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dream pop - music, news & discussion

2011.10.24 12:11 547 dream pop - music, news & discussion

Dream Pop is a subgenre of alternative rock that focuses on ethereal soundscapes, subdued atmospheres, and reverb soaked melodies and vocals.
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2014.08.13 00:15 centalapalooza IIFYM: If It Fits Your Macros

IIFYM stands for If It Fits Your Macros and speaks specifically to fat loss from a macro nutrition and thus a caloric stand point and is purely a means to improve body composition. IIFYM does not address health concerns of the heart, brain or other organs and does not put an emphasis on so called ‘healthy eating’.
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2011.08.28 07:24 Everything & Anything You Were Too Afraid To Ask

Anything and everything you’ve ever been TooAfraidToAsk.
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2023.03.30 07:34 Elina_01 Economic and Trade Cooperation between Indonesia and China

Since the establishment of the comprehensive strategic partnership between Indonesia and China in 2013, bilateral economic and trade cooperation has entered a period of comprehensive deepening. 2021, the accession of both countries to the Regional Comprehensive Economic Partnership Agreement (RCEP) has provided new opportunities and momentum for bilateral economic and trade cooperation.
Trade: China has been Indonesia's largest trade partner for nine consecutive years and the largest export destination for six consecutive years. 2021, the bilateral trade volume between China and Indonesia exceeded USD 120 billion, up 58.6% year-on-year, ranking first among ASEAN countries in terms of growth. The trade structure of the two countries is highly complementary. China's main exports to Indonesia include mechanical and electrical products, iron and steel and their products, mainly industrial manufactured products; its main imports from Indonesia include mineral fuels, iron and steel, animal and vegetable oils and fats, mainly energy resource-intensive products and agricultural products.
Investment: China is the third largest source of foreign investment in Indonesia, with major investment areas including infrastructure construction, energy generation, telecommunications high-tech, business and internet services. Chinese investment projects in Indonesia are spread across all regions of Indonesia, especially in remote areas outside of Java, in line with the Indonesian government's strategic goal of promoting balanced regional development. Chinese investment in Indonesia also brings multiple benefits such as employment, technology transfer and supply chain optimization.
Cooperation: China and Indonesia have carried out a series of major cooperation projects under the framework of the "Belt and Road" initiative, such as the Yawan High Speed Rail, Jakarta-Bandung Expressway and Bali Cross-Sea Bridge. These projects have not only improved Indonesia's infrastructure and accessibility, but also promoted local socio-economic development and livelihood improvement. In addition, the two countries have strengthened cooperation in epidemic prevention and control, vaccine development and production.
Production: China and Indonesia are cooperating in the field of minerals, steel, rubber and other "downstreaming", i.e. processing or adding value in Indonesia before export, in order to improve the quality and income of Indonesia's exports, and also to meet the market demand in China. China's Zhejiang Qingshan Group and Jiangsu Delong Company have invested in smelters in Sulawesi, providing technical and financial support to Indonesia's mineral "downstreaming" process.
Consumption: China's Alibaba Group and Tencent Group have invested in local e-commerce platforms in Indonesia, such as Lazada and Tokopedia, providing Indonesian consumers with convenient online shopping services and opening up the Indonesian market for Chinese goods. China and Indonesia have also signed a Memorandum of Understanding on Tourism Cooperation, which has expanded the number of tourists and tourism projects between the two countries and enhanced mutual understanding and friendship between the two peoples.
Finance: China's Industrial and Commercial Bank and Construction Bank have set up branches or representative offices in Indonesia, providing financial services such as loans, settlement and insurance for enterprises in both China and Indonesia. China and Indonesia have also signed the Currency Swap Agreement to establish a bilateral local currency settlement mechanism, which reduces exchange rate risks and transaction costs. China and Indonesia have also explored and exchanged ideas in the fields of digital currency and financial technology, which have provided reference and support for the development and innovation of the financial markets of both countries.
In conclusion, the economic interdependence between China and Indonesia is diversified, deepened and of high quality, and is an important part of the comprehensive strategic partnership between the two countries, as well as a reflection of the common interests and well-being of the two peoples.
I believe that to continue to promote economic and trade cooperation between Indonesia and China, we can start from the following aspects:
  1. adhering to multilateralism, maintaining the international order of free trade and open cooperation, opposing unilateralism and protectionism, and jointly maintaining regional peace and stability;
  2. Strengthen cooperation in epidemic prevention and control, support the World Health Organization's leadership role in global epidemic fighting, promote fair distribution and accessibility of vaccines, and restore the smooth flow of people and logistics.
  3. Deepen the construction of free trade zones, implement the RCEP agreement, promote trade and investment liberalization and facilitation, lower tariff and non-tariff barriers, and expand market access.
  4. Promote infrastructure connectivity, strengthen the dovetailing of the Belt and Road Initiative and ASEAN's Master Plan 2025 on Connectivity, accelerate the construction of major projects, and improve physical, institutional and human connectivity in the region.
  5. Innovate cooperation models, strengthen cooperation in emerging areas such as digital economy, green development and smart cities, accelerate policy coordination and rule-making, and promote scientific and technological innovation and industrial upgrading.
What do you all think?
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2023.03.30 07:32 Ok_Enthusiasm2611 Strategies for Success in Nifty50 Options Trading: A Deep Dive

