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I’ve recently started at a hybrid position. We work a 9/80 schedule, so we put in 9 hours a day and get every other Friday off. Their philosophy is “we don’t care when you do it, just get your hours in”.
This is great for me because of my chronic pain. Sitting at a desk all day is very painful, and I need at least an hour in the morning to stretch, take my meds, eat enough so my meds don’t make me sick, etc. Not having a hard start/ finish time is great, and I really don’t mind working past 5. I have no kids, no reason I can’t work late.
On the days I work from home, I’ve worked as late as 8pm with no issues. If I’m in the zone, I don’t really care what time it is. But on office days, most everyone (except the managers) is gone by 2:30. My company has “core hours”, meaning people come in until 2:30 and then can finish their day from home.
I asked my boss about it, and he basically said I need to earn the right to do core hours. Once he sees how I work and trusts that I won’t just go home and screw around, I can do it. That’s more than fair and I’m eager to prove myself.
But in the meantime, I’ve noticed that I get extremely anxious when everyone else leaves. Pretty sure it’s just jealousy. But by 3:30 on office days I’m crawling out of my skin, desperate to go home because everyone else did.
I know I should just mind my own business, but I can’t help but be intensely aware of it. The last 1.5 hour of my day is almost useless because I’m sitting there trying to manage my anxiety.
Wondering if y’all have any advice on things I can do/ say to myself to manage this anxiety. Coming in earlier really isn’t an option if I want to maintain my morning routine. I can’t roll out of bed and go to work like most people, and I know I won’t be able to consistently get up any earlier than 5:45 (my current routine).

I've been getting into making chili oil at home and one of my favorite chilis to use are Chinese Er Jing Tao (Heaven Facing Chilis). Unfortunately I haven't been able to find them at the big Chinese grocery stores I've tried so far.
I've been getting them online but I'm wondering if any stores carry them in NYC. They may just be something I need to continue sourcing online but if anyone could confirm a store that carries them here that would be very helpful!

Love college football? Ever wish you could step into your favorite team’s shoes?
Look no further than the NZCFL, an 120-team college football simulation league, where many teams, including Marshall, are open! Our league offers a unique combination of a realistic coaching and recruiting experience, with the flexibility that allows you to put in as much or as little time as you wish! Our recruiting system, designed to emulate the real-life football recruiting process and comprised of three sections, allows you to sign a program-changing class in just one cycle. If you’re looking for that more casual experience, it’s easy to get the process knocked out in one sitting, but you’ll still be able to go even farther if you’re able to put the time in. That’s what makes this league such a great experience - you’re in control. You have the ability to build a legacy and leave a lasting impact on these teams.
As someone who's been in the league for nearly two IRL years, it really is a great community. Everyone is willing to lend a hand to a newbie, the mods put a ton of time into running things smoothly, and there's plenty of casual activities and banter to keep things interesting.
Come join us by claiming a team in the Reddit reservation thread at NZCFL and joining the server If you have any questions, DM me, or join the server and ask in ⁠newcomers. We'll be happy to help.

I have three toilets in my home. Two of them are basically back to back (yes, there is a wall!). The two that are back to back are stopped up but the tub and sinks in those bathrooms drain fine.
I have had some trouble with these two toilets last year. The person living in the house at the time plugged them up. The plumber tried to snake it but the snake would go down one toilet and come out the other. Another plumber came out and snaked from the roof (no other access from outside). Both toilets drained and seemed to work for a while. A couple months later, they both stopped up again. I used some industrial gel that said it worked on toilets. That seemed to work. Fast forward to now and they are stopped up again and the gel is not working this time. Some things I would like to note. The lady before us may have used “flushable wipes”, we do not use them (we do not flush anything except waste and toilet paper). This last time the toilets stopped draining, there was only liquid (and reasonable tp) in the bowl. The one toilet is a plain toilet. The other toilet is a low flush Niagara. The Niagara cannot be plunged because of how the mechanism in the tank is, when plunged air will blow into the tank. I found a guy on YouTube that has a similar toilet, but his is a newer model and has an easy clip release to plug the hole so it can be plunged. Anyone experience something like this? Advise? Suggestions?
Thank you in advance.

