL. I LOOK FORWARD TO WATCHING MY ENTRY INITIALLY. R.I.P. TO FLIGHT KOBE. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD I AM STILL ALIVE. I GAVE MY LIFE TO MY GOD GIVEN TALENTS. THE PURSUIT OF THE GIFTS. I'VE BEEN AN ARTIST STARVING FOR ONE DECADE. HALF A DECADE MORE AND I'M THE OVERNIGHT SUCCESS STORY. OVERNIGHT MY GRASS. 

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 HERE IS WHERE THE WRITING ITINERARY IS GOING. THIS IS VOLUME THREE OF HONEY MONEY PROBLEMS. THE VANESSA BUNNI STALLONE PEN NAME. THE VANESSA STALLONE PORTFOLIO. HER CATALOGUE. THE DEBUT PROJECT. THIS PROJECT. HER DEBUT. THE NAIJAH CLOVER AND JOSH ROCKMAN DEBUTS ARE NEXT. I WILL WRITE BACK AND FORTH FOR EACH CATALOGUE. FOR EACH PEN NAME. I WILL PUBLISH THE ANNUAL COLLECTIONS UNDER A COMBINED AND CREATED PEN NAME. CLOVER S. ROCKMAN. CLOVER STALLONE. THE 2020 COLLECTION ISN'T DAVID CRICHTON'S AT ALL. DAVID CRICHTON IS OFFICIALLY RETIRED. I GAVE AWAY DEBUTS FOR STALLONE TO CRICHTON. OR I LET CRICHTON KEEP THOSE IDEAS. FROM 2017 ON I WAS PREPARING TO RETIRE CRICHTON. THE TIME WAS JUST TAKING IT'S TIME PASSING. I FEEL AS IF THE DXC PORTFOLIO IS HALL OF FAME BOUND. I'M UTTERLY REASSURED ABOUT IT. EVERY PUBLICATION UP TO THIS ONE WAS DAVID CRICHTON. NOW VANESSA STALLONE HAS HER TURN. CLOVER ROCKMAN IS NEXT. NAIJAH CLOVER AND JOSH D. ROCKMAN ARE THE NEXT PEN NAMES. THE LITERARY DIRECTION. I DON'T LIKE DRAMA. I WRITE DRAMA. A GOTHIC LITERATURE PIECE IS NEXT. DAVID CRICHTON HAS A FILM SCRIPT "GOYLE". GOTHIC LITERATURE INSPIRED. AN IDEA GIVEN TO ME FROM A FRIEND TO SEE WHAT SPIN I PUT ON IT. I WAS RESEARCHING GOTHIC LITERATURE AROUND THE TIME. RECENTLY I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT AGAIN. I WANT TO WRITE SOMETHING WITH DESCRIPTIVE DETAILS. NOT JUST FIRST PERSON DIARY ENTRY PERSPECTIVE ANYMORE. THAT'S DAVID CRICHTON. NOW, LET US GO FOR SECOND AND THIRD PERSON PERSPECTIVE. BEING DESCRIPTIVE USING ANALOGIES. THE LITERARY ELEMENTS AND DEVICES. THE POETIC ELEMENTS AND DEVICES. A LIST OF ADJECTIVES. I WILL CREATE MY OWN BOOK OF PROMPTS TO USE TO CREATE MY NEXT PUBLICATIONS. THE DAVID CRICHTON FORMULA, IS ABOUT TO BE PUBLISHED IN ITSELF. 

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CHAPTER TEN: EXTREMELY
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11:19PM EST - 12:02AM EST
TUESDAY MAY 5TH, 2020
5.5.2020 -
WEDNESDAY MAY 6TH, 2020
5.6.2020
10:37PM EST -
SATURDAY MAY 9TH, 2020
5.9.2020
"NEEDS MORE DRAGONS"
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: THE INTRODUCTION
HE WOKE UP IN THE CASTLE. DAY 30. THE SAME CASTLE. PECULIAR IN IT'S SMELL. FAMILIAR IN THE TASTE OF FOOD. THE BEDS. CHANGE. THE ROOMS CHANGE. THE WOOD SMELLED OF PAINT. FRESH PAINT. PAINTED RIGHT BEFORE HE WAS BROUGHT HERE. THE CASTLE ON THE ISLAND. HIT BY HURRICANES THRU THE NIGHT. TORNADOS DURING THE DAY. OUTSIDE OF THE CASTLES. THE FIELD. DON'T GO INTO THE FIELD. GHOSTS FLOAT ABOVE THE GROUND. THE BODIES OF THE GHOSTED, LITTERED INDISCRIMINATELY ALONG THE DUSTY LAWN. DRAGON BREATH. SCORCHED SALIVA. THE SMELL OF SUCH SEEPS THRU THE SPACED BARS. HE RARELY EVER GOES TO THE WINDOW SPACE. THE BARS. THERE ARE SCREAMS FROM THE OUTSIDE. A QUARTER OF THE TIME. THERE ARE SCREAMS FROM THE INSIDE OF THE CASTLE. HALF OF THE TIME. THE ROOM IS ONLY EVER WARM, FROM THE DRAGON BREATH. BOGS. THE ENVIRONMENTS CHANGE INBETWEEN SLEEPING. HE HAS BEGAN TO GET USED TO THESE THINGS. HE WAS USED TO ISOLATION. NE'ER THIS MUCH ISOLATION. NEVERTHELESS, HE IS IN MORE ISOLATION THAN ANYONE OUTSIDE OF OUR BOUNDARIES. I WATCH HIM ALL DAY. I AM PAID, TO WATCH HIM, DAILY. I AM PAID, TO SEE HIM THRU TO THE DAY, FOR WHICH HE WAS BROUGHT HERE FOR.

 DAY ONE: THE DOOR WAS OPENED LOUDLY. WITH NO REMORSE. THE BANG ECHOED. BY THE TIME THE RINGING STOPPED. HE WAS THROWN ONTO THE FLOOR. I DON'T KNOW WHO DID IT. I ONLY SAW HIM START TO GET UP. HE WIGGLED. THE CHAIN WAS ATTACHED TO HIS FOOT. THE RIGHT ANKLE. WITH A CUSHION. THE CHAIN LENGTH LONG ENOUGH TO LEAVE THE ROOM. HE DID NOT FOLLOW THE GUARDS BACK OUT OF THE ROOM AFTER THEY HAD LEFT. 

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 HE HIT THE GROUND SO HARD, HE TOOK A NAP. A THIRTY MINUTE NAP. HE AWOKE. TO A FIGURE. IN THE SHADOWS. OF THE DEEPEST CORNER, OF HIS ROOM. HIS ROOM WAS VAST. HE NOTICED. AS HE LOOKED AROUND. OBSERVING. WHAT HIS NEW HOME HAD TO OFFER. WITNESSING THE SPLENDORS. OF THE CASTLE. WHATEVER THEY WERE. SO FAR. THE FIGURE APPROACHED FROM THE SHADOWS. HE EXTENDED HIS ARM TO BRUTUS. "I'M DRACO." BRUTUS (OFF SCREEN) 

DRACO TOLD ME. THE TRUTH. HE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME. HE WILL ALWAYS FEAST UPON MY GREATEST FEARS. MY GREATEST INHIBITIONS. HE WOULD ALWAYS EXPLOIT THEM. TO HIS FULLEST ADVANTAGE. THE VAMPIRIC PSYCHIC OPERATIVE. DRACULA. THE PSYCHIC VAMPIRE. MORE LIKE CALIGULA. IN THE FEELING. HE ADMITTED. HE IS HERE TO STAY. THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO RID MYSELF OF HIS PRESENCE. HE HAS BEEN AROUND ME ALREADY. FOR THE LAST TWELVE YEARS. HE HAS JUST BEEN UNCOVERED BY THE PYSCHE ITSELF, AFTER A 12 YEAR PERIOD OF SNUGGLING COMFORTABLY, INSIDE MY HEAD. HE AIMS TO DESTROY ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT.

BRUTUS WALKED TO THE WINDOW SPACE. THE WINDOW SPACE FILLED WITH BARS. HE STARED OUT THERE. CONTEMPLATING. ON THE WORDS. HE NOTICED FOG FEVERISHLY FLEEING THE FORTRESS. TURNING AROUND TO BURNING. NO SMOKE. NO JOKE. THE DRACULA BLOKE. SLIPPED AWAY ALMOST SILENTLY. EGG YOLK. 

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WEDNESDAY MAY 6TH, 2020
5.6.2020
10:50PM EST - 11:15PM EST
SATURDAY MAY 9TH, 2020
5.9.2020
SOUTHERN GOTH
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THEY ALL SAT IN THE LIVING ROOM. THE PLUSH, LIVING ROOM. THE WAR. THE WAR HAD JUST ENDED. OUR LABOR FORCE IS GONE. OUR LABORERS. OUR LABORERS ARE GONE. "THIS HAS BEEN THE WORST DECADE. FOR ME. FOR US. MY FAMILY. REPAIRING DESTRUCTION WITHOUT OUR PROPERTY". THE FAMILY. ENTERS THE LIVING ROOM. LILY LIVIDLY LENDED HER LIKENESS. THE SHADES WERE SHAFTED. RETRACTED. WITH REAL TACT. THEY WERE DISTRACTING. WE ALL STOOD IN THE CENTER. OVER THE CARPET. PERSIAN.
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 LILY MAY. MARY TONNIE. SUSIE DEAN. LULA MAE. ANNE MIG. CONNIE. ALL SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM. THE SHADES DRAWN. DARKNESS LAYING DEEP WITHIN THE LAIR. THE LAYERS OF TRUTH. EMANATING. FROM THE MOUTH OF CAESAR. CEASAR. KAISER. RICE. "THE SOUTH LOST THE WAR." LULA MAE - "THE SOUTH LOST THE BATTLE." CEASAR - "THE SOUTH LOST THE ENTIRE WAR, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? THEY SURRENDERED." LULA MAE STANDS UP. SWISHING THE BEVERAGE AROUND WITHIN THE CUP. SMELLS THE DRINK. LOOKS UP AT CEASAR. SMILING. "THE ENTIRE WAR YOU SPEAK OF, IS A MERE BATTLE IN THE ONGOING WAR." CEASAR. "YOU MEAN THE WAR THAT WILL NEVER END?" LULA MAE. "EXACTLY. THE NEVER ENDING WAR." LILY MAY. "SO IF THE WAR ENDED AND OUR SIDE SURRENDERED, WE, CONTINUING THE WAR EFFORTS IN A NEW WAR, WOULD HAVE TO BE DOING SO IN A WAR OF SECRET MISSIONS?" ANNE MIG. LOOKS AT LILY MAY. LOOKS BACK TO LULA MAE AND CEASAR RICE. "SO WHAT IS THE NEXT MISSION?" (5.9.2020 10:51PM EST - 11:15PM EST) CONNIE STOOD UP. "THE ONLY THING THAT WILL SEE US THRU THIS, IS TO REALIZE. TO REALIZE ONE THING. ONE THING ONLY. WE DID NOT LOSE THE WAR. OUR ALLEGIANTS. OUR ALLIES. OUR SOUTHERN REBELS. DIED AS FIGHTERS. SOLDIERS. FIGHTING ON THE FRONTLINES. OF AMERICA. OUR PRECIOUS AMERICA. NOW IN OUR OWN PRECIOUS LAND, WE ARE THE REBELS. THIS I CAN NOT TAKE. THIS I WILL NOT STAND FOR. NOTHING OF THIS SORT WAS EVER MEANT TO HAPPEN. THE PREVIOUS GENERATION OF ALLIES DIED AS SOLDIERS. THE WAR WAS FOUGHT IN OPEN WAR FARE. ACTUAL WARFARE WAS NEFARIOUSLY DECLARED. THE NEXT BATTLES. WILL NOT BE FOUGHT IN OPEN FIELDS. THEY WILL BE FOUGHT IN OPEN COURT. IN OPEN SESSIONS OF CONGRESS. THE SENATE. THE GOVERNORSHIP. THE LEGAL SYSTEM. WE WILL CONTROL THE HANDCUFFS. WE CONTROL THE BADGES. WE WILL CONTROL THE WEAPONS. THE FIREARMS. THE TASERS. THE BILLY CLUBS. THE STARS ON THE BADGE WILL NOT CHANGE. ONLY THE WORDS WILL. TO 'PROTECT AND SERVE THE PLANTATION'. EXTRACT THE WORD 'PLANTATION'. 'THE SLAVE PATROL BADGE' FOR THE 'SHERIFF'S BADGE'. WE WILL WIN THE WAR. THERE WAS A NEW LAW PASSED. PREVENTING CITIZENS FROM SLAVERY. UNDER ONE CONDITION. WE SHALL EXPLOIT THIS CONDITION. WE WON'T SEE OUR PLAN MANIFEST IN FULL. BY THE END OF THE DAY. WE WILL GET OUR SLAVES BACK. WE WILL ENSLAVE THE ENTIRE NATION. THE SAME NIGGERLOVERS. WE WILL ENSLAVE THEIR ENTIRE FAMILY. IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME. JUST TO FIGURE OUT THE POLICY. IN FULL. THE MASTER POLICY. 'MASTER POLICY?' THE RE ENSLAVEMENT POLICY. WE WILL CREATE JAILS. PRISONS. THREATEN THE VOTE GETTERS TO GET THE CRIME RIDDEN NEGROES OUT OF OUR STREETS. WE WILL INCARCERATE THEM. THEY WILL ROT IN PRISON CELLS. ALL ACROSS AMERICA. WE WILL PURCHASE PRISONS. JAILS. WE SHALL OWN THEM ALL. ONE PRISON EVERY THOUSAND MILES. UNTIL WE CAN DO BETTER. WE WILL WIN THE SHERIFF'S RACE. THE ELECTIONS. WE WILL WIN THEM ALL. DEMOCRATS. REPUBLICANS. MANDATORY MINIMUM SENTENCES. FOR REPEAT OFFENDERS. OF CRIMES FOR MONEY. FILL THE POPULATION AREAS WITH CRIME. SO MUCH CRIME THE HOUSE VALUES PLUMMET. GET THEM ON THE STREETS. THEM PUT THEM IN THE PRISONS. OWN THE PRISONS. GET MORE INVESTORS TO BUILD MORE PRISONS. SHARE THE PROFITS TO INVESTORS. ALL OF THE LEGITIMATE NEGROES. WE NEED TO MAKE THE DOLLARS WORTHLESS. SOME HOW AND SOME WAY. WE WILL DETACH THE GOLD FROM THE DOLLAR. AND STEAL ALL OF THE GOLD. HIDE THE GOLD IN A BUILDING. HUNDREDS OF YEARS LATER. THEN BLOW UP THE BUILDING DECADES LATER. THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING. HILARIOUS HILARITY WAS NO SCARCITY. THE WINTER CHILL FILLS THE ROOM. WITH GLOOM AND DOOM. THE FOG OF THE VISION. SUCH A CLEAR VISION. BUT A CLEAR VISION HEADING FOR DISASTER. WHY BE SO VAMPIRIC? 

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8:19AM EST - 8:45AM EST
MAY 17TH, 2020
5.17.2020
SHORT STORY
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THE INTRODUCTION: BAD HABIT MONEY

 WHAT YOU MAY NOT REALIZE UNTIL AGE THIRTY? YOU SQUANDERED YOUR YOUNG ADULT INCOME, YOUR CHANCE FOR WEALTH CREATION, ON HABITS. ROUTINES. BAD HABITS. BAD ROUTINES. BEER, TOBACCO, MARIJUANA, BEING A PILL POPPING ANIMAL, ALL HAVE SIDE EFFECTS. ADVERSE EFFECTS. FINANCIAL SIDE EFFECTS. FINANCIALLY ADVERSE BEHAVIOR. EVERY DOLLAR SPENT ON A PACK OF RELLOS. EVERY SINGLE DOLLAR SPENT NOT ON RENT OR FOOD IS A WASTE. A TERRIBLE. THE WORST KIND OF WASTE. HORRIBLE TASTING WASTE. HORRIBLY TASTY. TERRIBLY HORRIBLE. YOU'RE GOING TO WASTE EVERY DOLLAR YOU EARN ON BULL SPIT AND FUN. THE DOLLAR IS A GAME. A SICK GAME. ACQUISITION AND INFLATION. PURSUING THE OPPORTUNITY TO ACQUIRE SOMETHING THAT IS IN FACT INFLATING, BY NATURE. BY DESIGN. NATURAL PHENOMENA MY GRASS. PHENOMENA BY DESIGN. FRED HAMPTON. YOU WERE NEVER FORGOTTEN. WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW AT TWENTY, EIGHT TEEN, NINE TEEN, YOUR YOUTHFUL PRIME, WAS THE TIME PERIOD TO ESTABLISH THE FOUNDATIONAL SEEDS OF GENERATIONAL WEALTH. AT TWENTY, RIGHT OVER YOUR HEAD. IT IS SO SAD TO ME, I DO NOT EVEN WANT TO KEEP WRITING ABOUT THIS. YOU'RE NOT GOING TO LISTEN. IF YOU ARE OVER 25, YOU ARE AT THE PRE FORK IN THE ROAD. THE FORK IN THE ROAD IS AGE THIRTY. IF YOU CAN BEND THE FORK PROPERLY DIRECTED BY AGE 25, YOU ARE AHEAD BY SO MANY YEARS IN THE TIMELINE. IT IS ALWAYS CHESS OVER CHECKERS. I LOVE CHECKERS. WITH CHESS HOWEVER, HE WHO CONTROLS THE MIDDLE FOUR SQUARES, CONTROLS THE GAME. FRESH OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL, YOU'RE MORE THAN LIKELY DESTINED TO MAKE DAM NEAR EVERY MISTAKE IN THE BOOK TWICE. THAT'S A BACK TO BACK REPEAT. THE NATIONAL CHAMPIONAHIP. THE NATIONAL DONKEY OF THE YEAR CHAMPIONSHIP. IT IS SIMPLE. REAL SIMPLE. REALLY SIMPLE. EXTREMELY SO. IF SOMEONE WANTS SOMETHING FROM LIFE, THEY WON'T SEEK ANYTHING ELSE. WHATEVER YOU SEEK, YOU SHALL FIND. I GET IT NOW. YOU WILL BE SHOWN BY LIFE, FROM EXPERIENCES, MEMORIES, MOMENTS, EXACTLY WHAT YOU ARE IN FACT LOOKING FOR. IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT INFORMATION IF OFFERED TO YOU, IF YOU'RE NOT LOOKING FOR THAT, YOU WON'T EVEN REGISTER THE OPTICALS. THE OPTICS. YOU WILL NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING AT. IT WILL BE AS IF YOU CAN'T EVEN READ THE LANGUAGE BUT YOU'LL SWEAR THE EXPERT. I GET IT NOW. THE ONLY PERSON YOU NEED TO HELP YOU SUCCEED, IS YOURSELF. IF YOU DESIRE SUCCESS FROM YOUR LIFE, YOU WON'T DESIRE A DAM THING ELSE. NOT ONE OTHER CIRCUMSTANCE. YOU DESERVE WHATEVER YOU PURSUE. IF YOU PURSUE NOTHING ELSE THEN DOUBLY SO YOU DESERVE IT. BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU PURSUE. MAK SURE IT IS REALLY IN TRUTH WHAT YOU WANT. WHEN YOU'RE READY FOR WHAT I CAN OFFER YOU IN THOUGHTS, THIS BOOK WILL APPEAR. IF YOU FIND THIS BOOK, YOU WILL CHERISH THE DAY. THIS BOOK IS AIMED TO BE THE MOST INFLUENTIAL STRATEGY GUIDE YOU EVER IMPLEMENTED ECONOMICALLY. EVERYONE STARTS AT THE BOTTOM ECONOMICALLY. IF YOU CAN REMAIN DEPENDENT FREE WITH NO ATTACHED BODIES TO YOU, YOU CAN RISE HIGHER AND FASTER OUT OF THE ECONOMIC PIT OF FINANCIALLY DECREPIT NESS. 

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THURSDAY APRIL 22ND, 2020
4.2.2020
"HONEY MONEY PROBLEMS"
V.B. STALLONE
VANESSA BUNNI STALLONE
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DEAR HONEY: THE INTRODUCTION; VOLUME THREE

DEAR HONEY DEAR HONEY, THIS IS VOLUME THREE. IN ITS ENTIRETY. I ADMIRINGLY, WHILE ADMIRING, THE PERSON YOU WERE, BECOME THE PERSON I AM. WE WILL FOREVER BE FRIENDS. AFTER THE END. WE WILL FOREVER BE BEAUTIFUL. APART. FROM THE START OR TOGETHER. I REALIZED MY EMOTIONS WERE SEVERED, FOR ME TO BE THE PROGRESSOR. OF BETTER TIMES FOR THE HUMAN RACE. NOT THE AGGRESSOR. IN VIOLENCE. THE AGGRESSOR IN SILENCE. STAYING SILENT, THINKING TO MYSELF. I MISS YOU HONEY. I MISS THE FUNNY MOMENTS WE SHARED. YOU KNEW I CARED. NOW YOU KNOW I CARED. THIS BOOK IS FOR YOU. WRITTEN UNDER YOUR PEN NAME. WE CREATED IN YOUR MEMORY. WE APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH. IF THERE'S NO RUSH, THERE IS NO TIME TO SPARE. I HUSH, TO TAKE ME THERE. I WANT TO TAKE YOU INTO LITERARY AND CINEMATIC HISTORY HONEY. NO MYSTERY HONEY. I AM WRITING POEMS IN PROSE. FROM POEMS TO PROSE WE ROSE. FROM PROSE TO POEMS WITH COZE WE COAST. FINANCIAL LITERACY. IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO STUDY. THE ONE THING WE NEVER FOUND OUT. WE WERE CLOSE. WE WERE PUSRUING IT. IN A DOSE. IN DOSES. WE REALLY DOZED THOUGH. WE REALLY DIDN'T KNOW THOUGH. CERTAIN TERMS. WE WERE LEARNING IT. EARNING IT. I MUST GIVE US CREDIT. WE WERE RIGHT THERE. WE JUST DIDN'T LET IT. OVER TAKE US IMMEDIATELY. TO WHERE WE IMMEDIATELY. WERE LITERALLY. RESEARCHING. FINANCIAL LITERACY. SO NOW. AFTER DOING SO SOLO. I THINK OF YOU AND REMEMBER YOLO. SO I WROTE THIS FOR US DOLO. HONEY YOU AND I. STARTED ANOTHER GLOBAL ECONOMIC REVOLUTION. YOU WANTED TO BE AN ACTRESS. ONE DAY. ACTORS. ACTRESSES. WILL ACT THIS. THEY WILL TURN THESE WORDS INTO MOVIES HONEY. GROOVY. I ONLY FILMED FOR FILMING SOOTHED ME. SOOTHING. IN THE MOST. SOOTHINGLY MANNER. NERDS INTO NEW TEES. I STAY SO BUSY HONEY. I GET CONFUSED. WONDERING DID I WORK ENOUGH? SO I GIVE ALL OF MY SPARE TIME TO IT. SO THE ANSWER WILL ALWAYS BE NO. SO ALL OF THE SPARE TIME WILL BE DEDICATED TO IT. TIME TO EAT FOR A BIT. RESEARCH SOMETHING. THEN COME BACK AND FINISH WRITING THIS NEW VOLUME. THE CHAD FILMS STORY. THE SYRACUSE FILM FESTIVAL IS IN OCTOBER. THE THIRD WEEK. LIFE IS STILL WEIRD HONEY. AS MUCH AS I CAN ACCOMPLISH. YOUR NAME WILL BE RIGHT THERE WITH ME. ANYTHING BENEFICIAL TO THE HUMAN RACE. I WILL ATTACH YOUR NAMES. NAIJAH GROVER, VANESSA HONEY MALONE, JOSH D. HUTCHINSON. 

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5:55AM EST - 6:32AM EST
FRIDAY APRIL 3RD, 2020
4.3.2020
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CHAPTER ONE: THE CHAD FILM.

DEAR SYRACUSE, NEW YORK, MY NAME IS CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS. I AM THIRTY YEARS OLD. I WAS BORN IN MIAMI, FLORIDA ON DECEMBER 29TH 1989. I AM THE YOUNGEST OF THREE BOYS. MY FATHER HAD A SON BEFORE HE HAD ONE WITH MY MOTHER. DAVID HARRIS AND SUZANNE HARRIS. MY PARENTS. DAVID HARRIS JR. QUENTIN HARRIS SR. JUSTIN HARRIS. MY BROTHERS. I HAVE NO SISTERS. SHAKEVIA KANAIJAH, DANTE DONOVAN, SHYANNE, QUENTIN JR., MALIAH SONAE, QUAN, ATIYANNA. MY NIECES AND NEPHEWS. I'VE SEEN ATIYANNA ONCE. SHE WAS ALMOST TWO. HAVING A TWO YEAR OLD NIECE WHO I'VE SEEN ONCE SHOWS ME NOW, I AM THE MAVERICK OF THE FAMILY. I RESERVED MYSELF FOR MY FIRST ADULT DECADE. I BEAT AT MY CRAFT. I WORKED AN HONEST JOB TO SUPPORT MYSELF. I USED ALL OF MY SPARE TIME, HONING THE SKILLSET. MY PARENTS DIVORCED. I WAS SEVEN. JUSTIN IS FOUR YEARS OLDER. QUE IS THREE YEARS OLDER THAN JUSTIN. DAVID IS AROUND THREE YEARS OLDER THAN QUE. MY MATERNAL GRANDMOTHER. THELMA LEE WASHINGTON. PASSED AWAY WHEN I WAS SEVEN. JOSIE REE HARRIS. THE PATERNAL GRANDMOTHER. PASSED AWAY WHEN I WAS EIGHT. I'VE ALWAYS HAD AN AFFINITY AND AFFECTION TOWARDS AND FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S GRANDMOTHERS. I ALWAYS WONDERED IF THOSE WITH GRANDMOTHERS, APPRECIATED IT. FOR THE MOST PART, ANYONE OLDER DOES FROM WHAT I CAN SEE. I MOSTLY JUST WONDER WHEN IT COMES TO YOUNGER PEOPLE. CLOSER TO THE AGE I WAS. ALL OF THAT AT ONCE MADE ME FEEL VERY VULNERABLE. I BELIEVE MY MOTHER WAS THE FIRST DIVORCE OF HER SIBLINGS. THAT TIME BELONGED TO US. IT WAS THEN WHEN THE FEELINGS OF NEGLECT, ABANDONMENT AND NOT FEELING APPRECIATED AND WANTED GREW AND GREW. THEY NEVER STOPPED GROWING. THE FAMILY HISTORY JUST PROVIDED MORE AND MORE INCIDENTS OF THE HARMFUL VARIETY. OF A HARMFUL NATURE. IT SHOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN THOUGHT, I WOULD STICK AROUND SOMEWHERE I WASN'T WANTED. AS I BEGAN TO STUDY BIOGRAPHY AND THE HISTORY OF AMERICAN POLITICS, POP CULTURE, SPORTS, ART AND MEDIA, ALONG WITH ANYTHING ELSE I WAS RESEARCHING, I BEGAN TO REALIZE WHAT I HAD TO STUDY. A BROAD SCOPE OF INFORMATION. I ALWAYS FELT THERE WAS A DEEP UNIVERSAL CALLING FOR GREATNESS FROM ME I MUST ADHERE TO AND FIND. AND SO I LEFT TO FIND IT. I DO NOTHING BUT INTROSPECT MYSELF. I STAY TO MYSELF, BC I AM MORE LIKELY TO KEEP MYSELF OUT OF TROUBLE, BY MYSELF. I AM LESS LIKELY TO LOSE FOCUS ALONE. I AM PRETTY WELL TRAINED AT KEEPING MYSELF WORKING ON MY SOLO PROJECTS. AT BEST, IT KEEPS ME OUT OF TROUBLE. I AM THIRTY, NO BABIES AND NO FELONIES. CLEARLY, I DON'T FAVOR DRAMA OR VIOLENCE AND FIGHTING AND ANY FORM OF UNCONSCIOUSNESS. 

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MONDAY APRIL 6TH, 2020
4.6.2020
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CHAPTER TWO: WHEN CHAD BEGAN FILMING

MY FATHER AND I WATCHED FILMS TOGETHER. IT WAS MY MAIN MEMORY WITH DAD. "CON AIR". "CHILD'S PLAY". "JAWS 3". "THE FOX AND THE HOUND". "AUSTIN POWERS". "NOTHING TO LOSE". "BLUE STREAK". "SCREAM". "FACE OFF". "CONGO". "JURASSIC PARK". "DOUBLE JEAPORDY." "MEN IN BLACK". WHEN THE PARENTS DIVORCED, IT SUCKED. SUCKED SO MUCH, I MADE MY FIRST FILM AT 12 YEARS OLD. THE DIRECTORIAL DEBUT. I DEALT WITH THE DIVORCE IN NO SPECIFIC MANNER FOR 5 YEARS BEFORE I FILMED SOMETHING. AS SOON AS I WAS GIVEN THE CAMERA, I FILMED WITH IT. THE LAST DAY OF 5TH GRADE. GOT IT ON CAMERA. JOE AND CHRIS AGUILA. WENT TO THEIR HOUSE. CHRIS IS JOE'S LITTLE BROTHER. 3RD GRADE. THERE WAS A HORNET OR YELLOW JACKET OR WASP, AT THEIR POOL. WE RAN BACK INSIDE. I CAN STILL REMEMBER. VIVIDLY. SHOUT OUTS TO MS. SARAH. R.I.P. JOES DAD. A CAMERAMAN FOR THE NEWS. THE FIRST FRIEND I MET IN SCHOOL. HIS DAD WAS A NEWS CAMERA MAN. I'M BLESSED TO HAVE FOUND OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH THE UN PLEASANT CIRCUMSTANCE PRESENTED. EARLY ON. I WAS WRITING. I THANK GOD I WAS MEANT TO TRAVERSE THESE PATHS. I TOTALLY AM AT HIS WHIM. I AM AT GOD'S MERCY. UNDER GOD'S WILL. I HAVE GIVEN UP MY ENTIRE LIFE TO SERVING THIS PURPOSE. I HAVE NOTHING. NOTHING BUT ONE OBJECTIVE. ATTAIN THE DESTINY. THERE WAS A REASON I WAS SENT HERE. DO IT. NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. DO IT. GET IT DONE. TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE. WASTE NOT WANT NOT. WASTE NO TIME. WANT NO TIME. ALL TIME IS DEVOURED. ALL OF OUR TIME IS DEVOURVED WITH CREATIVE EXPRESSION PRODUCED. THE CREATIVE. THE FINANCIALLY LITERATE CREATIVE. I SERVED MY PURPOSE. WHAT I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR. I HAVE TO DO GREAT THINGS. IN ORDER TO BE ADEQUATELY REMEMBERED. I ONLY WANTED TO WRITE A CLASSIC NOVEL. 5 YEARS LATER. THERE'S NO PROOF I HAVE NOT WROTE MANY CLASSICS BY NOW. THE YEARLY COLLECTIONS I PUBLISH NOW ARE 500 PAGES. THREE OF THOSE NOW. WORKING ON FOUR. THIS YEAR WOULD BE THE FIRST COLLECTION, NOT FROM DAVID CRICHTON THE PEN NAME. 

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8:07AM EST - 8:45AM EST
4.7.2020
TUESDAY APRIL 7TH, 2020
CONTINUED

BETWEEN THE AGES OF 12 AND 21, I WAS ONLY WRITING POETRY. BETWEEN 18-21 I HAD PUBLISHED MY FIRST POETRY AND NON VERSE COLLECTIONS. I SENT A FILM TREATMENT TO DWAYNE CARTER'S PRSION CELL IN 2010. BEFORE MY 19TH BIRTHDAY, I HAD THE FIRST COLLECTION PUBLISHED. FROM THERE, IT TOOK HALF A DECADE TO BECOME DAVID CRICHTON. MENTALLY. DAVID CRICHTON IS THE FORMULA FOR HOW I NOW APPROACH WRITING PROJECTS. IT'S JUST A LIST OF GUIDELINES. I'LL GO THRU THEM IN A LATER CHAPTER. INBETWEEN THE FIRST COLLECTION PUBLISHED AT 19 AND THE DAVID CRICHTON EXPERIENCE, IS CHADXZAVIERFILMS. FIVE YEARS OF CHADFILMS GREW INTO DAVID CRICHTON PUBLICATIONS. BEING DAVID CRICHTON FOR FIVE YEARS, I WANTED TO RETIRE THE NAME. IN HALF A DECADE I HAVE THREE FULL COLLECTIONS. MY OWN THREE "HARRY POTTER BOOKS". THAT'S A GOOD FIRST HALF A DECADE. NOW LET'S RAMP IT UP. ONE COLLECTION EVERY YEAR. I HAVEN'T BEEN EDITING FOOTAGE INTO VIDEOS AND PUBLISHING THEM ON YOUTUBE SINCE 2017. WHEN I HAD GOTTEN THE TAX RETURN AND BOUGHT EQUIPMENT. BEFORE THAT I WASN'T FILMING SINCE THE DAVID CRICHTON EXPERIENCE HAPPENED. AROUND THANKSGIVING 2015, I GAVE UP A DSLR I HAD. I HAVE FOOTAGE OF EVERY YEAR BUT THE CAMERAS VARIED. FROM 2011 - 2013 WERE MY PRIME YOUTUBE YEARS. WHICH IS ONE DECADE AGO. NOW IS MY RE EMERGENCE. WITH EVERYTHING I'VE CREATED SO FAR. WHICH IS STUPENDOUSLY LOADED. 10,000 MEDIA FILES. SO NOW, GOD WILLING, I AM WORKING ON THE FILM FESTIVAL ENTRY. THIS IS THE NARRATION. THIS IS ALSO VOLUME THREE. VOLUME THREE OF "HONEY MONEY PROBLEMS". VANESSA BUNNI STALLONE IS THE PEN NAME. THE NEXT PEN NAME IS NAIJAH CLOVER. JOSH D. ROCKMAN IS THE NEXT PEN NAME AFTER NAIJAH CLOVER. DAVID X. CRICHTON, STALLONE, CLOVER AND ROCKMAN. THE PEN NAMES. THE FIRST PEN NAME RAN FOR FIVE YEARS. THE LAST TWO YEARS INTRODUCED STALLONE. STALLONE HAS ONE VOLUME PUBLISHED AND ONE READY. THIS IS VOLUME THREE FOR STALLONE. AFTER THIS, VOLUME ONE FOR CLOVER WILL COMMENCE. 

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TUESDAY APRIL 7TH, 2020
4.7.2020
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CHAPTER THREE: THE DAVID CRICHTON EXPERIENCE

 2001. 2000. 2002. MADE MY FIRST FILMS DURING THOSE YEARS. USED A CAMCORDER FOR THE FIRST TIME. 2011. THE YEAR I LAUNCHED MY FIRST TWO YOUTUBE CHANNELS. KEVITV. SEEXZAVIERFILMS. CHIZZI KENNEDY. 2015. THE YEAR I RECORDED MY FIRST DIARIES. VIDEO FORMAT. 24 HOUR LONG VIDEO DIARY. FILMED DURING MAY 2015. DURING THE PHONE GIRL SITUATION. THE PHONE GIRL EXPERIENCE. THE DAVID CRICHTON EXPERIENCE HAPPENED THE FOLLOWING MONTH. JUNE 2015. THE MONTH I WROTE "THE PHONE GIRL". JULY 2015. "CFK" WAS WRITTEN. BY DECEMBER 2015, "CFK" AND "THE PHONE GIRL" WERE FINISHED. MY FIRST TRILOGY. "TPG". "CFK" MY FIRST DOUBLE TRILOGY. IN NOVEMBER 2015, I AUDIO RECORDED THE FIRST TWO FRANCHISES. I BEGAN "CLEVERLAND AND CLEVERFIELD" IN JANUARY 2016. THOSE THREE NOVELS WERE VERSE NOVELS. BY NOVEMBER 2016, "THE PRINCE WHO KNEW TOO MUCH" AND "THE PRINCE'S PHILO" WERE WRITTEN. "THE PRINCE WHO KNEW TOO MUCH" FRANCHISE, WAS NOT OF VERSE NOVELS. "THE PRINCE WHO KNEW TOO MUCH" WAS THE FIRST PROSE NOVEL WRITTEN UNDER THE DAVID CRICHTON PEN NAME. "MEGAN AND THE LAW OF ATTRACTION". THE FIRST AUDIO IMPROMPTU VERSE NOVEL RECORDED. USING THE TASCAM AUDIO RECORDER. BOUGHT THE TASCAM IN NOVEMBER 2015. "MEGAN AND THE LAW OF ATTRACTION" WAS AUDIO RECORDED ON MOTHER'S DAY 2016. BASICALLY DURING THE ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF DAVID X. CRICHTON'S "THE PHONE GIRL". 2016 WAS THE YEAR OF HEAVY AUDIO RECORDING. STARTED YOUR AUDIO DIARIES IN LATE 2015. YOU PICKED IT UP IN 2016. 2016 IS THE FIRST YEAR OF YOUR AUDIO DIARIES. NOVEMBER AND DECEMBER 2015 HAD THE BEGINNING DIARIES. CREATIVE DIARIES. IN DECEMBER 2015 YOU AUDIO FREESTYLED THE CREATIVE DIARY. THE 24 HOUR EXPRESSION OF WHERE YOU WANTED TO TAKE YOUR NEWFOUND CREATIVE LEVEL. I WAS SIX MONTHS DEEP INTO THE DAVID CRICHTON PORTFOLIO WHEN THE AUDIO RECORDED APPEARED. GOING INTO DAVID CRICHTON'S FIRST THREE FRANCHISES, I HAD A 24HR VIDEO DIARY. PREPPING THE URGE FOR MORE DIARIES AFTER THE FIRST PROJECTS. BACK AND FORTH I WENT. BETWEEN DIARIES AND CREATIVE DIARIES. PRODUCTION DIARIES. PRODUCTION DIARIES OF NOVELS AND SCRIPTS. THE NOVELS AND SCRIPTS THEMSELVES. AUDIO DIARIES. IMPROMPTU VERSE NOVELS. GOING INTO 2017. I WAS AUDIO RECORDING HUNDREDS OF HOURS OF MATERIAL EVERY SEASON. I WAS RECORDING LIKE CRAZY. WRITING AND RECORDING. WRITING AND RECORDING. THE SPRING OF 2017. I AUDIO RECORDED FILM SCRIPTS IMPROMPTU. FOR LIKE THREE MONTHS. ON AVERAGE 30 PROJECTS PER MONTH. ONE PER DAY. I KNOW THE FIGURE IS CORRECT BUT I STILL FEEL WEIRD SAYING IT. [YOURLISTEN.COM](https://YOURLISTEN.COM) HOLDS THE MAJORITY OF THE AUDIO FILES. I AM IN THE PROCESS OF EDITING VIDEOS WITH THE AUDIO FILES INSIDE NOW. IAMMICKEII. CHAD HARRIS. THEWHITERABBIT. THE THREE USER NAMES FOR YOUR LISTEN. YOUR LISTEN DOESN'T LET YOU LOOK UP USER NAMES. TYPE IN THE CHAD DIARY. THIS WILL PULL UP TWO ACCOUNTS. PARAMORE LAND. ALL ACCOUNTS SHOULD BE ACCOUNTED FOR THEN. ON SOUNDCLOUD. CHAD HARRIS 20. [DXCEXPERIENCE.BLOGSPOT.COM](https://DXCEXPERIENCE.BLOGSPOT.COM). [LULU.COM](https://LULU.COM) HOLDS THE PUBLICATIONS. DAVID X CRICHTON. VANESSA B. STALLONE. THE PEN NAMES FOR THE PUBLICATIONS ON LULU. IN OCTOBER OF 2017, I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I MOVED BACK TO GEORGIA ON VALENTINE'S DAY 2018. I MOVED BACK TO SYRACUSE ON AUGUST 10TH, 2018. I BOUGHT THE BUS TICKET ONE DAY IN ADVANCE. COST HALF THE OVERTIME CHECK. I MISSED NEW YORK STATE. I MISSED SYRACUSE. I LOVED IT HERE. I LOVE IT HERE. IT'S AWESOME. I REALLY ENJOY IT. IT'S VERY PEACEFUL. THERE ARE CAMERA'S ON THE STREET. MAKES ME FEEL SAFE. JACK FROST IS VERY ACCOMODATING. I LOVE THE ARCHITECTURE HERE AS WELL. MAKES ME WANT TO STUDY ARCHITECTURE EVEN MORE SO. 