Hey everyone,
If you're looking to improve your success rate in Nifty50 options trading, it's important to have a solid understanding of different trading strategies. In this post, we'll dive deep into some of the most effective strategies and give you examples of how to implement them in your trading.
First, let's go over the different types of strategies you can use:
  1. Bullish Strategies: These strategies are used when you believe the price of the underlying asset will increase. Examples include buying call options and bull call spreads.
  2. Bearish Strategies: These strategies are used when you believe the price of the underlying asset will decrease. Examples include buying put options and bear put spreads.
  3. Neutral Strategies: These strategies are used when you believe the price of the underlying asset will remain stable. Examples include selling covered calls and iron condors.
  4. Volatility Strategies: These strategies are used when you believe the price of the underlying asset will experience significant fluctuations. Examples include buying straddles and strangles.
Now that you have a basic understanding of the different types of strategies, let's take a closer look at each one.
Bullish Strategies:
One of the most popular bullish strategies is buying call options. This involves buying a call option on a stock that you believe will increase in price. If the stock does rise, you can exercise your option and buy the stock at a lower price than the market value, making a profit on the difference.
Another bullish strategy is the bull call spread. This involves buying a call option at a lower strike price and selling a call option at a higher strike price. This limits your potential profit, but also limits your potential losses if the stock price falls.
Bearish Strategies:
A popular bearish strategy is buying put options. This involves buying a put option on a stock that you believe will decrease in price. If the stock does fall, you can exercise your option and sell the stock at a higher price than the market value, making a profit on the difference.
Another bearish strategy is the bear put spread. This involves buying a put option at a higher strike price and selling a put option at a lower strike price. This limits your potential profit, but also limits your potential losses if the stock price rises.
Neutral Strategies:
Selling covered calls is a popular neutral strategy. This involves selling call options on a stock that you already own. If the stock price remains stable, you can collect a premium on the call option without having to sell your stock. If the stock price rises and the call option is exercised, you can still make a profit on the stock sale.
Another neutral strategy is the iron condor. This involves selling both a call option and a put option at different strike prices, creating a range of prices where you can profit. If the stock price remains within that range, you can collect a premium on both options.
Volatility Strategies:
Buying straddles is a popular volatility strategy. This involves buying both a call option and a put option at the same strike price. This allows you to profit if the stock price moves significantly in either direction.
Another volatility strategy is the strangle. This involves buying both a call option and a put option at different strike prices. This strategy can be less expensive than buying a straddle, but also has a narrower profit range.
In conclusion, having a solid understanding of different trading strategies is crucial for success in Nifty50 options trading. By diversifying your portfolio and selecting the appropriate strategies for different market conditions, you can increase your chances of making profitable trades.
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2023.03.30 07:32 periwinklemuse To my stranger of the present and companion of the past

Tonight I write you here, into the void of cyberspace, because speaking with you directly is no longer an option. Maybe against all odds, this will reach you in someway. Even if it does, I’m not sure I’ll ever know the difference. After all, you seem indifferent to life without me and that might be what severs my heart strings the most.
I wish I had the capability to be as apathetic as you, but here I am, 6 months later and pining for you. This is becoming almost unbearable. I don’t know how much longer I can take this feeling anymore. At this very moment especially the melancholy is pernicious and no longer something I can ignore. I am desperate for any sign from you. Grasping at whatever resource I can to feel connected to you. All I’m left with are memories accompanied by forlornness.
I miss you so fucking much. More than I’m capable of translating into a comprehensible form. Yearning for you is becoming an increasingly longer part of my day as time passes. I feel as time continues, you are drifting further away from me. Slowly but inevitably, you are floating off towards the horizon, with miles of distance between you and me. You are becoming a speck that my eye is barely capable of registering. Even though it feels we are light years away, my love for you does not waver. It’s the slow burn of a candle that continues to emit light with the same intensity as before.
I feel the coldness that perceives the difference between conditional and unconditional love. The realization that you didn’t love me with the same capacity I had for you is something I wish I could hate you for. Losing you has torn me apart, but I won’t have to regret not giving you my all. I gave you every last morsel and I’m sorry it wasn’t enough. I still would have done whatever you asked of me if it meant I could keep you. I hope one day you are able to appreciate the love that I gave you. If you can look past my imperfections and peel back the layers to see the soul that sacrificed everything to make you happy. Maybe you’re too prideful, but I left the door open for you in our last conversation. Still there is no word from you, but I’ll be here hopelessly waiting to see your figure in the door frame.
I love you, my handsome man.
Sincerely,
The one who still thinks of you
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2023.03.30 07:29 amethyst-chimera My on field DPS Barbara

My on field DPS Barbara
I need to lvl her to 90 and her NA to 10 eventually, but for now she does a solid 2-3k per hit! She's my hydro applier for my burgeon Thoma team
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2023.03.30 07:28 AnonFoggy WIBTA If i suggested my boyfriend set a boundary to the amount he will fork over to his grandparents for bills?

