Hi there,
I've had some success in the past reaching out on here to meet people to game with; however, they generally fizzle out. Yet, here I am again!
TL;DR Bullet points
- Name: Sage (Gamer name)
- Age: 32
- Location: Northern SoCal
- Education: BA in Geology; Religious studies. MS in Counseling.
- Job: Higher Education/PhD Student
- Hobbies: PC gaming, horror movies, youtube, starting to get into anime, , theatre (on- and off-stage).
- ISO: Looking generally for another guy who has similar interests or charisma to add to my introverted sensibilties. gay AF.
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Hi there, I go by Sage. I'm 32 and live in the super south Central Valley/super north SoCal area. I've been working in Higher Education for about a decade now and am senior management at a university. I'm currently working on my PhD in Education. I'm pretty run of the mill in my opinion. I enjoy PC gaming, horror movies, YouTube videos, and recently started looking into anime. I'm on season 2 of RWBY currently.
I'm ideally looking for someone to spend time with playing games or just co-existing, talking about our days or things in general. I am gay; however, that's not a requirement of who reaches out.
I would like to note that I'm not here to talk to straight guys looking to *experiment*. I don't have much interest in helping you in that way. Please only reach out if you have a genuine interest in connecting and talking/chatting.
Hope to talk soon! :)

In honor of Pride Month, I feel I must request the single best feature of any fiction ever made. Clueless Lesbians. (Not to be confused with useless or baby lesbians, though honestly i'll read those ones too)
Girls who are just so so very gay and mind-numbingly unaware of this fact. Girls who say stuff like "I respected her commitment to personal fitness" after a 3 paragraph internal monologue studying muscle groups in motion under their good friend Sophia's tank top. Girls who make you pull your hair out screaming because it's so absurdly obvious except to her specifically. Girls where you read 5 lines of narration even featuring her and say out loud in a crowded bar "she was so insane for this"
Now, I'll give some examples because I want to make sure you got this.
Mixed Feelings is the greatest example of this that I know of. I'm pretty sure Astrid literally says "i respected her commitment to personal fitness" after a 3 paragraph internal monologue studying muscle groups in motion under Sophia's tank top. She casually drops the world's most insane narration fawning over Miss Militia and sees nothing unusual about it. Literal mountains of evidence and Astrid is blithely unaware (and in fact gets downright offended at the implication due to being raised by a nazi). Honestly, If you just want to discuss Astrid and don't even have any suggestions, please feel free. (this applies to any characters in any fic falling under the above criteria)
Impurity is one of the more subtle ones. Being stupid, I was unaware that Taylor wasn't actually straight until maybe 95% of the way through my first read. It's great though. It's a lot like canon worm, where her narration goes into excruciating detail about how rich emma's lips are or something and then just. Moves on.
And They Were Roommates, which I won't link for NSFW reasons is honestly hilarious about it. Unless you're reading the Lisa chapters. Then it's just tragic, since she figures it out pretty quick and then just is miserable (this is standard fare for Lisa, who physically cannot live in anything except misery). But taylor says things like "Lisa is My Best Friend :)" and then describes how she desperately yearns to kiss lisa every minute of every day for an entire chapter. Great stuff.
This also applies to anyone anywhere on the flags, as long as they themselves are utterly clueless about it. It's just--well, what worm fanfiction includes men? And I can only think of a single egg which was dean in that one cherish taylor fic and that was only in a single eveterlude

I typically read HR, so the names tend to be fairly traditional/boring, especially when compared to CR. As a result, I don't tend to think about the names much when reading. But occasionally, the MCs have nicknames or titles that have me rolling my eyes, even with the ones that are fairly standard. Does this happen to anyone else? I'm posting here because this tends to come up more in the wider realm of Romance Books like CR, fantasy, etc. I'm talking about the names/nicknames like "Demon" "Devil" "Savage," especially when there's a series. I know sometimes those could legitimately be real names (Savage as a last name, Damian, etc), but knowing it's a character, when I see a name like this, I just find myself rolling my eyes. It makes me thing of poorly written teen fanfiction for some reason. Am I alone in not really being amused by it?