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TUESDAY APRIL 7TH, 2020
4.7.2020
WEDNESDAY APRIL 8TH, 2020
4.8.2020
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CHAPTER FOUR: VANESSA HONEY MALONE, NAIJAH GROVER SR. AND J.D. ROCKMAN

 I AM LISTENING TO MY RENDITION, READING OF "ROMEO AND JULIET". I SERVE AS GOOD A MAN AS YOU. YES BETTER SIR. YOU LIE. REMEMBER THY SMASHING BLOW. ENTER BENVOLIO. PUT UP YOUR SWORDS. ENTER TYBALT. LOOK UPON THY DEATH. THEY FIGHT. I USE PEN NAMES FOR THE PUBLICATIONS. I USE PEN NAMES FOR MANY REASONS. THE DAVID CRICHTON PEN NAME. DAVID IS MY FATHER'S NAME. MIKE CRICHTON IS MY FAVORITE AUTHOR AS A TEEN. "JURASSIC PARK" "THE LOST WORLD: JURASSIC PARK". "SPHERE". "CONGO". "DISCLOSURE". "THE GREAT TRAIN ROBBERY". "ANDROMEDA STRAIN". "A CASE OF NEED". "TIMELINE". "THE 13TH WARRIOR". "EATERS OF THE DEAD". "RISING SUN." "TRAVELS." "E.R.". "WESTWORLD"? THE CURRENT PEN NAMES. THE CURRENT PEN NAMES ARE CREATED IN THE HONOR OF MY DEAD HOMIES. THE FALLEN SOLDIERS I MET ON MY JOURNEYS. THRU OUT THE YEARS, I MET A FEW PEOPLE WHO PASSED. THESE PEOPLE HAPPENED TO BE CLOSE TO ME. I FELT THE PAIN OF THEIR PASSING. UP CLOSE. VANESSA HONEY MALONE. SOMEONE WAS ARRESTED IN THE 8YR OLD COLD MURDER CASE. MY MOTHER TEXTED ME WITH THE LINK TO THE ARTICLE. AS I WAS READING THE ARTICLE, MY MOTHER CALLED ME. SHE RECOGNIZED THE NAME. VANESSA HONEY MALONE. I ALWAYS MENTION HER. HER NAME IS BASICALLY MY PEN NAME. I TOOK A NAP TO REFRESH THE BRAIN. THINKING MAYBE I WOULD DREAM HER IMAGE OR MEMORY UP. 

VANESSA STALLONE IS THE CURRENT PEN NAME. NAIJAH CLOVER IS THE NEXT PEN NAME. NAIJAH GROVER SR. I MET NAIJAH GROVER SR. DURING THE SUMMER BEFORE MY SENIOR YEAR AT SALEM HIGH. CLASS OF 2008. NAIJAH WAS THE CLASS OF 2009. I INVITED NAIJAH'S MOTHER TO MY GRADUATION. KEVI WAS AT MY GRADUATION. KEVI GRADUATED FROM SALEM TEN YEARS LATER. CLASS OF 2019. NAIJAH DIED WITH TWO OTHER CLASSMATES, DERRON AND TERRENCE ON MOTHER'S DAY 2008. NAIJAH NEVER SAW BARACK OBAMA POP UP. HE MAY HAVE ONLY SEEN A GLIMPSE. NAIJAH HAD A SON AFTER HE PASSED. NAIJAH WAS BLESSED FOR THAT.
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CHAPTER FIVE: THANK YOU AND COME AGAIN MY FRIEND

THE SYRACUSE FILM FESTIVAL. OCTOBER'S VERY OWN. I AM ENTERING. GOD WILLING. I AM GOING THRU THE RAW FOOTAGE. I WILL INCLUDE SHAKESPEARE AUDIO. THIS AUDIO BOOK IS INCLUDED. THE CHAD FILM. SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN WAITING ON FOR TEN YEARS. I AM NOT SURE WHAT THE OUTCOME WILL BE. I HAVE PUBLICATIONS. NOVELS. FOR FILM SCRIPT RIGHTS. FILM SCRIPTS. MY WAY OF ENTERING CONSIDERATION FOR LITERARY HISTORY. THE LITERARY LEGACY. MY WAY OF HAVING A CHAD FILM REGARDLESS OF LIFE. PROPER ACTION. NOW, EDITING THE RAW FOOTAGE, I REALIZE, I AM MAKING THE CHAD FILM THERE. THAT IS A CHAD FILM. SO NOW, I HAVE TO MAKE THE CHAD FILMS AS IF, I NEVER MAKE IT TO HOLLYWOOD. THIS WAY, THE CHAD FILMS ARE AS POWERFUL AS I CAN MAKE THEM. THE COMBINATION OF THE AUDIO FROM 2015 ON AND THE RAW FOOTAGE FROM 2011 ON. 11:00PM EST - 11:29PM EST I SPEND THE DAYS. THE DAYS IN WHICH I AGE. TO CONTINUE TO GRASP THE MOMENTS. LEAVING ME AMAZED. AMAZED BY THE FACT I AM STILL HERE. I CAN STILL HEAR. HEARING WITH THE STILL EAR. STILL EARS. LIFE IS STILL CLEAR. IT IS CLEAR. IN THESE TRYING TIMES. WE MAY BE IN THE DYING TIMES. SO IF I AM DYING I. ONLY NEED TO RECTIFY. I DIDN'T SEE WITH RECKLESS EYES. KEPT CONTROL OF THE RECKLESS SIDE. I NEVER WANTED TO WASTE. THE TIME I HAD. IN THESE TIMES IN WHCH I WAS PLACED. DEFINITELY NOT MISPLACED. EVEN THOUGH I ALWAYS FELT OUT OF SYNC. WITH THIS PLACE. I WAS IN SYNC. WITH THE DARLING INSTINCT. REALLY. REALLY REALLY IS WHAT I THINK. WHEN IT COMES TO POP CULTURE. PLOPPED DOWN LIKE A VULTURE. NO DRAKE I GOT CULTURE NO BLOOD. UGH. YEA. HA. IMMERSED IN CULTURE LIKE MERSA. NO CRUD. WHAT? MORE LIKE YUCK. I BE STUCK. I WAKE UP LIKE WTF. I'M STILL HERE. SO I'M STILL CLEAR. MINDED. THE DESTINY OF MINE I BETTER FIND IT. I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME AND TO THIS I'M BLINDED. YOU COULDN'T BLIND SIGHT IT. EASTER SUNDAY APRIL 12TH, 2020 - 7:11PM EST - 7:45PM EST 

I JUST WOKE UP. THANK GOD. FIRST THING I DO? I THANK GOD. AS I LAY IN AWE. I ONLY SAY WHAT I SAW. I ONLY PLAY WITH IT ALL. I TAKE NAPS BEFORE THE MIND FALLS. VICTIM TO THE DARK MIND'S PAWS. AW. I TOOK THE NAP. FOR THE CLARITY IT GAVE BACK. AWOKE TO A SLAP. OR AWOKE FROM A SLAP. I WOKE UP FROM A DREAM. TO WAKE UP IN A DREAM. TWO DREAMS. LIFE IS JUST TWO DREAMS. YOUR WHOLE LIFE. YOU CAN CONFUSED. OVER WHAT GIFTS YOU MISUSE. OR DON'T WANT TO USE. WHICH IS AGAIN TO MISUSE. OR GIFTS YOU DON'T WANT TO LOSE. THE SAME GIFTS THE DEEPEST STATE DOESN'T WANT YOU TO CHOOSE. SO CHOOSE FOR YOUR LIFE. WHICH DREAM IS REAL? WHAT MAKES THIS DREAM MORE REAL? WHAT MAKES THE DREAM WORLD LESS REAL? WHEN YOU'RE TERRIFIED IN YOUR DREAMS. YOU WAKE UP. IN THIS DREAM. YOU CAN END UP TERRIFIED UNTIL IT'S ALL OVER. THERE IS NO WAKING UP FROM THIS DREAM WITHOUT LEAVING. THIS IS THE LONG DREAM. THE DREAMWORLD. WHEN SLEEP. MAY BE THE CLOSEST TO OUR ORIGINS. WE SEE. HOWEVER INDEED IT ALL MAY ACTUALLY BE. I WOKE UP TO PHONE NUMBER OF ROCKMAN'S MOM. JD HUTCHINSON. I GET TO BE IN CONTACT WITH HIS FAMILY AGAIN. I HAVE BEEN IN CONTACT WITH CRYSTAL LATRICE ALL YEAR. NOW I CAN REACH OUT TO UNCLE WALLY AND ROCK'S GRANDPARENTS. RON?
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FRIDAY APRIL 17TH, 2020
4.17.2020
FRIDAY APRIL 17TH, 2020
4.17.2020
11:00AM EST - 11:11AM
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CHAPTER SIX: TALKED TO ROCK'S MOM

 I TALKED TO JOSH D. HUTCBINSON'S MOTHER. I TALKED TO MS. SADONNA FOR AN HOUR. WAS INTRODUCED TO HER HUSBAND RON. I MISSED HEARING HER VOICE. I ENJOYED HEARING HER VOICE. MARCUS AND NAY ARE GETTING MARRIED. I CHERISH HAVING THEM IN MY PAST MOMENTS OF GROWTH. I CHERISH THE OPPORTUNITY TO RECONNECT WITH THEM ALL. I WILL KEEP IN CONTACT WITH THEM ALL. I HAD GREAT TIMES LIVING WITH THEM. I WAS LIVING WITH HER AND ROCK FROM SEPTEMBER 2016 TO MARCH 2017. THE FIRST YEAR OF DAVID X CRICHTON. I HAD PUBLISHED "THE PHONE GIRL" THAT SPRING. I HAD PUBLISHED "CLEVERLAND" THAT SPRING. ROCK HAD A COPY OF "CLEVERLAND". "CLEVERLAND AND CLEVERFIELD". HE READ SOME OF IT IN FRONT OF ME. HE SAID. "I CAN RAP THIS BRO". I LOOK FORWARD TO WRITING A VERSE NOVEL UNDER THE TITLE. IT JUST FELT REALLY GREAT TO HEAR HIS MOTHER'S VOICE. I CHERISH THE TIME I WAS THERE. AS ROUGH AS IT GOT AFTER HIS DEATH, I DON'T REGRET ANYTHING. I AM PROUD I MET HIM. HE HAD FAITH IN THE JOURNEY I WAS ON. HE TOLD ME I WOULD BE RICH BUT THAT WASN'T WHY HE WAS MY FRIEND. I REMINDED HIM OF HIS LITTLE BROTHER. COREY. HE TOLD ME FOCUS ON MY BOOKS AND NOT SMOKING. HE WAS A REAL FRIEND. I HAVE NOTHING BAD TO SAY ABOUT THEM EVER. I MISS HIM. I THINK ABOUT HIM DAILY. I ALWAYS COUNTDOWN. THREE YEARS. FOUR YEARS COME CHRISTMAS. I MADE A PEN NAME FOR HIM BY THIS POINT. I LOOK FORWARD TO STARTING AND COMPLETING THE FIRST TRILOGY. CLEVERLAND IS A REAL PLACE. IT IS IN YOUR MIND. YOU GET THERE USING YOUR MIND. IT IS A REALM YOU ENTER THRU YOUR MIND. CLEVERLAND IS CLOSED ON SUNDAYS. JOKING. THE FOREX MARKET IS CLOSED ON SUNDAYS. THE STOCK MARKET IS CLOSD ON SUNDAYS. I FULLY DISCOVERED "CLEVERLAND", THE PLACE, IN 2015. BY JANUARY TO MARCH, 2016, "CLEVERLAND THE VERSE NOVEL" WAS BEING WRITTEN. "CLEVERLAND" IS WHERE I LEARNED TO GO, TO PULL OUT MY IDEAS FROM. "CLEVERLAND" IS WHERE THE IDEAS ORIGINATE FROM. "CLEVERLAND" BECAME MY HOME. MENTALLY I HAVE BEEN TRAVERSING THRU CLEVERLAND MY ENTIRE LIFE BUT I DIDN'T HAVE A NAME FOR IT. NOW I KNOW THE NAME. THE FORMULA FOR WRITING THE DAVID CRICHTON NOVELS, CAME FROM "CLEVERLAND". "CLEVERLAND AND FRIENDS" COMING SOON. NOW, YEARS LATER, "CLEVERLAND" HAS A NEW MEANING TO ME. EMOTIONALLY, "CLEVERLAND" HELPS ME STAY ENTHRALLED IN "CLEVERLAND". "REALITY IS CREATED". "CLEVERLAND" IS THE LAND, THE REALM OF IDEAS ARRIVES FROM OR DWELLS IN. IDEAS LIVE IN "CLEVERLAND". SO IF I LIVE IN CLEVERLAND, WITH ALL OF MY SPARE TIME, WITH ALL OF MY BEING. YOU TAP INTO "CLEVERLAND" ALONE. ONCE THE CONNECTION IS STRONG HOWEVER, YOU SHALL WIN THE WAR. YOU WILL BE ABLE TO TAP INTO CLEVERLAND, WHENEVER, FOR HOWEVER LONG. 7:00PM EST - 8:03PM EST 

4.20.2020

THE THING ABOUT CHAD. CHAD IS A HUMAN. CHAD IS AN ARTIST. CHAD IS AN ARTISTIC HUMAN. I WRITE WHAT I FEEL. I WRITE THE DEEPEST THOUGHTS I CAN MUSTER. I WRITE AS HONEST AS I CAN BE. THEN I STRIVE TO BE AS HONEST AS I CAN WITH MY ADMISSIONS. CHADMISSIONS. THE CHAD MISSION. THESE ARE DIARIES. IN ESSENCE. I MASKED THEM AS NOVELS THE BEST I COULD. I ONLY KNEW ME. ALL I KNOW IS ME. SO I WRITE ME DOWN ON PAPER. FROM THERE IT'S BE AS CREATIVE AS YOU CAN BE. CLEVERLAND IS ME. I AM ALWAYS IN A STATE OF CREATIVE BEING. CFK IS ME. I AM ENTHRALLED BY HISTORY NOW BC OF JFK. THE PHONE GUY IS ME. MEGAN THE PHONE GIRL CREATED DAVID CRICHTON. SHE BROKE ALL ILLUSIONS ON THE OPPOSITE SEX. SH HAPPENS. IT JUST DOES SOMETIMES. I GOT WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED. CREATIVELY. IT WAS ALCHEMY. THERE WAS A TRADE. MY EMOTIONS WOULD CATALYZE EVERY BOOK. EMOTIONALLY I COULDN'T HANDLE ANY DEVASTATION FROM A PERSONAL LIFE PURSUIT. EMOTIONALLY EVERYTHING GOES INSIDE OF THE PORTFOLIO. THE ONLY THING I COULD EVER CONTROL. THE REALIZATION THAT ANOTHER PERSON WILL DO WHAT THEY WANT. REALIZING THE DYNAMICS OF MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER. HAVING MULTIPLE PERSONS AROUND YOU CAN LEAD TO DISORDERS IS WHAT I AM SAYING. THIS WAS 2015. BEFORE MASS COVID SCARE. I WAS ALREADY ON THE TIP. PAUSING. I HAVE BEEN SCARED OF OTHER PEOPLE FOR FIVE YEARS AT LEAST. THE TRUST ISSUES I HAVE INCURRED FROM PERSONAL EXPERIENCES WITH FRIENDS, FAMILY AND THE OPPOSITE SEX GENDER HAVE PREPARED ME FOR THIS. THOROUGHLY. 9:40AM EST - 9:55AM EST 

4.21.2020

Heavy TW for abuse (physical & emotional), suicide, death, psyche-ward mention. New here.
I (F17) feel like I'm overreacting but I secretly loathe my brother (M23) who has lots of trouble controlling his anger.
- From a young age, I remember how he once even threatened to kill me, punching me in the stomach, telling me I'm weak and screaming at me to stop crying.
The abuse stopped after police & CSA intervention. It's been years but still, he always feels like a looming threat, a ticking time bomb. A wrong move away from him lashing out at me and his happy-go-lucky "look, I'm not the same as I used to be" persona snapping. He puts on this superficial friendly act as he tries to make it up for years of abuse towards me by doing favours for me or buying gifts and food. I can't describe it, but it's almost like baby talk.
It makes me feel deeply sick; I can't cut him off because he lives with me. My Dad says, "he's your brother, after all, he loves you!"
Today, he invited me out for food after renewing his health card. We have been doing okay until now, so I said yes and ended up getting stuck in traffic for 30+ minutes. He increasingly got angrier until it was a surge of sheer rage, cussing and screaming and talking about how he wanted to hurt people. I could see he was trying to restrain himself around me. This anger was similar to what he used to direct toward me. This badly triggered flashbacks of my childhood around him. I knew if I said anything, he'd only get pissed at me so, I dwelled on my phone.
Once we finally got out of traffic, we were too late for his appointment so we drove into a Wendy's.
I was still shaken up and crying a bit. We got our food, and he chose to dine in to my dismay. He tried to strike up a conversation with me but I was so shaken. I felt if I wasn't as silent as I was, I have gotten worse in the car. He began to ask me "what's wrong?" and pleading for me to talk.
I could only let out one-word answers. I said I was fine. He kept persisting since I couldn't maintain eye contact and tried to distract myself on my phone. He demanded that I put my phone down and talk, so (I did it, out of fear.)
I said I wanted to go home. He noticed I wasn't eating. I took a single bite of the burger.
At this point, his anger was building toward me. He grumbled, glaring with a "Fine. Let's go!" all irked. I brought our food and he before getting into the car, said: "Fine, have fun. Go walk home!"
I was like "???" Sheer disbelief that he wanted me to walk home from that distance. I pulled at the door handle until he let me in. At this point, he kept asking me what was wrong repeatedly as I began to sob. I just kept saying I wanted to go home and he began to try to physically comfort me which made me uncomfortable and I said to stop.
Then he began to get irritated as he drove and I cried. He then said something that sounded so familiar to me. He said "I do a nice thing by taking you out and you repay him for getting upset!" and tells me to "please just stop crying!" all exasperated while I can't control my tears when I get flashbacks.
He tells me to get out of the car immediately when we get home. I grab both of our food bags to bring into the house, but he just says "don't take my food" all threateningly, so I obliged.
He then says if I continue to act like this he'll stop driving me places and immediately pay him back for the food (he knows I've been off work. I have little money as I recently left the psyche ward for suicidal thoughts.) I left my food on a box by the door, I couldn't bare to look at it, let alone eat it.
I now stay locked in my room and haven't eaten or drunk anything for the entire day. He sleeps downstairs, in the living room. Whenever we have an emotionally charged encounter like this, he just glares and says degrading shit to me. I'm so low, so defeated and want to vomit.
My stuff is downstairs but I'm afraid to get it, along with my pet rabbit. I just hate it all. I hate living in such a dysfunctional family. I hate having to play the part of the ideal little sister to not piss him off and end up dead. I find it difficult to trust or feel safe around men. I hate him, I hate what he did to me as a 7-year-old girl. I don't know what to do.
I was the happiest when away in the psyche ward. Now I'm back to feeling so depressed even though I'm fully medicated to hell.
[Sorry for the length. Any advice and support is so valuable and will be taken into account.]

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WEDNESDAY JANUARY 22ND, 2020
2:36 AM EST - 3:05AM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER 14: MOVING FORWARD
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IF THIS WERE A DIARY, I WOULD SAY, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING HAS GOTTEN INTO ME. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE ADULTHOOD. I WANT TO HELP MYSELF TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND DOCUMENT THE PROCESS. IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE TWENTY TWENTIES, I MUST PURCHASE AS MANY SHARES AS POSSIBLE. FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. FOR NOW THOUGH, I MUST ONLY THINK ABOUT THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO. WE STILL TRADE. THE HOLDINGS MUST BE HELD. INVESTING IS ACTUALLY NOT THE RISK TO FEAR. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE LIFE.
LAYERS OF INVESTMENTS. MARKER. THIS IS THE DIARY FOR AMASSING FORTUNES. BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. TODAY'S THURSDAY. WHEN I GET PAID, I WILL PURCHASE STOCKS AND CRYPTO TO HOLD. I AIM TO FILL MY PERSONAL PORTFOLIOS UP. TO MY LIKING. I THINK IT IS TIME TO JUST INVEST UNTIL I AM WITH CHILDREN AND WIFE. THEN KEEP INVESTING. NEVER, EVER, EVEN ONCE, STOP INVESTING. YOU HAVE TO INVEST IN THE KIDS AND THEIR PORTFOLIOS.
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ROCKET SCIENCE IS HARDER THAN THIS. SAFE TO SAY IT IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE. I AM GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE.
WHAT I WASN'T DOING IN MY TWENTIES, I AM DOING NOW. REGARDING THE FINANCIAL MARKETS AND TECHNOLOGY SECTORS. THERE WERE KEYWORDS I DID NOT HAVE FROM 18 TO 27. YOU SPEND TEN YEARS SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING, EVENTUALLY IT'LL SMACK YOU RIGHT THERE IN THE FACE. TOOK AN ENTIRE DECADE. I HAVE NOTHING BUT NEUTRAL GROUND TO BUILD ON. I STAYED FROM OUT OF THE CIRCUS. IN ORDER TO RESEARCH HOW TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE, I STRAYED FROM THE CIRCUS PATH.
THE CRYPTO LOAN. NEXO WALLET OFFERED THE FIRST CRYPTO LOAN. IMAGINE THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. YOU PURCHASE CRYPTO. YOU USE IT AS COLLATERAL ON NEXO WALLET. PLACE THE CRYPTO IN THE NEXO WALLET. TAKE OUT A LOAN BASED ON THE COLLATERAL WORTH. PURCHASE ENOUGH CRYPTO TO TAKE OUT THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN IS NOW AMONG ST US PEOPLE. MPH MPH MPH. `WHEN YOU TAKE OUT 100K IN A SINGLE LOAN, WILL YOU LEGITIMATELY INVEST IT TO PAY OFF THE LOAN? GET YOUR CRYPTO BACK PEOPLE. AFTER PURCHASING IT AND LOANING IT OUT MAN. DIGITAL COLLATERAL MAN COME ON. THERE'S A STORM COMING. WHY AMERICA SLEPT.
IN ORDER FOR AMERICA TO RISE UP AGAIN, AS A NATION, IS TO INDIVIDUALLY RISE UP THE NEXT AMERICAN. I DID NOT CRAVE THE BILLION DOLLAR NET WORTH FOR MY OWN SAKE. I CRAVED TO SHOW THE WORLD, WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE, WHEN THE BILLIONAIRE, CARES THE MOST. AMERICA DOESN'T PUSH INFORMATION LIKE THIS, TO AMERICANS. AMERICAN PRESIDENTS, DO NOT PUSH THIS MATERIAL TO AMERICANS. THUS AMERICA, GROWS WEIRDER AND WEIRDER IN A REAL NORMAL VARIETY. IF I SAID SMME, SMART METRICS, A BIOMETRICS COMPANY, IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, A COMPETITOR OF NXT ID, MAKER OF THE FLYE CARD, COSTS ONE PENNY PER SHARE, WOULDN'T THAT JUST SOUND LIKE GIBBERISH? REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF ALL TIME, I CALLED IT. RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW I WROTE IT COST ONE PENNY. RIGHT BEFORE I PUBLISH THIS PUBLICATION, I WILL TYPE A LIST OF THE RECENT PRICES OF ALL SECURITIES MENTIONED.
THERE IS A DOUBLE PLEASURE I GET FROM THIS INFORMATION. I GET TO USE IT. I GET TO SHARE IT. YOU MAY USE IT. THOSE WHO USE IT, WILL RETIRE BEFORE THOSE WHO DO NOT. I PUT MONEY ON THAT AS WELL. I GET TO GO AROUND PURCHASING $10 IN SMME STOCK FOR OTHER PEOPLE. 1000 SHARES. 10,000 SHARES. 100,000 SHARES. I TINGLE JUST UTTERING SUCH PREDICAMENTS. 100 SHARES FOR A DOLLAR ARE YOU EXPLETIVELY KIDDING ME? YOU MEAN TO TELL ME WHAT? I COULD SAVE THE TEN DOLLARS IN FIAT CURRENCY, IN A BANK? THE BANK WOULD JUST PURCHASE STOCKS TODAY WITH THE CAPITAL. IT'S A NASTY BALL GAME. THIS PUBLICATION, IS ONE SPICY MEAT A BALL. ZEITGEIST THREE MOVING FORWARD, GAVE ME THE ANALOGY FOR IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX. FOR THE RECORD.
ECONOMICALLY I'M STARTING AN ARMY. IT'S AN ECONOMIC ARMY OF FINANCIALLY LITERATE COWABUNGERS.
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1.26.2020
JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER FIFTHTEEN: A HEADACHE
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I START THE HOLDINGS PORTFOLIO THIS UPCOMING WEEK. TOMORROW IS MONDAY RIGHT? E-TRADE TAKES 5 DAYS TO TRANSFER THE EXTERNAL ACCOUNT DEPOSITS INTO THE HOLDING OR TRADING ACCOUNT. HERE IS THE SCENARIO. THIS IS THE INVESTMENT DIARY, OF ALL INVESTMENT DIARIES MY GOOD FRIEND. $240 IS THE INITIAL INVESTMENT. $45 GOES TO JASON FOR HIS E-TRADE HOLDINGS PORTFOLIO. I WILL SEND HIM MORE NEXT TIME. $75 GOES TO JASON TO SEND XRP TO MY CRYPTO WALLET. I WILL CONVERT THOSE COINS TO OTHER ALTERNATIVE COINS. ALT COINS. $25 GOES TO THE E-TRADE ACCOUNT FEE FOR NOT HAVING THE $9 DEPOSIT AVAILABLE ON THE 5TH DAY OF THE TRANSFER. $125 MUST GO ON THE E-TRADE ACCOUNT. I WILL PURCHASE $100 IN STOCKS. I WILL SPLIT THE PURCHASE BETWEEN TWO COMPANIES. SMART METRIC AND RVBR MARK RAY.
EVERY $10 SPENT ON SMME, SMART METRIC, IS 1250 SHARES, AT THE PRICE LEVEL OF ONE PENNY. RVBR CONTAINS THREE DIFFERENT STOCK SYMBOLS, WITHIN THE ONE COMPANY. MARK RAY OWNS KFGL. GANS IS A KFGL SUBSIDIARY. THE PRICE LEVEL OF THREE PENNIES FOR RVBR NOW IS ONE PENNY PER CONTAINED SYMBOL. $30 IN RVBR NOW IS 3333.3333 SHARES. THE TOP TWO STOCK PICKS, ARE BETWEEN ONE AND THREE PENNIES. I HAVEN'T SEARCHED FOR RVBR COMPETITION YET. SMME WAS FOUND WHEN I SEARCHED FOR NXT ID COMPLETION. LOL. SMILEY FACE. WE'VE BEEN IMPLEMENTING THESE STRATEGIES FOR YEARS, NOW WE ARE GETTING DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT THIS CONCEPT. THIS IS A PHILOSOPHY.
$50 IN SMME COMPANY STOCK ALONE, IS 1250 TIMES FIVE. 6250 SHARES IN SMME FROM A $50 INVESTMENT. YOU WOULD WANT TO ALSO THEN PURCHASE NXT ID SHARES. 100 SHARES FOR $50. THEN YOU REALIZE THE DIFFERENCE THE PRICE LEVELS AND PROFIT MARGINS ARE BETWEEN TWO DIFFERENT COMPANIES, IN THE SAME INDUSTRY. IF SMME AND NXT ID ARE BOTH IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, IT IS FAIR TO SAY, NXT ID IS FARING CONSIDERABLY BETTER OFF THAN SMME. I HAVE FAITH IN THE BIOMETRICS DIVISON. I HAVE FAITH IN THE SPIRIT OF COMPETITION WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. I HAVE FAITH IN GOD. I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF. I AM A MAN OF FAITH. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE STOCK MARKET. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE FOREIGN CURRENCY EXCHANGE MARKET. I AM AFRAID OF NOT PARTICIPATING.
I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON THE RECENT AND FUTURE DEVELOPMENTS OF THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO, WE ARE BUILDING FOR OURSELVES. I WILL HAVE MY MOTHER SIGN UP FOR AN E-TRADE ACCOUNT SO I CAN BUILD THE FAMILY'S HOLDING PORTFOLIO. I MUST ACCEPT, ONCE THEY ACQUIRE IT, THEY WILL SELL OFF SHARES AT THEIR DISCRETION. I MAY HAVE TO HAVE A BACKUP ACCOUNT FOR THEM SOMEWHERE, MAYBE WITH MALIK. MAYBE I WILL SEND MALIK MONEY TO PURCHASE MY STOCK PICKS. HE CAN SPLIT THAT MONEY BETWEEN THREE PEOPLE. JUSTIN, KEVI, DANTE. THAT'S WHEN THE FAMILY REALIZES I LEFT BEHIND MULTIPLE ACCOUNTS WITH THE WEALTH PRE-DISTRIBUTED TO ACCOUNT FOR ANY FALLACY ON ANYONE'S BEHALF. INCLUDING THE POTENTIAL FALLACY, OF NOT ACCOUNTING FOR ANY POTENTIAL FALLACY, ON MY BEHALF.
I JUST SOLVED THAT ISSUE, OF HAVING ANOTHER HOLDING ACCOUNT STASHED AWAY FOR MY FAMILY. MY COUSIN MALIK SMITH. I CAN SEND FUNDS TO HIS E-TRADE FOR PURCHASING THE SAME SHARES FOR MY BIRTH FAMILY. I HAVE TO LEAVE THE SLATE CLEAN ON MY ACCOUNT TO BE LEFT TO MY CHILD OR MY MENTOR. MY FAMILY HOWEVER AND MY FRIENDS WILL HAVE THEIR HOLDING ACCOUNTS BEEFED UP TO WHERE MINE ARE. THEY WILL ALL JUST BE DUPLICATE ACCOUNTS. WHEN THE TRADING TAKES OFF, THE DEPOSITS FOR STOCKS WILL INCREASE TRIUMPHANTLY. THEN I CAN PAY OFF THE $4000 LOAN DARRELL KEELE AND GEORGE C. WORD TOOK OUT ON MY DELTA COMMUNITY CREDIT UNION ACCOUNT, WHEN I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK IN AUGUST OF 2018.
WHAT'S $4000 TO A BILLIONAIRE? THIS IS WHY I STAY TO MYSELF AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. I'M OF A STRANGER CALIBER THAN MOST I ENCOUNTER. THEY ARE SAFER AROUND ME, THAN I AM AROUND THEM. I DO HAVE TO HAVE A BENEFICIARY FOR MY INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS. I WANT IT TO BE MY CHILD AND THEIR MOTHER. FOR THAT I NEED ONE MORE ACCOUNT TO BUILD UP FOR MY MENTOR. THEN EVERYONE IS GOOD. UNTIL I DO HAVE A CHILD, THE BENEFICIARY WOULD HAVE TO BE MY MENTOR UNTIL I HAVE A CHILD. YOU SEE THE THOUGHTS I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT? KEEPING THE ACCOUNT BENEFICIARY SLATE CLEAR FOR FUTURE CHILDREN YET STILL HAVING SOMEONE TO BENEFIT FROM IT. YET STILL HAVING THAT SAME AMOUNT LEFT TO THEM ONCE YOU DO HAVE CHILDREN. THAT'S A HEAD ACHE.
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1.29.2020
JANUARY 29TH, 2020
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: THE MAMBA MENTALITY
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TODAY IS THE ONE MONTH TIME STAMP OF MY 30TH BIRTHDAY. I AM GRATEFUL, I STARTED MY HOLDING PORTFOLIO ONCE AGAIN. I STARTED THE CRYPTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS IN THE SUMMER OF 2017. THREE YEARS AGO. THREE YEARS BEFORE THEN, I PURCHASED THREE BITCOINS AT $88 DOLLARS A PIECE. 3. IN 2013. I WAS 23. GOD IS GOOD ALL OF THE TIME. I PUT $225 ON MY ONLINE BANK CARD AT RITE AID. I PAID THE $5 FEE TO UPLOAD THE CARD BALANCE. I SENT JASON $100. I PAID THE PAYPAL FEE. $3.20. I PAID THE $25 FEE ON MY E-TRADE. I TRANSFERRED $122 ON THE E-TRADE. $97 WILL HIT THE HOLDING ACCOUNT. $48 WILL GO TO SMME. SMART METRICS. SMART METRICS IS THE BIOMETRICS COMPETITOR OF NEXT ID. NXT ID. 39 PENNIES NXT ID IS. ONE PENNY IS THE COST OF SMART METRIC STOCK. IN 2017, THE WINTER OF, SMME WAS 45 PENNIES. HALF OF NXT ID. I BIO MAY HAVE BEEN TEN PENNIES THEN AND EVEN WHEN I PURCHASED $10 WORTH IN STOCK, IN THE SUMMER OF 2018, ON ROBINHOOD FROM NEW YORK.
I ASKED JASON TO PURCHASE $25 WORTH OF SMME STOCK. I ASKED JASON TO SPEND THE OTHER $25 OF THE FIRST $50, ON RVBR, AT THREE PENNIES PER SHARE. 1600 SHARES OF SMME IN MY OWN ACCOUNT. HALF OF THOSE SHARES ARE IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. HALF THE $48 ON RVBR. 2500 SHARES, 4800 SHARES. 5000 SHARES. FLOATING THRU VARIOUS ACCOUNTS FROM NOW ON. MANIACALLY PURCHASING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS, ON THE MOST DIABOLICAL OF LEVELS. THE OTHER $50 WAS ASKED OF JASON TO DEPOSIT IT INTO HIS ROBINHOOD. WE ASKED JASON TO PURCHASE DOGECOIN WITH THE $50. WE CALCULATED THE DOGECOIN AMOUNT AT 20,500. THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING. I PRAY TO GOD I SEE THIS THRU. I AM TERRIFIED. I FEEL AN OVERWHELMING SENSE OF DESTINY ALL AROUND ME. I CAN NOT HELP BUT TO REMAIN FOCUSED AND DISCERNING.
I WILL CONTINUE TO INVEST IN THE STOCK MARKET. I HAVE SO MANY INDUSTRIES TO INCLUDE INTO THE PORTFOLIO. THE DIFFERENT COMPANIES IN THOSE INDUSTRIES, AVAILABLE ON E-TRADE AND ROBINHOOD, AND ANY OTHER PLATFORM I FIND. AFTER MANY ROUNDS OF DOING THIS, THE MOST URGENT ASPECT OF THE INVESTMENT WORLD I'M DELVING INTO TO BUILD MY FAMILY AN EMPIRE. I WILL GET THE ONLINE BANK ACCOUNT ALLOWING ME TO PUT MONEY INTO SAVINGS BONDS, ANY OTHER BONDS, AND CERTIFICATES OF DEPOSIT. THIS IS HOW I WILL STORE THE VAST OF THE MONEY I HAVE EARNED FROM WORK. I WILL GET ANOTHER ONLINE BANK, FOR A SAVINGS ONLY AND DON'T EVER HOLD THE CARD. ONLY TO PUT MORE ON THERE. THIS IS ALL UNTIL THE FOREX TRADING PAYS OFF. THEN IT'S TENS OF THOUSANDS OF SHARES PER WEEK. HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF ALTCOINS PER WEEK. TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DIGITAL UNITS OF FINANCIAL MEASURE. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ECONOMICAL PLEASURE?
I DO. I DO. I DO. DO I REALLY? I REALLY DO. COME TO THINK OF IT, I TRULY DO. JASON PURCHASED A NANO TECH COMPANY NNVC AT $2. NANO VERICIDES. HE SAYS I TOLD HIM ABOUT IT. HE LISTENED. I DID. GUESS I SHOULD BUY IT TO HOLD NOW. OF COURSE I MUST. IT WENT UP FROM $2 TO $8. IT JUST CAME DOWN FROM $18. TIMES TEN JASON'S INVESTMENT. NASTY. HE ONLY BOUGHT A FEW SHARES. HE STILL LISTENED THOUGH. HE PROFITED. HE DIDN'T CASH OUT. E-TRADE ALLOWS YOU TO EXECUTE A SELL TRADE INITIALLY. NOT AS IN SELLING YOUR HOLDINGS. BUY TO HOLD IN ONE TRADE. SELL TO TRADE UNTIL YOU BUY THEN TO HOLD MORE. WHEN THE STOCKS ARE HOLDING, DOUBLE OVER ONCE OR MORE TIMES, EXECUTE AN ORIGINAL SELL TRADE ON E-TRADE AGAINST IT. THEN USE THE PROFIT TO ENTER INTO THE BUY AT A LOWER PRICE. OR SPEND OTHER FUNDS TO BUY TO HOLD AT THE LOWER PRICES, WHILE YOU SEE HOW LOW DOES SHE GO.
AS I CONTINUE TO STUDY THE WORLD OF INVESTING AND ECONOMICS, I CAN DO SO KNOWING I AM CATCHING UP WITH MY OWN AMBITION, AND REALIZING THE VISION. I AM BRINGING AS MANY OTHERS TO THE WATERING HOLE WHOM AS IS CAN STOMACH SUCH THOUGHTS. MOST PEOPLE CAN NOT STOMACH THE THOUGHT OF THE POSSIBILITY OF RETIRING EARLY. DOUBT COMES FROM HAVING NO PLAN AT ALL. IT IS DOUBT FOR GOOD REASON. I'M REALLY GRATEFUL I GET TO BE THIS GUY. I AM YOUR SECRET BEST FRIEND. TELL THE WORLD ABOUT ME. I LOVED YOU. I WANTED FOR YOU, THE EARLIEST RETIREMENT POSSIBLE. RETIREMENT AS IN, YOU RETIRE HAVING A BOSS. FIRE YOUR BOSS. BOSS YOURSELF AROUND. NOW YOU ARE RETIRED. DUH. DOISKI.
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3:16 AM EST - 4;17AM EST
1.30.2020
FRIDAY JANUARY 30TH, 2020
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CHAPTER EIGHT-TEEN: KOBE BRYANT OF THE STOCK MARKET
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THE WHOLE KOBE BRYANT TRAGEDY HAS ME SHOOK. I AM SHAKEN. I FEEL LIKE, IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I AM TIRED OR HAVE A FEW HOURS TO GET TO BED TO GET ENOUGH REST FOR OVERTIME, SIX DAYS PER WEEK. I MUST FINISH THIS VOLUME AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. I MUST START THE NEXT VOLUMES AS QUICKLY AS I CAN. THE FIRST MONTH OF THE YEAR IS OVER. THE NEXT MONTH IS THE SHORTEST OF THE YEAR. I WANTED 25 SESSIONS IN EACH VOLUME. TODAY WOULD BE SESSION FIVE OF VOLUME TWO. I MUST PUSH MYSELF TO CATCH UP. THREE SESSIONS PER DAY OF ANYTHING, IS ONE THOUSAND SESSIONS YEARLY. I M GRATEFUL TO GOD I AM STILL ALIVE. I AM EVEN MORE GRATEFUL TO GOD, MY LOVED ONES AND OUR LOVED ONES ARE STILL ALIVE.
I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND AN INHERITANCE TO MY FAMILY. THE FACT, KOBE'S DAUGHTER GIANNA, AND OTHER KIDS WERE KILLED IN THE CRASH, MAKES ME WAY LESS ANXIOUS TO HAVE CHILDREN. BY THE TIME YOU FINISH READING OR LISTENING TO THIS FULL TEXT, IT MAY BE APPARENT WHAT MY FEARS ARE. MY FEAR, WHAT IF I WAS IN DANGER DUE TO HOW I USE MY INTELLIGENCE, ENERGETIC INPUT/OUTPUT, AND INFLUENCE AS A SPIRIT? THERE ARE CERTAIN THOUGHTS I HAVE THAT I DON'T NECESSARILY WANT TO INCLUDE IN THIS PROJECT, SO I WILL INCLUDE CERTAIN THOUGHTS THAT MAY GIVE INSIGHT INTO WHY I'M THINKING HOW I'M THINKING. I HAD TO ADOPT A LIFESTYLE ALLOWING SPACE TO GROW AND TO BE ABLE TO INVEST MY EARNINGS, FOCUS, AND TIME, INTERFERENCE FREE. CLEAR SIGNALS.
THE MAMBA MENTALITY, BEFORE I LEARNED OF IT IN 2018 OR 2019, I WAS EN ROUTE TO IT ALREADY. WHEN I DID WATCH THE DIFFERENT VIDEOS ABOUT THE MENTALITY, I WAS ALREADY DOING IT. IT WAS CONFIRMATION AND VALIDATION, TO CONTINUE IN MY FORM OF WORK ETHIC. I WOULD WATCH THE VIDEOS BEFORE AND AFTER WORK. I WOULD WATCH THE VIDEOS BEFORE AND AFTER THE WRITING AND RECORDING SESSIONS. I AM DEEPLY HURT BY THE NATURE OF KOBE'S PASSING AND HOW IT ALL PLAYED OUT. I HAVE WITHDREW FROM CERTAIN SOCIAL ACTIVITIES, INCLUDING DATING. I AM THIRTY, I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN A PERSON PREGNANT. ONE DAY THERE WILL TECHNOLOGY TO GIVE MEN ABILITY TO BIRTH A CHILD. GROSS. NET. BUT STILL GROSS. EEL. DISGUSTING. WE SHOULD STILL INVEST IN THE TECHNOLOGY. I DO NOT AGREE WITH SUCH TECHNOLOGY. YET AND STILL, BUSINESS NEVER PERSONAL DAWGA (TOMMY FORD VOICE).
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DID I MENTION E-TRADE CHARGES $7 PER TRANSACTION? SO ONLY $50 OR $100 E-TRADE DEPOSITS AT A TIME. NOT REALLY. ONLY $100 PER TRANSACTION AT A TIME, MINIMUM. WE HAVE OUR ECONOMIC MISSILE OF PRODUCTION, AIMED SQUARELY IN THE SIGHTS OF THE EMERGING MARKETS. THE TECHNOLOGY SECTOR, WAS SOMETHING THE PREVIOUS GENERATIONS DID NOT INVEST IN THESE COMPANIES. PERSONALLY, AS A MILLENNIAL, I AM ALREADY ASHAMED OF THE PIECES OF THE RECENT TECHNOLOGY SECTOR, I MISSED INVESTING IN AT THOSE TIMES THEY EMERGED. I WILL MAKE UP FOR THIS, IN MY THIRTIES. I HAVE JUST TURNED THIRTY, ONE MONTH AGO. THE ENTIRE MONTH, FLEW BY. MONTH TWO HAS BEGUN. THIS IS MONTH TWO'S FIRST WRITING SESSION RECORDING.
WHAT WE ARE SAYING IS THAT WE ARE MAKING SURE, WE INVEST IN THE TECHNOLOGY SECTORS EVERY MONTH. THE MONTH'S HAPPEN TO HAVE BEEN FLYING BY FOR DECADES. ENSURING THUS PROFITS ARE RETURNING ON INVESTMENT. THE ONLY WAY TO WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP, IS WITH THE MAMBA MENTALITY. FROM HERE ON OUT, WE REFER TO THE INVESTIOPATHOLOGY, AS THE MAMBA MENTALITY WHEN APPLIED TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND LEVERAGING. PROPERLY LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR AS THE BLACK MAMBA WOULD IN SUCH AN INDUSTRY. SO NOW I CAN TRANSLATE IT TO THESE TERMS. HERE IS MY BLACK MAMBA IN THE STOCK MARKET IMPRESSION.
YOU HAVE TO PURCHASE STOCKS RIGHT NOW. YOU'RE GETTING OLDER. YOU MUST SECURE YOUR FINANCIAL LEGACY. YOU MUST FINALLY BUILD AND FUND THE EMPIRES YOU SET OUT TO SET UP. YOU DEDICATED YOUR TWENTIES DECADE, BEFORE THE TWENTY TWENTIES. YOUR THIRTIES ARE ALL ABOUT STOCKS. THIS IS YOUR SECOND CAREER. THESE NEXT TEN YEARS, YOU BUILD YOUR INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO, THE SAME WAY YOU BUILT YOUR CREATIVE ARTISTRY PORTFOLIO. WHY YOU WRITE THIS, IS FOR THOSE YOUNGER TO APPLY THIS SOONER. DON'T LISTEN TO THOSE WITHOUT STOCKS, ABOUT STOCKS. I WILL HAVE MORE SHARES TOTAL THAN ANYONE YOU KNOW. I'LL PROVE IT. THAT IS WHY I OFFER WHATEVER I OFFER. I FELT THE PAIN OF THE FATE OF ANYONE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. THE MORE FINANCIALLY LITERATE I GROW, I HURT MORE AND MORE FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T. WHY SHOULD I BE SO LUCKY? LUCKY ENOUGH TO DO MY BEST TO HELP. IF YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROOM WHO CAN READ, IN A CROWDED ROOM, WHERE EVERYONE HAD LETTERS TO BE READ, BUY YOUR OWN BOTTLE. BYOB.
(3:54AM EST - 4:29AM EST)
I AIM TO HAVE A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT OF SHARES, BOTH DOMESTIC AND FOREIGN, OF COMPANIES OF THE EMERGING INDUSTRY VARIETY. I LIVE 1000 MILES AWAY FROM ANY FAMILY I'VE LIVED AROUND BEFORE. I AM SINGLE. I WAS SINGLE WHEN I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I HAVE BEEN SINGLE SINCE I HAVE BEEN HERE, SINCE AUGUST OF 2018. ONE YEAR AND A HALF. THE ENTIRE TIME I HAVE BEEN TRADING FOREIGN CURRENCY, MINUS THE FIRST TWO MONTHS OF THE FIRST SEASON, FIRST QUARTER, IN NEW YORK. TRADING CURRENCY DURING THE NEW YORK SESSION, FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I APPRECIATE THE INSIGHT GOD HAS GIVEN ME, SO MUCH, I MUST HELP YOU THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GIVE OUT LOANS. I AM NOT NEXO WALLET. IF YOU WANT A LOAN, YOU SHOULD PURCHASE YOUR ALT COINS TODAY.
USE YOUR ALT COINS AS COLLATERAL, FOR THE NEXO WALLET OFFERED CRYPTO LOAN. THERE IS A NEW KIND OF LOAN EMERGING FROM THE FINANCIAL WATERS OF HISTORY'S TIDE. ALL OF MY MONEY IS GOING TO BE FOREVER TIDE UP IN INVESTMENTS. TIED UP. PEOPLE WON'T BE LOANING MONEY FROM ME. I'M NOT A BANK. I DON'T LIKE BANKS. I RESPECT THE TONTINE. NEITHER HERE NOR THERE. SO WHERE IS IT? ABSOLUTELY NOWHERE. THIS MAY END UP THE MOST CINEMATIC INVESTMENT STRATEGY PUBLICATION EVER. EVER. EVER. I WATCHED A STOCK I HAD ON MY WATCHLIST, GO FROM $2 TO $18. IT IS NOW AT $12 FROM $8 AFTER THE SELL OFF STABILIZATION. JASON PURCHASED A FEW SHARES. MAYBE HE WISHES HE HAD PURCHASED MORE. IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE ON E-TRADE TO ENTER SELL TRADES ON THE SAME SYMBOLS YOU ARE HOLDING IN YOUR HOLDING PORTFOLIO. TRADE SELL THE STOCKS YOU ARE HOLDING WHEN THEY DOUBLE MANY TIMES OVER, AS IN THIS SCENARIO.
NOW I HAVE TO THINK WITH NO EMOTION. I MUST GET IN ON THE STOCK. NANO VERICIDES. NNVC ON THE NASDAQ. I WATCHED NNVC, ELEVATE FROM $3 BELOW THE PENNY STOCK CATEGORY, TO BEING $7 OVER A PENNY STOCK AFTER ALMOST DOUBLING THAT PRICE OF $12. IS $8 THE NEXT SUPPORT LEVEL? WILL IT EVER GO BACK TO $8? I BELIEVE SO. THE MARKET PROJECTION IS FOR ANOTHER THREE TO FIVE YEARS. SO WHAT IS THE BEST SOLUTION BOTH WAYS, CONSIDERING ALL FACTORS CONSIDERED. FIRST FACTOR? THE FIRST FACTOR IS WHAT IF IT GOES BACK DOWN AFTER YOU BUY TO HOLD AT THIS PRICE TOM? USE YOUR TRADING INSTINCT TO SELL TRADE IT AT $12. YOU CHECKED THE TRADING VIEW TECHNICAL ANALYSIS OSCILLATORS. SELL AT $12 IT SAYS. THIS WOULD MEAN YOU PROFIT OFF OF THE STABILIZATION OF THE MASSIVE SELL OFF MANIFESTING LAST WEEK. THIS ALLOWS YOU TO GET IN AT A BETTER PRICE LEVEL, WHILE IT DROPS AS LOW AS YOU MAY WANT IT TO DROP, WHEN CONSIDERING THE LONG TERM PURCHASING OF THE SHARES IN QUESTION, MARK.
NOW WHEN IT SAYS TO BUY ON THE TRADING VIEW CHART, I WILL BUY TO HOLD. HERE'S THE KICKER. CONSIDERING THE OTHER FACTOR, OF $12 BEING THE NEW SUPPORT LEVEL, EVEN THOUGH NOT TOO LIKELY NOW, WE WILL PURCHASE $100 IN SHARES NNVC. GRAB TEN SHARES WHILE YOU SELL TRADE. THEN BUY MORE SHARES. KEEP BUYING SHARES IN REVERSE LEVELS AS IT TANKS BACK TO JASON'S PRICE OR AT THE ONE DOLLAR NEAR PENNY STOCK LEVEL. THERE ARE MANY WAYS THIS STOCK COULD GO. ANTICIPATE THEM ALL THEN ACT IMMEDIATELY. WHY DID JASON'S STOCK IN NNVC GO UP? WE ARE LOOKING IN THE PROPER LONGITUDE LATITUDE. OUR DEGREES OF SEPARATION, ARE THREE FEET FROM DIGITAL GOLD. INTRODUCING THE BLACK MAMBA MENTALITY, INTO THE FINANCIAL SECTORS, TECH SECTORS, OH YEAH. HISTORY IN THE MAKING WE ARE ALL WATCHING. I CAN SEE THE HISTORY COMING. I CAN SEE THE FUTURE COMING. IT IS EMERGING RIGHT BEFORE OUR VERY EYES. THE UNIVERSE AND THE COSMOS HAVE ALLOTTED ME, THE PRIVILEGE OF A LIFE OF ANONYMITY. NO ONE KNOWS ME. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'VE BEEN UP TO. I LEFT BEHIND A BOMB. WHEN IT BLOWS UP THEY WILL THEN KNOW MY NAME. THIS PUBLICATION COULD GIVE RISE TO MANY NEW GENERATIONAL WEALTH CREATORS. GENERATIONAL WEALTH IS STATED AS $20 MILLION.
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1:34AM EST - 2:34AM EST
2.2.2020
FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
SUPERBOWL DAY
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CHAPTER NINE-TEEN: REVERBUR
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JASON HAS A FIDELITY ACCOUNT. JASON STARTED A SECOND
E-TRADE TRADING ACCOUNT, WITHIN THE BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. JASON PURCHASED TWO SHARES OF NNVC AT $2 PER SHARE. JASON THEN PURCHASED TWO SHARES OF NNVC, AT $8 PER SHARE. JASON IS PROGRESSING WELL INTO WEALTH JASON IS ALSO PROCESSING WEALTH CREATION WELL. HE ASKED ME HOW DID I FIND OUT ABOUT NNVC? NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY, NANO VERICIDES. MY ANSWER TO JASON WAS TO ME A DASH IGNORANT. I JUST LOOKED IN PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES. THEREFORE BEFORE PURCHASING SHARES, THE COMPANIES ARE OF LITTLE CONCERN. AS FAR AS WE ARE CONCERNED, AT THIS PROFIT MARGIN, THESE COMPANIES ARE ALL BANGERS. HEAD BANGERS. AS IN, YOU MIGHT JUST END UP BANGING YOUR HEAD ON THE SOFA.
LISTEN. ARE YOU LISTENING? ARE YOU SURE YOU ARE LISTENING? BIONIC CHIZZY. NANO CHAD. NANO CHATO. I AM EXCITED ABOUT THE END OF THIS VOLUME. FIVE MORE ONE HOUR SESSIONS. GO BACK AND ADD TO SHORTER SESSIONS. I LOOK FORWARD TO PUBLISHING THIS PROJECT. I LOOK FORWARD TO ORDERING COPIES OF VOLUME ONE. I LOOK FORWARD TO READING VOLUME ONE. I LOOK FORWARD TO PROOF READING VOLUME ONE. THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. WHY AMERICA SLEPT? HONESTLY, I TOLD YOU. I AM TERRIFIED. I FEEL A SENSE OF DESTINY AS NEVER BEFORE FELT. REVERBUR. HOW JASON PRONOUNCES RVBR. I FEEL AS IF I AM NOT GOING HARD AND FAST ENOUGH, IN THE FINANCIAL MARKETS. PERIOD. NO ELLIPSIS. ON THE 3RD OF FEBRUARY, THE E-TRADE DEPOSIT OF $97 WILL BE AVAILABLE FOR TRADING. I WILL BE HOLDING THOUGH. JASON'S ACCOUNT WILL HAVE $100 I SENT AVAILABLE FOR HOLDING. WE WILL PURCHASE WITH THE FUNDS, TWO DIFFERENT COMPANIES. JASON SENT $10 IN RIPPLE XRP, TO HIS FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING ACCOUNT, AND MINE.
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1:34PM EST - 2:03PM EST - 2:55PM EST - 7:10PM EST - 8:11PM EST
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
2.2.2020
GROUNDHOG DAY
BADGER DAY
SACRED BEAR DAY EH
SUPER BOWL 54
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CHAPTER TWENTY: NAOV AND NANO VIBRONIX