Hello, My daughter who is almost 3, she started OT private couple months ago (she wasn’t qualified through early intervention) .
My problem is my daughter cry alot during her sessions, she was fine before but last month she started crying alot and one time i went inside in the middle of her session and I found that her therapist closed half of the room with curtains and she told me so my daughter dont get distracted, so basically the space was like half of car size so she cant move !
I don’t have experience but does that sounds normal ? Especially today she told me my daughter was aggressive and my daughter never had this issue at home or daycare at all!

Hi there! I was wondering if you could offer tips on how to start renting a place in California without much rental history?
For context, my partner (M27) and I (F26) are looking for a new place to live in several different locations within California. I spent from 2015 until 2022 living overseas in Australia. My partner has bounced from place to place living as a roommate in friend’s homes (who were on the lease and tenants of the house, my partner was not). We currently reside in a national park living in staff housing and have both been here for over a year.
How can we ensure we get chosen for rental properties with our little ~proper~ rental history between the two of us? I feel like my rental history within Australia (which is extensive, and very good) won’t be much weight as it will be hard for rental companies to contact Australian contacts. I’m sure we could use our current address too but as it’s company housing, the housing department won’t be very helpful in offering references as we are two of hundreds of people who live here.
Any tips? We’d like to move out by the end of summer and currently looking at properties.
Thanks so much!

I’m looking into a job that I can work from home and I need a laptop. I haven’t had a PC in a long time and I’d like to know what to look for when buying one. I don’t need anything fancy. It will be data entry and running a couple programs at a time. Also will be directly wire to high speed internet. Suggestions please!

Job related: By profession I'm an ophthalmic technician, but I can no longer do that because it's a fast paced, on your feet 8+ hours a day. I'm in need of at least a part-time job, possibly workfrom home. What are some suggestions from my fellow leakers? Thank you!

The site is down often and the bots keep getting worse. Mods and devs don’t listen to us. I really liked the site at first but now I don’t know anymore.

Hi, I am a 22-year-old male. I am not sure if this is the correct subreddit, but I think it is. This is the first time I am telling all of this to someone other than my girlfriend. This is the second time I am writing this. The first one was too long, so I gave up on posting it. I can't stop thinking about all the things my parents did to me when I was a child. I was not like this until 5 years ago when I got into an argument with my father, and I haven't talked to him since. I was also in a one-sided, hopeless love that has been going on since the beginning of high school. These two situations put me in a very desperate state for 1.5 years after the argument.
I was mostly physically abused by my father, but my mother was the one who encouraged it. I got yelled at and spanked many times. As far as I can remember, he dragged me and put me in front of the door forcefully, removing all my clothes so I was completely naked, three times in my life. Once, a teacher at my school even slapped me, and my father told me, 'He is your teacher, he can do anything he wants,' in front of the teacher who slapped me. My mom beat me many times using stinging nettle as a stick and even poured pepper into my mouth. She threatened me many times, saying she would leave me, etc.
During the argument with my father that night, he tried to hit me, and suddenly, all the times he beat me rushed to my mind. I didn't say anything after he tried to hit me. I took my headphones and my phone and left home to go for a walk. I was very angry. When I reached into my pocket to take out my headphones, I couldn't put them on my ears because my hand was shaking in a way I had never seen before. When I saw my hand trembling like that, something happened inside me. I don't know how to describe the exact feeling at that moment, but I started crying in a way I had never cried before. (Even after five years, I still cry whenever I think about that hand trembling. And I couldn't even tell this to my girlfriend; I just can't talk about it, I tried.) I walked for about an hour on the street while crying. I came to a high cliff and started to think about throwing myself off. I sat there for about two hours, contemplating suicide. On the first day after that, my relatives and acquaintances told me to stay at home and not to talk, but after 1-2 weeks, they started saying, 'Start talking now, you shouldn't be angry with your father.' At that moment, I wasn't in a mental state to explain anythying, and later on, I didn't tell any of them because I knew they would keep saying that you shouldn't be angry with your father no matter what.
I didn't throw myself off, but I also didn't feel alive for 1.5 years. After finishing high school, I took the university entrance exam. I was in the top 0.2 percentile and could get into the best universities in my country, but I didn't. When people asked me why, I couldn't say anything. Instead of going to university, I locked myself in my room, cried frequently, and contemplated. Apart from playing a few games on the computer, I did nothing else. I thought about ending my life all the time during this period (sometimes holding a knife and thinking about cutting myself when there was no one at home). I lost all my interests (I started to recover after I saw a YouTube video and found a new interest). Then I took the university exam again, now I am in a university (I got better score than the before).
Before this situation, I used to be a person who remained calm no matter what. But after that, I started getting very angry very easily (although I didn't resort to physical violence against anyone). I curse at the smallest things, especially towards my mom (Yes, I used to speak with her, but not anymore for about 2 weeks).
Once, I saw my mom slapping my little sister, and I just wanted to choke her to death at that moment. I was filled with immense anger and I smashed the glass on the door. The glass shattered, and my anger subsided. Luckily, I only had a few small cuts on my hand. I really don't know what I will do if I see something like that again.
Two weeks ago, I had an argument with my mom, and I swore at her. She told me, 'I carried you in my womb for 9 months. We raised you, and this is how you talk to your mother and father.' I told her what kind of parents they were, and she told me, 'You must have imagined it. I don't remember anything like that.' I cut off communication with her because her actions and denial were driving me crazy. I think if I continue to communicate with her, it will end badly.
I can't stop thinking about the beatings, and it has gotten worse. Right now, I am in the university dorm, but I can't stop thinking. I feel like I am going to become what I was like 5 years ago. I have similar thoughts. I think about the beatings and get angry by myself; I feel like I'm going crazy. I want to hurt them or myself, I don't know.

