Hmmm well I suppose this is a call for the truth. Help a fella figure out what he is going to do on this journey. Been around a while, seen the kinksters, the shy ones, the athletic ones, and the bums, etc. Seen lots but maybe not all. I'm reaching out to you women of these subs to help me figure out what you want in a man.
Is it a big buff gentle giant that shows his caring side to the kids but ravages that pussy like a monster?
Is it the mysterious stranger or the staving artist who sees what others cannot?
Is it the soldier who swoops in the last second to save the damsel from distress?
I have a good job, a stable home, and goals in life. Got the education and the experience. Just getting back on my feet and ready to train but would love some guidance.
Help a budding dad be the best dilf he can be and show his prime isn't past him yet.

i’m so sad to be back in this group… i was doing great for a while but i’m back with constant anxiety. how do y’all know y’all are healthy and it’s not anxiety? the physical symptoms seem to completely control my life. i’ve gotten all the blood work the doctor would do for me done and the only thing wrong is that my tsh is slightly elevated. my blood pressure is fine and my ekg came back fine. yet i still deal with dizziness, feeling faint, vision issues and nausea almost constantly and it’s completely making my life go downhill. how do y’all reassure yourselves that it’s your anxiety and not your health. i am so so tired of living this way i don’t know what else to do. i’ve been in therapy almost a year. i barely leave the house and when i do i think i’m dying or about to pass out. even in the safety of my home i feel like this. i’m miserable and it’s been like this for a year. i want to go out and live and have fun but it’s like my body and part of my brain just doesn’t want me to.
tl;dr how do you reassure yourself that it is your anxiety and not a physical issue
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just need some cash to last me till my next check on 10/12. i get DD and will receive it around 6-7pm.

I have a 9 year old nephew who lives in my household. he has had his fair share of moments where he has lied with intentions that we can understand even as adults. He has lied about weather or not he did something he wasnt supposed to do, with th obvious motive of trying to avoid getting in trouble. Or lied about his performances on a video game, with the obvious motive of trying to look more impressive than he acctually was.
But way more often than that, he has lied about things that for the life of me, i have no idea what he is trying to accomplish by doing so. The other day i cam home and he was in a towel, i asked him if he was in a towel because he had been swimming. And he told me no. Later on his grandma told me that was a lie, that was exactly why he was in a towel.
Moments ago i came up to him while he was playing a video game, and he complety lied when i asked him what game he was playing and told me the name of a complety different game. I know video games well enough that i knew he wasnt being truthful
Anyone got any expereince with understanding motives behind his lies that im not seeing?

For me one of my favorite glitches is on mobile whenever I walk into the Mayor's house and he's standing on a table before he steps off and sits down. And everytime I walk into his office he's leaning over his desk with his head bobbing like he's eating it. No wonder he needs so many Tea Tables!
And one of the funniest moments was shortly after my husband, Oaks, asked if I wanted a baby. It happened to be Mothers Day in real life too. Earlier that day my daughter triggered the dialogue while playing by saying she wanted to see what happened if you went home early. She proceeded to jump on Oaks sleeping in bed until 3 am. Next morning Oaks asked about having a baby. (Meanwhile I had been wanting to see this dialogue forever and she triggered it when I stepped away for a few mins to make her food, oops).
A few in game days later Oaks gets a pop up over his head "Let's go have some fun" and proceeds to walk to the bedroom 😂. My character woke up pregnant! He gets that pop up often, but it was the first time I saw it and it just happened to be at that moment. Most of the time it's when he's walking towards the outside. So it was just an amusing coincidence I'm sure the developer didn't intend, but it gave me a good laugh.
I wanna hear your funny stories too!