3:16 AM EST - 4;17AM EST
1.30.2020
FRIDAY JANUARY 30TH, 2020
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CHAPTER EIGHT-TEEN: KOBE BRYANT OF THE STOCK MARKET
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THE WHOLE KOBE BRYANT TRAGEDY HAS ME SHOOK. I AM SHAKEN. I FEEL LIKE, IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I AM TIRED OR HAVE A FEW HOURS TO GET TO BED TO GET ENOUGH REST FOR OVERTIME, SIX DAYS PER WEEK. I MUST FINISH THIS VOLUME AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. I MUST START THE NEXT VOLUMES AS QUICKLY AS I CAN. THE FIRST MONTH OF THE YEAR IS OVER. THE NEXT MONTH IS THE SHORTEST OF THE YEAR. I WANTED 25 SESSIONS IN EACH VOLUME. TODAY WOULD BE SESSION FIVE OF VOLUME TWO. I MUST PUSH MYSELF TO CATCH UP. THREE SESSIONS PER DAY OF ANYTHING, IS ONE THOUSAND SESSIONS YEARLY. I M GRATEFUL TO GOD I AM STILL ALIVE. I AM EVEN MORE GRATEFUL TO GOD, MY LOVED ONES AND OUR LOVED ONES ARE STILL ALIVE.
I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND AN INHERITANCE TO MY FAMILY. THE FACT, KOBE'S DAUGHTER GIANNA, AND OTHER KIDS WERE KILLED IN THE CRASH, MAKES ME WAY LESS ANXIOUS TO HAVE CHILDREN. BY THE TIME YOU FINISH READING OR LISTENING TO THIS FULL TEXT, IT MAY BE APPARENT WHAT MY FEARS ARE. MY FEAR, WHAT IF I WAS IN DANGER DUE TO HOW I USE MY INTELLIGENCE, ENERGETIC INPUT/OUTPUT, AND INFLUENCE AS A SPIRIT? THERE ARE CERTAIN THOUGHTS I HAVE THAT I DON'T NECESSARILY WANT TO INCLUDE IN THIS PROJECT, SO I WILL INCLUDE CERTAIN THOUGHTS THAT MAY GIVE INSIGHT INTO WHY I'M THINKING HOW I'M THINKING. I HAD TO ADOPT A LIFESTYLE ALLOWING SPACE TO GROW AND TO BE ABLE TO INVEST MY EARNINGS, FOCUS, AND TIME, INTERFERENCE FREE. CLEAR SIGNALS.
THE MAMBA MENTALITY, BEFORE I LEARNED OF IT IN 2018 OR 2019, I WAS EN ROUTE TO IT ALREADY. WHEN I DID WATCH THE DIFFERENT VIDEOS ABOUT THE MENTALITY, I WAS ALREADY DOING IT. IT WAS CONFIRMATION AND VALIDATION, TO CONTINUE IN MY FORM OF WORK ETHIC. I WOULD WATCH THE VIDEOS BEFORE AND AFTER WORK. I WOULD WATCH THE VIDEOS BEFORE AND AFTER THE WRITING AND RECORDING SESSIONS. I AM DEEPLY HURT BY THE NATURE OF KOBE'S PASSING AND HOW IT ALL PLAYED OUT. I HAVE WITHDREW FROM CERTAIN SOCIAL ACTIVITIES, INCLUDING DATING. I AM THIRTY, I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN A PERSON PREGNANT. ONE DAY THERE WILL TECHNOLOGY TO GIVE MEN ABILITY TO BIRTH A CHILD. GROSS. NET. BUT STILL GROSS. EEL. DISGUSTING. WE SHOULD STILL INVEST IN THE TECHNOLOGY. I DO NOT AGREE WITH SUCH TECHNOLOGY. YET AND STILL, BUSINESS NEVER PERSONAL DAWGA (TOMMY FORD VOICE).
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DID I MENTION E-TRADE CHARGES $7 PER TRANSACTION? SO ONLY $50 OR $100 E-TRADE DEPOSITS AT A TIME. NOT REALLY. ONLY $100 PER TRANSACTION AT A TIME, MINIMUM. WE HAVE OUR ECONOMIC MISSILE OF PRODUCTION, AIMED SQUARELY IN THE SIGHTS OF THE EMERGING MARKETS. THE TECHNOLOGY SECTOR, WAS SOMETHING THE PREVIOUS GENERATIONS DID NOT INVEST IN THESE COMPANIES. PERSONALLY, AS A MILLENNIAL, I AM ALREADY ASHAMED OF THE PIECES OF THE RECENT TECHNOLOGY SECTOR, I MISSED INVESTING IN AT THOSE TIMES THEY EMERGED. I WILL MAKE UP FOR THIS, IN MY THIRTIES. I HAVE JUST TURNED THIRTY, ONE MONTH AGO. THE ENTIRE MONTH, FLEW BY. MONTH TWO HAS BEGUN. THIS IS MONTH TWO'S FIRST WRITING SESSION RECORDING.
WHAT WE ARE SAYING IS THAT WE ARE MAKING SURE, WE INVEST IN THE TECHNOLOGY SECTORS EVERY MONTH. THE MONTH'S HAPPEN TO HAVE BEEN FLYING BY FOR DECADES. ENSURING THUS PROFITS ARE RETURNING ON INVESTMENT. THE ONLY WAY TO WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP, IS WITH THE MAMBA MENTALITY. FROM HERE ON OUT, WE REFER TO THE INVESTIOPATHOLOGY, AS THE MAMBA MENTALITY WHEN APPLIED TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND LEVERAGING. PROPERLY LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR AS THE BLACK MAMBA WOULD IN SUCH AN INDUSTRY. SO NOW I CAN TRANSLATE IT TO THESE TERMS. HERE IS MY BLACK MAMBA IN THE STOCK MARKET IMPRESSION.
YOU HAVE TO PURCHASE STOCKS RIGHT NOW. YOU'RE GETTING OLDER. YOU MUST SECURE YOUR FINANCIAL LEGACY. YOU MUST FINALLY BUILD AND FUND THE EMPIRES YOU SET OUT TO SET UP. YOU DEDICATED YOUR TWENTIES DECADE, BEFORE THE TWENTY TWENTIES. YOUR THIRTIES ARE ALL ABOUT STOCKS. THIS IS YOUR SECOND CAREER. THESE NEXT TEN YEARS, YOU BUILD YOUR INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO, THE SAME WAY YOU BUILT YOUR CREATIVE ARTISTRY PORTFOLIO. WHY YOU WRITE THIS, IS FOR THOSE YOUNGER TO APPLY THIS SOONER. DON'T LISTEN TO THOSE WITHOUT STOCKS, ABOUT STOCKS. I WILL HAVE MORE SHARES TOTAL THAN ANYONE YOU KNOW. I'LL PROVE IT. THAT IS WHY I OFFER WHATEVER I OFFER. I FELT THE PAIN OF THE FATE OF ANYONE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. THE MORE FINANCIALLY LITERATE I GROW, I HURT MORE AND MORE FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T. WHY SHOULD I BE SO LUCKY? LUCKY ENOUGH TO DO MY BEST TO HELP. IF YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROOM WHO CAN READ, IN A CROWDED ROOM, WHERE EVERYONE HAD LETTERS TO BE READ, BUY YOUR OWN BOTTLE. BYOB.
(3:54AM EST - 4:29AM EST)
I AIM TO HAVE A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT OF SHARES, BOTH DOMESTIC AND FOREIGN, OF COMPANIES OF THE EMERGING INDUSTRY VARIETY. I LIVE 1000 MILES AWAY FROM ANY FAMILY I'VE LIVED AROUND BEFORE. I AM SINGLE. I WAS SINGLE WHEN I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I HAVE BEEN SINGLE SINCE I HAVE BEEN HERE, SINCE AUGUST OF 2018. ONE YEAR AND A HALF. THE ENTIRE TIME I HAVE BEEN TRADING FOREIGN CURRENCY, MINUS THE FIRST TWO MONTHS OF THE FIRST SEASON, FIRST QUARTER, IN NEW YORK. TRADING CURRENCY DURING THE NEW YORK SESSION, FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I APPRECIATE THE INSIGHT GOD HAS GIVEN ME, SO MUCH, I MUST HELP YOU THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GIVE OUT LOANS. I AM NOT NEXO WALLET. IF YOU WANT A LOAN, YOU SHOULD PURCHASE YOUR ALT COINS TODAY.
USE YOUR ALT COINS AS COLLATERAL, FOR THE NEXO WALLET OFFERED CRYPTO LOAN. THERE IS A NEW KIND OF LOAN EMERGING FROM THE FINANCIAL WATERS OF HISTORY'S TIDE. ALL OF MY MONEY IS GOING TO BE FOREVER TIDE UP IN INVESTMENTS. TIED UP. PEOPLE WON'T BE LOANING MONEY FROM ME. I'M NOT A BANK. I DON'T LIKE BANKS. I RESPECT THE TONTINE. NEITHER HERE NOR THERE. SO WHERE IS IT? ABSOLUTELY NOWHERE. THIS MAY END UP THE MOST CINEMATIC INVESTMENT STRATEGY PUBLICATION EVER. EVER. EVER. I WATCHED A STOCK I HAD ON MY WATCHLIST, GO FROM $2 TO $18. IT IS NOW AT $12 FROM $8 AFTER THE SELL OFF STABILIZATION. JASON PURCHASED A FEW SHARES. MAYBE HE WISHES HE HAD PURCHASED MORE. IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE ON E-TRADE TO ENTER SELL TRADES ON THE SAME SYMBOLS YOU ARE HOLDING IN YOUR HOLDING PORTFOLIO. TRADE SELL THE STOCKS YOU ARE HOLDING WHEN THEY DOUBLE MANY TIMES OVER, AS IN THIS SCENARIO.
NOW I HAVE TO THINK WITH NO EMOTION. I MUST GET IN ON THE STOCK. NANO VERICIDES. NNVC ON THE NASDAQ. I WATCHED NNVC, ELEVATE FROM $3 BELOW THE PENNY STOCK CATEGORY, TO BEING $7 OVER A PENNY STOCK AFTER ALMOST DOUBLING THAT PRICE OF $12. IS $8 THE NEXT SUPPORT LEVEL? WILL IT EVER GO BACK TO $8? I BELIEVE SO. THE MARKET PROJECTION IS FOR ANOTHER THREE TO FIVE YEARS. SO WHAT IS THE BEST SOLUTION BOTH WAYS, CONSIDERING ALL FACTORS CONSIDERED. FIRST FACTOR? THE FIRST FACTOR IS WHAT IF IT GOES BACK DOWN AFTER YOU BUY TO HOLD AT THIS PRICE TOM? USE YOUR TRADING INSTINCT TO SELL TRADE IT AT $12. YOU CHECKED THE TRADING VIEW TECHNICAL ANALYSIS OSCILLATORS. SELL AT $12 IT SAYS. THIS WOULD MEAN YOU PROFIT OFF OF THE STABILIZATION OF THE MASSIVE SELL OFF MANIFESTING LAST WEEK. THIS ALLOWS YOU TO GET IN AT A BETTER PRICE LEVEL, WHILE IT DROPS AS LOW AS YOU MAY WANT IT TO DROP, WHEN CONSIDERING THE LONG TERM PURCHASING OF THE SHARES IN QUESTION, MARK.
NOW WHEN IT SAYS TO BUY ON THE TRADING VIEW CHART, I WILL BUY TO HOLD. HERE'S THE KICKER. CONSIDERING THE OTHER FACTOR, OF $12 BEING THE NEW SUPPORT LEVEL, EVEN THOUGH NOT TOO LIKELY NOW, WE WILL PURCHASE $100 IN SHARES NNVC. GRAB TEN SHARES WHILE YOU SELL TRADE. THEN BUY MORE SHARES. KEEP BUYING SHARES IN REVERSE LEVELS AS IT TANKS BACK TO JASON'S PRICE OR AT THE ONE DOLLAR NEAR PENNY STOCK LEVEL. THERE ARE MANY WAYS THIS STOCK COULD GO. ANTICIPATE THEM ALL THEN ACT IMMEDIATELY. WHY DID JASON'S STOCK IN NNVC GO UP? WE ARE LOOKING IN THE PROPER LONGITUDE LATITUDE. OUR DEGREES OF SEPARATION, ARE THREE FEET FROM DIGITAL GOLD. INTRODUCING THE BLACK MAMBA MENTALITY, INTO THE FINANCIAL SECTORS, TECH SECTORS, OH YEAH. HISTORY IN THE MAKING WE ARE ALL WATCHING. I CAN SEE THE HISTORY COMING. I CAN SEE THE FUTURE COMING. IT IS EMERGING RIGHT BEFORE OUR VERY EYES. THE UNIVERSE AND THE COSMOS HAVE ALLOTTED ME, THE PRIVILEGE OF A LIFE OF ANONYMITY. NO ONE KNOWS ME. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'VE BEEN UP TO. I LEFT BEHIND A BOMB. WHEN IT BLOWS UP THEY WILL THEN KNOW MY NAME. THIS PUBLICATION COULD GIVE RISE TO MANY NEW GENERATIONAL WEALTH CREATORS. GENERATIONAL WEALTH IS STATED AS $20 MILLION.
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1:34AM EST - 2:34AM EST
2.2.2020
FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
SUPERBOWL DAY
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CHAPTER NINE-TEEN: REVERBUR
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JASON HAS A FIDELITY ACCOUNT. JASON STARTED A SECOND
E-TRADE TRADING ACCOUNT, WITHIN THE BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. JASON PURCHASED TWO SHARES OF NNVC AT $2 PER SHARE. JASON THEN PURCHASED TWO SHARES OF NNVC, AT $8 PER SHARE. JASON IS PROGRESSING WELL INTO WEALTH JASON IS ALSO PROCESSING WEALTH CREATION WELL. HE ASKED ME HOW DID I FIND OUT ABOUT NNVC? NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY, NANO VERICIDES. MY ANSWER TO JASON WAS TO ME A DASH IGNORANT. I JUST LOOKED IN PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES. THEREFORE BEFORE PURCHASING SHARES, THE COMPANIES ARE OF LITTLE CONCERN. AS FAR AS WE ARE CONCERNED, AT THIS PROFIT MARGIN, THESE COMPANIES ARE ALL BANGERS. HEAD BANGERS. AS IN, YOU MIGHT JUST END UP BANGING YOUR HEAD ON THE SOFA.
LISTEN. ARE YOU LISTENING? ARE YOU SURE YOU ARE LISTENING? BIONIC CHIZZY. NANO CHAD. NANO CHATO. I AM EXCITED ABOUT THE END OF THIS VOLUME. FIVE MORE ONE HOUR SESSIONS. GO BACK AND ADD TO SHORTER SESSIONS. I LOOK FORWARD TO PUBLISHING THIS PROJECT. I LOOK FORWARD TO ORDERING COPIES OF VOLUME ONE. I LOOK FORWARD TO READING VOLUME ONE. I LOOK FORWARD TO PROOF READING VOLUME ONE. THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. WHY AMERICA SLEPT? HONESTLY, I TOLD YOU. I AM TERRIFIED. I FEEL A SENSE OF DESTINY AS NEVER BEFORE FELT. REVERBUR. HOW JASON PRONOUNCES RVBR. I FEEL AS IF I AM NOT GOING HARD AND FAST ENOUGH, IN THE FINANCIAL MARKETS. PERIOD. NO ELLIPSIS. ON THE 3RD OF FEBRUARY, THE E-TRADE DEPOSIT OF $97 WILL BE AVAILABLE FOR TRADING. I WILL BE HOLDING THOUGH. JASON'S ACCOUNT WILL HAVE $100 I SENT AVAILABLE FOR HOLDING. WE WILL PURCHASE WITH THE FUNDS, TWO DIFFERENT COMPANIES. JASON SENT $10 IN RIPPLE XRP, TO HIS FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING ACCOUNT, AND MINE.
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1:34PM EST - 2:03PM EST - 2:55PM EST - 7:10PM EST - 8:11PM EST
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
2.2.2020
GROUNDHOG DAY
BADGER DAY
SACRED BEAR DAY EH
SUPER BOWL 54
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CHAPTER TWENTY: NAOV AND NANO VIBRONIX
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I JUST REMEMBERED, E-TRADE HAS AN OPTION TO IMPORT OTHER E-TRADE ACCOUNTS. I WILL FIND OUT. I WILL THEN BE ABLE TO, PURCHASE SHARES AND SEND THE PORTFOLIO TO A LOVED ONE. THEREFORE I CAN BUILD PORTFOLIOS AS QUICKLY AS I NEED TO. EACH ACCOUNT WILL HAVE A BENEFICIARY. YET AND STILL, WE YEARN FOR NOTHING BUT SUCCESS, IN OUR ENDEAVORS. IF I GIVE UP THE PERSONAL LIFE, FOR ANOTHER DECADE, WHAT HAPPENS? MAYBE FIVE YEARS. I DON'T KNOW THE FULL SPECS OF MY OWN FATE. SO, THIS JUST DOES NOTHING MORE THAN INSPIRE ME TO GO WAY HARDER THEN. I DO NOT KNOW WHEN THIS IS ALL GOING TO END, SO LET'S JUST BEGIN TO GO AS HARD AS WE CAN WHEN WE GO, UNTIL THE END.
MY ENTIRE JOURNEY UP TO NEW YORK, I WAS SURROUNDED BY FAMILY. BEING BLESSED TO BE HERE AND STILL PURSUING THE DREAMS, I MUST MAKE SURE MY FAMILY IS FINANCIALLY SECURE FOR THE BLOODLINE'S LIFETIME. MAKING A BILLION DOLLARS BY YOURSELF IS EXHILARATING. ACTUALLY. I HAVE TO GO HARD IN THIS ENDEAVOR, DUE TO ONE SIMPLE FACT. NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE START UP. ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE THOUGH AND SO I WILL MAKE IT WORK. THIS HAS TO BE SO WEIRD FOR SOME, SOME MAY GET IT QUICKLY. SOME WILL GET IT INSTANTLY.
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PLEASE ALLOW ME, TO FURTHER PLACE YOU INTO THE STUDY DEN. THE DEN OF STUDY IS MAGNIFICENT. FOR EXAMPLE. URGENT ISSUE. THERE IS A LIST OF INDUSTRIES TO INVEST IN, UTILIZING THE STOCK MARKET. WE HAVE A FEW COMPANIES TOTAL, ON THE WATCHLIST. THEY ARE COMPRISED OF DIFFERENT INDUSTRIES AMONG COMPETING DUOS. WORKING TOGETHER TO PROFIT OUR PORTFOLIOS. NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY. SMME AND NXT-ID ARE BIOMETRICS COMPANIES. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT, WHAT INDUSTRY RVBR IS IN. TOMORROW, THE THIRD OF FEBRUARY, WE WILL HAVE THE FUNDS ON E-TRADE TO PURCHASE RVBR SHARES. $90 WORTH IN COMPANY STOCK. JASON'S $100 WILL BE USED FOR DOGECOIN AND SMME. $0.002 AND $0.012, RESPECTIVELY. 20,500 DOGECOIN IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. DO THAT THREE TIMES AND MATCH THE MAX AMOUNT OF DOGECOIN I HAD IN 2018, BEFORE TRADING CURRENCY. I HAVE TO GET THOSE DOGECOINS BACK. THEN MORE DOGECOIN. I HAD 500 RIPPLE XRP IN THE COINBASE. I HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR ALL OF MY 2018 ACCOUNTS.
ON ROBINHOOD, I WAS ABLE TO TYPE IN THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRIES. ROBINHOOD THEN SHOWED ME COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRY. IF ROBINHOOD ONLY SHOWED ME THE COMPANIES WITH THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRY IN IT SOMEHOW, THEN DANG. BRA, WE HAVE TO LOCATE STOCKS RELATED TO AUTONOMOUS CARS. THE SELF DRIVING REVOLUTION. WE MUST BE A PART OF IT. I ALWAYS WANTED MY OWN DRIVER. EVERYONE KNOWS IT. I WOULD PAY THE DRIVER $100,000 YEARLY. THEIR RETIREMENT PORTFOLIO WOULD BE AMAZING. MY DRIVER WOULD'VE BEEN A BILLIONAIRE AT THE END OF IT ALL. THE CAREER. ON E-TRADE, I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THE ROBINHOOD STOCKS LOCATED. I WILL SEE IF THE E-TRADE SEARCH ENGINE IS LIKE OR BETTER THAN ROBINHOOD. ON GOOGLE, IT IS DIFFERENT TO FIND COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRIES. PENNY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES. 5$. EVEN $20 IS WHATEVER. IT IS SUCH A RACE. THE RACE AGAINST THE PROJECTION TIME OF THESE INDUSTRIES.
AUTONOMOUS CARS, I NEED STOCKS IN FIVE G. 5G STOCKS MUST BE MINE. IT'S AN EASY KILL. GET IT? TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE DANGEROUS. DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE USED AGAINST YOU ONE DAY. IMAGINE IF YOU INVESTED HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS INTO POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY? POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS AS IN IF IT IS IN THE WRONG HANDS. ALWAYS REMEMBER, UNDERGROUND BUNKERS COST MONEY. THESE ARE TWO NEW INDUSTRIES, I HAD PUT ON THE LIST MENTALLY. THIS MAY BE THE FIRST TIME I AM MENTIONING THEM BOTH. I MAY HAVE MENTIONED FIVE G IN THIS VOLUME. I MAY HAVE ALREADY TOUCHED ON THE NOTE OF TECHNOLOGY POSSIBLY GROWING DANGEROUS. IT WOULD HAPPEN EVEN WITHOUT YOUR MONEY. GOOD REASON TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE UNDERGROUND BUNKER. GOOD REASON TO HAVE FUNDS FOR THE FOREIGN TRIPS ABROAD. GOOD THING TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE NEW HOUSES ABROAD. AFTER THIS CHAPTER, THE PROJECT IS TO RECORD US RESEARCHING FOR COMPANIES IN ALL OF THE INDUSTRIES. THIS WAY, WE ARE MORE PRIVY TO THE ACTUAL PRICES OF THE COMPANIES OFFERED ON THE PLATFORMS, IN THESE PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES.
IT IS A FULL ON RACE OF RESEARCH AND APPLICATION. ONLY CONSTANT APPLICATION OF CONSTANT RESEARCH, WILL GET THIS DONE. THIS IS WHY WE NEED TO HAVE A LIST OF COMPANIES IN EACH INDUSTRY, AVAILABLE ON THE PLATFORMS WE ARE USING TO HOLD THE COMPANY STOCKS. THIS IS MY LINGO. I FEEL FINANCIAL LITERACY, OOZING THRU THE VEINS. I'M ONLY BEGINNING. THANK GOD AND GOD WILLING. I WANTED TO DO A RECORDING, ABOUT IZZY. I WILL, WHILE RESEARCHING THE INDIVIDUAL COMPANIES, WITHIN EACH INDUSTRY. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THEIR COMPETITORS. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THE RELATED INDUSTRIES AS WELL. THIS IS ON MY MIND HEAVY. THIS IS THE ENTIRE HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT. THE LESSON PLANS FOR CREATIVE FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, WOULD BE PRISTINE. THEY WOULD BE CLEAN. IN ALL OF THE STORIES I HAVE DONE, I FEEL REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE. VOLUME ONE OF TWENTY FIVE.
I ONLY WANTED TO EXPLORE MY OWN MIND. I WANTED THE CONFIDENCE IN MY OWN CREATIVE FACULTIES, TO ATTAIN DESTINY. WHAT I AM WORKING ON, IS TOO VALUABLE, FOR A RECKLESSLY GUIDED SOCIAL LIFE TO STEER IT OFF COURSE. I WILL BE LONELY, IF I AM STAYING ON COURSE. IF I STAY ON COURSE LONG ENOUGH, I WON'T BE SO LONELY FOREVER. IF I STILL AM, THEN I WAS FOREVER ON COURSE. I PUT MY PERSONAL YEARNINGS ASIDE FOR YEILDINGS. FEELINGS AND YEILDINGS. YEARNINGS AND EARNINGS. THE LEARNINGS AND THE BURNINGS. BUILDING THE DREAM LIFE FOR MYSELF, HAS LEFT ME WITH NO PERSONAL LIFE. I AM CRAFTING MY TIME. BACK TO AUTONOMOUS CARS NOW. WE NEED TO KNOW WHAT COMPANIES ARE IN EACH INDUSTRY. WE CAN THEN CALCULATE MANY DOLLARS WE NEED FOR ONE HUNDRED TO ONE THOUSAND SHARES IN COMPANY STOCK. I JUST HAD TO ASK MYSELF, WHAT FONT IS THIS? THIS FONT IS EPIC. EPIC FONTS.
THE MORE STOCKS YOU FIND, IN THE INDUSTRY YOU ARE LOOKING IN, THE MORE STOCKS YOU CAN BUY, OF MORE COMPANIES, WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. OBSTACLES WILL COME OUR WAY. IT IS JUST THE UNIVERSE TESTING US. THIS IS WHAT WE WANT TO WORK ON, AFTER THIS CHAPTER, AFTER EATING FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY. WE MIGHT WORK ON CHAPTER TWENTY ONE INSTEAD THOUGH. COME TO THINK ABOUT IT. WE ARE ALMOST DONE. WE STILL HAVE TO SPEND AN HOUR TRIMMING THE AUDIO FILES FOR THE WEEK. THEN SPEND ANOTHER HOUR UPLOADING ONE WEEK'S WORTH OF AUDIO FILES FROM CHADZO. "FROM CHADZO" MEANING THE AMOUNT OF WORK I PUT IN. INPUT OUTPUT. INPUT OUTPUT. IN PUT OUT PUT. PUT OUT PUT IN. PUTIN. RASPUTIN. RASPBERRY FREEZE 50X.
nstg nano string NSTG NANO STRING.
KLAC KLA. TLRY TILRAY. INFY INFOSYS. CY CYPRESS SEMICONDUCTOR. NH NANT HEALTH. NVEC NVE. CTST CANNTRUST. 180 DEGREE CAPITAL. NAOV NANOVIBRONIX. BRKR BRUKER. ARWR ARROWHEAD PHARMACEUTICALS. CYBR CYBERARK. HACK. ETFMG PRIME CYBER SECURITY ETF. NOC NORTHROP GRUMMAN. RTN RATHEON. CIBR FIRST TRUST NASDAQ CYBERSECURITY ETF. AON AON. FTNT FORTINET. PFPT PROOFPOINT. BAH BOOZ ALLEN HAMILTON. FEYE. CACI CACI. RPD RAPID7. QLYS QUALYS. BOTZ GLOBAL X ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. NIO NIO $3.75. QD QUDIAN $2.83. ASGN ASGN INCORPORATED. IRBO iSHARES ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE $26.97. UBOT DIREXION DAILY ROBOTICS, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. ROBOT FIRST TRUST EXCHANGE TRADED FUND VI $34.89 KFRC KFORCE $37.00.
KRTX. GNUS $0.29. MU. NSIT. EPD $25.75. PEG. XBI . BIIB. IBB. ZBH. BMRN. ADPT $29.00. LABU $46.42. BLUE. BHVN $48.49. GILD $65.37. TMO. HON. A AGILENT. BDSI $5.25. GLW $26.81. PEAK $35.99. AMRN $18.55. ANPC $10.12. BIO. ITCI $22.41. CRNC $21.35. ANVS $6.45. NTRP $1.14. FEDU $1.23. $100.08 NBIX. ABBV. SYK. LLY. ABT. HCA. VRTX. EKSO BIONICS $0.36. SONVY $49.99. SPY. EEM $42.11. IWM. FXI $39.50. HYG. IVV. EFA $67.48. TLT. LQD. GDX $29.01. GHC. NWN $73.38. COMM $12.22. GPK $15.63. BKNG $1830.55. CRWD. SPCE $16.91. IQV $155.25. HLT. EQH $24.02. CCK CROWN HOLDINGS $74.03.
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TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY ONE: DOLLARS IN CAPITAL
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ON THE RIDE HOME A FEW HOURS AGO, I HAD A TERM COME TO ME, "FINANCIAL CONVERSION". THE "FC". TO FINANCIALLY CONVERT, IS TO HAVE A PLAN. TO FINANCIALLY CONVERT, IS TO HAVE A PRODUCT, SERVICE, OR INSTRUMENT. THE FINANCIAL CONVERSION WINS THE GAME. I'VE NEVER BEEN INTO BANKS WHEN IT COMES TO MY OWN MONEY. AT THE SAME TIME, SAVING MONEY WAS AN ISSUE FOR ME. I DIDN'T HAVE A REAL PLAN FOR SAVING. WE NEEDED A SAVINGS PLAN. NOW, WE CAN SEE, WHAT WE ARE DOING IS SAVING OUR CURRENCY IN OTHER CURRENCIES. WE ARE CONVERTING CURRENCY TO SECURITIES AND INSTRUMENTS. WE THROW OUR CURRENCY IN THE EQUITY MARKETS. THE MONEY MARKETS. WE SAVE OUR CURRENCY IN BONDS. BONDS OF ALL KINDS. BONDS OF ALL KINDS FOR OUR DIAPERS AND STROLLERS. I'VE NEVER PURCHASED A DIAPER IN MY LIFE. WE ARE FINANCIALLY CONVERTING THE DOLLARS INTO INTEREST BEARING VEHICLES. AT THIRTY YEARS OLD, IT IS ALL ABOUT INTEREST. WHAT INTERESTS ME? WHAT AM I INTERESTED IN? I AM INTERESTED IN EARNING INTEREST ON MY MONEY. EARNING INTEREST, INTERESTS ME. I FIND INTEREST ON COLLATERAL, INTERESTING. INTERESTING. AGAIN.
I WANT YOU TO BE AS WEALTHY AS I AM WHEN IT'S ALL OVER. ACQUISITION, DISTRIBUTION. DISTRIBUTE IMMEDIATELY, WHAT WAS JUST ACQUIRED. I HAVE THREE TO FIVE PEOPLE, READY TO BE SENT FUNDS FOR THEIR E-TRADE, ROBINHOOD, AND FREEWALLET ACCOUNTS. WHAT THIS MEANS IS, ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS TO EACH PERSON AT A TIME. EACH PERSON PURCHASES THE SAME STOCKS, IN DIFFERENT ORDERS. IN TOTAL, MY EARNINGS WILL GET HUNDREDS OF SHARES AT A TIME, IN DIFFERENT ACCOUNTS, ALONG WITH MINE. SO WHEN I LOOK AT MY OWN HOLDING ACCOUNTS, I'D HAVE TO REMEMBER I ACTUALLY HOLD WAY MORE. THE MAIN REASON YOU HAVE EVERYTHING DISTRIBUTED, IS TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW YOUR LOVED ONES ARE GOOD FOREVER. YOU PURCHASED HOWEVER MANY SHARES IN TOTAL IN LIFE AS YOU WERE MEANT TO. IT WAS NECESSARY AND SO IT BECAME THE ULTIMATE GAME. I GAVE UP MY PERSONAL LIFE MY ENTIRE TWENTIES. I ISOLATED MYSELF ENOUGH TO UNLOCK MYSELF, TO MYSELF. ANYWAY, I NEED THE MAJORITY OF MY HOLDINGS ATTACHED TO BENEFICIARIES. THE PEOPLE I SEND MONEY TO FOR E-TRADE ARE BENEFICIARIES AS WELL. I WANT IT SET UP LIKE THAT RATHER THAN HAVING A LONG WILL. I WANT TO DROP MY FUNDS IN OTHER'S ACCOUNTS AND THAT IS MY WILL GIFT TO THEM WHEN I'M GONE. UNTIL THEN, WE USE THE MONEY FOR JOINT BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY.
NOW I CAN SEE THE SAVING OF MONEY AS VERY TRULY FUN. I AM OF ZEITGEIST ADDENDUM. AT 18. FRACTIONAL RESERVE SYSTEM ISN'T A NEW TERM TO ME AT ALL. I AM SAVING MY MONEY IN THE STOCK MARKET. I AM SAVING MONEY IN DIGITAL CURRENCY. I AM SAVING MY MONEY IN SAVINGS BONDS. BEARER BONDS. MUTUAL BONDS FUNDS. MUNICIPAL BONDS. CORPORATE BONDS. ZERO-COUPON BOND. SAVINGS. I WAS PERSONALLY WONDERING, WHO THE WINTER SOLSTICE WOULD BE. I WONDERED IF THE WINTER SOLSTICE WAS BIGGER THAN THE SUMMER'S. 2018 SUMMER SOLSTICE WAS A BIG GUY, BUT NEW. I WAS WONDERING WHY THEY DID THAT TO HIM AT THE VERY BEGINNING"? SINCE HE DIED RIPPLE NEVER CAME BACK UP. I SAY THAT TO SAY I STILL DIDN'T SEE THE WINTER SOLSTICE MARK OFF COMING. R.I.P. KOBE BRYANT. KOBE BRYANT DIED ONE MONTH AFTER THE 2019 WINTER SOLSTICE. AT THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE SECOND CAREER HE WAS PURSUING. IN THE MIDDLE OF A LEGAL DISPUTE WITH A PHARMA COMPANY OVER THE COPYRIGHT NAME OWNERSHIP OF "THE BLACK MAMBA".
AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO THROW MONEY EVERY WEEK INTO MY STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDINGS, I MEET MY GOAL. AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO THROW MONEY EVERY WEEK INTO OTHER'S STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDINGS, WE MEET OUR GOALS. I MEET ANOTHER ONE OF MY GOALS AS WELL. IT IS MY GOAL TO BE THAT GUY. I WAS THAT GUY. WHO WAS THAT GUY? THAT GUY WAS CHAD. THE WATCHLIST GROWS LONGER. YOU HAVE THE WATCHLIST HERE. I WILL UPDATE THE PRICES ON NEW PAPER IN HERE, RIGHT BEFORE IT'S DONE, EVERY VOLUME. THUS A TIME TABLE OF THE WATCHLIST. VOLUME TWO IS FOUR SESSIONS AWAY. FOUR WRITING SESSION HOURS AWAY. SOON WE WILL START AN AUDIO VERSION IMPROMPTU. FOR EVERY COMPANY ON THE WATCHLIST, WE NEED THE COMPETING COMPANY NAMES. FOR EVERY INDUSTRY, WE NEED RELATED INDUSTRIES. MANY OF OUR INDUSTRIES ON THE LIST ARE RELATED, WEIRDLY. NOW THERE'S THIS ENTHUSIASM TOWARDS SAVING. I VALUED SPENDING OVER SAVING, WHEN I WAS COMPLETELY FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. NOW I AM CLOSER TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AT LEAST AND I AM DISGUSTED WITH THE THOUGHT OF AVID CONSUMPTION OF ANYTHING BUT STOCKS. FORGIVE ME. THROWING IN THREE HUNDRED UNITS OF CURRENCY INTO INVESTMENTS WEEKLY. TEN THOUSAND YEARLY INVESTED. SAVED IN DIFFERENT FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS. PREP REDUCES RISK SO ANY WHO FEARS THE RISK ALSO FEARS THE PREPARATION. I AM PREPARED YET STILL PREPARING TO BE INVOLVED IN MORE PREPARATION.
THIS AFTERNOON, RIGHT BEFORE THE RIDE PICKED ME UP FOR WORK, I PLACED A BUY LIMIT FOR RVBR ON E-TRADE. THAT MEANS AFTER SETTING THE LIMIT TO UNDER WHAT THE PRICE WAS, I REALIZED THE ORDER WOULDN'T TRIGGER. THE AMOUNT OF SHARES IN RVBR I WOULD GET FOR $90 IS 9,000. FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS IN RVBR RIGHT NOW IS RIGHT UNDER 50,000 SHARES. EEL. DISGUSTING. I'M GOING TO DO THAT. SPLIT THE FIRST $500 BETWEEN ANYONE ELSE INVOLVED. IT'S NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE. A FEW PEOPLE, ARE COMING WITH ME TO AN EARLY RETIREMENT AND A BILLION DOLLAR NEST EGG. INHERITANCES THROWN AROUND. THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT WILL HAVE THEIR PORTFOLIOS, HOW I HAVE MINE. I WILL BE DUPLICATING THE PORTFOLIO. FUNDING THE DUPLICATION OF THE PORTFOLIO. CREATING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN CAPITAL FOR ALL INVOLVED.
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TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY TWO: WELL I GUESS I JUST CAN'T CALL IT THEN

