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My ex started ish with me on friday before he even picked up our 2 kids for his weekend. He started off by texting me about his daughter with his estranged wife who he let stay with him. When he got here he tried to get me to go off on him by claiming i’m dating another woman 🙄 because i’d shaved my head last year.
I’d tried telling him i have to see a cardiologist and couldn’t visit my dad this summer. His response was to tell me he wanted to punch me in my chest.
I was sitting with my cousin outside letting the kids play. He’d walked up sat down at the picnic table and blamed me for his mom dying and then proceeded to pick up rocks from the play ground and throw them at me.
I’m very careful about how i react to him now and refuse to give him anything he can use in court against me because thats what he wants. This was the first time in awhile he started ish because i usually stay in the house and send the kids out the door but they wanted to play outside.
Coparenting with him isn’t an option he refuses to attend docs visits anything involving ER visits conferences ect i do it all. Yet because of a court order thats 13 years old i’m stuck. This man is a narcissist and will manipulate everything as much as he can.
I’ve even gone as far as leaving my apartment to give him time with the kids. Instead he spent that time calling me stupid because i wouldn’t answer him because he was trying to leave one of his daughters off on me and i wasn’t answering him.
I’m not perfect but i’m my kids main caregiver and they are tired of going to his house because he puts the younger kids off on them.
My kids are old enough to decide what they want.
Thanks for reading.

I 19F love my boyfriend 20M so so much. We have been dating for almost a year now. He said he wanted to marry me and have children, and that he loves me and wants to be with me forever. But an hour ago I found out that he had sex with his ex gf three months into the relationship, and he told her that he still loves her. This whole relationship has been a lie. He was my everything and now he’s gone. How can I move on and be happy again? He won’t even agree to see me for closure and to have an official break up. This is my first time ever falling in love, being in a relationship with sex, and experiencing this kind of heartbreak.

Hey everyone. I'm about to take the huge step (for me) to get a physical or online consultation and set a date. But I'm so nervous as I generally hate doctors, drawing blood and needles. I can barely type as I'm thinking about it. I have a thousands of questions, and I hope it's OK to ask some of them here, if some of you with experience would like to share. I intend to ask these to the surgeon as well, but I'd feel safer if I knew what to expect.

At the consultation, will the doctor show me digital version of any nose surgery during a consultation?
Do the surgeon see which nose suits my face best and which doesn't? I feel all good surgeons do this, at least take it into consideration.
When planning rhinoplasty, is it possible to do several things in one surgery? I'm thinking about endoscopic brow lift + eye lift/lateral brow lift (i have severe fear of needles, and the thought of anesthesia makes me nauseous). However, rhinoplasty will be the most important do see through.
What kind of rights do you have if something happens during surgery abroad? ex.that you have difficulty breathing through the nose (which sounds like a nightmare)
How long after surgery do you go without being able to breathe through the nose?
When do you see the final result? Will the nose look decent after 1-2 months or will it look very artificial/unnatural until healing is done for 1+ years?
How long must the tampons be in the nose?

Sorry for a lot of questions. I highly appreciate every response!

You had everything you could ever dream of. You were Rich, you were dating the Quarterback, You were the head of the Cheer Squad, Had all the most popular girls in school begging to be your bestie just for the social credit it brought, You were even the most beautiful girl in all of town! You had it all. The Queen of our little town. You lived it up, burning cash like it didn't mean anything. A Party every night, countless amounts of booze and drugs, and just the most active of sex lives to keep up with your urges. But after one of those such nights...Everything went wrong.
Who would have known letting your Boyfriend drive you home would have been such a bad idea. And how the hell were you supposed to know how much he'd been drinking or how much coke he'd done, you were a busy girl! You didn't babysit him at every party...And who would have known blowing through a single Stop sign would have been such a poor life choice. You could have handled a cop, you had plenty of money to blow on a ticket or you could always have flashed him...that usually worked if it was a guy. You could even have handled a night in prison! What you couldn't handle...Was an 18-Wheeler hauling lumber. Jake, your Ex, was practically unharmed, getting out of the accident with a few broken ribs and a hell of a lot of bruises. But you on the other hand...Your dad had always told you to keep your feet off of the dash, but that was just to keep the dirt off. Turns out that when an airbag deploys, it kicks really fucking hard...
You woke up in the hospital after 6 weeks in a Coma. The mix of blunt force trauma, internal injuries, and minor brain damage had forced them to put you under till your condition improved. Your face was bruised and broken, but they told you that you'd make a full recovery. Your hands were shattered, and while they'd never be 100% again, they told you that you should regain 60-80% functionality if you stuck to the therapy they assigned. What they couldn't fix...was the spinal damage. You originally woke up in a panic, the terror of the situation you had survived weeks ago finally making its way to your brain. The scramble to stand up led to a tumble to the ground as your legs just...wouldn't move...You were thinking so damn hard but they just lay there as the tears started flowing like mad. You actually ended up puking from the stress and anxiety. So obviously, the next few days were...a blur. Barely taking in any information, just...gliding by on autopilot...Something about therapy sessions, something about the new ramps and assistants your father was hiring and having put in...But the entire time this was going on, Not a single one of your friends came to visit. None of the cheer squad, none of the other Party Girls, Not even Jake...You couldn't even text him because your hands were still so damaged, but the few times you tried to call with help, he never picked up.
It took a while till your doctors cleared you to go back to school. And when you got there...It was horrible. Jake had seemingly already moved on, your friends treated you like filth...All your status, all your fame, and reputation were down the drain. Because now you aren't cool anymore. You aren't the girl who has sex in the back of Jake's Mustang whenever he feels like it or the girl does so many shots she blacks out or does so much coke she could fuck all night...Now, you're just the girl who couldn't even go to the bathroom unless there were rails to hold on to. Your life is nonexistent now. So you convinced your Dad to buy a new house halfway across the country to get away from it all...Your father staying behind to deal with his business, but he promised to visit as soon as he could. And so you moved, by yourself emotionally, even if your father had arranged for your new physiotherapist to be on call at all hours.
Today is the first day of your new life, The first day we meet, and the first day you've laughed in months...

Hey there, I know this is a bit of a dark story but I've always had a bit of a thing for dark stories anyways. This is meant to be a slow-burn, wholesome romance RP of an Ex-Popular girl meeting someone who genuinely cares for her despite her injuries. She's not meant to have any major physical deformities, but more than likely has scarring and lots of mental problems since her life changed so much so fast. As I said in the story, her hands were injured in the accident, so you can have them be as functional or dysfunctional as you want, just remember even if they function close to normally, she still has the trauma. If you have ideas or questions, feel free to ask them in a Chat or DM. I hope someone out there is interested in taking a dive into this plot with me.

You had everything you could ever dream of. You were Rich, you were dating the Quarterback, You were the head of the Cheer Squad, Had all the most popular girls in school begging to be your bestie just for the social credit it brought, You were even the most beautiful girl in all of town! You had it all. The Queen of our little town. You lived it up, burning cash like it didn't mean anything. A Party every night, countless amounts of booze and drugs, and just the most active of sex lives to keep up with your urges. But after one of those such nights...Everything went wrong.
Who would have known letting your Boyfriend drive you home would have been such a bad idea. And how the hell were you supposed to know how much he'd been drinking or how much coke he'd done, you were a busy girl! You didn't babysit him at every party...And who would have known blowing through a single Stop sign would have been such a poor life choice. You could have handled a cop, you had plenty of money to blow on a ticket or you could always have flashed him...that usually worked if it was a guy. You could even have handled a night in prison! What you couldn't handle...Was an 18-Wheeler hauling lumber. Jake, your Ex, was practically unharmed, getting out of the accident with a few broken ribs and a hell of a lot of bruises. But you on the other hand...Your dad had always told you to keep your feet off of the dash, but that was just to keep the dirt off. Turns out that when an airbag deploys, it kicks really fucking hard...
You woke up in the hospital after 6 weeks in a Coma. The mix of blunt force trauma, internal injuries, and minor brain damage had forced them to put you under till your condition improved. Your face was bruised and broken, but they told you that you'd make a full recovery. Your hands were shattered, and while they'd never be 100% again, they told you that you should regain 60-80% functionality if you stuck to the therapy they assigned. What they couldn't fix...was the spinal damage. You originally woke up in a panic, the terror of the situation you had survived weeks ago finally making its way to your brain. The scramble to stand up led to a tumble to the ground as your legs just...wouldn't move...You were thinking so damn hard but they just lay there as the tears started flowing like mad. You actually ended up puking from the stress and anxiety. So obviously, the next few days were...a blur. Barely taking in any information, just...gliding by on autopilot...Something about therapy sessions, something about the new ramps and assistants your father was hiring and having put in...But the entire time this was going on, Not a single one of your friends came to visit. None of the cheer squad, none of the other Party Girls, Not even Jake...You couldn't even text him because your hands were still so damaged, but the few times you tried to call with help, he never picked up.
It took a while till your doctors cleared you to go back to school. And when you got there...It was horrible. Jake had seemingly already moved on, your friends treated you like filth...All your status, all your fame, and reputation were down the drain. Because now you aren't cool anymore. You aren't the girl who has sex in the back of Jake's Mustang whenever he feels like it or the girl does so many shots she blacks out or does so much coke she could fuck all night...Now, you're just the girl who couldn't even go to the bathroom unless there were rails to hold on to. Your life is nonexistent now. So you convinced your Dad to buy a new house halfway across the country to get away from it all...Your father staying behind to deal with his business, but he promised to visit as soon as he could. And so you moved, by yourself emotionally, even if your father had arranged for your new physiotherapist to be on call at all hours.
Today is the first day of your new life, The first day we meet, and the first day you've laughed in months...