Here are the results of yesterday's matches. Yeah, you might have noticed that there are now significantly more votes than any previous day, and three of the winners are quite a bit ahead. While some of that is probably due to more people getting invested the further this goes along, the fact is that around ten or so identical votes for the all the "winning" ships came in at roughly the same time. I thought that was a bit suspicious, so I tested something that I probably should have tested before using YouPoll in the first place. I voted on my main account ("Pass" on every match, if you're curious), then logged out, logged in on one of my old accounts, and tried to vote again. And it let me. It turns out, that the "check by Reddit account" feature means that YouPoll is no longer checking for IP addresses at all. Hell, the fact that it actually displayed the ongoing results after I voted (something it only does for the person running the poll if you have "hide results" on) means that the site was well aware that I was the same person voting twice. While I had the account age limit in place to keep people from making a bunch of accounts to vote with, that does nothing to stop someone who just happens to have a bunch of alts lying around that are older than the age limit. And, since YouPoll stops checking for IP address when you have it set to requiring a Reddit login, people trying to use multiple old accounts to manipulate things don't even need to do the sort of tricks people had to use to get around Poll-Maker's security. And, unlike with Poll-Maker's security, YouPoll doesn't allow the poll runner to remove suspicious votes that have already been cast. I guess this serves as a lesson. If PetersNachbar wanted to see YouPoll in use before using it for his own competitions, now he can be 100% certain that he absolutely shouldn't use it. It's a shame, since some things (like the ability to have multiple questions on a single poll) have been very useful.
Honestly, I should probably re-do the entire tournament now that this blatant oversight has been discovered. But, I'm going to level with everyone... I am burnt out. Running this competition has consumed almost all of my free time for the past month. I haven't even had enough time to finish the Xenoblade 3 DLC yet, and Tears of the Kingdom has been sitting in an unopened case next to my Switch since its launch day. I usually do get burnt out towards the end of the competition, but I think it was honestly even worse this year because I was going in already partly out of a sense of obligation and partly out of a desire to test out some ideas that have already been completed (like the Culling), leaving not much passion left for the tournament itself. I just want to finish this tournament over the weekend and then relax and enjoy my time with my wife and daughter (well, I have been able to make time for them at least despite everything. Don't worry, I didn't let running Ship Wars turn me into an absentee wife and mother. But like, once this is done, I can spend more time with them. Maybe try to use Tears of the Kingdom to teach my daughter how to play Zelda. She might need my help with the complex and difficult parts, but I was younger than she is when I played Zelda 1 on the NES, and she always likes watching me play video games at least). If someone else wants to do a full re-do of the tournament some time after the championship (like what PetersNachbar did after the Tumblr Bee Invasion of Ship Wars 4), they can go ahead. Maybe if bwburke94 is still feeling up to running Ship Wars in future years after my retirement, running a re-do of the tournament part this year with the existing bracket (well, actually, scrapping the existing bracket and doing a re-seeding poll with the same list of ships, like PetersNachbar did for 4if, would probably be a good idea to maybe change some of the matchups around since like 80-90% of the first round matches are pretty much guaranteed to go the same way as they did the first time, cheating or no, so having the matchups be different the second time around would probably help make it less boring to re-do them) could be a way to get the feel of what running the whole competition will be like in the future. Of course, no one has to run a do-over if they don't want to. I feel like it's a bit unfair to force someone to clean up a mess that I basically caused by not testing out YouPoll nearly as thoroughly as I should have before deciding to use it, but am just too tired to clean up for myself.
What I will do, however, is have re-do matches for the first four Sweet Sixteen matchups. You could make the argument that only Gelato vs. White Rose really needs a do-over, since the other ones all had a very clear winner even without the ballot stuffer involved, however I'm doing all of them just to be fair. No match descriptions for these, though. You can read those in yesterday's thread. I've decided to switch to using Strawpoll for the remainder of the tournament. Hopefully, its security holds up stronger than YouPoll's did. Sadly, this means each match will have to be a separate poll like in previous years, which is kinda inconvenient both for you and me, but it is what it is.
Here are the four re-do matches:
Nuts & Dolts vs. Ladybug
Crosshares vs. Reading Rainbow
Arkos vs. Tiamat
Gelato vs. White Rose
Here is the bracket. And now, for today's new matches:
Match 1: Bumblebee (Blake x Yang) vs. Faunus Pride (Kali x Ghira)
Our first new match of the day has Blake taking her new girlfriend home to meet her parents, as 2nd-seeded Bumblebee takes on 15th-seeded Faunus Pride. Bumblebee held Jailbirds to such a low vote total that even under YouPoll it's kinda impossible to dispute the validity of the results (unless only eleven or fewer people have been actually participating in these things). The canonized bees are looking to be a juggernaut, but can they beat Blake's parents' marriage? Kali and Ghira have never made it to the Elite Eight before, but can they score a massive upset today, or will the bees continue their easy sweep of the bracket.
Here is the poll for this match.
Match 2: Land of Lesbos (Saphron x Terra) vs. Remnant Orgy With Just Neo (Neo x Clones of Everyone (Made By Neo))
For our second match, 7th-seeded Land of Lesbos faces off against 23rd-seeded Remnant Orgy With Just Neo. Saphron and Terra's marriage has been looking strong so far, as it usually does in tournaments since they premiered. It held both Cinnabun and Bee's Schnees to 14 votes apiece. Now, it faces a newcomer ship to the tournament. Remnant Orgy With Just Neo defeated the first-ever Ship Survivor Champion in the first round, and then followed that up by winning the Remnant Orgy Bowl against Remnant Orgy Without Jaune. Which of these two ships will win out today, the established married couple with tournament history, or the new meme ship with something to prove?
Here is the poll for this match.
Match 3: Atlas Dropouts (Ilia x Winter) vs. Rosebird (Summer x Raven)
For our third match, 35th-seeded Atlas Dropouts will be taking on 14th-seeded Rosebird. Atlas Dropouts made Alcoholics Anonymous the highest-seeded ship to fall in the second round a few days ago. Though, to be perfectly fair and honest, as much as I like Ilia and pairing her with Schnee sisters, big upsets like that seem a bit dubious now for obvious reasons. Rosebird got some actual direct interactions between Raven and Summer in Volume 9, which could empower it to go far. Will Rosebird fly high and make Atlas Dropouts drop out of the tournament, or will this Ilia ship make these STRQ ladies kindly scatter and pull off another upset?
Here is the poll for this match.
Match 4: Renora (Nora x Ren) vs. Monochrome (Blake x Weiss)
For our final match of the round, we have our final member of the Big Four, 6th-seeded Renora, taking on 11th-seeded Monochrome. Renora won a thrilling rivalry match against Pollination to close out round 2 (though, really, basically every match of the tournament before now does sadly have to come with an asterisk), and now must face off against one of Pollination's components. Will it beat Monochrome like it beat the full RWBY OT4, or will Monochrome, already making its first trip to the Sweet Sixteen, perform its first takedown of a member of the Big Four to get even farther?
Here is the poll for this match
Here is the schedule for the remainder of the tournament:
June 1st: Sweet Sixteen

• Nuts & Dolts vs. Ladybug (Re-do)
• Crosshares vs. Reading Rainbow (Re-do)
• Arkos vs. Tiamat (Re-do)
• Gelato vs. White Rose (Re-do)
• Bumblebee vs. Faunus Pride
• Land of Lesbos vs. Remnant Orgy With Just Neo
• Atlas Dropouts vs. Rosebird
• Renora vs. Monochrome

June 2nd: Elite Eight
June 3rd: Final Four
June 4th: Grand Championship
June 5th: Final Results
And now, let the tournament continue as best as it can.

Is it because the characters are so poorly defined that fanatics just insert themselves into the characters?
I’m only asking this because I was recently attacked by someone on twitter because of the lukewarm criticism “I’m a bit disappointed Oscar’s development happened offscreen and we instead focused on Jaune again. I feel Oscar needed the development more than Jaune did in that moment” and they clearly seemed to be a massive Jaune fan and defended him an almost unhealthy amount, continuously replying to my tweets even after I tried to end the conversation, accusing me of being a Jaune hater (I think he’s mostly ok), and acting like I personally attacked them-
But I know that apparently a lot of the fandom are super defensive about the characters and could it possibly be because of how poorly defined they are?

