Whelping box ideas for large dogs

2.9.2020
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 9TH, 2020
9:12PM EST - 9:50 PM EST
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DEDICATION: HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KEVI FROM KEVITV
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THIS VOLUME IS DEDICATED TO SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. MY 19 YEAR OLD NIECE. SHE TURNS 19 TOMORROW. I WANT TO PUBLISH THIS BOOK, ON HER 19TH BIRTHDAY. THIS PROJECT HAS BEEN PROOFREAD. THE PROOFREADING WAS AUDIO RECORDED. HELPS. I AM WRITING THIS PROJECT AND IT WILL HELP MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU KEVI. I WANT YOU TO BE ONE OF THEM. IT WOULD BE IRONIC IF YOUR UNCLE WROTE A PLAN, HELPING MILLIONS, AND YOU DIDN'T PARTICIPATE. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I LOVE YOU. I THINK OF YOU WHEN I INVEST IN ASSETS. I HAD THE PRILIVEGE OF WATCHING YOU GROW UP. IF THEY ASKED ME WHAT I DID ALL DAY INSIDE OF MY MIND? THE ANSWER IS KARAOKE. SOMETIMES AT WORK I GET CAUGHT. ENGAGING IN KARAOKE. I TOOK YOUR ADVICE FROM FIVE YEARS AGO. I MAKE MYSELF LAUGH INSIDE OF MY HEAD ALL DAY NOW. IT IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ARENA.
THIS BOOK IS AWESOME KEVI. I JUST FINISHED IT, TWO DAYS AGO. KEVI I LOVE YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I FINISHED THE BOOK, TWO DAYS OR THREE DAYS BEFORE YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. SO I JUST SAID I HAD ENOUGH TIME TO EDIT IT BY YOUR BIRTHDAY AND PUBLISH IT WITHIN THE HOUR. I LOVE YOU. I WISH I HAD ECONOMIC GOGGLES TO SEND YOU, SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I SEE. IF YOU NEVER READ THIS OR APPLY IT AFTER READING, I APPLY IT FOR YOU. THERE ARE TWO TYPES OF LITERACY I KNOW OF. READING WORDS. READING PERCENTAGES. READING THE LETTER. READING THE DOLLAR. IT'S NOT ABOUT SALARY. IT'S EARNING POWER. YOU WON'T GET IT UNTIL YOU GET IT. FINANCIAL LITERACY. AT THE SAME TIME, AS YOU CAN SEE, I BACKED OFF. I LET YOU DO YOU. IT IS WHAT IT IS. I LOVE YOU KEVI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. I WROTE A BOOK. RIGHT BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY. HERE'S PART OF YOUR GIFT. I WILL STASH AWAY CRYPTO AND STOCKS FOR YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN. I PUBLISHED THIS BOOK ON YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. 46
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10:38PM EST -11:35PM EST
CHRISTMAS DAY 2019
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 25TH, 2019
12.25.2019
PERSON OF NUMBERS
CANDARA FONT
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THE INTRODUCTION: HORRIBLE MINDSET
WHAT IS A PERSON OF NUMBERS? A PERSON OF LETTERS, IS THE TERM INSPIRING THE TITLE FOR THIS ONE. A MAN OF LETTERS IS ONE WHOM WRITES BOOKS POSSIBLY. SO, CONVERSELY, A MAN OF NUMBERS, THE PERSON OF NUMBERS, IS ONE WHOM POSSIBLY SPONSORS INVESTMENTS. LIFE IS ALL ABOUT INVESTMENTS. YES, WE TOOK IT THERE. HOW MANY GREAT INVESTMENTS CAN YOU MAKE FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S SAKE? YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN BE PAID. THEY SHOULD BE PAID. THEY ALSO NEED TO LEARN HOW TO GET IT ON THEIR OWN. THEY NEED TO PAY THEMSELVES. HOW DOES ONE WIN THE RAT RACE??? HOW DO YOU ESCAPE THE RAT RACE MATRIX? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN UNCLE SAM COMES SLAMMING FOR YOU? WE HAVE TO HAVE GREAT INVESTMENTS FOR OUR FUTURES, FOR OUR FUTURES TO BE LESS CONCERNING OF AN ISSUE TO US. THERE IS A MINDSET OF INVESTO-PHOBIA. HORRIBLE MINDSET, FOR THE RECORD. WHY BE AFRAID OF RETIREMENT? BREAKING THIS DOWN IN AN EQUATION, RETIREMENT IS SOMETHING HAPPENING YEARS FROM NOW. SO INVESTING IN TECHNOLOGY STOCKS WHILE YOUNG ALLOWS A PREFERRED RETIREMENT FUND TO LIVE ON AND FURTHER GROW. IF RETIREMENT IS LATER, THEN INVESTING IN EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES, WHICH WOULDN'T POP OFF FULLY UNTIL RETIREMENT AGE. WHAT WE WOULD HAVE WISHED IN OUR TWENTIES, SOMEONE TO SAY THESE THINGS TO US THEN? THE LEAST FRIGHTENING WAY OF LOOKING AT THE STOCKS ARE INDUSTRY BUCKETS.
THROW YOUR MONEY INTO THE RIGHT BUCKET, BUCKET PROFITS DOUBLE AND SPLIT. THIS ENTIRE PROJECT WILL DELVE INTO CONSORTED ECONOMIC STRATEGIES. MY WAY OF TELLING YOU I WOULD SWITCH THE CONCEPTS OFTEN SO YOU DON'T SQUIRM AS MUCH. I WILL GET NO BENEFIT IN THE AFTERLIFE FOR LYING TO YOU NOW MY FRIEND, I FEAR. I INTEND TO LEAVE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS IN DOLLARS INVESTED IN THE STOCK MARKET, TO BE LEFT TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE. THESE PUBLICATIONS ARE MERE DIARIES OF WHAT WENT ON WHEN. WHEN IT IS ALL OBVIOUS, THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL BE GIVEN OUT AS CONVERSATION ENDERS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO DISPLAYING THE CONCEPTS FROM OUR MIND ON ECONOMIC BLISS. WE ALL WANT ECONOMIC BLISS. IF I COULD WRITE A LETTER TO MYSELF TEN YEARS AGO, ONE LONG LETTER TO 18YR OLD CHAD. HOWEVER I CAN NOT, I CAN ONLY WRITE LETTERS TO THE CHAD TEN YEARS FROM NOW AND I CAN WRITE LETTERS TO YOU. SO, THESE ARE MY LETTERS TO YOU, MY FRIEND.
LETTERS BUT NOTES. NOTES ON ECONOMIC STRATEGIZING. WHATEVER INVESTMENT ARENA I AM INVESTING IN MYSELF, I WILL INCLUDE NOTES ON THE EXPERIENCES. THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL INCLUDE TRADE ACCOUNT PICTURES. I WILL IMMEDIATELY RESTART YOUTUBING AGAIN, BUT AS A FOREX TRADER'S CHANNEL. I DEFINITELY HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO GOD FOR MY LIFE IN WHICH I LOVE SO DEARLY. I WANT THE PUBLICATIONS I WRITE IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE 2020'S, TO REFLECT A CERTAIN GROWTH. A CERTAIN ECONOMIC GROWTH THE WRITING PHASES SHOW. ON THE CREATIVE SIDE, I WILL BE DELVING INTO COSMIC HORROR TO HONOR THE NEED TO VENT. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR GIVING THIS PUBLICATION YOUR ATTENTION AND I LOOK FORWARD TO ENTERTAINING YOU WITH THE INFORMATION I WAS PRIVY TO.
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DECEMBER 29TH, 2019 11:25PMEST -12:05AM EST
DECEMBER 30TH,2019
(30TH BIRTHDAY)
LAST THIRTY MINUTES OF 30TH BIRTHDAY WRITING SESSION AUDIO RECORDED AS WELL. EVERY WRITING SESSION OF THIS PUBLICATION HAS BEEN AND WILL BE AUDIO RECORDED TO SPUR STEED SPEED..
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CHAPTER ONE: THIS IS JUST MY DIARY AND SO NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
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INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS CALLED FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. MONEY IS ONLY SCARY WHEN YOU ARE NOT FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING IS AKIN TO PUTTING YOUR MONEY TO WORK FOR YOU, FOR A CHANGE. YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME TO WIN. IT IS A GAME AND EVERYTHING GOES BACK IN THE BOX. BUILDING WEALTH IS ALL STRATEGY. WHAT PLAN CAN YOU COME UP WITH TO GET YOURSELF OUT OF THIS ECONOMIC MATRIX MY FRIEND? INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS SOMETHING YOU DO FOR YOU CHILDREN. INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS THE LEAST RISKY THING YOU CAN EVER DO WITH YOUR MONEY. MAINLY DUE TO THE FACT, NOT INVESTING YOUR MONEY LEAVES YOU LITTLE BUFFER. IF YOU DO NOT INVEST YOUR EARNINGS, THEN WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU BURNING YOUR EARNINGS ON? THE ELECTRICITY BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. THE MOBILE CELLULAR PHONE BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. EVERY BILL IS A LIFE LONG ONE. EVERY SINGLE BILL IS LIFE LONG.
SO, IF THE BILLS ARE NEVER GOING TO STOP, THEN ONLY PAYING THE BILLS WILL NEVER STOP YOU FROM HAVING TO PAY THE BILLS MAN. THE BEST I CAN DO IS TO LEAVE WITH YOU A COLLECTION OF THE MOST STRATEGIC THOUGHT PATTERNS I HAD AVAILABLE ECONOMICALLY. THIS IS AS SAID BEFORE, A DIARY OF WHAT IS TO COME AND HISTORICALLY AN INVESTMENT STRATEGY TO ENACT. STRATEGIES ARE TO BE ENACTED AND I AM DOCUMENTING THE STRATEGIES I AM EMPLOYING NOW AT THE BEGINNING OF MY THIRTIES. FOR THE LAST THREE YEARS, THE LAST THREE YEARS OF MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN ENCAPSULATED MENTALLY WITH INVESTMENT PHILOSOPHY. ALL OF THOSE WRITINGS WILL BE INCLUDED IN THESE WRITINGS JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE FULL PUBLICATION FOR THE INVESTMENT WRITING.
INVESTING STRATEGY IS A MINDSET. WARFARE IS A MINDSET. THE ECONOMIC WARFARE CALLS FOR STRATEGY. ECONOMIC STRATEGY WILL FREE YOU FROM THE ECONOMIC WARFARE, CAUSING ECONOMIC SLAVERY. WE ARE ENSLAVED TO THE DOLLAR AND WHAT DID YOU EVER DO TO THE DOLLAR FOR IT TO ENSLAVE YOUR GRASS? THE DOLLAR LITERALLY ENSLAVES YOUR GRASS. ZEY CALL IT PROPERTY TAX. IT'S YOUR MONEY AND SADLY YOUR FORTUNE IS IN YOUR HANDS RIGHT NOW. NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I JUST MIGHT NOT BE ABLE, TO HELP YOU AT ALL NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO. SO, IF YOU ARE AN OPEN MIND, WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU PURCHASE YOUR ECONOMIC FREEDOM. ECONOMIC FREEDOM MUST BE PURCHASED MY FRIEND.
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1:43AM EST - 2:30AM EST
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
1.1.2020
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(WHOA)
CAPRICORN SEASON EH? (COMIC BOOK GUY VOICE) (SIMPSONS)
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CHAPTER TWO: Z'WORLDS
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MOST PEOPLE WHO LEARN WHAT I AM RESEARCHING, WILL NOT TELL YOU ANYTHING ABOUT IT, AT ALL, EVER. MOST PEOPLE, I HOWEVER, SHALL SPILL MY GUTS FOR FREE UNTIL THE AFTERMATH. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD FOR THIS LIFE AND THESE GIFTS AND SO I MUST SHARE THEM WITH Z'WORLD. SO HERE WE GO. HERE'S HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. WHAT IS INVESTING? INVESTING IS, TO US, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. IN WHAT MANNER ARE YOU FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING IS THE QUESTION TO ASK MY DEAR FRIEND? YES!
(PERSONAL MANDATE) YOU SHOULD, AS IN I, INVEST 80% OF YOUR PROFITS FROM INVESTMENTS, INTO OTHER INVESTMENTS. INVESTING, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, IS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO RETIRE YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY. YOUR LOVED ONES WILL FINANCIALLY BENEFIT FROM YOUR SUCCESS BECAUSE YOU ARE GOING TO ENJOY RETIRING THEM, ECONOMICALLY, BUYING THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS. YOU'RE ACTUALLY GIVING THEM THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS SO THEY CAN PURCHASE THEIR FREEDOM THEIR SELVES. THIS IS WHY I AM NOT EVER AFRAID ANYMORE, OF LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR.
THE DOLLAR, IS A DEFLATING TIRE. I SHALL LEVERAGE, THE DEFLATING TIRE, THUS HAVING A TEE-PEE HUT FULL OF TIRES BEING LEVERAGED. I DIDN'T DEFLATE SAID TIRE, THE GAME WAS RIGGED. RIGGED OR NOT WE WON. WE WON. WHO WON? WE WON. WHO IS WE? WE. YOU. ME. WE. I'M TAKING YOU WITH ME. IF IT'S IN YOUR DESTINY TO SEE THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT, TO ESCAPING THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. MONOPOLY IS A BOARD GAME, CLEARLY. AT THE END OF THE GAME, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU ACQUIRE, IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX.
IF IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX, YOU MUST ACQUIRE, THEN DISTRIBUTE. BEFORE DISTRIBUTING, YOU SHOULD INITIALLY CONSIDER EXPANSION. AFTER EXPANSION, ALLOW THE LEVERAGED FINANCES TO REVOLVE AND AGE. "SHOULD" IS SUCH A STRONG WORD. I HATE USING THE WORD "SHOULD". I SHOULD, STOP USING THE WORD "SHOULD". THIS IS AN INVESTMENT VEHICLE SO, "SHOULD", IS A WORD USED IN THE REALM OF PROJECTION AND SPECULATION. IF YOU FEAR SPECULATION, WHY DO YOU HAVE EXES?
ALL I WANT FROM YOU, IS AN EARLY RETIREMENT. ALL I WANT OF YOU, IS FOR YOU TO RETIRE AS SOON AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. ALL I WANT FOR YOU, IS YOUR NEST EGG. I WANT YOU, OUT OF THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. THERE'S NO NEED FOR YOU HERE. HONESTLY, YOU SERVICES ARE ACTUALLY, REQUIRED ELSEWHERE. ELSEWHERE YOU SHOULD GO, FOR MEANS AFFORDING RETIREMENT. THEY SAY AUTOMATION MEANS PEOPLE LOSE JOBS. THEY WERE NEVER SUPPOSED TO ALWAYS NEED A JOB TO PAY THEIR BILLS IN THE FIRST PLACE. OTHERWISE THAT'S THE WORST CASE. THIS IS THE NEW DECADE AND FRIEND, THERE ARE M O R E L E G A L WAYS TO SKIN THE EVICTION NOTICE OFF THE DOOR. THE CAT IS THE RENT. SKINNING IS A MENTAL PROCESS.
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1.1.2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
11:55PM EST - 12:18AM EST
12:18AM EST - 12:33AM EST (EDITING TIME)
12.2.2020
JANUARY 2ND, 2020
FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK
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CHAPTER THREE: AS OF YET, UNBORN
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I JUST TURNED THIRTY YEARS OLD LAST SUNDAY, DURING NEW YEAR'S WEEKEND. SO WITH ME BEING THIRTY NOW, THE MAIN THING I THINK ABOUT IS MY FUTURE. THANKFULLY FOR ME, DURING MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IN STRONG THOUGHTS AND CONCENTRATED ACTIONS/EFFORTS INTO REALIZING AND ACTUALIZING THE YOUNG ADULT AND CHILDHOOD DREAMS I CARESSED WITHIN. SO WITH THIS, AT THIRTY, I ONLY THINK ABOUT BUILDING MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS WHAT WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MYSELF. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MY ENTIRE FAMILY. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR ALL OF MY SEVEN NIECES AND NEPHEWS. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR MY OWN CHILDREN, AS OF YET, UNBORN.
MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO FUND THE BUSINESS PARTNERSHIPS I HAVE IN THE WORKS WITH BUSINESS PARTNERS AND MY BUSINESS MENTOR. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO SETTLE DOWN AND START A FAMILY OF MY OWN. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL HELP ME GROW MY BRAND AND EXPAND THE BRANDS I GROW FROM SCRATCH. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OTHER PHYSICAL TASK ON THIS EARTH, FOR ME INDIVIDUALLY, FOR THE INVESTMENTS WILL ALLOW ME TO PROVIDE FOR THE WIFE AND CHILDREN I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR. I AM NOT ONE TO JUMP INTO SITUATIONS I KNOW I CAN NOT HANDLE MYSELF IN. IF A CHILD COSTS TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY THOUSAND DOLLARS, ONE QUARTER OF A MILLION DOLLARS, I MUST GET MY EARNING POWER UP TO THE MILLION DOLLAR LEVEL, SO I CAN AFFORD TO SIMULTANEOUSLY FINANCE THE GROWTH OF FOUR CHILDREN.
LET'S SAY I HAD FOUR CHILDREN, AND AN EARNING POWER OF ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON. THAT WOULD BE FOUR MILLION DOLLARS PER YEAR. THAT'S ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE CHILD'S LIFE, EACH CHILD. THE REMAINING INCOME FROM THE EARNING POWER MUST GO INTO VARIOUS DIVERSE INVESTMENT VEHICLES FOR THE CHILDREN. THE FUTURE OF THE FAMILY RAISING ME UP TO PREVIOUS POINTS, IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME BEFORE HAVING CHILDREN OF MY OWN. I SET A PERSONAL GOAL FOR MYSELF; TO NOT CREATE A FAMILY OF MY OWN, UNTIL I HAVE FULLY FINANCED THE FAMILY I ORGINATED FROM. WITH THIS GOAL FINISHED, WHENEVER I DO IN FACT FINISH IT, I WILL BEGIN PUTTING AWAY INVESTMENTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN.
I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MYSELF. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FAMILY OF ORIGIN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR ALL BUSINESS PARTNERS AND THE MENTOR. THIS WOULD MEAN, I WOULD HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS SET UP FOR THE PEOPLE I CHERISH. THE INVESTMENTS IN MY OWN INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO WITH THEM, IF I AM STILL ALIVE WHEN THEY BLOSSOM. THEY WOULD ONLY BE IN MY ACCOUNT, SO I WOULD HAVE ACCESS TO A STASH OF STOCKS, CRYPTO, AND INVESTMENTS, I COULD LIQUIDATE MYSELF, DURING MY LIFETIME. THOSE INVESTMENTS WILL OF COURSE, BE IN MY WILL AS WELL. I WILL ONLY HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY INVESTED IN MY PERSONAL ACCOUNTS. THE AMOUNT MAY STILL IN FACT BE STAGGERING BUT NEVERTHELESS, IT WILL PAIL IN COMPARISON, TO THE ACCOUNTS LEFT IN MY WILL FOR MY LOVED ONES. I INTEND TO HAVE MY LOVED ONES AS WELL, SIGN UP FOR THE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, SO I CAN BUILD THEIR ACCOUNTS FOR THEM WITH MY CAPITAL.
I REALLY JUST CARE ABOUT MAKING SURE THAT I DID IN FACT LOOK OUT FOR ALL OF THOSE WHOM I LOVED SO DEARLY. PERFECT SEGUE. WE ARE NOT INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME FOR OURSELVES, PRIMARILY. WE ARE INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME, FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FAMILIES AND LOVED ONES. NOTHING MATTERED TO US MORE, THAN THOSE WE LOVE. WE ALL LOVE A PRE-SELECTED GROUP OF PEOPLE, MOSTLY COMPRISED OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS. ANY CHILDREN WE HAVE QUICKLY BECOME LOVED ONES, IMMEDIATELY. IT IS THEM, WE ARE TO KEEP IN MIND, WHEN WE CONSIDER BUILDING INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS. MY ULTIMATE GOAL, THE DEFINITE CHIEF AIM, OF THESE CREATIVE ENDEAVORS, WOULD BE TO HELP YOU RETIRE YOURSELF, AND YOUR FAMILIES, AS QUICKLY AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE. EARLY RETIREMENT IS ONE OF THE MOST HUMANE ACTIONS, A HUMAN BEING CAN PERFORM. THERE IS NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE, THAN YOUR PERSONAL RETIREMENT, AND YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. I AIM TO HELP YOU ACHIEVE WHATEVER GOALS YOU HAVE PREVIOUSLY SET FOR YOURSELF. I AIM TO HELP YOU IN ACHIEVING THE PERSONAL GOALS, YOU HAVE YET TO SET FOR YOURSELF. THE MAIN THING YOU HAVE TO DO, PERSONALLY, IS TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, AND TO BELIEVE WITHIN YOURSELF, IT IS IN FACT POSSIBLE. IF YOU DO NOT SEE YOUR GOALS, AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE, AS A HUMAN BEING, YOU SHOULD BE UTTERLY ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. COMMA.
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2:08AM EST - 3:08AM EST
SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH, 2020
1.4.2020
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CHAPTER FOUR: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY
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WE ARE STARTING THIS PROJECT OFF, CONCEPT WISE PER CHAPTER, GRADUALLY. BUT WHAT IF WE THREW YOU, IN THE DEPTH POOL? HERE WE GO. YOU ARE NOW IN THE POOL. HOLDING COMPANIES. INVESTING CAPITAL, FOR COMPANIES, IN EXCHANGE FOR DIVIDENDS FROM SHARES. SHARE WEAR. WEAR SHARE. DIVIDENDS FROM WHERE? HOLDING SHARES FROM COMPANIES, IS PUTTING YOUR MONEY INTO A BUCKET. FIRST YOU NEED A BUCKET LIST. IN THIS UNIVERSE, YOU PUT YOUR MONEY IN THE RIGHT BUCKET, AT THE RIGHT PROFIT MARGIN TIME FRAME, THE MONEY DOUBLES FOR DECADES. A GOOD THREE DECADES THE MONEY WILL DOUBLE. SOMETIMES I FEEL THE EMERGING MARKETS, AS A PART OF DESTINY.
IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS OF A CONSUMER'S MIND VS. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. AT THIS POINT, I ONLY WANT TO BUY FOOD AND CLOTHING WITH EARNED INCOME FROM WORK. I DID NOT KNOW CERTAIN KEYWORDS TO SHAKE THE FEAR. HOLDING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS. MARKETS IN HEAVY DEVELOPMENT. MARKETS POISED TO ERUPT WITHIN A DECADE. MY THIRTIES, I REALIZE NOW, GIVES ME, ONE MORE CHANCE AT PURE YOUTH. ADDING TO THIS DECADE, THE APPLICATION OF EVERYTHING LEARNED, DURING THE RESEARCH IN MY TWENTIES. I AM USING THE TOBACCO MONEY, BAD HABIT MONEY, TO BUY SHARES. ONE WAY OF FUNDING. FIRST WAY OF FUNDING. ANOTHER WAY OF FUNDING IS THRU EARNED INCOME. ANOTHER WAY IS THRU RETURN ON PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS.
THE BUCKET LIST OF EMERGING MARKETS IS THE LIST OF PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS. MARKET CAPITALIZATION IS THE PERCENTAGE OF THE MARKET, THE COMPANY ADHERES TO. HOW MUCH MONEY FROM THE MARKET, DOES THIS COMPANY OR INDUSTRY OWN? IT IS A GAME NAMED "PROFIT MARGINS VS. PRICE LEVELS". WHEN A COMPANY GOES PUBLIC ON THE STOCK MARKET, THE INITIAL PRICE AT THE OPEN ON IT'S FIRST DAY IS THE IPO. THE INITIAL PUBLIC OPEN, THE FIRST PRICE LEVEL AND PROFIT MARGIN. YOU ARE PLAYING, PROFIT MARGIN PRICE LEVEL. WE ARE IN THE TECHNOLOGICAL ERA. TECHNOLOGY STOCKS, WHAT KIND OF TECHNOLOGY STOCKS?
EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE INDUSTRIES, EMERGING INDUSTRIES, THE NEW REVOLUTIONS AND AGES. THEY CAN BE A PART OF YOUR RETIREMENT FUND MAN. THESE KEYWORDS ARE TIMELESS. THE STOCKS FOR THIS TIME PERIOD, THIS AGE OR REVOLUTION, IS TIME SENSITIVE. THEREFORE, THIS PUBLICATION WILL INEVITABLY SERVE AS A DAMMIT I SAW IT COMING. ON PAPER. ON PAPER, THE STOCK BUCKET LIST, IS THE FUTURE. YOU ARE LITERALLY INVESTING IN THE FUTURE INDUSTRIES OF THE FUTURE, IN THE PRESENT. IN THE PRESENT, YOU MUST REMEMBER, THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT. THERE ARE NANO FLIES IN THE HOOD. INVEST IN NANO FLIES, GET OUT OF THE HOOD. THE GHETTO DOESN'T NEED US. WE NEEDED THE GHETTO TO BRING US HERE. NOW, IT IS TIME. TIME FLIES QUICKLY. WOULD YOU SAY?
WE CALL IT "NBC ART". NANO TECHNOLOGY. BIO METRICS. CRYPTO, CYBER NETICS, CYBER SECURITY, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, ROBOTICS, TRANS HUMAN INDUSTRIES, PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY. COGNITIVE AND NEURO SCIENCE, BIO SCIENCE, ENTERPRISING SOFTWARE. SOON WE WILL GO TO THE LIST OF 100 DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. WAS THIS SWIM, THIS CHAPTER, DEEP ENOUGH FOR DEPTH?
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6:30PM EST - 7:10PM EST
1.4.2020
SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH 2020
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CHAPTER FIVE: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY CONTINUED
HOLDING STOCKS WILL BE MY NEST EGG. WE MUST UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL INNOVATIONS OF OUR DAYS, IN OUR LIVES, FOR THE BETTER OPPORTUNITIES OUT THERE, AWAITING OUR HEIRS. I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A STUDENT. I WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING MORE THAN A GRAND STUDENT. I LEARN WHAT I MUST APPLY. I MUST APPLY WHAT I'VE LEARNED. WHAT IS AN ASSET CLASS? THAT'S WHAT I WOULD ASK ALEXA. HEY SIRI. HEY GOOGLE. OK GOOGLE. WE ARE ENTERING THE ALEXA AGE. THE ALEXA REVOLUTION HAS TAKEN PLACE SEAMLESSLY. IT APPEARS AS IF MORE PEOPLE ADORE HER THAN NOT. CAN ALEXA TESTIFY IN COURT?
THERE'S A NEW TYPE OF ASSET. THE DIGITAL ASSET. WHEN WOULD THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEAR? IN THE AFTER THE. AFTER THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION, THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEARS, IN THE DIGITAL AGE. WE HAVE BEEN IN THE DIGITAL AGE, I FEEL MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. I WAS BORN DURING THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION. MILLENNIAL. I SAW THE WORLD DIGITIZE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I HAD NO IDEA. I HAD NO IDEA I WOULD STUDY THOSE TIME PERIODS. DIGITAL ASSETS, DIGITAL CURRENCY. DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS. DCUS. HOLDING DCUS ARE THE START OF THE STOCK PORTFOLIO.
THE FUNNY. THE FUNNY THING ABOUT THE FIAT AMERICAN DOLLAR, IS INFLATION. THE PURCHASING POWER IS LESS THAN THE DOLLAR IT IS POSING AS. DIGITAL CURRENCY HOWEVER, EVENTUALLY EXCEEDS ONE DOLLAR IN VALUE, PER UNIT. SO, WHILE YOU ARE FIGURING OUT WHICH INDUSTRIES AND COMPANIES TO INVEST IN, YOU ARE HOLDING THE STOCK FUNDS, IN A DIGITAL ASSET PORTFOLIO. AS THE DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS ENHANCE PRICE LEVELS, YOU CAN NOW AFFORD MORE SHARES. OUR GOAL HERE, FOR YOU ALL, IS TO PROVIDE AS GREAT A SERVICE AS POSSIBLE. BEING PUBLISHED, I HAVE TO SPILL THE GUTS.
DIGITAL CURRENCY ISN'T INFLATED. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES DURING YOUR LIFETIME, YOU SHOULD INVEST IN THEM. RISE WITH THE EMERGING MARKETS MY FRIEND. THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES COULD UTILIZE YOUR CAPITAL IN THEIR ENDEAVORS. THEY WOULD BE EVER SO GRACIOUS TO YOU. YOU'D PROBABLY GET DIVIDENDS. YOU COULD SHARE THOSE SHARES. YOU COULD LEAVE THOSE SHARES, TO YOUR CHILDREN, OR THEIR CHILDREN. IN ESSENCE, I AM ACTUALLY PUBLISHING A TREASURE MAP. IT'S FAIRLY ODD. SHOUT OUT TO MY PARENTS. SHOUT OUT TO THE "EBONY TREASURE MAP". THE BITS OF THE BOOK I WAS ABLE TO FINISH DURING AGE TWENTY WAS GREAT TO AND FOR ME.
WHEN YOU GO SHOPPING FOR GROCERIES AND YOU ARE LOOKING FOR CEREAL, WHERE DO YOU GO? THE CEREAL ISLE. YOU SHOP FOR STOCKS, BASED ON THE ISLE. THE EMERGING ISLES. THE ISLES EVERYONE IS NOT ON. WHEN YOU FINALLY FIND THE CEREAL, IN THE CEREAL ISLE, YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT ISLE. GET EVERY BOX YOU CAN AFFORD. THERE'S A MILLION DOLLAR PRIZE IN THOSE BOXES. NOT IN ALL OF THEM, MAYBE, BUT NOT ALWAYS ALL OF THEM. THERE ARE BILLIONS OF PRIZES IN CERTAIN CEREAL BRANDS. PURCHASE THE RIGHT CEREAL, LEAVE AN INHERITANCE. I FEEL LIKE, THE BEST WAY TO MAKE A BILLION DOLLARS, IS TO PROMISE TO GOD YOU'LL GIVE HALF OF IT AWAY TO OTHER PEOPLE. THAT'S HOW I DID IT. NO ONE KNOWS YOUR FUTURE NET WORTH, THEY MOSTLY TREAT YOU BASED ON YOUR CURRENT NET WORTH. THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT FOR ALL OF US. LOOK AT WHAT I AM WRITING AND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING AT. INTERNALIZING. I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE ECONOMIC POWERS I WIELD. IT'S A CIRCUS AND A JUNGLE OUT HERE. THE CIRCUS IS INSIDE OF THE JUNGLE. STAY OUT OF THE CIRCUS, TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE.
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7:05PM EST - 8:05PM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 5TH, 2020
1.5.2020
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CHAPTER SIX: HOLDING
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HOLDING STOCKS IS FOR BUILDING ECONOMIC POWER. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO BUILD YOUR ECONOMIC POWER, BEFORE THE STOCKS SURGE, YOU CAN BUY AS MANY STOCKS AS YOU WANT TO. NOT ONLY SHOULD YOU BUY STOCKS, YOU NEED TO BUY STOCKS. WE EMPHATICALLY IMPLORE YOU. STRAIGHT UP, YOU'RE NOT HOLDING STOCKS FOR ME. I WON'T SEE A DOLLAR. YOU KNOW IT. THERE'S NO WAY. YOU ARE HOLDING PORTFOLIOS, FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. RIGHT?
WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU RETIRE. BUY AS MANY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING MARKETS AND DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES, AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. I AM A VERY SPIRIT FILLED INDIVIDUAL. I HAVE MY OWN WAVE. WE ARE IN A NEW WAVE. THIS WAVE IS NOT OF MY DOING. I CAN SEE THE WAVE EMERGING ON THE RISE. WITH ECONOMICAL SURFBOARD IN HAND, AFTER LETTING YOU KNOW WHAT THIS WAVE IS CAPABLE OF DOING FOR US, I BID YOU FAREWELL. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I WAS ACTIVELY PURSUING ECONOMIC FREEDOM, THIS IS ALL THAT MATTERED ABOUT ME. I PUBLISHED THE NOTES AND STRATEGY AND THEN I BID YOU FAREWELL.
POSTERITY. FIND OUT ABOUT AS MANY DIFFERENT, LEGITIMATE, WAYS TO LEVERAGE FINANCES. LIMIT YOUR CONSUMPTION EXPENSES, AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. INVEST YOUR BAD HABIT MONEY, INTO THE STOCK MARKET. THOSE WORDS CAUSE FEAR. THIS PUBLICATION, HELPS TO SERVE THE NOTION, FEAR ITSELF IS THE ONLY THING TO FEAR. FDR. I CAN EARN BILLIONS FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. MY CHILDREN. MY BUSINESS PARTNERS. MY MENTOR. EVEN THERE IT IS STILL MUCH FURTHER TO GO. HELP WISE. SERVICE TO OTHERS. SO THIS PUBLICATION, DOES IT'S OWN DAMAGE. DAMAGE TO WHAT, I'M NOT GOING THERE WITH YOU. I JUST WANT TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE RETIRE AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE.
I FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN MY HEART. ONCE YOU CROSS OVER, YOU TAKE NOTHING WITH YOU. I CAN EARN BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. MONEY CAN BE PUT IN MY CASKET, I STILL DIDN'T TAKE IT. IT'S ALL ABOUT DISTRIBUTION. THE ACCOUNTS I SET UP WILL ONLY HAVE WHAT I NEED IN THEM AND THE REST WILL BE DISTRIBUTED. STOCKS AND ALL DIGITAL ASSETS, UNTIL WE COMPLETE THE LIST. FOR NOW, THE FIRST MILLIONS EARNED, GO INTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS OF ALL KINDS. STARTING WITH THE STOCKS AND CRYPTO CURRENCIES, HEADING TOWARDS COMMERCIAL AND RESIDENTIAL REAL ESTATE. FLIIPPING HOUSE EQUITIES, TAX LIENS, JOINT VENTURES. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE BIG DREAMER. NOW I MUST ACT THEM OUT. DAY BY DAY, IMPLEMENT MORE STRATEGIC HABITS INTO THE SPARE TIME I HAVE.
AT THIRTY, THIS IS GENERALLY WHEN ONE WOULD DELVE INTO FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. I BARELY MADE IT. THE THREE YEAR PREPARATION STUDIES CURVED THE BEND AHEAD. AT THIRTY, AT THIS POINT, I AM FINANCIALLY NEUTRAL, MY DECISIONS BROUGHT ME HERE, TO THIRTY AND NEUTRAL. MY DECISIONS FROM HERE ON OUT, WILL DETERMINE THE LIFE'S SAKE. I BARELY MADE IT. THREE YEARS FROM NOW, WILL BE TEN YEARS FROM THE FIRST ASSET PURCHASED. THE DIGITAL ASSET, THE FIRST EVER. I HAVE WAY MORE STUDYING TO DO. I MUST INCREASE THE STUDYING, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. ASAP. AMAP. THE APPLICATION OF WHAT IS STUDIED MUST BE ALL THE THRITIES ARE ABOUT. IF YOU LIVE TO SEE FORTY, THIRTY FIVE FOR YOU. CHILDREN. I HAVE FIVE YEARS TO CREATE THE DREAM SCAPE I WANT FOR MY LIFE SITUATION AND LIFE, BEFORE HAVING A CHILD INSERTED INTO IT BY MY OWN GLANDS. AT MY OWN GLANDS. I WANT TO BE A STAY AT HOME DAD. WE MAKE MONEY FROM HOME OVER HERE BABY.
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SATURDAY JANUARY 11TH, 2020
1.11.2020
6:38PM EST - 7:00PM EST
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CHAPTER SEVEN: ANY RETURN ON YOUR INVESTMENTS
ANY RETURNS ON YOUR INVESTMENTS, MUST SEE THE TAXES FOR IT PAID. IF YOU RETAIN THE PROFITS INSIDE OF MORE INVESTMENTS, OR THE SAME INVESTMENT, YOU DON'T GET TAXED UNTIL YOUR CAPITAL IS DONE GAINING. INVESTING IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. INVESTING FOR YOUR BLOOD, IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. HOLDING STOCKS IS HOW YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. WITHIN THE DECADE, OF READING THIS MANIFESTO. IF YOU CAN SOMEHOW MANAGE TO ENACT THE STRATEGY, AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO DO, YOU MY FRIEND SHALL RULE YOUR OWN WORLD. RULING YOUR OWN WORLD, IS NOT BEYOND YOUR REACH. HOWEVER, OUR REACH, SHOULD ALWAYS EXCEED OUR GRASP.
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CHAPTER SEVEN SESSION TWO:
1.12.2020
SUNDAY DECEMBER 12TH, 2020
1:42AM EST - 2:54AM EST = 1HR 2M
AT THIRTY YEARS OLD, I AM TERRIFIED OF THE RAMIFICATIONS OF NOT HOLDING STOCKS. OH BOY, I MUST REMEMBER, I WILL BE FORTY, WITH GOD'S GRACES, GOD WILLING, SO I MUST CONTINUE SETTING UP MY LIFE. IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS PURSUING THE ARTISTIC PORTFOLIO. FILMMAKER AND NOVELIST. WHAT NO ONE I KNEW TOLD ME, WAS WHAT I NOW TELL PEOPLE OF, IN REGARDS TO TECH STOCKS. AT THIS POINT, WE GET A DEEP SENSE OF RELIEF, KNOWING WE ARE INVESTING OUR BLACK AND MILD MONEY INTO TECH STOCKS, INCLUDING CRYPTO.
DOING WHAT I AM DOING NOW, WITH INVESTING, IN MY TWENTIES, WOULD HAVE FUNDED CXF AND DXC BY NOW. THAT'S THE REALIZATION OF THE TWENTIES. MY TWENTIES. IN THE 2010s. IN MY THIRTIES, I MUST INVEST AS MUCH AS I CAN INTO MY HOLDINGS. LEARNING TO TRADE, WAS TO FURTHER THE HOLDING ABILITIES. NOW, I HAVE TO TAKE PROFIT FROM THE TRADING. WHEN THE MONEY DOUBLES, PULL IT OFF AND PLACE IT IN THE CURRENCY'S RESPECTIVE WALLET. THEN SEND THE CURRENCY OUT TO HOLD AS CRYPTO, OR TO PURCHASE STOCKS AND REAL ESTATE.
WITH THIS SAID, I MANAGE TO GET THE TRADING RIGHT, THE PROFITS WILL JUST FLOW INTO THE HOLDINGS. THE EARNED INCOME FROM ACTIVE INCOME, WORKING JOBS, WILL GO INTO BILLS AND STOCKS AND CRYPTO. THE BETTER THE TRADING GOES, THE MORE STOCKS CAN BE PURCHASED IN OTHER'S ACCOUNTS. FOR OTHERS. FOR NOW, PURCHASE THEM IN YOUR ACCOUNTS, WITH YOUR MONEY. THE TRADING PROFITS WILL CREATE A MONEY MAKING MACHINE, FROM, TWO MONEY MAKING MACHINES.
EVEN WITHOUT THE TRADING, THE HOLDING PROFIT RETURNS WILL BE MILLIONS. PURCHASING SPECIFIC INDUSTRY STOCKS, OVER THE NEXT DECADE, MY THIRTIES, WILL BRING IN A BILLION, I CAN SEE THAT. TRADING AND HOLDING FROM THE TRADING, FOR TEN YEARS, ON TOP OF HOLDING FROM SLAVE WAGES, WILL DEFINITELY SEE IT FIT FOR BILLIONS. GET THE TRADING, NOW YOU'RE STILL WORKING SLAVE WAGES, BUT THROWING THE HALF OR FULL CHECK INTO THE HOLDINGS. THE TRADING PROFITS NOW PAY FOR THE BILLS, HOWEVER, THE REST OF THE PROFITS GO INTO THE HOLDINGS. THIS IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. TRADING IS HARSH TO LEARN FOR YOU ARE CONQUERING YOURSELF, NOT THE MARKET.
YOU WILL LEARN TO CONQUER THE MARKET, AFTER CONQUERING YOURSELF. THIS IS WHAT I AM LEARNING, DOING IT. I MYSELF AM TRADING. I MUST TRADE AGAINST MYSELF. WHEN I TRADE AGAINST MYSELF, I AM ACTUALLY ACCOUNTING FOR THE POSSIBILITY, IN WHICH I MAY BE WRONG. THE OTHER FIFTY PERCENT. CAST BOTH LINES.
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1.12.2020
SUNDAY JANUARY 12TH, 2020
5:47PM EST - 6:27PM EST