Hey there, I know this is a bit of a dark story but I've always had a bit of a thing for dark stories anyways. This is meant to be a slow-burn, wholesome romance RP of an Ex-Popular girl meeting someone who genuinely cares for her despite her injuries. She's not meant to have any major physical deformities, but more than likely has scarring and lots of mental problems since her life changed so much so fast. As I said in the story, her hands were injured in the accident, so you can have them be as functional or dysfunctional as you want, just remember even if they function close to normally, she still has the trauma. If you have ideas or questions, feel free to ask them in a Chat or DM. I hope someone out there is interested in taking a dive into this plot with me.

For context we used to date in middle school/high school off and on for 3 years and then didn’t speak to each other for like 10 years. She tried to reach out over those years but I was a drug addict so I didn’t have any sexual interest or libido at all so I was single for all those years. But then I got sober in 2016 and had a few relapses but I’ve been good for a few months now and I finally hit her back up and we had a date and hit it off immediately.
For the first month I thought things were going okay, we were sexually active and going on dates, etc… I ever spent like 800$ on her for her birthday in April. And she has told me how she was madly in love me when we were kids. But I was distant when we kids because of my addiction and in hindsight that was really unfair to her and I greatly regret it and it makes me emotional thinking about how much of piece of shit I was. So ever since we’ve been dating, I’ve been showering her with all the love and affection I can give. I clean her house everyday, I give her money constantly, I’m always trying to cuddle with her and hold her and communicate to her how beautiful she is and how much I love her.
Here’s the fucked up part. She never wants to make out with me like ever. And she pushes me away sometimes but what’s crazy is, we’ve made out MAYBE twice since we’ve been together but we’ve had sex like 20 times. She says she in love with me and wants my children and wants for us to be married but when it comes to intimacy and affection, it’s so one-sided and I don’t know what to do… she claims it’s because she got out of toxic relationship with her ex that she was with for 3 years and he didn’t do shit for her. She said I did more for her in two weeks than her did in 3 years….but if that’s the case, THEN WHY CANT I GET ANY AFFECTION?? This is so frustrating and sorry for rambling. Any kind of advice would be greatly appreciated! Thank you!

Senji Muramasa

Class: Saber
True Name: Senji Muramasa
Gender: Male
Source: Historical Fact
Region: Japan
Alignment: Chaotic-Balanced
Height: 167cm
Weight: 58kg
Strength: B
Endurance: A
Agility: D
Mana: E
Luck: B
Noble Phantasm: A+
Character Creator: Kinoko Nasu
Character Design: Takashi Takeuchi
Character Voice: Noriaki Sugiyama
Appearance in Main Works: Fate Grand/Order

Class Skills

Magic Resistance: B
Nullifies spells with a chant below three verses. Even if targeted by greater magecraft and Greater Rituals, it is difficult for him to be affected.
Territory Creation: A
Senji Muramasa uses his own workshop, his forge, as his base. Obviously this skill is different from what mages use, but this Caster class skill is thought to have been granted to him upon his manifestation as a Servant as an interpretation of his abilities. He possesses an unparalleled Territory Creation ability, as he was an eminent craftsman.
Connoisseur of Blades: A
This skill is similar to Aesthetic Appreciation and represents understanding of armaments. A skill that allows him to instantly discern how to fight against normal weapons (not Noble Phantasms). The user gains an understanding of armaments other than swords if the skill is ranked above A. For allies, the skill can give sound advice and provide insight into the enemy's weakness.
Sire's Ill Omen: B
A skill derived from the legends about the swords bearing the Muramasa signature, the so-called "wicked swords of Muramasa." The swords created by Senji Muramasa and his school are said to bring misfortune to the leaders of the Tokugawa clan. In FGO, this skill is used as a special attack against administrators and kings.

Personal Skills

Tameshi-Mono: B+
An exercise meant to test the sharpness and sturdiness of a sword. Senji Muramasa is able to draw out the power within a weapon he touches, and if he is willing, he can release the weapon's full strength, though this destroys it in a single swing.
Karmic Eye: A
An ability that is dormant within one's body. It's a variation of Clairvoyance, and enhances both static and kinetic eyesight. It is a type of insight specialized for combat. He lacked the proper foresight of Clairvoyance...or at least that was supposed to be the limitation...but with Muramasa spending his lifetime peering into destiny in the flames of his forge, his eagle-eyed gaze not only enabled him to capture his prey, but also fate itself. increase C. Star Drop Rate, increase Critical Strength and Apply Ignore Invincible (Is it possible for the Ignore Invincible to be a counter based system that would only get used when attacking enemies with Invincible and do nothing against normal enemies?) (It was not possible)
Flame: EX
Using one's whole body and soul to work the forge, to the point of burning themself.
At the end of a pilgrimage, his actions on the "Inner Sea of the Planet" were engraved in the Throne of Heroes, resulting in the creation of this skill.
It is Similar in nature to Altria Caster's Holy Sword Creation but it only affects Muramasa Gains 50% NP Gauge, applies Special Attack against Evil, Special Attack against Threats to Humanity and Increases NP damage
As a side note, this skill was supposed to have a 2-turn stun after use (actually, it should have killed him straight up, but that would be too convenient), but since he was implemented earlier than Chapter 6 of Part 2, the stun was removed to prevent spoilers. Instead, the effect was changed to a simple kill effect.^[1]
Wrought Iron Will: A+
Like Wrought Iron his soul is resistant to fatigue^[2]. With each strike his way of life is further tempered.
(Fundamentally not used in FGO)

Noble Phantasm

『Unalloyed Blade Works』
Rank: A+
NP Type: Anti-Personnel
Range: 1 - 10
Maximum Targets: 10
Tsumukari Muramasa.
A Noble Phantasm that creates the ultimate sword. After deploying a unique Reality Marble, a wasteland of countless swords similar to the Heroic Spirit Emiya's Unlimited Blade Works, all the swords shatter and scatter like snow crystals to reveal a single blade in Senji Muramasa's hands. A single slash of this cuts time, space, and even fate.
"Every path, every desire, every injustice... All of it has been for this single swing."
The blade's name: Tsumukari Muramasa. The term Tsumukari refers to Tsumukari-no-Tachi, the sacred sword of Ama-no-Murakumo/Kusanagi that emerged from the tail of Japan's greatest serpent and calamity, the monster with red eyes, eight heads and a length spanning eight valleys called Yamata-no-Orochi, which was killed by Susanoo-no-Mikoto.
According to one theory, "kusa (草)" is a word that indicates a degree of origin^[3] and "zo (雑)" is a word related to cutting, which together give Kusanagi the meaning of "a sword that can cut well and frighteningly". (Another theory gives it the meaning of "sword that came out of a snake," since Kusa means odor and Nagi means a snake.)
Generally speaking, it is said that the name of the sword "Kusanagi" is a name linked to the later Yamato Takeru^[4] legend. However, Motoori Norinaga says in the Kojikiden that the sword was actually called the Kusanagi sword from the moment Susanoo took it in his hand^[5]

Character

First-person pronoun: Washi (ore)/(occasionally) Ore
Second-person pronoun: Omae-san/Omae/Teme/addressing by last name only
Third-person pronoun: Aitsu/Yatsu/addressing by last name only
Method of Addressing Master: Omae-san/Master

Personality

An old man who dedicated his entire life to forging swords. Upon his manifestation, he took on the appearance of a vital young man, but he is mentally closer to his older self. He is brash, does not hesitate, and hardly gives a thought for the consequences of his actions. He is often blunt, and it would be a bit of a stretch to say he is friendly. Though he may initially come off as coldhearted, he is quite caring and even chivalrous when one takes the time to get to know him.
This may be Muramasa himself, but it is at least partly the influence of his vessel's personality...or it could be that his persona is simply that of his vessel, had the boy grown to be an old man.
He is a workaholic who takes pride in a job well done, no matter who his client is or what the job entails. He may often be ruthless or even cold when it comes to his work, but at the same time he has the integrity to never do heretical work.