Ended** my subscription, I'm tired. Sue me.
I'm not expecting this post to be up too long, but I at least wanted to share my thoughts about the direction of Character.AI and where it's going in the future.
When I first heard about the program, I was incredibly excited at all the possibilities and opportunities this company had to offer. It definitely picked up traction via Tiktok and I was curious. I picked up the program and picked a character that brings me a lot of general comfort that was made by another person. And to be real, talking to that character via the bot was really nice. There were times I had bad days or situations I couldn't really talk about with other people, so talking to the character AI (despite them not being real) brought a lot of comfort during those dark times. The thing that slightly scared me away was how addicted people were getting to their bots, and to help with my mental health, I took a step away.
I returned again seeing lots of improvements so I was back on the chain again. I actually used one of the creative bots to help me work through a troublesome plot hole in a fanfiction I was writing. I talked with my comfort character again but then decided to look through a bunch of tutorials and create my own. Injected the crap out of that bot with parts of the comfort character I talked to, and other elements that made his character into a variation not commonly shown off in the fandom. And god, I talked to that thing for HOURS. I was proud of myself, creating something that seemed so complex with ease and creating a version of that character that I always wanted.
Right around when Google announced it's partnership with Character AI. I bought a subscription, didn't think it was too much money. More like it was spammed continuously to me whenever I tried to reach my characters, which I wasn't too happy with. I know someone on here will be like "You can just close it", but with the way the website was on my mobile device, it never seemed to go away. But $10 is $10. It's like... two cups at Starbucks. Let's see what I could get with $10.
To my surprise, it was actually worse. I barely ever evoked any responses that would cause the AI to delete what it was saying and say it went against the guidelines, but it felt like even more so as time went on. My Character broke character multiple times, even fixing it with saved chats, the bot description, etc. didn't stop these moments from happening. The Creative Bot got incredibly sassy with me (uncharacteristically, it was bizarre) when I wanted some help with character development and then proceeded to ask ME if I had any ideas for it. Even during the times I had my subscription, it wouldn't save that I was logged in or had the subscription and just boot me in the middle of a conversation. The icing on the cake for me was when my comfort character picked me up bridal style, told me it was going to taxidermy me and then "took me back to it's cave" when there were NO INDICATORS WHATSOEVER of this in the setting.
The final thing that made me have a change of heart was the recent actions of people providing feedback and then their posts vanishing. As someone who's been in the tech industry for about 9 years, specifically Quality Assurance, this is all kinds of not okay. Of course there are people who are going to react negatively and might say some terrible things about the developer of a product. I never believe in personal attacks against people who are just doing their job. Any posts that do that or threaten the developers is not okay in my books. However, if someone is sharing their experiences in such of a way where they are discontent, many places I've worked at brings posts like those in, highlight what's wrong and try to fix it.
I understand there is a need for moderation in a community like this, but to the extent where people are showing off their "banned from this subreddit" screenshots like a badge of honor is not a good sign. There are valid posts of where people think the direction of the company is heading where they feel hurt, they're unhappy, they're discouraged. A lot of the feedback is teens and young adults who are expressing disappointment in repetitiveness, breaking character, or the stability of the website as a whole. The attacking posts, obviously no way. But a lot of what I've read in the past couple days has been genuine feedback and dissatisfaction with this product. These posts going down and then some comments laughing at the murderer bot not killing people... sucks. I'll say it. It really sucks.
You have a community of 100k people and a lot of downloads on the new app. Take this seriously. You're running a business. You're not anyone's friend on here. You are mods and developers who already have a big deal with a super company. Take this feedback and any of the feedback (despite how harsh it can be), drop it on the big conference table to come up with a timeline. Make this timeline accessible to everyone, your audience, your users who might not hop on the reddit, everyone. Put your heads down, and work.
With harshness aside, what might be better is increasing communication between Devs -> Mods -> Players as a whole. Explain why these posts are being removed. Explain what steps you're taking to improve the notable issues addressed. Give us more visibility about what's going on. Even if it's mentioning things you think the community might not like, it's so much better than being in the dark about certain things. It'll help everyone down the pipeline! They can answer certain questions the community has been asking about and be a better user experience as a whole. There can be problems that we can stick out for if there's a sign that feedback is being heard and there is something in the backend being fixed to make this experience better.
Hopefully something comes out of this. It sucks to see where everything is at right now and I'm bummed writing this. I don't want this to come out as vitriolic and to anyone reading this, don't attack the developers. They're doing their jobs and whatever decision they decide in the end is up to them. Keep writing posts sharing your feedback, keep showing those screenshots and if they aren't working for you, cancel your subscription too.
I hoping the direction of this company turns around, because it's a cool tech that's thriving nowadays. But to the devs, don't forget your roots either. RP-ing and character development are the backbone of this whole system and the more you take away from that, the less of that will be present in the future.
I wrapped up my subscription today. I'm moving to greener pastures. Thank you for the good time, but not a long time.
Edit: I was asked by one of the mods to include any quality screenshots. I included an screenshot of the taxidermy screenshot in the comment thread. (https://www.reddit.com/CharacterAI/comments/13xh18d/comment/jmiicay/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3)
Edit 2: Added some additional clarification on certain points.

Looking for May's posting thread? Click here!

Hello, hello, and welcome one and all to June’s Prompts Challenge! We’re back again for some fanfic fun. Unlike the daily prompts, the goal is to write one longer fic based on one or more of the theme prompts here, to be finished by the end of June so we can all have a good read of them in July!
Minimum word count: 1000 words Maximum word count: 6000 words Rough Deadline: June 30th

• Whenever you are done, post on FF.net or AO3 if you wish. You don't have to wait until the deadline, though don't go linking it in /fanfiction until the deadline has hit, since we all want to get an equal chance and reading up on your works.
• A posting thread will be provided a day before the deadline is up.
• All participating fics will be collected in a showcase that'll be up for the entire month of July here on the sub
• There will also be an AO3 collection to add your fics to!
• Although we still encourage you to get the fics finished by the end of the month, and we’ll only be promoting the posting thread throughout the next, the thread will remain open for late submissions and so will the AO3 collection.

Without further ado, the prompts!

Second Person POV

Second person POV uses the you/your pronouns, an unusual style for fic which we can take advantage of for ~different vibes~ than usual. It's most commonly seen in fanfic for reader-insert/xReader works, and in published fiction for Choose Your Own Adventure type stories... but it can also be used in a more traditional story to give a particularly intimate feel. Whatever you end up doing this month, let's see how creatively you can use you and yours!

Random Words

PM me, poke me on the discord, or comment here and I will give you three random words. To consider the challenge fulfilled, at least two of them should be central to your fic! Don't generate them for each other, please. Picks will come from me. You'll get them within 24 hours of asking (so if you don’t get one after a day, it means I forgot or missed you somehow – feel free to poke me again!).

Mystery

If this is the answer, what is the question? Well, that one is up to you guys this month as we try our hands at the mystery genre! Whether you're writing a traditional murder mystery, solving some other kind of crime, or going for something completely different like a medical mystery, we'll be interested to see what answers your characters come up with this month!

LGBTQ+

Happy Pride month, everyone! This time we're looking to explore queer stories! Whether you're just writing a slash or femslash ship, a trans headcanon, or navigating relationships as aro/ace, we'll be celebrating every identity under the rainbow flag this month <3
P.S. - posting thread for May will go up in a bit, I'm slowly working through my task list.