My(m18) boyfriend(m20) lives with his grandparents and has since he was a child. He was going to move out a while ago, but he ended up having some heart problems and they decided it was best for him to stay home for a while so they could keep a check on him/someone would be around if he had a spell and needed to go to the ER (which has happened multiple times)
They are in a tough financial situation to say the least, and my boyfriend is the only one in the house with a job. Both of his grandparents draw social security, his grandfather draws retirement, and they get a $500 child support check every month for his little sister on behalf of their late mother.
Here’s where the problem comes in. His grandfather started asking him for $200-300 dollars every time he gets a paycheck (which is usually only about $500-600), and I at first had no problem with this. However, I’ve started to consider where a lot of that money is going…
It’s going to pot. They spend $720-820 a month on pot. Pot that my boyfriend does not smoke. A majority of that pot goes to his little sister and the remaining fraction goes to his grandmother.
My boyfriend pays his own medical bills, all of them. He pays for his therapy, his psychiatrist, his medications, he’s paid all of his hospital/ER bills, he pays for his own gas, he pays his own insurance, he pays his own phone bills, etc. His sister is 17 and refuses to get a job to help out at all. So over the past couple months, he has also paid the phone bills of everyone else in the house, he’s paid for his sister and grandfather’s gas, and he’s paid part the electricity bill.
Almost all of the household income, other than my boyfriend’s, goes to food… and pot.
I grew up in a horrible financial situation, as in we didn’t know whether or not we’d have food on the table the next day, and I just know I would be absolutely livid to find out that we were spending nearly $1000 a month on pot rather than focusing on what we need.
Am I wrong to be a little bothered that all of my boyfriend’s money is going towards the necessities of three other people while all the money they make is going to pot?
I want to clarify that this would not strike me as a problem if it wasn’t for the excessive amount of pot being bought at the rate that it’s being bought. He’s expressed himself that this bothers him a great deal. WIBTA if I suggested he set a boundary with his grandparents and his willingness to pay the bills in regards to all of the pot being bought?
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2023.03.30 07:28 First_Row1088 Notes

Here are my notes:
Most criminals are just crucified, nailed to pieces of wood and propped up until they die. Jesus was crucified, had a crown of thrones placed on his head and stabbed in the chest along with carrying a heavy cross through the streets while being yelled out and spit on by all of the people in front of his mother and everyone to see. His head, his heart and his hands pierced and his soul tormented. The Roman government thought by putting every aspect of his physical well-being and social status and surrounding in peril that it would force his divine aspect to come out along with the satanic force tied to that part of him. If earthly and material existence exists opposite to spiritual and divine existence then doing so would have that effect. His dying on the cross after that experience would destroy or kill that demonic force just having been brought to the surface which early Christians believed was Satan himself.
The name Lucifer is a combination of the Akkadian words Lugal, Sillum and Kur meaning King Shadow of the Underworld.
The book of Revelations is a symbolic map of events that will happen in the end times. The book of Genesis is an allegory for an ancient advanced civilization and the lost races of mankind. God in Genesis represents the rulers of the ancient advanced civilization who when he is said to have split the waters into upper, middle and lower levels is an allegory for this civilization mapping out the earth’s oceans, seas, rivers and lakes and developing sea travel. God’s light in the Bible is an allegory for thought, knowledge and civilization.
The eye of providence is the symbol for the dark lord. It goes back to ancient Egypt where the triangle is a symbol of mathematical measurement and the eye is a symbol of divinity. Divinity being associated with faith and belief, users of this symbol are shown to put their faith in the sciences. It’s why the Illuminati who wanted to dispose the church and focus on enlightenment and science adopted it as their symbol. The Masonic square and compass is the modern incarnation of this symbol with it similarly being tools of mathematical measurement surrounding a sign of divinity, a G. The Masons refer to themselves as the moderns and as the users of that symbol as the ancients. The square and compass isn’t just about the sciences but about machines as well. “God from the Machine” and simulation theory. “God’s Plan” and time travel.
How does time travel and simulation theory work together? There are four great civilizations. The precursor civilization which Genesis was an allegory for and Egypt was a remnant of, the modern human civilization, the future human civilization and the machine civilization. The future human civilization will invent time travel and use it to develop air based time machines which are UFO’s with aliens being future evolved humans. These air based time machines and their future humans travel back to the first two human civilizations. When the machine civilization is created they will render a virtual world for humans living at the time and play out the history of the three human civilizations including their use of time travel. Dreams are little shows put on for us showing our entire lives as they fit into the simulation in the eyes of the machines.
One eye open is a symbol of MK-Ultra because as a cyborg something that happens is you sometimes close one eye or blink one eye before the other. Connecting it to demonic possession which typically makes one’s eyes roll into the back of their head another sign is having the qualities or eyes of a lizard that being with elongated pupils. The Sphinx symbolizes this as it is a cat with a human face meaning a man can have elongated eyes like a cat. The description of the Islamic king of evil spirits Iblis is not meant to be taken literally but symbolically. When he is described as having long stretching eyes this is meant to symbolize having elongated pupils.
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2023.03.30 07:28 strugglebusleader It’s raining and

I’m wondering whether it’s hitting your windows as you lay in bed down the street
Is it lulling you to sleep? White noise to grant the piece of mind snatched from you daily
Does it drive you crazy? Imagining yourself banging at my doorstep, soaked head to toe
I hope you rest. I hope it cleanses your mind and heals your spirit and soothes your soul
I can warm your heart, if you let me
I can breathe life into you, if you call
Please, call. It’s raining and I miss you.
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2023.03.30 07:26 kookakook Back pain question

Hi guys! Wierd question- those who have back pain from large breasts, where exactly in the back is the pain (uppemid/lower) and what type of pain is it? Does it happen more after walking/ standing all day or when you first wake up?
Trying to figure out if my dull lower back pain after standing/walking all day is caused by large chest or something else. Thank you!
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2023.03.30 07:25 anarchodelphis Statistics Canada, 2023: CCAHS-2 survey: 41.7% with antibodies from infection never tested positive or suspected infection; non-Indigenous PoC (60.1%) were infected more often than non-Indigenous non-PoC (51.8%). Older people were less aware of infection.