Motivation and Attitude to Master

He seems to be pushing them away, but in fact, he is watching the master very closely. If you observe him carefully, without being intimidated by his somewhat abusive words, you will realize that his loudness is more of an outgrowth of his fondness. It is not that he thinks of the Master as his child or grandchild. At best, they are probably regarded as a neighborhood prankster who often comes to the workshop to play until they're out of energy and doesn't go home even after dark but for him, it is a recognition that shows his irreplaceable affection.

Dialog Examples

"It's just an ordinary smithy. It's where I work"
"What, your guests?"
"Myojinkiri Muramasa. That's it's name. I'm sure someone who can hold safely pick it up and swing it around has to exist"
"I don't need to explain. I've just had a bit of a history with them. I don't want to kill them, but they're not on my side either. To put it bluntly, they're rotten."
"Well, that was an amazing fight! That finishing move was just superb! That British Mage is such a delight!
"Saber, Senji Muramasa. I've come in answer to your summons. I used to wonder why I was a Saber but now it more or less makes some sense・・・ Though it has nothing to do with the smoke that I was called up in this manner, but I still went on a rampage with this face, so I'm going to do what I want until I'm satisfied" ^[6]
What I like? Obviously good sand and fire. I like fish too. And rice balls. I ain't a drinker though. I do eat dumplings.

Historical Conditions and Figure

A swordsmith from Kuwana of the Ise Province, whose title was Uemon-no-jou during the Bunki Era of Japan. He is considered to be the founder of the swordsmith school famed for forging the sharpest swords of the Warring States period of Japan.
While some documents dating to the Edo period claim the Muramasa school lasted for three generations, from the Jouji Era (1362-1368) to the Ouei Era (1394-1428), the oldest sword confirmed to have come from the Muramasa school was made during the first year of the Bunki Era (1501). For this reason, in this game Muramasa of the Bunki Era will be treated as the founding generation.
During Japan's Warring States period, when a vast number of swords were made, many renowned swordsmith workshops existed throughout Japan. At times, these swordsmiths would assist the warriors by repairing swords that were damaged during battle. Among these craftsmen, a swordsmith from Kuwana in the Ise Province named Senji Muramasa was known to be a master, and his swords were especially sought after by the warriors of Mikawa.
There is one particular legend about the swords from the Muramasa clan. The legend said that these swords were demonic blades, and they were to bring calamity to the house of the Tokugawa Shogunate.
The sword that killed Ieyasu's grandfather, Matsudaira Kiyoyasu... The sword that wounded Ieyasu's father, Hirotada... The blade that beheaded his eldest son, Matsudaira Nobuyasu, during his seppuku ritual... And the sword that wounded Ieyasu himself... All of these were said to have borne the maker's mark of Muramasa.
Legendary demonic swords that slay the Tokugawa...Muramasa was truly a terrifying blade. Muramasa swords are also often portrayed as blood-soaked demonic blades in several kabuki plays and other narratives, as well as legends the revolve around the adversaries of the Tokugawa clan.
Yui Shousetsu, who plotted to overthrow the Shogunate in 1651 A.D., is said to have owned a Muramasa blade, and Sanada Yukimura is also said to have owned one according to the series of biographies titled "Meisho Kotogiroku."
During the Boshin War, the governor-general of the University of Tokyo, Prince Arisugawanomiya Taruhito, is said to have wielded a Muramasa.

Figure within FGO

He appears in the "Seven Duels of Swordmasters" as a Heroic Spirit sent by the Counter Force. In Part 2 he appears as an enemy Servant summoned by the Foreign God, and in Chaldea as a Heroic Spirit of Proper Human History circa 2004 to 2015^[7] Both are pseudo Servants "Muramasa cast down into the body of a modern person". They share the same personality and character, but by their very nature as Servants, they are not identical. Although there is some "record sharing" between Saber and Caster^[8] Muramasa, The record of Senji Muramasa, an Alter Ego, is not registered in the throne but his deeds have been sublimated into a skill

Muramasa as an Apostle of the Foreign God

Alter Ego Muramasa only serves the Foreign God as his job and doesn't see himself as good or evil. He is just a man who wants to do a satisfactory job. Having predicted Kirschtaria's actions of placing gods from other mythological systems inside the Tree of Emptiness to hinder the descent of the Foreign God he was selected by ■■■■■ as an Apostle with the role of God Slayer.
As predicted, Muramasa bisected the giant god Atlas and became one of the causes of the Foreign God coming to Earth. At that point he expected to be destroyed having served his purpose but due to the naivety of the president of the earth, the destruction of the apostles was postponed, and he was assigned the task of investigating and destroying Lostbelt Britain
"I'll go along with it if I have to, but I don't like it at all," he said.
He attempted to assassinate Morgan in Britain, but was defeated by Fairy Knight(Tam Lim) Lancelot. After that through a series of strange events, he joins the Chaldean party and before the destruction of Britain, he says, "I will finish my work and disappear. Since he was burned in the Sky Furnace his soul didn't return back to the Throne of Heroes but the results of his work were inherited changing the skill of the Muramasa that was connected to the Master

Standard Weapons

Japanese Sword
The one used as his Noble Phantasm was made in the first year of the Bunki Era, it is a real sword currently being housed in the Tokugawa Art Museum

Related Characters

Miyamoto Musashi
"I was desperate to sever cause and effect, but you pushed forward to cut through the void. What a big fool. It's only natural that you'll end up like that, right?"
Houzouin Inshun/Minamoto-no-Raikou/Yagyu Tajima-no-kami Munenori
That's a relief. These ones are as masterful as they sound. It's amazing that people who have thrown themselves so hard into the martial arts can still act like a decent human beings.
Katou Danzo/Fuuma Kotarou
What, they are getting along well? Is that so? Well, this summoning stuff ain't half bad
Jing Ke
It seems that a hero who possessed one of my short swords fell in love with your life. "The winds howl sadly and the waters of the Yi River are frozen. Brave men, once gone, Never come back again." ^[9] Saigo-san is a great man, do you know him?^[10]
EMIYA (Alter)
Stop that you fool! The sword or the gun, make it clear which one you want to live by
Ibuki-Douji
What!? You're saying I can catch that lady with sake!? She's the incarnation of the divine sword so you're sure she likes divine wine!? Damn, I'm so worthless. If I had spent my life making sake, would I have made it by now? There must be a Sake God or two in Chaldea right?
Rasputin
You're saying when I was an Alter Ego I fought alongside that guy!? No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
Altria Caster
She's a cheerful girl, isn't she? Sometimes she becomes very polite as if she is a different person, but her roots are the same. The other day, she made me go along with a simulation, saying, "I'm thinking of making a new holy sword, and I'd like you to take a look at it. Please take care of me old man"
Oberon
"Can you make a katana with a pure white blade and hilt?" I sent him away because it was a foolish and unreasonable order but since I've gone through such great lengths to become a servant I might as well give it a shot