Hello, This is weird because all my life I’ve been reading stuff like this, not writing it. First off, as a little context, me (21M) and my girlfriend (22F) have been dating for about a year. We’re only able to see eachother once or twice a week, and she has a curfew from her father. When we first started dating, that curfew was 9, but after being together for so long it’s now as long as she gets home before 12. Her father was abusive in the past and still is emotionally distant in her family.
Anyway, I took my girlfriend out yesterday for her birthday. And we had an amazing time all day, I picked her up early and basically we did whatever she wanted all day and all night, it was great. But when we got back to my place and had about an hour and a half to kill, her dad texted her and told her to come home early. Saying it’s her birthday and she shouldn’t be out dealing with “crap”. I know her father doesn’t like me, but reading texts like that hurts. She(understandably) got extremely upset by this as it felt like he was trying to ruin a good day for her, and this wasn’t the first time it’s happened either. She ended up debating for the rest of the time we had together if she wanted to just stay regardless or go home like she was told, and after some tears and cuddles, she decided she needed to go home. This isn’t the first time something like this happened, and in the past I had some expectations that maybe she would want to disobey her dad to stay out a bit later(I’m always reassuring her that we will do whatever she wants to, if she wanted to leave I’d take her home instantly, but if she wanted to stay she could stay for as long as she’d like) but at this point I knew that wouldn’t happen. It still hurt to see her like that and to see her make a decision she really didn’t want to do. I tried reassuring her I wasn’t upset with her, but I was upset, and she could tell. Not with her, not really, just a lot of resentment for her dad.
To be honest I’m not entirely sure why I’m writing this/posting it. I have no one really to talk to about it,(my friends are horrible with relationship advice) and I just feel very isolated and alone. I got home last night very upset, it felt like I put all this effort in for this day to be the best ever for her(which she had said it was earlier in the day!) only for this to happen, and it felt like all my effort came crashing down. I’m tired of being sad after doing nothing wrong. I’m tired of being upset in a relationship, but neither at myself or at my girlfriend. It just feels like this outside source in our relationship is really taxing on it and I don’t really know what to do.
If anyone took the time to read all of this I appreciate you.

Here's one that got their SGIsplainin' ass BANNED last week - from Why does SGI hate the Shoshu priesthood so much?, from THREE YEARS AGO - first, the OP they're replying to:

Over at the SGIUSA sub, they are discussing how members should just take what they want and leave what they don't about practicing Nichiren Buddhism under SGI.
Someone shared a Gosho quote basically saying that if someone has the same belief as you in NMRK, you should never fight with or even criticize that person.

https://archive.ph/BYmyg

The commenters take this to mean that SGI is accepting of its members being interfaith and practicing multiple religions.
But I've also read quotes by Nichiren that basically show he wanted to DESTROY all other sects of Buddhism!!! (These quotes have been linked many times, sorry not to link them again).
It seems that Nichiren was only protecting the followers of the Lotus Sutra and not other religions, though . So in our modern-day, we might say that Nichiren would have protected both the Shoshu priesthood and the SGI members.
But we all know how hard SGI has fought to keep the separation of the Shoshu and their own members. SGI is constantly belittling and criticizing the Shoshu. It seems pretty hypocritical, especially considering Nichiren wants protection of all Lotus Sutra practitioners, doesn't it? Source

So far so good? That post was from October 24, 2019 - over 3 1/2 years ago. Now here's from a mere FIVE DAYS AGO, from u/Mobile_Taro1969 (sounds like a BOOMER to me):

From what I have researched, SGI members grew the organization and were encouraged to make pilgrimages to Japan if possible.

No. Virtually ALL the money and members have always been IN JAPAN. All of the SGI properties are owned by the Soka Gakkai in Japan (via one or more of their many shell corporations distributed throughout the various countries of the world).
The SGI is NOT "growing"; it is collapsing. The SGI membership is aging and dying, just as the Soka Gakkai membership is in Japan. The Ikeda organization stopped growing everywhere in the mid-1970s.

Over time, their generous donations added up to billions - far exceeding most churches, including the Vatican.

Really? Show us the money, then! We all KNOW the Soka Gakkai hasn't given the lion's share of the money they have to Nichiren Shoshu (or anyone), and the Soka Gakkai has been very careful to NEVER disclose how much it is worth. So let's see your sources! I can't WAIT to see the details!! 😃

Seems the temple high priests felt it 'acceptable' to use the hard-earned donated funds for their frequent drinking parties with the opposite sex and other irresponsible actions.