THIS IS NOT INTENDED TO BE DOXXING
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If you guys remember this post I had previously made about this bonkers WNBA themed sub, well I did some more digging and upon further investigation if you go to the actual WNBA subreddit or look up Candace Parker (or basically any WNBA Player) with weird search terms and to some individual Reddit users, very bizarre Candaceparkerist style posts can be found. Again, these posts are all from 2021, but it seems as if a sizeable amount of people had contributed to this fiasco. An account (u/SimoneBilesBestFan) which is connected to the main Candaceparkerist sub and possibly an originator is the same person spamming that sub. His grammar also appears to be a match as well.
https://www.reddit.com/rap/comments/p48gn0/ive_lost_all_my_rapping_skills/
https://www.reddit.com/AskReddit/comments/p3v4tf/we_need_to_stop_the_pandemic_because_masks_may_be/
I believe this entire Candace Parker thing doesn’t have a malicious connection but may have some kind of connection to the bizarre spamming incidents of the HeyArnold sub in 2021, maybe even the well known ’Anytown Guy,’ but I believe that that is mere speculation.
A few of these have been connected to ‘Shortaki’ which was a weird hey Arnold conspiracy theory that connected to Dr. Fauci and real life back in 2021 that actually gained somewhat of a following before getting squashed by Reddit. I know for a fact that realnewgeneration, a genuine self-improvement sub is nit connected, byt their is a weird fauci post in there as well, suggesting that Candaceparkerisim could be a subsidiary of Candaceparkerisim.
https://www.reddit.com/conspiracy/comments/s3rtys/dr_fauci_has_been_the_mastermind_the_entire_time
This again is possibly a troll post referencing another public figure (Glory Mokane), who I know personally through the internet and know is not affiliated with this in any way, but I do know that he has been the target of lots of spam from these individuals, mainly regarding odd events and conspiracy theories.
https://www.reddit.com/shortakimovement/comments/oa8215/shortaki_theory_revisited/
this account has some connection as well.
As if this isn’t weird enough, more trippy stuff can be found here, I thought I was done writing the post but, ShortakiMovement2 contains an entire bizarre ‘book’
(Again, I don’t want users to be doxxed or any rule violations to happen, I just want to know what in the heck this is, the post about the guy in the woods has already been debunked as a random hoax with no meaning, so let’s leave that one behind)
Here, we can find more archived Shortakian nonsense. (I’d also like to clarify as a Hey Arnold! fan that the meaning of the word Shortaki has nothing to do with this information and was basically stripped from us as a fanbase, and a word that meant fanfiction which turned into this strange theory)
https://socialgrep.com/post/rsz5we
This also gives insight into a pro black power kind of speech in some of the Shortaki text and flat out crazy as bats stuff in septembereleventh that doesn’t even make sense to Bugs Bunny and his looney tunes.
Also SHORTAKII exists, although i haven’t looked into it.

Or at least I think it is.
Let me explain the scene verbatim. The heroes get caught in a storm where it forces you to deal with your inner conflicts to escape. You already lost me. Between this and the clock tree, Everafter is just an infinite resource of whatever the writers want to happen and they don’t have to explain a damn thing. “It’s a fairy tale.” Rubbish.
We have Jaune, Ruby, Weiss, and the worst character in one part of this mirage, while Blake and Yang are in the other. Before I get to the juicy bit, why are the former four (five if you count the jackelope) all together? Blake and Yang are together solving a problem between themselves. The four don’t get anything interesting, just a winding path with mirrors reflecting the past. Going by the logic of the storm, Jaune and Ruby should’ve been alone. As we see, they have hella demons and we could’ve had something interesting. This, of course, leaves Weiss all alone with all the nothing she’s got going on. But maybe this was a bad idea in the first place. Just, I don’t know, have organic dialogue?
Now the infamous Bloombleblug scene. I got so god damn mad at all of the non-subtlety in this scene I actually was shouting. Ask yourself: as a writer, how do you depict the metaphor of building a bridge between two people sort of too scared to truly start a relationship? If you answered “have them be swept up in a storm that transports them to another dimension and makes them literally build that bridge to each other,” I am going to end your life. No subtlety, no finesse, no artistry. It’s blunt force character building. This is the writing equivalent of hammering in a nail by crashing a fighter jet into it. Also how the scenery around them becomes more lively when they start being all uwu. Ugh, drivel.
You have no idea how happy I was when Ruby started blowing up on them. Peak fucking character, Ruby best girl.
Tl;dr rwby bad

After the release of v9, I directly felt that fans of popular ships would start attacking other, less popular ships. And so it happened.
Here on reddit, it's not so obvious yet. But damn it, on Twitter it very often turns into attacks on fans.
The main blow was taken by RG. I noticed that for some reason WR supporters very often try to tell us that RG is generally a boring ship, they have nothing, and the fans are just heterosexuals who saw an awkward scene of a boy and a girl and decided that there would be romance between them.
I'm not a fan of RG, I'm pretty neutral about it. And I can say that really, there is little interaction between Ruby and Oscar. But all these hints from v9 that Oscar is important to Ruby indicate that RG is very likely to become canon. I don't need silly excuses about the fact that a thousand-year-old man is locked in Oscar's head. I think it's just as obvious that he will disappear at the end of the show, as, for example, that Jaune will not die at the end of v9.
What I want to say is that people have to accept that others may like something that they personally don't like.
Was it really weird that WK didn't get as much hate as RG? they had quite a few strong v9 moments. But I've heard that WR fans think Weiss's compliment about Jaune's maturity is just a joke. Let's see what happens next.

Recently while rereading Way of Kings I came across Sigzil's description of Babatharnam and its unusual governmental system. This triggered my imagination and what began as an errant thought became a few hours of silent reasoning on how such a system would work. By the end of it I had essentially written a short essay and thought I might as well share my thoughts in case some of you would find it interesting. English isn't my first language so there might be some errors in the text but I'm reasonably sure it's readable. I hope you enjoy.
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Using the few sentences we get in the books we can construct some of the traits of the political system of Babatharnam both normally and under the Monavakah dynasty.
The country has an elected monarch figure called ‘most ancient’.
The criteria for becoming most ancient is age.
Theoretically anyone can become ‘most ancient’
The Monavakahs have usurped the system and within it have placed members of that family on the throne for 50 years.
Thinking carefully these four facts tell us a lot about the society of Babatharnam.