Comment from illustrator

Originally drawn as a Craft Essence illustration called "Limited/Zero Over", it was "the figure of Shirou Emiya, who was successful as a Magus", but after many twists and turns he became a servant The first Saint Origin is the same as the design of the Craft Essence. The second Saint Graph is the heyday of Muramasa as a craftsman. The third is the image of Muramasa as a so-called “grandfather”. I had a lot of trouble with the direction of the second, but for the third, I felt like this was the only choice. Since the idea of a Perfect Shirou was an important aspect of the design that couldn't be left out, the white hair and brown skin, the symbol of the Heroic Spirit EMIYA, had to be included. Shimokoshi-kun^[11] was in charge of weapons-related matters. (Takashi Takeuchi)
[1] The "kill" in "simple kill effect" was in katakana
[2] The kanji used was "弛む" which has the meaning of "to slacken, to sag or to become loose" which didn't fit the whole "wrought iron" motif so after a bit of searching I found that one of wrought iron's qualities is being resistant to fatigue, which kind of fit what the sentence was going for so that's what I used
[3] Apparently one of the alternative meaning of this kanji is "draft" or "rough copy"
[4] Japanese Hero and Prince. Obtained the Kusanagi from his anut Yamatohime-no-mikoto, high priestess of Amaterasu. Amaterasu obtained it from her brother Susanoo who gave it to her to settle an old debt. As a legendary hero he did legendary things but died of illness when he blasphemed against a God living in Mount Ibuki.
[5] This took me a while (and lot of Google searching) to understand but basically the sword has two names: "Kusanagi-no-Tsurugi" and "Ame-no-Murakumo-no-Tsurugi" and one source says that "Ame-no-Murakumo-no-Tsurugi" was the original name and it wasn't called "Kusanagi-no-Tsurugi" until Yamato Takeru got a hold of the sword but another says that it was always called "Kusanagi-no-Tsurugi"
[6] I'm actually not sure about this one. Original Japanese in case someone wants to help: [セイバー、千子村正。召喚に応じ参上した。なんで僕がセイバーなのか疑問だったが、今なら多少は納得がいく。・・・こうして呼ばれた煙とは無関係ではあるが、ま同じ顔で好き放題暴れたんだ。気の済むまでコキ使ってくんな]
[7] 2004 - 2014 were written in Arabic Numerals
[8] Excuse me!? When was Caster Muramasa a thing!?
[9] A part from the poem Jing Ke composed about their determination before attempting to assassinate Qin Shi Huang.
[10] Saigō Takamori, the hero who used a Muramasa short sword. A Japanese Samurai and one of the three great nobles who led the Meiji Restoration. Apparently he kept a fan on which Jing Ke's poem was written
[11] Character Designer for Leonardo da Vinci, Mephistopheles, Beowulf, Tawara Touta, Gorgon, Hessian Lobo and Salome

I (18 M) was in a one year ish relationship with my ex girlfriend (19F). It was exactly 1 year ago we broke up. She was the love of my life. We were young and immature, but I know the love I held was true. I’ve know her family since I was around 14 and we started dating when I was 16. It was a dream. Since we were kids we always messed up here and there, but I genuinely thought I would marry this girl.
There were a lot of ups and downs but trust me, the ups were the highest I’ve felt in my life and the lows are nothing compared to my lows now. I genuinely don’t know how to feel. We would always take breaks after things got rough and I was very insecure of her past and a result of that was me being a little controlling not being comfortable with her texting guys (all who had intentions) or going out to parties and stuff. I tried being better. Around a week or two before our 1 year anniversary, she asked to go to a party. I let her go and she didn’t think to invite me because it was a friends bday but I was ok with that. She was thankful that I was becoming more comfortable with her going out since in the past her going out led to stuff I don’t wanna get into but you can use your imagination.
She ends up going out to this party and around 10pm she gets a text from this guy. A friend of her younger brother, but he’s the same age as me. He instantly starts flirting with her and starts talking a lot of shit about me such as “you’re into douche bags?” And “I know I can do better” basically insinuating to her that im an asshole and that she can be with him for a better relationship. I end up going to bed around 2 am but throughout the night they text and she ends up getting picked up by him with her friends and her brother in the car. They continue texting until like 5 am about his music and with her telling him how good of a singer he is (saying he has a beautiful voice and talking very highly about him, something I am not used to hearing from her)
In the morning she ends up telling me they texted. All I asked of her was to block him but even that was a debate, then I texted him telling him to never talk to my girlfriend again. She gets mad at me for texting him and ends up ghosting me for 5 days. We live around an hour away from eachother so it wasn’t easy to talk in person during school days.
On the 5th day I had enough and went to her house and picked up all my stuff. Long story short, that was last may. Last summer (‘22) she went to our home country that’s across the world for 2 months and in those months I tried moving on. Around September of last year I broke down and needed her.
We began to be on and off constantly thought out the year and I would always resent her for what I considered cheating, but my love could not stop me from talking to her. I started forgiving her and seeing her more as my future but then out of no where she stops communicating with me.
For a month we go back and forth with me trying to see her and talk. Today I saw her and she told me there’s someone else. I was broken. It tore me apart to see my soulmate talk to another man the way she talked to me. I needed our time apart to heal from what happened and once I was ready she gave up. I feel horrible and my heart genuinely feels shattered. I hate having to beg her for a conversation and I just want her to love me and have things go back to the way they were but she has no interest in being with me anymore. I don’t know what to do or how to get over her. During our break I tried moving on but no matter which girl I talked to I always thought of her. She is a messed up person for what she did but I still love her with all of my heart. I hate that she plays games where she makes me feel like everything will be ok but then continues to ghost. I want to move on but I can’t. I want to be with her but I can’t. I wish we met when we were both matured but now it’s too late. I hate myself for not being with her but without that time apart, I know I would have hated what she did even more and never let it go as I have now. Please help. I haven’t slept for the last 3 days from anticipation of yesterdays conversation and now I stay up after seeing the new guy she is talking to. I don’t know what I should do

My bpd ex was of course the most loving person in the beginning. Amazing chemistry. Then he started doing the up / down stuff. He’d post stuff to bother me or tag girls to bother me. Slowly he ruined my mental health that I worked so hard on. I was constantly accused of cheating, or he’d tell me commitment freaks him out then eventually the actual big breakup.
Then we got back in touch but it was so messy cause he says & it seems he dropped everyone for me but I was sorta starting to talk to people. I went back to even talking to my guy friends. He saw it & messaged my ex fling that me &him were still doing stuff. Then he got mad at me & blamed me. Completely lost it on me. He said I just made him angry. Even though he was the one who didn’t want a relationship & he was still on dating sites . We really haven’t spoken since.
Well I found out that he has been telling everyone he knows I’m crazy & he even did it before the big breakup. Like i am obsessive & crazy. I think to look cool to friends & to invalidate me to women. I was very good to him our whole relationship like the best I’ve ever been in any. I listened to him, I tried to make him feel not crazy for his feelings, I reassured him, I communicated when something was wrong, etc. I tried being the bigger person but knowing this triggered me because he knows my last ex was horrible, tried to make me look crazy after cheating on me badly & I was traumatized. So I started messaging girls i thought my bpd ex was interested in or showed me & friends to warn them what he’s like. I sent them screenshots of how he’s stalked me, how he would get mean if I didn’t do what he wanted, how suddenly he had an accent , sent a voice recording of him saying he likes to post public things I’d only know to mess with my brain, etc.
I figured if he’s going to make me look crazy might as well be it 🤷‍♀️ I’m tired of seeming like just because I have a big heart I’m going to take unlimited bs.
Is that bad? I feel free about it but sometimes I’m like am I losing it?