Hi all,
Please forgive me if I am posting in the wrong place.
I moved out of my London flat 3rd March 2023. I won't go into the details but my partner and I separated and I have called all utilities to have my accounts closed as they are in my name, so they can setup in their name. All has been fine besides the company that supplies/maintains communal heating to the block of flats. I called and emailed them on 6th March to let them know the circumstances, i.e. I am no longer responsible for bills, needed to cancel the direct debit and for my now-ex to take over. They sent me written confirmation that my name has been removed from the account and my direct debit cancelled.
However, just now, I received a notification from Monzo that payment would be taken from this energy provider, so they obviously haven't cancelled the direct debit/removed me from the account. What are my options? Can I simply cancel the direct debit from my end?
I am a little worried as my ex has also signed up for direct debit, it's a lot of money (approx £584) and the company themselves are extremely difficult to get hold of (they rarely answer the phones or reply to emails).
I am aware that the reason for the high amount is due to backdating a revised tariff. The revised tariff for 2023 will increase from 7.8264p/kWh to 32.28p/kWh, and the standing charge will decrease from .3540 to 0.111. This applies from 1.12.22 – 30.11.23.
TLDR: being charged by energy company via direct debit despite them saying I had been removed from this.
Thanks in advance for your advice!

1:34PM EST - 2:03PM EST - 2:55PM EST - 7:10PM EST - 8:11PM EST
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
2.2.2020
GROUNDHOG DAY
BADGER DAY
SACRED BEAR DAY EH
SUPER BOWL 54
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CHAPTER TWENTY: NAOV AND NANO VIBRONIX
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I JUST REMEMBERED, E-TRADE HAS AN OPTION TO IMPORT OTHER E-TRADE ACCOUNTS. I WILL FIND OUT. I WILL THEN BE ABLE TO, PURCHASE SHARES AND SEND THE PORTFOLIO TO A LOVED ONE. THEREFORE I CAN BUILD PORTFOLIOS AS QUICKLY AS I NEED TO. EACH ACCOUNT WILL HAVE A BENEFICIARY. YET AND STILL, WE YEARN FOR NOTHING BUT SUCCESS, IN OUR ENDEAVORS. IF I GIVE UP THE PERSONAL LIFE, FOR ANOTHER DECADE, WHAT HAPPENS? MAYBE FIVE YEARS. I DON'T KNOW THE FULL SPECS OF MY OWN FATE. SO, THIS JUST DOES NOTHING MORE THAN INSPIRE ME TO GO WAY HARDER THEN. I DO NOT KNOW WHEN THIS IS ALL GOING TO END, SO LET'S JUST BEGIN TO GO AS HARD AS WE CAN WHEN WE GO, UNTIL THE END.
MY ENTIRE JOURNEY UP TO NEW YORK, I WAS SURROUNDED BY FAMILY. BEING BLESSED TO BE HERE AND STILL PURSUING THE DREAMS, I MUST MAKE SURE MY FAMILY IS FINANCIALLY SECURE FOR THE BLOODLINE'S LIFETIME. MAKING A BILLION DOLLARS BY YOURSELF IS EXHILARATING. ACTUALLY. I HAVE TO GO HARD IN THIS ENDEAVOR, DUE TO ONE SIMPLE FACT. NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE START UP. ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE THOUGH AND SO I WILL MAKE IT WORK. THIS HAS TO BE SO WEIRD FOR SOME, SOME MAY GET IT QUICKLY. SOME WILL GET IT INSTANTLY.
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PLEASE ALLOW ME, TO FURTHER PLACE YOU INTO THE STUDY DEN. THE DEN OF STUDY IS MAGNIFICENT. FOR EXAMPLE. URGENT ISSUE. THERE IS A LIST OF INDUSTRIES TO INVEST IN, UTILIZING THE STOCK MARKET. WE HAVE A FEW COMPANIES TOTAL, ON THE WATCHLIST. THEY ARE COMPRISED OF DIFFERENT INDUSTRIES AMONG COMPETING DUOS. WORKING TOGETHER TO PROFIT OUR PORTFOLIOS. NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY. SMME AND NXT-ID ARE BIOMETRICS COMPANIES. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT, WHAT INDUSTRY RVBR IS IN. TOMORROW, THE THIRD OF FEBRUARY, WE WILL HAVE THE FUNDS ON E-TRADE TO PURCHASE RVBR SHARES. $90 WORTH IN COMPANY STOCK. JASON'S $100 WILL BE USED FOR DOGECOIN AND SMME. $0.002 AND $0.012, RESPECTIVELY. 20,500 DOGECOIN IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. DO THAT THREE TIMES AND MATCH THE MAX AMOUNT OF DOGECOIN I HAD IN 2018, BEFORE TRADING CURRENCY. I HAVE TO GET THOSE DOGECOINS BACK. THEN MORE DOGECOIN. I HAD 500 RIPPLE XRP IN THE COINBASE. I HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR ALL OF MY 2018 ACCOUNTS.
ON ROBINHOOD, I WAS ABLE TO TYPE IN THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRIES. ROBINHOOD THEN SHOWED ME COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRY. IF ROBINHOOD ONLY SHOWED ME THE COMPANIES WITH THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRY IN IT SOMEHOW, THEN DANG. BRA, WE HAVE TO LOCATE STOCKS RELATED TO AUTONOMOUS CARS. THE SELF DRIVING REVOLUTION. WE MUST BE A PART OF IT. I ALWAYS WANTED MY OWN DRIVER. EVERYONE KNOWS IT. I WOULD PAY THE DRIVER $100,000 YEARLY. THEIR RETIREMENT PORTFOLIO WOULD BE AMAZING. MY DRIVER WOULD'VE BEEN A BILLIONAIRE AT THE END OF IT ALL. THE CAREER. ON E-TRADE, I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THE ROBINHOOD STOCKS LOCATED. I WILL SEE IF THE E-TRADE SEARCH ENGINE IS LIKE OR BETTER THAN ROBINHOOD. ON GOOGLE, IT IS DIFFERENT TO FIND COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRIES. PENNY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES. 5$. EVEN $20 IS WHATEVER. IT IS SUCH A RACE. THE RACE AGAINST THE PROJECTION TIME OF THESE INDUSTRIES.
AUTONOMOUS CARS, I NEED STOCKS IN FIVE G. 5G STOCKS MUST BE MINE. IT'S AN EASY KILL. GET IT? TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE DANGEROUS. DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE USED AGAINST YOU ONE DAY. IMAGINE IF YOU INVESTED HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS INTO POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY? POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS AS IN IF IT IS IN THE WRONG HANDS. ALWAYS REMEMBER, UNDERGROUND BUNKERS COST MONEY. THESE ARE TWO NEW INDUSTRIES, I HAD PUT ON THE LIST MENTALLY. THIS MAY BE THE FIRST TIME I AM MENTIONING THEM BOTH. I MAY HAVE MENTIONED FIVE G IN THIS VOLUME. I MAY HAVE ALREADY TOUCHED ON THE NOTE OF TECHNOLOGY POSSIBLY GROWING DANGEROUS. IT WOULD HAPPEN EVEN WITHOUT YOUR MONEY. GOOD REASON TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE UNDERGROUND BUNKER. GOOD REASON TO HAVE FUNDS FOR THE FOREIGN TRIPS ABROAD. GOOD THING TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE NEW HOUSES ABROAD. AFTER THIS CHAPTER, THE PROJECT IS TO RECORD US RESEARCHING FOR COMPANIES IN ALL OF THE INDUSTRIES. THIS WAY, WE ARE MORE PRIVY TO THE ACTUAL PRICES OF THE COMPANIES OFFERED ON THE PLATFORMS, IN THESE PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES.
IT IS A FULL ON RACE OF RESEARCH AND APPLICATION. ONLY CONSTANT APPLICATION OF CONSTANT RESEARCH, WILL GET THIS DONE. THIS IS WHY WE NEED TO HAVE A LIST OF COMPANIES IN EACH INDUSTRY, AVAILABLE ON THE PLATFORMS WE ARE USING TO HOLD THE COMPANY STOCKS. THIS IS MY LINGO. I FEEL FINANCIAL LITERACY, OOZING THRU THE VEINS. I'M ONLY BEGINNING. THANK GOD AND GOD WILLING. I WANTED TO DO A RECORDING, ABOUT IZZY. I WILL, WHILE RESEARCHING THE INDIVIDUAL COMPANIES, WITHIN EACH INDUSTRY. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THEIR COMPETITORS. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THE RELATED INDUSTRIES AS WELL. THIS IS ON MY MIND HEAVY. THIS IS THE ENTIRE HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT. THE LESSON PLANS FOR CREATIVE FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, WOULD BE PRISTINE. THEY WOULD BE CLEAN. IN ALL OF THE STORIES I HAVE DONE, I FEEL REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE. VOLUME ONE OF TWENTY FIVE.
I ONLY WANTED TO EXPLORE MY OWN MIND. I WANTED THE CONFIDENCE IN MY OWN CREATIVE FACULTIES, TO ATTAIN DESTINY. WHAT I AM WORKING ON, IS TOO VALUABLE, FOR A RECKLESSLY GUIDED SOCIAL LIFE TO STEER IT OFF COURSE. I WILL BE LONELY, IF I AM STAYING ON COURSE. IF I STAY ON COURSE LONG ENOUGH, I WON'T BE SO LONELY FOREVER. IF I STILL AM, THEN I WAS FOREVER ON COURSE. I PUT MY PERSONAL YEARNINGS ASIDE FOR YEILDINGS. FEELINGS AND YEILDINGS. YEARNINGS AND EARNINGS. THE LEARNINGS AND THE BURNINGS. BUILDING THE DREAM LIFE FOR MYSELF, HAS LEFT ME WITH NO PERSONAL LIFE. I AM CRAFTING MY TIME. BACK TO AUTONOMOUS CARS NOW. WE NEED TO KNOW WHAT COMPANIES ARE IN EACH INDUSTRY. WE CAN THEN CALCULATE MANY DOLLARS WE NEED FOR ONE HUNDRED TO ONE THOUSAND SHARES IN COMPANY STOCK. I JUST HAD TO ASK MYSELF, WHAT FONT IS THIS? THIS FONT IS EPIC. EPIC FONTS.
THE MORE STOCKS YOU FIND, IN THE INDUSTRY YOU ARE LOOKING IN, THE MORE STOCKS YOU CAN BUY, OF MORE COMPANIES, WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. OBSTACLES WILL COME OUR WAY. IT IS JUST THE UNIVERSE TESTING US. THIS IS WHAT WE WANT TO WORK ON, AFTER THIS CHAPTER, AFTER EATING FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY. WE MIGHT WORK ON CHAPTER TWENTY ONE INSTEAD THOUGH. COME TO THINK ABOUT IT. WE ARE ALMOST DONE. WE STILL HAVE TO SPEND AN HOUR TRIMMING THE AUDIO FILES FOR THE WEEK. THEN SPEND ANOTHER HOUR UPLOADING ONE WEEK'S WORTH OF AUDIO FILES FROM CHADZO. "FROM CHADZO" MEANING THE AMOUNT OF WORK I PUT IN. INPUT OUTPUT. INPUT OUTPUT. IN PUT OUT PUT. PUT OUT PUT IN. PUTIN. RASPUTIN. RASPBERRY FREEZE 50X.
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KLAC KLA. TLRY TILRAY. INFY INFOSYS. CY CYPRESS SEMICONDUCTOR. NH NANT HEALTH. NVEC NVE. CTST CANNTRUST. 180 DEGREE CAPITAL. NAOV NANOVIBRONIX. BRKR BRUKER. ARWR ARROWHEAD PHARMACEUTICALS. CYBR CYBERARK. HACK. ETFMG PRIME CYBER SECURITY ETF. NOC NORTHROP GRUMMAN. RTN RATHEON. CIBR FIRST TRUST NASDAQ CYBERSECURITY ETF. AON AON. FTNT FORTINET. PFPT PROOFPOINT. BAH BOOZ ALLEN HAMILTON. FEYE. CACI CACI. RPD RAPID7. QLYS QUALYS. BOTZ GLOBAL X ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. NIO NIO $3.75. QD QUDIAN $2.83. ASGN ASGN INCORPORATED. IRBO iSHARES ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE $26.97. UBOT DIREXION DAILY ROBOTICS, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. ROBOT FIRST TRUST EXCHANGE TRADED FUND VI $34.89 KFRC KFORCE $37.00.
KRTX. GNUS $0.29. MU. NSIT. EPD $25.75. PEG. XBI . BIIB. IBB. ZBH. BMRN. ADPT $29.00. LABU $46.42. BLUE. BHVN $48.49. GILD $65.37. TMO. HON. A AGILENT. BDSI $5.25. GLW $26.81. PEAK $35.99. AMRN $18.55. ANPC $10.12. BIO. ITCI $22.41. CRNC $21.35. ANVS $6.45. NTRP $1.14. FEDU $1.23. $100.08 NBIX. ABBV. SYK. LLY. ABT. HCA. VRTX. EKSO BIONICS $0.36. SONVY $49.99. SPY. EEM $42.11. IWM. FXI $39.50. HYG. IVV. EFA $67.48. TLT. LQD. GDX $29.01. GHC. NWN $73.38. COMM $12.22. GPK $15.63. BKNG $1830.55. CRWD. SPCE $16.91. IQV $155.25. HLT. EQH $24.02. CCK CROWN HOLDINGS $74.03.
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TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY ONE: DOLLARS IN CAPITAL
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ON THE RIDE HOME A FEW HOURS AGO, I HAD A TERM COME TO ME, "FINANCIAL CONVERSION". THE "FC". TO FINANCIALLY CONVERT, IS TO HAVE A PLAN. TO FINANCIALLY CONVERT, IS TO HAVE A PRODUCT, SERVICE, OR INSTRUMENT. THE FINANCIAL CONVERSION WINS THE GAME. I'VE NEVER BEEN INTO BANKS WHEN IT COMES TO MY OWN MONEY. AT THE SAME TIME, SAVING MONEY WAS AN ISSUE FOR ME. I DIDN'T HAVE A REAL PLAN FOR SAVING. WE NEEDED A SAVINGS PLAN. NOW, WE CAN SEE, WHAT WE ARE DOING IS SAVING OUR CURRENCY IN OTHER CURRENCIES. WE ARE CONVERTING CURRENCY TO SECURITIES AND INSTRUMENTS. WE THROW OUR CURRENCY IN THE EQUITY MARKETS. THE MONEY MARKETS. WE SAVE OUR CURRENCY IN BONDS. BONDS OF ALL KINDS. BONDS OF ALL KINDS FOR OUR DIAPERS AND STROLLERS. I'VE NEVER PURCHASED A DIAPER IN MY LIFE. WE ARE FINANCIALLY CONVERTING THE DOLLARS INTO INTEREST BEARING VEHICLES. AT THIRTY YEARS OLD, IT IS ALL ABOUT INTEREST. WHAT INTERESTS ME? WHAT AM I INTERESTED IN? I AM INTERESTED IN EARNING INTEREST ON MY MONEY. EARNING INTEREST, INTERESTS ME. I FIND INTEREST ON COLLATERAL, INTERESTING. INTERESTING. AGAIN.
I WANT YOU TO BE AS WEALTHY AS I AM WHEN IT'S ALL OVER. ACQUISITION, DISTRIBUTION. DISTRIBUTE IMMEDIATELY, WHAT WAS JUST ACQUIRED. I HAVE THREE TO FIVE PEOPLE, READY TO BE SENT FUNDS FOR THEIR E-TRADE, ROBINHOOD, AND FREEWALLET ACCOUNTS. WHAT THIS MEANS IS, ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS TO EACH PERSON AT A TIME. EACH PERSON PURCHASES THE SAME STOCKS, IN DIFFERENT ORDERS. IN TOTAL, MY EARNINGS WILL GET HUNDREDS OF SHARES AT A TIME, IN DIFFERENT ACCOUNTS, ALONG WITH MINE. SO WHEN I LOOK AT MY OWN HOLDING ACCOUNTS, I'D HAVE TO REMEMBER I ACTUALLY HOLD WAY MORE. THE MAIN REASON YOU HAVE EVERYTHING DISTRIBUTED, IS TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW YOUR LOVED ONES ARE GOOD FOREVER. YOU PURCHASED HOWEVER MANY SHARES IN TOTAL IN LIFE AS YOU WERE MEANT TO. IT WAS NECESSARY AND SO IT BECAME THE ULTIMATE GAME. I GAVE UP MY PERSONAL LIFE MY ENTIRE TWENTIES. I ISOLATED MYSELF ENOUGH TO UNLOCK MYSELF, TO MYSELF. ANYWAY, I NEED THE MAJORITY OF MY HOLDINGS ATTACHED TO BENEFICIARIES. THE PEOPLE I SEND MONEY TO FOR E-TRADE ARE BENEFICIARIES AS WELL. I WANT IT SET UP LIKE THAT RATHER THAN HAVING A LONG WILL. I WANT TO DROP MY FUNDS IN OTHER'S ACCOUNTS AND THAT IS MY WILL GIFT TO THEM WHEN I'M GONE. UNTIL THEN, WE USE THE MONEY FOR JOINT BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY.
NOW I CAN SEE THE SAVING OF MONEY AS VERY TRULY FUN. I AM OF ZEITGEIST ADDENDUM. AT 18. FRACTIONAL RESERVE SYSTEM ISN'T A NEW TERM TO ME AT ALL. I AM SAVING MY MONEY IN THE STOCK MARKET. I AM SAVING MONEY IN DIGITAL CURRENCY. I AM SAVING MY MONEY IN SAVINGS BONDS. BEARER BONDS. MUTUAL BONDS FUNDS. MUNICIPAL BONDS. CORPORATE BONDS. ZERO-COUPON BOND. SAVINGS. I WAS PERSONALLY WONDERING, WHO THE WINTER SOLSTICE WOULD BE. I WONDERED IF THE WINTER SOLSTICE WAS BIGGER THAN THE SUMMER'S. 2018 SUMMER SOLSTICE WAS A BIG GUY, BUT NEW. I WAS WONDERING WHY THEY DID THAT TO HIM AT THE VERY BEGINNING"? SINCE HE DIED RIPPLE NEVER CAME BACK UP. I SAY THAT TO SAY I STILL DIDN'T SEE THE WINTER SOLSTICE MARK OFF COMING. R.I.P. KOBE BRYANT. KOBE BRYANT DIED ONE MONTH AFTER THE 2019 WINTER SOLSTICE. AT THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE SECOND CAREER HE WAS PURSUING. IN THE MIDDLE OF A LEGAL DISPUTE WITH A PHARMA COMPANY OVER THE COPYRIGHT NAME OWNERSHIP OF "THE BLACK MAMBA".
AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO THROW MONEY EVERY WEEK INTO MY STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDINGS, I MEET MY GOAL. AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO THROW MONEY EVERY WEEK INTO OTHER'S STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDINGS, WE MEET OUR GOALS. I MEET ANOTHER ONE OF MY GOALS AS WELL. IT IS MY GOAL TO BE THAT GUY. I WAS THAT GUY. WHO WAS THAT GUY? THAT GUY WAS CHAD. THE WATCHLIST GROWS LONGER. YOU HAVE THE WATCHLIST HERE. I WILL UPDATE THE PRICES ON NEW PAPER IN HERE, RIGHT BEFORE IT'S DONE, EVERY VOLUME. THUS A TIME TABLE OF THE WATCHLIST. VOLUME TWO IS FOUR SESSIONS AWAY. FOUR WRITING SESSION HOURS AWAY. SOON WE WILL START AN AUDIO VERSION IMPROMPTU. FOR EVERY COMPANY ON THE WATCHLIST, WE NEED THE COMPETING COMPANY NAMES. FOR EVERY INDUSTRY, WE NEED RELATED INDUSTRIES. MANY OF OUR INDUSTRIES ON THE LIST ARE RELATED, WEIRDLY. NOW THERE'S THIS ENTHUSIASM TOWARDS SAVING. I VALUED SPENDING OVER SAVING, WHEN I WAS COMPLETELY FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. NOW I AM CLOSER TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AT LEAST AND I AM DISGUSTED WITH THE THOUGHT OF AVID CONSUMPTION OF ANYTHING BUT STOCKS. FORGIVE ME. THROWING IN THREE HUNDRED UNITS OF CURRENCY INTO INVESTMENTS WEEKLY. TEN THOUSAND YEARLY INVESTED. SAVED IN DIFFERENT FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS. PREP REDUCES RISK SO ANY WHO FEARS THE RISK ALSO FEARS THE PREPARATION. I AM PREPARED YET STILL PREPARING TO BE INVOLVED IN MORE PREPARATION.
THIS AFTERNOON, RIGHT BEFORE THE RIDE PICKED ME UP FOR WORK, I PLACED A BUY LIMIT FOR RVBR ON E-TRADE. THAT MEANS AFTER SETTING THE LIMIT TO UNDER WHAT THE PRICE WAS, I REALIZED THE ORDER WOULDN'T TRIGGER. THE AMOUNT OF SHARES IN RVBR I WOULD GET FOR $90 IS 9,000. FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS IN RVBR RIGHT NOW IS RIGHT UNDER 50,000 SHARES. EEL. DISGUSTING. I'M GOING TO DO THAT. SPLIT THE FIRST $500 BETWEEN ANYONE ELSE INVOLVED. IT'S NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE. A FEW PEOPLE, ARE COMING WITH ME TO AN EARLY RETIREMENT AND A BILLION DOLLAR NEST EGG. INHERITANCES THROWN AROUND. THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT WILL HAVE THEIR PORTFOLIOS, HOW I HAVE MINE. I WILL BE DUPLICATING THE PORTFOLIO. FUNDING THE DUPLICATION OF THE PORTFOLIO. CREATING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN CAPITAL FOR ALL INVOLVED.
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TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY TWO: WELL I GUESS I JUST CAN'T CALL IT THEN
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I AM BACK IN THE GROOVE WITH MY WRITING. I AM BACK TO PRODUCING ONE PUBLICATION VOLUME PER MONTH. I AM WRITING NEW MATERIAL. I AM WRITING IN A NEW GENRE. THE NON FICTION GENRE. SOMEHOW I AM ADDING ENOUGH CREATIVITY TO THIS, PROJECT AS THE UNDERTAKING. I AM UNDERTAKING THIS PROJECT. I AM PLANNING TO INCLUDE AS MUCH CREATIVITY AND VERSATILITY AS POSSIBLE, INTO THIS PIECE OF ART WORK. THIS IS A CREATIVE WORK OF ART. I AM A CREATIVE. I AM AN ARTIST. I REPRESENT THE ARTIST. MY CREATIVE PORTFOLIO WAS CREATED SOLELY TO PROVE MY ARTISTRY TO MYSELF. I HAVE PROVED MY ARTISTRY TO MYSELF YEARS AGO. I AM DAVID CRICHTON CERTIFIED. NOW WE ARE VANESSA STALLONE CERTIFIED. VANESSA STALLONE AND DAVID CRICHTON ARE TWO DIFFERENT PORTFOLIOS. DAVID CRICHTON WAS CREATED BY 25 YEAR OLD CHAD XZAVIERFILMS. VANESSA STALLONE IS FOR VANESSA HONEY MALONE. I INTRODUCED THE PEN NAME IN 2017 AT 27. AT 30, IN 2020, VANESSA STALLONE IS THE PEN NAME. DAVID CRICHTON WON'T BE ON THE COVER AS AUTHOR, ONLY SUBJECT. VANESSA STALLONE WILL WRITE BOOKS ABOUT DAVID CRICHTON'S PORTFOLIO. VANESSA STALLONE REPRESENTS THE MIND OF THIRTY YEAR OLD CHAD. HERE IS THE CHADFILMS TIMELINE.
12 YEARS OLD IN MIAMI FLORIDA, FIRST SHORT FILM. 6 OR 12 MINS. TOOK TWELVE HOURS TO FILM. ONE DECADE LATER. VALENTINE'S DAY 2012. ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF KEVITV AND SEEXZAVIERFILMS YOUTUBE. 2012 OCTOBER 23RD, VANESSA MALONE WAS MURDERED AT AGE 18. I REACHED MY YOUTUBE GOAL OF 50 VIDEOS. TOOK SIX MONTHS. SIX MONTHS BEFORE THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL AND CAMERA, I WAS WRITING SCRIPTS FOR THE FIRST TIME. "IN YOUR DREAMS" IS THE MAIN ONE I REMEMBER AND STILL HAVE. I PUBLISHED A FEW BOOKS, TWO MAYBE THREE BETWEEN 18-20. WHEN I FIRST REALIZED THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO PURSUE AS A CAREER, MY PASSION. THREE YEARS LATER, 2015, DAVID CRICHTON PORTFOLIO IS STARTED. "THE PHONE GIRL" "CFK" AND "CLEVERLAND AND CLEVER FIELD" WERE WRITTEN. "CLEVERLAND" IS THE FIRST 2016 PUBLICATION. "THE PRINCE WHO KNEW TOO MUCH" BOTH PARTS, WERE THE LAST PUBLISHED PROJECTS IN 2016. YOU PUBLISHED EVERYTHING WRITTEN FROM 2015 AND PUBLISHED YOUR FIRST NOVEL NOT RHYMING. THE PREVIOUS STATED NOVELS WERE VERSE NOVELS. 600 PAGES OF RHYME. TWICE. VOLUME THREE OF THE ULTIMATE CRICHTON COLLECTION CONTAINS THE FIRST PROSE. I DID FIND WRITING FROM 2010-2015 AND I ADDED IT IN THE VOLUMES OF TWO AND THREE.
THAT'S A QUICK, ONE PARAGRAPH RUN DOWN OF MY CREATIVE ENDEAVORS IN MY TWENTIES. NOW SINCE I HAVE EXPLORED ALL OF THE DIFFERENT PASSIONS I'VE DISCOVERED FROM WITHIN, DURING MY TWENTIES, I CAN NOW REALIZE I HAVE TO FUND THOSE ENDEAVORS MYSELF. THIS IS WHY I AM DELVING INTO THE FINANCIAL WORLD OF INVESTMENTS, SO HEAD FIRST. I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO GOD. I WANT TO GIVE GOD ALL OF THE GLORY. I USED THE LONELINESS TO SPARK AN ECONOMICAL REVOLUTION OF MY VERY OWN, POSSIBLY. SINCE I KNOW I MUST LEAVE THE ACQUIRED BILLIONS DISTRIBUTED. HOW MANY FUTURE BILLIONAIRES CAN THE PLAN BE DISTRIBUTED TO? WITH THE PUBLICATION ALONE, FOR PEOPLE I MAY NEVER MEET AND THUS BE ABLE TO HELP THEM IN PERSON ON PURPOSE. SO NOW, ON PURPOSE, I AM HERE FOR YOU. IF I WASN'T A NOBODY THEY MIGHT TRY TO KILL ME SO I AM VERY GLAD TO STILL BE A NOBODY. I'M ACTUALLY SOMEBODY VERY SPECIAL. R.I.P. TO FLIGHT KOBE.
WITH THE ROBINHOOD WATCHLIST INCREASED IN SIZE, THE E-TRADE WATCHLIST MUST BE INCREASED WITH THE SAME SYMBOLS AS WELL AS SYMBOLS NOT FOUND ON ROBINHOOD. WITH THE WATCHLIST BEING AIMED TO CONTAIN ONE HUNDRED COMPANIES, YOU AIM TO THROW IN $100 INTO EACH COMPANY, EACH TIME AROUND, IN EACH ACCOUNT, FOR EACH PERSON YOU ARE WORKING ALONGSIDE WITH. THIS MEANS YOU WILL NOT ONLY HAVE STOCK IN NANO TECHNOLOGY, YOU WILL HAVE VARIOUS COMPANY STOCK FROM WITHIN THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR AS A WHOLE. WE DIDN'T INVEST IN ONE NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY FOR SOME RANDOM REASON. THE ONLY REASON THE COMPANY IS ON OUR WATCHLIST, IS DUE TO THE FACT IT IS IN FACT, A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY. IT IS THE ENTIRE SECTOR WE ARE LOOKING AT. BY LOOKING AT THE ENTIRE SECTOR AS A WHOLE, YOU ARE NOW IN OBSERVATION OF THE RANGE OF THE PRICES IN THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR OF THE STOCK MARKET. SO YOU CAN SAY, "HEY THE LOWEST NANO COMPANY IS THREE PENNIES AND THE HIGHEST $300". NOW YOU KNOW THE NANO TECHNOLOGY SECTOR IS NOW AT THREE PENNIES TO THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS.
I AM LAUNCHING A SCIENCE EXPERIMENT. THIS PUBLICATION IS MY DOCUMENTATION OF THE SCIENCE PROJECT. THIS SCIENCE PROJECT IS PERTAINING TO CHAD SCIENCE AND CHAD MATH. THIS IS THE PRODUCTION DIARY OF THE SCIENCE PROJECT. THE VARIABLES, THE CONTROLS, THE HYPOTHESIS, THE STATEMENT, THE EXPERIMENT. MAKE AN OBSERVATION. ASK A QUESTION. FORM A HYPOTHESIS, OR TESTABLE EXPLANATION. MAKE A PREDICTION BASED ON THE HYPOTHESIS. TEST THE PREDICTION. USE THE RESULTS IN MAKING NEW HYPOTHESES OR PREDICTIONS. THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD. THANK YOU GOOGLE. ONE HUNDRED YEARS AGO, $110 WAS WORTH $1500 PLUS. ONE HUNDRED YEARS FROM FIFTH TEEN YEARS FROM NOW, 2035, 1935 WOULD HAVE SEEN $110 AS REALLY $2000. THAT'S CALLED INFLATION HOME BOY. THE FEDERAL RESERVE ACT WAS SIGNED DURING CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY, WHEN THE SENATE WAS ON LEAVE. THE GOLD STANDARD HAS BEEN GONE FOR 100 YEARS, SINCE 2013. THE 100 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF WHAT PRESIDENT WILSON DID TO FIAT CURRENCY, POSSIBLY CREATING FIAT CURRENCY. I MAY DEDICATE A VOLUME OF THIS SERIES TO THE HISTORY OF ALL CURRENCY AND AMERICAN FIAT CURRENCY, TO BETTER GRIP THE REALITY OF WHY I AM SAYING WHAT I AM SAYING.
CERTAIN THINGS I DON'T WANT TO SAY RIGHT NOW, I WILL PUT THEM IN THEIR OWN CHAPTER OR VOLUME GOD WILLING. TRUST ME WHEN I SAY, THE UN INVESTED AMERICAN DOLLAR WILL ALWAYS BE THE BIGGEST LAUGH YOU HAVE TO GIVE. OR TO SHARE. I'M STARTING TO THINK MORE AND MORE NOW ABOUT THE STOCK WATCHLIST FOR IT IS GROWING SO LONG. IN THESE EMERGING MARKETS IS WHERE THE WATCHLIST ORIGINATES FROM. THE WATCHLIST FULL OF EMERGING MARKETS. WE ARE WATCHING THE UNFOLDING OF TECH HISTORY. AT THIS POINT, THE DIRECT HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT FOR THE STOCK HOLDING, IS TO FIND MORE COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRY. INVEST $100 IN EACH COMPANY, IN YOUR PORTFOLIO AND FOR YOUR LOVED ONES AND BUSINESS PARTNERS. REALLY CAPITALIZE ON YOUR INSIGHT. YOU MIGHT JUST MAKE ALL OF THE BILLIONS YOU WERE WANTING TO INVEST IN THE U.C.A. THE UNITED CITIZENS OF AMERICA. VARSITY SAYS I CAN'T CALL IT THAT.
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3:37AM EST - 4:38AM EST
FEBRUARY 5TH, 2020
2.5.2020
CANADIAN MOLSON TIMES TWO.
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CHAPTER TWENTY THREE: TON TRAY
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THIS PROJECT IS TWO CHAPTERS FROM COMPLETION. VOLUME ONE, "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS." A PERSON OF NUMBERS. HOPEFULLY ONE DAY YOU WILL BE THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. IT IS ALL UP TO YOU HOWEVER. I DID MY PART. DID YOU SEE IT? DO YOU SEE IT? ARE YOU SEEING IT? AND ARE YOU SEEING IT FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH? IF YOU ARE, YOU ARE GOING TO BE WEALTHY. FILTHY STINKING WEALTHY, YOU ARE GOING TO SEE YOURSELF AS. I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND. WHEN THEY ASK YOU, WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND, CHAD XZAVIER BUFFETT FILMS. BUFFET FILMS. I MAY NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH OF AN IMPACT I MADE. THAT DOESN'T MATTER. I SMOKED BEFORE ALMOST EVERY PAGE, AND GOT IT DONE. I LIVED A BORING ROUTINE BY OTHER'S STANDARDS. THE LIFE I AM CREATING FOR MYSELF, IS STAGGERING. STAGGERING AMOUNTS OF CURRENCY. I AM THE SPIRIT, ON THE MISSION. I FIGHT ON GOD'S ARMY. IF I DIE ON BATTLEFIELD SPIRIT WARFARE, THEN I WILL GO HOME. I FELT OUT OF PLACE HERE. I FELT MEANT TO BE HERE. I WAS OUT OF PLACE. I WAS NOT HOWEVER, OUT OF SYNC.
I HAVE THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS. TWO HUNDRED CAN GO INTO INVESTING IN STOCKS AND CRYPTO. MEDICAL HEALTH COMPANIES. IS INFORMATION LIKE THIS, NOT SO COMPILED? VOLUME ONE IS ALMOST OVER. I LOOK FORWARD TO STARTING VOLUME TWO. I AM GRATEFUL I AM UNKNOWN. I AM GRATEFUL, I AM A NOBODY IN THE MEDIA. FAME IS ONLY USEFUL AFTER LIFE. DURING LIFE, PRIVACY. SECRECY. SERENITY. PEACE. BLISS. ANONYMITY. LIVE YOUR LIFE DOING SOMETHING WORTHWHILE AS QUIETLY AS POSSIBLE. DOCUMENT IT ALL. I WANTED TO MAKE FILMS RIGHT? I HAVE 4000 GBS OF RAW FOOTAGE. I CAN MAKE MY FIRST FILMS WITH THIS. I MUST DO THIS. I AM THIRTY. I STARTED AT 20. 21 I HAD A CAMERA. I APPRECIATE GOD FOR EVERY MOMENT. I DIDN'T SPEND MY LIFE PURSUING SEX. I PRAY GOD WILL BLESS ME WITH WHAT I AM AFTER. MY MOTIVATIONS ARE PAINFUL. I'M ACTUALLY MOTIVATED BY A DEEP AND UNRELENTING SENSE OF JUST NOT FEEL APPRECIATED. THUS I STRIVE FOR ENOUGH TO WARRANT APPRECIATION. I HEAR GREAT THINGS. I FEEL GREAT PAIN. HATE TO MENTION IT. IT IS SAFE TO SAY.
THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS MUST GET INVESTED INTO SECURITIES AND INSTRUMENTS. THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD CALLS FOR OBSERVATION. I OBSERVE EMERGING MARKET TRENDS IN THE NASDAQ. WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THE NASDAQ? I ONLY KNOW THREE THINGS ABOUT THE NASDAQ. THE PRICES GO UP. THE PRICES GO DOWN. IF YOU WENT IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, YOU GET PAID. THAT'S ONLY INCLUDING TRADING. HOLDING IS EASIER MONEY AND LONGER MONEY LONGER TERM. TRADING IS LONG TERM MONEY IN MONTHS. WHEN MASTERED. HAVEN'T MASTERED IT YET, WON'T SPEAK TOO MUCH OF IT. FOR YOU, YOUR FORT MUST BE BUILT IN YOUR HOLDINGS. YOU MUST HOLD YOUR WAY TO A MILLION DOLLARS. I DO NOT HAVE A MILLION DOLLARS. LISTEN. THE MILLION IS THE STEPPING STONE. THE STEPPING STONE TO TEN BILLION DOLLARS. I AM INSANE. I DO NOT HAVE REMORSE ON MY INVESTMENTS. I INVEST WITH NO SHAME. I INVEST FOR MY OWN SAKE. I INVEST FOR MY OWN PEACE OF MIND. PEACE OF MIND IS SACRED TO ME. PERIOD. THREE PERIODS. ONE SEASON. NAH. I WAS SENT HERE ON A MISSION. THIS IS WHAT DROVE ME. IN RETROSPECT.
THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS. TWO HUNDRED INVESTED. SENDING IT TO EITHER MY ACCOUNTS, OR OTHER'S ACCOUNTS. BOTH ACTUALLY. REALLY DETERMINING THE OTHER PERSON'S OR PEOPLE'S ACCOUNTS WHOM WILL GET THE FUNDS THIS ROUND. BY INVESTING HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS PER WEEK INTO THE STOCK MARKET, IN EMERGING INDUSTRIES, THE POTENTIAL OF EARNING MILLIONS IN A DECADE IS TOO REACHABLE ACTUALLY. HERE'S A SCARY QUESTION FOR A SQUARE TO ASK. WHEN I SAY SQUARE, I MEAN UNIT. DOES INVESTING IN TEN OR MORE FUTURE ONE HUNDRED AND TEN BILLION DOLLAR INDUSTRIES, CLASSIFY ME AS THE NEW ELITE? IF I EVER BRING THE PAPARAZZI MY WAY, I AM PLAYING STUPID. EVEN IF THEY HAD THIS PUBLICATION, AT THAT MOMENT. PLAIN STUPID. LAUGHS. I WRITE SCRIPTS. I JUST WANTED TO MAKE MOVIES. SYRACUSE HAS A FILM FESTIVAL IN OCTOBER. ENOUGH TIME, MORE THAN, TO GET A ONE HOUR DOCUMENTARY READY. THIRTY YEAR OLD CHAD FILMS MUST GO BACK ON YOUTUBE. EDITING UNRELEASED FOOTAGE. FILMING NEW FOOTAGE AND EDITING INVESTING VIDEOS.
I KEEP ATTEMPTING TO EXPLAIN THE THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS SITUATION. I HAVE TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS. THE DOLLARS ARE READY TO BE INVESTED. I AM GOING TO EXPLOIT MY OWN INSIGHT. MY BROTHER JUSTIN TOLD ME I NEEDED TO EXPLOIT MYSELF. NOW I WILL EXPLOIT MY OWN INSIGHT, INTO THE WORLD OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS. I WILL LEAVE MYSELF, STRANDED, IN THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. IT WILL BE UP TO MERIT IF I MAKE IT OUT ALIVE. I THINK ABOUT BUYING BONDS FOR QQ, QUAN AND MALIAH. ATIYANNA. I'VE ONLY SEEN YOU ONCE. YOU'LL NEVER REMEMBER THAT. I COULD SEE FROM YOUR FACE, YOU RECOGNIZED I LOOKED LIKE YOUR DAD. I COULD SEE I LOOKED FAMILIAR YET YOU HAVE NEVER SAW ME BEFORE THEN. I'M JUST GRATEFUL I WAS BORN AND SURVIVED BIRTH. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED CHILDHOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED YOUNG ADULTHOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I SURVIVED ADULT HOOD. I AM GRATEFUL I LIVED TO BE 80 PLUS YEARS OLD. JUST WISHING THOUGHTS HERE PEOPLE. THIS IS NOT A FIVE PARAGRAPH ESSAY. THIS IS FIVE PARAGRAPHS HOWEVER. FIVE PARAGRAPHS, OF ME, TELLING YOU, FINANCIAL LITERACY IS HOW YOU GET PAID. IF YOU ARE PAID, THEN YOU ARE LAID. UNDER THE SHADE. DOUBLE IN TON TAY. AYE.
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2.6.2020
2:45AM EST - 2:36AM EST
THURSDAY FEBRUARY 6TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR: RED CAT WINE
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THREE MORE SESSIONS LEFT AS OF NOW. STILL WONDERING WHAT TO TITLE THE SAGA. THIS VOLUME IS VOLUME ONE. VOLUME ONE IS THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. MAYBE EVERY VOLUME WILL HAVE A VERSE NOVEL SUCCEEDING IT. "WHILE AMERICA SLEPT", MAY BE THE SAGA TITLE. "WHY AMERICA SLEPT", MAY BE THE SAGA TITLE. WE ARE NOT YET SURE WHAT VOLUME TWO WILL COME OUT AS. VOLUME ONE IS NOT YET COMPLETE. ALMOST. HOW WAS IT? HOW IS VOLUME ONE OF WHY OR WHILE AMERICA SLEPT? ALLOW ME TO DISSERTATE WHY, I HAVE THOSE TWO OPTIONS MENTALLY HIGHLIGHTED. "WHY ENGLAND SLEPT", IS A PUBLICATION PUBLISHED BY JOHN F. KENNEDY SR. IN 1940. "WHY ENGLAND SLEPT" IS A REFERENCE TO WINSTON CHURCHILL'S PUBLICATION. "WHILE ENGLAND SLEPT" WAS PUBLISHED IN 1938. IF I TITLE THE SAGA "WHILE ENGLAND SLEPT", IT IS THE SECOND REFERENCE TO THE ORIGINAL. "WHY AMERICA SLEPT", WOULD BE THE FIRST REFERENCE TO THE ORIGINAL.
INDENTATION. NEXT VOLUME I MAY RHYME. EVERY OTHER VOLUME MAY BE A VERSE NOVEL. BOTH TITLES WILL BE REFERENCED THRU OUT THIS SAGA. BOTH TITLES WILL HAVE THEIR OWN VOLUME REFERENCED. WE AIM TO SHOW THE CREATIVE VERSATILITY IN THIS SAGA. THIS SAGA WILL SHOW TWO CONCEPTS. I WRITE. I CAN WRITE ECONOMIC STRATEGY. HOLY BUSINESS. MAYBE BUSINESS IS PERSONAL. DO NOT PERSONS ENGAGE IN BUSINESS? OR IS BUSINESS JUST WARFARE? IF BUSINESS IS JUST WARFARE, CONDUCT FINANCIAL LEVERAGING PRIVATELY AND AVOID ALL CASUALTIES. GET PAID. THEN GET LAID IN THE SHADE. AS IN LAYING DOWN IN THE SHADE. LITERALLY. MAKING A BILLION DOLLARS WAS NOT EASY. IT WAS FUN FOR IT WASN'T AN EASY TASK. YET I AM THE MAD MAN. WHAT REALLY MAKES IT FUN, IS MAKING IT EASIER FOR YOU. I MADE BILLIONS. FOR I EARNED IT. I PUT IN MY WHOLE LIFE. I RISKED EVERYTHING. NOW I LAUGH SO HARD, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. IT'S HILARIOUS. HYSTERICAL. A HOOT. ALONG WITH THE RIOT. ZEY CALL IT, PROPERTY TAX. I AM WRITING A BOOK RIGHT NOW. ALMOST DONE. WITH VOLUME ONE. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS". I AM ANTICIPATING ORDERING COPIES. I TOLD MRS. MARGE, YESTERDAY AT WORK, I WILL SIGN HER A COPY OF THIS, I GIVE TO HER AS A SAMPLE. I HAVE NO LIFE. I ONLY HAVE THE LIFE OF MY DREAMS. NOW MAKE LIFE DREAMY, FOR AS MANY OTHERS, AS MANY OTHER PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE.
INDENTATION. CONDUCT THE HELPING HAND CHALLENGE, WITH YOUR STOCK PICKS AND PORTFOLIOS. CREATE INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS, JUST FOR THE HELPING HAND TRAVEL DOCUMENTARIES. YOU TRAVEL THE WORLD, HELPING OTHER'S FINANCIALLY, DOCUMENTING IT ALL ON VIDEO AND AUDIO. STASH THE FOOTAGE AWAY. PLAY AS SMART AS YOU CAN. FOR YOU MUST SURVIVE LONG ENOUGH TO IMPACT REALITY'S FABRIC. OR IMPACT THE FABRICATION, WITH TRUTH. IF YOU GIVE UP YOUR AMBITIONS FOR PLEASURE, FOR YOUR FANTASY WORLD ACQUISITION, YOU LOSE NOTHING. SO GO GAIN EVERYTHING. EVERY-THING? EVERY-THING!
INDENTATION\. PARDON ME, PRESIDENT FORD. DEAR MR. GERALD, WE MADE A CAVE FULL OF BOOTY WITH THE MARKET IN CONJUNCTION. OH YEA. KOOL-AID NEVER TASTED BETTER. RAMEN NOODLES NEVER FELT SO RIGHT. WE COULD EAT LOBSTER. BUT MAYBE LOBSTER IS JUST THE SEA ROACH. OOPS. OOPSEY DAISY. IF I LIGHT THE FIRE TO THE ECONOMICAL REVOLUTION, KEEP THE FIRE LIT. THE FIRE RISES. I GAVE MY LIFE TO RISE THE FIRE. I CAN LIVE WITH THAT. LIVED FOR IT. IZZY. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD. I GIVE GOD ALL OF THE GLORY. I AM A SOLDIER IN GOD'S ARMY. MAY BE FUTURE GENERAL. FOR NOW I GIVE MY LIFE TO SPECIFIC DESTINY. I MAY NEVER SEE IT. I STILL SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT AND DAY. I CHERISHED MY LIFE. CHERISH YOURS MORE. MORE. MUCH MORE. USE YOUR GIFTS TO ENHANCE THE SPECTRUM OF INTENTIONAL ACTION WITHIN THE REALM. I AM GOING TO PRICE THIS BOOK AT $100. NO ONE WHO READS IT, WILL COMPLAIN THEN. ANYONE WHO READS IT FOR FREE, WILL FEEL OBLIGED. THEY SHOULDN'T. THEY WOULD ACTUALLY KIND OF BE ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS DOWN, IN THE PERFECT WORLD.
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THURSDAY FEBRUARY 6TH, 2020
4:33AM EST - 5:15 AM EST
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CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE:
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INDENTATION.
I LOOK FORWARD TO VOLUME TWO.
I WRITE ONE LINE AT A TIME.
I ENJOY LIFE.
I PRAY TO GOD I MAKE HIM PROUD.
I MADE SURE MY FAMILY WAS BETTER THAN BETTER THAN GOOD.
GENERATIONALLY.
I WAS THE RICH UNCLE.
THE FILTHY WEALTHY UNCLE.
THE UNCLE THEY NEVER CALLED UNCLE.
I WAS ALWAYS JUST CHAD.
JUSS CHIZZI.
THIS CHAPTER IS WRITTEN AS A POEM WOULD BE. NOW I WRITE POEMS AS PROSE PARAGRAPHS ARE. YOU WOULDN'T KNOW IT WAS RHYMING, UNTIL YOU REALIZED IT WAS RHYMING. THIS IS THE NON FICTION GENRE. ONE GENRE.
BUY THE STOCK.
DISTRIBUTE IT.
BUY OTHER STOCKS.
DISTRIBUTE THEM.
STOCKS IN CERTAIN INDUSTRIES. COMPETING STOCKS IN THE SAME INDUSTRY.
LOVE THYSELF.
PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY.
FROM NOW ON, WE CALL IT P.T. OK? OK. COOL. GOT IT. WE HAVE EQUAL STANDING.
WE EQUALLY STAND.
XMEN THREE.
WHEN I FIRST HEARD OF P.T., I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT REALLY WAS. STILL DON'T FULLY. THIS IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE, OF WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE. THE FUTURE IS.
THE FUTURE IS UNFORESEEN BY MOST.
WHOEVER SEES THE FUTURE COMING, ENJOYS REWARDS.
"STEVE JOBS", THE FILM IS ON NETFLIX. "STEVE JOBS". I LOVE IT. I WILL WATCH IT TONIGHT GOD WILLING I REMEMBER.
I AM CHADFILMS.
I AM CHAD HARRIS.
CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS.
CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS, FILMS.
CHAD XZAVIER, FILMS.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME I WAS BORN.
IF IT IS CLOSE TO 12:29 PM OR AM, I WOULD LOVE THAT.
GOODNIGHTS.
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2:29 AM EST - 3:17AM EST
2.7.2020
FRIDAY FEBRUARY 7TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY SIX: AND HERE WE GO
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THIS IS THE LAST CHAPTER OF THE VOLUME. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS" IS VOLUME ONE OF "WHY AMERICA SLEPT". VOLUME TWO, I'M NOT SURE OF THE TITLE YET. IT WILL BE A VERSE COLLECTION. "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS VERSED". THE RHYMING VERSION. GO FROM THERE. I LOOK FORWARD TO ORDERING COPIES OF THIS PUBLISHED WORK OF NON FICTION. CAN THIS VOLUME BE CONSIDERED AT LEAST THE INTRODUCTION TO AN ECONOMIC MANIFEST? IF SO, WE GO INTO VOLUME TWO, IN GOOD STANDING. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD I MADE IT THIS FAR IN LIFE AND IN THE BOOK.
INDENTATION. I JUST SENT $100 TO ISAIAH. I SENT $100 TO JASON. I ASKED THEM TO PURCHASE RIPPLE XRP ON COINBASE. I ASKED THEM TO ENGAGE AN E-TRADE TRANSFER FOR $100 AND I WILL SEND THE MONEY TO THEM BY THE TIME IT CLEARS. THIS WAY, WE CAN HOLD THE CRYPTO INSTANTLY, WHILE THE FUNDS GROW AVAILABLE ON E-TRADE. THESE STOCKS, IN THESE INDUSTRIES, MUST BE PURCHASED IN HEAVY AMOUNTS TOTAL. THIS WILL BRING IN CRYPTO MONEY. THE CRYPTO CURRENCY, MUST BE PURCHASED IN HEAVY AMOUNTS AS WELL. CRYPTO CURRENCY MARKET CAP FOR TRADING IS OVER $3 TRILLION PER DAY. EQUAL TO THE FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING. NNVC. NANO VERICIDES. $9 LAST TIME WE CHECKED, IT WAS THERE IN PRICE. NAOV. NANO VIBRONIX. $2.80. LAST TIME A NANO TECH COMPANY ON OUR WATCHLIST WAS $2, IT WAS NNVC. NNVC IS NOW RANGING FROM $8 TO $18. WOW. DAM. HOOVER. MY BROTHER JUSTIN IS SIGNING UP FOR AN E-TRADE. FINALLY. WAY TO GO BRO. THANK YOU. NAMASTE. NOW I CAN SEND YOU MONEY TO PURCHASE COMPANY STOCK PUBLICLY, IN THE EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES OF THE NEXT TWO CENTURIES.
INDENTATION. EVERY GENERATION WILL GET THIS CHANCE. UP TO THREE TIMES NATURALLY. WITH GUIDANCE, MAYBE FIVE TO SIX TIMES. USE THIS PUBLICATION AS A TOOL FOR THE YOUNG LOVED ONES IN YOUR LIFE, TO BOOST THEIR ECONOMIC ACQUIT AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE. THEN THEY CAN DO THIS BEFORE THE AGE OF EIGHTEEN. IF NOT, BETWEEN 20-25 YEARS OLD. GET THEM STARTED AT SEVEN AND IT'S OVER. WE NEED TO TEACH OUR CHILDREN HOW TO PAY OUR BILLS. THEN THEY CAN PAY THEIR OWN. I WILL WRITE VOLUMES IN THIS SERIES AIMED AT THE YOUTH. THIS IS ONLY VOLUME ONE. WE WILL SAY COMPLEX SAYINGS. WE WILL SAY KINDERGARTEN TALK. THE OFFICIAL 2020 "VANESSA STALLONE" DEBUT IS DONE. YOURLISTEN SEARCH ENGINE. THE WHITE RABBIT MANIFESTO. THE ONLY BOOK WRITTEN IN NEW YORK, THE FIRST FOUR MONTHS BEFORE GOING BACK TO GEORGIA FOR SIX MONTHS. ON FRIDAY AUGUST 10TH, 2018, THE NIGHT I MOVED BACK TO NEW YORK FROM GEORGIA, I GAVE KEVI THE HAND WRITTEN NOTEBOOK. TOMORROW IS KEVI'S 19TH BIRTHDAY. MY OLDEST NIECE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVI. I LOVE YOU. I GAVE THE NOTEBOOK TO KEVI TV. KEVI. I NEVER TYPED THE NOTEBOOK. FIRST THING I DID IN GEORGIA, AFTER RETURNING FROM NEW YORK ON VALENTINE'S DAY WAS TO RECORD THE NOTEBOOK. I WOULD HAVE TO TRANSCRIBE THE AUDIO.
INDENTATION. I AM REALLY EXCITED. I GET TO SHOOT FOR ANOTHER VARIETY OF WRITING IN THIS COLLECTION. THERE WILL BE FICTIONAL VOLUMES IN THIS SERIES. ACTUALLY, THE NON FICTION ASPECT, IS IN ITSELF ANOTHER GENRE WE EXPLORED. WE DID NOT WANT TO EXPLORE NON FICTION. WHEN ECONOMICS, POLITICS, AND/ OR HUMANITARIANISM GREW IMPERATIVE TO US AT 25. FULLY IMPERATIVE. IN FIVE YEARS I HAVE SELF PUBLISHED 600 PAGE VOLUMES. THREE TIMES. FORGIVE ME FOR THE NUMEROLOGY BEHIND THE STATS. IN HINDSIGHT I WOULD HAVE FARED WELL GOING FOR THE 777. I JUST WANT TO REFLECT A MOMENT THAT MY 1800 PAGES INCIDENTALLY REFERENCES SOME REAL BULLSH. I'M HURT BY THIS. I NEED 700 PAGES. WHAT IS THAT IN THE "HARRY POTTER UNIVERSE"? "GOBLET OF FIRE". WRITING ECONOMIC PROSE THE SIZE OF "THE GOBLET OF FIRE". I AM JUST GRATEFUL AND EXCITED ABOUT COMPLETING THIS 700 PAGE PROJECT. THREE PAGES PER DAY IS 1000 PAGES ANNUALLY. I RECORD THREE HOURS IN AUDIO PER DAY, MOST DAYS.
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2.9.2020
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 9TH, 2020
9:12PM EST - 9:50 PM EST
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DEDICATION: HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KEVI FROM KEVITV
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THIS VOLUME IS DEDICATED TO SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. MY 19 YEAR OLD NIECE. SHE TURNS 19 TOMORROW. I WANT TO PUBLISH THIS BOOK, ON HER 19TH BIRTHDAY. THIS PROJECT HAS BEEN PROOFREAD. THE PROOFREADING WAS AUDIO RECORDED. HELPS. I AM WRITING THIS PROJECT AND IT WILL HELP MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU KEVI. I WANT YOU TO BE ONE OF THEM. IT WOULD BE IRONIC IF YOUR UNCLE WROTE A PLAN, HELPING MILLIONS, AND YOU DIDN'T PARTICIPATE. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I LOVE YOU. I THINK OF YOU WHEN I INVEST IN ASSETS. I HAD THE PRILIVEGE OF WATCHING YOU GROW UP. IF THEY ASKED ME WHAT I DID ALL DAY INSIDE OF MY MIND? THE ANSWER IS KARAOKE. SOMETIMES AT WORK I GET CAUGHT. ENGAGING IN KARAOKE. I TOOK YOUR ADVICE FROM FIVE YEARS AGO. I MAKE MYSELF LAUGH INSIDE OF MY HEAD ALL DAY NOW. IT IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ARENA.
THIS BOOK IS AWESOME KEVI. I JUST FINISHED IT, TWO DAYS AGO. KEVI I LOVE YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I FINISHED THE BOOK, TWO DAYS OR THREE DAYS BEFORE YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. SO I JUST SAID I HAD ENOUGH TIME TO EDIT IT BY YOUR BIRTHDAY AND PUBLISH IT WITHIN THE HOUR. I LOVE YOU. I WISH I HAD ECONOMIC GOGGLES TO SEND YOU, SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I SEE. IF YOU NEVER READ THIS OR APPLY IT AFTER READING, I APPLY IT FOR YOU. THERE ARE TWO TYPES OF LITERACY I KNOW OF. READING WORDS. READING PERCENTAGES. READING THE LETTER. READING THE DOLLAR. IT'S NOT ABOUT SALARY. IT'S EARNING POWER. YOU WON'T GET IT UNTIL YOU GET IT. FINANCIAL LITERACY. AT THE SAME TIME, AS YOU CAN SEE, I BACKED OFF. I LET YOU DO YOU. IT IS WHAT IT IS. I LOVE YOU KEVI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. I WROTE A BOOK. RIGHT BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY. HERE'S PART OF YOUR GIFT. I WILL STASH AWAY CRYPTO AND STOCKS FOR YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN. I PUBLISHED THIS BOOK ON YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. 46
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10:38PM EST -11:35PM EST
CHRISTMAS DAY 2019
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 25TH, 2019
12.25.2019
PERSON OF NUMBERS
CANDARA FONT
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THE INTRODUCTION: HORRIBLE MINDSET
WHAT IS A PERSON OF NUMBERS? A PERSON OF LETTERS, IS THE TERM INSPIRING THE TITLE FOR THIS ONE. A MAN OF LETTERS IS ONE WHOM WRITES BOOKS POSSIBLY. SO, CONVERSELY, A MAN OF NUMBERS, THE PERSON OF NUMBERS, IS ONE WHOM POSSIBLY SPONSORS INVESTMENTS. LIFE IS ALL ABOUT INVESTMENTS. YES, WE TOOK IT THERE. HOW MANY GREAT INVESTMENTS CAN YOU MAKE FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S SAKE? YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN BE PAID. THEY SHOULD BE PAID. THEY ALSO NEED TO LEARN HOW TO GET IT ON THEIR OWN. THEY NEED TO PAY THEMSELVES. HOW DOES ONE WIN THE RAT RACE??? HOW DO YOU ESCAPE THE RAT RACE MATRIX? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN UNCLE SAM COMES SLAMMING FOR YOU? WE HAVE TO HAVE GREAT INVESTMENTS FOR OUR FUTURES, FOR OUR FUTURES TO BE LESS CONCERNING OF AN ISSUE TO US. THERE IS A MINDSET OF INVESTO-PHOBIA. HORRIBLE MINDSET, FOR THE RECORD. WHY BE AFRAID OF RETIREMENT? BREAKING THIS DOWN IN AN EQUATION, RETIREMENT IS SOMETHING HAPPENING YEARS FROM NOW. SO INVESTING IN TECHNOLOGY STOCKS WHILE YOUNG ALLOWS A PREFERRED RETIREMENT FUND TO LIVE ON AND FURTHER GROW. IF RETIREMENT IS LATER, THEN INVESTING IN EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES, WHICH WOULDN'T POP OFF FULLY UNTIL RETIREMENT AGE. WHAT WE WOULD HAVE WISHED IN OUR TWENTIES, SOMEONE TO SAY THESE THINGS TO US THEN? THE LEAST FRIGHTENING WAY OF LOOKING AT THE STOCKS ARE INDUSTRY BUCKETS.
THROW YOUR MONEY INTO THE RIGHT BUCKET, BUCKET PROFITS DOUBLE AND SPLIT. THIS ENTIRE PROJECT WILL DELVE INTO CONSORTED ECONOMIC STRATEGIES. MY WAY OF TELLING YOU I WOULD SWITCH THE CONCEPTS OFTEN SO YOU DON'T SQUIRM AS MUCH. I WILL GET NO BENEFIT IN THE AFTERLIFE FOR LYING TO YOU NOW MY FRIEND, I FEAR. I INTEND TO LEAVE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS IN DOLLARS INVESTED IN THE STOCK MARKET, TO BE LEFT TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE. THESE PUBLICATIONS ARE MERE DIARIES OF WHAT WENT ON WHEN. WHEN IT IS ALL OBVIOUS, THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL BE GIVEN OUT AS CONVERSATION ENDERS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO DISPLAYING THE CONCEPTS FROM OUR MIND ON ECONOMIC BLISS. WE ALL WANT ECONOMIC BLISS. IF I COULD WRITE A LETTER TO MYSELF TEN YEARS AGO, ONE LONG LETTER TO 18YR OLD CHAD. HOWEVER I CAN NOT, I CAN ONLY WRITE LETTERS TO THE CHAD TEN YEARS FROM NOW AND I CAN WRITE LETTERS TO YOU. SO, THESE ARE MY LETTERS TO YOU, MY FRIEND.
LETTERS BUT NOTES. NOTES ON ECONOMIC STRATEGIZING. WHATEVER INVESTMENT ARENA I AM INVESTING IN MYSELF, I WILL INCLUDE NOTES ON THE EXPERIENCES. THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL INCLUDE TRADE ACCOUNT PICTURES. I WILL IMMEDIATELY RESTART YOUTUBING AGAIN, BUT AS A FOREX TRADER'S CHANNEL. I DEFINITELY HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO GOD FOR MY LIFE IN WHICH I LOVE SO DEARLY. I WANT THE PUBLICATIONS I WRITE IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE 2020'S, TO REFLECT A CERTAIN GROWTH. A CERTAIN ECONOMIC GROWTH THE WRITING PHASES SHOW. ON THE CREATIVE SIDE, I WILL BE DELVING INTO COSMIC HORROR TO HONOR THE NEED TO VENT. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR GIVING THIS PUBLICATION YOUR ATTENTION AND I LOOK FORWARD TO ENTERTAINING YOU WITH THE INFORMATION I WAS PRIVY TO.