I make freezer meals for local farmers during seeding/harvest and I'm looking for some inspiration for new things this year. I typically make the following:

• Lasagna
• Meatballs
• Cottage Pie
• Butter Chicken
• Roasted Ham/Chicken/Beef
• Mashed Potatoes/Fried Rice/Roasted Veg
• Pasta Alfredo
• BBQ Ribs
• Mac and Cheese
• Sesame/GingeSweet and Sour Pork

These need to be frozen in single serve containers that get heated up very slowly in a lunch box that plugs into the lighter outlet in the tractoseedecombine. Any ideas are so very appreciated! (no allergies, no food preferences, can handle heat).

2.9.2020
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 9TH, 2020
9:12PM EST - 9:50 PM EST
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DEDICATION: HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KEVI FROM KEVITV
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THIS VOLUME IS DEDICATED TO SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. MY 19 YEAR OLD NIECE. SHE TURNS 19 TOMORROW. I WANT TO PUBLISH THIS BOOK, ON HER 19TH BIRTHDAY. THIS PROJECT HAS BEEN PROOFREAD. THE PROOFREADING WAS AUDIO RECORDED. HELPS. I AM WRITING THIS PROJECT AND IT WILL HELP MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU KEVI. I WANT YOU TO BE ONE OF THEM. IT WOULD BE IRONIC IF YOUR UNCLE WROTE A PLAN, HELPING MILLIONS, AND YOU DIDN'T PARTICIPATE. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I LOVE YOU. I THINK OF YOU WHEN I INVEST IN ASSETS. I HAD THE PRILIVEGE OF WATCHING YOU GROW UP. IF THEY ASKED ME WHAT I DID ALL DAY INSIDE OF MY MIND? THE ANSWER IS KARAOKE. SOMETIMES AT WORK I GET CAUGHT. ENGAGING IN KARAOKE. I TOOK YOUR ADVICE FROM FIVE YEARS AGO. I MAKE MYSELF LAUGH INSIDE OF MY HEAD ALL DAY NOW. IT IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ARENA.
THIS BOOK IS AWESOME KEVI. I JUST FINISHED IT, TWO DAYS AGO. KEVI I LOVE YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I FINISHED THE BOOK, TWO DAYS OR THREE DAYS BEFORE YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. SO I JUST SAID I HAD ENOUGH TIME TO EDIT IT BY YOUR BIRTHDAY AND PUBLISH IT WITHIN THE HOUR. I LOVE YOU. I WISH I HAD ECONOMIC GOGGLES TO SEND YOU, SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I SEE. IF YOU NEVER READ THIS OR APPLY IT AFTER READING, I APPLY IT FOR YOU. THERE ARE TWO TYPES OF LITERACY I KNOW OF. READING WORDS. READING PERCENTAGES. READING THE LETTER. READING THE DOLLAR. IT'S NOT ABOUT SALARY. IT'S EARNING POWER. YOU WON'T GET IT UNTIL YOU GET IT. FINANCIAL LITERACY. AT THE SAME TIME, AS YOU CAN SEE, I BACKED OFF. I LET YOU DO YOU. IT IS WHAT IT IS. I LOVE YOU KEVI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. I WROTE A BOOK. RIGHT BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY. HERE'S PART OF YOUR GIFT. I WILL STASH AWAY CRYPTO AND STOCKS FOR YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN. I PUBLISHED THIS BOOK ON YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. 46
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10:38PM EST -11:35PM EST
CHRISTMAS DAY 2019
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 25TH, 2019
12.25.2019
PERSON OF NUMBERS
CANDARA FONT
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THE INTRODUCTION: HORRIBLE MINDSET
WHAT IS A PERSON OF NUMBERS? A PERSON OF LETTERS, IS THE TERM INSPIRING THE TITLE FOR THIS ONE. A MAN OF LETTERS IS ONE WHOM WRITES BOOKS POSSIBLY. SO, CONVERSELY, A MAN OF NUMBERS, THE PERSON OF NUMBERS, IS ONE WHOM POSSIBLY SPONSORS INVESTMENTS. LIFE IS ALL ABOUT INVESTMENTS. YES, WE TOOK IT THERE. HOW MANY GREAT INVESTMENTS CAN YOU MAKE FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S SAKE? YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN BE PAID. THEY SHOULD BE PAID. THEY ALSO NEED TO LEARN HOW TO GET IT ON THEIR OWN. THEY NEED TO PAY THEMSELVES. HOW DOES ONE WIN THE RAT RACE??? HOW DO YOU ESCAPE THE RAT RACE MATRIX? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN UNCLE SAM COMES SLAMMING FOR YOU? WE HAVE TO HAVE GREAT INVESTMENTS FOR OUR FUTURES, FOR OUR FUTURES TO BE LESS CONCERNING OF AN ISSUE TO US. THERE IS A MINDSET OF INVESTO-PHOBIA. HORRIBLE MINDSET, FOR THE RECORD. WHY BE AFRAID OF RETIREMENT? BREAKING THIS DOWN IN AN EQUATION, RETIREMENT IS SOMETHING HAPPENING YEARS FROM NOW. SO INVESTING IN TECHNOLOGY STOCKS WHILE YOUNG ALLOWS A PREFERRED RETIREMENT FUND TO LIVE ON AND FURTHER GROW. IF RETIREMENT IS LATER, THEN INVESTING IN EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES, WHICH WOULDN'T POP OFF FULLY UNTIL RETIREMENT AGE. WHAT WE WOULD HAVE WISHED IN OUR TWENTIES, SOMEONE TO SAY THESE THINGS TO US THEN? THE LEAST FRIGHTENING WAY OF LOOKING AT THE STOCKS ARE INDUSTRY BUCKETS.
THROW YOUR MONEY INTO THE RIGHT BUCKET, BUCKET PROFITS DOUBLE AND SPLIT. THIS ENTIRE PROJECT WILL DELVE INTO CONSORTED ECONOMIC STRATEGIES. MY WAY OF TELLING YOU I WOULD SWITCH THE CONCEPTS OFTEN SO YOU DON'T SQUIRM AS MUCH. I WILL GET NO BENEFIT IN THE AFTERLIFE FOR LYING TO YOU NOW MY FRIEND, I FEAR. I INTEND TO LEAVE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS IN DOLLARS INVESTED IN THE STOCK MARKET, TO BE LEFT TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE. THESE PUBLICATIONS ARE MERE DIARIES OF WHAT WENT ON WHEN. WHEN IT IS ALL OBVIOUS, THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL BE GIVEN OUT AS CONVERSATION ENDERS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO DISPLAYING THE CONCEPTS FROM OUR MIND ON ECONOMIC BLISS. WE ALL WANT ECONOMIC BLISS. IF I COULD WRITE A LETTER TO MYSELF TEN YEARS AGO, ONE LONG LETTER TO 18YR OLD CHAD. HOWEVER I CAN NOT, I CAN ONLY WRITE LETTERS TO THE CHAD TEN YEARS FROM NOW AND I CAN WRITE LETTERS TO YOU. SO, THESE ARE MY LETTERS TO YOU, MY FRIEND.
LETTERS BUT NOTES. NOTES ON ECONOMIC STRATEGIZING. WHATEVER INVESTMENT ARENA I AM INVESTING IN MYSELF, I WILL INCLUDE NOTES ON THE EXPERIENCES. THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL INCLUDE TRADE ACCOUNT PICTURES. I WILL IMMEDIATELY RESTART YOUTUBING AGAIN, BUT AS A FOREX TRADER'S CHANNEL. I DEFINITELY HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO GOD FOR MY LIFE IN WHICH I LOVE SO DEARLY. I WANT THE PUBLICATIONS I WRITE IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE 2020'S, TO REFLECT A CERTAIN GROWTH. A CERTAIN ECONOMIC GROWTH THE WRITING PHASES SHOW. ON THE CREATIVE SIDE, I WILL BE DELVING INTO COSMIC HORROR TO HONOR THE NEED TO VENT. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR GIVING THIS PUBLICATION YOUR ATTENTION AND I LOOK FORWARD TO ENTERTAINING YOU WITH THE INFORMATION I WAS PRIVY TO.
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DECEMBER 29TH, 2019 11:25PMEST -12:05AM EST
DECEMBER 30TH,2019
(30TH BIRTHDAY)
LAST THIRTY MINUTES OF 30TH BIRTHDAY WRITING SESSION AUDIO RECORDED AS WELL. EVERY WRITING SESSION OF THIS PUBLICATION HAS BEEN AND WILL BE AUDIO RECORDED TO SPUR STEED SPEED..
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CHAPTER ONE: THIS IS JUST MY DIARY AND SO NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
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INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS CALLED FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. MONEY IS ONLY SCARY WHEN YOU ARE NOT FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING IS AKIN TO PUTTING YOUR MONEY TO WORK FOR YOU, FOR A CHANGE. YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME TO WIN. IT IS A GAME AND EVERYTHING GOES BACK IN THE BOX. BUILDING WEALTH IS ALL STRATEGY. WHAT PLAN CAN YOU COME UP WITH TO GET YOURSELF OUT OF THIS ECONOMIC MATRIX MY FRIEND? INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS SOMETHING YOU DO FOR YOU CHILDREN. INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS THE LEAST RISKY THING YOU CAN EVER DO WITH YOUR MONEY. MAINLY DUE TO THE FACT, NOT INVESTING YOUR MONEY LEAVES YOU LITTLE BUFFER. IF YOU DO NOT INVEST YOUR EARNINGS, THEN WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU BURNING YOUR EARNINGS ON? THE ELECTRICITY BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. THE MOBILE CELLULAR PHONE BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. EVERY BILL IS A LIFE LONG ONE. EVERY SINGLE BILL IS LIFE LONG.
SO, IF THE BILLS ARE NEVER GOING TO STOP, THEN ONLY PAYING THE BILLS WILL NEVER STOP YOU FROM HAVING TO PAY THE BILLS MAN. THE BEST I CAN DO IS TO LEAVE WITH YOU A COLLECTION OF THE MOST STRATEGIC THOUGHT PATTERNS I HAD AVAILABLE ECONOMICALLY. THIS IS AS SAID BEFORE, A DIARY OF WHAT IS TO COME AND HISTORICALLY AN INVESTMENT STRATEGY TO ENACT. STRATEGIES ARE TO BE ENACTED AND I AM DOCUMENTING THE STRATEGIES I AM EMPLOYING NOW AT THE BEGINNING OF MY THIRTIES. FOR THE LAST THREE YEARS, THE LAST THREE YEARS OF MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN ENCAPSULATED MENTALLY WITH INVESTMENT PHILOSOPHY. ALL OF THOSE WRITINGS WILL BE INCLUDED IN THESE WRITINGS JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE FULL PUBLICATION FOR THE INVESTMENT WRITING.
INVESTING STRATEGY IS A MINDSET. WARFARE IS A MINDSET. THE ECONOMIC WARFARE CALLS FOR STRATEGY. ECONOMIC STRATEGY WILL FREE YOU FROM THE ECONOMIC WARFARE, CAUSING ECONOMIC SLAVERY. WE ARE ENSLAVED TO THE DOLLAR AND WHAT DID YOU EVER DO TO THE DOLLAR FOR IT TO ENSLAVE YOUR GRASS? THE DOLLAR LITERALLY ENSLAVES YOUR GRASS. ZEY CALL IT PROPERTY TAX. IT'S YOUR MONEY AND SADLY YOUR FORTUNE IS IN YOUR HANDS RIGHT NOW. NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I JUST MIGHT NOT BE ABLE, TO HELP YOU AT ALL NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO. SO, IF YOU ARE AN OPEN MIND, WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU PURCHASE YOUR ECONOMIC FREEDOM. ECONOMIC FREEDOM MUST BE PURCHASED MY FRIEND.
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1:43AM EST - 2:30AM EST
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
1.1.2020
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CHAPTER TWO: Z'WORLDS
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MOST PEOPLE WHO LEARN WHAT I AM RESEARCHING, WILL NOT TELL YOU ANYTHING ABOUT IT, AT ALL, EVER. MOST PEOPLE, I HOWEVER, SHALL SPILL MY GUTS FOR FREE UNTIL THE AFTERMATH. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD FOR THIS LIFE AND THESE GIFTS AND SO I MUST SHARE THEM WITH Z'WORLD. SO HERE WE GO. HERE'S HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. WHAT IS INVESTING? INVESTING IS, TO US, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. IN WHAT MANNER ARE YOU FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING IS THE QUESTION TO ASK MY DEAR FRIEND? YES!
(PERSONAL MANDATE) YOU SHOULD, AS IN I, INVEST 80% OF YOUR PROFITS FROM INVESTMENTS, INTO OTHER INVESTMENTS. INVESTING, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, IS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO RETIRE YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY. YOUR LOVED ONES WILL FINANCIALLY BENEFIT FROM YOUR SUCCESS BECAUSE YOU ARE GOING TO ENJOY RETIRING THEM, ECONOMICALLY, BUYING THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS. YOU'RE ACTUALLY GIVING THEM THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS SO THEY CAN PURCHASE THEIR FREEDOM THEIR SELVES. THIS IS WHY I AM NOT EVER AFRAID ANYMORE, OF LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR.
THE DOLLAR, IS A DEFLATING TIRE. I SHALL LEVERAGE, THE DEFLATING TIRE, THUS HAVING A TEE-PEE HUT FULL OF TIRES BEING LEVERAGED. I DIDN'T DEFLATE SAID TIRE, THE GAME WAS RIGGED. RIGGED OR NOT WE WON. WE WON. WHO WON? WE WON. WHO IS WE? WE. YOU. ME. WE. I'M TAKING YOU WITH ME. IF IT'S IN YOUR DESTINY TO SEE THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT, TO ESCAPING THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. MONOPOLY IS A BOARD GAME, CLEARLY. AT THE END OF THE GAME, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU ACQUIRE, IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX.
IF IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX, YOU MUST ACQUIRE, THEN DISTRIBUTE. BEFORE DISTRIBUTING, YOU SHOULD INITIALLY CONSIDER EXPANSION. AFTER EXPANSION, ALLOW THE LEVERAGED FINANCES TO REVOLVE AND AGE. "SHOULD" IS SUCH A STRONG WORD. I HATE USING THE WORD "SHOULD". I SHOULD, STOP USING THE WORD "SHOULD". THIS IS AN INVESTMENT VEHICLE SO, "SHOULD", IS A WORD USED IN THE REALM OF PROJECTION AND SPECULATION. IF YOU FEAR SPECULATION, WHY DO YOU HAVE EXES?
ALL I WANT FROM YOU, IS AN EARLY RETIREMENT. ALL I WANT OF YOU, IS FOR YOU TO RETIRE AS SOON AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. ALL I WANT FOR YOU, IS YOUR NEST EGG. I WANT YOU, OUT OF THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. THERE'S NO NEED FOR YOU HERE. HONESTLY, YOU SERVICES ARE ACTUALLY, REQUIRED ELSEWHERE. ELSEWHERE YOU SHOULD GO, FOR MEANS AFFORDING RETIREMENT. THEY SAY AUTOMATION MEANS PEOPLE LOSE JOBS. THEY WERE NEVER SUPPOSED TO ALWAYS NEED A JOB TO PAY THEIR BILLS IN THE FIRST PLACE. OTHERWISE THAT'S THE WORST CASE. THIS IS THE NEW DECADE AND FRIEND, THERE ARE M O R E L E G A L WAYS TO SKIN THE EVICTION NOTICE OFF THE DOOR. THE CAT IS THE RENT. SKINNING IS A MENTAL PROCESS.
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1.1.2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
11:55PM EST - 12:18AM EST
12:18AM EST - 12:33AM EST (EDITING TIME)
12.2.2020
JANUARY 2ND, 2020
FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK
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CHAPTER THREE: AS OF YET, UNBORN
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I JUST TURNED THIRTY YEARS OLD LAST SUNDAY, DURING NEW YEAR'S WEEKEND. SO WITH ME BEING THIRTY NOW, THE MAIN THING I THINK ABOUT IS MY FUTURE. THANKFULLY FOR ME, DURING MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IN STRONG THOUGHTS AND CONCENTRATED ACTIONS/EFFORTS INTO REALIZING AND ACTUALIZING THE YOUNG ADULT AND CHILDHOOD DREAMS I CARESSED WITHIN. SO WITH THIS, AT THIRTY, I ONLY THINK ABOUT BUILDING MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS WHAT WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MYSELF. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MY ENTIRE FAMILY. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR ALL OF MY SEVEN NIECES AND NEPHEWS. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR MY OWN CHILDREN, AS OF YET, UNBORN.
MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO FUND THE BUSINESS PARTNERSHIPS I HAVE IN THE WORKS WITH BUSINESS PARTNERS AND MY BUSINESS MENTOR. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO SETTLE DOWN AND START A FAMILY OF MY OWN. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL HELP ME GROW MY BRAND AND EXPAND THE BRANDS I GROW FROM SCRATCH. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OTHER PHYSICAL TASK ON THIS EARTH, FOR ME INDIVIDUALLY, FOR THE INVESTMENTS WILL ALLOW ME TO PROVIDE FOR THE WIFE AND CHILDREN I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR. I AM NOT ONE TO JUMP INTO SITUATIONS I KNOW I CAN NOT HANDLE MYSELF IN. IF A CHILD COSTS TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY THOUSAND DOLLARS, ONE QUARTER OF A MILLION DOLLARS, I MUST GET MY EARNING POWER UP TO THE MILLION DOLLAR LEVEL, SO I CAN AFFORD TO SIMULTANEOUSLY FINANCE THE GROWTH OF FOUR CHILDREN.
LET'S SAY I HAD FOUR CHILDREN, AND AN EARNING POWER OF ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON. THAT WOULD BE FOUR MILLION DOLLARS PER YEAR. THAT'S ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE CHILD'S LIFE, EACH CHILD. THE REMAINING INCOME FROM THE EARNING POWER MUST GO INTO VARIOUS DIVERSE INVESTMENT VEHICLES FOR THE CHILDREN. THE FUTURE OF THE FAMILY RAISING ME UP TO PREVIOUS POINTS, IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME BEFORE HAVING CHILDREN OF MY OWN. I SET A PERSONAL GOAL FOR MYSELF; TO NOT CREATE A FAMILY OF MY OWN, UNTIL I HAVE FULLY FINANCED THE FAMILY I ORGINATED FROM. WITH THIS GOAL FINISHED, WHENEVER I DO IN FACT FINISH IT, I WILL BEGIN PUTTING AWAY INVESTMENTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN.
I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MYSELF. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FAMILY OF ORIGIN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR ALL BUSINESS PARTNERS AND THE MENTOR. THIS WOULD MEAN, I WOULD HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS SET UP FOR THE PEOPLE I CHERISH. THE INVESTMENTS IN MY OWN INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO WITH THEM, IF I AM STILL ALIVE WHEN THEY BLOSSOM. THEY WOULD ONLY BE IN MY ACCOUNT, SO I WOULD HAVE ACCESS TO A STASH OF STOCKS, CRYPTO, AND INVESTMENTS, I COULD LIQUIDATE MYSELF, DURING MY LIFETIME. THOSE INVESTMENTS WILL OF COURSE, BE IN MY WILL AS WELL. I WILL ONLY HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY INVESTED IN MY PERSONAL ACCOUNTS. THE AMOUNT MAY STILL IN FACT BE STAGGERING BUT NEVERTHELESS, IT WILL PAIL IN COMPARISON, TO THE ACCOUNTS LEFT IN MY WILL FOR MY LOVED ONES. I INTEND TO HAVE MY LOVED ONES AS WELL, SIGN UP FOR THE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, SO I CAN BUILD THEIR ACCOUNTS FOR THEM WITH MY CAPITAL.
I REALLY JUST CARE ABOUT MAKING SURE THAT I DID IN FACT LOOK OUT FOR ALL OF THOSE WHOM I LOVED SO DEARLY. PERFECT SEGUE. WE ARE NOT INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME FOR OURSELVES, PRIMARILY. WE ARE INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME, FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FAMILIES AND LOVED ONES. NOTHING MATTERED TO US MORE, THAN THOSE WE LOVE. WE ALL LOVE A PRE-SELECTED GROUP OF PEOPLE, MOSTLY COMPRISED OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS. ANY CHILDREN WE HAVE QUICKLY BECOME LOVED ONES, IMMEDIATELY. IT IS THEM, WE ARE TO KEEP IN MIND, WHEN WE CONSIDER BUILDING INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS. MY ULTIMATE GOAL, THE DEFINITE CHIEF AIM, OF THESE CREATIVE ENDEAVORS, WOULD BE TO HELP YOU RETIRE YOURSELF, AND YOUR FAMILIES, AS QUICKLY AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE. EARLY RETIREMENT IS ONE OF THE MOST HUMANE ACTIONS, A HUMAN BEING CAN PERFORM. THERE IS NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE, THAN YOUR PERSONAL RETIREMENT, AND YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. I AIM TO HELP YOU ACHIEVE WHATEVER GOALS YOU HAVE PREVIOUSLY SET FOR YOURSELF. I AIM TO HELP YOU IN ACHIEVING THE PERSONAL GOALS, YOU HAVE YET TO SET FOR YOURSELF. THE MAIN THING YOU HAVE TO DO, PERSONALLY, IS TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, AND TO BELIEVE WITHIN YOURSELF, IT IS IN FACT POSSIBLE. IF YOU DO NOT SEE YOUR GOALS, AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE, AS A HUMAN BEING, YOU SHOULD BE UTTERLY ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. COMMA.
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2:08AM EST - 3:08AM EST
SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH, 2020
1.4.2020
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CHAPTER FOUR: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY
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WE ARE STARTING THIS PROJECT OFF, CONCEPT WISE PER CHAPTER, GRADUALLY. BUT WHAT IF WE THREW YOU, IN THE DEPTH POOL? HERE WE GO. YOU ARE NOW IN THE POOL. HOLDING COMPANIES. INVESTING CAPITAL, FOR COMPANIES, IN EXCHANGE FOR DIVIDENDS FROM SHARES. SHARE WEAR. WEAR SHARE. DIVIDENDS FROM WHERE? HOLDING SHARES FROM COMPANIES, IS PUTTING YOUR MONEY INTO A BUCKET. FIRST YOU NEED A BUCKET LIST. IN THIS UNIVERSE, YOU PUT YOUR MONEY IN THE RIGHT BUCKET, AT THE RIGHT PROFIT MARGIN TIME FRAME, THE MONEY DOUBLES FOR DECADES. A GOOD THREE DECADES THE MONEY WILL DOUBLE. SOMETIMES I FEEL THE EMERGING MARKETS, AS A PART OF DESTINY.
IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS OF A CONSUMER'S MIND VS. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. AT THIS POINT, I ONLY WANT TO BUY FOOD AND CLOTHING WITH EARNED INCOME FROM WORK. I DID NOT KNOW CERTAIN KEYWORDS TO SHAKE THE FEAR. HOLDING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS. MARKETS IN HEAVY DEVELOPMENT. MARKETS POISED TO ERUPT WITHIN A DECADE. MY THIRTIES, I REALIZE NOW, GIVES ME, ONE MORE CHANCE AT PURE YOUTH. ADDING TO THIS DECADE, THE APPLICATION OF EVERYTHING LEARNED, DURING THE RESEARCH IN MY TWENTIES. I AM USING THE TOBACCO MONEY, BAD HABIT MONEY, TO BUY SHARES. ONE WAY OF FUNDING. FIRST WAY OF FUNDING. ANOTHER WAY OF FUNDING IS THRU EARNED INCOME. ANOTHER WAY IS THRU RETURN ON PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS.
THE BUCKET LIST OF EMERGING MARKETS IS THE LIST OF PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS. MARKET CAPITALIZATION IS THE PERCENTAGE OF THE MARKET, THE COMPANY ADHERES TO. HOW MUCH MONEY FROM THE MARKET, DOES THIS COMPANY OR INDUSTRY OWN? IT IS A GAME NAMED "PROFIT MARGINS VS. PRICE LEVELS". WHEN A COMPANY GOES PUBLIC ON THE STOCK MARKET, THE INITIAL PRICE AT THE OPEN ON IT'S FIRST DAY IS THE IPO. THE INITIAL PUBLIC OPEN, THE FIRST PRICE LEVEL AND PROFIT MARGIN. YOU ARE PLAYING, PROFIT MARGIN PRICE LEVEL. WE ARE IN THE TECHNOLOGICAL ERA. TECHNOLOGY STOCKS, WHAT KIND OF TECHNOLOGY STOCKS?
EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE INDUSTRIES, EMERGING INDUSTRIES, THE NEW REVOLUTIONS AND AGES. THEY CAN BE A PART OF YOUR RETIREMENT FUND MAN. THESE KEYWORDS ARE TIMELESS. THE STOCKS FOR THIS TIME PERIOD, THIS AGE OR REVOLUTION, IS TIME SENSITIVE. THEREFORE, THIS PUBLICATION WILL INEVITABLY SERVE AS A DAMMIT I SAW IT COMING. ON PAPER. ON PAPER, THE STOCK BUCKET LIST, IS THE FUTURE. YOU ARE LITERALLY INVESTING IN THE FUTURE INDUSTRIES OF THE FUTURE, IN THE PRESENT. IN THE PRESENT, YOU MUST REMEMBER, THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT. THERE ARE NANO FLIES IN THE HOOD. INVEST IN NANO FLIES, GET OUT OF THE HOOD. THE GHETTO DOESN'T NEED US. WE NEEDED THE GHETTO TO BRING US HERE. NOW, IT IS TIME. TIME FLIES QUICKLY. WOULD YOU SAY?