I'm from EU,so GAMES SHOULD work pretty much anywhere
NOT BUYING GAMES,ONLY TRADES - games for games or selling for paypal
No interest in TF2 keys,CSGO cases or ANY other virtual currency
BUYER covers the FEES (if outside EU,EU F&F only)
My Steam account so you don't offer me something I own
My Wishlist
My SGSRep
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Only looking for Steam games - so don't offer origin,uplay,rockstar,bnet or ANY other launcher
100% of my games keys are bought by me from official stores & I expect the same in return,so don't offer me keyshop games or game keys you got in a trade as I will decline
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List of games I have:
Also have the Earthquake Relief bundle but reddit wont let me write all the games cause my topic would be too big - just ask
7 Billion Humans
8Doors Arum's Afterlife Adventure
10 Second Ninja X
60 Seconds!
112 Operator
140
198X
911 Operator
A Case Of Distrust
A Year Of Rain
Absolver
Aeolis Tournament
Age Of Wonders III
Ageless
Airport CEO
AI War 2
Alien Spidy
Aliens Vs Predator Collection
All You Can Eat
Almost There The Platformer
American Fugitive
Amnesia A Machine For Pigs + The Dark Descent (1 key for both games)
Amnesia Fortnight 2012
Amnesia Fortnight 2014
Amnesia Fortnight 2017
Amnesia Rebirth (X2)
Among Us (X2)
Ancestors The Humankind Odyssey (EU & Africa lock)
Aragami (X2)
Archamon
Army Men RTS
Attack Of The Earthlings
Automobilista
Aven Colony
Avernum 3 Ruined World
Azkend 2 The World Beneath
Back 4 Blood (EU region lock)
Backbone
Band Of Defenders
Banished
Baseball Riot
Batora Lost Haven
Battlestar Galactica Deadlock
Behind The Frame Finest Scenery NEW
Beholder 2
Bendy And The Dark Revival (X2)
Bendy And The Ink Machine
Betrayer (delisted)
Between The Stars (X2)
Beyond Eyes
Beyond The Wire
Bionic Commando
Bionic Commando Rearmed
Bird Of Light
Black Paradox
Bohemian Killing
Book Of Demons
Bomber Crew Deluxe
Borderlands 3 + Director's Cut (ask about region locks)
Borderlands 3 Super Deluxe Edition NEW (ask about region locks)
Boreal Blade
Broken Age (X2)
Brothers A Tale Of Two Sons (X2)
Builder Simulator NEW
Butcher
Call Of Juarez
Call Of The Sea (X2)
Call To Arms Basic Edition
Call To Arms Gates Of Hell Ostfront
Car Mechanic Simulator 2018
Chenso Club
Chernobylite Enhanced Edition
Cities In Motion 2
CivCity Rome
Clone Drone In The Danger Zone
Clouds & Sheep 2
Coffin Dodgers
Cook Serve Delicious 3
Company Of Heroes Complete Edition
Control Ultimate Edition
Corridor Z
Cosmic Osmo And The World Beyond The Mackerel
Crash Drive 3
Creatures Inc
Crookz The Big Heist
Crossbow Bloodnight
Crusader Kings Complete
Crying Suns
Dagon The Eldritch Box
Danger Scavenger
Day Of Infamy
Dead Age
Dead In Vinland
Deadly Premonition Director's Cut
Deadbeat Heroes (X2)
Dear Ester Landmark Edition
Death Stranding Director's Cut
Death Squared
Deep Dungeons Of Doom
Deep Sky Derelicts
Demon Turf
Deployment
Desert Child
Destiny 2 Beyond Light NEW
Diaries Of A Spaceport Janitor
Dicey Dungeons (X2)
Dimension Drifter
Distraint 2 + Soundtrack
Divekick
Dog Sled Saga
Double Fine Adventures Complete Series Deluxe
Downwell
Drawful 2
Draw Slasher
Dreadlands
Dread X Collection
Driftland The Magic Revival
Dry Downing
Duke Nukem Forever Collection
Dungeon Marathon
Dungeon Of The Endless
Dungeons 2
Dungeons 2 Complete
Dungeons 3
Dusk
Dwarfs!?
Eador Imperium
EarthX
Eastside Hockey Manager
ECHO
Edge Of Eternity
Effie
Elderborn
Eldest Souls
Elden Path Of The Forgotten
Embr
Emily Is Away
Empyrion Galactic Survival
Epic Manager
E.T. Armies Deluxe Edition
Etherborn (X2)
Euro Truck Simulator 2
Europa Universalis IV
Evergarden
Expeditions Viking
F1 2018 (delisted)
Family Man
Fantasy Blacksmith
Fantasy Versus
Farmer's Dynasty
Farming Simulator 17
FIA European Truck Racing
Figment (X2)
Finding Paradise
Fire Ungh's Quest
First Class Trouble
Five Dates
Fling To The Finish
Fluffy Horde
Fobia St. Dinfna Hotel
Forgive Me Father
Framed Collection (X2)
Friday the 13th: The Game
Fun With Ragdolls The Game
Fury Unleashed (X2)
Gang Beasts
Garage Bad Trip (X2)
Gas Guzzlers Extreme
Gas Station Simulator
Gauge
Generation Zero NEW
Ghostrunner
Giana Sisters Twisted Dreams + Rise Of The Owlverlord
Gloria Victis NEW
GNOG
Go Home Dinosaurs!
Goat Of Duty
Goetia (X2)
Going Under (X2)
Golden Light
Golf Gang
GoNNER
Gotham Knights
Grand Ages Medieval
Grand Pigeon's Duty
Greak Memories Of Azur
Gremlins Inc.
Grip Combat Racing + Cygon + Nyvoss + Terra + Vintek DLC (X2)
Guts And Glory (X2)
Hack'n'Slash
Haiku The Robot (X2)
Hamilton's Great Adventure
Hammerfight
Headlander
Heal
Hedon Bloodrite
Hell Let Loose
Hellblade Senua's Sacrifice
Hello Neighbor
Hellbound
Hero Defense
Hero's Hour (EU region lock)
Hexologic
Hidden & Dangerous Action Pack
Hidden & Dangerous 2 Courage Under Fire
Hive Jump (X2)
Hiveswap Act 2
Hiveswap Friend Sim (X2)
Homeworld Deserts Of Kharak
Hotshot Racing
Hot Tin Roof The Cat That Wore A Fedora
Hot Wheels Unleashed
Hover (X2)
Human Resource Machine
Hurtworld
I Am Bread
I Am Not A Monster First Contact
Ice Lakes
If Found...
Ikenfell
Impact Winter (delisted)
In Between
Industria
Inexistence Rebirth
Infinite Air With Mark McMorris (delisted)
Influent
Inmost
Interplanetary Enhanced Edition
Intruder
Ion Fury
Iron Danger
Iron Harvest
Jack Axe
Jalopy
Jet Set Knights
Juanito Arcade Mayhem
Jump Stars
Jurassic World Evolution
Just Die Already
KartKraft
Kathy Rain Directors Cut
Keep Talking And Nobody Explodes (X2)
Killing Floor 2 Digital Deluxe NEW
Kill To Collect
Kingdom Classic (X2)
Kingdom New Lands
Kingdoms Of Amalur Re-Reckoning Fate Edition
King Oddball
Labyrinthine
Last Oasis
Last Tide
Lawn Mowing Simulator
Lead And Gold Gangs Of Wild West (X2)
Legacy Of Dorn Herald Of Oblivion (delisted)
Legend Of Keepers Career Of A Dungeon Master
Leisure Suit Larry Retro Bundle (1 to 7)
Lethal League Blaze
Liberated (GOG key)
Lifeless Planet Premium Edition
Light Fall
Little Big Workshop
Lost Planet Complete Pack
Lust For Darkness
Lust From Beyond M Edition
Magicka
Magrunner Dark Pulse
Maid Of Sker
Main Assembly (X2)
Mars Horizon
Masquerade The Baubles Of Doom
Max Payne 3 (Rockstar Launcher)
Mega Man Legacy Collection
Midnight Ghost Hunt NEW
Midnight Protocol
Mind Scanners
Mini Metro
Miscreated (X2)
Monster Crown
Monster Train Collectors Edition
Moon Hunters
Morbid The Seven Acolytes
Motorcycle Mechanic Simulator 2021
Motorsport Manager