To celebrate the finale of Season 3, Brendan Hunt, co-creator, writer and Coach Beard on “Ted Lasso” has generously agreed to return for an AMA (Ask Me Anything) for the members of TedLasso.
It will be Thursday, June 1st at 2pm ET (11am PT) and run for about 45 minutes.
We will post the official AMA thread in this subreddit Thursday morning around 12pm ET (9am PT) so you can get your questions in early.
We hope you can join us for the AMA and help spread the word to fellow fans of “Ted Lasso”.
AMA with Brendan Hunt Thursday, June 1st at 2pm ET (11am PT) in TedLasso
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Hello, I live in Canada (Ontario), and I got a reference from a friend who knows a guy at Toyota and though I told him I need time to decide, he kept urging me to put a deposit down so I can get the vehicle faster. Ultimately he pressured me for 30 minutes into putting a $1000 deposit in for a RAV4 to which he said I can get the money back anytime. I ended up signing a bill of sale and paid the deposit via credit card which says :
“Sales Final. Please review the entire contact including attached statements before signing. This contract is binding once I have signed it unless the motor vehicle dealer has failed to comply with certain legal obligations. No other promises or terms have been made to me that are not part of this contract”
There were no other attached statements. But fastword a week later I called him and he said he will return the money back but after 90 days for legal reasons. Not sure what these legal reasons were but im sort of skeptical of his word now. Since I was interested in another car, I asked another dealer (Mazda) if my Toyato dealer would return the money to which he said yes saying I have a right to cancel after 90 days.
Meanwhile I read mixed answers online saying you can get your deposit back (because no VIN yet) and others say you can’t. Or other methods such as calling my credit credit company.
In short, what I'm asking is, what is this “90 day” thing and if they are speaking truthfully. Should I wait these 90 days or will that get me deeper in this mess. Or should I call my credit card company. Thank you.

Love college football? Ever wish you could step into your favorite team’s shoes?
Look no further than the NZCFL, an 120-team college football simulation league, where many teams, including Kansas St, are open! Our league offers a unique combination of a realistic coaching and recruiting experience, with the flexibility that allows you to put in as much or as little time as you wish! Our recruiting system, designed to emulate the real-life football recruiting process and comprised of three sections, allows you to sign a program-changing class in just one cycle. If you’re looking for that more casual experience, it’s easy to get the process knocked out in one sitting, but you’ll still be able to go even farther if you’re able to put the time in. That’s what makes this league such a great experience - you’re in control. You have the ability to build a legacy and leave a lasting impact on these teams.
As someone who's been in the league for nearly two IRL years, it really is a great community. Everyone is willing to lend a hand to a newbie, the mods put a ton of time into running things smoothly, and there's plenty of casual activities and banter to keep things interesting.
Come join us by claiming a team in the Reddit reservation thread at NZCFL and joining the server If you have any questions, DM me, or join the server and ask in ⁠newcomers. We'll be happy to help.