WE CALL IT "NBC ART". NANO TECHNOLOGY. BIO METRICS. CRYPTO, CYBER NETICS, CYBER SECURITY, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, ROBOTICS, TRANS HUMAN INDUSTRIES, PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY. COGNITIVE AND NEURO SCIENCE, BIO SCIENCE, ENTERPRISING SOFTWARE. SOON WE WILL GO TO THE LIST OF 100 DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. WAS THIS SWIM, THIS CHAPTER, DEEP ENOUGH FOR DEPTH?
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6:30PM EST - 7:10PM EST
1.4.2020
SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH 2020
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CHAPTER FIVE: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY CONTINUED
HOLDING STOCKS WILL BE MY NEST EGG. WE MUST UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL INNOVATIONS OF OUR DAYS, IN OUR LIVES, FOR THE BETTER OPPORTUNITIES OUT THERE, AWAITING OUR HEIRS. I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A STUDENT. I WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING MORE THAN A GRAND STUDENT. I LEARN WHAT I MUST APPLY. I MUST APPLY WHAT I'VE LEARNED. WHAT IS AN ASSET CLASS? THAT'S WHAT I WOULD ASK ALEXA. HEY SIRI. HEY GOOGLE. OK GOOGLE. WE ARE ENTERING THE ALEXA AGE. THE ALEXA REVOLUTION HAS TAKEN PLACE SEAMLESSLY. IT APPEARS AS IF MORE PEOPLE ADORE HER THAN NOT. CAN ALEXA TESTIFY IN COURT?
THERE'S A NEW TYPE OF ASSET. THE DIGITAL ASSET. WHEN WOULD THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEAR? IN THE AFTER THE. AFTER THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION, THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEARS, IN THE DIGITAL AGE. WE HAVE BEEN IN THE DIGITAL AGE, I FEEL MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. I WAS BORN DURING THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION. MILLENNIAL. I SAW THE WORLD DIGITIZE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I HAD NO IDEA. I HAD NO IDEA I WOULD STUDY THOSE TIME PERIODS. DIGITAL ASSETS, DIGITAL CURRENCY. DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS. DCUS. HOLDING DCUS ARE THE START OF THE STOCK PORTFOLIO.
THE FUNNY. THE FUNNY THING ABOUT THE FIAT AMERICAN DOLLAR, IS INFLATION. THE PURCHASING POWER IS LESS THAN THE DOLLAR IT IS POSING AS. DIGITAL CURRENCY HOWEVER, EVENTUALLY EXCEEDS ONE DOLLAR IN VALUE, PER UNIT. SO, WHILE YOU ARE FIGURING OUT WHICH INDUSTRIES AND COMPANIES TO INVEST IN, YOU ARE HOLDING THE STOCK FUNDS, IN A DIGITAL ASSET PORTFOLIO. AS THE DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS ENHANCE PRICE LEVELS, YOU CAN NOW AFFORD MORE SHARES. OUR GOAL HERE, FOR YOU ALL, IS TO PROVIDE AS GREAT A SERVICE AS POSSIBLE. BEING PUBLISHED, I HAVE TO SPILL THE GUTS.
DIGITAL CURRENCY ISN'T INFLATED. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES DURING YOUR LIFETIME, YOU SHOULD INVEST IN THEM. RISE WITH THE EMERGING MARKETS MY FRIEND. THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES COULD UTILIZE YOUR CAPITAL IN THEIR ENDEAVORS. THEY WOULD BE EVER SO GRACIOUS TO YOU. YOU'D PROBABLY GET DIVIDENDS. YOU COULD SHARE THOSE SHARES. YOU COULD LEAVE THOSE SHARES, TO YOUR CHILDREN, OR THEIR CHILDREN. IN ESSENCE, I AM ACTUALLY PUBLISHING A TREASURE MAP. IT'S FAIRLY ODD. SHOUT OUT TO MY PARENTS. SHOUT OUT TO THE "EBONY TREASURE MAP". THE BITS OF THE BOOK I WAS ABLE TO FINISH DURING AGE TWENTY WAS GREAT TO AND FOR ME.
WHEN YOU GO SHOPPING FOR GROCERIES AND YOU ARE LOOKING FOR CEREAL, WHERE DO YOU GO? THE CEREAL ISLE. YOU SHOP FOR STOCKS, BASED ON THE ISLE. THE EMERGING ISLES. THE ISLES EVERYONE IS NOT ON. WHEN YOU FINALLY FIND THE CEREAL, IN THE CEREAL ISLE, YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT ISLE. GET EVERY BOX YOU CAN AFFORD. THERE'S A MILLION DOLLAR PRIZE IN THOSE BOXES. NOT IN ALL OF THEM, MAYBE, BUT NOT ALWAYS ALL OF THEM. THERE ARE BILLIONS OF PRIZES IN CERTAIN CEREAL BRANDS. PURCHASE THE RIGHT CEREAL, LEAVE AN INHERITANCE. I FEEL LIKE, THE BEST WAY TO MAKE A BILLION DOLLARS, IS TO PROMISE TO GOD YOU'LL GIVE HALF OF IT AWAY TO OTHER PEOPLE. THAT'S HOW I DID IT. NO ONE KNOWS YOUR FUTURE NET WORTH, THEY MOSTLY TREAT YOU BASED ON YOUR CURRENT NET WORTH. THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT FOR ALL OF US. LOOK AT WHAT I AM WRITING AND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING AT. INTERNALIZING. I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE ECONOMIC POWERS I WIELD. IT'S A CIRCUS AND A JUNGLE OUT HERE. THE CIRCUS IS INSIDE OF THE JUNGLE. STAY OUT OF THE CIRCUS, TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE.
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7:05PM EST - 8:05PM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 5TH, 2020
1.5.2020
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CHAPTER SIX: HOLDING
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HOLDING STOCKS IS FOR BUILDING ECONOMIC POWER. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO BUILD YOUR ECONOMIC POWER, BEFORE THE STOCKS SURGE, YOU CAN BUY AS MANY STOCKS AS YOU WANT TO. NOT ONLY SHOULD YOU BUY STOCKS, YOU NEED TO BUY STOCKS. WE EMPHATICALLY IMPLORE YOU. STRAIGHT UP, YOU'RE NOT HOLDING STOCKS FOR ME. I WON'T SEE A DOLLAR. YOU KNOW IT. THERE'S NO WAY. YOU ARE HOLDING PORTFOLIOS, FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. RIGHT?
WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU RETIRE. BUY AS MANY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING MARKETS AND DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES, AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. I AM A VERY SPIRIT FILLED INDIVIDUAL. I HAVE MY OWN WAVE. WE ARE IN A NEW WAVE. THIS WAVE IS NOT OF MY DOING. I CAN SEE THE WAVE EMERGING ON THE RISE. WITH ECONOMICAL SURFBOARD IN HAND, AFTER LETTING YOU KNOW WHAT THIS WAVE IS CAPABLE OF DOING FOR US, I BID YOU FAREWELL. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I WAS ACTIVELY PURSUING ECONOMIC FREEDOM, THIS IS ALL THAT MATTERED ABOUT ME. I PUBLISHED THE NOTES AND STRATEGY AND THEN I BID YOU FAREWELL.
POSTERITY. FIND OUT ABOUT AS MANY DIFFERENT, LEGITIMATE, WAYS TO LEVERAGE FINANCES. LIMIT YOUR CONSUMPTION EXPENSES, AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. INVEST YOUR BAD HABIT MONEY, INTO THE STOCK MARKET. THOSE WORDS CAUSE FEAR. THIS PUBLICATION, HELPS TO SERVE THE NOTION, FEAR ITSELF IS THE ONLY THING TO FEAR. FDR. I CAN EARN BILLIONS FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. MY CHILDREN. MY BUSINESS PARTNERS. MY MENTOR. EVEN THERE IT IS STILL MUCH FURTHER TO GO. HELP WISE. SERVICE TO OTHERS. SO THIS PUBLICATION, DOES IT'S OWN DAMAGE. DAMAGE TO WHAT, I'M NOT GOING THERE WITH YOU. I JUST WANT TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE RETIRE AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE.
I FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN MY HEART. ONCE YOU CROSS OVER, YOU TAKE NOTHING WITH YOU. I CAN EARN BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. MONEY CAN BE PUT IN MY CASKET, I STILL DIDN'T TAKE IT. IT'S ALL ABOUT DISTRIBUTION. THE ACCOUNTS I SET UP WILL ONLY HAVE WHAT I NEED IN THEM AND THE REST WILL BE DISTRIBUTED. STOCKS AND ALL DIGITAL ASSETS, UNTIL WE COMPLETE THE LIST. FOR NOW, THE FIRST MILLIONS EARNED, GO INTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS OF ALL KINDS. STARTING WITH THE STOCKS AND CRYPTO CURRENCIES, HEADING TOWARDS COMMERCIAL AND RESIDENTIAL REAL ESTATE. FLIIPPING HOUSE EQUITIES, TAX LIENS, JOINT VENTURES. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE BIG DREAMER. NOW I MUST ACT THEM OUT. DAY BY DAY, IMPLEMENT MORE STRATEGIC HABITS INTO THE SPARE TIME I HAVE.
AT THIRTY, THIS IS GENERALLY WHEN ONE WOULD DELVE INTO FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. I BARELY MADE IT. THE THREE YEAR PREPARATION STUDIES CURVED THE BEND AHEAD. AT THIRTY, AT THIS POINT, I AM FINANCIALLY NEUTRAL, MY DECISIONS BROUGHT ME HERE, TO THIRTY AND NEUTRAL. MY DECISIONS FROM HERE ON OUT, WILL DETERMINE THE LIFE'S SAKE. I BARELY MADE IT. THREE YEARS FROM NOW, WILL BE TEN YEARS FROM THE FIRST ASSET PURCHASED. THE DIGITAL ASSET, THE FIRST EVER. I HAVE WAY MORE STUDYING TO DO. I MUST INCREASE THE STUDYING, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. ASAP. AMAP. THE APPLICATION OF WHAT IS STUDIED MUST BE ALL THE THRITIES ARE ABOUT. IF YOU LIVE TO SEE FORTY, THIRTY FIVE FOR YOU. CHILDREN. I HAVE FIVE YEARS TO CREATE THE DREAM SCAPE I WANT FOR MY LIFE SITUATION AND LIFE, BEFORE HAVING A CHILD INSERTED INTO IT BY MY OWN GLANDS. AT MY OWN GLANDS. I WANT TO BE A STAY AT HOME DAD. WE MAKE MONEY FROM HOME OVER HERE BABY.
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SATURDAY JANUARY 11TH, 2020
1.11.2020
6:38PM EST - 7:00PM EST
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CHAPTER SEVEN: ANY RETURN ON YOUR INVESTMENTS
ANY RETURNS ON YOUR INVESTMENTS, MUST SEE THE TAXES FOR IT PAID. IF YOU RETAIN THE PROFITS INSIDE OF MORE INVESTMENTS, OR THE SAME INVESTMENT, YOU DON'T GET TAXED UNTIL YOUR CAPITAL IS DONE GAINING. INVESTING IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. INVESTING FOR YOUR BLOOD, IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. HOLDING STOCKS IS HOW YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. WITHIN THE DECADE, OF READING THIS MANIFESTO. IF YOU CAN SOMEHOW MANAGE TO ENACT THE STRATEGY, AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO DO, YOU MY FRIEND SHALL RULE YOUR OWN WORLD. RULING YOUR OWN WORLD, IS NOT BEYOND YOUR REACH. HOWEVER, OUR REACH, SHOULD ALWAYS EXCEED OUR GRASP.
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CHAPTER SEVEN SESSION TWO:
1.12.2020
SUNDAY DECEMBER 12TH, 2020
1:42AM EST - 2:54AM EST = 1HR 2M
AT THIRTY YEARS OLD, I AM TERRIFIED OF THE RAMIFICATIONS OF NOT HOLDING STOCKS. OH BOY, I MUST REMEMBER, I WILL BE FORTY, WITH GOD'S GRACES, GOD WILLING, SO I MUST CONTINUE SETTING UP MY LIFE. IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS PURSUING THE ARTISTIC PORTFOLIO. FILMMAKER AND NOVELIST. WHAT NO ONE I KNEW TOLD ME, WAS WHAT I NOW TELL PEOPLE OF, IN REGARDS TO TECH STOCKS. AT THIS POINT, WE GET A DEEP SENSE OF RELIEF, KNOWING WE ARE INVESTING OUR BLACK AND MILD MONEY INTO TECH STOCKS, INCLUDING CRYPTO.
DOING WHAT I AM DOING NOW, WITH INVESTING, IN MY TWENTIES, WOULD HAVE FUNDED CXF AND DXC BY NOW. THAT'S THE REALIZATION OF THE TWENTIES. MY TWENTIES. IN THE 2010s. IN MY THIRTIES, I MUST INVEST AS MUCH AS I CAN INTO MY HOLDINGS. LEARNING TO TRADE, WAS TO FURTHER THE HOLDING ABILITIES. NOW, I HAVE TO TAKE PROFIT FROM THE TRADING. WHEN THE MONEY DOUBLES, PULL IT OFF AND PLACE IT IN THE CURRENCY'S RESPECTIVE WALLET. THEN SEND THE CURRENCY OUT TO HOLD AS CRYPTO, OR TO PURCHASE STOCKS AND REAL ESTATE.
WITH THIS SAID, I MANAGE TO GET THE TRADING RIGHT, THE PROFITS WILL JUST FLOW INTO THE HOLDINGS. THE EARNED INCOME FROM ACTIVE INCOME, WORKING JOBS, WILL GO INTO BILLS AND STOCKS AND CRYPTO. THE BETTER THE TRADING GOES, THE MORE STOCKS CAN BE PURCHASED IN OTHER'S ACCOUNTS. FOR OTHERS. FOR NOW, PURCHASE THEM IN YOUR ACCOUNTS, WITH YOUR MONEY. THE TRADING PROFITS WILL CREATE A MONEY MAKING MACHINE, FROM, TWO MONEY MAKING MACHINES.
EVEN WITHOUT THE TRADING, THE HOLDING PROFIT RETURNS WILL BE MILLIONS. PURCHASING SPECIFIC INDUSTRY STOCKS, OVER THE NEXT DECADE, MY THIRTIES, WILL BRING IN A BILLION, I CAN SEE THAT. TRADING AND HOLDING FROM THE TRADING, FOR TEN YEARS, ON TOP OF HOLDING FROM SLAVE WAGES, WILL DEFINITELY SEE IT FIT FOR BILLIONS. GET THE TRADING, NOW YOU'RE STILL WORKING SLAVE WAGES, BUT THROWING THE HALF OR FULL CHECK INTO THE HOLDINGS. THE TRADING PROFITS NOW PAY FOR THE BILLS, HOWEVER, THE REST OF THE PROFITS GO INTO THE HOLDINGS. THIS IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. TRADING IS HARSH TO LEARN FOR YOU ARE CONQUERING YOURSELF, NOT THE MARKET.
YOU WILL LEARN TO CONQUER THE MARKET, AFTER CONQUERING YOURSELF. THIS IS WHAT I AM LEARNING, DOING IT. I MYSELF AM TRADING. I MUST TRADE AGAINST MYSELF. WHEN I TRADE AGAINST MYSELF, I AM ACTUALLY ACCOUNTING FOR THE POSSIBILITY, IN WHICH I MAY BE WRONG. THE OTHER FIFTY PERCENT. CAST BOTH LINES.
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1.12.2020
SUNDAY JANUARY 12TH, 2020
5:47PM EST - 6:27PM EST
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CHAPTER EIGHT: THE FOREX MARKET
THE FOREX MARKET JUST OPENED 49 MINUTES AGO, EASTERN TIME. TIME FLIES, THIS IS WHY HOLDING STOCKS, IS WELL JUSTIFIED. IF TIME FLIES SO SWIFTLY, INVESTING CAPITAL INTO THE EMERGING MARKETS OF THE FUTURE, TIME AND CHANCE WILL SEE TO IT YET AGAIN, THE DOT COM BOOM. THE NANOTECHNOLOGY BOOM IS ON ARRIVAL. THE BIOMETRICS BOOM IS ON IT'S WAY. THE CYBER SECURITY BOOM IS EN ROUTE. THE ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE BOOM IS AT YOUR FRONT DOOR, RIGHT NOW. THE ROBOTICS BOOM COULD BE YOUR BEST FRIEND.
WHY NOT LEAVE INHERITANCES, TO YOUR FAMILY AND CHILDREN? WHY NOT? WHY NOT YOU? WHAT DOES THE FUTURE LOOK LIKE? WHAT SAY YOU? EVER HEARD OF CASSANDRA? ALL I CAN DO IS INVEST MY HARD EARNED MONEY, AS CAPITAL, INTO THE MERGING EMERGING MARKETS. THE SECRET LEARNED DURING MY TWENTIES. TOOK ME A DECADE TO FIGURE THIS OUT. I NOW HAVE AN ENTIRELY NEW DECADE, TO APPLY IT, THUS CATCHING UP. IF I AM TRADING FOREIGN CURRENCY, TO HOLD STOCKS AND CRYPTO, TAKE PROFIT IS THE NAME OF THE TRADING GAME.
I AM TRADING AND HOLDING. I AM TRADING IN ORDER TO HOLD MORE. I AM HOLDING, IN ORDER TO TRADE MORE. THE TRADING AND THE HOLDING, GO TOGETHER, HAND IN HAND. WHEN THE TRADING PROFITS, PULL THE PROFITS, FROM THE ACCOUNT. PUSH THE PROFITS INTO THE WALLET PIT. ALLOW THE WALLET PIT TO STACK TO SURFACE LEVEL. SEND THE WALLET PIT, TO USD AND XRP WALLETS. BTC WALLETS AS WELL PERIOD. THIS METHOD IN STRATEGY, WILL PROVE TO REIGN SUPREME OVER MY ECONOMICAL TAKEOVER OF MY DAY TO DAY ROUTINE.
BY PULLING OFF THE PROFITS FROM THE FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING, INTO THE STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS, THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO'S GROWTH SHOWS THE VALIDITY OF THE TRADING STRATEGY. THE PURPOSE OF THE TRADING, OVERALL, IS TO USE THE PROFITS, FOR OTHER INVESTMENTS. STOCK HOLDINGS ARE THE FIRST INVESTMENTS. FROM THERE REAL ESTATE. THE FILM PRODUCTION COMPANY. THE PUBLICATION MARKETING COMPANY. MEDIA PROMOTIONS COMPANY. ALL OF THE COMPANIES I HAVE EVER WANTED TO START, I WILL START THESE COMPANIES, TO KEEP ME COMPANY, WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO ONE THERE TO ACCOMPANY ME, IN CREATING THESE COMPANIES.
WHETHER I SUCCEED OR FAIL, ULTIMATELY, THIS LONELINESS MAY NEVER LEAVE ME. THE BURDEN I PERSONALLY DEAL WITH. SO DESPITE THIS, I WRITE THIS. I WRITE THIS AS A DECLARATION OF WAR TO THE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE PAST VERSIONS OF MY OWN MINDSET. I AM GOING TO RULE MY OWN WORLD, AND YOU DEAR STRANGER HAVE FOUND YOURSELF WITH THE DIARY OF A MAD MAN. THE DREAMS I HAD IN MY TWENTIES, FOR MY OWN FUTURE, WERE MY OWN. I KNEW THEY WOULD BE LIFELONG PURSUITS. MEANING I WOULD HAVE TO SPEND MY LIFE PURSUING THEM. WHAT I DIDN'T REALIZE, IS THAT WOULD CREATE SUCH A LONELY LIFE. IF THE ONLY WAY TO SEE THE DREAM THRU, IS TO PURSUE, A LONELY LIFE INDEED.
WHEN EVERYONE ELSE WANTS TO SOCIALIZE, YOU MAY NOT HAVE THE TIME. EVENTUALLY YOUR DISTANCE WILL RESULT IN WHATEVER IT RESULTS IN AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF, PONDERING ON THE EFFECTS OF YOUR PURSUITS. I WANTED A FAMILY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. LIKE MOST PEOPLE, I DESIRED CHILDREN AND A WIFE OF MY OWN. MY OWN PERSONAL EXPERIENCES GROWING UP SHOWED ME THE IMPORTANCE OF HAVING CUSTODY OF MY CHILD. I DON'T HAVE TO HAVE SOLE CUSTODY BUT SHE CAN'T EITHER. MY MOTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME. I REMEMBER WHAT MY MOTHER TOLD ME. AGAINST ALL ODDS.
MY MOTHER BECAME A GRANDPARENT, WHEN I WAS IN 6TH GRADE. I HAVE BEEN AN UNCLE, SINCE I WAS TWELVE. I HAVE SEEN BABY MOTHER DRAMA, TO A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL, BEFORE PUBERTY. NOT TO MENTION, GROWING UP IN A SINGLE PARENT HOME SINCE AGE 7. SO MY OWN PERSONAL FANTASY OF THE FAMILY LIFE THAT MENDS THE WOUNDS OF WHAT I PERSONALLY DEALT WITH. THE WRITING WAS ALWAYS SEEN AS A GIFT FOR ME TO LEAN ON WHEN IN PAIN. I SAW PAIN. I WROTE IT ALL DOWN. I SAW VISIONS, I WROTE THEM ALL DOWN. I WANT FINANCIAL CONTROL OVER MY OWN ECONOMIC STANDING AS A PERSON.
BEFORE I HAVE CHILDREN, I WANTED MY EARNING POWER TO SUIT MY PREFERENCE. I DON'T ARGUE OVER MONEY. I NEVER WANT TO PUT MYSELF IN A POSITION WHERE I AM. I WANT TO PAY MY BILLS HALF A YEAR IN ADVANCE AT MINIMUM. THIS WILL ALLOW ME TO INVEST. THESE TWO ACTIONS, WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE AS SOON AS I CAN. THIS ACTION WILL ALLOW ME TO FUND THE MEDIA EMPIRE I BUILT IN INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, DURING MY TWENTIES. THIS ACTION WILL ALLOW ME TO STUDY POLITICS AND ECONOMICS, AFTER FILM SCHOOL. I CAN BEGIN TO THINK OF SETTLING DOWN WITH WIFE AND CHILDREN, THEN. I HAVE FIVE YEARS LEFT REALISTICALLY, TO GET THESE ACCOMPLISHMENTS, ACCOMPLISHED.
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TUESDAY JANUARY 14TH, 2020
1.14.2020
3:24AM EST - 3:51AM EST
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CHAPTER NINE: FINANCIALS
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FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS AND FINANCIAL SECURITIES. THESE TACTICS ARE HOW WE ARE GOING TO RETIRE, AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE. WITHIN THE NEXT DECADE, WE WILL RETIRE, FOR WE WILL BE INVESTING OUR HARD EARNED FIAT CURRENCY, IN AS MANY FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS AND SECURITIES AS POSSIBLE. WHAT ARE THE LIST OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS? WHAT DOES THE LIST OF FINANCIAL SECURITIES CONTAIN? WHICH ONE SOUNDS MORE LIKE THE MONEY MAKER? FINANCIAL SECURITIES, OR FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS? WHICH FINANCIAL VEHICLES, DO YOU FANCY? DO YOU PREFER BONDS OVER STOCKS? BOMBS OVER BAGHDAD. DO YOU PREFER STOCKS OVER BONDS? DO YOU FAVOR HOLDING STOCKS OVER HOLDING CURRENCIES? WHAT ABOUT DIGITAL ASSETS? THERE HAVE NEVER BEEN DIGITAL ASSETS BEFORE.
I TURNED THIRTY, TWO WEEKS AGO. FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS, THE REST OF MY LIFE AS WELL, I WANT TO, I WILL, INVEST HEAVILY IN MY NEST EGG. AFTER THE NEST EGG, COMES THE INHERITANCE FOR THE CHILDREN, AND YOUR BIRTH FAMILY. AFTER THIS COMES THE MONEY FOR THE HUMANITARIANISM. WE ARE GRATEFUL TO GOD WE ARE IN THIS POSITION, WE MUST GIVE BACK WHAT WE OWE THE COSMOS. WHAT ARE THE DIFFERENT TYPES OF BONDS? WE MUST INVEST IN THEM ALL. THE ENTIRE LIST OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS, AND SECURITIES, WE MUST INVEST IN THEM ALL. FOR THE NEXT DECADE, WE MUST INVEST IN THE INSTRUMENTAL SECURITIES.
AS LONG AS WE START THIS, AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, WE WILL HAVE A GRADUAL AND CONSISTENT FLOW OF INVESTMENT CAPITAL, TRAVERSING, THRU THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. STOCKS, BONDS, FOREIGN CURRENCIES, DIGITAL CURRENCIES, ANY OTHER INSTRUMENTAL SECURITIES, WE WILL SECURE AS INSTRUMENTS. AT AGE EIGHT TEEN, WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE PURCHASING BONDS, FOR OURSELVES. PERIOD. WHAT IF WE FOCUSED ON OUR NEST EGGS IN OUR THIRTIES? RETIRING AT FORTY IS GREAT. WE COULD'VE RETIRED AT THIRTY SO WHAT DID I GAIN, BY NOT TRAINING THE BRAIN?
I DON'T BELIEVE IN GIRLFRIENDS. IF I AM NOT READY TO GET MARRIED, THEN FOR WHAT AM I DATING? IF I KNOW WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IN A WIFE, THERE'S NO NEED TO DATE. FIND IT AND THAT'S A WRAP. GIRLFRIENDS, HAVE NO BENEFIT. THERE ARE NO BENEFITS FROM HAVING A GIRLFRIEND. GEORGE FROM AFRICA TAUGHT ME THIS. CAPRICORN GEORGE FROM AFRICA. GEORGE ISN'T HIS REAL NAME. SHAFER. WITH WIFE, THERE ARE BENEFITS. WITH GIRLFRIENDS, THERE ARE NO BENEFITS. I BELIEVE IN AN ECONOMIC FORTRESS. A FORTRESS IS TO BE TIGHT. THE FORTRESS IS TO BE SECURE. SECURE YOUR INVESTMENTS. SECURE THE BAG. IS THE BAG SECURE?
ONCE THE EARNING POWER IS AT A MILLION DOLLARS, FROM TRADING CURRENCY, I WILL HAVE A BABY OF MY VERY OWN. IT WILL BE A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT, IF I AM EVER TO SEE SUCH A VISION. I WOULD LOVE TO TEACH MY CHILD, WHAT I HAVE LEARNED OF ECONOMICS AND FINANCIAL LITERACY, AMONG ST EVERY OTHER SUBJECT. I WAS TERRIFIED OF NOT HAVING ECONOMIC CONTROL OVER MY OWN REALITY, WITH A CHILD OF MY OWN. I WITHDREW FROM SEX ALL TOGETHER. ALTOGETHER? NOT ONLY DO I AIM TO TEACH MY CHILDREN ECONOMIC STRATEGY, I AIM TO LEAVE THEM WHAT I HAVE PUT ASIDE FOR THEM. THEY CAN GIVE MY FORTUNE TO THEIR KIDS, AND MAKE THEIR OWN. OR THEY CAN MAKE THEIR OWN AND LEAVE IT FOR THEIR CHILDREN.
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Our family has had Greyhounds for the last 16yrs. A few months ago one of our Greys died. We've been thinking about adding a Bernedoodle. Our Grey is playful, goofy and is a senior dog. We're wanting to switch dog breeds and we think our Grey would be a great dog for a new dog to learn the house/dog routines from.
Our kids (13 & 11) have grown up with large dogs and have been taught to never bothepet our dogs if they are sleeping, as well they never put their faces near our dogs. Our dogs have always been taught the kids rooms are off limits.
Spouse works from home, I do 1 or 2 days a week. We walk our dog daily unless it's a crazy rain storm or a blizzard. Our yard is 36x100ft. We feed twice a day, seperate bowls that are 6ft apart and it's always the same bowl/location they eat from. We use bowls that slow down their eating.
Do you think a Bernadoodle would be a good match up?