Oh, really? I'm guessing you're going off those photoshopped pictures the Soka Gakkai mocked up and then got spanked for in court. You really need to do better research!
Whatever happened to Ikeda's 1990 supposedly "eternal" "clear mirror guidance", in which everyone is instructed to assume FULL PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY for everything that bothers them within their environment?? Hmmmm....? Since when has the SGI encouraged COMPLAINING about others?? You really should stop your complaining - Ikeda SENSEI says so!

Frequent requests to stop by the lay organization were ignored.

No, no - this was a power struggle in which Daisaku Ikeda thought he'd be able to take over Nichiren Shoshu and run it however HE wanted. THAT is the ENTIRE problem.

Also, prior to the burning of the Shohondo which was paid for by SGI members

You apparently don't realize that the Sho-Hondo was made of ferroconcrete - concrete reinforced with steel.
Do you really think that concrete and steel are flammable??? Have you ever tried to burn concrete or steel??? Here are images from the DEMOLITION. Enjoy.
[No "burning" was involved, moron. And it was the right thing to do.

the priests had instructed that the cremated ashes of members left in safeguard at the Shohondo, be dumped into rice bags like trash. I was in total disbelief to hear and read of such disrespectful actions - like watching a movie unfold.

Let's see the evidence. SGI members are notorious for making shit up and expecting everybody to just believe them.

Priests like that are not fit to be advisers and examples for others - they are no better than wild animals. The Japanese govt verbally reprimanded the temple priests for their lack of respect and compassion for the deceased and their loved ones. Unfit for their role as head priests, these money-hungry animals showed no remorse as their pockets were already filled they make me sick to my stomach!

Oh boo hoo hoo. EVIDENCE PLEASE

Not true. To set the record straight, their belief is that other faiths are outdated and there is only one true religion. Also, they do not teach to destroy other faiths - a ridiculous statement. (Not a member but I researched enough to know what are false statements.)

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SURE you're not, SkinBitchy! You're dripping with "I Will Become Shin'ichi Yamamoto!" energy!
Considering that most, if not ALL, the content you posted has been shown to be WRONG, your "research" obviously needs some work. Idiot.
"All religions except Nichiren Shoshu are evil and poisonous to society and must be destroyed." - All Three Soka Gakkai Presidents
Here are Jōsei Toda and Daisaku Ikeda (ever heard of them?) stating plainly that other faiths must be DESTROYED:
Toda:

Intolerance
It should be noted that in the immediate postwar era Sōka Gakkai’s extreme intolerance of other religious faiths did not change in the least. For example, on October 31, 1954, Toda Jōsei mounted a white horse (previously the exclusive prerogative of the emperor) on the Taisekiji parade grounds and addressed assembled members of the Young Men’s and Young Women’s divisions as follows:
In our attempt at kosen rufu [converting the entire world] we are without an ally. We must consider all religions our enemies, and we must destroy them. Ladies and gentlemen, it is obvious that the road ahead is full of obstacles. Therefore, you must worship the gohonzon (sacred scroll), take the Sōka Gakkai spirit to heart, and cultivate the strength of youth. I expect you to rise to the occasion to meet the many challenges that lie ahead. Source

The Soka Gakkai:

"All of orders and religions except Nichiren-sho-shu are heretical religion, and they poison society." - "Shakubuku-Kyoten," p286, edited by Soka-Gakkai teaching section and supervised by Ikeda Daisaku. Source
At the time of Toda's death Soka Gakkai numbered nearly a million followers. Under the leadership of the movement's third president, Daisaku Ikeda, Soka Gakkai's influence increased rapidly. He committed himself to continue Toda's policy 'to destroy other religions'. Source

Daisaku Ikeda:

My two hundred thousand comrades in the entire Kansai district, I hereby desire you to open a general attack under the command of Mr. Shiraki, the chief of the General Chapter[,] on the Tenrikyo, the stronghold of all heresy in the Kansai area. - Ikeda
I desire, therefore, that you, under the leadership of the Youth Division Chief open a general attack, starting this very day, on the Rissho Koseikai, which leads people to hell by delusory doctrines. - Ikeda

There it is. DOCUMENTED.

they do not teach to destroy other faiths - a ridiculous statement.