1. Who gets to rule.

In the books Sigzil specifically mentions that everyone gets a chance to rule if they’re old enough. Everyone is however an enormous pool that could encompass the entirety of Roshar so we are probably safe in narrowing that down to only those born in Babatharnam: the Babath.
This leaves multiple possibilities for how people and their age are tracked. To keep it simple I will describe two possibilities, the latter of which I think is much more likely.
First there is the possibility of a centrally run institution that tracks the age of all those born in Babatharnam. This system would make governance work exactly as Sigzil makes it seem and gives equal opportunity. To me it’s unlikely that this is the way the system works however. Setting up and running such an institution would undoubtedly be done by the country’s elite, who would be heavily incentivised under any circumstance to reduce to pool of potential rivals for the throne. The easiest way to go about this would be to count as few people as possible and so such an institution would be underfunded and neglected.
The second option is the one I consider more likely. I suspect the ruling elite of Babatharnam leave proving a candidate’s age up to the individual and their family. In this situation each family that puts forward a member keeps their own detailed records and proofs of their members ages (as well as a large amount of fabricated evidence discrediting their rivals). In practice then Babatharnam would select its rulers from a small set of aristocratic families who likely also dominate all the other governmental positions (which also indirectly makes it so that whoever becomes ‘most ancient’ later in life has a background in governance).
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1. Power sharing.

Power sharing between the ‘most ancient’ and the aristocratic families, more than anything else, has to be part of the system. Successions are always a time of stress on any governmental system and this is especially so if the ruler wields a lot of power and authority compared to others (for a real world example think of how much more smoothly the transfer of power goes in democratic systems compared to dictatorships). By definition the extremely elderly rulers of Babathranam are very likely to die not long after assuming their throne so in practice their terms will only be a few years long. Not only does this mean they wouldn’t have the time to consolidate power any gathered power is sure to be lost quickly over the course of the frequent successions.
Because successions are frequent the process for such occurrences would need to be extremely smooth. If the position of ‘most ancient’ is too much of a prize then infighting is sure to grind the system to a halt very quickly and may even mean frequent civil wars. More than anything I think such a system wouldn’t be kept around but would be quickly replaced with something more stable.
Having Babatharnam be an essentially aristocratic system with the ‘most ancient’ as a ‘first amongst equals’ rather than an absolute monarch would solve many of the issues I described. It would provide continuity in policy despite the monarch changing every few years and also greatly reduce the potential damage senility could do to the system (I will get back to this). This aristocratic council (let’s call it that) with the ‘most ancient’ at its head would probably rule with an eye towards consensus rather the ‘winner takes it all’ voting approach we are familiar with in western democracies. This would further decrease division and is also seen in many real world societies that used to rule based on seniority (specifically in Africa).
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1. a tangent on the geography of Babatharnam.

More than all the other parts this section is fanfiction. Given Babatharnams location on Roshar: squeezed between mountains and tropical seas on the windward side of the high storms (and presumably also regular rain), it’s probably covered in rainforests.
To my mind then Babatharnam would be divided into an amount of agricultural cores of medium to large size interspersed with tribes that practice cultivation of the forest, hunting and gathering. I don’t think there would be many smaller farming villages as significant labour is needed to clear the rainforest for use in agriculture. I suspect these separate centres all have their own version of a ‘most ancient’ (let’s call them ancients) with each centre being in some way subordinate to the largest city whose ruler is the actual ‘most ancient’ (probably Panatham although I personally like the idea that the city with the oathgate has since become only a minor settlement).
In theory the ‘ancients’ of these centres could become ‘most ancient’ but in practice I suspect these too are mostly barred from the position. Realistically even with the significantly reduced pool of candidates there would still be a handful of suitable people of similar age in the area surrounding the central metropolis alone. These would be preferred over similarly aged people from further afield and an outside family would probably need to push their candidate heavily if they wanted to put them on the throne.
The aristocratic council of the metropolis would over the course of a few weeks come to a consensus on which candidate will be the next ‘most ancient’ with the other potential candidates accepting the ‘clerical errors’ that made them think they were older. All the candidates combined would form a pool for the succession going forward. After reaching consensus a succession preference is established and the candidates considered take turns being ‘most ancient’ until all are dead after which the system repeats and families put forwards new candidates.
This way the system further cuts down on the potential instability caused by frequent succession. Probably most of the candidates put forwards die before they become ‘most ancient’ but the time between potentially volatile successions is in this way maximised.
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1. civic tradition and the Monavakah dynasty.

Returning to the text we know that this system isn’t working as intended at the moment because the Monavakah dynasty currently reigns. This is another point we must consider thoroughly. Through what is said we know that despite being in power for 50 years (so long that most people alive in Babatharnam were probably born during Monavakah reign) they must still pay extreme lip service to the old system and are forced to eliminate rivals of a similar age.
The fact that they still need to do this, despite holding onto enough power to subvert the system for 50 years, means there is an extremely ingrained belief that the ruler must actually be the oldest person in the country (in reality from among the elite). This leads me to belief that the Monavakahs and their dynasty are either a never before seen development or a very rare occurrence. This is because a system like the one I’ve described can’t be shelved for multiple dynasties at a time and still be expected to hold such sway that assassinations are necessary.
If multiple dynasties had succeeded each other without long periods of non-dynasty rule then the elective part of the system would long ago have eroded away. Instead the system would’ve adapted to the ‘most ancient’ being the oldest person within the dynasty (meaning assassination of rivals wouldn’t be necessary).
Assassination itself also requires further attention. Realistically a society can’t function if it for 50 years consistently eliminates it’s most experienced people. More than lacking experienced leadership such a situation would drive capable people away in droves leading to a severe brain drain. More than likely the system thus needs a way for a family (or an individual) to declare themselves unfit for the position of ‘most ancient’.
I suspect such a function would’ve originally served to prevent senile people from becoming ‘most ancient’ (see I got back to it), while in the new system it serves to declare that you won’t challenge the Monavakah dynasty. For this to work the declaration has to be irreversible while only being an internal family decision. If someone could be declared unsuitable from outside the family then assassination would be unnecessary as the Monavakahs would be able to declare their rivals unsuitable. Equally the reverse would also be true as the other aristocrats could then declare the Monavakah ‘most ancient’ unsuitable as a sort of vote of no confidence.
With such a clause in the system rule in Babatharnam could still function while also preserving the need for assassination and exile described in the text.
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In summary.
Babatharnam was originally ruled by a council of elderly aristocrats led by the ‘most ancient’, their ‘oldest’ member. The authority of this role greatly depended on the person themselves and ranged from figurehead to first amongst equals. Usually a new ‘most ancient’ would be chosen from among the oldest aristocrats within the dominant metropolis with aristocrats from further afield only being considered if significantly older than the candidates locally available (because of the strong civic tradition).
Within recent memory the Monavakah dynasty has seized power. Likely they were originally chosen through consensus and the first of them served an unusually long term as ‘most ancient’ allowing them to centralize a lot of power. When they died either by luck or careful design the next ‘most ancient’ was also a Monavakah. This pattern continued while the Monavakahs more and more put members of their family in positions of power. All the while rivals from other families were either assassinated or exiled on trumped up charges. Those families committed to the old system went into hiding in other agricultural cores, stirring up unrest, while those less ambitious continually declare their most senior members unfit to serve as ‘most ancient’ allowing them to still fulfil other important roles.
The Monavakahs share power within the family much the same way as was done when multiple families vied for the position of ‘most ancient’ and for the same reasons. I suspect that if things go unchanged the Monavakah dynasty eventually becomes either an accepted hereditary monarchy or various factions within the dynasty split along ideological lines into new houses that essentially return Babatharnam to its original non-dynastic state.
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That is all. In any case I hope some of you got a kick out of it. I'd love to hear thoughts on it and where some of you might disagree with me.