DECEMBER 29TH, 2019 11:25PMEST -12:05AM EST
DECEMBER 30TH,2019
(30TH BIRTHDAY)
LAST THIRTY MINUTES OF 30TH BIRTHDAY WRITING SESSION AUDIO RECORDED AS WELL. EVERY WRITING SESSION OF THIS PUBLICATION HAS BEEN AND WILL BE AUDIO RECORDED TO SPUR STEED SPEED..
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CHAPTER ONE: THIS IS JUST MY DIARY AND SO NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
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INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS CALLED FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. MONEY IS ONLY SCARY WHEN YOU ARE NOT FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING IS AKIN TO PUTTING YOUR MONEY TO WORK FOR YOU, FOR A CHANGE. YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME TO WIN. IT IS A GAME AND EVERYTHING GOES BACK IN THE BOX. BUILDING WEALTH IS ALL STRATEGY. WHAT PLAN CAN YOU COME UP WITH TO GET YOURSELF OUT OF THIS ECONOMIC MATRIX MY FRIEND? INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS SOMETHING YOU DO FOR YOU CHILDREN. INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS THE LEAST RISKY THING YOU CAN EVER DO WITH YOUR MONEY. MAINLY DUE TO THE FACT, NOT INVESTING YOUR MONEY LEAVES YOU LITTLE BUFFER. IF YOU DO NOT INVEST YOUR EARNINGS, THEN WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU BURNING YOUR EARNINGS ON? THE ELECTRICITY BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. THE MOBILE CELLULAR PHONE BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. EVERY BILL IS A LIFE LONG ONE. EVERY SINGLE BILL IS LIFE LONG.
SO, IF THE BILLS ARE NEVER GOING TO STOP, THEN ONLY PAYING THE BILLS WILL NEVER STOP YOU FROM HAVING TO PAY THE BILLS MAN. THE BEST I CAN DO IS TO LEAVE WITH YOU A COLLECTION OF THE MOST STRATEGIC THOUGHT PATTERNS I HAD AVAILABLE ECONOMICALLY. THIS IS AS SAID BEFORE, A DIARY OF WHAT IS TO COME AND HISTORICALLY AN INVESTMENT STRATEGY TO ENACT. STRATEGIES ARE TO BE ENACTED AND I AM DOCUMENTING THE STRATEGIES I AM EMPLOYING NOW AT THE BEGINNING OF MY THIRTIES. FOR THE LAST THREE YEARS, THE LAST THREE YEARS OF MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN ENCAPSULATED MENTALLY WITH INVESTMENT PHILOSOPHY. ALL OF THOSE WRITINGS WILL BE INCLUDED IN THESE WRITINGS JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE FULL PUBLICATION FOR THE INVESTMENT WRITING.
INVESTING STRATEGY IS A MINDSET. WARFARE IS A MINDSET. THE ECONOMIC WARFARE CALLS FOR STRATEGY. ECONOMIC STRATEGY WILL FREE YOU FROM THE ECONOMIC WARFARE, CAUSING ECONOMIC SLAVERY. WE ARE ENSLAVED TO THE DOLLAR AND WHAT DID YOU EVER DO TO THE DOLLAR FOR IT TO ENSLAVE YOUR GRASS? THE DOLLAR LITERALLY ENSLAVES YOUR GRASS. ZEY CALL IT PROPERTY TAX. IT'S YOUR MONEY AND SADLY YOUR FORTUNE IS IN YOUR HANDS RIGHT NOW. NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I JUST MIGHT NOT BE ABLE, TO HELP YOU AT ALL NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO. SO, IF YOU ARE AN OPEN MIND, WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU PURCHASE YOUR ECONOMIC FREEDOM. ECONOMIC FREEDOM MUST BE PURCHASED MY FRIEND.
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1:43AM EST - 2:30AM EST
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
1.1.2020
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(WHOA)
CAPRICORN SEASON EH? (COMIC BOOK GUY VOICE) (SIMPSONS)
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CHAPTER TWO: Z'WORLDS
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MOST PEOPLE WHO LEARN WHAT I AM RESEARCHING, WILL NOT TELL YOU ANYTHING ABOUT IT, AT ALL, EVER. MOST PEOPLE, I HOWEVER, SHALL SPILL MY GUTS FOR FREE UNTIL THE AFTERMATH. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD FOR THIS LIFE AND THESE GIFTS AND SO I MUST SHARE THEM WITH Z'WORLD. SO HERE WE GO. HERE'S HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. WHAT IS INVESTING? INVESTING IS, TO US, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. IN WHAT MANNER ARE YOU FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING IS THE QUESTION TO ASK MY DEAR FRIEND? YES!
(PERSONAL MANDATE) YOU SHOULD, AS IN I, INVEST 80% OF YOUR PROFITS FROM INVESTMENTS, INTO OTHER INVESTMENTS. INVESTING, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, IS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO RETIRE YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY. YOUR LOVED ONES WILL FINANCIALLY BENEFIT FROM YOUR SUCCESS BECAUSE YOU ARE GOING TO ENJOY RETIRING THEM, ECONOMICALLY, BUYING THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS. YOU'RE ACTUALLY GIVING THEM THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS SO THEY CAN PURCHASE THEIR FREEDOM THEIR SELVES. THIS IS WHY I AM NOT EVER AFRAID ANYMORE, OF LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR.
THE DOLLAR, IS A DEFLATING TIRE. I SHALL LEVERAGE, THE DEFLATING TIRE, THUS HAVING A TEE-PEE HUT FULL OF TIRES BEING LEVERAGED. I DIDN'T DEFLATE SAID TIRE, THE GAME WAS RIGGED. RIGGED OR NOT WE WON. WE WON. WHO WON? WE WON. WHO IS WE? WE. YOU. ME. WE. I'M TAKING YOU WITH ME. IF IT'S IN YOUR DESTINY TO SEE THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT, TO ESCAPING THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. MONOPOLY IS A BOARD GAME, CLEARLY. AT THE END OF THE GAME, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU ACQUIRE, IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX.
IF IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX, YOU MUST ACQUIRE, THEN DISTRIBUTE. BEFORE DISTRIBUTING, YOU SHOULD INITIALLY CONSIDER EXPANSION. AFTER EXPANSION, ALLOW THE LEVERAGED FINANCES TO REVOLVE AND AGE. "SHOULD" IS SUCH A STRONG WORD. I HATE USING THE WORD "SHOULD". I SHOULD, STOP USING THE WORD "SHOULD". THIS IS AN INVESTMENT VEHICLE SO, "SHOULD", IS A WORD USED IN THE REALM OF PROJECTION AND SPECULATION. IF YOU FEAR SPECULATION, WHY DO YOU HAVE EXES?
ALL I WANT FROM YOU, IS AN EARLY RETIREMENT. ALL I WANT OF YOU, IS FOR YOU TO RETIRE AS SOON AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. ALL I WANT FOR YOU, IS YOUR NEST EGG. I WANT YOU, OUT OF THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. THERE'S NO NEED FOR YOU HERE. HONESTLY, YOU SERVICES ARE ACTUALLY, REQUIRED ELSEWHERE. ELSEWHERE YOU SHOULD GO, FOR MEANS AFFORDING RETIREMENT. THEY SAY AUTOMATION MEANS PEOPLE LOSE JOBS. THEY WERE NEVER SUPPOSED TO ALWAYS NEED A JOB TO PAY THEIR BILLS IN THE FIRST PLACE. OTHERWISE THAT'S THE WORST CASE. THIS IS THE NEW DECADE AND FRIEND, THERE ARE M O R E L E G A L WAYS TO SKIN THE EVICTION NOTICE OFF THE DOOR. THE CAT IS THE RENT. SKINNING IS A MENTAL PROCESS.
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1.1.2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
11:55PM EST - 12:18AM EST
12:18AM EST - 12:33AM EST (EDITING TIME)
12.2.2020
JANUARY 2ND, 2020
FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK
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CHAPTER THREE: AS OF YET, UNBORN
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I JUST TURNED THIRTY YEARS OLD LAST SUNDAY, DURING NEW YEAR'S WEEKEND. SO WITH ME BEING THIRTY NOW, THE MAIN THING I THINK ABOUT IS MY FUTURE. THANKFULLY FOR ME, DURING MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IN STRONG THOUGHTS AND CONCENTRATED ACTIONS/EFFORTS INTO REALIZING AND ACTUALIZING THE YOUNG ADULT AND CHILDHOOD DREAMS I CARESSED WITHIN. SO WITH THIS, AT THIRTY, I ONLY THINK ABOUT BUILDING MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS WHAT WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MYSELF. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MY ENTIRE FAMILY. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR ALL OF MY SEVEN NIECES AND NEPHEWS. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR MY OWN CHILDREN, AS OF YET, UNBORN.
MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO FUND THE BUSINESS PARTNERSHIPS I HAVE IN THE WORKS WITH BUSINESS PARTNERS AND MY BUSINESS MENTOR. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO SETTLE DOWN AND START A FAMILY OF MY OWN. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL HELP ME GROW MY BRAND AND EXPAND THE BRANDS I GROW FROM SCRATCH. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OTHER PHYSICAL TASK ON THIS EARTH, FOR ME INDIVIDUALLY, FOR THE INVESTMENTS WILL ALLOW ME TO PROVIDE FOR THE WIFE AND CHILDREN I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR. I AM NOT ONE TO JUMP INTO SITUATIONS I KNOW I CAN NOT HANDLE MYSELF IN. IF A CHILD COSTS TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY THOUSAND DOLLARS, ONE QUARTER OF A MILLION DOLLARS, I MUST GET MY EARNING POWER UP TO THE MILLION DOLLAR LEVEL, SO I CAN AFFORD TO SIMULTANEOUSLY FINANCE THE GROWTH OF FOUR CHILDREN.
LET'S SAY I HAD FOUR CHILDREN, AND AN EARNING POWER OF ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON. THAT WOULD BE FOUR MILLION DOLLARS PER YEAR. THAT'S ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE CHILD'S LIFE, EACH CHILD. THE REMAINING INCOME FROM THE EARNING POWER MUST GO INTO VARIOUS DIVERSE INVESTMENT VEHICLES FOR THE CHILDREN. THE FUTURE OF THE FAMILY RAISING ME UP TO PREVIOUS POINTS, IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME BEFORE HAVING CHILDREN OF MY OWN. I SET A PERSONAL GOAL FOR MYSELF; TO NOT CREATE A FAMILY OF MY OWN, UNTIL I HAVE FULLY FINANCED THE FAMILY I ORGINATED FROM. WITH THIS GOAL FINISHED, WHENEVER I DO IN FACT FINISH IT, I WILL BEGIN PUTTING AWAY INVESTMENTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN.
I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MYSELF. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FAMILY OF ORIGIN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR ALL BUSINESS PARTNERS AND THE MENTOR. THIS WOULD MEAN, I WOULD HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS SET UP FOR THE PEOPLE I CHERISH. THE INVESTMENTS IN MY OWN INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO WITH THEM, IF I AM STILL ALIVE WHEN THEY BLOSSOM. THEY WOULD ONLY BE IN MY ACCOUNT, SO I WOULD HAVE ACCESS TO A STASH OF STOCKS, CRYPTO, AND INVESTMENTS, I COULD LIQUIDATE MYSELF, DURING MY LIFETIME. THOSE INVESTMENTS WILL OF COURSE, BE IN MY WILL AS WELL. I WILL ONLY HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY INVESTED IN MY PERSONAL ACCOUNTS. THE AMOUNT MAY STILL IN FACT BE STAGGERING BUT NEVERTHELESS, IT WILL PAIL IN COMPARISON, TO THE ACCOUNTS LEFT IN MY WILL FOR MY LOVED ONES. I INTEND TO HAVE MY LOVED ONES AS WELL, SIGN UP FOR THE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, SO I CAN BUILD THEIR ACCOUNTS FOR THEM WITH MY CAPITAL.
I REALLY JUST CARE ABOUT MAKING SURE THAT I DID IN FACT LOOK OUT FOR ALL OF THOSE WHOM I LOVED SO DEARLY. PERFECT SEGUE. WE ARE NOT INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME FOR OURSELVES, PRIMARILY. WE ARE INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME, FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FAMILIES AND LOVED ONES. NOTHING MATTERED TO US MORE, THAN THOSE WE LOVE. WE ALL LOVE A PRE-SELECTED GROUP OF PEOPLE, MOSTLY COMPRISED OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS. ANY CHILDREN WE HAVE QUICKLY BECOME LOVED ONES, IMMEDIATELY. IT IS THEM, WE ARE TO KEEP IN MIND, WHEN WE CONSIDER BUILDING INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS. MY ULTIMATE GOAL, THE DEFINITE CHIEF AIM, OF THESE CREATIVE ENDEAVORS, WOULD BE TO HELP YOU RETIRE YOURSELF, AND YOUR FAMILIES, AS QUICKLY AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE. EARLY RETIREMENT IS ONE OF THE MOST HUMANE ACTIONS, A HUMAN BEING CAN PERFORM. THERE IS NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE, THAN YOUR PERSONAL RETIREMENT, AND YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. I AIM TO HELP YOU ACHIEVE WHATEVER GOALS YOU HAVE PREVIOUSLY SET FOR YOURSELF. I AIM TO HELP YOU IN ACHIEVING THE PERSONAL GOALS, YOU HAVE YET TO SET FOR YOURSELF. THE MAIN THING YOU HAVE TO DO, PERSONALLY, IS TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, AND TO BELIEVE WITHIN YOURSELF, IT IS IN FACT POSSIBLE. IF YOU DO NOT SEE YOUR GOALS, AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE, AS A HUMAN BEING, YOU SHOULD BE UTTERLY ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. COMMA.
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2:08AM EST - 3:08AM EST
SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH, 2020
1.4.2020
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CHAPTER FOUR: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY
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WE ARE STARTING THIS PROJECT OFF, CONCEPT WISE PER CHAPTER, GRADUALLY. BUT WHAT IF WE THREW YOU, IN THE DEPTH POOL? HERE WE GO. YOU ARE NOW IN THE POOL. HOLDING COMPANIES. INVESTING CAPITAL, FOR COMPANIES, IN EXCHANGE FOR DIVIDENDS FROM SHARES. SHARE WEAR. WEAR SHARE. DIVIDENDS FROM WHERE? HOLDING SHARES FROM COMPANIES, IS PUTTING YOUR MONEY INTO A BUCKET. FIRST YOU NEED A BUCKET LIST. IN THIS UNIVERSE, YOU PUT YOUR MONEY IN THE RIGHT BUCKET, AT THE RIGHT PROFIT MARGIN TIME FRAME, THE MONEY DOUBLES FOR DECADES. A GOOD THREE DECADES THE MONEY WILL DOUBLE. SOMETIMES I FEEL THE EMERGING MARKETS, AS A PART OF DESTINY.
IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS OF A CONSUMER'S MIND VS. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. AT THIS POINT, I ONLY WANT TO BUY FOOD AND CLOTHING WITH EARNED INCOME FROM WORK. I DID NOT KNOW CERTAIN KEYWORDS TO SHAKE THE FEAR. HOLDING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS. MARKETS IN HEAVY DEVELOPMENT. MARKETS POISED TO ERUPT WITHIN A DECADE. MY THIRTIES, I REALIZE NOW, GIVES ME, ONE MORE CHANCE AT PURE YOUTH. ADDING TO THIS DECADE, THE APPLICATION OF EVERYTHING LEARNED, DURING THE RESEARCH IN MY TWENTIES. I AM USING THE TOBACCO MONEY, BAD HABIT MONEY, TO BUY SHARES. ONE WAY OF FUNDING. FIRST WAY OF FUNDING. ANOTHER WAY OF FUNDING IS THRU EARNED INCOME. ANOTHER WAY IS THRU RETURN ON PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS.
THE BUCKET LIST OF EMERGING MARKETS IS THE LIST OF PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS. MARKET CAPITALIZATION IS THE PERCENTAGE OF THE MARKET, THE COMPANY ADHERES TO. HOW MUCH MONEY FROM THE MARKET, DOES THIS COMPANY OR INDUSTRY OWN? IT IS A GAME NAMED "PROFIT MARGINS VS. PRICE LEVELS". WHEN A COMPANY GOES PUBLIC ON THE STOCK MARKET, THE INITIAL PRICE AT THE OPEN ON IT'S FIRST DAY IS THE IPO. THE INITIAL PUBLIC OPEN, THE FIRST PRICE LEVEL AND PROFIT MARGIN. YOU ARE PLAYING, PROFIT MARGIN PRICE LEVEL. WE ARE IN THE TECHNOLOGICAL ERA. TECHNOLOGY STOCKS, WHAT KIND OF TECHNOLOGY STOCKS?
EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE INDUSTRIES, EMERGING INDUSTRIES, THE NEW REVOLUTIONS AND AGES. THEY CAN BE A PART OF YOUR RETIREMENT FUND MAN. THESE KEYWORDS ARE TIMELESS. THE STOCKS FOR THIS TIME PERIOD, THIS AGE OR REVOLUTION, IS TIME SENSITIVE. THEREFORE, THIS PUBLICATION WILL INEVITABLY SERVE AS A DAMMIT I SAW IT COMING. ON PAPER. ON PAPER, THE STOCK BUCKET LIST, IS THE FUTURE. YOU ARE LITERALLY INVESTING IN THE FUTURE INDUSTRIES OF THE FUTURE, IN THE PRESENT. IN THE PRESENT, YOU MUST REMEMBER, THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT. THERE ARE NANO FLIES IN THE HOOD. INVEST IN NANO FLIES, GET OUT OF THE HOOD. THE GHETTO DOESN'T NEED US. WE NEEDED THE GHETTO TO BRING US HERE. NOW, IT IS TIME. TIME FLIES QUICKLY. WOULD YOU SAY?
WE CALL IT "NBC ART". NANO TECHNOLOGY. BIO METRICS. CRYPTO, CYBER NETICS, CYBER SECURITY, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, ROBOTICS, TRANS HUMAN INDUSTRIES, PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY. COGNITIVE AND NEURO SCIENCE, BIO SCIENCE, ENTERPRISING SOFTWARE. SOON WE WILL GO TO THE LIST OF 100 DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. WAS THIS SWIM, THIS CHAPTER, DEEP ENOUGH FOR DEPTH?
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6:30PM EST - 7:10PM EST
1.4.2020
SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH 2020
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CHAPTER FIVE: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY CONTINUED
HOLDING STOCKS WILL BE MY NEST EGG. WE MUST UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL INNOVATIONS OF OUR DAYS, IN OUR LIVES, FOR THE BETTER OPPORTUNITIES OUT THERE, AWAITING OUR HEIRS. I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A STUDENT. I WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING MORE THAN A GRAND STUDENT. I LEARN WHAT I MUST APPLY. I MUST APPLY WHAT I'VE LEARNED. WHAT IS AN ASSET CLASS? THAT'S WHAT I WOULD ASK ALEXA. HEY SIRI. HEY GOOGLE. OK GOOGLE. WE ARE ENTERING THE ALEXA AGE. THE ALEXA REVOLUTION HAS TAKEN PLACE SEAMLESSLY. IT APPEARS AS IF MORE PEOPLE ADORE HER THAN NOT. CAN ALEXA TESTIFY IN COURT?
THERE'S A NEW TYPE OF ASSET. THE DIGITAL ASSET. WHEN WOULD THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEAR? IN THE AFTER THE. AFTER THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION, THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEARS, IN THE DIGITAL AGE. WE HAVE BEEN IN THE DIGITAL AGE, I FEEL MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. I WAS BORN DURING THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION. MILLENNIAL. I SAW THE WORLD DIGITIZE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I HAD NO IDEA. I HAD NO IDEA I WOULD STUDY THOSE TIME PERIODS. DIGITAL ASSETS, DIGITAL CURRENCY. DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS. DCUS. HOLDING DCUS ARE THE START OF THE STOCK PORTFOLIO.
THE FUNNY. THE FUNNY THING ABOUT THE FIAT AMERICAN DOLLAR, IS INFLATION. THE PURCHASING POWER IS LESS THAN THE DOLLAR IT IS POSING AS. DIGITAL CURRENCY HOWEVER, EVENTUALLY EXCEEDS ONE DOLLAR IN VALUE, PER UNIT. SO, WHILE YOU ARE FIGURING OUT WHICH INDUSTRIES AND COMPANIES TO INVEST IN, YOU ARE HOLDING THE STOCK FUNDS, IN A DIGITAL ASSET PORTFOLIO. AS THE DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS ENHANCE PRICE LEVELS, YOU CAN NOW AFFORD MORE SHARES. OUR GOAL HERE, FOR YOU ALL, IS TO PROVIDE AS GREAT A SERVICE AS POSSIBLE. BEING PUBLISHED, I HAVE TO SPILL THE GUTS.
DIGITAL CURRENCY ISN'T INFLATED. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES DURING YOUR LIFETIME, YOU SHOULD INVEST IN THEM. RISE WITH THE EMERGING MARKETS MY FRIEND. THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES COULD UTILIZE YOUR CAPITAL IN THEIR ENDEAVORS. THEY WOULD BE EVER SO GRACIOUS TO YOU. YOU'D PROBABLY GET DIVIDENDS. YOU COULD SHARE THOSE SHARES. YOU COULD LEAVE THOSE SHARES, TO YOUR CHILDREN, OR THEIR CHILDREN. IN ESSENCE, I AM ACTUALLY PUBLISHING A TREASURE MAP. IT'S FAIRLY ODD. SHOUT OUT TO MY PARENTS. SHOUT OUT TO THE "EBONY TREASURE MAP". THE BITS OF THE BOOK I WAS ABLE TO FINISH DURING AGE TWENTY WAS GREAT TO AND FOR ME.
WHEN YOU GO SHOPPING FOR GROCERIES AND YOU ARE LOOKING FOR CEREAL, WHERE DO YOU GO? THE CEREAL ISLE. YOU SHOP FOR STOCKS, BASED ON THE ISLE. THE EMERGING ISLES. THE ISLES EVERYONE IS NOT ON. WHEN YOU FINALLY FIND THE CEREAL, IN THE CEREAL ISLE, YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT ISLE. GET EVERY BOX YOU CAN AFFORD. THERE'S A MILLION DOLLAR PRIZE IN THOSE BOXES. NOT IN ALL OF THEM, MAYBE, BUT NOT ALWAYS ALL OF THEM. THERE ARE BILLIONS OF PRIZES IN CERTAIN CEREAL BRANDS. PURCHASE THE RIGHT CEREAL, LEAVE AN INHERITANCE. I FEEL LIKE, THE BEST WAY TO MAKE A BILLION DOLLARS, IS TO PROMISE TO GOD YOU'LL GIVE HALF OF IT AWAY TO OTHER PEOPLE. THAT'S HOW I DID IT. NO ONE KNOWS YOUR FUTURE NET WORTH, THEY MOSTLY TREAT YOU BASED ON YOUR CURRENT NET WORTH. THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT FOR ALL OF US. LOOK AT WHAT I AM WRITING AND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING AT. INTERNALIZING. I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE ECONOMIC POWERS I WIELD. IT'S A CIRCUS AND A JUNGLE OUT HERE. THE CIRCUS IS INSIDE OF THE JUNGLE. STAY OUT OF THE CIRCUS, TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE.
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7:05PM EST - 8:05PM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 5TH, 2020
1.5.2020
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CHAPTER SIX: HOLDING
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HOLDING STOCKS IS FOR BUILDING ECONOMIC POWER. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO BUILD YOUR ECONOMIC POWER, BEFORE THE STOCKS SURGE, YOU CAN BUY AS MANY STOCKS AS YOU WANT TO. NOT ONLY SHOULD YOU BUY STOCKS, YOU NEED TO BUY STOCKS. WE EMPHATICALLY IMPLORE YOU. STRAIGHT UP, YOU'RE NOT HOLDING STOCKS FOR ME. I WON'T SEE A DOLLAR. YOU KNOW IT. THERE'S NO WAY. YOU ARE HOLDING PORTFOLIOS, FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. RIGHT?
WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU RETIRE. BUY AS MANY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING MARKETS AND DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES, AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. I AM A VERY SPIRIT FILLED INDIVIDUAL. I HAVE MY OWN WAVE. WE ARE IN A NEW WAVE. THIS WAVE IS NOT OF MY DOING. I CAN SEE THE WAVE EMERGING ON THE RISE. WITH ECONOMICAL SURFBOARD IN HAND, AFTER LETTING YOU KNOW WHAT THIS WAVE IS CAPABLE OF DOING FOR US, I BID YOU FAREWELL. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I WAS ACTIVELY PURSUING ECONOMIC FREEDOM, THIS IS ALL THAT MATTERED ABOUT ME. I PUBLISHED THE NOTES AND STRATEGY AND THEN I BID YOU FAREWELL.
POSTERITY. FIND OUT ABOUT AS MANY DIFFERENT, LEGITIMATE, WAYS TO LEVERAGE FINANCES. LIMIT YOUR CONSUMPTION EXPENSES, AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. INVEST YOUR BAD HABIT MONEY, INTO THE STOCK MARKET. THOSE WORDS CAUSE FEAR. THIS PUBLICATION, HELPS TO SERVE THE NOTION, FEAR ITSELF IS THE ONLY THING TO FEAR. FDR. I CAN EARN BILLIONS FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. MY CHILDREN. MY BUSINESS PARTNERS. MY MENTOR. EVEN THERE IT IS STILL MUCH FURTHER TO GO. HELP WISE. SERVICE TO OTHERS. SO THIS PUBLICATION, DOES IT'S OWN DAMAGE. DAMAGE TO WHAT, I'M NOT GOING THERE WITH YOU. I JUST WANT TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE RETIRE AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE.
I FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN MY HEART. ONCE YOU CROSS OVER, YOU TAKE NOTHING WITH YOU. I CAN EARN BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. MONEY CAN BE PUT IN MY CASKET, I STILL DIDN'T TAKE IT. IT'S ALL ABOUT DISTRIBUTION. THE ACCOUNTS I SET UP WILL ONLY HAVE WHAT I NEED IN THEM AND THE REST WILL BE DISTRIBUTED. STOCKS AND ALL DIGITAL ASSETS, UNTIL WE COMPLETE THE LIST. FOR NOW, THE FIRST MILLIONS EARNED, GO INTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS OF ALL KINDS. STARTING WITH THE STOCKS AND CRYPTO CURRENCIES, HEADING TOWARDS COMMERCIAL AND RESIDENTIAL REAL ESTATE. FLIIPPING HOUSE EQUITIES, TAX LIENS, JOINT VENTURES. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE BIG DREAMER. NOW I MUST ACT THEM OUT. DAY BY DAY, IMPLEMENT MORE STRATEGIC HABITS INTO THE SPARE TIME I HAVE.
AT THIRTY, THIS IS GENERALLY WHEN ONE WOULD DELVE INTO FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. I BARELY MADE IT. THE THREE YEAR PREPARATION STUDIES CURVED THE BEND AHEAD. AT THIRTY, AT THIS POINT, I AM FINANCIALLY NEUTRAL, MY DECISIONS BROUGHT ME HERE, TO THIRTY AND NEUTRAL. MY DECISIONS FROM HERE ON OUT, WILL DETERMINE THE LIFE'S SAKE. I BARELY MADE IT. THREE YEARS FROM NOW, WILL BE TEN YEARS FROM THE FIRST ASSET PURCHASED. THE DIGITAL ASSET, THE FIRST EVER. I HAVE WAY MORE STUDYING TO DO. I MUST INCREASE THE STUDYING, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. ASAP. AMAP. THE APPLICATION OF WHAT IS STUDIED MUST BE ALL THE THRITIES ARE ABOUT. IF YOU LIVE TO SEE FORTY, THIRTY FIVE FOR YOU. CHILDREN. I HAVE FIVE YEARS TO CREATE THE DREAM SCAPE I WANT FOR MY LIFE SITUATION AND LIFE, BEFORE HAVING A CHILD INSERTED INTO IT BY MY OWN GLANDS. AT MY OWN GLANDS. I WANT TO BE A STAY AT HOME DAD. WE MAKE MONEY FROM HOME OVER HERE BABY.
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SATURDAY JANUARY 11TH, 2020
1.11.2020
6:38PM EST - 7:00PM EST
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CHAPTER SEVEN: ANY RETURN ON YOUR INVESTMENTS
ANY RETURNS ON YOUR INVESTMENTS, MUST SEE THE TAXES FOR IT PAID. IF YOU RETAIN THE PROFITS INSIDE OF MORE INVESTMENTS, OR THE SAME INVESTMENT, YOU DON'T GET TAXED UNTIL YOUR CAPITAL IS DONE GAINING. INVESTING IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. INVESTING FOR YOUR BLOOD, IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. HOLDING STOCKS IS HOW YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. WITHIN THE DECADE, OF READING THIS MANIFESTO. IF YOU CAN SOMEHOW MANAGE TO ENACT THE STRATEGY, AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO DO, YOU MY FRIEND SHALL RULE YOUR OWN WORLD. RULING YOUR OWN WORLD, IS NOT BEYOND YOUR REACH. HOWEVER, OUR REACH, SHOULD ALWAYS EXCEED OUR GRASP.
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CHAPTER SEVEN SESSION TWO:
1.12.2020
SUNDAY DECEMBER 12TH, 2020
1:42AM EST - 2:54AM EST = 1HR 2M
AT THIRTY YEARS OLD, I AM TERRIFIED OF THE RAMIFICATIONS OF NOT HOLDING STOCKS. OH BOY, I MUST REMEMBER, I WILL BE FORTY, WITH GOD'S GRACES, GOD WILLING, SO I MUST CONTINUE SETTING UP MY LIFE. IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS PURSUING THE ARTISTIC PORTFOLIO. FILMMAKER AND NOVELIST. WHAT NO ONE I KNEW TOLD ME, WAS WHAT I NOW TELL PEOPLE OF, IN REGARDS TO TECH STOCKS. AT THIS POINT, WE GET A DEEP SENSE OF RELIEF, KNOWING WE ARE INVESTING OUR BLACK AND MILD MONEY INTO TECH STOCKS, INCLUDING CRYPTO.
DOING WHAT I AM DOING NOW, WITH INVESTING, IN MY TWENTIES, WOULD HAVE FUNDED CXF AND DXC BY NOW. THAT'S THE REALIZATION OF THE TWENTIES. MY TWENTIES. IN THE 2010s. IN MY THIRTIES, I MUST INVEST AS MUCH AS I CAN INTO MY HOLDINGS. LEARNING TO TRADE, WAS TO FURTHER THE HOLDING ABILITIES. NOW, I HAVE TO TAKE PROFIT FROM THE TRADING. WHEN THE MONEY DOUBLES, PULL IT OFF AND PLACE IT IN THE CURRENCY'S RESPECTIVE WALLET. THEN SEND THE CURRENCY OUT TO HOLD AS CRYPTO, OR TO PURCHASE STOCKS AND REAL ESTATE.
WITH THIS SAID, I MANAGE TO GET THE TRADING RIGHT, THE PROFITS WILL JUST FLOW INTO THE HOLDINGS. THE EARNED INCOME FROM ACTIVE INCOME, WORKING JOBS, WILL GO INTO BILLS AND STOCKS AND CRYPTO. THE BETTER THE TRADING GOES, THE MORE STOCKS CAN BE PURCHASED IN OTHER'S ACCOUNTS. FOR OTHERS. FOR NOW, PURCHASE THEM IN YOUR ACCOUNTS, WITH YOUR MONEY. THE TRADING PROFITS WILL CREATE A MONEY MAKING MACHINE, FROM, TWO MONEY MAKING MACHINES.
EVEN WITHOUT THE TRADING, THE HOLDING PROFIT RETURNS WILL BE MILLIONS. PURCHASING SPECIFIC INDUSTRY STOCKS, OVER THE NEXT DECADE, MY THIRTIES, WILL BRING IN A BILLION, I CAN SEE THAT. TRADING AND HOLDING FROM THE TRADING, FOR TEN YEARS, ON TOP OF HOLDING FROM SLAVE WAGES, WILL DEFINITELY SEE IT FIT FOR BILLIONS. GET THE TRADING, NOW YOU'RE STILL WORKING SLAVE WAGES, BUT THROWING THE HALF OR FULL CHECK INTO THE HOLDINGS. THE TRADING PROFITS NOW PAY FOR THE BILLS, HOWEVER, THE REST OF THE PROFITS GO INTO THE HOLDINGS. THIS IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. TRADING IS HARSH TO LEARN FOR YOU ARE CONQUERING YOURSELF, NOT THE MARKET.
YOU WILL LEARN TO CONQUER THE MARKET, AFTER CONQUERING YOURSELF. THIS IS WHAT I AM LEARNING, DOING IT. I MYSELF AM TRADING. I MUST TRADE AGAINST MYSELF. WHEN I TRADE AGAINST MYSELF, I AM ACTUALLY ACCOUNTING FOR THE POSSIBILITY, IN WHICH I MAY BE WRONG. THE OTHER FIFTY PERCENT. CAST BOTH LINES.
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1.12.2020
SUNDAY JANUARY 12TH, 2020
5:47PM EST - 6:27PM EST
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CHAPTER EIGHT: THE FOREX MARKET
THE FOREX MARKET JUST OPENED 49 MINUTES AGO, EASTERN TIME. TIME FLIES, THIS IS WHY HOLDING STOCKS, IS WELL JUSTIFIED. IF TIME FLIES SO SWIFTLY, INVESTING CAPITAL INTO THE EMERGING MARKETS OF THE FUTURE, TIME AND CHANCE WILL SEE TO IT YET AGAIN, THE DOT COM BOOM. THE NANOTECHNOLOGY BOOM IS ON ARRIVAL. THE BIOMETRICS BOOM IS ON IT'S WAY. THE CYBER SECURITY BOOM IS EN ROUTE. THE ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE BOOM IS AT YOUR FRONT DOOR, RIGHT NOW. THE ROBOTICS BOOM COULD BE YOUR BEST FRIEND.
WHY NOT LEAVE INHERITANCES, TO YOUR FAMILY AND CHILDREN? WHY NOT? WHY NOT YOU? WHAT DOES THE FUTURE LOOK LIKE? WHAT SAY YOU? EVER HEARD OF CASSANDRA? ALL I CAN DO IS INVEST MY HARD EARNED MONEY, AS CAPITAL, INTO THE MERGING EMERGING MARKETS. THE SECRET LEARNED DURING MY TWENTIES. TOOK ME A DECADE TO FIGURE THIS OUT. I NOW HAVE AN ENTIRELY NEW DECADE, TO APPLY IT, THUS CATCHING UP. IF I AM TRADING FOREIGN CURRENCY, TO HOLD STOCKS AND CRYPTO, TAKE PROFIT IS THE NAME OF THE TRADING GAME.
I AM TRADING AND HOLDING. I AM TRADING IN ORDER TO HOLD MORE. I AM HOLDING, IN ORDER TO TRADE MORE. THE TRADING AND THE HOLDING, GO TOGETHER, HAND IN HAND. WHEN THE TRADING PROFITS, PULL THE PROFITS, FROM THE ACCOUNT. PUSH THE PROFITS INTO THE WALLET PIT. ALLOW THE WALLET PIT TO STACK TO SURFACE LEVEL. SEND THE WALLET PIT, TO USD AND XRP WALLETS. BTC WALLETS AS WELL PERIOD. THIS METHOD IN STRATEGY, WILL PROVE TO REIGN SUPREME OVER MY ECONOMICAL TAKEOVER OF MY DAY TO DAY ROUTINE.
BY PULLING OFF THE PROFITS FROM THE FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING, INTO THE STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS, THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO'S GROWTH SHOWS THE VALIDITY OF THE TRADING STRATEGY. THE PURPOSE OF THE TRADING, OVERALL, IS TO USE THE PROFITS, FOR OTHER INVESTMENTS. STOCK HOLDINGS ARE THE FIRST INVESTMENTS. FROM THERE REAL ESTATE. THE FILM PRODUCTION COMPANY. THE PUBLICATION MARKETING COMPANY. MEDIA PROMOTIONS COMPANY. ALL OF THE COMPANIES I HAVE EVER WANTED TO START, I WILL START THESE COMPANIES, TO KEEP ME COMPANY, WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO ONE THERE TO ACCOMPANY ME, IN CREATING THESE COMPANIES.
WHETHER I SUCCEED OR FAIL, ULTIMATELY, THIS LONELINESS MAY NEVER LEAVE ME. THE BURDEN I PERSONALLY DEAL WITH. SO DESPITE THIS, I WRITE THIS. I WRITE THIS AS A DECLARATION OF WAR TO THE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE PAST VERSIONS OF MY OWN MINDSET. I AM GOING TO RULE MY OWN WORLD, AND YOU DEAR STRANGER HAVE FOUND YOURSELF WITH THE DIARY OF A MAD MAN. THE DREAMS I HAD IN MY TWENTIES, FOR MY OWN FUTURE, WERE MY OWN. I KNEW THEY WOULD BE LIFELONG PURSUITS. MEANING I WOULD HAVE TO SPEND MY LIFE PURSUING THEM. WHAT I DIDN'T REALIZE, IS THAT WOULD CREATE SUCH A LONELY LIFE. IF THE ONLY WAY TO SEE THE DREAM THRU, IS TO PURSUE, A LONELY LIFE INDEED.
WHEN EVERYONE ELSE WANTS TO SOCIALIZE, YOU MAY NOT HAVE THE TIME. EVENTUALLY YOUR DISTANCE WILL RESULT IN WHATEVER IT RESULTS IN AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF, PONDERING ON THE EFFECTS OF YOUR PURSUITS. I WANTED A FAMILY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. LIKE MOST PEOPLE, I DESIRED CHILDREN AND A WIFE OF MY OWN. MY OWN PERSONAL EXPERIENCES GROWING UP SHOWED ME THE IMPORTANCE OF HAVING CUSTODY OF MY CHILD. I DON'T HAVE TO HAVE SOLE CUSTODY BUT SHE CAN'T EITHER. MY MOTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME. I REMEMBER WHAT MY MOTHER TOLD ME. AGAINST ALL ODDS.
MY MOTHER BECAME A GRANDPARENT, WHEN I WAS IN 6TH GRADE. I HAVE BEEN AN UNCLE, SINCE I WAS TWELVE. I HAVE SEEN BABY MOTHER DRAMA, TO A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL, BEFORE PUBERTY. NOT TO MENTION, GROWING UP IN A SINGLE PARENT HOME SINCE AGE 7. SO MY OWN PERSONAL FANTASY OF THE FAMILY LIFE THAT MENDS THE WOUNDS OF WHAT I PERSONALLY DEALT WITH. THE WRITING WAS ALWAYS SEEN AS A GIFT FOR ME TO LEAN ON WHEN IN PAIN. I SAW PAIN. I WROTE IT ALL DOWN. I SAW VISIONS, I WROTE THEM ALL DOWN. I WANT FINANCIAL CONTROL OVER MY OWN ECONOMIC STANDING AS A PERSON.
BEFORE I HAVE CHILDREN, I WANTED MY EARNING POWER TO SUIT MY PREFERENCE. I DON'T ARGUE OVER MONEY. I NEVER WANT TO PUT MYSELF IN A POSITION WHERE I AM. I WANT TO PAY MY BILLS HALF A YEAR IN ADVANCE AT MINIMUM. THIS WILL ALLOW ME TO INVEST. THESE TWO ACTIONS, WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE AS SOON AS I CAN. THIS ACTION WILL ALLOW ME TO FUND THE MEDIA EMPIRE I BUILT IN INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, DURING MY TWENTIES. THIS ACTION WILL ALLOW ME TO STUDY POLITICS AND ECONOMICS, AFTER FILM SCHOOL. I CAN BEGIN TO THINK OF SETTLING DOWN WITH WIFE AND CHILDREN, THEN. I HAVE FIVE YEARS LEFT REALISTICALLY, TO GET THESE ACCOMPLISHMENTS, ACCOMPLISHED.
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TUESDAY JANUARY 14TH, 2020
1.14.2020
3:24AM EST - 3:51AM EST
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CHAPTER NINE: FINANCIALS
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FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS AND FINANCIAL SECURITIES. THESE TACTICS ARE HOW WE ARE GOING TO RETIRE, AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE. WITHIN THE NEXT DECADE, WE WILL RETIRE, FOR WE WILL BE INVESTING OUR HARD EARNED FIAT CURRENCY, IN AS MANY FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS AND SECURITIES AS POSSIBLE. WHAT ARE THE LIST OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS? WHAT DOES THE LIST OF FINANCIAL SECURITIES CONTAIN? WHICH ONE SOUNDS MORE LIKE THE MONEY MAKER? FINANCIAL SECURITIES, OR FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS? WHICH FINANCIAL VEHICLES, DO YOU FANCY? DO YOU PREFER BONDS OVER STOCKS? BOMBS OVER BAGHDAD. DO YOU PREFER STOCKS OVER BONDS? DO YOU FAVOR HOLDING STOCKS OVER HOLDING CURRENCIES? WHAT ABOUT DIGITAL ASSETS? THERE HAVE NEVER BEEN DIGITAL ASSETS BEFORE.
I TURNED THIRTY, TWO WEEKS AGO. FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS, THE REST OF MY LIFE AS WELL, I WANT TO, I WILL, INVEST HEAVILY IN MY NEST EGG. AFTER THE NEST EGG, COMES THE INHERITANCE FOR THE CHILDREN, AND YOUR BIRTH FAMILY. AFTER THIS COMES THE MONEY FOR THE HUMANITARIANISM. WE ARE GRATEFUL TO GOD WE ARE IN THIS POSITION, WE MUST GIVE BACK WHAT WE OWE THE COSMOS. WHAT ARE THE DIFFERENT TYPES OF BONDS? WE MUST INVEST IN THEM ALL. THE ENTIRE LIST OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS, AND SECURITIES, WE MUST INVEST IN THEM ALL. FOR THE NEXT DECADE, WE MUST INVEST IN THE INSTRUMENTAL SECURITIES.
AS LONG AS WE START THIS, AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, WE WILL HAVE A GRADUAL AND CONSISTENT FLOW OF INVESTMENT CAPITAL, TRAVERSING, THRU THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. STOCKS, BONDS, FOREIGN CURRENCIES, DIGITAL CURRENCIES, ANY OTHER INSTRUMENTAL SECURITIES, WE WILL SECURE AS INSTRUMENTS. AT AGE EIGHT TEEN, WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE PURCHASING BONDS, FOR OURSELVES. PERIOD. WHAT IF WE FOCUSED ON OUR NEST EGGS IN OUR THIRTIES? RETIRING AT FORTY IS GREAT. WE COULD'VE RETIRED AT THIRTY SO WHAT DID I GAIN, BY NOT TRAINING THE BRAIN?
I DON'T BELIEVE IN GIRLFRIENDS. IF I AM NOT READY TO GET MARRIED, THEN FOR WHAT AM I DATING? IF I KNOW WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IN A WIFE, THERE'S NO NEED TO DATE. FIND IT AND THAT'S A WRAP. GIRLFRIENDS, HAVE NO BENEFIT. THERE ARE NO BENEFITS FROM HAVING A GIRLFRIEND. GEORGE FROM AFRICA TAUGHT ME THIS. CAPRICORN GEORGE FROM AFRICA. GEORGE ISN'T HIS REAL NAME. SHAFER. WITH WIFE, THERE ARE BENEFITS. WITH GIRLFRIENDS, THERE ARE NO BENEFITS. I BELIEVE IN AN ECONOMIC FORTRESS. A FORTRESS IS TO BE TIGHT. THE FORTRESS IS TO BE SECURE. SECURE YOUR INVESTMENTS. SECURE THE BAG. IS THE BAG SECURE?
ONCE THE EARNING POWER IS AT A MILLION DOLLARS, FROM TRADING CURRENCY, I WILL HAVE A BABY OF MY VERY OWN. IT WILL BE A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT, IF I AM EVER TO SEE SUCH A VISION. I WOULD LOVE TO TEACH MY CHILD, WHAT I HAVE LEARNED OF ECONOMICS AND FINANCIAL LITERACY, AMONG ST EVERY OTHER SUBJECT. I WAS TERRIFIED OF NOT HAVING ECONOMIC CONTROL OVER MY OWN REALITY, WITH A CHILD OF MY OWN. I WITHDREW FROM SEX ALL TOGETHER. ALTOGETHER? NOT ONLY DO I AIM TO TEACH MY CHILDREN ECONOMIC STRATEGY, I AIM TO LEAVE THEM WHAT I HAVE PUT ASIDE FOR THEM. THEY CAN GIVE MY FORTUNE TO THEIR KIDS, AND MAKE THEIR OWN. OR THEY CAN MAKE THEIR OWN AND LEAVE IT FOR THEIR CHILDREN.
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1:32AM EST - 2:08AM EST
1.15.2020
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 15TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TEN: MARKRAY CORPORATION