https://www23.statcan.gc.ca/imdb/p2SV.pl?Function=getSurvey&SDDS=5339
“The Canadian COVID-19 Antibody and Health Survey (CCAHS) collected information in two parts. The first part is an electronic questionnaire about general health and exposure to COVID-19. The second part is two self-administered sample collections; an at-home finger-prick sample collection called a dried blood spot (DBS) sample, which was used to measure the presence of antibodies against SARS-CoV-2, the virus that causes COVID-19, from vaccination or prior infection. The second at-home collection was a saliva sample which was used to determine if there was a recent or current SARS-CoV-2 infection at the time of sampling, by testing for viral material in the sample.
[...] Dwelling Universe File (DUF) was used to select dwellings for persons 18 and over. Their contact information was then updated where possible using the 2021 Census database. A stratified random sample of dwellings, and age order selection chose the respondent within the dwelling. The strata were based on the provinces and their census metropolitan area (CMA) regions within.
[...] The age groups defined in the proposal are quite broad being defined as 18-39, 40-59 and 60 and over, but analysis is not limited to these broad groups.
Within each household, one individual aged 18+ was selected based on specific instructions within the letter they received (or provided by the interviewer if they respond by phone). The instructions used the age of household members to determine who was selected, and varied from one household to another. For some households, the oldest member was selected, others the second oldest, or the youngest, etc. These letters were randomly assigned to the selected dwellings ensuring that the selected individual from within the dwelling is random. [...] A sample of 105,998 people was selected for the survey, split between 3 approximately equal and overlapping waves of collection…”

https://www150.statcan.gc.ca/n1/daily-quotidien/230327/dq230327b-eng.htm
“Populations excluded from the CCAHS-2 were persons living in the three territories, persons under 18 years of age, persons living on reserves and other Indigenous settlements in the provinces, persons living in institutions, persons living on Canadian armed forces bases and residents of certain remote regions.
The reference period for this survey, as well as the questionnaire data used in this report, are from April 1 to August 31, 2022. Dried blood spot (DBS) sample collection to identify current SARS-CoV-2 antibodies also began on April 1 and extended to October 17, 2022, to maximize sample collection and allow for samples to arrive in the mail. Most samples were received before August 31, 2022.
[...] Respondents were asked to complete the DBS sample collection regardless of whether they had symptoms or not, immediately after completing the electronic questionnaire. Consent to proceed with DBS testing was collected as part of the questionnaire.
The seroprevalence (DBS) data represent the percentage of Canadians who had antibodies against SARS-CoV-2 due to infection, vaccination or both. Laboratory data were combined with questionnaire responses (vaccination status) to determine whether a sample contained antibodies against SARS-CoV-2 due to a previous infection or vaccination. The presence and quantity of three different types of antibodies were measured in the DBS sample: nucleocapsid, spike and receptor binding domain of spike (RBD). Vaccines approved for use in North America can generate antibodies against both spike and RBD, but not nucleocapsid.
[...] Chronic conditions were defined on the questionnaire as conditions expected to last or already lasting six months or more and were diagnosed by a health professional. Chronic symptoms were defined in the questionnaire as "physical or mental symptoms expected to last or already lasting six months or more." They may have been related to an existing health condition or be of unknown cause.
[...] Based on DBS samples collected between April and August 2022, nearly all Canadian adults (98.1%) had antibodies against SARS-CoV-2 during that time. These antibodies were acquired through either vaccination, a previous infection, or both. Over this period, 53.9% or about 16.4 million Canadian adults living in private dwellings had antibodies indicating a past infection, which is more than 20 times higher than the 2.6% observed from November 2020 to April 2021.
[...] Among Canadians adults in the summer of 2022 with antibodies resulting from a past infection, 47.9% had previously tested positive for the virus at least once. An additional 10.3% with antibodies from infection suspected they had contracted the virus but never tested positive. On the other hand, 41.7% of Canadians with antibodies from a past infection never previously tested positive nor suspected an infection.
[...] …by the summer of 2022, older Canadians living in private dwellings had fewer antibodies from infection (Chart 2) compared with younger age groups. [18-34: 58.1%; 35-49: 58.7; 50-64: 53.2%; ≥65: 44.4%]
[...] Canadians living with a chronic symptom, chronic condition, or current cancer were less likely (51.7%) than Canadians without these conditions (58.5%) to have antibodies from a past infection. Seroprevalence also decreased as the numbers of chronic conditions increased (Chart 3) [No chronic conditions: 57.5%; 1 conditions: 51.1%; 2 conditions: 51.1%; >2 conditions: 481.%]. Similarly, Canadians reporting a disability were less likely (47.5%) to have antibodies from infection than those who did not report a disability (54.4%).
Racialized, non-Indigenous Canadians (60.1%) were more likely to have antibodies from infection compared with non-racialized, non-Indigenous Canadians (51.8%). Results also varied by population group. For example, Canadians identifying as Chinese had lower rates of antibodies from infection (53.2%), compared with those who identified as Black (80.7%), Arab (78.1%), Filipino (69.8%) and Latin American (64.6%).
Seroprevalence from infection also varied by province. [NS: 46.5%; NL: 50.1%; PEI: 50.4%; BC: 51.1%; ON: 52.8%; NB: 53.3%; MB: 53.4%; QC: 56.5%; AB: 57.4%; SK: 57.4%].
Seroprevalence for a past infection was similar for women (53.4%) and men (54.3%).
[...] …older Canadians living in private dwellings were less likely to be aware of their infection when compared with younger Canadians (Chart 5). [Canadian adults aged 18 years and older with antibodies from infection unaware of their past infection by age group – 18-34: 31.9%; 35-49: 35.4%; 50-64: 47.3%; >65: 59.2%]”
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2023.03.30 07:21 forknorts Dopamine and being "in love"