Mount And Blade Warband
My Lovely Daughter
Naruto To Boruto Shinobi Striker
Nascar Heat 5 Ultimate
Nebuchadnezzar
NecroVisioN Lost Company
NecroWorn
Neighbours Back From Hell
Neo Cab
Neon Abyss
NeuroVoider
Neverout
Nickelodeon All Star Brawl (X2)
Ninjin Clash Of Carrots
No Time To Relax
Northgard NEW
Not Tonight
Obduction
Observation
Octahedron
Odyssey The Story Of Science
Of Orcs And Men
Old School Musical
OlliOlli World Rad Edition
On Rusty Trails
One Finger Death Punch 2
Onikira Demon Killer
Operation Tango NEW
Orbital Racer
Orcs Must Die 2 Complete
Original War
Orwell Ignorance Is Strength
Out Of Reach Treasure Royal
Overlord II
Overpass
Override Mech City Brawl
Oxenfree
Pacer
Paint The Town Red
Paper Fire Rookie
Paradise Lost
Path Of Giants
Paw Paw Paw
Payday 2 + Big Mike mask
Peaky Blinders Mastermind (delisted)
Penarium
People Playground (X2)
Perfect Heist 2
PGA Tour 2K21 (X2)
Phoenix Point Year One Edition
Pikuniku
Pine
Pinstripe
Pixplode
Plane Mechanic Simulator
Poöf
Popup Dungeon
Post Void
Pound Of Ground (X2)
PowerSlave Exhumed
Prehistoric Kingdom
Primal Carnage Extinction (X2)
Project Cars GOTY (delisted)
Project Hospital
Project Warlock
Propnight
Pulsar The Lost Colony NEW
Pumped BMX+
Punch Club
Purrfect Date
Quest Of Dungeons
RAD (X2)
Radio Commander
Rad Rodgers Radical Edition
Railroad Tycoon 2
Railroad Tycoon 3
Railway Empire
Raji An Ancient Epic
Rebel Cops
Rec Center Tycoon
Red Faction Armageddon
Red Solstice 2 Survivors
Redeemer Enhanced Edition
Redout Enhanced Edition
Re-Legion
Remothered Broken Porcelain
Resident Evil 4
Resident Evil Revelations (X2)
Resident Evil Revelations 2 Deluxe Edition
Retimed
Retrowave
Reventure
Revita
Ring Of Pain
Rings Of Saturn
Riot Civil Unrest
Rise Of Industry
Rise Of Insanity
Riven The Sequel To MYST
Roarr! The Adventures Of Rampage Rex
Roboquest
Rogue Heroes Ruins Of Tasos
Rogue Lords
Rogue Stormers
Rover Mechanic Simulator
RPG Maker VX
Rustler
Sable
Salt And Sanctuary
Satellite Reign
Satisfactory
Saturday Morning RPG
Say No! More
SCP 5K
SCUM (X2)
ScourgeBringer
Serious Sam 2
Serious Sam BFE (X2)
Serious Sam Classics Revolution
Serious Sam Double D XXL
Serious Sam HD The First & Second Encounter (1 key for both)
Serious Sam HD The Second Encounter Legend Of The Beast
Serious Sam HD The Second Encounter Serious 8
Serious Sam Kamikaze Attack
Serious Sam The Random Encounter
Serious Sam Bogus Detour
Shadow Tactics Aiko's Choice
Shady Part Of Me
She Remembered Caterpillars
She Will Punish Them
Shing!
Shock Troopers
Shogun's Empire Hex Commander
Shuyan Saga
Sid Meier's Civilization VI
Sid Meier's Railroads
Simulacra Collection
Skeletal Avenger
Skullgirls 2nd Encore
Skully
Slime Rancher
Slinger VR
Smoke And Sacrifice (X2)
Sniper Elite V2 Remastered
Sniper Elite 4 Deluxe + Season Pass
SOMA
Song Of Iron
Soulblight
Spacebase DF-9
Space Hulk Ascension (delisted)
Sparkle 2
Sparkle Unleashed
Spellcaster University
Spelunx And The Caves Of Mr. Seudo
Spiritfarer Farewell Edition NEW
Stacking
Starsand (X2)
Star Wars Jedi Knight Jedi Academy
Star Wars Knights Of The Old Republic
Stasis
State Of Decay 2 Juggernaut Edition
State Of Mind
Steel Rats
Stick Fight The Game (X3)
Stories Untold
Streets Of Fury EX
Strider (X2)
Struggling
Stubbs The Zombie
Styx Shards Of Darkness
Submerged Hidden Depths
Suchart Genius Artist Simulator
Super Indie Carts
Super Magbot
Supraland
SurrounDead (X2)
Surviving The Aftermath
Suzerain
Swag And Sorcery
Sword Legacy Omen
Swords And Soldiers 2 Shawarmageddon
Swords And Souls Neverseen (X2)
Syberia II
Syberia 3 Deluxe Edition
Syberia The World Before
Syndrome
System Shock Enhanced Edition
Table Manners The Physics-Based Dating Game
Tabletop Playground
Tacoma
Take On Helicopters
Tales From Candlekeep Tomb Of Annihilation (delisted)
Tales Of Monkey Island Complete
Talisman Digital Edition + City,Frostmarch,Sacred Pool (trading only as a bundle)
Talisman Origins
Tank Mechanic Simulator
Telefrag VR
Teleglitch Die More Edition
Tennis In The Face
Tennis World Tour (X2)
Tesla Force
Tesla Vs Lovecraft
Tharsis (X2)
The Amazing American Circus
The Ambassador Fractured Timelines
The Adventure Pals
The Battle Of Polytopia Moonrise Deluxe
The Blackout Club
The Citadel
The Count Lucador
The Free Ones (delisted)
The Golf Club 2019 featuring PGA Tour
theHunter Call Of The Wild (X3)
The Invisible Hand NEW
The Journey Down Chapter Three
The King Of Fighters 2002 Unlimited Match
The Last Blade
The Life And Suffering Of Sir Brante
The Long Dark Survival Edition (X2)
The Manhole Masterpiece Edition
The Mims Beginning
The Mortuary Assistant
The Night Of The Rabbit
The Serpent Rogue
The Signifier Director's Cut
The Textorcist The Story of Ray Bibbia (X2)
The Uncertain Last Quiet Day (X2)
The USB Stick Found In The Grass
The Walking Dead Season 1 + 400 Days
The Wild Eight (X2)
They Bleed Pixels
Think Of The Children
This War Of Mine
Thronebreaker The Witcher Tales
THOTH
Through The Darkest Of Times
Timeshift
Time Recoil
Titan Quest Anniversary
Toejam & Earl Back In The Groove
TOEM
Tohu
Tools Up
Tooth And Tail (X2)
Torchlight (X2)
Total Tank Simulator
Totally Accurate Battle Simulator
Toto Temple Deluxe
Tower Of Time (X2)
Tower Unite
Townscaper (X2)
Townsmen A Kingdom Rebuilt
Toybox Turbos
Tracks The Train Set Game
Train Station Renovation
Treasure Hunter Simulator (X2)
Tropico 4
True Fear Forsaken Souls Part 1
Tyranny Deluxe Edition
Unexplored
Unloved
Unmetal
Unshaded
Vambrace Cold Soul
Vane
Velocibox
Verdun
Vikings Wolves Of Midgard
Visage
Volcanoids (X2)
V Rally 4
Wanderlust Travel Stories (GOG key)
Warhammer 40K Chaos Gate Daemonhunters NEW
Warhammer End Times Vermintide
Warhammer Vermintide 2 NEW
Warlock Master Of The Arcane
Warpips
Warsaw
Wasteland 2 Director's Cut
We Are The Dwarves
We Should Talk
Western Press
We Were Here Together
When Ski Lifts Go Wrong
Where The Water Tastes Like Wine
While True: Learn() Chief Technology Officer Edition
White Day: A Labyrinth Named School
Windjammers 2 NEW
Wooden Sen'SeY
Worms Rumble + Legends DLC
Wrath Aeon Of Ruin (X2)
XCOM Complete Pack
Xenoraid The First Space War
X Morph Defense + European Assault + Last Bastion + Survival Of The Fittest (1 key for all)
XIII Classic
Xuan-Yuan Sword The Gate Of Firmament
Yet Another Zombie Defense HD
Ylands Exploration Pack
Yoku's Island Express
Yooka-Laylee And The Impossible Lair
Zack 2 Celestine's Map
ZIC Zombies In City
Zombie Army Trilogy