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First Break Up List
>> personal interests and hobbies mismatch, it sucks for me to still be making plans on my own, the crossover between our interests does not need to be 100% but some bleed would be great
>> apartment with pinky/pinky and the whole pinky thing needs to be discussed it’s off-putting
>> remember when I mentioned routine and habits, I struggle with change, wasn’t happy about breaking routine, not your fault
Second Break-Up Reasons
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1. These actually very closely align to above.
2. Personal Interests
   1. She was very much a homebody and didn’t enjoy being social.
      1. We did align here but she lacked goals
   2. She had goals which focused around school but nothing in her personal life, there were no hobbies or interests she spent time pursuing.
   3. Our activities together were pretty standard in terms of relationships and thing you do around town. We did museums, shows, dancing, etc. During our days together we sometimes didn’t see eye to eye on how to spend our time together
   4. Our date nights were always great but followed the same routine. Community events and dinner at a new restaurants.
   5. Up until I had gotten her the bike I always felt like I was forcing her to join me hiking, go the trails, be outside. She always participated and had a great time.
      1. Prior to meeting I had built a routine around biking and switching to a low pace low energy lifestyle really upset me.
3. Christmas, Love, 1 year anniversary, valentines day, and birthday all in next 60 days.
   1. The pressure around Christmas play a good part into my reasoning for ending things. In retrospect, this shouldn’t have been the case. At the beginning of the Month she provided me with 25 Christmas gifts in a basket. I didn’t know how to react to this, I hadn’t had a normal Christmas in years.
   2. It dawned on me that I always wanted the two of us to go biking together, and I always felt she could really use a bike to improve her own well-being. So I got her the bik.
   3. As Christmas grew closer and I was trying to find a bike and give her a great gift I began to question why I was doing this. Part of me felt like I had to because we were in a relationship and the other part was internalizing our entire relationship, was she the right one? I am putting in all this effort and is it worth it? Will she even like the bike? She’s never expressed interest in it
   4. In addition to Christmas, around that time everything about her changed, I very easily tell she was in love with me but afraid to tell me. This put even more pressure on making sure the Christmas gift. I also knew in 2 months we’d have a one year anniversary.
   5. All of December I was so focused on the pressure of the relationship, making plans to be with her for Christmas, I began to disconnect from the relationship. It felt like things were moving really fast or were about to move very fast.
      1. I ended up convincing myself I wasn’t happy. I had put on weight, I was becoming slightly aggravated with work…but because she always talked about the negative parts of her job. I felt like I was constantly splitting my weekends between what I wanted to do and what we wanted to do. I had worked so hard to be the person I was when we met and during our time together I lost that person. I knew that person had to change to accommodate her but I didn’t like the way it change.
      2. For Christmas I toyed with the idea of gifting her a key to my apartment, the idea being that I really wanted to move things forward with her, that I did love her, that I did want to change my life to better accommodate her.
      3. Did I love her though? I think so.
      4. I was scared that she was scared of telling me how she really felt about me. It made me nervous that there was something wrong in our relationship and the way we communicated.
   6. The Christmas Trip to Chicago
      1. During Christmas she opted to take a last minute two day trip to Chicago with her male friend Pinky. Her good friend that I think is in love with her.
      2. The trip took place two days before Christmas during the really bad snowstorm. We had plans to be together for the holiday and go camping
      3. Her flight was delayed and she couldn’t come back until the 28th or 29th.
      4. I was devastated over this, I had finally come around to Christmas and was looking forward to have someone to spend the holiday with and it didn’t happen. This killed my entire Christmas mood and really made me question everything about us.
      5. She knew the storm was coming and before leaving knew there was a risk of missing Christmas but continued anyways. I don’t have an issue with pinky in the regards that she would cheat on me, but I really struggled to understand this relationship between the two of them.