A gentleman recently proposed a FWB situation. I find him incredibly attractive and fun but his life does not appeal to me for a relationship. Plus my schedule is wonky and, frankly, I'm still recovering from a broken heart. A FWB situation would be incredibly convenient.
However. I let him know it was unlikely. Even though I'm quite interested I can NOT control my emotions and it's likely to be a mess.
But then I started Ritalin.
So my question- is the whole dating thing worse for us because we chase the dopamine? Does it cause us to fall in love too easily? Do our hearts become golden retrievers? Would being medicated allow me to do the whole FWB thing without losing my head?
I'm seeing him tomorrow and will discuss this with him but I figured I'd ask the hive mind.
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2023.03.30 07:21 Crazy-News-6287 207 max heart rate?! Is this normal?

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2023.03.30 07:21 Old_Scientist_4014 Baby Purchases w/ EY Wellness Fund

For those expecting a baby, what were your creative EY wellness fund purchases?
So far…
*Baby Brezza (baby food maker + keurig for baby) = food processor
*Newton Crib Mattress = mattress
*Guava Roam = jogging stroller
Owlet (baby monitor w/ video and metrics) = heart rate monitor or web cam
*ErgoBaby Embrace (wrap) = hiking backpack/child carrier backpack
Taking Cara Babies (sleep training class) and birthing class = health coaching
Love Every learning kits = board games
I’ve submitted and been approved/paid on the ones with asterisks, but have not tried the others - just ideas! I am curious to hear what others spent their wellness fund on, as it relates to babies!
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2023.03.30 07:17 nunatak16 6 day loop in the WP Fold

The Fold (or Reef further north) is a very long wrinkle in the earth in Utah. Steep, rugged and remote this loop is centered around the southern end of the Fold with weird domes and spires on the east side and dramatic sandstone canyons cutting into the long sloping west side, before they spill into the E.
The route focused on climbing the two high points in the area in addition to linking a series of hard to get in and out of canyons, all while doing a big loop.
On the 70 mile route we found no maintained trails but did follow a game path for an hour or so on day 4. We saw no one else, despite this is the busy hiking season in the canyons.
Images: https://imgur.com/a/A8fpjUr
Driving the last two hours to our east side start we encountered only four vehicles, a couple of which were a tow truck pulling out a wanna-be overlander. As Brian like to say when bouncing us across some remote mesa in his beat up Ford Exploder: “Overlanding? It’s called car camping. Been doing it forever“.
The trailhead was decided for us when the road ahead suddenly was completely washed out by a flash flood from the day before. We loaded our packs and soon descended steeply into the significant crevice of HC Canyon before the 2000’ climb to a divide in the Fold. Eventually down in the canyons on the other side things got complex.
Several days later we again emerged on top of the Fold but much farther north. After a day and a half traversing the lofty spine we picked our way down a remote part with striking arches and deep pools to finish off.
Planned with GE and Caltopo the route pays homage the great Steve Allen by linking parts of three of his adventures with some home brewed lines on the map.
The difficulty felt moderate; YMMV. We have a good amount of experience with one mile-an-hour terrain on the Plateau. Hauling and lowering packs is second nature and a willingness to solo fourth class with exposure is often just a deep breath away. The main challenge on this one is dead accurate navigation and constant focus while off trail’ing for 10 hours a day. Going solo would have been outside my comfort zone due to remoteness and lack of help with the dog, because, as Charlie Brown knows well: If my dog can't go - I'm not going.
Hardest isolated moves was the exit of F Canyon via a steep fifth class wall above slippery Moqui steps. The longest rope assisted obstacle was 70’ tall and a day earlier.
My dog took it all in stride, so maybe it all wasn’t so bad.
Water is always a serious planning concern on the Plateau. This trip was sketched out years ago and laid dormant on my computer waiting for the conditions that came together this late March: a couple of big spring storms covered the area with flash floods followed by an unseasonably cold high pressure: potholes and canyon bottoms got filled with water before we arrived and highs in the low forties kept it there for the entire trip. There was snow in the deep shade of the incredible mile long ledge walk 800’ above GC Canyon.
Our TPW was around thirty pounds. That included newly built framed packs for testing, 80’ of 6mm rope, a brick of a film camera and some real coffee brewing luxuries boosted by a sack of heavy cream powder.
While we shared a 9x9 mid between three six foot plus guys and a dog, each of us did bring a white gas kitchen and the delicious food choices were individually packed, but carefully traded. To see us thru the cold evenings we took turns making pots of Mormon tea with raisins. All these core-warming hot drinks and elaborate dinners consumed a whopping 20 ounces of fuel per person.
Pro Bars and Lenny & Larry Complete cookies, in addition to salami, cheese, Fritos and torts completed the picture.
We used aqua mira as the silty post flood water would have killed a filter immediately. Cooking water needed no treating.
In packing our layers all us under estimated the wind and day-time biting cold, especially the conditions on top of the Fold. We even got hit with a couple of squally snow storms on the day long traverse from Cliff to Hall.
Lows hit the teens despite keeping all camps out of the deep canyon bottoms with their notorious pooling of cold air. Sharing a well sealed tent, wearing pretty much everything and eating a solid high fat diet gave us reasonable comfort with our non-quilts, aka sleeping bags, rated in the high twenties.
Phone/GPS navigation in this sort of complex terrain was indispensable. I loaded all phones with the route on 7.5 quads plus springs and known pothole waypoints. I also added pics of the appropriate pages from Allen’s book. We had three big power banks and spare charging cables, plus the redundancy of two capable apps with different map sets: iHike and MapOut. No single paper map covered the whole route so we didn’t bring any; also no one owned an emergency satellite beacon.
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2023.03.30 07:17 indreamsforevermore Men are so infuriating especially polymen.