I'm from EU,so GAMES SHOULD work pretty much anywhere
NOT BUYING GAMES,ONLY TRADES - games for games or selling for paypal
No interest in TF2 keys,CSGO cases or ANY other virtual currency
BUYER covers the FEES (if outside EU,EU F&F only)
My Steam account so you don't offer me something I own
My Wishlist
My SGSRep
My IGSRep

Only looking for Steam games - so don't offer origin,uplay,rockstar,bnet or ANY other launcher
100% of my games keys are bought by me from official stores & I expect the same in return,so don't offer me keyshop games or game keys you got in a trade as I will decline
I retain the right to ask for proof of ownership for ANY game I want - just like YOU have the right to ask me the same

List of games I have:
Also have the Earthquake Relief bundle but reddit wont let me write all the games cause my topic would be too big - just ask
7 Billion Humans
8Doors Arum's Afterlife Adventure
10 Second Ninja X
60 Seconds!
112 Operator
140
198X
911 Operator
A Case Of Distrust
A Year Of Rain
Absolver
Aeolis Tournament
Age Of Wonders III
Ageless
Airport CEO
AI War 2
Alien Spidy
Aliens Vs Predator Collection
All You Can Eat
Almost There The Platformer
American Fugitive
Amnesia A Machine For Pigs + The Dark Descent (1 key for both games)
Amnesia Fortnight 2012
Amnesia Fortnight 2014
Amnesia Fortnight 2017
Amnesia Rebirth (X2)
Among Us (X2)
Ancestors The Humankind Odyssey (EU & Africa lock)
Aragami (X2)
Archamon
Army Men RTS
Attack Of The Earthlings
Automobilista
Aven Colony
Avernum 3 Ruined World
Azkend 2 The World Beneath
Back 4 Blood (EU region lock)
Backbone
Band Of Defenders
Banished
Baseball Riot
Batora Lost Haven
Battlestar Galactica Deadlock
Behind The Frame Finest Scenery NEW
Beholder 2
Bendy And The Dark Revival (X2)
Bendy And The Ink Machine
Betrayer (delisted)
Between The Stars (X2)
Beyond Eyes
Beyond The Wire
Bionic Commando
Bionic Commando Rearmed
Bird Of Light
Black Paradox
Bohemian Killing
Book Of Demons
Bomber Crew Deluxe
Borderlands 3 + Director's Cut (ask about region locks)
Borderlands 3 Super Deluxe Edition NEW (ask about region locks)
Boreal Blade
Broken Age (X2)
Brothers A Tale Of Two Sons (X2)
Builder Simulator NEW
Butcher
Call Of Juarez
Call Of The Sea (X2)
Call To Arms Basic Edition
Call To Arms Gates Of Hell Ostfront
Car Mechanic Simulator 2018
Chenso Club
Chernobylite Enhanced Edition
Cities In Motion 2
CivCity Rome
Clone Drone In The Danger Zone
Clouds & Sheep 2
Coffin Dodgers
Cook Serve Delicious 3
Company Of Heroes Complete Edition
Control Ultimate Edition
Corridor Z
Cosmic Osmo And The World Beyond The Mackerel
Crash Drive 3
Creatures Inc
Crookz The Big Heist
Crossbow Bloodnight
Crusader Kings Complete
Crying Suns
Dagon The Eldritch Box
Danger Scavenger
Day Of Infamy
Dead Age
Dead In Vinland
Deadly Premonition Director's Cut
Deadbeat Heroes (X2)
Dear Ester Landmark Edition
Death Stranding Director's Cut
Death Squared
Deep Dungeons Of Doom
Deep Sky Derelicts
Demon Turf
Deployment
Desert Child
Destiny 2 Beyond Light NEW
Diaries Of A Spaceport Janitor
Dicey Dungeons (X2)
Dimension Drifter
Distraint 2 + Soundtrack
Divekick
Dog Sled Saga
Double Fine Adventures Complete Series Deluxe
Downwell
Drawful 2
Draw Slasher
Dreadlands
Dread X Collection
Driftland The Magic Revival
Dry Downing
Duke Nukem Forever Collection
Dungeon Marathon
Dungeon Of The Endless
Dungeons 2
Dungeons 2 Complete
Dungeons 3
Dusk
Dwarfs!?
Eador Imperium
EarthX
Eastside Hockey Manager
ECHO
Edge Of Eternity
Effie
Elderborn
Eldest Souls
Elden Path Of The Forgotten
Embr
Emily Is Away
Empyrion Galactic Survival
Epic Manager
E.T. Armies Deluxe Edition
Etherborn (X2)
Euro Truck Simulator 2
Europa Universalis IV
Evergarden
Expeditions Viking
F1 2018 (delisted)
Family Man
Fantasy Blacksmith
Fantasy Versus
Farmer's Dynasty
Farming Simulator 17
FIA European Truck Racing
Figment (X2)
Finding Paradise
Fire Ungh's Quest
First Class Trouble
Five Dates
Fling To The Finish
Fluffy Horde
Fobia St. Dinfna Hotel
Forgive Me Father
Framed Collection (X2)
Friday the 13th: The Game
Fun With Ragdolls The Game
Fury Unleashed (X2)
Gang Beasts
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Hamilton's Great Adventure
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Headlander
Heal
Hedon Bloodrite
Hell Let Loose
Hellblade Senua's Sacrifice
Hello Neighbor
Hellbound
Hero Defense
Hero's Hour (EU region lock)
Hexologic
Hidden & Dangerous Action Pack
Hidden & Dangerous 2 Courage Under Fire
Hive Jump (X2)
Hiveswap Act 2
Hiveswap Friend Sim (X2)
Homeworld Deserts Of Kharak
Hotshot Racing
Hot Tin Roof The Cat That Wore A Fedora
Hot Wheels Unleashed
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Human Resource Machine
Hurtworld
I Am Bread
I Am Not A Monster First Contact
Ice Lakes
If Found...
Ikenfell
Impact Winter (delisted)
In Between
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Kathy Rain Directors Cut
Keep Talking And Nobody Explodes (X2)
Killing Floor 2 Digital Deluxe NEW
Kill To Collect
Kingdom Classic (X2)
Kingdom New Lands
Kingdoms Of Amalur Re-Reckoning Fate Edition
King Oddball
Labyrinthine
Last Oasis
Last Tide
Lawn Mowing Simulator
Lead And Gold Gangs Of Wild West (X2)
Legacy Of Dorn Herald Of Oblivion (delisted)
Legend Of Keepers Career Of A Dungeon Master
Leisure Suit Larry Retro Bundle (1 to 7)
Lethal League Blaze
Liberated (GOG key)
Lifeless Planet Premium Edition
Light Fall
Little Big Workshop
Lost Planet Complete Pack
Lust For Darkness
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Magicka
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Maid Of Sker
Main Assembly (X2)
Mars Horizon
Masquerade The Baubles Of Doom
Max Payne 3 (Rockstar Launcher)
Mega Man Legacy Collection
Midnight Ghost Hunt NEW
Midnight Protocol
Mind Scanners
Mini Metro
Miscreated (X2)
Monster Crown
Monster Train Collectors Edition
Moon Hunters
Morbid The Seven Acolytes
Motorcycle Mechanic Simulator 2021
Motorsport Manager
Mount And Blade Warband
My Lovely Daughter
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Neighbours Back From Hell
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Odyssey The Story Of Science
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Path Of Giants
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Peaky Blinders Mastermind (delisted)
Penarium
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Perfect Heist 2
PGA Tour 2K21 (X2)
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PowerSlave Exhumed
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Project Cars GOTY (delisted)
Project Hospital
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Propnight
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Pumped BMX+
Punch Club
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Quest Of Dungeons
RAD (X2)
Radio Commander
Rad Rodgers Radical Edition
Railroad Tycoon 2
Railroad Tycoon 3
Railway Empire
Raji An Ancient Epic
Rebel Cops
Rec Center Tycoon
Red Faction Armageddon
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Redeemer Enhanced Edition
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Resident Evil 4
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What will you be doing with this PC? Be as specific as possible, and include specific games or programs you will be using.
I'll be using this solely for gaming, maybe streaming if it ends up being usable for that. Games I play range from Red Dead, Fallout, and I know, I play a lot of modded Minecraft.
What is your maximum budget before rebates/shipping/taxes?
Anywhere around the 1500 aud mark
When do you plan on building/buying the PC? Note: beyond a week or two from today means any build you receive will be out of date when you want to buy.
In the near future, just seeing what is out there. If something looks good I'll buy it now
What, exactly, do you need included in the budget? (ToweOS/monitokeyboard/mouse/etc)
Case is the only thing I need, all other peripherals I have already.
Which country (and state/province) will you be purchasing the parts in? If you're in US, do you have access to a Microcenter location?
I'm in Brisbane, Australia.
If reusing any parts (including monitor(s)/keyboard/mouse/etc), what parts will you be reusing? Brands and models are appreciated.
I will be reusing a Logitech keyboard and mouse, and an AOC monitor
Will you be overclocking? If yes, are you interested in overclocking right away, or down the line? CPU and/or GPU?
Not a necessity, but would be an added bonus having the ability to.
Are there any specific features or items you want/need in the build? (ex: SSD, large amount of storage or a RAID setup, CUDA or OpenCL support, etc)
Nothing in particular needed.
Do you have any specific case preferences (Size like ITX/microATX/mid-towefull-tower, styles, colors, window or not, LED lighting, etc), or a particular color theme preference for the components?
A black case would be best, RGB would be nice but not a necessity.
Do you need a copy of Windows included in the budget? If you do need one included, do you have a preference?
Yes, will need windows. I've heard windows 11 is slightly more optimised but I prefer windows 10
Extra info or particulars:
No, thanks for the help everyone 🙏🏼

I broke up with my Ex in January. She was the love of my life. We blended together perfectly. Our intimacy on a physical and emotionally was unmatched. She felt like my other half and someone I dearly loved. I broke up with her because at the end of the day I knew I wasn’t going to marry her. There was some outside forces driving a wedge between us. For one I despised her family. Thought they left a negative/corrosive thumbprint on her and they were constantly in our lives which impacted us. 90% of my ex was everything I could of dreamed but that 10% made me question myself so I decided not to compromise my values/principles I believe and broke up with her. I miss her so incredibly much everyday and understand it was my decision to burn that bridge just reflect on her often and start to tear up because no one has ever made me smile like she did and I’m not the dating type. I don’t do one night stands and have no interest in other women for the passes 5 months or so. How do I get passed missing her so much? Deep down I never wanted to end things but I felt I came to a point the relationship was making me compromise myself so I put myself first and don’t regret it just am sad at genuine love ending. Any advice?