My boyfriend and I have been going through a rough patch. I asked him months ago if he could compliment me a little bit more because it makes me happy, so now he says "Hello beautiful" every day when he comes home. In the same voice that he uses to greet the cat.
He even looks at the cat while saying it, I'm pretty sure he's talking to the cat at this point LMAO. And if I bring it up again? His reply will be "I compliment you every day".
Nah bruh, you're complimenting the cat 😹 she is pretty beautiful though I don't blame him

Hello trees subreddit! I was wondering when is the appropriate time to take a break from marijuana because I’m still not fully past the beginner stages of it (I get fried from half a blunt).
To give more context I started smoking during summer breaks when I was 19 with friends but when I was 21 I started smoking by myself and now I am 22 at home for the summer from college again and I get free blunts from my Dad whenever I want and I’m not exactly sure if it’s something I should keep up.
I usually do not smoke at all when I’m at college (edibles here and there instead) ,but since I’m home I do smoke once a day in the evenings (keep in mind I’m smoking a blunt by myself) and my tolerance is starting to build up and I don’t really want to keep smoking, but I keep leaning towards “why not get high when I’m home with nothing to do” and I’m not exactly sure how to feel about it.
I do not feel in any way smoking is getting in the way of my life and I could def go without it, but I’m afraid that it’s turning into a habit while I’m home as well and since I get it for free there’s no harm to me financially either so I have no idea if it’s harmful to me other then just smoking.
I would love to hear y’all’s feedback and experience so I can decide my own conclusion of how I should treat smoking marijuana!

I feel bad for my mom as she carrys the mental load for the family. Both my parents don't work, but lots of the responsibilities fall on my mom. Such as phoning the doctors and making phone calls no one wants to make.
My sister doesn't help either, she's 19 and is looking for a car, but won't message the seller incase they want to phone her. So this obviously means mom has to do it. But she's perfectly fine doing out and making plans with her mates, which she never sticks to. For example, today, she was meant to go to a restaurant with her friends and get a few beers and be back by 8:30. But as soon as she left there was a change of plans, so the designated driver ended up drinking around a friends house. This meant no one to drive her home, so she ended up walking home and arrived at 10:30pm. This was just annoying since it made my mom stressed and kept her up waiting. She also intends on going out on Saturday, even though she's spending so much money she may not be able to afford the car she wants. This is a piss take since my mom drives her to collage, but she's getting a job and won't have time to do it when she goes back.
My dad doesn't help either since he sort of enables my sisters behaviour by telling her about nights out she could do and says to my mom when she's renting its all "her her her" (I did shout at him about this but I don't think he really listened).
I know I don't help either, since I don't like making phone calls and other stuff so it falls on my mom. But I am determined to change and make my mom's life easier. Especially since she told me she feels taken advantage of and regrets some choices she's made. But this is difficult since I have exams coming up and I don't have any money so I can't even try and support my mom. So this post is just a rant, and I'm even open for suggestions on how to help my mom.