7:31PM EST - 8:21PM EST
1.26.2020
JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER FIFTHTEEN: A HEADACHE
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I START THE HOLDINGS PORTFOLIO THIS UPCOMING WEEK. TOMORROW IS MONDAY RIGHT? E-TRADE TAKES 5 DAYS TO TRANSFER THE EXTERNAL ACCOUNT DEPOSITS INTO THE HOLDING OR TRADING ACCOUNT. HERE IS THE SCENARIO. THIS IS THE INVESTMENT DIARY, OF ALL INVESTMENT DIARIES MY GOOD FRIEND. $240 IS THE INITIAL INVESTMENT. $45 GOES TO JASON FOR HIS E-TRADE HOLDINGS PORTFOLIO. I WILL SEND HIM MORE NEXT TIME. $75 GOES TO JASON TO SEND XRP TO MY CRYPTO WALLET. I WILL CONVERT THOSE COINS TO OTHER ALTERNATIVE COINS. ALT COINS. $25 GOES TO THE E-TRADE ACCOUNT FEE FOR NOT HAVING THE $9 DEPOSIT AVAILABLE ON THE 5TH DAY OF THE TRANSFER. $125 MUST GO ON THE E-TRADE ACCOUNT. I WILL PURCHASE $100 IN STOCKS. I WILL SPLIT THE PURCHASE BETWEEN TWO COMPANIES. SMART METRIC AND RVBR MARK RAY.
EVERY $10 SPENT ON SMME, SMART METRIC, IS 1250 SHARES, AT THE PRICE LEVEL OF ONE PENNY. RVBR CONTAINS THREE DIFFERENT STOCK SYMBOLS, WITHIN THE ONE COMPANY. MARK RAY OWNS KFGL. GANS IS A KFGL SUBSIDIARY. THE PRICE LEVEL OF THREE PENNIES FOR RVBR NOW IS ONE PENNY PER CONTAINED SYMBOL. $30 IN RVBR NOW IS 3333.3333 SHARES. THE TOP TWO STOCK PICKS, ARE BETWEEN ONE AND THREE PENNIES. I HAVEN'T SEARCHED FOR RVBR COMPETITION YET. SMME WAS FOUND WHEN I SEARCHED FOR NXT ID COMPLETION. LOL. SMILEY FACE. WE'VE BEEN IMPLEMENTING THESE STRATEGIES FOR YEARS, NOW WE ARE GETTING DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT THIS CONCEPT. THIS IS A PHILOSOPHY.
$50 IN SMME COMPANY STOCK ALONE, IS 1250 TIMES FIVE. 6250 SHARES IN SMME FROM A $50 INVESTMENT. YOU WOULD WANT TO ALSO THEN PURCHASE NXT ID SHARES. 100 SHARES FOR $50. THEN YOU REALIZE THE DIFFERENCE THE PRICE LEVELS AND PROFIT MARGINS ARE BETWEEN TWO DIFFERENT COMPANIES, IN THE SAME INDUSTRY. IF SMME AND NXT ID ARE BOTH IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, IT IS FAIR TO SAY, NXT ID IS FARING CONSIDERABLY BETTER OFF THAN SMME. I HAVE FAITH IN THE BIOMETRICS DIVISON. I HAVE FAITH IN THE SPIRIT OF COMPETITION WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. I HAVE FAITH IN GOD. I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF. I AM A MAN OF FAITH. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE STOCK MARKET. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE FOREIGN CURRENCY EXCHANGE MARKET. I AM AFRAID OF NOT PARTICIPATING.
I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON THE RECENT AND FUTURE DEVELOPMENTS OF THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO, WE ARE BUILDING FOR OURSELVES. I WILL HAVE MY MOTHER SIGN UP FOR AN E-TRADE ACCOUNT SO I CAN BUILD THE FAMILY'S HOLDING PORTFOLIO. I MUST ACCEPT, ONCE THEY ACQUIRE IT, THEY WILL SELL OFF SHARES AT THEIR DISCRETION. I MAY HAVE TO HAVE A BACKUP ACCOUNT FOR THEM SOMEWHERE, MAYBE WITH MALIK. MAYBE I WILL SEND MALIK MONEY TO PURCHASE MY STOCK PICKS. HE CAN SPLIT THAT MONEY BETWEEN THREE PEOPLE. JUSTIN, KEVI, DANTE. THAT'S WHEN THE FAMILY REALIZES I LEFT BEHIND MULTIPLE ACCOUNTS WITH THE WEALTH PRE-DISTRIBUTED TO ACCOUNT FOR ANY FALLACY ON ANYONE'S BEHALF. INCLUDING THE POTENTIAL FALLACY, OF NOT ACCOUNTING FOR ANY POTENTIAL FALLACY, ON MY BEHALF.
I JUST SOLVED THAT ISSUE, OF HAVING ANOTHER HOLDING ACCOUNT STASHED AWAY FOR MY FAMILY. MY COUSIN MALIK SMITH. I CAN SEND FUNDS TO HIS E-TRADE FOR PURCHASING THE SAME SHARES FOR MY BIRTH FAMILY. I HAVE TO LEAVE THE SLATE CLEAN ON MY ACCOUNT TO BE LEFT TO MY CHILD OR MY MENTOR. MY FAMILY HOWEVER AND MY FRIENDS WILL HAVE THEIR HOLDING ACCOUNTS BEEFED UP TO WHERE MINE ARE. THEY WILL ALL JUST BE DUPLICATE ACCOUNTS. WHEN THE TRADING TAKES OFF, THE DEPOSITS FOR STOCKS WILL INCREASE TRIUMPHANTLY. THEN I CAN PAY OFF THE $4000 LOAN DARRELL KEELE AND GEORGE C. WORD TOOK OUT ON MY DELTA COMMUNITY CREDIT UNION ACCOUNT, WHEN I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK IN AUGUST OF 2018.
WHAT'S $4000 TO A BILLIONAIRE? THIS IS WHY I STAY TO MYSELF AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. I'M OF A STRANGER CALIBER THAN MOST I ENCOUNTER. THEY ARE SAFER AROUND ME, THAN I AM AROUND THEM. I DO HAVE TO HAVE A BENEFICIARY FOR MY INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS. I WANT IT TO BE MY CHILD AND THEIR MOTHER. FOR THAT I NEED ONE MORE ACCOUNT TO BUILD UP FOR MY MENTOR. THEN EVERYONE IS GOOD. UNTIL I DO HAVE A CHILD, THE BENEFICIARY WOULD HAVE TO BE MY MENTOR UNTIL I HAVE A CHILD. YOU SEE THE THOUGHTS I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT? KEEPING THE ACCOUNT BENEFICIARY SLATE CLEAR FOR FUTURE CHILDREN YET STILL HAVING SOMEONE TO BENEFIT FROM IT. YET STILL HAVING THAT SAME AMOUNT LEFT TO THEM ONCE YOU DO HAVE CHILDREN. THAT'S A HEAD ACHE.
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1.29.2020
JANUARY 29TH, 2020
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: THE MAMBA MENTALITY
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TODAY IS THE ONE MONTH TIME STAMP OF MY 30TH BIRTHDAY. I AM GRATEFUL, I STARTED MY HOLDING PORTFOLIO ONCE AGAIN. I STARTED THE CRYPTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS IN THE SUMMER OF 2017. THREE YEARS AGO. THREE YEARS BEFORE THEN, I PURCHASED THREE BITCOINS AT $88 DOLLARS A PIECE. 3. IN 2013. I WAS 23. GOD IS GOOD ALL OF THE TIME. I PUT $225 ON MY ONLINE BANK CARD AT RITE AID. I PAID THE $5 FEE TO UPLOAD THE CARD BALANCE. I SENT JASON $100. I PAID THE PAYPAL FEE. $3.20. I PAID THE $25 FEE ON MY E-TRADE. I TRANSFERRED $122 ON THE E-TRADE. $97 WILL HIT THE HOLDING ACCOUNT. $48 WILL GO TO SMME. SMART METRICS. SMART METRICS IS THE BIOMETRICS COMPETITOR OF NEXT ID. NXT ID. 39 PENNIES NXT ID IS. ONE PENNY IS THE COST OF SMART METRIC STOCK. IN 2017, THE WINTER OF, SMME WAS 45 PENNIES. HALF OF NXT ID. I BIO MAY HAVE BEEN TEN PENNIES THEN AND EVEN WHEN I PURCHASED $10 WORTH IN STOCK, IN THE SUMMER OF 2018, ON ROBINHOOD FROM NEW YORK.
I ASKED JASON TO PURCHASE $25 WORTH OF SMME STOCK. I ASKED JASON TO SPEND THE OTHER $25 OF THE FIRST $50, ON RVBR, AT THREE PENNIES PER SHARE. 1600 SHARES OF SMME IN MY OWN ACCOUNT. HALF OF THOSE SHARES ARE IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. HALF THE $48 ON RVBR. 2500 SHARES, 4800 SHARES. 5000 SHARES. FLOATING THRU VARIOUS ACCOUNTS FROM NOW ON. MANIACALLY PURCHASING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS, ON THE MOST DIABOLICAL OF LEVELS. THE OTHER $50 WAS ASKED OF JASON TO DEPOSIT IT INTO HIS ROBINHOOD. WE ASKED JASON TO PURCHASE DOGECOIN WITH THE $50. WE CALCULATED THE DOGECOIN AMOUNT AT 20,500. THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING. I PRAY TO GOD I SEE THIS THRU. I AM TERRIFIED. I FEEL AN OVERWHELMING SENSE OF DESTINY ALL AROUND ME. I CAN NOT HELP BUT TO REMAIN FOCUSED AND DISCERNING.
I WILL CONTINUE TO INVEST IN THE STOCK MARKET. I HAVE SO MANY INDUSTRIES TO INCLUDE INTO THE PORTFOLIO. THE DIFFERENT COMPANIES IN THOSE INDUSTRIES, AVAILABLE ON E-TRADE AND ROBINHOOD, AND ANY OTHER PLATFORM I FIND. AFTER MANY ROUNDS OF DOING THIS, THE MOST URGENT ASPECT OF THE INVESTMENT WORLD I'M DELVING INTO TO BUILD MY FAMILY AN EMPIRE. I WILL GET THE ONLINE BANK ACCOUNT ALLOWING ME TO PUT MONEY INTO SAVINGS BONDS, ANY OTHER BONDS, AND CERTIFICATES OF DEPOSIT. THIS IS HOW I WILL STORE THE VAST OF THE MONEY I HAVE EARNED FROM WORK. I WILL GET ANOTHER ONLINE BANK, FOR A SAVINGS ONLY AND DON'T EVER HOLD THE CARD. ONLY TO PUT MORE ON THERE. THIS IS ALL UNTIL THE FOREX TRADING PAYS OFF. THEN IT'S TENS OF THOUSANDS OF SHARES PER WEEK. HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF ALTCOINS PER WEEK. TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DIGITAL UNITS OF FINANCIAL MEASURE. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ECONOMICAL PLEASURE?
I DO. I DO. I DO. DO I REALLY? I REALLY DO. COME TO THINK OF IT, I TRULY DO. JASON PURCHASED A NANO TECH COMPANY NNVC AT $2. NANO VERICIDES. HE SAYS I TOLD HIM ABOUT IT. HE LISTENED. I DID. GUESS I SHOULD BUY IT TO HOLD NOW. OF COURSE I MUST. IT WENT UP FROM $2 TO $8. IT JUST CAME DOWN FROM $18. TIMES TEN JASON'S INVESTMENT. NASTY. HE ONLY BOUGHT A FEW SHARES. HE STILL LISTENED THOUGH. HE PROFITED. HE DIDN'T CASH OUT. E-TRADE ALLOWS YOU TO EXECUTE A SELL TRADE INITIALLY. NOT AS IN SELLING YOUR HOLDINGS. BUY TO HOLD IN ONE TRADE. SELL TO TRADE UNTIL YOU BUY THEN TO HOLD MORE. WHEN THE STOCKS ARE HOLDING, DOUBLE OVER ONCE OR MORE TIMES, EXECUTE AN ORIGINAL SELL TRADE ON E-TRADE AGAINST IT. THEN USE THE PROFIT TO ENTER INTO THE BUY AT A LOWER PRICE. OR SPEND OTHER FUNDS TO BUY TO HOLD AT THE LOWER PRICES, WHILE YOU SEE HOW LOW DOES SHE GO.
AS I CONTINUE TO STUDY THE WORLD OF INVESTING AND ECONOMICS, I CAN DO SO KNOWING I AM CATCHING UP WITH MY OWN AMBITION, AND REALIZING THE VISION. I AM BRINGING AS MANY OTHERS TO THE WATERING HOLE WHOM AS IS CAN STOMACH SUCH THOUGHTS. MOST PEOPLE CAN NOT STOMACH THE THOUGHT OF THE POSSIBILITY OF RETIRING EARLY. DOUBT COMES FROM HAVING NO PLAN AT ALL. IT IS DOUBT FOR GOOD REASON. I'M REALLY GRATEFUL I GET TO BE THIS GUY. I AM YOUR SECRET BEST FRIEND. TELL THE WORLD ABOUT ME. I LOVED YOU. I WANTED FOR YOU, THE EARLIEST RETIREMENT POSSIBLE. RETIREMENT AS IN, YOU RETIRE HAVING A BOSS. FIRE YOUR BOSS. BOSS YOURSELF AROUND. NOW YOU ARE RETIRED. DUH. DOISKI.
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3:16 AM EST - 4;17AM EST
1.30.2020
FRIDAY JANUARY 30TH, 2020
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CHAPTER EIGHT-TEEN: KOBE BRYANT OF THE STOCK MARKET
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THE WHOLE KOBE BRYANT TRAGEDY HAS ME SHOOK. I AM SHAKEN. I FEEL LIKE, IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I AM TIRED OR HAVE A FEW HOURS TO GET TO BED TO GET ENOUGH REST FOR OVERTIME, SIX DAYS PER WEEK. I MUST FINISH THIS VOLUME AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. I MUST START THE NEXT VOLUMES AS QUICKLY AS I CAN. THE FIRST MONTH OF THE YEAR IS OVER. THE NEXT MONTH IS THE SHORTEST OF THE YEAR. I WANTED 25 SESSIONS IN EACH VOLUME. TODAY WOULD BE SESSION FIVE OF VOLUME TWO. I MUST PUSH MYSELF TO CATCH UP. THREE SESSIONS PER DAY OF ANYTHING, IS ONE THOUSAND SESSIONS YEARLY. I M GRATEFUL TO GOD I AM STILL ALIVE. I AM EVEN MORE GRATEFUL TO GOD, MY LOVED ONES AND OUR LOVED ONES ARE STILL ALIVE.
I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND AN INHERITANCE TO MY FAMILY. THE FACT, KOBE'S DAUGHTER GIANNA, AND OTHER KIDS WERE KILLED IN THE CRASH, MAKES ME WAY LESS ANXIOUS TO HAVE CHILDREN. BY THE TIME YOU FINISH READING OR LISTENING TO THIS FULL TEXT, IT MAY BE APPARENT WHAT MY FEARS ARE. MY FEAR, WHAT IF I WAS IN DANGER DUE TO HOW I USE MY INTELLIGENCE, ENERGETIC INPUT/OUTPUT, AND INFLUENCE AS A SPIRIT? THERE ARE CERTAIN THOUGHTS I HAVE THAT I DON'T NECESSARILY WANT TO INCLUDE IN THIS PROJECT, SO I WILL INCLUDE CERTAIN THOUGHTS THAT MAY GIVE INSIGHT INTO WHY I'M THINKING HOW I'M THINKING. I HAD TO ADOPT A LIFESTYLE ALLOWING SPACE TO GROW AND TO BE ABLE TO INVEST MY EARNINGS, FOCUS, AND TIME, INTERFERENCE FREE. CLEAR SIGNALS.
THE MAMBA MENTALITY, BEFORE I LEARNED OF IT IN 2018 OR 2019, I WAS EN ROUTE TO IT ALREADY. WHEN I DID WATCH THE DIFFERENT VIDEOS ABOUT THE MENTALITY, I WAS ALREADY DOING IT. IT WAS CONFIRMATION AND VALIDATION, TO CONTINUE IN MY FORM OF WORK ETHIC. I WOULD WATCH THE VIDEOS BEFORE AND AFTER WORK. I WOULD WATCH THE VIDEOS BEFORE AND AFTER THE WRITING AND RECORDING SESSIONS. I AM DEEPLY HURT BY THE NATURE OF KOBE'S PASSING AND HOW IT ALL PLAYED OUT. I HAVE WITHDREW FROM CERTAIN SOCIAL ACTIVITIES, INCLUDING DATING. I AM THIRTY, I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN A PERSON PREGNANT. ONE DAY THERE WILL TECHNOLOGY TO GIVE MEN ABILITY TO BIRTH A CHILD. GROSS. NET. BUT STILL GROSS. EEL. DISGUSTING. WE SHOULD STILL INVEST IN THE TECHNOLOGY. I DO NOT AGREE WITH SUCH TECHNOLOGY. YET AND STILL, BUSINESS NEVER PERSONAL DAWGA (TOMMY FORD VOICE).
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DID I MENTION E-TRADE CHARGES $7 PER TRANSACTION? SO ONLY $50 OR $100 E-TRADE DEPOSITS AT A TIME. NOT REALLY. ONLY $100 PER TRANSACTION AT A TIME, MINIMUM. WE HAVE OUR ECONOMIC MISSILE OF PRODUCTION, AIMED SQUARELY IN THE SIGHTS OF THE EMERGING MARKETS. THE TECHNOLOGY SECTOR, WAS SOMETHING THE PREVIOUS GENERATIONS DID NOT INVEST IN THESE COMPANIES. PERSONALLY, AS A MILLENNIAL, I AM ALREADY ASHAMED OF THE PIECES OF THE RECENT TECHNOLOGY SECTOR, I MISSED INVESTING IN AT THOSE TIMES THEY EMERGED. I WILL MAKE UP FOR THIS, IN MY THIRTIES. I HAVE JUST TURNED THIRTY, ONE MONTH AGO. THE ENTIRE MONTH, FLEW BY. MONTH TWO HAS BEGUN. THIS IS MONTH TWO'S FIRST WRITING SESSION RECORDING.
WHAT WE ARE SAYING IS THAT WE ARE MAKING SURE, WE INVEST IN THE TECHNOLOGY SECTORS EVERY MONTH. THE MONTH'S HAPPEN TO HAVE BEEN FLYING BY FOR DECADES. ENSURING THUS PROFITS ARE RETURNING ON INVESTMENT. THE ONLY WAY TO WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP, IS WITH THE MAMBA MENTALITY. FROM HERE ON OUT, WE REFER TO THE INVESTIOPATHOLOGY, AS THE MAMBA MENTALITY WHEN APPLIED TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND LEVERAGING. PROPERLY LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR AS THE BLACK MAMBA WOULD IN SUCH AN INDUSTRY. SO NOW I CAN TRANSLATE IT TO THESE TERMS. HERE IS MY BLACK MAMBA IN THE STOCK MARKET IMPRESSION.
YOU HAVE TO PURCHASE STOCKS RIGHT NOW. YOU'RE GETTING OLDER. YOU MUST SECURE YOUR FINANCIAL LEGACY. YOU MUST FINALLY BUILD AND FUND THE EMPIRES YOU SET OUT TO SET UP. YOU DEDICATED YOUR TWENTIES DECADE, BEFORE THE TWENTY TWENTIES. YOUR THIRTIES ARE ALL ABOUT STOCKS. THIS IS YOUR SECOND CAREER. THESE NEXT TEN YEARS, YOU BUILD YOUR INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO, THE SAME WAY YOU BUILT YOUR CREATIVE ARTISTRY PORTFOLIO. WHY YOU WRITE THIS, IS FOR THOSE YOUNGER TO APPLY THIS SOONER. DON'T LISTEN TO THOSE WITHOUT STOCKS, ABOUT STOCKS. I WILL HAVE MORE SHARES TOTAL THAN ANYONE YOU KNOW. I'LL PROVE IT. THAT IS WHY I OFFER WHATEVER I OFFER. I FELT THE PAIN OF THE FATE OF ANYONE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. THE MORE FINANCIALLY LITERATE I GROW, I HURT MORE AND MORE FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T. WHY SHOULD I BE SO LUCKY? LUCKY ENOUGH TO DO MY BEST TO HELP. IF YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROOM WHO CAN READ, IN A CROWDED ROOM, WHERE EVERYONE HAD LETTERS TO BE READ, BUY YOUR OWN BOTTLE. BYOB.
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I AIM TO HAVE A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT OF SHARES, BOTH DOMESTIC AND FOREIGN, OF COMPANIES OF THE EMERGING INDUSTRY VARIETY. I LIVE 1000 MILES AWAY FROM ANY FAMILY I'VE LIVED AROUND BEFORE. I AM SINGLE. I WAS SINGLE WHEN I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I HAVE BEEN SINGLE SINCE I HAVE BEEN HERE, SINCE AUGUST OF 2018. ONE YEAR AND A HALF. THE ENTIRE TIME I HAVE BEEN TRADING FOREIGN CURRENCY, MINUS THE FIRST TWO MONTHS OF THE FIRST SEASON, FIRST QUARTER, IN NEW YORK. TRADING CURRENCY DURING THE NEW YORK SESSION, FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I APPRECIATE THE INSIGHT GOD HAS GIVEN ME, SO MUCH, I MUST HELP YOU THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GIVE OUT LOANS. I AM NOT NEXO WALLET. IF YOU WANT A LOAN, YOU SHOULD PURCHASE YOUR ALT COINS TODAY.
USE YOUR ALT COINS AS COLLATERAL, FOR THE NEXO WALLET OFFERED CRYPTO LOAN. THERE IS A NEW KIND OF LOAN EMERGING FROM THE FINANCIAL WATERS OF HISTORY'S TIDE. ALL OF MY MONEY IS GOING TO BE FOREVER TIDE UP IN INVESTMENTS. TIED UP. PEOPLE WON'T BE LOANING MONEY FROM ME. I'M NOT A BANK. I DON'T LIKE BANKS. I RESPECT THE TONTINE. NEITHER HERE NOR THERE. SO WHERE IS IT? ABSOLUTELY NOWHERE. THIS MAY END UP THE MOST CINEMATIC INVESTMENT STRATEGY PUBLICATION EVER. EVER. EVER. I WATCHED A STOCK I HAD ON MY WATCHLIST, GO FROM $2 TO $18. IT IS NOW AT $12 FROM $8 AFTER THE SELL OFF STABILIZATION. JASON PURCHASED A FEW SHARES. MAYBE HE WISHES HE HAD PURCHASED MORE. IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE ON E-TRADE TO ENTER SELL TRADES ON THE SAME SYMBOLS YOU ARE HOLDING IN YOUR HOLDING PORTFOLIO. TRADE SELL THE STOCKS YOU ARE HOLDING WHEN THEY DOUBLE MANY TIMES OVER, AS IN THIS SCENARIO.
NOW I HAVE TO THINK WITH NO EMOTION. I MUST GET IN ON THE STOCK. NANO VERICIDES. NNVC ON THE NASDAQ. I WATCHED NNVC, ELEVATE FROM $3 BELOW THE PENNY STOCK CATEGORY, TO BEING $7 OVER A PENNY STOCK AFTER ALMOST DOUBLING THAT PRICE OF $12. IS $8 THE NEXT SUPPORT LEVEL? WILL IT EVER GO BACK TO $8? I BELIEVE SO. THE MARKET PROJECTION IS FOR ANOTHER THREE TO FIVE YEARS. SO WHAT IS THE BEST SOLUTION BOTH WAYS, CONSIDERING ALL FACTORS CONSIDERED. FIRST FACTOR? THE FIRST FACTOR IS WHAT IF IT GOES BACK DOWN AFTER YOU BUY TO HOLD AT THIS PRICE TOM? USE YOUR TRADING INSTINCT TO SELL TRADE IT AT $12. YOU CHECKED THE TRADING VIEW TECHNICAL ANALYSIS OSCILLATORS. SELL AT $12 IT SAYS. THIS WOULD MEAN YOU PROFIT OFF OF THE STABILIZATION OF THE MASSIVE SELL OFF MANIFESTING LAST WEEK. THIS ALLOWS YOU TO GET IN AT A BETTER PRICE LEVEL, WHILE IT DROPS AS LOW AS YOU MAY WANT IT TO DROP, WHEN CONSIDERING THE LONG TERM PURCHASING OF THE SHARES IN QUESTION, MARK.
NOW WHEN IT SAYS TO BUY ON THE TRADING VIEW CHART, I WILL BUY TO HOLD. HERE'S THE KICKER. CONSIDERING THE OTHER FACTOR, OF $12 BEING THE NEW SUPPORT LEVEL, EVEN THOUGH NOT TOO LIKELY NOW, WE WILL PURCHASE $100 IN SHARES NNVC. GRAB TEN SHARES WHILE YOU SELL TRADE. THEN BUY MORE SHARES. KEEP BUYING SHARES IN REVERSE LEVELS AS IT TANKS BACK TO JASON'S PRICE OR AT THE ONE DOLLAR NEAR PENNY STOCK LEVEL. THERE ARE MANY WAYS THIS STOCK COULD GO. ANTICIPATE THEM ALL THEN ACT IMMEDIATELY. WHY DID JASON'S STOCK IN NNVC GO UP? WE ARE LOOKING IN THE PROPER LONGITUDE LATITUDE. OUR DEGREES OF SEPARATION, ARE THREE FEET FROM DIGITAL GOLD. INTRODUCING THE BLACK MAMBA MENTALITY, INTO THE FINANCIAL SECTORS, TECH SECTORS, OH YEAH. HISTORY IN THE MAKING WE ARE ALL WATCHING. I CAN SEE THE HISTORY COMING. I CAN SEE THE FUTURE COMING. IT IS EMERGING RIGHT BEFORE OUR VERY EYES. THE UNIVERSE AND THE COSMOS HAVE ALLOTTED ME, THE PRIVILEGE OF A LIFE OF ANONYMITY. NO ONE KNOWS ME. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'VE BEEN UP TO. I LEFT BEHIND A BOMB. WHEN IT BLOWS UP THEY WILL THEN KNOW MY NAME. THIS PUBLICATION COULD GIVE RISE TO MANY NEW GENERATIONAL WEALTH CREATORS. GENERATIONAL WEALTH IS STATED AS $20 MILLION.
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1:34AM EST - 2:34AM EST
2.2.2020
FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
SUPERBOWL DAY
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CHAPTER NINE-TEEN: REVERBUR
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JASON HAS A FIDELITY ACCOUNT. JASON STARTED A SECOND
E-TRADE TRADING ACCOUNT, WITHIN THE BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. JASON PURCHASED TWO SHARES OF NNVC AT $2 PER SHARE. JASON THEN PURCHASED TWO SHARES OF NNVC, AT $8 PER SHARE. JASON IS PROGRESSING WELL INTO WEALTH JASON IS ALSO PROCESSING WEALTH CREATION WELL. HE ASKED ME HOW DID I FIND OUT ABOUT NNVC? NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY, NANO VERICIDES. MY ANSWER TO JASON WAS TO ME A DASH IGNORANT. I JUST LOOKED IN PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES. THEREFORE BEFORE PURCHASING SHARES, THE COMPANIES ARE OF LITTLE CONCERN. AS FAR AS WE ARE CONCERNED, AT THIS PROFIT MARGIN, THESE COMPANIES ARE ALL BANGERS. HEAD BANGERS. AS IN, YOU MIGHT JUST END UP BANGING YOUR HEAD ON THE SOFA.
LISTEN. ARE YOU LISTENING? ARE YOU SURE YOU ARE LISTENING? BIONIC CHIZZY. NANO CHAD. NANO CHATO. I AM EXCITED ABOUT THE END OF THIS VOLUME. FIVE MORE ONE HOUR SESSIONS. GO BACK AND ADD TO SHORTER SESSIONS. I LOOK FORWARD TO PUBLISHING THIS PROJECT. I LOOK FORWARD TO ORDERING COPIES OF VOLUME ONE. I LOOK FORWARD TO READING VOLUME ONE. I LOOK FORWARD TO PROOF READING VOLUME ONE. THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. WHY AMERICA SLEPT? HONESTLY, I TOLD YOU. I AM TERRIFIED. I FEEL A SENSE OF DESTINY AS NEVER BEFORE FELT. REVERBUR. HOW JASON PRONOUNCES RVBR. I FEEL AS IF I AM NOT GOING HARD AND FAST ENOUGH, IN THE FINANCIAL MARKETS. PERIOD. NO ELLIPSIS. ON THE 3RD OF FEBRUARY, THE E-TRADE DEPOSIT OF $97 WILL BE AVAILABLE FOR TRADING. I WILL BE HOLDING THOUGH. JASON'S ACCOUNT WILL HAVE $100 I SENT AVAILABLE FOR HOLDING. WE WILL PURCHASE WITH THE FUNDS, TWO DIFFERENT COMPANIES. JASON SENT $10 IN RIPPLE XRP, TO HIS FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING ACCOUNT, AND MINE.
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SUNDAY FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
2.2.2020
GROUNDHOG DAY
BADGER DAY
SACRED BEAR DAY EH
SUPER BOWL 54
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CHAPTER TWENTY: NAOV AND NANO VIBRONIX
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I JUST REMEMBERED, E-TRADE HAS AN OPTION TO IMPORT OTHER E-TRADE ACCOUNTS. I WILL FIND OUT. I WILL THEN BE ABLE TO, PURCHASE SHARES AND SEND THE PORTFOLIO TO A LOVED ONE. THEREFORE I CAN BUILD PORTFOLIOS AS QUICKLY AS I NEED TO. EACH ACCOUNT WILL HAVE A BENEFICIARY. YET AND STILL, WE YEARN FOR NOTHING BUT SUCCESS, IN OUR ENDEAVORS. IF I GIVE UP THE PERSONAL LIFE, FOR ANOTHER DECADE, WHAT HAPPENS? MAYBE FIVE YEARS. I DON'T KNOW THE FULL SPECS OF MY OWN FATE. SO, THIS JUST DOES NOTHING MORE THAN INSPIRE ME TO GO WAY HARDER THEN. I DO NOT KNOW WHEN THIS IS ALL GOING TO END, SO LET'S JUST BEGIN TO GO AS HARD AS WE CAN WHEN WE GO, UNTIL THE END.
MY ENTIRE JOURNEY UP TO NEW YORK, I WAS SURROUNDED BY FAMILY. BEING BLESSED TO BE HERE AND STILL PURSUING THE DREAMS, I MUST MAKE SURE MY FAMILY IS FINANCIALLY SECURE FOR THE BLOODLINE'S LIFETIME. MAKING A BILLION DOLLARS BY YOURSELF IS EXHILARATING. ACTUALLY. I HAVE TO GO HARD IN THIS ENDEAVOR, DUE TO ONE SIMPLE FACT. NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE START UP. ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE THOUGH AND SO I WILL MAKE IT WORK. THIS HAS TO BE SO WEIRD FOR SOME, SOME MAY GET IT QUICKLY. SOME WILL GET IT INSTANTLY.
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PLEASE ALLOW ME, TO FURTHER PLACE YOU INTO THE STUDY DEN. THE DEN OF STUDY IS MAGNIFICENT. FOR EXAMPLE. URGENT ISSUE. THERE IS A LIST OF INDUSTRIES TO INVEST IN, UTILIZING THE STOCK MARKET. WE HAVE A FEW COMPANIES TOTAL, ON THE WATCHLIST. THEY ARE COMPRISED OF DIFFERENT INDUSTRIES AMONG COMPETING DUOS. WORKING TOGETHER TO PROFIT OUR PORTFOLIOS. NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY. SMME AND NXT-ID ARE BIOMETRICS COMPANIES. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT, WHAT INDUSTRY RVBR IS IN. TOMORROW, THE THIRD OF FEBRUARY, WE WILL HAVE THE FUNDS ON E-TRADE TO PURCHASE RVBR SHARES. $90 WORTH IN COMPANY STOCK. JASON'S $100 WILL BE USED FOR DOGECOIN AND SMME. $0.002 AND $0.012, RESPECTIVELY. 20,500 DOGECOIN IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. DO THAT THREE TIMES AND MATCH THE MAX AMOUNT OF DOGECOIN I HAD IN 2018, BEFORE TRADING CURRENCY. I HAVE TO GET THOSE DOGECOINS BACK. THEN MORE DOGECOIN. I HAD 500 RIPPLE XRP IN THE COINBASE. I HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR ALL OF MY 2018 ACCOUNTS.
ON ROBINHOOD, I WAS ABLE TO TYPE IN THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRIES. ROBINHOOD THEN SHOWED ME COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRY. IF ROBINHOOD ONLY SHOWED ME THE COMPANIES WITH THE NAME OF THE INDUSTRY IN IT SOMEHOW, THEN DANG. BRA, WE HAVE TO LOCATE STOCKS RELATED TO AUTONOMOUS CARS. THE SELF DRIVING REVOLUTION. WE MUST BE A PART OF IT. I ALWAYS WANTED MY OWN DRIVER. EVERYONE KNOWS IT. I WOULD PAY THE DRIVER $100,000 YEARLY. THEIR RETIREMENT PORTFOLIO WOULD BE AMAZING. MY DRIVER WOULD'VE BEEN A BILLIONAIRE AT THE END OF IT ALL. THE CAREER. ON E-TRADE, I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THE ROBINHOOD STOCKS LOCATED. I WILL SEE IF THE E-TRADE SEARCH ENGINE IS LIKE OR BETTER THAN ROBINHOOD. ON GOOGLE, IT IS DIFFERENT TO FIND COMPANIES IN THE INDUSTRIES. PENNY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES. 5$. EVEN $20 IS WHATEVER. IT IS SUCH A RACE. THE RACE AGAINST THE PROJECTION TIME OF THESE INDUSTRIES.
AUTONOMOUS CARS, I NEED STOCKS IN FIVE G. 5G STOCKS MUST BE MINE. IT'S AN EASY KILL. GET IT? TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE DANGEROUS. DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY MIGHT BE USED AGAINST YOU ONE DAY. IMAGINE IF YOU INVESTED HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS INTO POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS TECHNOLOGY? POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS AS IN IF IT IS IN THE WRONG HANDS. ALWAYS REMEMBER, UNDERGROUND BUNKERS COST MONEY. THESE ARE TWO NEW INDUSTRIES, I HAD PUT ON THE LIST MENTALLY. THIS MAY BE THE FIRST TIME I AM MENTIONING THEM BOTH. I MAY HAVE MENTIONED FIVE G IN THIS VOLUME. I MAY HAVE ALREADY TOUCHED ON THE NOTE OF TECHNOLOGY POSSIBLY GROWING DANGEROUS. IT WOULD HAPPEN EVEN WITHOUT YOUR MONEY. GOOD REASON TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE UNDERGROUND BUNKER. GOOD REASON TO HAVE FUNDS FOR THE FOREIGN TRIPS ABROAD. GOOD THING TO HAVE THE FUNDS FOR THE NEW HOUSES ABROAD. AFTER THIS CHAPTER, THE PROJECT IS TO RECORD US RESEARCHING FOR COMPANIES IN ALL OF THE INDUSTRIES. THIS WAY, WE ARE MORE PRIVY TO THE ACTUAL PRICES OF THE COMPANIES OFFERED ON THE PLATFORMS, IN THESE PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES.
IT IS A FULL ON RACE OF RESEARCH AND APPLICATION. ONLY CONSTANT APPLICATION OF CONSTANT RESEARCH, WILL GET THIS DONE. THIS IS WHY WE NEED TO HAVE A LIST OF COMPANIES IN EACH INDUSTRY, AVAILABLE ON THE PLATFORMS WE ARE USING TO HOLD THE COMPANY STOCKS. THIS IS MY LINGO. I FEEL FINANCIAL LITERACY, OOZING THRU THE VEINS. I'M ONLY BEGINNING. THANK GOD AND GOD WILLING. I WANTED TO DO A RECORDING, ABOUT IZZY. I WILL, WHILE RESEARCHING THE INDIVIDUAL COMPANIES, WITHIN EACH INDUSTRY. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THEIR COMPETITORS. ONCE YOU FIND THE COMPANIES, YOU FIND THE RELATED INDUSTRIES AS WELL. THIS IS ON MY MIND HEAVY. THIS IS THE ENTIRE HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT. THE LESSON PLANS FOR CREATIVE FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, WOULD BE PRISTINE. THEY WOULD BE CLEAN. IN ALL OF THE STORIES I HAVE DONE, I FEEL REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE. VOLUME ONE OF TWENTY FIVE.
I ONLY WANTED TO EXPLORE MY OWN MIND. I WANTED THE CONFIDENCE IN MY OWN CREATIVE FACULTIES, TO ATTAIN DESTINY. WHAT I AM WORKING ON, IS TOO VALUABLE, FOR A RECKLESSLY GUIDED SOCIAL LIFE TO STEER IT OFF COURSE. I WILL BE LONELY, IF I AM STAYING ON COURSE. IF I STAY ON COURSE LONG ENOUGH, I WON'T BE SO LONELY FOREVER. IF I STILL AM, THEN I WAS FOREVER ON COURSE. I PUT MY PERSONAL YEARNINGS ASIDE FOR YEILDINGS. FEELINGS AND YEILDINGS. YEARNINGS AND EARNINGS. THE LEARNINGS AND THE BURNINGS. BUILDING THE DREAM LIFE FOR MYSELF, HAS LEFT ME WITH NO PERSONAL LIFE. I AM CRAFTING MY TIME. BACK TO AUTONOMOUS CARS NOW. WE NEED TO KNOW WHAT COMPANIES ARE IN EACH INDUSTRY. WE CAN THEN CALCULATE MANY DOLLARS WE NEED FOR ONE HUNDRED TO ONE THOUSAND SHARES IN COMPANY STOCK. I JUST HAD TO ASK MYSELF, WHAT FONT IS THIS? THIS FONT IS EPIC. EPIC FONTS.
THE MORE STOCKS YOU FIND, IN THE INDUSTRY YOU ARE LOOKING IN, THE MORE STOCKS YOU CAN BUY, OF MORE COMPANIES, WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. OBSTACLES WILL COME OUR WAY. IT IS JUST THE UNIVERSE TESTING US. THIS IS WHAT WE WANT TO WORK ON, AFTER THIS CHAPTER, AFTER EATING FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY. WE MIGHT WORK ON CHAPTER TWENTY ONE INSTEAD THOUGH. COME TO THINK ABOUT IT. WE ARE ALMOST DONE. WE STILL HAVE TO SPEND AN HOUR TRIMMING THE AUDIO FILES FOR THE WEEK. THEN SPEND ANOTHER HOUR UPLOADING ONE WEEK'S WORTH OF AUDIO FILES FROM CHADZO. "FROM CHADZO" MEANING THE AMOUNT OF WORK I PUT IN. INPUT OUTPUT. INPUT OUTPUT. IN PUT OUT PUT. PUT OUT PUT IN. PUTIN. RASPUTIN. RASPBERRY FREEZE 50X.
nstg nano string NSTG NANO STRING.
KLAC KLA. TLRY TILRAY. INFY INFOSYS. CY CYPRESS SEMICONDUCTOR. NH NANT HEALTH. NVEC NVE. CTST CANNTRUST. 180 DEGREE CAPITAL. NAOV NANOVIBRONIX. BRKR BRUKER. ARWR ARROWHEAD PHARMACEUTICALS. CYBR CYBERARK. HACK. ETFMG PRIME CYBER SECURITY ETF. NOC NORTHROP GRUMMAN. RTN RATHEON. CIBR FIRST TRUST NASDAQ CYBERSECURITY ETF. AON AON. FTNT FORTINET. PFPT PROOFPOINT. BAH BOOZ ALLEN HAMILTON. FEYE. CACI CACI. RPD RAPID7. QLYS QUALYS. BOTZ GLOBAL X ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. NIO NIO $3.75. QD QUDIAN $2.83. ASGN ASGN INCORPORATED. IRBO iSHARES ROBOTICS AND ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE $26.97. UBOT DIREXION DAILY ROBOTICS, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. ROBOT FIRST TRUST EXCHANGE TRADED FUND VI $34.89 KFRC KFORCE $37.00.
KRTX. GNUS $0.29. MU. NSIT. EPD $25.75. PEG. XBI . BIIB. IBB. ZBH. BMRN. ADPT $29.00. LABU $46.42. BLUE. BHVN $48.49. GILD $65.37. TMO. HON. A AGILENT. BDSI $5.25. GLW $26.81. PEAK $35.99. AMRN $18.55. ANPC $10.12. BIO. ITCI $22.41. CRNC $21.35. ANVS $6.45. NTRP $1.14. FEDU $1.23. $100.08 NBIX. ABBV. SYK. LLY. ABT. HCA. VRTX. EKSO BIONICS $0.36. SONVY $49.99. SPY. EEM $42.11. IWM. FXI $39.50. HYG. IVV. EFA $67.48. TLT. LQD. GDX $29.01. GHC. NWN $73.38. COMM $12.22. GPK $15.63. BKNG $1830.55. CRWD. SPCE $16.91. IQV $155.25. HLT. EQH $24.02. CCK CROWN HOLDINGS $74.03.
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1:37AM EST - 2:27AM EST
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 4TH, 2020
2.4.2020
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CHAPTER TWENTY ONE: DOLLARS IN CAPITAL