Why the break-up

1. She has so much potential to be this amazing woman and she doesn’t even try. I know she has school and work…
   1. I had wish for awhile that the feeling of guilt spending time doing my own things would go away. May the would have if I had know on weekend mornings she was doing her own thing, spending time on herself instead of sleeping or watching crime shows.
   2. She has some trauma around relationships in the past and this was a recurring conversation in our relationship. She made it very clear this was her first serious relationship where she felt safe and secure. This was the first relationship where she felt like her needs were being discussed and met. I eventually convinced her to get help with this which she did.

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1. I became weary after she began seeking mental help. I was self conscious about her finding out about my insecurities and those being identified by her therapist as reasons why we shouldn’t be together.
   
2. I was open with her about everything in my life
   
3. I didn’t even know if she was talking about our relationship
   
4. She had the worst teeth, just needs to get those things cleaned.
   
5. She has self image issues, while I always fault she was beautiful and extremely unique, she never really tried to work out with me or address these issues.
   
6. We did try working out together once but it never stuck with her, this goes back to offering her a key to my apartment.
   
7. My Life was beginning to split into two:
   

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1. Our time together
2. What I wanted for myself

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1. There was certainly overlap, and while people say you shouldn’t have similar interests as your partner, why is that? I would loved if she was a more active person, if she would have insisted on getting a bike to go out with me, if she had more often entertained ideas for our time together that leaned more toward what I wanted to do
2. Financial life - I want a house, I want to keep doing triathlons, I have big bike plans over the next few years. I wasn’t really read to give up any of this, while there was no financial strain brought on by the relationship, relationship do required that you spend money and I sometimes felt like a dinner out could have been better used to finance a plane ticket or tri entry fee.
3. I spent a lot of time each week trying to justify and how to explain to her that I was going to be gone half the day, on the two days a week we stayed together.
   
4. She never cared.
   
5. Moving in together
   
6. I was so scared of this conversation. She needs to move out of her moms ASAP
   
7. She considered moving in with her male best friend who I think is in love with her.
   
8. She had a dog that wouldn’t fit in with my apartment.
   
9. She often hinted at having this conversation
   
10. During our breakup I mentioned this and she did say it was way too early for that discussion.
    

Is part of a relationship supporting someone while they figure who they are and what they want in life?
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1. She had no idea what she wanted out of life, she very much had just begun to figure herself out. I am the one that forced her to do this.
2. She had a lot of self confidence and image issues that stemmed from family and past relationships she hadn’t begun to understand
3. The conversation at Christmas about anxiety over having no plans or nothing to do for two weeks?
4. Did I over think the pinky relationship?
5. Relationship with her ex, Jordan

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1. They met every Tuesday for dinner at a local food truck event
2. She described their relationship as being a “situationship” they moved in together because they were dating at the same time they were both kick out of their homes
3. This is when she got the dog
4. She mentioned he treated her extremely poorly
5. When we got into her car his name was always on the “quick contacts” screen, but these contacts had never changed from our first date to the end of the relationship
6. I never really tried to understand this relationship, the Tuesday dinner thing is something that has always happened, she’s been cheated on in the past, I never once felt she cheated on me with him, but I never understood why she hung on to this relationship. I assumed it was always a fall back plan?
7. This guy was also invited to the graduation party.

The graduation party
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1. She invited her work friends and myself, pinky, and Jordan. Again I just didn’t get this, especially since it was close family only

Physical Relationship
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1. I have never connected physically and emotionally with someone like I did Michaela. During our discussion around our sex life we had a slight mis-match I was a few times a week person she was an everyday person but I learned to adjust.
2. The sex was amazing, again, I have never connected with someone like her before.
3. I’ve never felt the way kissing someone like I did with her
4. I was always unhappy of her weight. At first I thought it was because of my hated of bigger people, but it really came down to me not liking that she hated it but didn’t do anything about.

Nags about the relationship:
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1. Not a risk taker
2. I wish she was someone that would do everything with me, and we just didn’t have strong enough interest in each others interests for this to happen.
3. Girl, you spend so much time watching tru crime shows, shut it off and learn about yourself
4. Quit your job, its toxic as fuck, hang out with your work friends less
5. Find a hobby, your significant other can’t be your entire life. Part of the reason we spent time figuring out what to do is because you don’t have any interests. Part of my guilt in the relationship was spending time doing my things while you were left at my apartment by yourself….watching tv
6. Get a teeth cleaning, fuck.
7. You’re beautiful and a head turner, embrace it, stop thinking so poorly of yourself.

After writing this out:
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1. I think I ended things because of my fear of commitment
2. I did love her, I spent a lot effort convincing myself otherwise
3. The pressure I put on myself regarding this relationship in December was unfair to both of us. She was being an amazing partner I was being selfish and looking for ways to not face these moments in our relationship
4. I don’t understand how to support someone and when it is correct to support someone in a relationship and what support needs to be sorted out on their own
5. I hope we cross paths again in the future, I think she’s going to end up being and even better match for me.
6. I realize that I was upset with her for not beginning to understand herself, and while she was certainly working toward it was in a manner different than what I did for myself to gain confidence and happiness in life
7. I wrote this after the mom letter, and I realize she made me extremely insecure about the relationship I had with my mother. She and her mother have a terrible relationship, almost verbally abusive in a way but she maintains a relationship with her. I was certainly afraid of her figuring out this could be an issue in our relationship or her therapist some how indicating this is a red flag

My sister (38F) has a phobia of snakes - to the point where she should probably seek some professional help. For instance, when she heard about a snake at Lowe's she didn't go to Lowe's for over a year.
I (32M) love animals and have always wanted a snake. I live in my own house with my wife and dogs.
Last year we tossed around the idea of getting a snake. Out of courtesy to my sister, I told her about the idea of getting a snake. She immediately said that she would refuse to come over to my house if she knew there was a snake in it. So I backed down and didn't get a snake.
It's been a year at this point and I'm tossing around the idea of a snake again. But this time I'm considering just not telling her about it. I don't feel it's necessary for her to know since I know the snake is secured and wouldn't be a threat regardless. She only visits my house a few times a year and the snake would never be in a place that she knew it existed.
WIBTA if I got a snake and just didn't tell her?

Hi, I'm not sure where else to post. I had a large vestibular schwannoma (almost 3cm) removed in February last year. Since mid-april last year I've had developed severe pain and neuro symptoms (dizziness, nausea, trouble concentrating, balance issues/falls, coordination issues, trouble finding words and having a conversation, sleep disturbances, vision goes blurry for at least an hour a day, can't cry on R side (no tears or mucus), feeling abnormally cold).
I had a headache neurologist in my old state - she trialed me on several supplements, gabapentin (made pain way worse and kept it at that level 24/7), sumatriptan (made pain way worse and made upper body/R side of face numb/tingly), and tizanidine (doesn't help pain but keeps overall pain from getting too severe). My neurosurgeon there had no idea why this is happening. It's been progressively, consistently been worsening this whole time and I can barely get through the day.
I also saw the ENT that also performed my surgery (he said he has no idea and to keep working w my neurologist) and an ophthalmologist (said my eyes are normal/good, no unusual pressure).
I had an MRI last friday in the ER and it found 'mild underlying focal encephalomalacia involving the peripheral right cerebellum'. Is this the cause of my progressive issues? Maybe it just took a while for it to really affect me?
My last MRI in May last year found an enhancement along my internal auditory canal. My recent MRI didn't look at my IAC too close, so I'm not sure if something there could've progressed.
The place I live now has 3 neurosurgeons and none of them know anything about vestibular schwannomas or things involving the IAC. I will need to travel great distances to see anyone (and travel is very difficult bc of my pain), only to maybe have someone throw their hands up again. I'm hoping someone on Reddit may know how to direct me.
The pain is unbearable and gets worse every day. I never thought I could live with this level of pain. My pain scale has adjusted over the last year. I'm allergic to tylenol, and can't have NSAIDs because of a few stomach conditions I have. I used to use CBD tinctures from last May until last November - then it stopped helping, even when increasing the dose. Then I turned to THC edibles, but they just barely take the edge off and sometimes make the pain worse (same w CBD). I've tried different strains. Ice makes it worse. Heat used to help, then stopped helping. Even left over oxycodone from my surgery, which used to always help, does nothing to this pain. Exercise doesn't help. Diet changes haven't helped. I'm still doing vestibular therapy and head/neck stretch exercises I was taught after my surgery.
I'm at the end of my rope here. I don't know what to do. I'm considering trying botox shots soon to see if that helps the pain, but I don't think that'd help my neuro issues.. :(

2.9.2020
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 9TH, 2020
9:12PM EST - 9:50 PM EST
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DEDICATION: HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KEVI FROM KEVITV
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THIS VOLUME IS DEDICATED TO SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. MY 19 YEAR OLD NIECE. SHE TURNS 19 TOMORROW. I WANT TO PUBLISH THIS BOOK, ON HER 19TH BIRTHDAY. THIS PROJECT HAS BEEN PROOFREAD. THE PROOFREADING WAS AUDIO RECORDED. HELPS. I AM WRITING THIS PROJECT AND IT WILL HELP MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU KEVI. I WANT YOU TO BE ONE OF THEM. IT WOULD BE IRONIC IF YOUR UNCLE WROTE A PLAN, HELPING MILLIONS, AND YOU DIDN'T PARTICIPATE. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I LOVE YOU. I THINK OF YOU WHEN I INVEST IN ASSETS. I HAD THE PRILIVEGE OF WATCHING YOU GROW UP. IF THEY ASKED ME WHAT I DID ALL DAY INSIDE OF MY MIND? THE ANSWER IS KARAOKE. SOMETIMES AT WORK I GET CAUGHT. ENGAGING IN KARAOKE. I TOOK YOUR ADVICE FROM FIVE YEARS AGO. I MAKE MYSELF LAUGH INSIDE OF MY HEAD ALL DAY NOW. IT IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ARENA.
THIS BOOK IS AWESOME KEVI. I JUST FINISHED IT, TWO DAYS AGO. KEVI I LOVE YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I FINISHED THE BOOK, TWO DAYS OR THREE DAYS BEFORE YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. SO I JUST SAID I HAD ENOUGH TIME TO EDIT IT BY YOUR BIRTHDAY AND PUBLISH IT WITHIN THE HOUR. I LOVE YOU. I WISH I HAD ECONOMIC GOGGLES TO SEND YOU, SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I SEE. IF YOU NEVER READ THIS OR APPLY IT AFTER READING, I APPLY IT FOR YOU. THERE ARE TWO TYPES OF LITERACY I KNOW OF. READING WORDS. READING PERCENTAGES. READING THE LETTER. READING THE DOLLAR. IT'S NOT ABOUT SALARY. IT'S EARNING POWER. YOU WON'T GET IT UNTIL YOU GET IT. FINANCIAL LITERACY. AT THE SAME TIME, AS YOU CAN SEE, I BACKED OFF. I LET YOU DO YOU. IT IS WHAT IT IS. I LOVE YOU KEVI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. I WROTE A BOOK. RIGHT BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY. HERE'S PART OF YOUR GIFT. I WILL STASH AWAY CRYPTO AND STOCKS FOR YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN. I PUBLISHED THIS BOOK ON YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. 46
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10:38PM EST -11:35PM EST
CHRISTMAS DAY 2019
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 25TH, 2019
12.25.2019
PERSON OF NUMBERS
CANDARA FONT
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THE INTRODUCTION: HORRIBLE MINDSET
WHAT IS A PERSON OF NUMBERS? A PERSON OF LETTERS, IS THE TERM INSPIRING THE TITLE FOR THIS ONE. A MAN OF LETTERS IS ONE WHOM WRITES BOOKS POSSIBLY. SO, CONVERSELY, A MAN OF NUMBERS, THE PERSON OF NUMBERS, IS ONE WHOM POSSIBLY SPONSORS INVESTMENTS. LIFE IS ALL ABOUT INVESTMENTS. YES, WE TOOK IT THERE. HOW MANY GREAT INVESTMENTS CAN YOU MAKE FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S SAKE? YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN BE PAID. THEY SHOULD BE PAID. THEY ALSO NEED TO LEARN HOW TO GET IT ON THEIR OWN. THEY NEED TO PAY THEMSELVES. HOW DOES ONE WIN THE RAT RACE??? HOW DO YOU ESCAPE THE RAT RACE MATRIX? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN UNCLE SAM COMES SLAMMING FOR YOU? WE HAVE TO HAVE GREAT INVESTMENTS FOR OUR FUTURES, FOR OUR FUTURES TO BE LESS CONCERNING OF AN ISSUE TO US. THERE IS A MINDSET OF INVESTO-PHOBIA. HORRIBLE MINDSET, FOR THE RECORD. WHY BE AFRAID OF RETIREMENT? BREAKING THIS DOWN IN AN EQUATION, RETIREMENT IS SOMETHING HAPPENING YEARS FROM NOW. SO INVESTING IN TECHNOLOGY STOCKS WHILE YOUNG ALLOWS A PREFERRED RETIREMENT FUND TO LIVE ON AND FURTHER GROW. IF RETIREMENT IS LATER, THEN INVESTING IN EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES, WHICH WOULDN'T POP OFF FULLY UNTIL RETIREMENT AGE. WHAT WE WOULD HAVE WISHED IN OUR TWENTIES, SOMEONE TO SAY THESE THINGS TO US THEN? THE LEAST FRIGHTENING WAY OF LOOKING AT THE STOCKS ARE INDUSTRY BUCKETS.
THROW YOUR MONEY INTO THE RIGHT BUCKET, BUCKET PROFITS DOUBLE AND SPLIT. THIS ENTIRE PROJECT WILL DELVE INTO CONSORTED ECONOMIC STRATEGIES. MY WAY OF TELLING YOU I WOULD SWITCH THE CONCEPTS OFTEN SO YOU DON'T SQUIRM AS MUCH. I WILL GET NO BENEFIT IN THE AFTERLIFE FOR LYING TO YOU NOW MY FRIEND, I FEAR. I INTEND TO LEAVE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS IN DOLLARS INVESTED IN THE STOCK MARKET, TO BE LEFT TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE. THESE PUBLICATIONS ARE MERE DIARIES OF WHAT WENT ON WHEN. WHEN IT IS ALL OBVIOUS, THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL BE GIVEN OUT AS CONVERSATION ENDERS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO DISPLAYING THE CONCEPTS FROM OUR MIND ON ECONOMIC BLISS. WE ALL WANT ECONOMIC BLISS. IF I COULD WRITE A LETTER TO MYSELF TEN YEARS AGO, ONE LONG LETTER TO 18YR OLD CHAD. HOWEVER I CAN NOT, I CAN ONLY WRITE LETTERS TO THE CHAD TEN YEARS FROM NOW AND I CAN WRITE LETTERS TO YOU. SO, THESE ARE MY LETTERS TO YOU, MY FRIEND.
LETTERS BUT NOTES. NOTES ON ECONOMIC STRATEGIZING. WHATEVER INVESTMENT ARENA I AM INVESTING IN MYSELF, I WILL INCLUDE NOTES ON THE EXPERIENCES. THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL INCLUDE TRADE ACCOUNT PICTURES. I WILL IMMEDIATELY RESTART YOUTUBING AGAIN, BUT AS A FOREX TRADER'S CHANNEL. I DEFINITELY HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO GOD FOR MY LIFE IN WHICH I LOVE SO DEARLY. I WANT THE PUBLICATIONS I WRITE IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE 2020'S, TO REFLECT A CERTAIN GROWTH. A CERTAIN ECONOMIC GROWTH THE WRITING PHASES SHOW. ON THE CREATIVE SIDE, I WILL BE DELVING INTO COSMIC HORROR TO HONOR THE NEED TO VENT. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR GIVING THIS PUBLICATION YOUR ATTENTION AND I LOOK FORWARD TO ENTERTAINING YOU WITH THE INFORMATION I WAS PRIVY TO.
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DECEMBER 29TH, 2019 11:25PMEST -12:05AM EST
DECEMBER 30TH,2019
(30TH BIRTHDAY)
LAST THIRTY MINUTES OF 30TH BIRTHDAY WRITING SESSION AUDIO RECORDED AS WELL. EVERY WRITING SESSION OF THIS PUBLICATION HAS BEEN AND WILL BE AUDIO RECORDED TO SPUR STEED SPEED..
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CHAPTER ONE: THIS IS JUST MY DIARY AND SO NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
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INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS CALLED FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. MONEY IS ONLY SCARY WHEN YOU ARE NOT FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING IS AKIN TO PUTTING YOUR MONEY TO WORK FOR YOU, FOR A CHANGE. YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME TO WIN. IT IS A GAME AND EVERYTHING GOES BACK IN THE BOX. BUILDING WEALTH IS ALL STRATEGY. WHAT PLAN CAN YOU COME UP WITH TO GET YOURSELF OUT OF THIS ECONOMIC MATRIX MY FRIEND? INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS SOMETHING YOU DO FOR YOU CHILDREN. INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS THE LEAST RISKY THING YOU CAN EVER DO WITH YOUR MONEY. MAINLY DUE TO THE FACT, NOT INVESTING YOUR MONEY LEAVES YOU LITTLE BUFFER. IF YOU DO NOT INVEST YOUR EARNINGS, THEN WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU BURNING YOUR EARNINGS ON? THE ELECTRICITY BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. THE MOBILE CELLULAR PHONE BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. EVERY BILL IS A LIFE LONG ONE. EVERY SINGLE BILL IS LIFE LONG.
SO, IF THE BILLS ARE NEVER GOING TO STOP, THEN ONLY PAYING THE BILLS WILL NEVER STOP YOU FROM HAVING TO PAY THE BILLS MAN. THE BEST I CAN DO IS TO LEAVE WITH YOU A COLLECTION OF THE MOST STRATEGIC THOUGHT PATTERNS I HAD AVAILABLE ECONOMICALLY. THIS IS AS SAID BEFORE, A DIARY OF WHAT IS TO COME AND HISTORICALLY AN INVESTMENT STRATEGY TO ENACT. STRATEGIES ARE TO BE ENACTED AND I AM DOCUMENTING THE STRATEGIES I AM EMPLOYING NOW AT THE BEGINNING OF MY THIRTIES. FOR THE LAST THREE YEARS, THE LAST THREE YEARS OF MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN ENCAPSULATED MENTALLY WITH INVESTMENT PHILOSOPHY. ALL OF THOSE WRITINGS WILL BE INCLUDED IN THESE WRITINGS JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE FULL PUBLICATION FOR THE INVESTMENT WRITING.
INVESTING STRATEGY IS A MINDSET. WARFARE IS A MINDSET. THE ECONOMIC WARFARE CALLS FOR STRATEGY. ECONOMIC STRATEGY WILL FREE YOU FROM THE ECONOMIC WARFARE, CAUSING ECONOMIC SLAVERY. WE ARE ENSLAVED TO THE DOLLAR AND WHAT DID YOU EVER DO TO THE DOLLAR FOR IT TO ENSLAVE YOUR GRASS? THE DOLLAR LITERALLY ENSLAVES YOUR GRASS. ZEY CALL IT PROPERTY TAX. IT'S YOUR MONEY AND SADLY YOUR FORTUNE IS IN YOUR HANDS RIGHT NOW. NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I JUST MIGHT NOT BE ABLE, TO HELP YOU AT ALL NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO. SO, IF YOU ARE AN OPEN MIND, WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU PURCHASE YOUR ECONOMIC FREEDOM. ECONOMIC FREEDOM MUST BE PURCHASED MY FRIEND.
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1:43AM EST - 2:30AM EST
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
1.1.2020
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CHAPTER TWO: Z'WORLDS
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MOST PEOPLE WHO LEARN WHAT I AM RESEARCHING, WILL NOT TELL YOU ANYTHING ABOUT IT, AT ALL, EVER. MOST PEOPLE, I HOWEVER, SHALL SPILL MY GUTS FOR FREE UNTIL THE AFTERMATH. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD FOR THIS LIFE AND THESE GIFTS AND SO I MUST SHARE THEM WITH Z'WORLD. SO HERE WE GO. HERE'S HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. WHAT IS INVESTING? INVESTING IS, TO US, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. IN WHAT MANNER ARE YOU FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING IS THE QUESTION TO ASK MY DEAR FRIEND? YES!
(PERSONAL MANDATE) YOU SHOULD, AS IN I, INVEST 80% OF YOUR PROFITS FROM INVESTMENTS, INTO OTHER INVESTMENTS. INVESTING, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, IS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO RETIRE YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY. YOUR LOVED ONES WILL FINANCIALLY BENEFIT FROM YOUR SUCCESS BECAUSE YOU ARE GOING TO ENJOY RETIRING THEM, ECONOMICALLY, BUYING THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS. YOU'RE ACTUALLY GIVING THEM THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS SO THEY CAN PURCHASE THEIR FREEDOM THEIR SELVES. THIS IS WHY I AM NOT EVER AFRAID ANYMORE, OF LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR.
THE DOLLAR, IS A DEFLATING TIRE. I SHALL LEVERAGE, THE DEFLATING TIRE, THUS HAVING A TEE-PEE HUT FULL OF TIRES BEING LEVERAGED. I DIDN'T DEFLATE SAID TIRE, THE GAME WAS RIGGED. RIGGED OR NOT WE WON. WE WON. WHO WON? WE WON. WHO IS WE? WE. YOU. ME. WE. I'M TAKING YOU WITH ME. IF IT'S IN YOUR DESTINY TO SEE THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT, TO ESCAPING THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. MONOPOLY IS A BOARD GAME, CLEARLY. AT THE END OF THE GAME, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU ACQUIRE, IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX.
IF IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX, YOU MUST ACQUIRE, THEN DISTRIBUTE. BEFORE DISTRIBUTING, YOU SHOULD INITIALLY CONSIDER EXPANSION. AFTER EXPANSION, ALLOW THE LEVERAGED FINANCES TO REVOLVE AND AGE. "SHOULD" IS SUCH A STRONG WORD. I HATE USING THE WORD "SHOULD". I SHOULD, STOP USING THE WORD "SHOULD". THIS IS AN INVESTMENT VEHICLE SO, "SHOULD", IS A WORD USED IN THE REALM OF PROJECTION AND SPECULATION. IF YOU FEAR SPECULATION, WHY DO YOU HAVE EXES?
ALL I WANT FROM YOU, IS AN EARLY RETIREMENT. ALL I WANT OF YOU, IS FOR YOU TO RETIRE AS SOON AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. ALL I WANT FOR YOU, IS YOUR NEST EGG. I WANT YOU, OUT OF THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. THERE'S NO NEED FOR YOU HERE. HONESTLY, YOU SERVICES ARE ACTUALLY, REQUIRED ELSEWHERE. ELSEWHERE YOU SHOULD GO, FOR MEANS AFFORDING RETIREMENT. THEY SAY AUTOMATION MEANS PEOPLE LOSE JOBS. THEY WERE NEVER SUPPOSED TO ALWAYS NEED A JOB TO PAY THEIR BILLS IN THE FIRST PLACE. OTHERWISE THAT'S THE WORST CASE. THIS IS THE NEW DECADE AND FRIEND, THERE ARE M O R E L E G A L WAYS TO SKIN THE EVICTION NOTICE OFF THE DOOR. THE CAT IS THE RENT. SKINNING IS A MENTAL PROCESS.
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1.1.2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
11:55PM EST - 12:18AM EST
12:18AM EST - 12:33AM EST (EDITING TIME)
12.2.2020
JANUARY 2ND, 2020
FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK
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CHAPTER THREE: AS OF YET, UNBORN
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I JUST TURNED THIRTY YEARS OLD LAST SUNDAY, DURING NEW YEAR'S WEEKEND. SO WITH ME BEING THIRTY NOW, THE MAIN THING I THINK ABOUT IS MY FUTURE. THANKFULLY FOR ME, DURING MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IN STRONG THOUGHTS AND CONCENTRATED ACTIONS/EFFORTS INTO REALIZING AND ACTUALIZING THE YOUNG ADULT AND CHILDHOOD DREAMS I CARESSED WITHIN. SO WITH THIS, AT THIRTY, I ONLY THINK ABOUT BUILDING MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS WHAT WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MYSELF. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MY ENTIRE FAMILY. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR ALL OF MY SEVEN NIECES AND NEPHEWS. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR MY OWN CHILDREN, AS OF YET, UNBORN.
MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO FUND THE BUSINESS PARTNERSHIPS I HAVE IN THE WORKS WITH BUSINESS PARTNERS AND MY BUSINESS MENTOR. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO SETTLE DOWN AND START A FAMILY OF MY OWN. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL HELP ME GROW MY BRAND AND EXPAND THE BRANDS I GROW FROM SCRATCH. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OTHER PHYSICAL TASK ON THIS EARTH, FOR ME INDIVIDUALLY, FOR THE INVESTMENTS WILL ALLOW ME TO PROVIDE FOR THE WIFE AND CHILDREN I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR. I AM NOT ONE TO JUMP INTO SITUATIONS I KNOW I CAN NOT HANDLE MYSELF IN. IF A CHILD COSTS TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY THOUSAND DOLLARS, ONE QUARTER OF A MILLION DOLLARS, I MUST GET MY EARNING POWER UP TO THE MILLION DOLLAR LEVEL, SO I CAN AFFORD TO SIMULTANEOUSLY FINANCE THE GROWTH OF FOUR CHILDREN.
LET'S SAY I HAD FOUR CHILDREN, AND AN EARNING POWER OF ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON. THAT WOULD BE FOUR MILLION DOLLARS PER YEAR. THAT'S ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE CHILD'S LIFE, EACH CHILD. THE REMAINING INCOME FROM THE EARNING POWER MUST GO INTO VARIOUS DIVERSE INVESTMENT VEHICLES FOR THE CHILDREN. THE FUTURE OF THE FAMILY RAISING ME UP TO PREVIOUS POINTS, IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME BEFORE HAVING CHILDREN OF MY OWN. I SET A PERSONAL GOAL FOR MYSELF; TO NOT CREATE A FAMILY OF MY OWN, UNTIL I HAVE FULLY FINANCED THE FAMILY I ORGINATED FROM. WITH THIS GOAL FINISHED, WHENEVER I DO IN FACT FINISH IT, I WILL BEGIN PUTTING AWAY INVESTMENTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN.
I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MYSELF. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FAMILY OF ORIGIN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR ALL BUSINESS PARTNERS AND THE MENTOR. THIS WOULD MEAN, I WOULD HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS SET UP FOR THE PEOPLE I CHERISH. THE INVESTMENTS IN MY OWN INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO WITH THEM, IF I AM STILL ALIVE WHEN THEY BLOSSOM. THEY WOULD ONLY BE IN MY ACCOUNT, SO I WOULD HAVE ACCESS TO A STASH OF STOCKS, CRYPTO, AND INVESTMENTS, I COULD LIQUIDATE MYSELF, DURING MY LIFETIME. THOSE INVESTMENTS WILL OF COURSE, BE IN MY WILL AS WELL. I WILL ONLY HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY INVESTED IN MY PERSONAL ACCOUNTS. THE AMOUNT MAY STILL IN FACT BE STAGGERING BUT NEVERTHELESS, IT WILL PAIL IN COMPARISON, TO THE ACCOUNTS LEFT IN MY WILL FOR MY LOVED ONES. I INTEND TO HAVE MY LOVED ONES AS WELL, SIGN UP FOR THE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, SO I CAN BUILD THEIR ACCOUNTS FOR THEM WITH MY CAPITAL.
I REALLY JUST CARE ABOUT MAKING SURE THAT I DID IN FACT LOOK OUT FOR ALL OF THOSE WHOM I LOVED SO DEARLY. PERFECT SEGUE. WE ARE NOT INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME FOR OURSELVES, PRIMARILY. WE ARE INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME, FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FAMILIES AND LOVED ONES. NOTHING MATTERED TO US MORE, THAN THOSE WE LOVE. WE ALL LOVE A PRE-SELECTED GROUP OF PEOPLE, MOSTLY COMPRISED OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS. ANY CHILDREN WE HAVE QUICKLY BECOME LOVED ONES, IMMEDIATELY. IT IS THEM, WE ARE TO KEEP IN MIND, WHEN WE CONSIDER BUILDING INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS. MY ULTIMATE GOAL, THE DEFINITE CHIEF AIM, OF THESE CREATIVE ENDEAVORS, WOULD BE TO HELP YOU RETIRE YOURSELF, AND YOUR FAMILIES, AS QUICKLY AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE. EARLY RETIREMENT IS ONE OF THE MOST HUMANE ACTIONS, A HUMAN BEING CAN PERFORM. THERE IS NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE, THAN YOUR PERSONAL RETIREMENT, AND YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. I AIM TO HELP YOU ACHIEVE WHATEVER GOALS YOU HAVE PREVIOUSLY SET FOR YOURSELF. I AIM TO HELP YOU IN ACHIEVING THE PERSONAL GOALS, YOU HAVE YET TO SET FOR YOURSELF. THE MAIN THING YOU HAVE TO DO, PERSONALLY, IS TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, AND TO BELIEVE WITHIN YOURSELF, IT IS IN FACT POSSIBLE. IF YOU DO NOT SEE YOUR GOALS, AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE, AS A HUMAN BEING, YOU SHOULD BE UTTERLY ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. COMMA.
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SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH, 2020
1.4.2020
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WE ARE STARTING THIS PROJECT OFF, CONCEPT WISE PER CHAPTER, GRADUALLY. BUT WHAT IF WE THREW YOU, IN THE DEPTH POOL? HERE WE GO. YOU ARE NOW IN THE POOL. HOLDING COMPANIES. INVESTING CAPITAL, FOR COMPANIES, IN EXCHANGE FOR DIVIDENDS FROM SHARES. SHARE WEAR. WEAR SHARE. DIVIDENDS FROM WHERE? HOLDING SHARES FROM COMPANIES, IS PUTTING YOUR MONEY INTO A BUCKET. FIRST YOU NEED A BUCKET LIST. IN THIS UNIVERSE, YOU PUT YOUR MONEY IN THE RIGHT BUCKET, AT THE RIGHT PROFIT MARGIN TIME FRAME, THE MONEY DOUBLES FOR DECADES. A GOOD THREE DECADES THE MONEY WILL DOUBLE. SOMETIMES I FEEL THE EMERGING MARKETS, AS A PART OF DESTINY.
IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS OF A CONSUMER'S MIND VS. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. AT THIS POINT, I ONLY WANT TO BUY FOOD AND CLOTHING WITH EARNED INCOME FROM WORK. I DID NOT KNOW CERTAIN KEYWORDS TO SHAKE THE FEAR. HOLDING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS. MARKETS IN HEAVY DEVELOPMENT. MARKETS POISED TO ERUPT WITHIN A DECADE. MY THIRTIES, I REALIZE NOW, GIVES ME, ONE MORE CHANCE AT PURE YOUTH. ADDING TO THIS DECADE, THE APPLICATION OF EVERYTHING LEARNED, DURING THE RESEARCH IN MY TWENTIES. I AM USING THE TOBACCO MONEY, BAD HABIT MONEY, TO BUY SHARES. ONE WAY OF FUNDING. FIRST WAY OF FUNDING. ANOTHER WAY OF FUNDING IS THRU EARNED INCOME. ANOTHER WAY IS THRU RETURN ON PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS.
THE BUCKET LIST OF EMERGING MARKETS IS THE LIST OF PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS. MARKET CAPITALIZATION IS THE PERCENTAGE OF THE MARKET, THE COMPANY ADHERES TO. HOW MUCH MONEY FROM THE MARKET, DOES THIS COMPANY OR INDUSTRY OWN? IT IS A GAME NAMED "PROFIT MARGINS VS. PRICE LEVELS". WHEN A COMPANY GOES PUBLIC ON THE STOCK MARKET, THE INITIAL PRICE AT THE OPEN ON IT'S FIRST DAY IS THE IPO. THE INITIAL PUBLIC OPEN, THE FIRST PRICE LEVEL AND PROFIT MARGIN. YOU ARE PLAYING, PROFIT MARGIN PRICE LEVEL. WE ARE IN THE TECHNOLOGICAL ERA. TECHNOLOGY STOCKS, WHAT KIND OF TECHNOLOGY STOCKS?
EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE INDUSTRIES, EMERGING INDUSTRIES, THE NEW REVOLUTIONS AND AGES. THEY CAN BE A PART OF YOUR RETIREMENT FUND MAN. THESE KEYWORDS ARE TIMELESS. THE STOCKS FOR THIS TIME PERIOD, THIS AGE OR REVOLUTION, IS TIME SENSITIVE. THEREFORE, THIS PUBLICATION WILL INEVITABLY SERVE AS A DAMMIT I SAW IT COMING. ON PAPER. ON PAPER, THE STOCK BUCKET LIST, IS THE FUTURE. YOU ARE LITERALLY INVESTING IN THE FUTURE INDUSTRIES OF THE FUTURE, IN THE PRESENT. IN THE PRESENT, YOU MUST REMEMBER, THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT. THERE ARE NANO FLIES IN THE HOOD. INVEST IN NANO FLIES, GET OUT OF THE HOOD. THE GHETTO DOESN'T NEED US. WE NEEDED THE GHETTO TO BRING US HERE. NOW, IT IS TIME. TIME FLIES QUICKLY. WOULD YOU SAY?
WE CALL IT "NBC ART". NANO TECHNOLOGY. BIO METRICS. CRYPTO, CYBER NETICS, CYBER SECURITY, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, ROBOTICS, TRANS HUMAN INDUSTRIES, PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY. COGNITIVE AND NEURO SCIENCE, BIO SCIENCE, ENTERPRISING SOFTWARE. SOON WE WILL GO TO THE LIST OF 100 DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. WAS THIS SWIM, THIS CHAPTER, DEEP ENOUGH FOR DEPTH?
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1.4.2020
SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH 2020
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CHAPTER FIVE: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY CONTINUED
HOLDING STOCKS WILL BE MY NEST EGG. WE MUST UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL INNOVATIONS OF OUR DAYS, IN OUR LIVES, FOR THE BETTER OPPORTUNITIES OUT THERE, AWAITING OUR HEIRS. I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A STUDENT. I WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING MORE THAN A GRAND STUDENT. I LEARN WHAT I MUST APPLY. I MUST APPLY WHAT I'VE LEARNED. WHAT IS AN ASSET CLASS? THAT'S WHAT I WOULD ASK ALEXA. HEY SIRI. HEY GOOGLE. OK GOOGLE. WE ARE ENTERING THE ALEXA AGE. THE ALEXA REVOLUTION HAS TAKEN PLACE SEAMLESSLY. IT APPEARS AS IF MORE PEOPLE ADORE HER THAN NOT. CAN ALEXA TESTIFY IN COURT?
THERE'S A NEW TYPE OF ASSET. THE DIGITAL ASSET. WHEN WOULD THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEAR? IN THE AFTER THE. AFTER THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION, THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEARS, IN THE DIGITAL AGE. WE HAVE BEEN IN THE DIGITAL AGE, I FEEL MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. I WAS BORN DURING THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION. MILLENNIAL. I SAW THE WORLD DIGITIZE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I HAD NO IDEA. I HAD NO IDEA I WOULD STUDY THOSE TIME PERIODS. DIGITAL ASSETS, DIGITAL CURRENCY. DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS. DCUS. HOLDING DCUS ARE THE START OF THE STOCK PORTFOLIO.
THE FUNNY. THE FUNNY THING ABOUT THE FIAT AMERICAN DOLLAR, IS INFLATION. THE PURCHASING POWER IS LESS THAN THE DOLLAR IT IS POSING AS. DIGITAL CURRENCY HOWEVER, EVENTUALLY EXCEEDS ONE DOLLAR IN VALUE, PER UNIT. SO, WHILE YOU ARE FIGURING OUT WHICH INDUSTRIES AND COMPANIES TO INVEST IN, YOU ARE HOLDING THE STOCK FUNDS, IN A DIGITAL ASSET PORTFOLIO. AS THE DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS ENHANCE PRICE LEVELS, YOU CAN NOW AFFORD MORE SHARES. OUR GOAL HERE, FOR YOU ALL, IS TO PROVIDE AS GREAT A SERVICE AS POSSIBLE. BEING PUBLISHED, I HAVE TO SPILL THE GUTS.
DIGITAL CURRENCY ISN'T INFLATED. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES DURING YOUR LIFETIME, YOU SHOULD INVEST IN THEM. RISE WITH THE EMERGING MARKETS MY FRIEND. THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES COULD UTILIZE YOUR CAPITAL IN THEIR ENDEAVORS. THEY WOULD BE EVER SO GRACIOUS TO YOU. YOU'D PROBABLY GET DIVIDENDS. YOU COULD SHARE THOSE SHARES. YOU COULD LEAVE THOSE SHARES, TO YOUR CHILDREN, OR THEIR CHILDREN. IN ESSENCE, I AM ACTUALLY PUBLISHING A TREASURE MAP. IT'S FAIRLY ODD. SHOUT OUT TO MY PARENTS. SHOUT OUT TO THE "EBONY TREASURE MAP". THE BITS OF THE BOOK I WAS ABLE TO FINISH DURING AGE TWENTY WAS GREAT TO AND FOR ME.
WHEN YOU GO SHOPPING FOR GROCERIES AND YOU ARE LOOKING FOR CEREAL, WHERE DO YOU GO? THE CEREAL ISLE. YOU SHOP FOR STOCKS, BASED ON THE ISLE. THE EMERGING ISLES. THE ISLES EVERYONE IS NOT ON. WHEN YOU FINALLY FIND THE CEREAL, IN THE CEREAL ISLE, YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT ISLE. GET EVERY BOX YOU CAN AFFORD. THERE'S A MILLION DOLLAR PRIZE IN THOSE BOXES. NOT IN ALL OF THEM, MAYBE, BUT NOT ALWAYS ALL OF THEM. THERE ARE BILLIONS OF PRIZES IN CERTAIN CEREAL BRANDS. PURCHASE THE RIGHT CEREAL, LEAVE AN INHERITANCE. I FEEL LIKE, THE BEST WAY TO MAKE A BILLION DOLLARS, IS TO PROMISE TO GOD YOU'LL GIVE HALF OF IT AWAY TO OTHER PEOPLE. THAT'S HOW I DID IT. NO ONE KNOWS YOUR FUTURE NET WORTH, THEY MOSTLY TREAT YOU BASED ON YOUR CURRENT NET WORTH. THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT FOR ALL OF US. LOOK AT WHAT I AM WRITING AND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING AT. INTERNALIZING. I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE ECONOMIC POWERS I WIELD. IT'S A CIRCUS AND A JUNGLE OUT HERE. THE CIRCUS IS INSIDE OF THE JUNGLE. STAY OUT OF THE CIRCUS, TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE.
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7:05PM EST - 8:05PM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 5TH, 2020
1.5.2020
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CHAPTER SIX: HOLDING
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HOLDING STOCKS IS FOR BUILDING ECONOMIC POWER. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO BUILD YOUR ECONOMIC POWER, BEFORE THE STOCKS SURGE, YOU CAN BUY AS MANY STOCKS AS YOU WANT TO. NOT ONLY SHOULD YOU BUY STOCKS, YOU NEED TO BUY STOCKS. WE EMPHATICALLY IMPLORE YOU. STRAIGHT UP, YOU'RE NOT HOLDING STOCKS FOR ME. I WON'T SEE A DOLLAR. YOU KNOW IT. THERE'S NO WAY. YOU ARE HOLDING PORTFOLIOS, FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. RIGHT?
WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU RETIRE. BUY AS MANY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING MARKETS AND DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES, AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. I AM A VERY SPIRIT FILLED INDIVIDUAL. I HAVE MY OWN WAVE. WE ARE IN A NEW WAVE. THIS WAVE IS NOT OF MY DOING. I CAN SEE THE WAVE EMERGING ON THE RISE. WITH ECONOMICAL SURFBOARD IN HAND, AFTER LETTING YOU KNOW WHAT THIS WAVE IS CAPABLE OF DOING FOR US, I BID YOU FAREWELL. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I WAS ACTIVELY PURSUING ECONOMIC FREEDOM, THIS IS ALL THAT MATTERED ABOUT ME. I PUBLISHED THE NOTES AND STRATEGY AND THEN I BID YOU FAREWELL.
POSTERITY. FIND OUT ABOUT AS MANY DIFFERENT, LEGITIMATE, WAYS TO LEVERAGE FINANCES. LIMIT YOUR CONSUMPTION EXPENSES, AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. INVEST YOUR BAD HABIT MONEY, INTO THE STOCK MARKET. THOSE WORDS CAUSE FEAR. THIS PUBLICATION, HELPS TO SERVE THE NOTION, FEAR ITSELF IS THE ONLY THING TO FEAR. FDR. I CAN EARN BILLIONS FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. MY CHILDREN. MY BUSINESS PARTNERS. MY MENTOR. EVEN THERE IT IS STILL MUCH FURTHER TO GO. HELP WISE. SERVICE TO OTHERS. SO THIS PUBLICATION, DOES IT'S OWN DAMAGE. DAMAGE TO WHAT, I'M NOT GOING THERE WITH YOU. I JUST WANT TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE RETIRE AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE.
I FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN MY HEART. ONCE YOU CROSS OVER, YOU TAKE NOTHING WITH YOU. I CAN EARN BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. MONEY CAN BE PUT IN MY CASKET, I STILL DIDN'T TAKE IT. IT'S ALL ABOUT DISTRIBUTION. THE ACCOUNTS I SET UP WILL ONLY HAVE WHAT I NEED IN THEM AND THE REST WILL BE DISTRIBUTED. STOCKS AND ALL DIGITAL ASSETS, UNTIL WE COMPLETE THE LIST. FOR NOW, THE FIRST MILLIONS EARNED, GO INTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS OF ALL KINDS. STARTING WITH THE STOCKS AND CRYPTO CURRENCIES, HEADING TOWARDS COMMERCIAL AND RESIDENTIAL REAL ESTATE. FLIIPPING HOUSE EQUITIES, TAX LIENS, JOINT VENTURES. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE BIG DREAMER. NOW I MUST ACT THEM OUT. DAY BY DAY, IMPLEMENT MORE STRATEGIC HABITS INTO THE SPARE TIME I HAVE.
AT THIRTY, THIS IS GENERALLY WHEN ONE WOULD DELVE INTO FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. I BARELY MADE IT. THE THREE YEAR PREPARATION STUDIES CURVED THE BEND AHEAD. AT THIRTY, AT THIS POINT, I AM FINANCIALLY NEUTRAL, MY DECISIONS BROUGHT ME HERE, TO THIRTY AND NEUTRAL. MY DECISIONS FROM HERE ON OUT, WILL DETERMINE THE LIFE'S SAKE. I BARELY MADE IT. THREE YEARS FROM NOW, WILL BE TEN YEARS FROM THE FIRST ASSET PURCHASED. THE DIGITAL ASSET, THE FIRST EVER. I HAVE WAY MORE STUDYING TO DO. I MUST INCREASE THE STUDYING, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. ASAP. AMAP. THE APPLICATION OF WHAT IS STUDIED MUST BE ALL THE THRITIES ARE ABOUT. IF YOU LIVE TO SEE FORTY, THIRTY FIVE FOR YOU. CHILDREN. I HAVE FIVE YEARS TO CREATE THE DREAM SCAPE I WANT FOR MY LIFE SITUATION AND LIFE, BEFORE HAVING A CHILD INSERTED INTO IT BY MY OWN GLANDS. AT MY OWN GLANDS. I WANT TO BE A STAY AT HOME DAD. WE MAKE MONEY FROM HOME OVER HERE BABY.
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SATURDAY JANUARY 11TH, 2020
1.11.2020
6:38PM EST - 7:00PM EST
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CHAPTER SEVEN: ANY RETURN ON YOUR INVESTMENTS