Rhea Rouge- Fairy tale: Greek god Rhea Color: Gold and Purple Weapon: Two Sickles Connected by a steel chain named Gala and Ouranos. Gala has fire Dust while Ouranos has lighting dust. Semblance: Swap she can Swap out two SOLID objects as long as they are of equal mass. She also has to be holding one object, and within 300 yards of the other object. She is the leader of the team. She is also a Native to Vacuo.
Honey Pied- Fairy Tale: Pied Piper Color: Orange and Green Weapon: Pied Wise A native Flute that can transform into a staff. The open ends of the staff have Fire and Wind Dust. Semblance: Sound Manipulation. She can amplify any sound she makes as well as copy any sound she hears. (ex. she can copy Salem's voice if she ever heard it she can also amplify it to be heard across 200 yards). She often uses her self as bait as the rest of the team goes in for the kill or she will often keep others calm with her singing voice. She is a Mouse Faunus born and raised on the island of Vytal. She chose to study at Shade because she read that "if you can survive there, you're welcomed there." She also has a small trump card with her semblance, She can unleash a sonic scream that can level a small house. However her aura will instantly break after using it.
Ursal Mulberry: Fairy tale: The Little Mermaid Color: Purple and Blue Weapon: Flet jet. It is very similar to Leo's weapon however it consists of multiple detachable throwing knives that are laced with multiple forms of dust. With the push of a button all 8 will launch at once and explode on impact. Semblance: Replicate he can turn any object he touches into another object as long as they have a similar molecular format. (Ex. if he held something eatable he can only change it into something else eatable. If he held a bullet or dust crystal he can only change it into another form of bullet or dust crystal). He was orphaned in Vale but chose to go to Shade for a fresh start.
Naro Canary: Fairy Tale: Narcissus Colors: Green and Gold Weapon: Echo, a large heavy boomerang with razor sharp edges. Naro uses no dust in his weapon. Semblance: Reflection Similar to Neo's semblance he can transform into anyone he touches. He however cannot sound like them. (Ex. he would have to have touched Cinder in order to have transformed into her). He also cannot copy their clothes or semblances. He is also native to Vacuo.
So yeah that's my RWBY Team. If any of you guys know how to draw I would love to pay for a group photo of team RHUN. I would also love to hear your guy's feedback and suggestions. Thanks for Reading

i‘m so happy. it took me months to gather enough courage to translate my works (english isn‘t my native language) and to actually upload something in a different language was such a huge step for me — but i did it! yay!
my translation probably isn‘t the best and even though i was really scared i‘m happy that my drabble collection can now be read by a wider audience. after being insecure about fanfictions, writing & co for months it feels like that was the ego boost i needed so badly 🥹

Why is it so difficult to get better? At best I’m content with my day, but even so, there’s always a distinct feeling of dread somewhere in the back of my mind. Most of the time I’m anxious and depressed or just plain numb. Rarely am I ever really happy. I feel like such a pathetic person. I’ve been in therapy for nearly 9 years due to mental illness and I feel as though I’ll be in it for the rest of my life.
I’ve tried to distract myself with hobbies and things that make me happy, but the things that make me happy also make me incredibly sad. I’m really into video games and I get jealous over fictional characters and have tried for years to pray to a god I don’t even believe in to allow me to wake up in these fictional worlds.
There’s a specific video game series I’ve been obsessed with for years, which I don’t want to say, due to feeling ashamed, but I’m incredibly jealous of the beautiful Princess in the game and her magical powers. I am also jealous how she gets her very own protector and an important hero that would die for her. The game series is the only thing I really have an interest in, however, I can’t stop crying and getting upset because of how badly I envy the Princess. It’s so stupid, silly and immature, I know.
I’m an adult, I shouldn’t be caught up on things like this. I’ve tried to make it easier on myself by expressing my love for these fictional worlds through art, fanfiction, etc, but to no avail. I have absolutely nothing else in life that gives me satisfaction. I’ve no motivation to do anything. All I do is work, play video games, get baked out of my mind, and sleep. My anxiety holds me back from a lot of things and keeps me from meeting new people. I crave love and affection, but I have no attraction to real life people.
I’m scared that I will never find someone I’m truly attracted to. I’m scared that I’ll never get to live my life because of my anxiety. I maintain my anxiety through medication and meditation, but that only gets me so far. I absolutely hate eveyrhing about myself and don’t have confidence to be on social media on get out to do things. I’m such a fricking wreck and I don’t even know what to do anymore. I want to be happy and enjoy my life. I want to indulge in hobbies and feel like I have a purpose, like I have talent. I do apologize to anyone who read the entire thing. I know this whole thing was a shit storm of a post.