Sony WH-1000XM4 Wireless Premium Noise Canceling Over Ear Headphones with Mic
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***** These are hardly ever used, comes with original BOX and headphones, THATS IT. The sound and easy of use is very very good, they look new, no noticeable scratches or blemishes, I wiped the headphones down after testing ****
Tested and works perfectly, paired with my IPHONE 11, I had to download the app, easy peasy. Sounds amazing, MISSING charging cable, Find on Amazon from $8-12 or so.
Industry-leading noise canceling with Dual Noise Sensor technology Next-level music with Edge-AI, co-developed with Sony Music Studios Tokyo
Up to 30-hour battery life with quick charging (10 min charge for 5 hours of playback)
Touch Sensor controls to pause play skip tracks, control volume, activate your voice assistant, and answer phone calls.
Note: If you face issue in Bluetooth connectivity please turn off the Bluetooth function for a couple of minutes, then turn it back on
Superior call quality with precise voice pickup Wearing detection pauses playback when headphones are removed
Seamless multi device pairing , Adaptive Sound Control provides a personalized listening experience Updated design relieves pressure for long-lasting comfort.
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PRICE: $260 SHIPPED
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Sony MDR7506 Professional Large Diaphragm Headphone (NEW SEALED)
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***** This was NOT tested as it is sealed NEW in the original packaging *****
Neodymium magnets and 40 millimeter drivers for powerful, detailed sound
Closed ear design provides comfort and outstanding reduction of external noises
9.8 foot cord ends in gold plated plug and it is not detachable; 1/4 inch adapter included
Folds up for storage or travel in provided soft case
Frequency Response: 10 Hertz to 20 kilohertz
These large diaphragm, foldable headphones feature a rugged construction, a secure, highly effective closed ear design
Connectivity technology : Wired
$70 SHIPPED (NEW SEALED)
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This is probably a bit of a stretch, but does anyone know the decibel reduction in 308 from the gen 1 to gen 2 tbac 338 ultra? The 6.5 creedmore had a 10 db reduction which is crazy. Trying to decide if I want a clearance gen 1 or splurge for the gen 2. It’ll be doing double duty on a 338 and a 308
Edit: found the answer, it’s a 7db difference on 308, 121 vs 114 at shooters ear. Gen 2 338 has basically the same performance as their dedicated 30 cal can (which is 113 at shooters ear) at the cost of a little length and weight (1.4” and 2.4 oz)

3.1.2020
SUNDAY MARCH 1ST, 2020
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #12: THE ZERO SUM GAME

SCENE #12:. YOU DOWNLOAD [FREEWALLET.ORG](https://FREEWALLET.ORG) APP. OPEN AN ACCOUNT WITH YOUR FACEBOOK. YOUR GOOGLE PLUS. YOUR PHONE NUMBER. DOWNLOAD DOGEWALLET APP. FOUR CRYPTO WALLETS. RIGHT THERE. COINBASE. THE FIRST CRYPTO WALLET. THE OFFICIAL BITCOIN WALLET. DOWNLOAD E-TRADE APP. SIGN UP FOR E-TRADE. GLOBAL ACCOUNT. TWICE. INDIVIDUAL ACCOUNT. THREE TIMES. JOINT ACCOUNT. IF MARRIED. OR NOT. ROBINHOOD ACCOUNT. STASH ACCOUNT. INTERACTIVE BROKERS. FXCHOICE. TRADERSWAY. THIS IS THE SET UP YOU NEED. TO TRADE CURRENCY. WHILE BUILDING THE EQUITY. IN EVERY AVAILABLE EQUITY. YOU'RE TRADING FIAT CURRENCY. BUILDING THE EQUITY IN DIGITAL CURRENCY. CRYPTO. THE CRYPTO RISES. SIGN UP FOR NEXO WALLET. TRANSFER TRADING PROFIT. BUILT IN CRYPTO. TO CRYPTO WALLETS. INCLUDING NEXO. ESPECIALLY NEXO. NEXO WALLET. THE FIRST OFFER FOR THE CRYPTO LOAN. THE FIRST DIGITAL ASSET USED AS LOAN COLLATERAL. HOWEVER MUCH THE DIGITAL ASSET. IS WORTH. THE AMOUNT IN LOANS YOU CAN GET. MEANING NOW. A NEW FORM OF CREDIT. THE FUTURE OF THE CREDIT LINE. THE FUTURE OF CREDIT LINES. THE FUTURE OF THE CREDIT CARD. THE FUTURE OF CREDIT. NOW. THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. IS POSSIBLE. THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. IS SUPER POSSIBLE. THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. IS DUPER POSSIBLE. SUPER DUPER POSSIBLE. YOU DEPOSIT CRYPTO INTO THE NEXO WALLET. WAIT FOR THE RIPE SEASON. TAKE OUT A LOAN. YOU MUST FLIP THE LOAN. YOU MUST DOUBLE THE LOAN. AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. AS SAFELY AS POSSIBLE. SO IF YOU EARNING POWER IS A MILLION DOLLARS. LOAN A MILLION FROM YOUR CRYPTO STASH. WITH ALL OF THIS DONE. NOW YOU HAVE YOUR CRYPTO HOLDINGS. BEING BUILT. FROM FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING PROFITS. IN CRYPTO. THE PROFIT IS BUILT IN CRYPTO. IN CERTAIN TRADING ACCOUNTS. TWO XRP ACCOUNTS. ON FXCHOICE. TWO USD TRADING ACCOUNTS. TWO EUR TRADING ACCOUNTS. TWO GBP TRADING ACCOUNTS. TWO BTC TRADING ACCOUNTS. TWO ETHEREUM TRADING ACCOUNTS. THE ONLY ACCOUNTS YOU WITHDRAW FROM. FOR CONSUMING THE MONEY ON BILLS. LIVING EXPENSES. BUSINESS EXPENSES. COMES FROM THE USD TRADING ACCOUNTS. LEAVE THE EUR AND GBP TRADING ACCOUNTS. AS A BANK FOR SAVING. IN FOREIGN FUNDS. A FOREIGN SAVINGS FUND. AT THAT NATIONAL INTEREST RATE. SAY YOU BUILD THE EUR AND GBP TRADING ACCOUNT. TO ONE MILLION EUROS AND ONE MILLION POUNDS. YOU STASH THEM IN A FXCHOICE WALLET. NOW YOU HAVE TWO MILLION IN EUROPEAN CURRENCY. AS YOUR EMERGENCY BACKUP. MAKING YOU A MULTI MILLIONAIRE. NO MATTER WHAT. UNTIL YOU SPEND. NOW YOU GET A USD WALLET. GET THE BTC WALLET. THE ETH WALLET. THE XRP WALLET. SO NOW. YOU HAVE MULTIPLE TRADING ACCOUNTS. IN MULTIPLE EQUITIES. IN ALL AVAILABLE EQUITIES. AND THE RESPECTIVE WALLETS. FOR HOLDING THE SAVINGS. AND TAXES. YOU BUILD PROFIT IN ONE ACCOUNT. TRANSFER $10 ANOTHER ACCOUNT IN THAT EQUITY. YOU WILL NEED $30 IN ONE EQUITY. TO CONVERT IT TO ANOTHER EQUITY. $30 IS BTC ACCOUNT TO CONVERT TO AN XRP OR USD ACCOUNT. I HAVE TO DO THIS NEXT. WHEN IT IS TIME TO SWITCH. I HAVE TO CLOSE TRADES ON ONE OR TWO. NOT RE ENGAGING IN NEW TRADES ON TWO ACCOUNTS. SO I CAN TRANSFER PROFITS TO ANOTHER TRADING ACCOUNT. TO INCREASE PROFITS AND ACCOUNT AMOUNTS. NOW. THE E-TRADE AND ROBINHOOD ACCOUNTS. FOR THE USD WALLETS. THE USD EQUITY TRADING PROFITS. SPENT ON STOCKS. CONSUMING SHARES. HOLDING SHARES. BUYING THE STOCKS. TECHNOLOGY STOCKS. EMERGING TECHNOLOGY STOCKS. EMERGING MARKETS. NANO TECHNOLOGY. BIOMETRICS. CYBER SECURITY. CYBER NETICS. CRYPTO CURRENCY. ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. ROBOTICS. PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY. BIONICS. MYO ELECTRIC PROSTHETICS. COGNITIVE SCIENCE. BIO SCIENCE. BIO TECH. NEURO SCIENCE. ENTERPRISING SOFTWARE. FULLY IMMERSIVE VIRTUAL REALITY. E-COMMERCE. M-COMMERCE. VIRTUAL REALITY. SMART DIAPER. SMART TECHNOLOGY. FIVE G. FIVE G PHONES. AUTONOMOUS CAR TECH. THIS IS HOW YOU COMBINE. THE TRADING FOREIGN CURRENCY. WITH CRYPTO CURRENCY HOLDING. STOCK HOLDING. STASHING THE PROFITS. MADE APPLYING THE OSCILLATION STRATEGY. THE OSCILLATOR. OSCILLATING. CATCHING EVERY OSCILLATION. 500 POINTS IN BETWEEN. 500 POINTS PER TRADE. 500 POINTS PER HALF SWING. BACK AND FORTH. 50% RETURNS. 100% RETURNS. EVERY DAY. EVERY OTHER DAY. EVERY TWO DAYS. EVERY WEEK. EVERY MONTH. EVERYTIME YOU DOUBLE. IF YOU DOUBLE DOWN. PUTTING YOUR DOUBLE BACK DOWN. NOW YOU'RE DOUBLING. YOUR DOUBLES. YOU ARE DOUBLING DOUBLES. AT THIS POINT. IN CONJUNCTION WITH. PAYING ALL OF YOUR BILLS. IN ADVANCE. INVESTING THE MAJORITY OF THE TRADING PROFITS. INTO THE LONGTERM VISION OF THE STOCK MARKETS TECH TRAJECTORY. THE TECHNOLOGICAL SECTOR. IN THE STOCK MARKET. IS POISED. ON IT'S OWN TRAJECTORY. EVERY DECADE. EVERY DECADE IS THE START. OF THE NEW REVOLUTION. TECHNOLOGICAL. THE NEW TECH REVOLUTION. THE TECH REV. THE TECHNO REVO. OF THE 1990'S. THE 2000'S. THE 2010'S. THE 2020'S. THE 2030'S. THE 1980'S. THE 1970'S. SOME. SO LONG AGO. SOME NOT TOO LONG AGO. THE REST. RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER. THE NEW YORK SESSION. CLOSES. IN 30 MINUTES. THE SESSION WILL BE CLOSED IN THIRTY MINUTES. THE SYDNEY SESSION. IS UP NEXT. THE FOREX MARKET. IS OPEN. 120 HOURS. PER WEEK. 5PM EVERY DAY. STARTING SUNDAY. IS A NEW 24 HOUR PERIOD. GONE. FROM THE 120 HOURS TOTAL. YOU HAVE TO WORK THE MARKET. TO WORK THE MARKET. FOR 120 HOURS. STRAIGHT. NON STOP. EVERY DAY CONSECUTIVE. EVERY WEEK. CONSISTENTLY. MONTHLY. BRINGING IN 1000% IN PROFIT. 700% WEEKLY. 1000% WEEKLY. 1400% WEEKLY. 120 TIMES IN PROFIT. MONTHLY. STASHING THE MANJORITY. INTO DIGITAL ASSETS. INTO ASSETS. INTO MORE ASSETS. INTO ALL ASSETS. INTO NOTHING BUT ASSETS. PURCHASING. PURCHASING. AND PURCHASING. ASSETS. ALL VARIETIES. QUITE FEVERISHLY. 