Part 1: https://www.reddit.com/nosleep/comments/11wsvvs/i_was_a_911_operator_i_still_remember_the_call/
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As we walked past the pile of corpses stacked like cordwood in a pile twenty feet high, the wind seemed to pick up. The smell of feces, urine, rot and rancid sweat emanated from the pile of bodies, nearly making me throw up. My son Anthony and my wife Margaret both tried to hide their faces in the crook of their elbows, their skin looking pale and all too white. I heard my little boy suppress a small retch, bending over as the smell grew stronger for a few moments. Then we were walking away, and though it was still terrible, the smell started to fade after a few hundred feet.
I had driven on this road out of town hundreds of times in my life, and yet I realized I didn’t recognize my surroundings. Furrowing my brow, I looked around. The pavement in front of us had turned white. I saw tiny bones placed closely together, forming the streets.
The trees had also changed. They looked like weeping willows, but instead of long strands of leaves hanging down, they had what looked like intestines and long strands of bloody hair blowing softly in the breeze, moving from side to side. As we drew closer, I realized thousands and thousands of maggots and other larvae swarmed in their otherworldly branches. The concerted motion of so many insects gave them a shimmering, vibrating quality. There was a sound like high-pitched crying that came out of the forests, and as I looked closer, I realized these sounds were coming from the trees themselves.
“Where are we?” my wife asked, her eyes wide, her body trembling. My heart beat so fast I could no longer differentiate the separate beats. They all slammed together in a concerted frenzy as I realized we had walked right out of our world and into the world of the monstrous corpse girl and her insane god that my son had told me about.
“She told me they call it Golgotha,” my son whispered, “the place of the skulls.”
“But how did we get here?” I asked. “And more importantly, how do we get out? Can we just turn around?” I looked back down the road and realized the pile of corpses that had marked the entrance to this mad world was now gone. I saw only the white street paved with bones stretching off into the horizon, endless forests of willows with blood and intestines hanging from them lining each side. Nearby, I heard the gurgling of a stream.
“No,” my son said softly. “We are in here. And I can feel her presence. The dead girl. She’s watching us right now. She’s trying to get in my…” He pointed at his head. “We have to go on ahead.” My wife grabbed my free hand tightly.
“I’m scared,” she whispered to me, too quietly for my son to hear. I nodded to her grimly, opening the revolver and checking the bullets. I had only four left. And I didn’t even know if bullets would harm the things in this place. Then we heard a voice that seemed to boom from the sky. It was deep, shaking the ground. Pieces of intestines and blood fell from the trees around us, and the streets of bone shook, some of them falling out of place like pure white potholes. I grabbed my wife, steadying her as she almost toppled over. My son seemed almost unaffected, but his eyes were wide, and he was looking straight up.
I looked up also, seeing the sky had begun to rapidly turn from blue to black, as if an eclipse were happening. But I could see no sun, no source of light, no moon or stars. Instead, I only saw a face begin to emerge from the darkness. It was a face that seemed to stretch hundreds of miles across. Its skeletal cheekbones and bleached white forehead seemed to blend into the blackness of the sky. Its chattering jawbone and massive pointed teeth opened and closed quickly in an eerie, shuffling way that didn’t match at all its words. It reminded me of a wind-up toy I had had as a child, one that just had teeth that would chatter and bounce off each other as the toy moved forward in a random way.
But its eyes were its most disconcerting feature. They were pure silver, but in that silver, there was a rapid shimmering and rotating. Madness emanated from every part of its face, and I felt it looking deep into my mind. It had a presence that was not only insane, but insectile, antithetical to life, and, worst of all, eternal.
“Have you brought me a new lamb for the slaughter?” it said, in a voice like rushing water. “Give me the boy. He will have company with the dead ones, the other boys and girls here. They’re all dead, but nothing here ever really dies. Give me your child, and I will let you go.” Then it stopped speaking, the only movement in the whole sky being its eyes, which now revolved faster, deeper and lighter shades of silver appearing and disappearing in a rapidly moving fractal pattern that seemed to zoom forever inwards towards the center.
“No,” I said simply, my heart beating fast, but a rising sense of anger battling it and giving me new strength. I put up my middle finger and aimed it at the sky. The voice laughed, louder than ever. I heard trees falling in the forests surrounding us, the stream no longer gurgling but being thrown around like tidal waves on the banks of its shore.
“Then you will all die,” it said, its voice fading as if zooming away from us.
Then the face and the blackness were gone, the sky returning to a deep blue. Light seemed to return to the world, and the eerie, insectile fingers that grasped and felt around in my mind disappeared in an instant. On the horizon, above the trees, I realized I could see thick, dark clouds of smoke rising above the treeline. The road seemed to head in that general direction. Motioning with my hand, I turned to my family.
“It looks like there could be some sort of town or factory over there,” I said. “If we keep going on this road, it will probably bring us close. Or we could turn around and walk back in the opposite direction. What do you two think?” My question was broken by a sob from the nearby trees. Whirring around, I saw Trooper Shea, his dress uniform torn, cuts and scrapes all over his body. His mouth turned into a perfect O of surprise, his eyes widening as he looked at us.
“Please,” he said, “help me.” Then he fell over like a ragdoll, plummeting into the dry soil and dead grass that surrounded the skeletal road. My wife began to run over to him, but I put a hand on her shoulder, stopping her.
“He could be infected,” I said. She glared at me.
“So you’re just going to let him die?” she asked. I shook my head.
“We approach danger slowly,” I said. “We only have one revolver with a few shots, one butcher knife, and the small knife that we gave Adam- which is basically a paring knife.” I laughed, even though it wasn’t funny. The sound of laughter in this grim place sounded wrong, and I quickly stopped. Margaret just gave me a one more disapproving frown, then pushed my hand away and knelt besides Trooper Shea. She had some medical training, having been a certified nursing assistant in her early twenties, and used it to check him over briefly.
She checked his pulse, his breathing, opened one eye and then the other to check the responsiveness of his pupils and make sure no blood was coming out of either. Turning back to me, she nodded.
“He doesn’t seem sick like the others,” she said. He was laying on his back, and she flipped him over to check for injuries on that side. As soon as she did, we all saw the cause of his collapse.
He was bleeding rather heavily. It looked like someone had stuck a knife into the back of his left shoulder, then pulled it out again. The blood was clotting, staining his trooper uniform a dirty red color on the back. He had clearly lost a great deal of blood.
“I don’t think it hit an artery,” my wife said to me. My son stood behind me, holding my free hand while I kept the revolver ready, scanning the forest and road for any sign of movement. At that point, Trooper Shea began to moan, his eyes fluttering open.
“Do you…” he said, licking his lips and clearing his voice, “...water?”
“Well, there is a stream nearby,” I said, getting up. “I don’t know if it is drinkable however. For all I know, the streams here could be made of pure mercury.” He shook his head.
“They’re water,” Shea said, coming back more and more to consciousness as he spoke. “I drank some of it when I was running. It tasted fine.” He got up slowly, and my wife came running over. He put an arm around her, looking like he might fall over again, but after a few breaths, he steadied himself. “Something was chasing me. I don’t know how I got here; one minute, I was in the fields, running towards the woods, and then suddenly the trees all changed and the sky went black.
“One of those nutjobs in the middle of town stabbed me in the back. My partner ended up getting bitten, and he became so sick within minutes that I knew there was no way I was getting him out of there. He went down fighting, though. He took out five or six of the sick people with him before they all jumped on him and began ripping his body apart with their teeth, their fingernails, everything. It was like a savage dog attack.” We started walking towards the sound of the gurgling stream nearby.
As soon as we reached the shallow bank, Trooper Shea fell to his knees, cupping his palms and drinking as much water as he could handle. Then he splashed it on his face and stood up.
“Alright, let’s get out of this fucking place,” he said, pulling out his service pistol and putting a fresh magazine in.
We returned to the road and began to walk towards the smoke in the sky. Within minutes, the forest started to clear out, and I saw towering buildings on the horizon drawing closer. It was eerie how quiet they were, however. I didn’t hear a single car or bus coming from that direction.
Soon the forest and the hanging intestines and gore were behind us, and we stood in a post-apocalyptic nightmare. Buildings hundreds of stories tall stood all around us, many with their windows smashed out. Bodies with nooses around their necks hung from lampposts on both sides of the road. Many had been there for so long that the skin and muscles were sloughing off, rancid gas causing them to bloat, their faces unrecognizable, their clothes bowing out from the pressure of the decomposition.
“The girl is coming,” my son said, pointing down the road. We all had our weapons at the ready. It would have seemed absurd in other circumstances- being so afraid of a little girl no more than four feet tall. Her mouth, stitched close, had dark blood dripping down from her lips, and her eyes were wide, sparkling, almost smiling. Her deathly white skin showed black, rotten veins that wound throughout her body, hidden by the black rags she wore in many spots. Then I heard her voice in my mind as she came to a stop.
“The god of Golgotha welcomes you all,” she said. I could tell by the widening eyes of the others that they all heard her voice as well. “This is your last chance. A sacrifice is required to move forward. Give us the boy. We will take good care of him for you. He will never die. Nothing here ever really dies.” At this, Trooper Shea raised the pistol and fired a shot at her. It hit her in the center of her chest, knocking her back. The voice stopped instantly.
“Run!” my son said. “There’s more coming from behind us.” Glancing back, I saw he was right. Dozens of boys and girls were coming out of the abandoned skyscrapers, flooding the bone-white roads, all with their mouths stitched close. Some wore decaying suits or the rags of dresses, while others looked much fresher, with intact shirts or pants still on their tiny bodies. Seeing that, we all sprinted away. I stayed behind my son, knowing he would be the slowest of us all. The others rapidly gained on us, and I felt tiny hands grasping at the back of my shirt, trying to pull me back. Turning quickly, I fired a bullet into the nearest target- a small boy with a suit that looked like it would have been new during World War 2. The back of his head exploded as I fired point-blank into his forehead.
The reaction of the others chasing us was immediate. They all stopped, their eyes widening as they saw the dark, clotted blood and brain matter that sprayed the street behind the corpse child. Then they placed their hands on the gore, trying to shove it through the stitches in their mouths. I heard deep slurping sounds as they sucked the blood through the black stitching, pulling their lips apart so hard that fresh blood began to pour out of the stitches’ insertion sites as they tried to feast, taking in as much as they could. It gave us just the distraction we needed.
While they circled around the dead boy, eating his body like vultures surrounding a piece of roadkill, we got farther and farther away, Trooper Shea running in the lead, my wife behind him, then my son and me. We took random turns, going down long-abandoned alleyways and moving deeper into the center of the city. Soon, we heard nothing at all besides the heavy footfalls of our group.
“Stop,” I said, gasping, bent over next to a dumpster filled with shoes in a tiny alleyway between two skyscrapers. “I need to rest.” My son clearly did too. He was breathing hard, doubled over. Trooper Shea and Margaret turned to look at us.
“What now?” Margaret asked. I looked down at my son.
“Do you have any idea how to get out of here?” I asked. Surprisingly, he nodded.
“I got a glimpse from the girl’s mind when she was talking to us,” Anthony said. “But I think she saw some stuff in mine, too. I don’t know if it matters or not.” I shrugged.
“Nothing we can do about that now,” I said. “So how do we get out of here?”
“There’s a well in the center of the city,” Anthony said, “where they go when they need fresh boys and girls to follow the god here. Or when they need bodies to feed them.”
“So let’s go!” Trooper Shea said, pushing my son in front of him. “Lead to the way, kid. We’ve got your back. Let’s get the hell out of this place.” Nodding, Anthony started walking on shaky legs. We followed him out of the alleyway to a massive street six lanes wide.
“It should be down this way,” Anthony said, pointing deeper into the tangle of abandoned buildings. I saw a cloud of black smoke where his finger pointed.
Then we heard the voice of that insane god again, but not coming from the sky this time. It was on the street, and not far away. The ground started to shake. Turning to look in the opposite direction that my son had pointed, I saw a behemoth dozens of feet tall. It had the same skeletal face, the same chattering jawbone and sharpened teeth, but it now stood on a slender, naked body with pus and deep gouge marks marring nearly every inch of its skin.
“Thank you for delivering the lamb to me personally,” it said in that voice so much like a waterfall, each syllable pounding into the other and causing small earthquakes as it spoke. There was no way we could outrun it. Though its legs and arms were emaciated sticks with bone showing through its countless injuries, it was fast and very tall.
My wife looked back at me one last time.
“Get him out of here,” she whispered to me, pointing at Anthony. “No matter what it takes.” Then she ran directly at the insane god. Its head swiveled rapidly, its silver eyes following her progress with a kind of lunatic intensity, its long arms reaching out to grab her, but she ducked into a nearby alleyway. The thing followed her, howling.
“Run, you idiots!” Trooper Shea said. I wanted to go help her, but I knew he was right. She had likely given her life to save our son, and to do anything else but get us out would be to waste her sacrifice. With tears pouring down my cheeks, I pushed my son ahead.
“Go, Anthony!” I screamed. Looking back at me, bewildered, he looked like he would just stand there forever.
“But what about mommy?” he cried.
“Just go!” Then we all started to run. The black cloud of smoke was growing rapidly nearer when I heard the shrieks of a woman. I knew it was Margaret. It sounded like she was being burned alive- a kind of pain and horror I had never heard in any voice before, even as a 911 dispatcher.
I could see the well Anthony was talking about now, only a few hundred feet away. Black clouds of smoke emanated from it, blocking out the sky above it. It seemed as if it had some eternal fire burning within it.
Then the dead children began to crawl and run out from every street and alleyway surrounding the well, forming a rough circle around it. They all stopped and stared at us with their dead eyes.
“I have an idea,” Trooper Shea said, looking at me with shell-shocked eyes. “But you’re not going to like it.” Then he ran forward, nearly emptying his magazine with a rapid succession of shots, aiming at the monstrous bodies that surrounded him. With the first nine shots, he blew some of them apart, leaving huge exit wounds in their chests and heads as he fired rapidly. Then they closed all around him, and I knew he was out of time and nearly out of ammo.
Glancing back at me one last time, his eyes watery and terrified, he put the gun in his mouth and pulled the trigger. I saw it in slow motion.
“No!” I screamed. But it was too late.
The entire back of his head exploded like a deflated balloon. The corpse-children swarmed all over his body, dipping their small, white hands in his blood and brain matter, trying to shove as much of it as they could in their stitched mouths.
Without a moment of hesitation, I lifted Anthony and ran forward, jumping into the well, the clouds of black smoke enveloping us as we fell.
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I woke up at the border of the town, surrounded by people in hazmat suits. I saw countless agents in unmarked black SUVs blocking off the border of the town. One man in a hazmat suit came over, shining a light in my eyes. I saw another doing the same to Anthony next to me. Then I fell back into unconsciousness.
I awoke later in a medical facility, surrounded by a few agents in black suits. They wouldn’t tell me which agency they came from, but told me my entire town had an outbreak of a mutated form of rabies. I shook my head.
“There was a dead girl with her mouth stitched closed,” I said, and they laughed.
“A few of the other survivors said the same thing,” one of them said. “Likely mass hysteria. Maybe a group hallucination from the stress of seeing such a horrifying outbreak. We have the entire town quarantined, however. So far, we have been able to keep this out of the media, and the goal is to continue to do that. We don’t need you to go around talking about monsters.” I stopped listening after that, knowing that they would never believe me.
They never mentioned how many of the bodies were never found, including those of my wife and Trooper Shea, both of whom sacrificed themselves to save our lives. Nor how a mutated form of rabies could stack hundreds of bodies into piles like cordwood, blocking off many of the roads into or out of town.
Since then, Anthony and I have moved far away from that town- the one that killed my wife and all my friends. I thought I had left the terror behind and started to heal.
Then last night, as I fell asleep, I had a dream of an insane god with chattering teeth and silver eyes, telling me he would see me again soon.
When I awoke, my floor was covered in footprints that left behind dark, clotted blood leading towards my bed.