Here ya go:

Like his mentor, Toda was not speaking metaphorically when he urged the destruction of all other religions. Nevertheless, Sōka Gakkai representatives now claim things have changed. Source

They sure do. It is you and your beliefs that are ridiculous, and you should be ashamed of your LYING.
I am hereby inviting u/Mobile_Taro1969, who is banned from SGIWhistleblowers, to send me a private message with any response or comments, which I will post in its unedited entirety here in the comments, with a screenshot to show it is complete.
If anyone finds any more such necrotrolling, please bring it to the attention of one of the mods so that we can deal with it.

Hi all. I would appreciate some outside perspective on my situation. I live in California, in a high cost of living area. I've been job hunting for the last few months, and have been fortunate enough to recently receive two job offers, both with the State.
Job #1 is with the Department of Social Services, and job #2 is with a local state college, and both are administrative positions. Job #1 has a mix of office and field days, which require me to use my personal vehicle, while Job #2 has a fixed office location on campus. Job #1 has a starting pay of $4500 per month in the first year, and since it has a step system, the pay would increase to $5000 per month in year two. It also has a union. Job #2 has a starting pay of $3500 per month, but there is no step system, so there is no guaranteed pay increase annually, though it also has a union which fights for one.
Both positions have comparably good medical, dental, and vision benefits, with Job #1 requiring a minor deduction from each employee paycheck (about $50 for the employee contribution), whereas job #2 has a stipend that covers all benefits (if the basic options are selected). Both jobs have a pension, both have a union, and both have a good degree of job security, though I would suspect job #1 with the Department of Social Services would be a bit more secure, since it is more directly connected to the State. I suspect job #1 would also make more opportunities for growth and movement available to me, whereas people working in job #2 say opportunies for growth are very limited.
Since I am looking for a long-term career, and since I hope to one day buy a home in my area, job #1 seems to be the better choice by a wide margin, due to its higher pay, step system and security, as well as the doors that this position would open. However, based on my research, job #1 is highly stressful, has a high turnover rate, and is a position many feel to be overworked and underpaid. While Job #2 pays significantly less, many say that it is an enjoyable position, with low-stress, and a comfortable work environment (though a common complaint is the low and stagnant pay). If the pay for both positions were equal, I would take job #2 in a heartbeat, however, since that is not the case, I just need to determine how much of a premium I am willing to place on having a low-stress and pleasant work environment.
What are others' thoughts on my situation? Is there anyone who has ever been in a similar situation? Is there any chance job #2 would be able to match the salary of job #1, if I were to show them my official offer paperwork (I suspect they wouldn't, since it's a union job, but they also mentioned that pay was based on skills, experience, and equity, so I was thinking I could frame my request by saying that another state body, which also uses those same criteria, determined I was eligible for 4500 per month starting). I know mental health and happiness are important, and I wouldn't want to wake up every morning for the next 30-40 years dreading work, but past a certain point, I don't want to have unreasonable-- or as some could say, childish-- expectations. I should also note that, as other factors for consideration, there is a handful of people who say they love job #1, and that job #2 would be at a school I once attended, so it has tremendous sentimental value to me. I am also aware that, with either job, home ownership in my area will be difficult, and likely not possible for a few years. I appreciate any advice or wisdom anyone can share!

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I'm the only one working full time with 6 kids at home. Money is tight right now with our car being out of commission. TIA!