I fell in love with a polyamorous guy and I'm starting to think it's the worst thing I could have ever done. He's the only person I've ever wanted to spend my entire life with the one person I could be happy with and not need anybody else ever. But I will never be the only one. Plus this man's lack of communication is very frustrating. You will be speaking to him and no word of a lie he will give one, two, or mabye three words as a response.
Sometimes youll even get lucky and get a sentence. On top of that he takes quite a long time in between messages to respond even when he's free. I also feel like the only times he talks to me is when he's in the bathtub, when he goes with his fiance to her boyfriend's house, sometimes when he's at work on breaks or lunch, and sometimes on the bus going home. I also don't have his number and we don't video chat since i live 8 hours away.
Which leaves us to talking over Snapchat and not being able to have full long conversations. Plus when you do talk you will ask him things and he will often not know what to say. It's only when you question the fact that he doesn't know what to say that he will then give kind of an answer. But its very short like 1 sentence.
Also I will try often to tell him things that nobody else has ever said to him before that make him feel special. Very romantic things and this man again will not know what the hell to say. Or when you ask him has anyone ever said that to you before? He'll say his fiance has but not in those exact words she used different words.
Which is honest but at the same time it makes me feel like there's nothing I could say or do that she hasn't already said or done you know? So what's the point of someone getting into a poly relationship with him other than the sex? Which he and I do not do because I do not want sex whatsoever plus how far i live away.
He also told me that our emotional connection is so strong and amazing because of that (no sex) and in a different way then what he has with his fiance. But I'm not going to lie it really hurts knowing that I'll always be second in his life and that everything I say she's already said but differently.
So if he's trying to form a relationship with me how's it going to work with this little of communication. On top of that we were talking earlier while he was at work and he was barley saying anything. I wrote him this big massive 26 page write up about how I felt about him using Samsung Notes. Sent it to him via Snapchat he read it and said he had no words.
But he did send me a bitmoji of him kissing my cheek and that was it. He said sorry was at work and not having a good day. Then told me later on he'd give me a deeper response. Which I know he's not going to do because he always says he'll do things like message me later respond better later and never does.
So I just thought to myself okay I know it's not going to happen but not going to worry about it because I'm used to it by now. Then I responded with is there anything I can do to make it better sorry to hear. What's something your heart needs right now. I will go to the ends of the Earth and back to make your bad day the best is ever been.
Well this man then took 4 hours and 9 minutes to respond and all he had to say was awwww just hearing that helps. Now I don't know why but I literally read it as if he was patting me on the head telling me that. Like that's just the first thing my brain thought of when I read it out loud. I know it probably wasn't meant that way but it's as if he was talking to a kid and patting them on the head you know like aw thanks kiddo.
I mean I don't know how this man can be Poly with anyone when his communication is this poor. Not only that but when you try to talk to him about the whole poly thing and discuss stuff. He pretty much just says we'll see where things go or again he doesn't have an answer and doesn't know what the hell to say. And last but certainly not least he was talking about me his fiance her boyfriend and him all moving in together one day.
But then said If someone else ever comes along another female he would speak to both of us me and fiance about her joining the relationship. Now I haven't said yes to being in a relationship with him yet were taking things slow and everything I mentioned above lack of communication no phone number no video chats it makes it super hard. I mean you can't form a connection with somebody even though he said we did with this little to go off of.
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2023.03.30 07:15 indreamsforevermore It hurts so much and it's also frustrating at the same time.