So, get this. I’m currently writing down and working on my fanfiction called "Amphibia Age of Calamity".
There’s artwork on DeviantArt, link is here.
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And since this fanfiction takes place during Watching and Dreaming, I made a little scenario. After Anne, Star, Molly and Rapunzel reunite with Luz who’s with Eda, King and The Collector, they head off to teach the Collector about the meaning of life, growing up, and change… without the “Steven Universe method of musicals”, along with them is Lunella Lafayette, Penn Zero, Bashful, Elsa and Sofia The First.
After Luz shows Collector how she got her ice magic, Anne receives an emergency call from Sprig and Sasha who inform them that Andrias and Darcy are launching their attack on Los Angeles, but it’s not just in LA. Vee, Scratch and Marco soon join the group chat and informs their friends about Frobots attacking Gravesfield, Ghosts haunting Brighton, and Solarian Warriors attacking Mewni.
Eda and King decide to stay behind and continue showing Collector around. Luz goes with the group to return to Earth, but Luz suddenly remembers about her mother and friends who were taken from her before her nightmare illusion. Anne rejects on going to the Archives to find them as time is off the essence and the more they waste it, the more innocent people would get hurt. But Star decides to help Luz and goes with her to the Archive House. Soon, Anne and the others followed too.
As they entered the Archive House, Star provides light with her magic when she suddenly screams from coming face-to-face with a Titan Trapper’s puppet form. Everyone saw the horrors of the puppets with Sofia commenting, “I’ll never look at Puppet shows the same way again”.
Luz literally is in a state of panic her mom and Cool Aunt Lilith as puppets. Things only get more painful when Rapunzel sees something and asks everyone not to look down. When Luz does, Star quickly blocks her. Luz asks Star to move and tries to move past her, but Star refuses to move because doing so would hurt Luz beyond comprehension.
Luz then asks Stringbean to move Star and to Luz’s horror, she sees Willow, Gus, Hunter and Amity as puppets laying on the floor. Luz begins to tear up as she stares at her friends, brother figure and girlfriend in sheer horror. They all float down to the puppets as Luz cradles Amity’s puppet form in tears saying “I’m sorry. I failed you, my hermosa”.
Anne puts a hand on Luz’s shoulder to comfort her, when receives another call from Sprig telling her the situation in LA is getting more worst and she needs to hurry back. Anne begs Luz to leave Amity, Camila and everyone else behind, but Luz refuses to do so; Anne also tells her if they don’t hurry, there won’t be a home for her and Camila to return to, but Luz informs Anne that the Isles is her home and Amity and Camila need her; Star makes her pain worst by saying there’s nothing we can do for them right now and they are needed on Earth. Luz cries even harder and she puts down Amity’s puppet form and whispers “I love you, sweet potato” to Amity, she gets on Stringbean and she goes with the others back to Earth via a portal Star opened using her Butterfly powers.
After splitting up to save the civilians in LA, Gravesfield, Brighton and Mewni, Anne and her allies regroup at Anne and Sasha’s school, “Saint James Middle School” to plan their next step to stopping the WAR OF THE WORLDS. After reuniting with Team RWBY, who came back from the Ever After, Lunella sends them to New York City to find a special energy component that can help them dismantle the Newtopia Castle’s shield. The component is somewhere in Lunella’s old underground lab that was destroyed when the ENCLAVE attacked her home. While training with Anne, Molly, Star and Rapunzel, Luz loses all restraint and the trauma from the Collector’s nightmare, seeing her family, friends and lover as puppets and all her suffering/grief kicks in. She emits some form of full powered dark anti-magic like Asta from “Black Clover”, and starts fighting and beating up Anne (who’s in her Half-Calamity Super Saiyan form), Molly (who’s in her Wraith form), Star (who’s in her Golden Butterfly form), and Rapunzel (who’s in her Sundrop Super form) to near death. In order to calm her down and lighten her grief, Sofia asks Elsa to find Team RWBY and go to the Boiling Isles to bring Amity’s puppet form to Doctor Strange.
The fighting goes on until only Anne and Luz are standing. As Luz nearly beats down Anne, Anne asks Luz to stop and don’t give in. As Luz was about to strike a deadly blow of magic, Anne asks her; “Is this what your mother wants for you? What your father wants for you? What Amity wants for you!?” Luz turns back to normal and sees her hands stained in blood and burnt marks from her fire glyphs. She drops to her knees crying realizing what she’s done to her friends and over the darkness and anger that was inside her. Vee slowly walks up to Luz and kneels down to hug her sister in an effort to comfort her.
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What do you think? Leave a comment on what you think.

So, get this. I’m currently writing down and working on my fanfiction called "Amphibia Age of Calamity".
There’s artwork on DeviantArt, link is here.
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And since this fanfiction takes place during Watching and Dreaming, I made a little scenario. After Anne, Star, Molly and Rapunzel reunite with Luz who’s with Eda, King and The Collector, they head off to teach the Collector about the meaning of life, growing up, and change… without the “Steven Universe method of musicals”, along with them is Lunella Lafayette, Penn Zero, Bashful, Elsa and Sofia The First.
After Luz shows Collector how she got her ice magic, Anne receives an emergency call from Sprig and Sasha who inform them that Andrias and Darcy are launching their attack on Los Angeles, but it’s not just in LA. Vee, Scratch and Marco soon join the group chat and informs their friends about Frobots attacking Gravesfield, Ghosts haunting Brighton, and Solarian Warriors attacking Mewni.
Eda and King decide to stay behind and continue showing Collector around. Luz goes with the group to return to Earth, but Luz suddenly remembers about her mother and friends who were taken from her before her nightmare illusion. Anne rejects on going to the Archives to find them as time is off the essence and the more they waste it, the more innocent people would get hurt. But Star decides to help Luz and goes with her to the Archive House. Soon, Anne and the others followed too.
As they entered the Archive House, Star provides light with her magic when she suddenly screams from coming face-to-face with a Titan Trapper’s puppet form. Everyone saw the horrors of the puppets with Sofia commenting, “I’ll never look at Puppet shows the same way again”.
Luz literally is in a state of panic her mom and Cool Aunt Lilith as puppets. Things only get more painful when Rapunzel sees something and asks everyone not to look down. When Luz does, Star quickly blocks her. Luz asks Star to move and tries to move past her, but Star refuses to move because doing so would hurt Luz beyond comprehension.
Luz then asks Stringbean to move Star and to Luz’s horror, she sees Willow, Gus, Hunter and Amity as puppets laying on the floor. Luz begins to tear up as she stares at her friends, brother figure and girlfriend in sheer horror. They all float down to the puppets as Luz cradles Amity’s puppet form in tears saying “I’m sorry. I failed you, my hermosa”.
Anne puts a hand on Luz’s shoulder to comfort her, when receives another call from Sprig telling her the situation in LA is getting more worst and she needs to hurry back. Anne begs Luz to leave Amity, Camila and everyone else behind, but Luz refuses to do so; Anne also tells her if they don’t hurry, there won’t be a home for her and Camila to return to, but Luz informs Anne that the Isles is her home and Amity and Camila need her; Star makes her pain worst by saying there’s nothing we can do for them right now and they are needed on Earth. Luz cries even harder and she puts down Amity’s puppet form and whispers “I love you, sweet potato” to Amity, she gets on Stringbean and she goes with the others back to Earth via a portal Star opened using her Butterfly powers.
After splitting up to save the civilians in LA, Gravesfield, Brighton and Mewni, Anne and her allies regroup at Anne and Sasha’s school, “Saint James Middle School” to plan their next step to stopping the WAR OF THE WORLDS. After reuniting with Team RWBY, who came back from the Ever After, Lunella sends them to New York City to find a special energy component that can help them dismantle the Newtopia Castle’s shield. The component is somewhere in Lunella’s old underground lab that was destroyed when the ENCLAVE attacked her home. While training with Anne, Molly, Star and Rapunzel, Luz loses all restraint and the trauma from the Collector’s nightmare, seeing her family, friends and lover as puppets and all her suffering/grief kicks in. She emits some form of full powered dark anti-magic like Asta from “Black Clover”, and starts fighting and beating up Anne (who’s in her Half-Calamity Super Saiyan form), Molly (who’s in her Wraith form), Star (who’s in her Golden Butterfly form), and Rapunzel (who’s in her Sundrop Super form) to near death. In order to calm her down and lighten her grief, Sofia asks Elsa to find Team RWBY and go to the Boiling Isles to bring Amity’s puppet form to Doctor Strange.
The fighting goes on until only Anne and Luz are standing. As Luz nearly beats down Anne, Anne asks Luz to stop and don’t give in. As Luz was about to strike a deadly blow of magic, Anne asks her; “Is this what your mother wants for you? What your father wants for you? What Amity wants for you!?” Luz turns back to normal and sees her hands stained in blood and burnt marks from her fire glyphs. She drops to her knees crying realizing what she’s done to her friends and over the darkness and anger that was inside her. Vee slowly walks up to Luz and kneels down to hug her sister in an effort to comfort her.
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What do you think? Leave a comment on what you think.