Two years ago, I (29m) decided to end a 6 year relationship with my ex girlfriend. It was the right decision for both of us as our goals and ambitions just truly didn’t align. Yes, it hurt a lot, and there was a lot of back and forth communication between us that dragged on the inevitable. 2 summers ago we finally met up and agreed to just end it and go our separate ways mutually. There were a lot of tears cried on both sides, but it was truly for the best for both of us.
Although this was the best for both of us, I took me awhile to fully get over what transpired. I decided dating someone in this capacity would not be fair to any potential future partner, so I basically exited the dating market until I felt I was emotionally, and mentally ready. When I was ready at the end of 2022, I went on a few dates, and most of them ended with either my date or I not feeling a real strong attraction and parting ways.
At the beginning of February, I was scrolling hinge late one night when this particular woman (25f) showed up on my feed that, for lack of better words, “checked all the boxes,” at least from initial compatibility standpoint. She was looking for a long term relationship, and on hinge you can make a caption of what you are looking for in that type of relationship, and her caption said, “if you don’t know what you want, please stay away from me, and don’t waste my time. No disrespect, just figure your shit out before you approach me.” She sounded like she had her shit together, and was looking for something real, and I took the bait.
We matched basically right away, and from her first message I knew that I had found someone I wanted in my life, romantically speaking. Our conversation flowed so fluidly, and it felt as though we were like long lost friends finally catching up. I had so much fun talking to her and it reminded me what it feels like to be excited to talk to someone, and not just asking them basic dating app questions about their life.
So, within 2-3 days I asked her out, and she excitedly agreed, but there was a catch: she had just got surgery and was staying at her parents while she rehabbed for a little over a month. She said she would love to go once she’s back in our hometown. We chatted for a month, and as soon as she got back, we scheduled a date. We got drinks, and talked for a few hours, and the conversation flowed just as good as it did through text. Additionally, she looked absolutely incredible, and her and I’s sense of humor, and views on life aligned so well.
Dates turned into hangouts, hangouts turned into sex, sex turned into planning for things in the future, and all this accumulated into me developing incredibly strong feelings for her, and her for I (or so I thought).
Then, something that I can’t even fully comprehend yet happened only 3 weeks into our relationship. Her ex, showed up to her house uninvited while she wasn’t home, and posted a 3 page sob/take me back note on her garage door for her to read when she got back. She called me right away when this happened, and was clearly in a state of shock, apologized, and told me not to worry about it at all as this has no affect on our relationship. I told her I believe her, and I am here for her in every capacity, and want to continue our journey as partners, regardless of what was contained within that letter. We could get over it as a couple.
Well, I continued on with our relationship as it was before the note for the next several weeks, and she very much so reciprocated the sentiment with words and physical affirmations.
She came over two Fridays ago, and was clearly distraught as we were just having our normal conversation. She eventually stopped our conversation, and laid it all out to me. Apparently, after reading the note, it conjured up some feelings that she did not know were still present, and she wanted to reach out to her ex to get “closure.” She said that she doesn’t know if she wants to get back with him, but it would not be fair to continue or relationship moving forward as she can’t truly love me until these feelings are resolved. I told her again, that this is something that I will stand by her with, if that’s what she wants. We hugged, kissed, had sex, and held eachother afterwards. She then came over again Saturday, and met all of my best friends. We all went out, and she pulled me back to my apartment for a quickie, and we just sat and cuddled with eachother after like we always do.
She texted me Sunday saying that she still has some concerns about what we talked about on Friday, and wants to meet on Monday to talk things over. Taken aback a little, I asked if we could talk about it that Sunday night, to which her response is “I’m not to pressed about it :)” So again, I thought this was nothing to really worry about. We met Monday evening, and things seemed great, we kissed, hugged, cuddled, and laid around talking about everything under the sun. It was getting late, and she hadn’t mentioned anything yet, so I figured it must not be too bad so I asked if she would still like to talk about it.
She then said something that absolutely broke my heart: “I just do not think we are on the same page about this.” She wanted to meet her ex in person to discuss their breakup and get closure for herself, too which I was not okay with at all. From the very little I know about him, I find extremely weird and somewhat creepy to show up to someone’s house uninvited to deliver a note to them…I was not on board with them meeting. I was so upset I kind of said a few words, and left. I called her when I got back home and we had a 2 hour long phone call. She told me how great of a man I am, and how much I made her feel wanted and loved.
I unfortunately have a really hard time following exes on social media as it brings up old wounds that I tend to forget about if I just outright block them. When I told her this, she really wasn’t on board with this.
I don’t like ultimatums in a relationship, but I laid it out to her: if she can get closure with this guy and doesn’t want to be with him, I would absolutely be willing to make this relationship work. However, if she wants to give another shot to her ex, I do not want to be apart of her life in any capacity. She told me last Monday that she would text me last weekend, or sometime this week.
I can’t take it. I haven’t heard from her, and every fiber in my being is telling me to reach out to her and fight for her. I know that’s the wrong thing to do as I shouldn’t be the one chasing her. I am absolutely devastated, and I hurt just as much, or more than the end of my 6 year relationship. It’s the fact that she treated me so well, she was very open about how I made her feel, and how strong of a connection we felt with each other for the short time we were together.
Maybe I’m heartbroken because I feels like I was led on and used as a rebound for her? Idk I just feel so crummy and want to hear from her, regardless of what she has to say.
If you made it this far, any and all advice will be immensely appreciated.