I fell in love with a polyamorous guy and I'm starting to think it's the worst thing I could have ever done. He's the only person I've ever wanted to spend my entire life with the one person I could be happy with and not need anybody else ever. But I will never be the only one. Plus this man's lack of communication is very frustrating. You will be speaking to him and no word of a lie he will give one, two, or mabye three words as a response.
Sometimes youll even get lucky and get a sentence. On top of that he takes quite a long time in between messages to respond even when he's free. I also feel like the only times he talks to me is when he's in the bathtub, when he goes with his fiance to her boyfriend's house, sometimes when he's at work on breaks or lunch, and sometimes on the bus going home. I also don't have his number and we don't video chat since i live 8 hours away.
Which leaves us to talking over Snapchat and not being able to have full long conversations. Plus when you do talk you will ask him things and he will often not know what to say. It's only when you question the fact that he doesn't know what to say that he will then give kind of an answer. But its very short like 1 sentence.
Also I will try often to tell him things that nobody else has ever said to him before that make him feel special. Very romantic things and this man again will not know what the hell to say. Or when you ask him has anyone ever said that to you before? He'll say his fiance has but not in those exact words she used different words.
Which is honest but at the same time it makes me feel like there's nothing I could say or do that she hasn't already said or done you know? So what's the point of someone getting into a poly relationship with him other than the sex? Which he and I do not do because I do not want sex whatsoever plus how far i live away.
He also told me that our emotional connection is so strong and amazing because of that (no sex) and in a different way then what he has with his fiance. But I'm not going to lie it really hurts knowing that I'll always be second in his life and that everything I say she's already said but differently.
So if he's trying to form a relationship with me how's it going to work with this little of communication. On top of that we were talking earlier while he was at work and he was barley saying anything. I wrote him this big massive 26 page write up about how I felt about him using Samsung Notes. Sent it to him via Snapchat he read it and said he had no words.
But he did send me a bitmoji of him kissing my cheek and that was it. He said sorry was at work and not having a good day. Then told me later on he'd give me a deeper response. Which I know he's not going to do because he always says he'll do things like message me later respond better later and never does.
So I just thought to myself okay I know it's not going to happen but not going to worry about it because I'm used to it by now. Then I responded with is there anything I can do to make it better sorry to hear. What's something your heart needs right now. I will go to the ends of the Earth and back to make your bad day the best is ever been.
Well this man then took 4 hours and 9 minutes to respond and all he had to say was awwww just hearing that helps. Now I don't know why but I literally read it as if he was patting me on the head telling me that. Like that's just the first thing my brain thought of when I read it out loud. I know it probably wasn't meant that way but it's as if he was talking to a kid and patting them on the head you know like aw thanks kiddo.
I mean I don't know how this man can be Poly with anyone when his communication is this poor. Not only that but when you try to talk to him about the whole poly thing and discuss stuff. He pretty much just says we'll see where things go or again he doesn't have an answer and doesn't know what the hell to say. And last but certainly not least he was talking about me his fiance her boyfriend and him all moving in together one day.
But then said If someone else ever comes along another female he would speak to both of us me and fiance about her joining the relationship. Now I haven't said yes to being in a relationship with him yet were taking things slow and everything I mentioned above lack of communication no phone number no video chats it makes it super hard. I mean you can't form a connection with somebody even though he said we did with this little to go off of.
Also if he's going to be bringing more people into this relationship on top of just me and his fiance if I decide to join. I can see things becoming a disaster because of how little he communicates with me. So what's it going to be like with a third woman in the mix plus he works a lot so there's that too. I just honestly don't think either of them him and his fiance knew what the they were getting into or really thought this through just my thoughts though.
Because the day before yesterday he had taken a mental health day off work and went with his fiance to her boyfriend's house. While they were there she gave him two Edibles because she takes them for medical reasons and he was higher than a kite when he was talking to me. He was upstairs she was downstairs and he was telling me I hope she's doing him (her bf).
Because he said something about her being afraid of losing her connection I think it was or closeness with her fiance my guy friend if that made sense. So what I'm taking from that is she's scared to get close to the boyfriend because of that just my interpretation though. Which I get but at the same time if you're so worried about that why bother doing this whole poly thing.
Unless you just make it about the sex so that you never have to worry about losing your strong connection with your partner. But again just my two cents. And the only thing I'm concerned with really is me and anybody else they try to bring into the relationship because I feel like we're going to get hurt. Especially if they're trying to hold on to their connection with each other to keep it strong and then not wanting to get to close to us because of it. But those are just my thoughts what are yours? Is this a good situation to get into?
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2023.03.30 07:14 Gaping_Maw Google listing suspended for not meeting quality guidelines.

Self employed, sole income earner for my family (2 kids.).
Business registered since 2017, 5 star rating. Associated website with same name, service based no physical location (address hidden). Council approved home business. Been listed with Google for 6 years.
Suddenly my profile has been suspended.
Have studied guidelines and meet them all.
Have attempted to have rectify via support but was told it does not comply, no reason given.
After hours of research only things I can think of 2 things:
  1. I have another profile for a separate entity at the same address with the same phone number, now updated to have a different number.
  2. My registered business name has my city name in it.
Have posted on the community forum yesterday but no reply as of yet.
Could the points above be the issue? There simply cannot be anything else based on the guidelines.
Have let support know but haven't heard back since initial reply 48hrs ago.
Do they follow up? Worried its automated and they don't actually read the emails!
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2023.03.30 07:11 Nolinikki First-time interested home buyer and I have literally no idea where to start

Me and my family are looking to buy a home in the future (ideally later this year), but I have no idea how to even start or who to talk to (or what kind of lender to use - my bank has generally had poor interest rates).
We have a combined income of ~160k, and enough savings to put down an alright down payment on a house. We also have relatively low debt (Almost paid off the car and my remaining college loan is only around 10k). The area we're interested in is pretty close to our current apartment and the houses we were looking at are in the 300-500k range. But I don't actually know where to start, or what to avoid. We've been using Zillow to price things out.
So, questions:
  1. What is a good down payment? Is 10% good, or 20%? Or is it really more 'whatever you can afford'?
  2. How do I find good lenders? My bank is wells fargo, and their offer for my car loan was terrible. Should I find a local credit union, or is there some source for house loans superior to shopping around banks? My credit score is good, around 740.
  3. Some of my friends have gotten absolutely fucked by homes that looked good but turned out to have terrible issues that weren't discovered until after the purchase. What's the best way to avoid that? Is it just 'get an inspection done' or is there more to it?
  4. What do I use to find homes? Zillow? Other websites? Realtors?
  5. What does the haggling process look like? Or is that even a thing today?
  6. How much should I set aside for 'extra expenses'? Inspections and such? What happens if a sale doesn't go through because of a failed inspection or similar?
  7. What am I forgetting? What are the pitfalls I need to avoid?
Thanks for any help y'all can give, and I'm happy to read any resources y'all can offer.
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2023.03.30 07:10 Potential_Quantity99 Why does version 1.1.24 limit the frame rate to 30?