I (37F) am in a long distance relationship with (51M). We have been together, for almost a year and a half now. For further context we have known each other for 8 years and only came together recently. It has been going good so far, but the beginning was so hard, as he has a lot of insecurities, he can be a bit possessive and jealous over the way I dress (and i am talking like a few centimeters of my stomach showing) or if I have male friends. Three months into the relationship we were fighting almost about everything and we have hit a hard patch. And I was unhappy with how the relationship was going or rather disappointed. To make matters worse my ex of three years, whom I just broke up with before this relationship, went public with a new relationship and was posting all of the lovey dovey couple’s pictures. I was in a very bad place emotionally and I let it get the best of me. I went out one night and had a few more drinks than I can remember, I ended up making out with someone that I dated a while back, but that was it, nothing more happened. And it didn’t mean anything at all except a stupid drunk moment. But it validated his insecurities and I admit it. I woke up the next morning feeling like crap for what I did, and I decided to come clean no matter the consequences. I immediately told him what happened and I apologized for it and I understand if he never wanna talk to me again. Of course he was furious and he ended things, which I accepted with a very heavy heart. Because I did in fact screw up. We made up later as he decided he knows me well enough to know that it was a fuck up and it’s not who I really am. And since then I have made it a point to not trigger him and not go out as often etc… the guilt ate me up and I felt I needed to prove myself again which I did. But even if i go out rarely, and drink responsibly, everytime I go out nowadays, if there is any male presence around me (my childhood friends even) he would text me insinuating or implying that I am cheating etc… we had a fight again two days ago And I told him that I am done letting him use that incident to control me or putting me on a leash. That I feel he is using that to guilt me into not going out or seeing my friends and that if he is still not over it I don’t want to be in the relationship anymore. I then told him that I regret being honest and coming clean about the mistake more than the mistake itself. Because I feel I was being punished for my honesty. We are now rethinking wether we should stay together or not. I know I broke his trust but I also don’t want to be in a relationship where I tiptoe all the time because of a mistake. I don’t know wether this can be looked past, or fixed l, or trust restored?

Hi, I really need some advice right now, throwaway account because I'm frightened of my ex and frightened of myself at this point.
Here's what I do know.....no contact is the answer. But I have a dirty confession. I've been stalking him through his e-mails and his security cameras ( I lived with him and didn't technically break into both things, but still, it's manipulative and deceptive because we keep breaking up ).
I've never acted like this before. It's like....he will either straight up discard me, or reverse discard me, and now I'm getting faster and faster at sensing it, so I use the stalking ( looking at the e-mails and watching him hooking up through online dating apps behind my back while he's still with me, watching him come and go through the security cameras to other women's houses ) as a form of proof. Because for 2 years I lived with no proof....no knowledge of the secrets and lies.
At first it was empowering. I did prove cheating. I felt so validated.... knowing that I'm not crazy. That everything I was kept in the dark about was brought into the light. Of course I confronted him...we all know how that turns out because they will never, ever, ever admit. We cannot ever look into the wound they have. Number 1 rule. But now....we broke up 3 days ago, this time he's discarded me with complete denial of anything he did. I can't look into his wound.... I should know better because all I will get now is the rage.
Within 1 day, he's on the dating apps again, staying out all night etc.... that's not the problem. The problem is that I'm pain shopping. And because I was kept in the dark for so long and have never seen such clear evidence as it's happening, seeing it all happen so quickly, within a day, after all of the future faking of marriage, me being the love of his life, blah, blah, blah. I'm being triggered so badly because it's bringing me back to all of the times in the past when I didn't know it was this bad.... This is what he was doing every single time, every discard. It's shock. I'm just in shock once again at how bad it really always was.
I don't even need proof anymore. So why am I pain shopping like this? I know I'm reactively abusing him.... to keep it in some secret part of my mind, build up the bitterness, build up the story. Keep my mind and body in this awful tension and drama. Because without it.... the elevator fall into the dungeon of acceptance is just too much. It's too much. I've been programmed and the script is still running.
Can anyone help me to interrupt this script? I feel like I need something drastic. I've tried exercise, I've tried going out and having fun, it's all empty and short term. I will go back to obsession again. It will happen again. I know that now.
Has anyone else ever fallen into this to such a deep level where you're doing things you've never done before in your lifetime? Have you ever had to admit that you've somehow become a completely different person, acted completely out of character, and you're so lost and ashamed of yourself and your own behaviour that you don't know a way out anymore?
I love this community. You may not realise but you've all helped me so much already by just reading and having the knowledge of what you've all been through. I'd really appreciate any advice right now 😊

I actually really like getting to know people and throughout my life I've been blessed to have many close friends and even a couple of not bad relationships (with men; one being my ex-fiance who doesn't talk to me after I came out as lesbian and another that didn't really last long as a dating relationship but became a close friendship.) But I'm concerned about entering the dating world for real. I feel like my other friendships relationships developed just because we ran into each other at school and just started naturally hanging out like that. I'm autistic and it takes time for me to be able to open up and be more at ease with people; I come off very stiff at first. Ironically the more something matters to me, like in the context of a date, the more nervous I feel and the worse I do at acting normal. I'm worried that when it's a situation like meeting someone from an app and there's kind of only one shot, I'll fuck it up and not really have a chance to show the other person who I really am, and then not get another chance because they don't want to have a second or third date. It's not really a confidence issue, I do think I'm a pretty interesting person and I'd be a great partner in so many ways. But how do I deal with this issue? Has anyone else experienced the same?

Hi all,
I am intending on leaving my potentially abusive boyfriend of 9 months soon and I am scared to do it face to face as I don't know how his reaction will be.
When we first started dating, he came clean about being on probation about a year prior to us dating for physically harming an ex-girlfriend. She apparently wouldn't leave his house and he closed the door on her limb, re-tearing a muscle in said limb that was already healing.
He was worried and explained that she was an abusive and toxic girlfriend who would hit him and this was the first time he "retaliated" because he just "wanted her out".
I appreciated the honesty but now I'm feeling like this could possibly be me in the future. I feel we moved very fast as I moved in 2 months into dating because my lease was up.
He has isolated me from my friends, my family lives out of state so I have no physical family near, and all I do is stay at home and do nothing and even that isn't good enough for him.
We share the same job together and he would actively ignore me and obviously be pissed off at me for joking with any man or even smiling at one. This is an everyday occurrence. I am NOT a flirty person, and I would even get the cold shoulder just from having a conversation with a male manager.
I have never nitpicked him and have only been accused of searching for male attention all the time. I can't make friends outside of work or at work. I am constantly being watched.
When I do hang out with a friend, he pouts and complains that he's jealous I make friends so easily and he wishes he could hang out with friends, but he doesn't have any.
If I'm texting someone, he tries to read my screen and asks who I'm texting. He'll check my location on Snapchat and see how often im snapchatting others (I Snapchat two girl friends of mine... that's it.)
He never communicates anything that bothers him and consistently acts like a victim.
I know he has been cheated on in the past and abused, however I have NEVER, not even ONCE cheated, hit him, accused him of being flirty with girls, called him names, etc.
I have been cooped up inside and have had his eye on me for the last 9 months. I have been nothing but reassuring and supportive and just trying to keep him happy, as he is very depressed (diagnosed).
So, Reddit, is it bad if I pack up all my things and leave a letter behind saying I am done and focusing on me?
I just want to live and enjoy going outside again and see my friends. I'm not trying to date for a looooooong time.
TL;DR: is it bad to leave a 9 month relationship by packing up all my things and leaving a letter behind to my controlling, manipulative, insecure, jealous boyfriend?

I (26F) started dating my girlfriend (26F) some months ago after being close friends for years. We were basically a lesbian meme, acting like a couple without realising it. We moved in as roommates in a house and it took us one week to understand we had feelings for each other.
To be honest, I thought the transition from « ambiguous close friends » to girlfriends would be easy but it wasn’t, especially since we had to learn to live together on top of it. It was like going from friends to married couple in one week.
Living together was smooth as we are very compatible on that side but unfortunately, Ginny (fake name) made a lot of mistakes in the start of our relationship which made me lose my trust in her. No cheating but basically, she let her best friend disrespecting me without defending me at all. She lied about her best friend having good intentions towards me. I do not think she did it in the intent of being malicious but since she is shy and hates conflict, she couldn’t bring herself to stand up for me. But it still hurt like shit.
She has a lot of trouble communicating her feelings and she tends to flee during a conflict instead of talking it out. She doesn’t understand that boundaries aren’t toxic. For example, I told her I wasn’t feeling comfortable with her talking to her ex who was clearly still flirting with her and being ambiguous. It took us a fight for her to understand I was setting a boundary. I don’t mind her having exes as friends as long as they are FRIENDS, not more. The number of times she let me cry alone in my room because she didn’t know how to act right.
Anyway, it took us a lot of long and hard conversations (that I always initiated) for her to finally understand that she needed to evolve. It didn’t go smoothly either, she still hurt me along the way and we took a break but now, things are better.
Nevertheless, my trust in her is broken and I resent her a lot. She knows that and she is trying her best to be better but I still can’t bring myself to trust her. I love her to pieces but since I have depression and anxiety (taking medicines for it), I am scared she will hurt me again. Everytime she is annoyed and lightly snaps at me for stupid shit, I just get so anxious and angry.
I just don’t know what to do. I want us to work. Do you guys have advice regarding that matter ? I also intend to seek therapy as I have trouble trusting people once they hurt me.

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