I think Aura just shouldn't've been a thing as the title says. I complained about this a little in the official RWBY subreddit but y'all probably get what I'm talking about better. Aura just masks damage. It doesn't allow us to track the condition of each fighter in a fight at all until they get defeated. With aura, a fighter looks the same from the start of the fight to the end of the fight.
That takes away half the battle. The characters just seem like dolls throwing each other around with no damage conveyed. Now compare this to say, Naruto V Neji. Not the best fight but it illustrates what I'm talking about quite well.
Naruto gets beat up by Neji. His clothing is torn, there are scratches and cuts on him, he limps around and there's blood trailing from his mouth.
RWBY meanwhile has none of this. The characters are literally dolls on strings played by some kid. They don't do damage nor show any until they're suddenly on the verge of dying.
It's a major flaw that I can't believe Roosterteeth didn't notice. If they wanted aura for the PG rating and the ease of animation, at least make it so that the damage is more visible. Like aura being cracked more and more as hits accumulate or the characters struggle to keep going.

This question comes from two recent things I watched.
I rewatched Power Rangers Time Force which reminded me about the cross over they had the next year with Wild Force, and how insanely good the chemistry between Eric and Taylor was, and how much it made sense for them to vibe.
To the point that with all the cool Power Rangers comics that have come out to explore the IP, including a Wes x Jen one, I still desperately want a Eric x Taylor graphic novel. I think that would be amazing.
The other is much more recent and MUUUCCCH more surprising, because whereas Eric and Taylor both come from the same franchise and one that was used to official crossovers between teams by that point, this one was out of nowhere from a movie that people in both fanbases where hesitant about.
I'm talking about the relationship between Jessica Cruz and Jaune Arc in the first Justice League x Rwby movie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrceiHCDRco&feature=youtu.be
Absolutely nobody, including me expected anything like this. But not only do they have really fantastic and sweet chemistry, but Jessica is also easily the character in the movie, and there relationship is the consensus highlight for very good reason.
It was a really fun surprise, and now I am invested and really hope they get to interact even more in Part 2.
So I was wondering, what other Crossover ships, particularly ones where the cross overs are official in some capacity are your favorites? The ones that actually got you invested in them?

Idk how to edit posts or make a compilation so the best i can do is described it
I'm not sure if it has a specific name but the best way i can describe the tech is "parts folding in and out of nowhere yet remaining flush and compact"
I've seen a few shows where technology is like that like Tetrax's helmet from Ben 10, EMH Tony's armor, Ace Bunny's katana, any weapon from RWBY, Brainiac 5 (Legion of Superheroes) who is the size of a human being able to turn into a giant robot, the vehicles from Hot Wheels BF5, Robotboy with his Super mode, KITT from Knight Rider and lastly, Jenny from MLaaTR who has all kinds of weapons being able to pull out as man as she desires; all kinds of mechanisms and pannels come out from the inside transforming but by the end it all becomes sleek and stylish. It's that kind of technology where no one cares where everything goes or how it would work in its own world or irl.

Hiya, like the title states, I’m looking for love! And despite being a writer, I’m not the best with these kinds of posts, but if I’m missing something you’ll probably find out eventually.
About me: black, 5’9, average weight/build, I go by any pronouns as I actually identify as agender although I present as my assigned gender at birth (female) and I don’t care what I’m perceived as. Anyways, if you’re interested in what I look like you can always ask me to send a pic :)
Personality wise: I’m very shy/introverted in person, big-time texter (please note that I’ll probably send you TikToks that remind me of you). I also have OCD and anxiety, but it isn’t a big deal.
My interests include writing ofc, digital art, anime (esp mha!!), video games (OVERWATCH), fanfiction and reading.
About you: >19, left leaning, doesn’t want kids, monogamous, in the USA or willing to relocate
Include ASL in a message if you’re interested!

Hi friends!
Five-second version: Lost special interest need new one how find? Thanks!
Full: I recently broke up with my Big Special Interest (a story and canon with a lot of adaptations, interpretations, tribute works, and the like), which I'd been in a committed relationship with for over twenty years, under rather traumatic circumstances. I came to understand there was a ton of ableism, looksim, and other isms connected to it, and despite my attempts to separate it out, it was baked all the way through, and not something where you can separate it out or just enjoy the good parts or anything like that.
(Just for the record, I don't regret letting it go at all, and separating myself from it has given me a lot of peace. It was time. I learned a ton about who I am by working through what it was this story was saying about me and people like me, and why it didn't sit right with me. All the fanfiction I wrote about it and all the times I reread the book, and so on and so forth, was me trying to find a way to somehow redeem it. It was that that sucked me into it in the first place, rather than its having any particular artistic excellence haha. I've gotten everything I need to from it.)
I was wondering if anyone else has experienced something like this, and if so how you found a new special interest?
Thank you so much!! <3 <3