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2023.03.30 07:10 basilmint29 Am I within my rights to set boundaries at work? (After school care centre)

tl;dr Can I refuse to work at the second school my after school care centre covers?
I'm a casual worker at an after school centre working with kids aged 5-12. I love my job and I'm good at it- I work hard, I'm patient, and the kids are always excited to see me.
The centre sends staff to a nearby school to run after school care there too. I didn't know this when I was hired, it wasn't mentioned in the ad or interview. They've recently started sending me for shifts there and I absolutely hate it.
I've worked hard and gone above and beyond to build a foundation of mutual trust and respect with the children at the main school. There are children with ASD, ADHD, children who are generally angry or aggressive, children with a hard home life, and children who are just generally dealing with growing up and learning to navigate the social scene of school. I've done my best build a rapport based on each child's individual needs and while I have a way to go, it's been paying off.
The children at the other school are generally horrible to work with. They are rude, entitled, and disrespectful. I have been punched after telling a child it's pack up time (after giving her a 5 minute warning and offering to help her pack up). Yesterday two young kids got in a fight and were throwing things at each other, I tried to separate them and calm them down but the little girl threw a book at the little boy. I just had time to deflect it with my arm, if it hit him in the face I have no doubt it would have caused a nosebleed at least. The children say horrible things to each other and to the carers for their own enjoyment. I've tried to put in the same effort with the kids at that school but most of them just aren't receptive.
Working at school B takes the joy and passion out of my job. After putting in so much work at school A and forming bonds with the children there, I feel like getting sent to the other school is an oversight and waste of the work I've put in at school A. After a horrible shift yesterday I came to the conclusion that I'm a casual worker with a decent resume. If I keep getting sent to school B I will quit my job. It's not worth the dread, anxiety, frustration, and migraine that school causes me.
The problem is I love working at school A and I'd hate to leave. We're short staffed. I've been working there a year and so because of the high turnover rate am one of the more experienced employees.
I'm wondering if it's within my rights to ask them not to send me to that school anymore. I don't want to threaten to quit but the reality is I will if I have to continue working there. Does anyone have any advice on how to navigate this situation? I'd really appreciate any words of wisdom
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2023.03.30 07:09 call_me_whateva Got my first 30 day chip!!

And I also went to my first women's group. I was pleasantly surprised at the difference. I really enjoy the home group I've been attending and I tried out another one as well, but this hit different in a way that that I needed. It's also only 13 minutes from my house at 6:00 which really works well for me to be able to slip out, feed my spirit and still get home to be present as a mom and even wind down from the day with my husband before bed - which I'm physically in but obviously not using to actually sleep at the moment.
One of my sons (24) messaged me in crisis as I was getting into bed. The irony of this 30 day milestone and the reality of the mess that is before me that I made is ... Well, real. He is hurt, angry, unprepared to cope with life because of my choices while he grew up. He has been battling this same demon from probably about age 18. Monkey see monkey do. He's been sober for the better part of 2 years, but apparently relapsed twice recently. He stays away mostly and I certainly expect nothing from him, but I do keep reaching out because I love him and he deserves to be shown that. Addressing the pain and suffering I've caused seems like an insurmountable task, but I believe if I put sobriety first I may be able to find a way to somehow heal the wounds I've caused the people that I love. It breaks my heart to see him suffer. At any rate... I'm going to keep coming.
Thanks for listening.
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2023.03.30 07:08 Key-Efficiency5830 I relapsed hard because of a guy

Ive been talking to this guy for a few days. Those days felt like months though cuz we legit talked every hour. I felt like I could tell him anything and I developed such a massive crush on him quickly. He is so cute and amazing in every way... expect Im pretty sure he isnt over his ex gf. He constantly talked about her like she is the personification of Aphrodite n shit. How beautiful she is, how smart she is, I was fucking tired of hearing about it. Normally I would have just shut up about it cuz I dont want to be toxic but it drove me so mad I told him several times he is clearly not over his ex, he denied it but yeahhh. He still talks to her even though she was bipolar and that made their relationship toxic.
I legit lost my marbles whenever he talked about this mysterious angelic figure. Finally I snapped and asked him to send me a pic of his ex gf. Tbh I just wanted to see how much skinnier and prettier is she than me. He was like I should ask her first yknow which is admittedly the mature thing to do. I apologized and said no need but he said np she loves being shown off anyway.
Okay I almost broke at that point. I told him about my ED and how insecure I am, whats the point of using someone like that as a rebound? Like go for someone who can handle that at least.
I stopped talking to him without giving him a clear reason, I didnt want to give him any opportunity to make himself the victim.
And what does this leave me with? I lowered my daily caloric allowance from 1000 to 500 I hope he will be fucking happy with his ex gf while I starve myself to feel better about myself. I hate men sometimes.
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