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1:25AM EST - 1:51AM EST
3.2.2020
MONDAY MARCH 2ND, 2020
SESSION #1:
3.2.2020.
11:36AM EST - 12:00PM NOON
SESSION #2:
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #13:

SCENE #13:. THE FOREX MARKET OPENED AT 5PM. ON SUNDAY. MARCH 1ST. 2020. TODAY IS THE SECOND OF MARCH. MARCH 2ND. 2020. THIS IS THE FIRST WEEK. WE ARE APPLYING. THE FULL STRATEGY. THE OSCILLATION. THE OSCILLATION COASTER. COASTER OSCILLATION STRATEGY. OPERATING TWO BROKERAGE ACCOUNTS. JASON'S BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. MY OWN BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. JASON'S BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. HAS ONE TRADING ACCOUNT. ACTIVELY TRADING. THE TOTAL BALANCE. $30. EQUITY $30. THE OPEN TRADES? AUDNZD SELL. TIMES TEN TRADES. CAUGHT BETWEEN POINT 617 - 680. 100 POINTS FROM 780-800. WHERE IT PEAKED. AT 11PM. THE ASIAN SESSION. THE TRADING VIEW STATS. GREEN. 65%. 630 POINTS UP. IN THE GREEN. THE BLUE. THE BLACK. THE PROFIT. MMY BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. TWO ACTIVE TRADING ACCOUNTS. TOTAL BALANCE. IN ACCOUNT. $90. JASON'S ACCOUNT. CAN TOUCH THE $100 LEVEL. FROM THIS SWING DOWN. 10 TRADES TIMES $6. $60 PLUS $30. $90. EQUAL TO MY BROKERAGE ACCOUNT NOW. IN GOLF TERMS. ONE PUT. ONE DRIVE. ONE SWING. EQUALLED THE BALANCE OF THE $30 ACCOUNT. WITH THE $90 ACCOUNT. NOW BOTH ACCOUNTS ARE SWINGING. FROM THE $100 LEVERAGE LEVEL. THE LEVEL OF LEVERAGE. EACH SWING. BRINGING IN 50%. RETURNS. ON INVESTMENT. 50% GAINS. GOING FOR 100% GAINS. EACH SWING. UP OR DOWN. THREE TRADING ACCOUNTS. ACTIVELY TRADING. FOR 120 HOURS. RIDING THE HIGH POINT. DOWN TO ZERO. RIDING THE ZERO POINT. BACK TO THE HIGH POINT. MINUS 100 POINTS. PER DAY. FROM 200 POINTS. IT GOES BACK UP TO HIGH POINT. THIS WOULD BE FRIDAY. BASED ON MEMORY. THE CURRENCY TRADING. IS FOR FINANCIAL FREEDOM. ALSO. ENSURING FINANCIAL FREEDOM. IS ALWAYS A REALITY. THE VERY PROBABLE.. POSSIBILITY. PURCHASING THE STOCKS IN ALL EMERGING TECH INDUSTRIES. SAVING MONEY. IN THE TECH MARKETS. SAVING PROFITS. STASHING PROFITS. PLACING PROFITS. ALLOCATING PROFITS. ACQUIRING PROFITS. DISTRIBUTING ACQUISITIONS. AT THE $100 LEVERAGE LEVEL. WITH TWO BROKERAGE ACCOUNTS. OPERATING AT THE $100 LEVERAGE LEVEL. TIMES TEN. ANY PLUG IN. IS POSSIBLE. AND EVEN MORE PROBABLE. WITH THE 700%. BATTING AVERAGE. 1000% BATTING AVERAGE. LEGENDARY. TIGER WOODS THE TRADE. PUT THE GOLF BALL. WHERE IT NEEDS TO BE. THERE IS A TIME AND A PLACE FOR EVERYTHING. THEN IT'S CALLED THE. HOLE IN ONE. IF YOU CAN MULTIPLY THE BALANCE. TIMES TEN. FROM MONDAY. ON TO FRIDAY. 5 DAYS. 4 AND A HALF SOON. $1000. IN EACH BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. $2000 TOTAL. YOU AND JASON. CAN PAY DEBTS. AND INVEST. CONTINUING TO PAY DEBTS AND INVEST. PAY DEBTS AND INVEST. PAY DEBTS AND INVEST. LEARN TO LEVERAGE WHAT'S LEFT. LEARN TO LEVERAGE THE BEST. THEN PAY YOUR DEBTS AND INVEST. WITH BILLS NOW PAID IN ADVANCE. INVEST WITH THE CHANCE. PAY DEBTS AND INVEST. 3.2.2020. 11:36AM EST - 12:00PM NOON THE FIRST THING I WANT TO DO. IS TO THANK GOD. I WANT TO THANK GOD FOR WAKING UP TODAY. I WANT TO THANK GOD. FOR ALLOWING ME ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE. I WANT TO THANK GOD. FOR WAKING UP MY FAMILY. MY PARENTS. MY MENTOR. MY MENTOR'S FAMILY. MY FRIENDS. MY FRIEND'S FAMILIES. I TAKE NO DAYS FOR GRANTED. I WILL PURSUE DESTINY UNTIL THE DEATH OF ME. I HAVE NO CHOICE. IF DEATH WILL CATCH ME OFF GUARD. I WANT TO CATCH DESTINY BEFORE HAND. I WILL GO TO THE GRAVE WITH AN ACQUIRED DESTINY. THE ASCERTAINED DESTINY. I WOKE UP TODAY. THANKED GOD. FOR GIVING ME ANOTHER DAY ON EARTH. I TEXT MESSAGED GOOD MORNING. TO LOVED ONES. I CHECKED THE TRADES. I CHECKED THE TRADINGVIEW FIRST. SO I KNOW. THE PRICE POINT. WHEN I WENT TO BED. THE AUDNZD WAS 1.04700. PEAKING AT 1.04800 BY 11PM. FROM 11PM. AUDNZD. SWITCHED INTO SELL. I ENTERED TEN TRADES. AUDNZD SELL. ON ALL THREE TRADING ACCOUNTS. WOKE UP. AUDNZD. WAS 1.04300. 1.04450. FLUCTUATING BETWEEN THOSE. JASON'S ACCOUNT. BALANCE $29. EQUITY $39. PERSONAL ACCOUNT. BALANCE $89. EQUITY $117. ON ALL THREE TRADING ACCOUNTS. NZDUSD BUYS. SIX ON JASON'S. I BELIEVE. NINE TRADES. BUYING. NZDUSD. ON EACH OF THE PERSONAL TRADING ACCOUNTS. ONE TRADING ACCOUNT IS OPERATING. AT THE $100 LEVERAGE LEVEL. CLOSER TO $150. $25 AWAY FROM IT. THE FIRST SET OF TRADES. AUDNZD SELLING. WE WENT UP AND DOWN. ONCE. FROM 5PM TO 8PM. BUYING AUDNZD. SELLING AUDNZD FROM 8PM ON. 11PM IS A BETTER TIME. ON SUNDAY NIGHT. TO SWITCH. FROM BUY TO SELL. AUDNZD. POSSIBLY OTHER FOREIGNS. ESPECIALLY OTHER FOREIGN VS NZD OR AUD PAIRS. COMMON DENOMINATORS. THE ERROR I MADE LAST WEEK. WITH AUDUSD. NZDUSD. WAS GOING IN THE SAME DIRECTION AUDNZD WAS GOING. AUDNZD. OPERATES OPPOSITE THE DIRECTION OF. AUDUSD AND NZDUSD. THE DOMESTIC PAIRING OF THE COMMON DENOMINATORS. AUD AND NZD. THOSE PAIRS. VS THE USD. GO THE OPPOSITE WAY OF AUDNZD. AUDCAD POSSIBLY. HAVEN'T TRADED AUDCAD IN A YEAR. I CAN TRADE IT ON META TRADER. 5. APP. 4. THOSE ARE USD EQUITY ACCOUNTS. THE TRADING PROFITS BUILT IN USD. THE USD ACCOUNTS. ARE THE WITHDRAWAL ACCOUNTS. THE RIPPLE XRP ACCOUNTS. BTC ACCOUNTS. ETH AND LTC ACCOUNTS. ALL SENT TO CRYPTO WALLETS. FOR CONVERSION. AND SAVING. INVESTING. LOANING OUT. TO NEXO WALLET. THE EUR AND GBP TRADING ACCOUNTS. WILL BE SENT TO EUR AND GBP WALLETS. FOR FOREIGN SAVINGS ACCOUNT. HAVING A SAVINGS ACCOUNT. IN A FOREIGN CURRENCY. ANOTHER NATION'S DOLLAR. I THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING HE HAS DONE FOR ME. BY TRADING THE AUDNZD. BUYING IT ON SUNDAY AT 5PM. SELLING IT AT 11PM ON SUNDAY NIGHT FROM NOW ON. BUYING IT MONDAY. WHENEVER IT HITS THE ZERO POINT. WHEN IT DOES. HIT THE ZERO POINT. THE AUDUSD AND NZDUSD WILL BE SELLING. NOW. THEY ARE STILL BUYING. AUDNZD IS SELLING. NO WAY NZDUSD IS SELLING ALONG WITH THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN RATE. THE FOREIGN VS DOMESTIC IS DIFFERENT. DEFINITELY. DIFFERENT. LOOKING AT IT IN SUCH A WAY. WHEN YOU SWITCH ON ONE. YOU SWITCH THE OTHER. TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CHART. SO WITH NINE NZDUSD BUYS. RIGHT NOW. IN THREE ACCOUNTS. THE SAME THREE ACCOUNTS. HOLDING THE TEN AUDNZD SELLS. AUDNZD WILL BUY BEFORE NZDUSD. AUDNZD WILL SELL BEFORE NZDUSD. SO NZDUSD. WILL SELL AND BUY. AFTER. AUDNZD IS DONE. BUYING OR SELLING. THE TEN AUDNZD. WE BOUGHT ONCE. WE SOLD ONCE. THE SECOND IS UP. ON MONDAY. WHAT TIME? WE WILL FIND OUT. 8PM AND 11PM. EASTERN TIME. WE WOKE UP TO. NZDUSD. AT $0.62744. LAST WEEK. DROPPING FROM 64.000. TO 63.000. PENNIES. BETTING ON. THE 62.744. GOING TO 63.500-63.700. THIS WOULD BE $10 PER TRADE. IF NOT TEN. $5. UP TO 63.500. $5 TO $7. TIMES NINE. TIMES THREE ACCOUNTS. SO YOU CATCH BUY AND SELL NUMBERS ONE THRU TEN. THRU OUT THE WEEK. BUT BY TRADING AUDNZD. FOR EXAMPLE. AND THE DOMESTIC PAIRING OF AUDUSD OR NZDUSD. YOU CATCH THE BUY AND THE SELL. NUMBERS ONE THRU TEN. AGAIN. SO. ON MY WAY TO BUY NUMBER TWO. AUDNZD. I AM ON BUY NUMBER ONE. NZDUSD. SELL NUMBER ONE. AUDNZD. NOW. SELL. NZDUSD. NEXT. ONCE. BUY NUMBER TWO. COMMENCES. AUDNZD. TWO DIFFERENT CURRENCY PAIRS. THREE DIFFERENT CURRENCY PAIRS. EVENTUALLY SIX. TWO AUD OR NZD ON CAD. FOR EXAMPLE. THEN CADUSD. AUDUSD. NZDUSD. NOW YOU WOULD BE CATCHING THE ROUND TRIP. THREE DIFFERENT TIMES. 50% RETURNS. MINIMUM. EACH ONE WAY. 100% RETURNS. PER ROUND TRIP. THREE ROUND TRIPS. BACK TO BACK. TO BACK. POSSIBLY. 300% RETURNS. THANK GOD. LET US FIND OUT. LET ME FIND OUT. LET ME FIND OUT I GOT IT. 

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2:18PM EST - 3:19PM EST
THURSDAY MARCH 5TH, 2020
3.3.2020
R.I.P. TO MY UNCLE DEREK
MY AUNT GLORIA'S HUSBAND
MY DAD'S YOUNGER SISTER'S HUSBAND
LOVE YOU UNCLE DEREK
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING KIND TO ME
I'LL MISS YOU
I'LL THINK ABOUT YOU FOR FAVORABLY
THE REST OF MY LIFE
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #14:

SCENE #14:. THE FOREX MARKET. CLOSES. TOMORROW EVENING. OPENS UP. BACK ON MONDAY. 36 HOURS OF NO TRADE. ENJOY NO TRADE. SO THIS WEEK. WHAT HAPPENED. I STARTED A NEW JOB ASSIGNMENT. TWELVE HOUR SHIFTS. HAD TO GET ADEQUATE REST. WENT TO THE HOSPITAL YESTERDAY. MY TRADES SHOULD PERFORM BETTER. OFF OF THE STRENGTH OF THAT. ENERGY WISE. FOCUS WISE. KARMA. WORK ETHIC WISE. THEY HAD TO CUT ME. IN THE MOST GENTLE AREA. EVER. NEEDLED ME TWICE FIRST. SO DURING THE WEEK. IN TRADING. AFTER THE MARKET OPENED ON SUNDAY. I WENT INTO BUYS. ON FOREIGN AND FOREIGN. IT HAD BOUGHT UP BY MONDAY. THEN WAS WHEN WE NEEDED TO SELL. WE DIDN'T SELL. NOW IT'S SELLING. WE CONTINUED TO OBSERVE. WE CONTINUED TO OBSERVE SPECIFICS. ONE SPECIFIC. THE USD PAIRINGS. MOVE AFTER OR BEFORE. THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. EURGBP. AUDCHF. AUDNZD. WE TRADED THOSE PAIRS AS WELL. AS WELL AS GBPUSD. EURUSD. IS NEXT. THE USD PAIRINGS. ALLOW US TO. TRACK THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN PAIRS. ALLOW US. TO TRACK THE USD PAIRINGS. WE ARE HEDGING. TRADING DIFFERENT TIME ZONE CURRENCIES. THE CURRENCIES OF EACH TIME ZONE. THIS IS HOW OUR WEEK HAS BEEN. HASN'T BEEN TERRIBLE. THANK GOD. WE LOOK TO FORWARD TO NEXT WEEK. WE LOOK FORWARD THE 36 HOURS OF NO TRADE. WE WILL BE WORKING DURING THE THREE DAYS. THE FOREX MARKET CLOSES AND RE OPENS. MONDAY WE ARE OFF. TO TRADE AND SWITCH OVER. NOW. WE HAVE SWITCHED OVER. INTO BUYS. ON NZDUSD AND AUDUSD. ON THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. GBPEUR EURGBP. SELLING. 86600. AUDCHF. SELLING 62600. USD. SELLING. 29400. 29300.29200. ON WEDNESDAY. GBPUSD. 27500. WE WATCHED IT RISE TO 29400 BY TODAY. THURSDAY. TODAY IS THURSDAY. BY THURDAY. WE WATCHED THE GBPUSD RISE $20 PER TRADE. SMALLEST LOT SIZE. SMALLEST AMOUNT. OF LEVERAGE PUT DOWN. IMAGINE 5 TRADES. GBPUSD. THRU OUT THE WEEK. THE PRICE OF NZDUSD IS 65900. TOUCHING 66 PENNIES. 66000 POINTS. AUDUSD. THE SAME RATE. TRAVELLING AS. NZDUSD. THREE THOUSAND POINTS. BEHIND. 62950. 63000. THE ZERO POINT. LAST NIGHT. WEDNESDAY NIGHT. WE WATCHED THE NZDUSD AND AUDUSD. WE WEREN NOT TRADING THEM. THEY WERE RISING TO 66200. 63200. WE WERE NOT SURE IF THEY WOULD RISE TO 66500. 63500. WE FORGOT ABOUT LAST WEEK. THURSDAY. THE USD PAIRINGS. ROSE TO THE 200 POINTS. OVER THE ZERO POINT. THEN DROPPED UNTIL THE MARKET RE OPENED. BY FRIDAY. THE USD PAIRINGS. MAY BE. AT THE 700 POINT MARK. BELOW THE CLOSEST ZERO POINT. UNDER THE NEXT ZERO POINT. THE GBPUSD. DEFINITELY. HAS MY FULL ATTENTION. CATCH IT DOWN. BACK $20 PER TRADE. CATCH 5 TRADES ON THE WAY DOWN. 

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10:16PM EST - 10:17PM EST
THURSDAY MARCH 5TH, 2020
3.5.2020
R.I.P. TO MY UNCLE DEREK
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #15:

SCENE #15:. THE MARKET. CLOSES. TOMORROW AT 5PM. THE GBPUSD. THE SURPRISE. THE SURPRISE OF THE WEEK. WE HAD NO IDEA. THE GBPUSD AND EURUSD MOVE MORE THAN 1000 POINTS. PER WEEK. EURUSD WAS AT. 1.14000. WENT TO 1.11 SOMETHING. NOW AT 1.12500 OR 300. TO BE HONEST WITH YOU. I HAVE MANY TRADES IN. SO I CAN GO IN AND OUT OF EACH ACCOUNT. CLOSING AND OPENING TRADES. NEW TRADES. NEW PAIRS. KEEPING THE SAME PAIRS. IN TOTAL. SWITCHING THE INDIVIDUAL TRADING ACCOUNTS. AROUND. FOR INSTANCE. EVENTUALLY STRUCTURING. AN ACCOUNT. FULL OF EACH CURRENCY YOU TRADE. THEN. AN ACCOUNT FOR. FOREIGN ON FOREIGNS. AUDNZD. EURGBP. AUDCHF. EURTRY. GBPTRY. JPYCAD. WE LOOK FORWARD TO. OBSERVING HOW THE TRADING GOES. FOR GBPUSD. THE NEWEST PAIR. AUDCHF. NEW PAIR. WE TRADED EURGBP BEFORE. WE ARE TRADING EURGBP. ONCE AGAIN. THE GBPUSD MOVES AT 2000 POINTS. PER SWING. THE EURUSD. MAY MOVE 2500-3000 POINTS. PER SWING. $25-$30. PER TRADE. 5 TRADES FOR EURUSD AND GBPUSD. EACH. $100. EACH.GBPUSD AND EURUSD. COULD HONESTLY BE. 20,000 POINTERS. PER SWING. 10 TRADES. EURUSD. TEN TRADES. GBPUSD. $200 PER SWING. PER CURRENCY PAIR. $500. PER SWING. BACK AND FORTH. BETWEEN. EURUSD. AND GBPUSD. THRU OUT THE WEEK. JUST THOSE TWO PAIRS ALONE. WHILE TRADING OTHER PAIRS. FOREIGN ON FOREIGNS. DOMESTIC ON FOREIGN. WE CAN REALLY TOUCH $2000-$5000 PER WEEK. TOTAL. WITH EURUSD AND GBPUSD. BEING THE PULL UP 20,000. 30,000. 40,000. 60,000. POINTS. IN JUMPERS. PULL UP JUMPERS. WRITING EVERYTHING DOWN. AS WE LEARN IT. SO IT GETS UPLOADED. PUBLISHED. THE DOCUMENTATION. NEVER PUBLICIZED. HIDDEN. IN PLAIN SIGHT. 

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11:25PM EST - 12:00AM EST
3.5.2020
THURSDAY MARCH 5TH, 2020
R.I.P. TO MY UNCLE DEREK.
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SESSION NUMBER:

SCENE 16: SCENE 16:. NOW. BACK TO THE STOCK MARKET. THE FOREX MARKET. IS ONE HALF OF THE COIN. THE QUARTER MILLION DOLLAR COIN. A QUARTER MILLION. WORTH OF COINS. BACK AND FORTH. LEARN TO FOREX TRADE. TRADING CURRENCY. LEARN WHAT INDUSTRIES. TO INVEST. TRADING PROFITS. INTO. STOCK MARKET WISE. THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN. LEARN TO TRADE. LEARN WHAT TO HOLD. CURRENCY AND STOCKS. CURRENCY VS. STOCKS. CURRENCIES VS. CURRENCIES. IN ORDER TO. PURCHASE TO HOLD. BUYING STOCKS. IN EMERGING INDUSTRIES. BIO TECHNOLOGY. BIO METRICS. ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. ROBOTICS. ENTERPRISING SOFTWARE. FIVE G. QUANTUM COMPUTING. AUTONOMOUS VEHICLE TECHNOLOGY. COGNITIVE SCIENCE. PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY. TECHNOSOPHY. TRANSHUMAN INDUSTRIES. VIRTUAL REALITY. FULLY IMMERSIVE. VIRTUAL REALITY. NEURO SCIENCE. BIO SCIENCE. NANO TECHNOLOGY. CYBER NETICS. CYBER SECURITY. CRYPTO CURRENCY. BIONICS. MYO ELECTRIC PROSTHETICS. SEGUE SHIP. ON BOARD. TRADINGVIEW WEBSITE. THE DOT COM. TYPE IN NANO TECHNOLOGY. TYPE IN NNVC. NAOV. NANO VERICIDES. NANO VIBRONIX. TWO NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANIES. AT THE TOP OF THE PAGE. ABOVE THE PRICE. IS AN INDEX OF HYPERLINKS. CLICK EACH ONE. IN A NEW TAB. MARKETS. US. STOCKS. TECH SECTOR. IT WILL NARROW IT AND BROADEN IT FOR YOU. YOU CLICK EACH ONE. IT BROADENS OR NARROWS YOUR SEARCH. NOW YOU HAVE A DATABASE. OF ALL OF THE AVAILABLE STOCKS. IN ANY INDUSTRY. RELATED TO YOUR INDUSTRY. OF RESEARCH. YOU HAVE A SCOPE NOW. YOU HAVE THE SCOPE NOW. BROADEN THE CIRCLE OF THE HOLDINGS. THE WATCHLIST. BROADEN IT. NARROW IT. AT WILL. CONSTANTLY. THIS IS BY FAR. THE BEST WAY. I HAVE FOUND. TO DISCOVER NEW STOCKS. IN THE PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES. I AM LOOKING INTO. IN ONE LIST. A BUNCH OF LISTS. THEN THE FOREX TRADING. WHEN THE PROFITS ROLL IN. THE TRADING PROFITS. GO TO. THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO. TO CATCH UP. TO HAVE $100,000 INVESTED IN STOCKS PERIOD. THAT IS SUCCESS. FROM WHERE I AM NOW. HAVE $100K IN FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING PLATFORM. $100K IN STOCK TRADING PLATFORM. $100K IN STOCK HOLDING ACCOUNT. $100K IN VARIOUS BONDS. $100K IN CERTIFICATE OF DEPOSITS. $100K IN CASH RESERVE. $100K IN BANK ACCOUNTS. $10,000 PER ACCOUNT. ART. WE ARE GOING TO BUY ART. A WAY NO ONE ELSE BUYS IT. WE WILL FIGURE IT OUT. TO AMASS IPO ART. A WAY TO FIND BRAND NEW ART. FIND THE CIRCUITS FOR BRAND NEW ART. BUY ALL OF THE ART. AS SOON AS IT COMES OUT. BUY AS MANY OF THEM. AS SOON AS THEY ARE AVAILABLE. CONQUER THE CIRCUITS. IF YOU FIND YOURSELF IN BIDDING WARS. YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT TRACK. YOU BETTER BEAT THEM. THEY'RE OBVIOUSLY. WILLING TO BATTLE YOU. IN A BIDDING WAR. FOR THE SAME IPO ART. MAYBE. THEY THINK YOU KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW. YOU DON'T. BUT YOU DO. THEY DON'T KNOW THAT. AND THEN THEY DO. $100,000 IN ART PAINTINGS. NOW. HOW MANY PIECES OF ART. CAN YOU GET. FOR $100K? ESPECIALLY IF YOU CAN ONLY BID ON ART. YOU WOULD HAVE TO. HAVE $100K FOR BIDDING ON ART. THEN $100K. FOR BUYING THE ART ELSEWHERE. AT ONE SALES PRICE. 

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5:45AM EST - 6:37AM EST
SATURDAY MARCH 28TH, 2020
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #17:

 SCENE #17:. THE KEY TO THE FOREX TRADING. THE KEYS ARE IN THE CHART. THE FOREX CHARTS ON TRADINVIEW, HAVE NUMBERS. NUMBERS FOR YOU TO PLAY. YOU PLAY THESE NUMBERS. THE FOREX MARKET IS OPEN FOR 120 HOURS STRAIGHT. THE NUMBERS ON THE CHART, WILL EVENTUALLY HIT. JACKPOT. CA-CHING CA-CHIING? YES. DOUBLE. DOUBLE. DOUBLE - DOUBLE. IT TOOK ME ONE YEAR AND TEN MONTHS TO REALIZE. REALIZING WHEN WE FIRST STARTED TRADING CURRENCY, IN JUNE 2018, WE WERE SETTING PARAMETERS USING SWIPE TRADE. THE TIME INBETWEEN THEN AND NOW, WE WERE MARKET EXECUTIONING TRADES. JUST WATCHING TRADES DOUBLE. DOUBLE UNTIL THEY DIED. WE NEVER TOOK THEM OFF OF THE TABLE. THE TRADES. THE PROFITS. THE TRADE'S PROFITS. WE WANTED TO KNOW IT'S SCHEDULE. IN RETROSPECT, THE BEST WAY TO KNOW WHEN IT DOES IT, IS JUST TO PUT THE PENDING BUY OR SELL LIMIT IN AS A TRADE. OPPOSED TO MARKET EXECUTION AS THE ENTRY POINT, WITH NO EXIT POINT. AKA THE TAKE PROFIT. FOLLOW THE CHART. WHATEVER THE CHART SAYS, PLACE THE ORDER. WHEN ANOTHER TRADINGVIEW TRADER GIVES AN IDEA, PLACE ONE ORDER WITH THEIR PARAMETERS. WHATEVER THEIR STOP LOSS IS, THAT IS YOUR ENTRY POINT. NORMALLY I THOUGHT STOP LOSS WAS MORE LIKE THE AMOUNT AFTER WHAT YOU SET YOU'RE WILLING TO LOSE. OR IT CRASHES. I DON'T SET STOP LOSSES ON THE TEN DOLLAR ACCOUNT. IT'S TOO SMALL TO GUARANTEE EQUITY FOR ANOTHER TRADE. MAKE YOUR ENTRY POINT THE STOP LOSS. THAT'S THE BEST STOP LOSS. IT IS A DAM SHAME IT TOOK THIS LONG. TO FIGURE THE FOREX MARKET KEY IS TO FOLLOW THE CHART TOOK TWO YEARS. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO GOD HE GAVE ME THE ANSWERS. I ALWAYS HAD FAITH. I WAS ONCE AGAIN, THREE FEET AWAY FROM GOLD. THE TRADING STRATEGY I EMPLOYED DURING THE FIRST WEEK OF CURRENCY TRADING, WAS THE ANSWER ALL ALONG. SWIPE TRADES. BUT SWIPE TRADES THE CHART. FOUR HOUR AND DAILY. HOURLY AND WEEKLY. THE MONTHLY. ENTERING THE TRADE AT THE END OF ONE SIDE OF THE BAR. IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION. UP UNTIL THE OPPOSITE END OF THE BAR. THEN BACK AND FORTH. R.I.P. TUPAC AMARU. I THANK GOD SO MUCH, FOR THIS SINGLE OPPORTUNITY. 

SHIESHA JOHNSON'S BIRTHDAY YA'LL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIESHA JOHNSON.
AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
TURN UP!!!
2.28.2020
9:15PM EST - 9:45PM EST
(SCENES NUMBER SEVEN AND EIGHT)
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SESSION NUMBER FOUR: 500 POINTS PAST THE NEAREST ZERO POINT.
500 POINTS PAST ZERO.
SCENE #7: WE SEE. THE COMPUTER. TYPING. WORD PAD. INTERIOR. HOME. HOUSE. DAY. INTERIOR. SHOT.

SUNDAY 5PM BUY UNTIL TUESDAY OVERNIGHT CHECK FOR MORNING 

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SUNDAY u/5PM MARKET OPEN
AUDNZD AND NZDUSD
BUY UP UNTIL 500 POINT MARK POST ZERO POINT. AFTER THE ZERO POINT IS POST ZERO POINT
SELL DOWN u/500 PT MARK OR MK UNTIL ZERO POINT
BUY UP u/THE ZERO POINT UNTIL THE 400 PT MARK
SELL DOWN u/400 POINT UNTIL THE ZERO POINT
BUY UP u/THE ZERO POINT UNTIL THE 300 PT MARK
SELL DOWN u/300 POINT UNTIL THE ZERO POINT
BUY UP u/THE ZERO POINT UNTIL THE 200 PT MARK
SHOULD BE AROUND WEDNESDAY NIGHT THURSDAY MORNING BY NOW RIGHT?
WEDNESDAY THURSDAY OVERNIGHT MIDNIGHT, AUDNZD NZDUSD WENT BACK AND FORTH FROM ZERO POINT TO 200 PT TO ZERO POINT TO 200 PT AS OF THURSDAY AFTERNOON 3PM EST
SELL DOWN u/200 POINT UNTIL THE ZERO POINT
IF NOT USD PAIRS...LIKE AUDUSD NZDUSD
IF AUDNZD OR OTHER FOREIGN ON FOREIGN
BUY UP u/THE ZERO POINT UNTIL 500 POINT
RIDE 500 POINT DOWN. SELLING. TO ZERO POINT.
NEW WEEK BRO! CONGRATULATIONS. YOU'RE PAID BRA!
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30 TRADES LIQUIDATED PER DAY. 30 ENTERED AND EXITED DAILY. 30 OPEN AND 30 CLOSE. 50% RETURNS MINIMUM PER DAY. STRIVING FOR 100% DAILY RETURNS.
$200
$400
MONDAY
$800
$1600
TUESDAY
$3200
$6400
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WEDNESDAY
$12,800
$25,600
THURSDAY
$51K
$100K
FRIDAY
$200K
$400K
$100 LEVERAGE
SUNDAY BUY. REMAINING % OF 500 PTS UP. FULL LEVERAGE. DOUBLED THE BALANCE. ONCE.
SUNDAY SELL. 500 PTS DOWN. TO ZERO PT. FULL LEVERAGE. DOUBLED THE BALANCE. TWICE.
MONDAY BUY. 400 PTS UP. FULL LEVERAGE. DOUBLED THE BALANCE. THRICE.
MONDAY SELL. 400 PTS DOWN. TO ZERO POINT. FULL LEVERAGE. DOUBLED THE BALANCE. FOUR TIMES.
TUESDAY BUY. 300 POINTS UP. FULL LEVERAGE. DOUBLED THE BALANCE. FIVE TIMES,
TUESDAY SELL. 300 POINTS DOWN. TO ZERO POINT. DOUBLED THE BALANCE. SIX TIMES.
WEDNESDAY BUY. 200 POINTS UP. FULL LEVERAGE. DOUBLED THE BALANCE. SEVEN TIMES.
WEDNESDAY SELL. 200 POINTS DOWN. FULL LEVERAGE. DOUBLED THE BALANCE. EIGHT TIMES.
WEDNESDAY MIDNIGHT OVERNIGHT THURSDAY MORNING
BUY UP. UNTIL FRIDAY. AND OR. 500 POINT PAST ZERO POINT. 11AM EST FRIDAY. SELL TIL 4PM EST. 4:30PM EST. 4:45PM EST. SUNDAY. 5PM-8PM, BUY TOWN. BUY CITY. BUY AVENUE. BUYER'S BLVD.
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SESSION NUMBER
SCENE #8
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SO THIS IS THE CHEAT SEE. WHAT YOU JUST SAW. YOU ALSO SAW. THE CALCULATIONS. THE CALCULATIONS OF THE PROFITS. IT'S CALLED THE BATTING AVERAGE PEOPLE. THE BATTING AVERAGE. AN EXTREMELY EASY CONCEPT. THE BATTING AVERAGE. ONE'S BATTING AVERAGE. WHAT IS YOUR BATTING AVERAGE? IN WHATEVER YOU DO BEST? WHAT ARE YOUR VOLICITY'S STATISTICS? IN REGARDS TO CURRENCY TRADING. AS THE PITCHER. A PITCHER. YOUR TEAM'S PITCHER. WHEN PITCHING AGAINST THE MARKET BAT. CAN YOU STRIKE OUT THE MARKET? WILL YOU STRIKE OUT THE MARKET? YES YOU WILL. FOR YOU CAN. AND YOU WANT TO. YOU DO WANT TO STRIKE OUT THE MARKET DO YOU NOT? THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE. IF THE ANSWER WAS NO. IF THE ANSWER IS YES. YOU'RE THE WINNER. OF ALL WINNERS. WINNER WINNER. CHICKEN DINNER. THE CALCULATIONS OF THE BATTING AVERAGE. NUMBERS GET PLUGGED IN. WHEN CALCULATING PROFITS. BASED ON. BATTING AVERAGES. PLUG IN THE BATTING AVERAGE OF 1000%. MULTIPLIED BY. THE INITIAL INVESTMENT. $100. $100 TIMES 30. $3,000. PER WEEK. EACH TRADING ACCOUNT. IN EACH BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. ON EACH TRADING PLATFORM. $100,000. IS NOT. SO FAR. FROM THOSE CRUNCHED. NUMBERS. WELCOME TO BREAD TRADERS AND BREAD HOLDERS. WELCOME TO. BREDBREADTRADERS. BREDBREADHOLDERS. WHERE WE. LIKE OUR NUMBERS. CRUNCHED. IN RETROSPECT. WHAT WERE WE SUPPOSED TO DO? WITH ALL OF THIS MONEY? ALL OF THIS MONEY!. OH BOY. THERE'S ABOUT TO BE. A BUNCH OF MONEY FLOATING IN THE PERSONAL CYBERSPACE. THE PERSONAL MILLION. WE'RE GOING TO NEED ONE MILLION PEOPLE. TO KEEP IN A BRIEFCASE. INSIDE OF A SAFE. THE EMERGENCY MILLION. WHAT KEEPS THE MILLIONAIRE STATUS. FLIP ALL OF THE OTHER MILLIONS AVAILABLE. WE NEED BILLIONS PEOPLE. THE BILLIONS. WE NEED THE BILLIONS PEOPLE. OR CAN YOU JUST NOT DIG IT? IF IT'S DUG. TUG ALONG THEN. WE ARE ON OUR WAY TO A BILLION DOLLARS PEOPLE. THE TECHNOLOGICAL REVOLUTION. HAS ESCALATED PEOPLE. NANO TECHNOLOGY. IS HERE. BIO METRICS. IS THERE. ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE? IS EVERYWHERE PEOPLE. CYBER SECURITY IS JUST ALONG THE RIVER BEND. ROBOTICS IS NOTHING NEW. COMPARED TO BIONICS. WITHOUT BIONICS. MYO ELECTRIC PROSTHETIC INDUSTRIES. ARE OF LITTLE IMPORTANCE. MYO ELECTRIC. BIONICS. ROBOTICS. ALL CONNECTED. THRU INTERFACES. OF SUPPLY AND DEMAND. YOU'RE JUST NOT READY FOR ME. THE WORLD ISN'T READY FOR ME. FOR I AM. THE CASSANDRA. OF WALL STREET. DOUBLE. DOUBLE. DOUBLE. DOUBLE. DOUBLE. FIVE DOUBLE CHEESE BURGERS. HOLD THE BURGER, HOLD THE BREAD. CONDIMENTS ON THE CHEESE ONLY. MAKE THOSE TRIPLE CHEESE. 