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Hello all, so this is about to be loaded but me and my boyfriend (22F) & (23M) have been together for about a year and a half. Me and my boyfriend haven’t had any issues between me and him, only his mother. At the beginning me and her got along very well, she was very sweet and supportive of me and it helped a lot because i’m in college 800 miles away from home and don’t have many friends where I’m at.
She is a single divorced woman who doesn’t have much friends and cut off most of her family. The only person she has is my boyfriend. Anyways, so they have a pretty traumatic past, her ex husband is my bfs father and he is an abusive alcoholic who stalked and severely abused my bf and his mother to the point where they fled their town to another to get away from him. My BF is in therapy and genuinely handles his past well. His mother… does not.. She is a very resentful angry person sometimes and can be supportive and sweet but flips the dime literally at a moment notice. She can be incredibly psychotic. She recently got into therapy because of a ultimatum my bf gave her because she started calling him having a breakdown pretty much telling him she was gonna **** herself and just going crazy. I told my bf i was gonna lay a boundary because she is starting to destroy me mentally. He agreed and told her what our boundaries were she agreed but has given me the cold shoulder and out of nowhere acts passive aggressive. I try to ignore it but she unfortunately pays a chunk of our rent and knows what to say to get under my bfs skin.
I’m in school and dealing with her drama is starting to wear on me and I can’t take it anymore. I’m thinking of leaving my lease and my boyfriend because I get anxious at the thought of marrying into his family. He is the sweetest, most loving and respectful guy I have ever been with and the thought of us not being able to be together.. destroys me. But with us both being in college and the hold she has over him, I can’t do it anymore. My parents love him and hate what we’re going through and my mom said i’ll be searching for someone like him for the rest of my life.. which i agree. i love him so much but i see no future with him anymore because she’ll come with it. thoughts?

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A month ago i sent my mother an email because she consistently downplays the abuse i went through and uses my dead father as a scapegoat for every issue. She doesnt even remember or recognize some of the things she did as abusive. An example would be her talking about how good it is they changed the working age in my province from 13 to 16, when she would kick me out of the house from the age of 12 until i got a job, which i did, a full time one she made me work while going to school while she completely stopped paying for anything for me and went jet setting across the world with her new husband. I genuinely cannot begin to tally up the amount of times id come home and theyd be gone. for days from a very young age. Sometimes weeks. One time they said theyd be back in two weeks — 5 weeks later they came home because they just had to ride around the Caribbean in a private catamaran for another few weeks. I was 14. (Theres alot more i wont get into)
I also told her that after she let me be in the vicinty of my rapist grandfather and i fell, when she took me too the doctors and left the room he sexually assaulted me and that i dont view her as the main offender but i do view her as at fault for letting that entire situation transpire and letting me be around my grandfather ( she saw first hand him SA’ing two people while passed out, and heard from one of his child victims) which led to me needing to be rape checked by someone who then actually assaulted me. I told her i dont want to talk about it past this. I just need to know the name. Apologize and we can move on. I said i didnt want to rehash all of this but it was hurting my recovery being around someone who hurt me like that, who refuses to acknowledge the reality and consistently warps facts in order to not feel bad. I told her i loved her no matter what, but this stuff is really effecting me and i cant ever say what needs to he said in person.
She never responded. And i know thats not the point. And i was fine with that. I also was expecting it to take awhile before she came to terms and wasnt expecting her to be able to answer back for awhile. But this morning she messaged me saying that shes thinking of me and she loves me and i guess im just feeling really hurt because she didnt mention it at all, and i feel like she’s going to try and brush it off and make light of the abuse again like shes done in the past.

We have communicated the degree of inconvenience this would cause the family as we have no other place to stay at during this process. The LL will have a crew of flooring contractors in and out of the home the entire time, what makes this a concern is my wife and kids will be home since school is out. Would it be impractical to ask for them to pay for housing me and my family elsewhere while they do the flooring? They probably have no obligation, in that case what options do I have? I understand their need to complete the flooring, but that will severely inconvenience my family. Location Texas