Love college football? Ever wish you could step into your favorite team’s shoes?
Look no further than the NZCFL, an 120-team college football simulation league, where many teams, including HBCUs such as Jackson St and Grambling St, are open! Our league offers a unique combination of a realistic coaching and recruiting experience, with the flexibility that allows you to put in as much or as little time as you wish! Our recruiting system, designed to emulate the real-life football recruiting process and comprised of three sections, allows you to sign a program-changing class in just one cycle. If you’re looking for that more casual experience, it’s easy to get the process knocked out in one sitting, but you’ll still be able to go even farther if you’re able to put the time in. That’s what makes this league such a great experience - you’re in control. You have the ability to build a legacy and leave a lasting impact on these teams.
As someone who's been in the league for nearly two IRL years, it really is a great community. Everyone is willing to lend a hand to a newbie, the mods put a ton of time into running things smoothly, and there's plenty of casual activities and banter to keep things interesting.
Come join us by claiming a team in the Reddit reservation thread at NZCFL and joining the server If you have any questions, DM me, or join the server and ask in ⁠newcomers. We'll be happy to help.

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I told my mom a few weeks ago that I have no interest in being a witness, i was told that it was better to do it sooner rather than later and the results were kinda disappointing. She didn’t berate me or yell but now she thinks that if I spend more time with the very very few people who are my age at the hall that I’ll be able to “repair my relationship with Jehovah”. I have no desire to try and spend time with them not only because I don’t know them very well but I know for a fact that we wouldn’t have much in common. I’m not sure where I should go from here, the longer I’m at home the more uncomfortable I end up being especially now that I have to do “lessons” to become closer to Jehovah. I’ve already explained to her the reasons I’ve never really believed, the primary reason being my family history and bad relationship with my father. What do I do? I love my mom but every time she talks about God and worship and crap like that it makes me hate her. I don’t feel comfortable anywhere else besides school (Never thought I’d like going to school so much) and my room, and I don’t have family to stay with or a place besides school where I can be myself.

Years ago I had received an easy to read and short novel, Becoming Your Own Therapist by Lama Yeshe. This post might be more relevant in a subreddit more pertinent to Eastern Philosophy and/or Buddhism (which is now typed into the Buddhism sub instead of "Therapy." I found the book positive and helpful during a time of partial solitude/isolation and incarceration. I had been reading much more scholarly books too, that focused about a subject more of a state of the art level, so reading this double spaced book was easy and simple. Handed, as if for a Buddhist, the religious quality was comparable to that of a devotional pamphlet. Meditation was a goal and technique which the author, whom I imagined as if among an audience in the past (when Lama Yeshe held seminars/speeches visiting the USA), conveyed instructively to the reader.
A shocking find at the end of the book was a comment or note by the author asking the reader to "please burn this book" when finished reading. I could not burn this book while incarcerated/confined, and carried it with me after released to a place where I resided for a short few months of time, among a collection of other books that I had intended to keep on a shelf at home as if an expression of personality. I left the residence much like dropping out of a school, and the cluster of personal property/belongings remained behind. I still think about this book sometimes because I never actually burned it, wondering what might have happened to it or if anyone else had read it too, sometimes motivating me to check up on the house where I lived while attending a program. Since a rule there was that property had to be retrieved within 30 days after moving out, it's probably completely out of reach unless I buy another copy.
To what extent the book burning had priority, by me is unknown though I initially assumed it was religious with intent of wiping it from publicity/necessity/importance or maybe more ceremonial.
That's all, this post is not very seeking and just thought of typing it up more selfishly as if I 1up anything at all with it. (My purpose is more achievement based than informative/beneficial.)

I graduated from college 2 years ago, and have been working in the void of healthcare middle management ever since. I work at a nursing home. I demoted myself today because I am so sick of staring at a screen, dealing with pushback from crappy corporate bosses, dealing with pushback from clinical staff, my eyes hurting from staring at a screen, the dissociation on my drive home everyday, being exhausted from doing no physical activity. I'm going to now schedule and drive residents to their appointments. Do my work and go home. But this comes with a $15k pay cut and the guilt that I am not using my degree anymore. I am lucky enough to not have kids, fairly low rent and low bills but I am drowning in college debt. I am so sick of healthcare. I need a career change but I don't even know how to start. Nothing interests me except low paying jobs at state or national parks or maybe vet tech or something. What if I waste more money going to school for something that makes me feel just as empty as this? It seems this world is a mess and any industry/career path is going to be messed up and unfulfilling.