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5:52PM EST - 6:25PM EST
2.29.2020
LEAP YEAR BABY BABY!!
SATURDAY FEBRUARY 29TH, 2020
EVERY CHILD BORN TODAY WILL AGE FAST SLOWLY
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SCENE #9:

TODAY. IS SATURDAY. LEAP DAY. THE 2020 LEAP YEAR. JUST GOT HOME FROM CHURCH. THE FOREX MARKET. OPENS. TOMORROW EVENING. AT 5PM. EASTERN TIME. SUNDAY. WE WILL BUY. UNTIL 8PM. THE NEW YORK SESSION. OPERATES BETWEEN. THE HOURS OF. NOON - 8PM. THE BUY WILL LAST FOR THE LAST THREE HOURS OF THE NEW YORK TRADING SESSION. EVERY TRADING SESSION. IS NAMED. AFTER THE FINANCIAL CAPITOL. OF THE CONTINENT. ASIA'S FINANCIAL CAPITOL. IS TOKYO. LONDON. IS EUROPE'S FINANCIAL CAPITAL. SYDNEY. IS AUSTRALIA'S FINANCIAL CAPITAL. THE 8PM SESSION. COULD BE LABELED. THE SYDNEY SESSION. SO. THE SYDNEY SESSION. IS DEFINITELY WHERE THE GOING IS GOOD. I LOOK FORWARD TO TOMORROW EVENING. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO GOD. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO GOD. FOR GIVING ME LIFE. EVERY DAY SO FAR. FOR SUCH A LONG TIME. I DO NOT TAKE THESE MOMENTS FOR GRANTED. I APPRECIATE THE OPPORTUNITY. THE OPPORTUNITY TO CONDUCT BUSINESS. SPIRITUAL BUSINESS. THERE IS REAL - REAL SPIRITUAL BUSINESS. GOING DOWN RIGHT HERE. RIGHT NOW. SUNDAY. UNTIL 8PM. BUY. FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. AUDNZD. USD PAIRS ARE EITHER. LAGGING OR SPED UP. TO THE NEXT SIDE. THE FOREIGN WILL HIT FIRST. SO TRADE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. IN ONE TRADING ACCOUNT. EACH BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. CAN HAVE TEN TRADING ACCOUNTS. SIGN UP FOR THREE TO FIVE BROKERS. HAVE FAMILY DO IT AS WELL. FRIENDS AS WELL. BUSINESS PARTNERS. INVEST YOUR PROFITS. FROM YOUR TRADING ACCOUNT. INTO THEIR TRADING ACCOUNTS. TRADE FOR THEM. WHOLE HEARTEDLY. EARN THE SAME AMOUNT. YOU EARNED FOR YOURSELF. FOR THEM AS WELL. NOW BACK TO SUNDAY. 8PM YOU SELL AUDNZD. SELL IT AT THE 500 OR 600 POINT MARK ABOVE THE NEAREST ZERO POINT. THE ZERO POINT CLOSEST TO THE 5PM MARKET OPEN PRICE POINT. CATCH THE PERCENTAGE AVAILABLE AT 5PM. OF THE 500 POINT RISE. THEN SELL. DOWN TO THE ZERO POINT. THE USD PAIRS. WILL DROP LOWER. THAN THE ZERO POINT. PAST THE ZERO POINT. BY THE WEEK'S END. THE USD PAIRS WILL DROP TO THE 700 POINT MARK. UNDER THE ZERO POINT. ALMOST 1000 POINTS. BELOW THE 8PM SELL POINT. TEN CENTS PER POINT. $10 PER TRADE. WITH $100 IN LEVERAGE. TEN TRADES AUDNZD. AUDUSD. NZDUSD. COLLECTIVELY. DEFINITELY. EVERY TIME IT BUYS. IT BUYS AT A LOWER HIGH. SELLING AT. LOWER LOWS. THE CURRENT LOW PRICE. IS LOWER THAN THE PREVIOUS LOW PRICE. LOWER LOWS. HIGHER HIGHS. LOWER HIGHS. HIGHER LOWS. IT IS CRAZY WITHIN THE LAND OF THE LOWS. SUNDAY. BUY. TO THE 500 POINT MARK. PTMK. THEN SELL. TO ZERO POINT. THEN BUY. TO 400 PTMK. SELL TO THE ZERO POINT. BUY UNTIL THE 300 PTMK. SELL TO THE ZERO POINT. BUY TO THE 200 PTMK. SELL TO THE ZERO POINT. BUY. TO THE 500 PTMK. THIS SHOULD BE THURSDAY TO FRIDAY. ONCE IT GETS TO THE 200 PTMK. THE USD PAIRS. WILL TANK TO 700 POINTS UNDER THE ZERO POINT. AS IN. 300 POINTS. $3 PER TRADE. $5 PER TRADE. EVERY DAY. YOU HAVE TO SWITCH. THIS IS THE SEGUE ALERT. CAN YOU HEAR THE PARAMETERS SCREAMING? THE PARAMETERS. STOP LOSSES. TAKE PROFITS. BUY STOPS. SELL STOPS. SELL LIMITS. BUY LIMITS. MARKET EXECTUTION. PENDING ORDERS. MARKET EXECUTION. IS HOW I LEARNED. PRESETS. PARAMETERS. ALL OF THE ABOVE. LEARNED IT FROM. IML. IMARKETSLIVE. I ONLY STOPPED IML. I PREFERRED TO LEARN BY DOING. WITH THE $300 PER MONTH FEE TO LEARN. I TOOK MY $300 AND SAW HOW THE MARKET OPERATED MYSELF. IT'S BEEN. THANK GOD. TWO SEASONS FROM TWO YEARS. THE BATTING AVERAGE IS TIMES FIVE IN PROFIT. PER TWO BROKERAGE ACCOUNTS. WITH THE MARKET OPENING TOMORROW. IN THE EVENING. I AM ABLE TO TRADE FOR ANOTHER 120 HOURS. WHILE I START A NEW JOB ASSIGNMENT. FOR A NEW TEMP SERVICE. GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS. WITH THE SPECIFICATIONS OF THE DESIRE. THE OVERNIGHT SHIFT. PREFERRABLY STARTING AFTER SUNSET. OR RIGHT AT SUNSET. OR RIGHT BEFORE. I GET OFF OF WORK AT 7AM. BY 7AM I'M OFF OF THE CLOCK. GIVES ME THREE TO WRITE. RECORDING THE WRITING SESSIONS. ON AUDIO. THIS WEEK IS THE TEST. OF THE STRATEGY. STRATEGY TESTING. FOR 120 HOURS. STRAIGHT. CONSECUTIVELY. SIMULTANEOUSLY. WITH WORKING TWELVE HOUR DAYS. ROTATING SHIFTS. I AM GRATEFUL. I CAN USE THE EARNED INCOME. TO PAY BILLS ON TIME. THEN IN ADVANCE. UNTIL THE TRADING IS TESTED. THEN ONE CAN PAY ALL OF THE BILLS OFF. IN ADVANCE. FOR MONTHS AT A TIME. THEN INVEST THE MAJORITY OF PROFIT. 80%-90%. IN PROFITS GET REINVESTED. THE ONLY TO DO IT. REINVEST IT PRIMARILY. INITIALLY. INTO THE FOREIGN STOCK EXCHANGES. EVERY COUNTRY. HAS IT'S OWN CURRENCY. EVERY COUNTRY HAS IT'S STOCK MARKET. MAYBE NOT EVERY COUNTRY. OTHER COUNTRIES. MANY OTHER COUNTRIES. THE REALLY DO. SO. IF YOU KNOW WHERE TO LOOK. WITHIN THE STOCK EXCHANGES. INDUSTRY WISE. MARKET WISE. YOU CAN CAPITALIZE. YOUR EARNINGS. PLACING YOUR TRADING PROFITS. INTO YOUR STOCK HOLDING PORTFOLIOS. THIS IS HOW YOU CONDUCT. THE CAPITAL GAINS TAX. WHEN YOU START. WITHDRAWING TRADING PROFITS. FROM THE BROKERAGE ACCOUNTS. FOR EVERY DOLLAR. 60 CENTS WILL BE TAXED AT THE 15% RATE. THE REMAINING 40 CENTS. WILL BE TAXED THE NORMAL. WHAT'S THE NORMAL RIGHT? THE 33% RATE. THE EMERGING TECHNOLOGY INDUSTRIES. THIS IS WHERE YOU PLACE YOUR TRADING PROFITS. I SAY THIS. MY MOTHER GOT ME INTO CURRENCY TRADING. THANK GOD. THANK MY MOTHER. THANK GOD FOR MY MOTHER. I NEEDED THAT. I WAS WILLING TO PLACE THE EARNED INCOME. INTO STOCKS AND CRYPTO CURRENCY. TRADING FIAT AND CRYPTO CURRENCY. WOULD ALLOW ME TO HOLD FIAT AND CRYPTO CURRENCY. CONVERTING FIAT CURRENCY TO STOCKS. EMERGING TECH STOCKS. CONVERTING CRYPTO CURRENCY. TO OTHER CRYPTO CURRENCIES. FROM RIPPLE XRP. TO ANOTHER ALT COIN TO ANOTHER ALT - COIN. TO ANOTHER ALT - COIN. CAPITALIZING. ON THE TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES. OF OUR DAY. EXACTLY WHAT OUR PARENTS. DID NOT DO. WE MUST BREAK THE MOLD. OR I WILL HAVE BROKEN IT. BY MYSELF. LISTEN UP PEOPLE. THE TIME HAS COME. TO GET PAID. REALLY. I'M TALKING REALLY PAID. I'M TALKING. REALLY - REALLY PAID. PEOPLE. THE TIME HAS COME. TO GET REALLY - REALLY PAID. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ALL OF THIS FUN BY MYSELF. I WILL HAVE MUCH FUN. BY MYSELF. WITH ALL OF THIS MONEY. BUT. AND THIS IS A BIG BUT. THE BIGGEST BUT. YOU EVER DID SEE. IN YOUR LIFE. YOUR WONDERFUL. PROFITABLE. PROSPEROUS. LIFE. IN WHICH YOU LIVE. WHOLE HEARTEDLY. NOTHING CAN STOP YOU. IF I'M THE BIGGEST EARNER. IN MY FAMILY. AS THE YOUNGEST SON. OF THE YOUNGEST DAUGHTER. WHEN YOU ARE TRADING. USING THE STRATEGY. ONCE IT'S PROVEN. YOU MAX OUT. THE EQUITY. ON EACH BUY SET AND SELL SET. THE SET OF BUYS. THE ROUND. THE SET OF SELLS. THE SWING. THE QUARTER. THE HALF. CURRENCY TRADING. IS A SPORT. THE SPORT A LIFETIME. THE SPORT OF MY LIFETIME. I USED TO WRESTLE. FOR FIVE YEARS. NOW I WRESTLE THE FOREIGN MARKETS. I PLAY CHESS. WITH CLONE ACCOUNTS. ENOUGH ACCOUNTS FOR EVERY PIECE. ON THE CHESS BOARD. BOTH SIDES. $10 IN EACH PIECE. NOW WE PLAY CHESS. SO WE CAN BEAR HUG THE STOCK MARKET. THE POINT IS. I AM GIVING YOU THE FOREX STRATEGY. AS IS. AT THE MOMENT. REFINING IT DAILY. WEEKLY. MONTHLY. YEARLY. THIS IS YEAR TWO FOR ME. HEAVY PRESSURE. IT WAS. TO TOUCH YEAR TWO. ON THE WAY TO EARNING TWO MILLION DOLLARS. SO I CAN STASH ONE MILLION DOLLARS IN STOCKS. SO I CAN STASH ONE MILLION IN ALT COINS. AND REMAIN A MULTI MILLIONAIRE. 

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2:26AM EST - 2:54AM EST
SUNDAY MARCH 1ST, 2020
3.1.2020
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO EVERYONE WHOM DID NOT WANT TO BE
THE LEAP YEAR BABY.
44444
HALF A DOG YEAR BABY
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #10:
SCENE #10: STARING. AT THE COMPUTER. I REALIZE. I AM CREATING NEW PROFESSION FOR MYSELF. I AM CHOOSING THE MONETARY LIFESTYLE LEVEL. I WANT TO LIVE AT. LIVE IN. LIVE BELOW MY MEANS. IF THE MEANS ARE TWO BILLION DOLLARS. THEN LIVE THE 100K LIFESTYLE FOREVER. JUST ENJOY THE 100K. RE INVEST THE MILLIONS. THEN YOU HAVE BILLIONS. WHILE MAKING MORE MILLIONS. RE INVESTING THE MILLIONS. EARNING MORE BILLIONS. HANDLE ALL LIFETIME FINANCIAL OBLIGATIONS. THEN LIVE A ONE MILLION DOLLAR LIFESTYLE. THE TWO MILLION DOLLAR LEVEL. ACTUALLY. NYC MINIMUM WAGE IS $15 PER HOUR. TWO FULL TIME JOBS IN NYC. $1,200. $906. 40 HOURS OVERTIME. FROM BOTH JOBS. COMBINED. $2106. PER WEEK. I AM GOING TO BE EARNING WAY MORE. I WILL HAVE FOLDERS WITH $2,100 IN THEM. FOR EVERY EXPENSE. EVERY EXPENSE. WILL HAVE IT'S OWN FOLDER. IT'S OWN FOLDER. FULL OF MONEY. COLD HARD CASH. WE INTEND TO. BRING IN. AS MUCH PROFIT AS POSSIBLE. DUH. OR DOISKI. AS THEY SAY. IN FRANCE. TIMES 30. THE INITIAL INVESTMENT. TIMES 30. IN PROFIT. TIMES 50. IN PROFIT. NOW PLUG IN NOT SO RANDOM NUMBERS. $20. $40. $50. $60. $80. $100. $125. $150. $175. $200. $250. $275. $300. $350. $375. $400. $450. $475. $500. $1,000. $2,000. $2500. $2,750. $3,000.
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12:41PM EST - 1:41PM EST
3.1.2020
SUNDAY MARCH 1ST, 2020
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #11:

THE MARKET OPENS TODAY. SUNDAY. 5PM EASTERN TIME. MARKET OPEN. FOREIGN CURRENCY MARKET. STOCK MARKET OPENS. TOMORROW MORNING. 10AM THE MARKET IS ALREADY OPEN. STOCK MARKET. MONDAY THRU FRIDAY. FOREIGN CURRENCY MARKET. SUNDAY THRU FRIDAY. BASICALLY MONDAY THRU FRIDAY. HALF FRIDAY. HALF SUNDAY. FIRST HALF. SECOND HALF. DURING THE NEW YORK SESSION. IN MY MIND NOW. ONE YEAR AND A HALF INTO TRADING AND HOLDING. CURRENCY AND STOCKS. CRYPTO AND DIGITAL CURRENCY. DIGITAL ASSETS. I'M REALLY IN IT. THE DIGITAL ASSET GAME. DIGITAL ASSETS. THEY ARE REAL. THE WORLD IS DIGITAL. HAS BEEN. THE LIFETIME OF ME. I WATCHED THE WORLD GO. MORE AND MORE. DIGITAL. FROM. THE MOMENT. I COULD REMEMBER. NEVER ONCE DID IT OCCUR TO ME. ASSETS. THE VERY SUBJECT ON INTEREST. BUILDING ASSET PORTFOLIOS. GAINING ASSETS. INVESTING IN ASSETS. NOT ONCE DID IT OCCUR TO ME. ASSETS THEMSELVES. WOULD GO DIGITAL. A VERY SIMPLE CONCEPT. NOW. THE CONCEPT OF A DIGITAL ASSET. IN RETROSPECT. WOULD BE CONFUSING. TO ANY AND ALMOST EVERY ONE. PERIOD. NO ELLIPSIS. IN ITSELF. THIS IS A SIGN. OF WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. WHEN EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES. PRODUCING STAGGERING INCOME. RETURNING. ON ALL INVESTMENTS. IT MAY TAKE. MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. YEARS TO CATCH UP TO. THE DIGITAL ASSET. MAYBE THE SUCCESS OF THE DIGITAL ASSET. WILL COMPEL SOME. TO ENTER SOONER. THE BEST TIME. WAS ACTUALLY. A VERY LONG TIME AGO. NOW IS THE BEST TIME. NOW. THIS IS THE MILLENIALS SECOND CHANCE TO GET IN ON THE TECHNOLOGICAL TIMELINE. AS A MILLENIAL. I HAVE TO FAULT MYSELF. STARTING AT 18. GRADUATING HIGH SCHOOL. IN 2008. THE YEAR OF THE DIGITAL ASSET. I HAD A JOB. IWAS INVESTING IN OPPORTUNITIES. LEARNING OF FAUCETS OF BUSINESS INDUSTRIES. FROM THE START. STUDYING CURRENCY HISTORY. LEARNING OF FOREX. DIDN'T LEARN ENOUGH. TO KNOW. BY 20. APPS WOULD BE OUT. ALSO FOR TRADING. MAKING IT HOW I TRADE NOW. SEGUE. THE APPS. WHEN APPS CAME OUT. INTERNET BROUGHT E-COMMERCE. INTERNET BROUGHT A FULL BOOK'S WORTH OF THINGS TO LIFE. WITH THE INTERNET. COMES E-COMMERCE. INTERNET COMMERCE. IF INTERNET COMMERCE. IS GOING DOWN, BEFORE INTERNET MONEY. DIGITAL MONEY. INTERNET CASH. WEB CASH. THEN WEB CASH. WAS IN FACT. INEVITABLE. SO INEVITABLE. THE POWER BROKERS OF THE COMPUTER AND INTERNET REVOLUTION. ALL SAW INTERNET MONEY AS INEVITABLE. SOME DID. THE BEST ALWAYS. THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE. STILL ALIVE. WHO HAVE BEEN AWAITING DIGITAL WEB CASH FOR DECADES. SINCE THE BIRTH OF THE INTERNET. SINCE E-COMMERCE. E-COMMERCE WOULD EVENTUALLY. NEED IT'S OWN DOLLAR. THE E-COMMERCE DOLLAR. NOW KNOWN AS THE BITCOIN. THE BLOCK CHAIN TECHNOLOGY. THEY WERE WAITING ON THE BLOCK CHAIN. THE BLOCK CHAIN DOLLAR. WHERE WE. AS THE MILLENIALS. COME INTO PLAY. WE WERE 20. I WAS 20. CLASS OF 2008. 20 YEARS OLD. WHEN THE SMARTPHONE. APPLICATIONS. MOBILE COMMERCE. NOW IT IS M-COMMERCE. I HAVE NO M-COMMERCE STOCKS. ON MY WISHLIST DASHBOARD. I WILL RESEARCH SOME SOON AND CATCH UP. I WILL CATCH UP TO AS MANY YEARS AS I CAN. I WILL HAVE THE PORTFOLIO. RESEMBLING A PORTFOLIO SET UP TWO DECADES AGO. TO ACCOUNT FOR THE PREVIOUS DECADE. WHILE ACCOUNTING FOR THE NEXT DECADE. EVER SINCE M-COMMERCE. SMART PHONES. APPLICATIONS. THE BALL HAS BEEN IN OUR COURT. AS MILLENIALS. AS ADULTS. EXPERIENCING THE TECHNOLOGICAL TIMELINE. M-COMMERCE IS STILL A GOOD PROFIT MARGIN. IT IS THE FIRST. AFTER BLOCK CHAIN. AFTER THE BITCOIN. BTC. THE DIGITAL ASSET. THEN M-COMMERCE. WE HAVE TO KEEP EYES ON THE BLOCK CHAIN TECHNOLOGY. M-COMMERCE. THE FUTURE OF M-COMMERCE. FUTURE OF APPLICATIONS. FUTURE OF SMART PHONES. THAT'S EASY. TIES INTO FIVE G DATA. FIVE G TIES INTO VIRTUAL REALITY. FULLY IMMERSIVE VIRTUAL REALITY IS ON ITS WAY. FIVE G TIES INTO AUTONOMOUS VEHICLE TECHNOLOGY. THE SELF DRIVING. REVOLUTION. IS HERE PEOPLE. TESLA. TESLA. TESLA. THERE'S THIS ONE COMPANY. 10M SHARES FOR $1000. I'M BUYING ALL OF THEM. I WONDER WILL THE PRICE GO UP? I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE. MY FAMILY IS GOOD. GUCCI. GUCCI. GU. MY MENTOR. THEN I CAN ENJOY THE MONEY. IN MY MIND NOW. I HAVE TO GET USED TO. A NEW FACT. THE FACT. MONEY ISSUES ARE DIFFERENT NOW. NOT THE SAME MONEY ISSUES. EVEN NOW. YOU SPEND MORE TIME DISTRIBUTING THE FUNDS. IN YOUR HEAD. THAN SPENDING THEM. ON YOURSELF. YOU'RE GOING A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY. ONCE YOU GET THAT. HELP THOSE YOU LOVE. IT IS A PROMISE YOU MUST KEEP TO YOURSELF. IT'S BEEN A LONG ROAD. YOU MADE IT VERY FAR. YOU HAVE TO PLAY YOUR PART. THE MILLIONS DON'T MATTER IF YOU COULDN'T USE IT. TO BETTER OTHER'S LIVES. GOD HAS GIVEN YOU A GIFT OF ECONOMICAL EXPANSION. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO. IS AIM THE GIFT. AT YOUR DESIRE. WHO YOU ARE HELPING. IF YOU HAVE AN EARNING POWER OF $100K PER MONTH. YOU CAN USE THREE MONTHS INCOME PER YEAR. TO HELP THOSE YOU LOVE. THREE MONTHS TO HELP STRANGERS. GET YOU STRAIGHT WITH THE OTHER MONTH'S. AFTER THE $2MILLION. 

6:51PM EST - 7:41PM EST
3.1.2020
SUNDAY MARCH 1ST, 2020
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #12: THE ZERO SUM GAME

SCENE #12:. YOU DOWNLOAD [FREEWALLET.ORG](https://FREEWALLET.ORG) APP. OPEN AN ACCOUNT WITH YOUR FACEBOOK. YOUR GOOGLE PLUS. YOUR PHONE NUMBER. DOWNLOAD DOGEWALLET APP. FOUR CRYPTO WALLETS. RIGHT THERE. COINBASE. THE FIRST CRYPTO WALLET. THE OFFICIAL BITCOIN WALLET. DOWNLOAD E-TRADE APP. SIGN UP FOR E-TRADE. GLOBAL ACCOUNT. TWICE. INDIVIDUAL ACCOUNT. THREE TIMES. JOINT ACCOUNT. IF MARRIED. OR NOT. ROBINHOOD ACCOUNT. STASH ACCOUNT. INTERACTIVE BROKERS. FXCHOICE. TRADERSWAY. THIS IS THE SET UP YOU NEED. TO TRADE CURRENCY. WHILE BUILDING 

Have read through many posts and have found some of the answers I was looking for, however i am still concerned with adding Deca/nandrolone with my TRT. Dr has advised it as I have been fighting a shoulder injury for several weeks now, and while it is getting better, he advised that adding deca would help greatly. I currently take 200mg of test C per week, and that keeps my total T just over 1100, E2 is well managed (always in the mid 30's), and free T is always on the high side.
Is there anything in particular I should look out for?
Dr is recommending I use the deca at 100mg/wk which is half of my Test dose.

The summer I turned 10 was the best time of my life. For years I’d had trouble making friends with other girls, and out of nowhere I was accepted into a group of boys. We would ride our bikes everywhere, play games, and sit up all night just talking about superheroes. I loved it, and I started enjoying coming to school.
That summer was the first summer we went to Everett’s cabin. We biked up there with his dad and spent three days hiking, fishing, telling stories, building a treehouse, and chowing down on hot dogs. It was amazing, and probably the first time in my life where I truly felt like part of a group.
For the next few years, we went back up there every summer. Sometimes we’d get another member, sometimes we’d lose one. People came and went, but we biked up there every summer nonetheless.
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They became my best friends. I was one of the “original members” alongside Everett and Sam, but one year we had Lewis, another year there was Owen, and so on. But me, Everett, and Sam? We were always there. The originals.
By the time we all turned 14, there was another girl joining the group; Sam’s girlfriend Josslyn. I’d had some trouble getting along with other girls, so I was a bit hesitant about having Josslyn come along. But I was hilariously wrong. Within a couple of weeks, Josslyn became my best friend. She was like the sister I never had.
The year we turned 16 was the last time we would go there as a group. By then, everyone was growing up. Some were going to college; others were getting a job. Hell, Sam and Josslyn had just broken up and could barely be in the same room. Spending the summer in Everett’s cabin became one of those things that you just stop doing. We promised we’d go back there someday and celebrate summer the right way, knowing full well that would probably never happen.
And then, nothing. And as with all names and faces, they started growing distant. We kept in touch every now and then, but Sam, Everett and Josslyn all went on with their lives. I did too.
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That was until a few years ago, when we all turned 30.
By then, Sam was about to move out of state. His startup company had gained some traction, and they were moving their main office. He was hitting the big leagues.
Josslyn was planning a move to Scotland. She’d met this guy at the university that she fell head over heels in love with, and the two of them’d had a long-distance relationship for close to a decade.
Everett, well, he’d tried to play the family man. He had a four-year old son and a two-year old girl with a woman who was divorcing him. Oof.
And me? Well, I wasn’t dealing with my aging very well. I’ve had anxiety all my life and haven’t celebrated a birthday since I was 14. I can barely look myself in the mirror, horrified of the possibility of seeing a grey hair. I’m a bit of a hypochondriac, truth be told, and I imagine feeling all kinds of cramps and pains because of my age. And yes, I know 30 isn’t that old. Doesn’t matter.
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But that summer, Everett sent us a message out of nowhere. His family was selling the cabin, and he figured one more trip down memory lane would do us all some good. The whole area was being sold off to a logging company at the end of summer. Personally, I just think the divorce was getting to him.
At first, I wasn’t going to accept. But after seeing both Sam and Josslyn agreeing to come, I couldn’t say no. Maybe it would distract me from turning 30.
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So one sunny day in late June I drove down from Morgantown back home to Juniper (WV), not knowing what to expect. I figured I might get a nice weekend out of it.
And as I met up with Sam and Everett, it was as if nothing had changed. They hugged me. We laughed, we joked around, and we laughed some more. Everett had rented us mountain bikes. I got the blue one.
Sure, they looked a bit different. Sam had put on a few pounds and had a thick pair of glasses. He was already sweating. Everett, who used to have dreadlocks, had this short and neat office-type haircut, and his eyes looked darker. But that was all just appearance; they were the same guys. Same humor, same smiles, same favorite superheroes. Wonderful.
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We stopped at the supermarket. I was comparing beef jerky prices when Sam walked up to me.
“Josslyn went on ahead,” he explained. “The roads are all dug up, so we’re taking the tunnel.”
“The Rosewater tunnel? By the railroad?” I asked.
“Yeah,” nodded Sam. “Shouldn’t take long. Josslyn is already up there.”
Made sense to me. Josslyn was the outdoorsy type. She was probably up there making a fire by rubbing sticks together or something. But just in case, I bought myself a Firestarter. You never know.
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And then we were off. Riding bikes with the same people, down the same roads. Sure, it all looked different, but it really wasn’t. After all these years, I was still just me and the guys. For a moment, I felt this surge of optimism; like everything, somehow, might turn out all right.
Everett took point. We followed a trail deep into the pine forest, sweating under the summer sun. The canopy was a blessing, hiding us from the afternoon heat. It took us a bit over an hour to find the railroad tracks. We followed them north. Sam was sweating like he’d never even seen a bike before.
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Then we got to the tunnel. The old Rosewater tunnel wasn’t long, but it was old. Everyone knew about it, but it was the kind of place that parents refused to let their kids go near. The place was probably covered in mold. Still, biking through it wouldn’t be a problem. You could feel the draft coming through.
The tunnel had a slight curve to it, so we couldn’t see the other side. Still, Everett took point and howled with joy as he entered. The echo bounced off the walls, reaching into the mountain. Sam followed suit, shrieking just as loud. We dove deep into the dark with the rhythmic thumping of the railroad tracks beneath us.
Our bike lights shone as bright as they could, but the tunnel swallowed them. It was getting colder and colder, almost to the point of my breath showing. Little dust particles danced in the weak light. The sound of spinning bike chains and thumping wheels echoed, and the air tasted like old moisture.
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Suddenly, Everett stopped. Then Sam. And soon, I could see why.
We were in the middle of the tunnel, and there was something covering the ground.
Snow.
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We were all standing there dumbfounded. Snow? In late June? That didn’t make a lick of sense.
“That’s just weird,” said Sam. “Let’s keep going.”
“Wait,” said Everett.
He stepped off his bike and walked around for a bit. I leaned against my handlebar, feeling the weight of my backpack. I hadn’t even noticed how out of breath I was. Everett leaned down, looking at the snow.
“What’s up?” Sam asked. “We going?”
“Yeah, yeah,” nodded Everett. “It’s just… I dunno.”
“Dunno what?”
“Like… where’re the tracks?”
“You’re sitting on ‘em” I added. “What’s the deal?”
“No, Josslyn’s tracks.”
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Now I could definitely see my own breath. And Everett was right, the snow was undisturbed. Josslyn couldn’t have come through there, unless the snow had recently settled. But what, an inch and a half of powder snow in late June, in less than a day? Nah.
Everett got back on his bike.
“Let’s just keep going.”
We biked through the snow. About ten minutes later, we got to the edge of the tunnel.
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It’d collapsed in on itself.
The ceiling had caved in and filled the entire tunnel with a steep slant of solid rock chunks. It didn’t look recent either.
We just turned around. There was no reason for us to keep pushing forward, so we decided to just go back out and follow the (if somewhat broken) main road instead. We had bikes, we could go pretty much anywhere. Still, I couldn’t help but notice how Everett seemed a bit distraught. We all were.
On our way back through the snow, I got the sense that something was off, but I couldn’t put my finger on what. But right then and there, I was just happy we were leaving.
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Except we didn’t get far.
The path we came in through had also collapsed.
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“Did we make a… a wrong turn?” Sam asked. “I thought this… this was just a straight line.”
“It is,” said Everett. “This, uh… this doesn’t make sense.”
“I didn’t hear anything,” I gasped. “I didn’t hear a goddamn thing.”
“This is old. There’s dust. It didn’t just collapse, this is… ,” insisted Everett.
“So we must’ve gotten turned around somewhere,” smiled Sam. “So we backtrack.”
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It took us about 45 minutes to move from one end of the tunnel to the other; but both ends were definitely collapsed. How we entered in the first place was mind boggling. It didn’t make sense.
At some point, we just stopped. We stepped off our bikes and sat down. Sam used his phone as a flashlight, illuminating the dancing dust particles. The air tasted stale.
“No bars,” Sam said. “Tunnels suck.”
“It doesn’t make sense!” groaned Everett. “We got in, we can get out!”
“How?!” I asked, throwing my arms out. “I’m not seeing any exits! It… it fell!”
“That’s impossible!” spat Everett. “There would be a… a goddamn ear-bursting pressure! There’d be so much dust we… we wouldn’t be able to breathe! And there wouldn’t be goddamn snow all over the ground!”
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We tried to get our phones to work. We tried moving the rocks, but the thick moisture in the air had frozen; making them all stick together like bricks and mortar. There was no way.
We wasted hours, and the temperature just kept dropping. I’d started shivering, and Sam’s breath had frozen into little icicles in his beard. Everett paced back and forth, trying to come up with a plan.
The snow was either expanding, or we kept coming back to it. Either way, it was everywhere. And the temperature kept dropping; fast.
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At one point, that strange feeling in my stomach came back to me. I removed my bike light and used it as a torch. I noticed something in the snow.
I could see our tracks. Both from our bikes, and our shoes. But there was something else; a slight impression. Two thin parallel lines, running next to the wall. They twisted and turned at times, but I couldn’t make out what it was supposed to be. I called Sam and Everett over to help me, but we suddenly got distracted.
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Somewhere deep in the tunnel, I heard something.
A voice.
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“You should be helping me.”
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It came from further in. Without a doubt in my mind, and after all these years, I could still recognize Josslyn’s voice. We tried to pinpoint where it came from, but the tunnel made it impossible.
“Joss?” Sam called out. “Joss, you there?”
Nothing. We looked at one another. It took Everett a few moments to even attempt to accept this.
“Joss!” Everett finally called out “Josslyn!”
Still, nothing.
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We looked for her. I could feel myself growing more desperate as the air got colder. My teeth had started to chatter, and no amount of rubbing my arms changed a thing. My hairs were standing at attention, as if listening for warmth.
Sam and Everett kept calling out to her, but we got no response. And all over the snow I kept seeing these two parallel lines, just barely scraping the top of the snow. Either they’d been there for a while, or whatever was making them were something extraordinarily light. But there was no way of telling where it came from.
I have no idea how many hours we spent walking up and down that freezing tunnel. At some point, we all gathered in a circle and wrapped ourselves in sleeping bags. I tried to use my Firestarter, but we didn’t have much to burn. We piled up some of our extra clothes and spent the better part of an hour setting it on fire. It burned for less than ten minutes.
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At some point, we just stopped trying. Our hands were raw, and I started having cold sweats. We’d turned off the lights to save on battery, but my restless eyes kept moving. I could feel myself going cross-eyed, my mind confused by the pressing dark.
There was too much ground to cover. There might be some side tunnel that we might’ve missed, but we were losing hope. I didn’t know what to make of it. Sam and Everett had gone through several cycles of arguing, making a desperate effort, being anxiously hopeful, and then back to arguing. Now they were just quiet.
I would’ve preferred an argument.
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“You… should be helping me.”
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We all looked up. It was distant, but not as distant as last time. I could hear Sam shuffling as he got up. He called out to Josslyn again and again, but there was no response. Sam was growing more and more desperate, and his screams got louder. At some point, he stopped calling out to her; he just screamed.
The arguing started again as Everett tried to shut him up. But I heard something. I looked up, concentrating on the sound. There was a slight reverb, like the sound bouncing off something metallic.
I put my bike light back on and looked up, letting the bright cone answer my question.
There were drainpipes running along the ceiling of the tunnel.
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“Some… some kind of drainage, or a run-off,” said Sam, looking up. “That’s gotta… wait. This wasn’t at the entrance.”
“So it started further in,” I said. “Maybe there’s a maintenance area.”
At that, Everett got up.
“Yeah,” he nodded. “Yeah, that makes, uh… that makes sense.”
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We followed the pipes, and I couldn’t help but notice that the parallel lines in the snow that seemed to be going the same way. They were roughly following the way the pipes were running in the ceiling. Sam and Everett didn’t seem to notice.
“There might be another way out,” said Sam. “Like a… maintenance entrance.”
“Yeah,” agreed Everett. “They can’t have people running in and out of here when the trains are coming, right?”
My stomach turned. The stress was getting to me. I wasn’t usually the quiet one of the group, but crawling around in the dark just weighed my entire mind down. It wasn’t supposed to be cold. It wasn’t supposed to be dark. We were supposed to be making hot dogs by the cabin.
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There was a faint tapping sound. Something banging against the pipes, somewhere up ahead. Sam and Everett pushed forward.
And there it was. A maintenance door.
We all got excited. We ran up to it, and the moment Sam put his hands on the handle, I shouted at them to stop.
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They just looked at me, barely illuminated by our combined electronics. I could see the parallel lines running in the snow leading into the maintenance door. I pointed it out to Sam and Everett, who didn’t pay it no mind. Sam thought it was water drops from condensation. Everett didn’t care.
It couldn’t be water drops. It was too cold, and too consistent. Something in me screamed at me to just… not go further. This was bad.
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But the door flung open, and we stepped inside.
There was an awful smell in the air. Chemicals; mostly ammonia. It took some time getting used to, but we pushed on. There was a small corridor leading us further in, branching into maintenance tunnels that were so small that we had to move sideways to fit.
We explored, as a group. We couldn’t find an obvious way out, but we could make an educated guess. We just had to find a way that pointed us either straight forward, or straight back; following the curvature of the Rosewater tunnel.
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At one point, we hit a dead end. As we turned back, I was suddenly first in line. Then we heard it again.
“You should… be helping me.”
This time it was just down the hall. It was so close it chilled me more than my freezing breath. And for a split second, I could swear I saw something move just at the edge of the light. Something that retreated into the dark with a rhythmic sound. And it was leaving behind those strange parallel lines in the frost-covered floor.
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We got back to one of the maintenance hubs. The drainpipes coalesced, leading us further in. We stopped for a while, as Sam was out of batteries.
“They will come looking for us,” said Sam. “We should just go back and wait.”
“We’ll freeze,” I said. “It’s absurd, but we’ll freeze.”
“She’s right,” agreed Everett. “We… we gotta push.”
“Then I go second. I don’t have a light.”
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We agreed.
And as we turned around, there was Josslyn.
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We could barely make out her shape at first. She looked taller, and her hair clung to her face like she’d crawled out of a cold bath. She just stood there, barely keeping herself upright. Sam and I stood there in shock, but Everett burst into action. He sprinted forward towards her.
In a whiplash-like motion, Josslyn was pulled back into the dark. She didn’t make a sound.
I noticed two things.
One, that her legs didn’t move.
And two, that her feet barely touched the ground; leaving parallel lines in the frosted floor.
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Everett rushed after her, screaming her name over and over like a desperate parrot. I was right behind him, and Sam was trying his best to keep up. We ran, seeing whiffs of her hair disappear further and further into the darkness. She was moving, fast, and we could barely keep up. Just seconds later, as we came to a four-way junction, she was gone.
Everett fell to his knees, panting. I stopped short of tripping over him.
“She… she’s here,” Everett panted. “S-something’s wrong.”
I spat and tried to stay in motion to keep my sweat from freezing. The salt stung my eyes.
“Why… why is she doing this?” he asked. “What’s going on?”
“Wait,” I said.
I turned around.
“Where’s Sam?”
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We backtracked. We tried to mentally map those labyrinthian halls, but we just came up with dead end after dead end. Sam was gone. Disappeared into the dark.
And somewhere, far ahead, we could hear something again.
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“Yooooouu~ should be… helping me.”
But this time, in Sam’s voice.
Sam’s broken, drawling, drawn-out half-voice. It made the drainpipes reverberate, shaking with excitement.
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This time, we turned the other way. We couldn’t keep getting pulled further and further in. We made a silent agreement that whatever was in there was something we didn’t want to see. We had to keep going, and once we got out, we could help.
“We… we have to follow the pipes,” said Everett. “They have to lead outside at some point!”
“Or they’ll just… just lead us further in!”
“We can’t keep running in circles! We pick a path, and we stick to it!”
He grabbed my shoulders. Even with barely functioning light, I could see the panicked size of his pupils. I nodded. Whatever it took for us to stick together.
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We must’ve walked for hours. And finally, it opened up into another junction. This one with only two adjoining corridors. But by now, we’d moved around so much there was no way to tell what was north, south, or in-between. We could only guess.
“You pick,” said Everett.
And I did.
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We followed one of the halls, and I could hear my footsteps growing louder. The echo was increasing. Moments later, the halls opened into a kind of hub area where all the drainpipes coalesced. It was much large than expected, with solid concrete walls and floors. Dozens of pipes lead us here.
Everett was about to rush forward when I put a hand on his shoulder. I looked around for a bit, but he brushed me off and kept going.
“Wait!” I called out, pointing.
There was something up ahead.
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It was impossible not to recognize Sam. His body hanging limp, inches off the ground like a stringed-up puppet.
His skin white as snow, with icicles hanging from his beard and hair. He didn’t move.
“You shooooould… be helping me,” his body groaned, without ever moving his mouth.
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The shadows behind him moved.
The very dark of the room; it moved.
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And at that moment, I realized there was something oil-slick and dark slithering along the pipes; holding Sam up like a ventriloquist dummy.
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“Sssssshould. Sssssshould be.”
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I could see Josslyn’s bike, snapped in half and thrown into a corner. Strange flowers grew along the edge of the wall; like little sunflowers, frozen and blue.
I could see Josslyn’s backpack torn open and thrown across the floor. The hot dogs, trampled and abandoned. And there at the very edge of my light, I could see Josslyn’s frozen hair splayed across the concrete in a pool of frozen blood.
Unnatural hands crawled across the drainpipes, causing a rhythmic thumping. And just as the horror of this vision sunk into me, my mind exploded into panic. It was like watching through my eyes like a passenger, surrendering completely to whatever power would get me out of there. My mind lit up the world with fear, as a real and tangible threat started coming our way; and it was dragging Sam along.
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I bolted back out the door. Something was right behind me, but I didn’t know if it was Everett or… that Sam-thing. I didn’t care. I didn’t care the slightest.
I turned a quick corner. Everett followed. The Sam-thing couldn’t keep up, and whatever held him just tossed him aside. I could hear his body shattering like a gypsum statue; his body frozen solid.
Another corner. A quick turn.
Too quick.
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I tripped on my own feet. I fell, and Everett fell right after me. We ended up on our sides, lying face-to-face. Something in my elbow broke, and I couldn’t get up.
Then, Everett stopped. I did too. I held my breath, waiting for whatever pain there was to come. Everett looked at me, slack jawed.
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His breathing stopped. A long mosquito-like appendage had extended down from the drainpipes, piercing the back of his skull, like popping a water balloon. It was sucking out his warmth, making his skin lose its color. Eyes sinking into his skull, freezing. Nails and tongue turning black. Skin cracking like porcelain. Membranes shriveling into nothing but dry meat.
“Yooooooou~ “ it started. “… yoooOoou… heEeeeeEelping me. Help. Helping meeeee.”
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I couldn’t look away.
But as my light dwindled, all that was left was the cold of his touch, and his words; frozen in time.
“Shhhh… shhhhoooOo… should be. Be. Be.”
As my light went out, all that was left was one desperate plea. And for a moment, it sounded just like him.
“Helping me. Helping. Helping me. Helping… me.”
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I must’ve stayed there for hours, growing colder by the minute. I just lay there, listening to him slowly learning how to talk with Everett’s body. My tears had frozen my eyelids shut, and my shivers had subsided to a deep throbbing pain.
At some point, Everett was lifted off the floor. And as a cold spike poked against my skin, I realized I could barely feel it. I was too cold.
The creature must’ve thought the same thing, as it left me there. I had no warmth left for it to feast on.
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I was no longer interesting prey. I’d accidentally strained my elbow as I fell, and I could barely feel my legs. Further and further away, I could hear the rhythmic thumping as the creature moved along the drainpipes. The pleas of what remained of Everett grew more confident, and distant.
At some point, it wasn’t interested anymore. I fumbled down corridor after corridor, trying to keep my eyes open.
And out of nowhere, the tunnels just seemed to... open up.
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On the other side of the Rosewater Tunnel, the light blinded me.
The sun of late June promised me that I was finally safe.
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Now, this was all about… five years ago. Law enforcement insist that we were “urban explorers” who messed up. There had been reports of rockslides near the Rosewater Tunnels, and they figured that Sam, Everett and Josslyn got caught in it somewhere deep in the abandoned side tunnels. They didn’t take any other report or indication of wrongdoing seriously. That I had frost burns in late June didn’t seem to bother them.
I’ve been holding off on writing this story as it was technically open for investigation until last September. They finally closed it, officially classifying it as a kind of spelunking expedition gone wrong. They swear they’ve investigated the tunnel, but I have yet to see a single squad car anywhere near it.
I don’t think this is over.
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I’ve since left it all behind. The town, the people, the past.
And whatever future I have left, I will cherish.

Today I found out I am pregnant with our 3rd (fourth pregnancy, wow can't believe I can say that)! It was somewhat of a surprise, and so now I am super anxious about all the choices I made before I knew I was pregnant. I was really sick with what was probably c19 last month, and I'm scared to look up if that has any lingering effects. Okay that wasn't a choice. Mostly though, I'm sad that I think I have had two nights of a couple drinks since I've been pregnant. Does anyone have any words of comfort to share? Trying not to worry, and can't wait till our first scan to make sure the little bean is doing well! I called to make an appointment but the office was closed, and I have to wait till Monday. :( We are due Nov 30, so I just squeezed into this bump group!

Hi there!
I have Complex PTSD, trauma related dissociation, interstitial cystitis and vaginismus. Yay!🤦🏻‍♀️I’ve been married to the same guy for 25 years. (Second marriage for me. One big problem was hubby #1 had a very low sex drive and would freak out at the idea of doing anything besides missionary and silence. ) Husband #2 is 12 years younger than me, had a very adventurous and strong sex drive. We have two fantastic daughters, both adopted from China 19 and 21 years ago.
I need to fix the vaginismus. You bet, I’m in therapy- we’re discussing hypnosis as a way to treat dissociation. I’ve been treated with IC for years and have had limited success with various treatments. I don’t get B.V or yeast infections.
Husband and I haven’t had sex in two years. I used to have an incredibly high sex drive and was complimented often re: how hot, wet and tight my hoo ha was. Now I can barely get a boric acid suppository up there. My gyno used to have to use a child’s speculum to examine me.
I’ve never been able to use tampons. I was sexually abused by my Mom when I was an infant and I was raped by four adult strangers when I was 17 and I’d run away and made it all the way from NYC to Oklahoma hitch hiking. (That was “done” in those days. Stupid and dangerous - it was a widely accepted way for young people to see the country 30 years ago.)
I’m telling you all this in the hopes that it will help inform your endorsements, suggestions , warnings etc.
Anyway, I need to fix the vaginismus. Many years ago, I tried the hard purple plastic set. I was so intimidated by it that I never read the directions, was always mildly freaked out by that large rubbery with raised dots all over it.
I know some folks here like the rose something or other kit but I don’t understand how what looks like flippety floppitey soft rubber things get into the vag. It looks like i’d be trying to insert Jello. And they cost 100 dollars?
I’d rather insert Jello into my vag then those hard plastic things, but what would be the point?
One nice thing about the Barney dilators was one of the purple things could be used as a vibrator.
I won’t go on. I should have posted this under my other reddit identity but it’s too late now to start screwing with my iPad that tends to not work well after I’ve been using it for hours today, which I have. Had jaw surgery in Wednesday and i’m supposed to stay in bed for a few days and i’ve been on my iPad a lot every day.
So thank the gods that this tl/dr post is almost over.
Can some of you help me pick out a dilator, and answer: do they work & the pros and cons of different brands? Thank you.