Despite being an hostile and unforgiving world, the Rimworld can still see love blossom. But sometimes, being single is far better.
As for Katie, she had a bit of experience in that regard.
She was stranded on the planet along two other men, their transport ship had been struck my asteroids and the escape pods landed in a jungle. Fighting the mosquitoes and other diseases was hard, but they kept on living.
As time passed by, Katie fell in love Todd, whose nickname was Dweeb. Living on this hostile planet wasn't as bad as they all initially thought. They managed to create a decent base where they could live a decent life, it was comfortable enough for Katie and Dweeb that they got married and had a child together : Newton. Katie was slightly annoyed by her husband's proposition, but she conceded with a chuckle.
"You're such a Dweeb." she joked to her husband who laughed with her.
Life was good and the colony grew, and the struggles of the beginning were slowly fading away. No one was starving anymore, no one was sleeping on the floor, nor would they contract infections.
Unfortunately, a group of raiders had set their eyes on the colony's wealth and launched an assault. All able bodies were drafted to defend the colony, their home. By sheer bad luck, Todd caught a bullet in the head, destroying a good chunk of his face. He fell back, his body automatically spasming out, his legs kicking the dirt. Sadly, he quickly bled out before the medic could reach him.
After hours of combat, the colony survived, with one member gone. Katie was devastated for a few days. She was often seen sulking or eating alone in her now empty bedroom. Her grief disappeared when another colonist approached her, he listened to her and lent his shoulder for her to cry. His name was Kyphis, a traveling bard who decided to stay with the colony. His smile was infectious and soon, Katie began smiling again, even laughing at Kyphis' jokes.
Weeks passed by and the wounds closed in Katie's heart, enough to start dating Kyphis and become his fiancee. And yet, before the man could propose, an alarm rang throughout the camp. All able bodies were to man the defenses. Another raid from an hostile faction.
This time, the attackers had separated in two groups, one drawing the attention while the other was flanking the defenders. Newton was playing in the colony's playground where the raiders were coming through. The 5-year-old couldn't really flee, Kyphis knew it and ran to rescue the boy. Newton may not have been his own son, but he was still someone dear to his wife. He carried him to safety, but not without catching a few bullets in his leg and back. With a wincing face, the man limped towards the medical center, leaving behind trails of blood. And yet, as if fate had other plans for the caution man, Katie's fiancee died in front of the hospital, being ambushed by a sneaking raider.
The attack was repelled, but one colonist had lost his life. The woman was yet again devastated, her stomach was churning and she couldn't help but spent hours crying at the grave of her passed lovers.
Despite her sorrow, she wanted to feel better and decided to talk with more people, trying to forget her sadness. And a few weeks later, Katie was dating Theodore, but for reasons unknown to her, the man broke up with her. The man had heard of her previous lovers and he was superstitious enough to completely stop seeing her. She was obviously upset by the sudden turn of event, but maybe it was for the better? An hour later, as if a malevolent god was watching, Newton was savaged by a cobra. The child was exploring the jungle after sneaking out of his mother's sight.
The pain, the guilt, the sorrow, the despair, all rushed out. She screamed out of all these emotions before her mind going blank.
Katie went catatonic, not moving for months. Her mind and body couldn't take it anymore.
At least Randy was having a blast, torturing this poor gal

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just paid all my bills and i have no money left for food shopping, willing to fully communicate.

i’m so sad to be back in this group… i was doing great for a while but i’m back with constant anxiety. how do y’all know y’all are healthy and it’s not anxiety? the physical symptoms seem to completely control my life. i’ve gotten all the blood work the doctor would do for me done and the only thing wrong is that my tsh is slightly elevated. my blood pressure is fine and my ekg came back fine. yet i still deal with dizziness, feeling faint, vision issues and nausea almost constantly and it’s completely making my life go downhill. how do y’all reassure yourselves that it’s your anxiety and not your health. i am so so tired of living this way i don’t know what else to do. i’ve been in therapy almost a year. i barely leave the house and when i do i think i’m dying or about to pass out. even in the safety of my home i feel like this. i’m miserable and it’s been like this for a year.
tl;dr how do you reassure yourself that it is your anxiety and not a physical issue
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Hello, I've had my jeep for over a decade but it was only used as a daily driver for 18 months when I first got it. Since it has been in storage and rarely driven.
I know I'll be replacing tires, fuel sender unit, exhaust manifold and/or gasket, 2 engine pullys need new bearings. Possibly AC switch. Will probably due oil/filter..it's mobile 1.
I contacted a wrangler specific shop, estimate is $1500-3K.
Despite getting Jeep fixed, is this a bad idea?
I have a friend going hysterical thinking it should remain in storage and that it's easier to get a sub $5K cash car with less hassles.
Thoughts?
This is less of an issue but it's detailed to perfection, it's a gorgeous Jeep, if I bring it here, I don't have a garage. So it will be in the elements.