Hello everyone. I've had my female cat Eevee for almost 7 years...I love her DEARLY. She and her sister Mew were surrenders at our shelter and we got them at 5 years old (they both would urinate/mark their territory on clothing, blankets, and pillows, and anything left on the floor) She was also unfortunately declawed when we adopted her, so we believe the reason she was urinating out the litter box because of this. Mew passed away a few years after we got her, and almost 2 years ago my husband and I moved out of my mom's house. Her marking and urinating outside of the litter box got a little better, but never really went away. Later we got her another sister Espurr (she doesn't like her) and a year later we got a puppy (who she also doesn't like very much) Right now I'm nearing the end of my pregnancy and she has been refusing to use the litter box, like she pees everywhere, and poops specifically in front of me. We moved a litter box upstairs for her (because she recently has been developing arthritis, and she's having a hard time moving around) I'm really at my witts end with her. She's constantly pooping all over the house, on my pillow, on me, tried to on my shoes, on the couch, and she still pees everywhere as well. I have feelaway going upstairs for her because she's stressed about the change most likely. I also have a vet appointment for in 2 weeks. I know we really messed up getting the other 2 pets, but they are all bonded to us. I also really really don't want to rehome her or surrender her, just because I know she'd just die in the shelter. My husband wants to make an enclosure for her, so the dog and other cat can't bother her, and so we aren't cleaning poop up all over the house. She also hides 90% of the day under the bed, she only comes out to eat or poop in front of me. Even when I pet her or try to show affection she isn't interested anymore....and she used to be insanely affectionate. I'm just really heartbroken.
Really any advice would help.

Skinwalkers in Rural Michigan
I recently purchased a 10,000 lumen flashlight to illuminate the surrounding woods as I walk my dog in the evenings. I have been hearing some strange noises at night, and I figured it would be nice to see everything that boxes me in as I walk Max, my dog. But boy was I wrong. I should have been afraid of what can't be seen outside the veils of my iphone flashlight. What was to be exhumed by my flashlight terrified me to my core. This happened a week or so ago, November, 2nd 2022, Harrison Michigan. The evenings were approaching abruptly now. It was only 8:30pm when I decided to take my golden retriever on one last shit walk before I got settled in for the night. At this time, in rural Michigan at least, it’s pitch black. I cursed underneath my breath as I opened the door and peered out. Fuck, chilly and dark. God, why haven’t I moved south yet? Max was timid this evening, which was so really unlike him. Very strange. The darkness emanating from outside my house poured in like a disease. It was void of any color. Upset about not replacing my porch light, I pulled out my new amazon special, this week it was a 10,000 lumen flashlight. Feeling its expensive metallic body in my hands felt exonerating, and the excitement to use it overthrew any bad vibes Max was giving. He whimpered as soon as the door opened, he then put his tail between his legs and shivered. I scoffed at his weak tendencies here, this was so unlike him. I turned this ungodly bright flashlight on and showed it forward. “For fuck sake look Max, nothing to be afraid of y-” I was cut off. My mouth gaped at what was in front of me. Shown in the powerful beam of the flashlight was a contorted lanky humanoid figure. It slumped down from a standing position and got on all fours like a person miming a frog. Then it jerked its head up and sniffed the air. Animistically. It turned its head and bored its stare right into my eyes. Then it darted into a bush on the edge of the woods. The edge of the woods that surround my entire house. I heard leaves crackle and watched the skin colored creature dissipate into them. I focused the beam of my light directly onto that bush. It was incredibly bright and the bush appeared like high definition from the immense light, especially in contrast to the oily blackness that surrounded me. The bush shaked ominously, like a predator was inside, shifting around. A familiar feminine voice came from that bush. “Please help me… oh god please help… help… help mee…” And the leaves rustled again. Max whimpered in terror and got between my legs. I grabbed the baseball bat that I kept beside the front door for just such occasions and held it beside my head in a “ready to whoop” gesture, the other hand on my flashlight. I shakily started towards the bush from my door. Max bolted inside, leaving me completely alone. “Helllppppp meee” the voice cooed. The soft feminine coo of the voice crackled a little this time. Yeah, almost as if something was masquerading as a female, and luring me in. I was about 6 feet away by now, I could feel the blood pulsating in my temples. Goosh flesh ran down my body. “Helllpp,” deeper voice “Meeee!” An elongated ashy white arm flung towards me at ankle height. I instinctively stomped down on it. I heard cracking and sloshing from underneath my shoe. I stepped directly onto its wrist. I heard a shriek from inside the depths of that bush and the hand sprung up like a trap being set off. The strength possessed by this creature was unreal, it slung me to the ground and began to reel me into its bush where it resided. I screamed, smacked the arm with the bat as hard as I could and then lost control of the bat. It fell next to me as I was dragged closer to the bush, now my feet were inside the leafy abyss. The voice turned into my mothers voice. The clawed hands grasp on me tightened with tremendous strength and the nails dug into my skin through my pants. “Help me Nathaniel. Your mother needs help. I can't walk.” Yeah alright. I shined my light into the bush. What I saw still makes me tremble. It was my dead mothers face there alright, but atop an ashy white skinned humanoid skeleton with backward joints. The arms bent unnaturally opposite of how they should, the legs were bent like a frogs ready to pounce. The eyes were milky white, but were extremely intelligent and they gazed into my consciousness. With all of my force, I horse kicked my deceased mothers face and heard a massive crunch as my heel connected with her masqueraded nose. A profane yelp of pain blasted into the darkness of this B.F.E. where I lived. The grip on my leg loosened just enough from the blow for me to break free. I shot upright and turned to the door. I dropped my flashlight in this madness and couldn’t give a shit less. It could keep it for all I fucking cared. I bolted towards the door, and as I reached the halfway point I was Illuminated by a blinding bright light from behind. Almost like a spotlight beamed right onto me. My. Fucking. God. That thing had my flashlight and was pointing it directly at me. “Helpp… Nathaniel. Help me son.” The light started to bob up and down. Whatever was holding it was lurking closer and closer to me, and was gaining on me much faster than I was to the door. So much for not being able to walk. I ended up winning the foot race miraculously. I jumped inside my door and slammed it behind me. I heard a loud thump into the door immediately following its closure. My mothers late voice came again, beckoning me. “Son. You know your mother has taught you better than this. Let me in. Please, my son.” The light shone through the window at me, blinding me. Seeing spots and now disoriented, I fumbled myself up and managed to lock the door. Max was at the furthest point possible from the door, glaring at the door trembling in fear. Three solid knocks from the top of the door frame. Then the light was gone and I heard a metallic clunk, the thing must have dropped the flashlight on its retreat. The light now was gleaming off a huge tree. I watched a tall skinny humanoid creature with long contorted ligaments jerkily run towards that tree. His legs bent opposite of how our legs do, and same with the arms. Then it bent down in the same erratic way that it moved, and got onto all fours as it approached the tree. It paused a second and peered up the trunk. His head swiftly snapped to my face. Its now black and sunken eyes stared into my soul. I froze in terror as it climbed that trunk, with its face directly bored into me mind you, like squirrel. Scurrying right up it, never leaving contact with my eyes. The light undoubtedly should be blinding his vision, but the sense of intelligence of it knowing my existence was uncanny. Light didnt hurt it. As it ascended it smiled at me, a predatory grin. It disappeared into a purple dot that was still in my vision from when I was blinded by the flashlight. As I moved my head to try to see the creature, I watched tree leaves russell and saw no more of it. Yet. I locked the doors that night and cleaned up Max’s accidents from not going out. At night as I was asleep, I was awoken by my mothers soft voice from right outside the bedroom window. “Let me in Nathaniel..” Then directly following this motherly imitation came a 10,000 lumen flashlight beamed into my face. I heard the window slowly open, but I was blinded by the light.

Hi, I'm not sure where else to post. I had a large vestibular schwannoma (almost 3cm) removed in February last year. Since mid-april last year I've had developed severe pain and neuro symptoms (dizziness, nausea, trouble concentrating, balance issues/falls, coordination issues, trouble finding words and having a conversation, sleep disturbances, vision goes blurry for at least an hour a day, can't cry on R side (no tears or mucus), feeling abnormally cold).
I had a headache neurologist in my old state - she trialed me on several supplements, gabapentin (made pain way worse and kept it at that level 24/7), sumatriptan (made pain way worse and made upper body/R side of face numb/tingly), and tizanidine (doesn't help pain but keeps overall pain from getting too severe). My neurosurgeon there had no idea why this is happening. It's been progressively, consistently been worsening this whole time and I can barely get through the day.
I also saw the ENT that also performed my surgery (he said he has no idea and to keep working w my neurologist) and an ophthalmologist (said my eyes are normal/good, no unusual pressure).
I had an MRI last friday in the ER and it found 'mild underlying focal encephalomalacia involving the peripheral right cerebellum'. Is this the cause of my progressive issues? Maybe it just took a while for it to really affect me?
My last MRI in May last year found an enhancement along my internal auditory canal. My recent MRI didn't look at my IAC too close, so I'm not sure if something there could've progressed.
The place I live now has 3 neurosurgeons and none of them know anything about vestibular schwannomas or things involving the IAC. I will need to travel great distances to see anyone (and travel is very difficult bc of my pain), only to maybe have someone throw their hands up again. I'm hoping someone on Reddit may know how to direct me.
The pain is unbearable and gets worse every day. I never thought I could live with this level of pain. My pain scale has adjusted over the last year. I'm allergic to tylenol, and can't have NSAIDs because of a few stomach conditions I have. I used to use CBD tinctures from last May until last November - then it stopped helping, even when increasing the dose. Then I turned to THC edibles, but they just barely take the edge off and sometimes make the pain worse (same w CBD). I've tried different strains. Ice makes it worse. Heat used to help, then stopped helping. Even left over oxycodone from my surgery, which used to always help, does nothing to this pain. Exercise doesn't help. Diet changes haven't helped. I'm still doing vestibular therapy and head/neck stretch exercises I was taught after my surgery.
I'm at the end of my rope here. I don't know what to do. I'm considering trying botox shots soon to see if that helps the pain, but I don't think that'd help my neuro issues.. :(

2.9.2020
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 9TH, 2020
9:12PM EST - 9:50 PM EST
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DEDICATION: HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KEVI FROM KEVITV
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THIS VOLUME IS DEDICATED TO SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. MY 19 YEAR OLD NIECE. SHE TURNS 19 TOMORROW. I WANT TO PUBLISH THIS BOOK, ON HER 19TH BIRTHDAY. THIS PROJECT HAS BEEN PROOFREAD. THE PROOFREADING WAS AUDIO RECORDED. HELPS. I AM WRITING THIS PROJECT AND IT WILL HELP MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. I LOVE YOU KEVI. I WANT YOU TO BE ONE OF THEM. IT WOULD BE IRONIC IF YOUR UNCLE WROTE A PLAN, HELPING MILLIONS, AND YOU DIDN'T PARTICIPATE. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I LOVE YOU. I THINK OF YOU WHEN I INVEST IN ASSETS. I HAD THE PRILIVEGE OF WATCHING YOU GROW UP. IF THEY ASKED ME WHAT I DID ALL DAY INSIDE OF MY MIND? THE ANSWER IS KARAOKE. SOMETIMES AT WORK I GET CAUGHT. ENGAGING IN KARAOKE. I TOOK YOUR ADVICE FROM FIVE YEARS AGO. I MAKE MYSELF LAUGH INSIDE OF MY HEAD ALL DAY NOW. IT IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ARENA.
THIS BOOK IS AWESOME KEVI. I JUST FINISHED IT, TWO DAYS AGO. KEVI I LOVE YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I FINISHED THE BOOK, TWO DAYS OR THREE DAYS BEFORE YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. SO I JUST SAID I HAD ENOUGH TIME TO EDIT IT BY YOUR BIRTHDAY AND PUBLISH IT WITHIN THE HOUR. I LOVE YOU. I WISH I HAD ECONOMIC GOGGLES TO SEND YOU, SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I SEE. IF YOU NEVER READ THIS OR APPLY IT AFTER READING, I APPLY IT FOR YOU. THERE ARE TWO TYPES OF LITERACY I KNOW OF. READING WORDS. READING PERCENTAGES. READING THE LETTER. READING THE DOLLAR. IT'S NOT ABOUT SALARY. IT'S EARNING POWER. YOU WON'T GET IT UNTIL YOU GET IT. FINANCIAL LITERACY. AT THE SAME TIME, AS YOU CAN SEE, I BACKED OFF. I LET YOU DO YOU. IT IS WHAT IT IS. I LOVE YOU KEVI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANIAJAH. I WROTE A BOOK. RIGHT BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY. HERE'S PART OF YOUR GIFT. I WILL STASH AWAY CRYPTO AND STOCKS FOR YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN. I PUBLISHED THIS BOOK ON YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY. 46
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10:38PM EST -11:35PM EST
CHRISTMAS DAY 2019
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 25TH, 2019
12.25.2019
PERSON OF NUMBERS
CANDARA FONT
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THE INTRODUCTION: HORRIBLE MINDSET
WHAT IS A PERSON OF NUMBERS? A PERSON OF LETTERS, IS THE TERM INSPIRING THE TITLE FOR THIS ONE. A MAN OF LETTERS IS ONE WHOM WRITES BOOKS POSSIBLY. SO, CONVERSELY, A MAN OF NUMBERS, THE PERSON OF NUMBERS, IS ONE WHOM POSSIBLY SPONSORS INVESTMENTS. LIFE IS ALL ABOUT INVESTMENTS. YES, WE TOOK IT THERE. HOW MANY GREAT INVESTMENTS CAN YOU MAKE FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S SAKE? YOUR GRANDCHILDREN CAN BE PAID. THEY SHOULD BE PAID. THEY ALSO NEED TO LEARN HOW TO GET IT ON THEIR OWN. THEY NEED TO PAY THEMSELVES. HOW DOES ONE WIN THE RAT RACE??? HOW DO YOU ESCAPE THE RAT RACE MATRIX? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN UNCLE SAM COMES SLAMMING FOR YOU? WE HAVE TO HAVE GREAT INVESTMENTS FOR OUR FUTURES, FOR OUR FUTURES TO BE LESS CONCERNING OF AN ISSUE TO US. THERE IS A MINDSET OF INVESTO-PHOBIA. HORRIBLE MINDSET, FOR THE RECORD. WHY BE AFRAID OF RETIREMENT? BREAKING THIS DOWN IN AN EQUATION, RETIREMENT IS SOMETHING HAPPENING YEARS FROM NOW. SO INVESTING IN TECHNOLOGY STOCKS WHILE YOUNG ALLOWS A PREFERRED RETIREMENT FUND TO LIVE ON AND FURTHER GROW. IF RETIREMENT IS LATER, THEN INVESTING IN EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES, WHICH WOULDN'T POP OFF FULLY UNTIL RETIREMENT AGE. WHAT WE WOULD HAVE WISHED IN OUR TWENTIES, SOMEONE TO SAY THESE THINGS TO US THEN? THE LEAST FRIGHTENING WAY OF LOOKING AT THE STOCKS ARE INDUSTRY BUCKETS.
THROW YOUR MONEY INTO THE RIGHT BUCKET, BUCKET PROFITS DOUBLE AND SPLIT. THIS ENTIRE PROJECT WILL DELVE INTO CONSORTED ECONOMIC STRATEGIES. MY WAY OF TELLING YOU I WOULD SWITCH THE CONCEPTS OFTEN SO YOU DON'T SQUIRM AS MUCH. I WILL GET NO BENEFIT IN THE AFTERLIFE FOR LYING TO YOU NOW MY FRIEND, I FEAR. I INTEND TO LEAVE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS IN DOLLARS INVESTED IN THE STOCK MARKET, TO BE LEFT TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE. THESE PUBLICATIONS ARE MERE DIARIES OF WHAT WENT ON WHEN. WHEN IT IS ALL OBVIOUS, THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL BE GIVEN OUT AS CONVERSATION ENDERS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO DISPLAYING THE CONCEPTS FROM OUR MIND ON ECONOMIC BLISS. WE ALL WANT ECONOMIC BLISS. IF I COULD WRITE A LETTER TO MYSELF TEN YEARS AGO, ONE LONG LETTER TO 18YR OLD CHAD. HOWEVER I CAN NOT, I CAN ONLY WRITE LETTERS TO THE CHAD TEN YEARS FROM NOW AND I CAN WRITE LETTERS TO YOU. SO, THESE ARE MY LETTERS TO YOU, MY FRIEND.
LETTERS BUT NOTES. NOTES ON ECONOMIC STRATEGIZING. WHATEVER INVESTMENT ARENA I AM INVESTING IN MYSELF, I WILL INCLUDE NOTES ON THE EXPERIENCES. THESE PUBLICATIONS WILL INCLUDE TRADE ACCOUNT PICTURES. I WILL IMMEDIATELY RESTART YOUTUBING AGAIN, BUT AS A FOREX TRADER'S CHANNEL. I DEFINITELY HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO GOD FOR MY LIFE IN WHICH I LOVE SO DEARLY. I WANT THE PUBLICATIONS I WRITE IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE 2020'S, TO REFLECT A CERTAIN GROWTH. A CERTAIN ECONOMIC GROWTH THE WRITING PHASES SHOW. ON THE CREATIVE SIDE, I WILL BE DELVING INTO COSMIC HORROR TO HONOR THE NEED TO VENT. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR GIVING THIS PUBLICATION YOUR ATTENTION AND I LOOK FORWARD TO ENTERTAINING YOU WITH THE INFORMATION I WAS PRIVY TO.
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DECEMBER 29TH, 2019 11:25PMEST -12:05AM EST
DECEMBER 30TH,2019
(30TH BIRTHDAY)
LAST THIRTY MINUTES OF 30TH BIRTHDAY WRITING SESSION AUDIO RECORDED AS WELL. EVERY WRITING SESSION OF THIS PUBLICATION HAS BEEN AND WILL BE AUDIO RECORDED TO SPUR STEED SPEED..
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CHAPTER ONE: THIS IS JUST MY DIARY AND SO NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
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INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS CALLED FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. MONEY IS ONLY SCARY WHEN YOU ARE NOT FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING IS AKIN TO PUTTING YOUR MONEY TO WORK FOR YOU, FOR A CHANGE. YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME TO WIN. IT IS A GAME AND EVERYTHING GOES BACK IN THE BOX. BUILDING WEALTH IS ALL STRATEGY. WHAT PLAN CAN YOU COME UP WITH TO GET YOURSELF OUT OF THIS ECONOMIC MATRIX MY FRIEND? INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS SOMETHING YOU DO FOR YOU CHILDREN. INVESTING YOUR MONEY IS THE LEAST RISKY THING YOU CAN EVER DO WITH YOUR MONEY. MAINLY DUE TO THE FACT, NOT INVESTING YOUR MONEY LEAVES YOU LITTLE BUFFER. IF YOU DO NOT INVEST YOUR EARNINGS, THEN WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU BURNING YOUR EARNINGS ON? THE ELECTRICITY BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. THE MOBILE CELLULAR PHONE BILL IS A LIFE LONG BILL. EVERY BILL IS A LIFE LONG ONE. EVERY SINGLE BILL IS LIFE LONG.
SO, IF THE BILLS ARE NEVER GOING TO STOP, THEN ONLY PAYING THE BILLS WILL NEVER STOP YOU FROM HAVING TO PAY THE BILLS MAN. THE BEST I CAN DO IS TO LEAVE WITH YOU A COLLECTION OF THE MOST STRATEGIC THOUGHT PATTERNS I HAD AVAILABLE ECONOMICALLY. THIS IS AS SAID BEFORE, A DIARY OF WHAT IS TO COME AND HISTORICALLY AN INVESTMENT STRATEGY TO ENACT. STRATEGIES ARE TO BE ENACTED AND I AM DOCUMENTING THE STRATEGIES I AM EMPLOYING NOW AT THE BEGINNING OF MY THIRTIES. FOR THE LAST THREE YEARS, THE LAST THREE YEARS OF MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN ENCAPSULATED MENTALLY WITH INVESTMENT PHILOSOPHY. ALL OF THOSE WRITINGS WILL BE INCLUDED IN THESE WRITINGS JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE FULL PUBLICATION FOR THE INVESTMENT WRITING.
INVESTING STRATEGY IS A MINDSET. WARFARE IS A MINDSET. THE ECONOMIC WARFARE CALLS FOR STRATEGY. ECONOMIC STRATEGY WILL FREE YOU FROM THE ECONOMIC WARFARE, CAUSING ECONOMIC SLAVERY. WE ARE ENSLAVED TO THE DOLLAR AND WHAT DID YOU EVER DO TO THE DOLLAR FOR IT TO ENSLAVE YOUR GRASS? THE DOLLAR LITERALLY ENSLAVES YOUR GRASS. ZEY CALL IT PROPERTY TAX. IT'S YOUR MONEY AND SADLY YOUR FORTUNE IS IN YOUR HANDS RIGHT NOW. NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I JUST MIGHT NOT BE ABLE, TO HELP YOU AT ALL NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO. SO, IF YOU ARE AN OPEN MIND, WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU PURCHASE YOUR ECONOMIC FREEDOM. ECONOMIC FREEDOM MUST BE PURCHASED MY FRIEND.
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1:43AM EST - 2:30AM EST
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
1.1.2020
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CHAPTER TWO: Z'WORLDS
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MOST PEOPLE WHO LEARN WHAT I AM RESEARCHING, WILL NOT TELL YOU ANYTHING ABOUT IT, AT ALL, EVER. MOST PEOPLE, I HOWEVER, SHALL SPILL MY GUTS FOR FREE UNTIL THE AFTERMATH. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD FOR THIS LIFE AND THESE GIFTS AND SO I MUST SHARE THEM WITH Z'WORLD. SO HERE WE GO. HERE'S HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. WHAT IS INVESTING? INVESTING IS, TO US, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. IN WHAT MANNER ARE YOU FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING IS THE QUESTION TO ASK MY DEAR FRIEND? YES!
(PERSONAL MANDATE) YOU SHOULD, AS IN I, INVEST 80% OF YOUR PROFITS FROM INVESTMENTS, INTO OTHER INVESTMENTS. INVESTING, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING, IS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO RETIRE YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY. YOUR LOVED ONES WILL FINANCIALLY BENEFIT FROM YOUR SUCCESS BECAUSE YOU ARE GOING TO ENJOY RETIRING THEM, ECONOMICALLY, BUYING THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS. YOU'RE ACTUALLY GIVING THEM THEIR FREEDOM PAPERS SO THEY CAN PURCHASE THEIR FREEDOM THEIR SELVES. THIS IS WHY I AM NOT EVER AFRAID ANYMORE, OF LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR.
THE DOLLAR, IS A DEFLATING TIRE. I SHALL LEVERAGE, THE DEFLATING TIRE, THUS HAVING A TEE-PEE HUT FULL OF TIRES BEING LEVERAGED. I DIDN'T DEFLATE SAID TIRE, THE GAME WAS RIGGED. RIGGED OR NOT WE WON. WE WON. WHO WON? WE WON. WHO IS WE? WE. YOU. ME. WE. I'M TAKING YOU WITH ME. IF IT'S IN YOUR DESTINY TO SEE THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT. HERE IS THE WHITE RABBIT, TO ESCAPING THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. MONOPOLY IS A BOARD GAME, CLEARLY. AT THE END OF THE GAME, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU ACQUIRE, IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX.
IF IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX, YOU MUST ACQUIRE, THEN DISTRIBUTE. BEFORE DISTRIBUTING, YOU SHOULD INITIALLY CONSIDER EXPANSION. AFTER EXPANSION, ALLOW THE LEVERAGED FINANCES TO REVOLVE AND AGE. "SHOULD" IS SUCH A STRONG WORD. I HATE USING THE WORD "SHOULD". I SHOULD, STOP USING THE WORD "SHOULD". THIS IS AN INVESTMENT VEHICLE SO, "SHOULD", IS A WORD USED IN THE REALM OF PROJECTION AND SPECULATION. IF YOU FEAR SPECULATION, WHY DO YOU HAVE EXES?
ALL I WANT FROM YOU, IS AN EARLY RETIREMENT. ALL I WANT OF YOU, IS FOR YOU TO RETIRE AS SOON AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. ALL I WANT FOR YOU, IS YOUR NEST EGG. I WANT YOU, OUT OF THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. THERE'S NO NEED FOR YOU HERE. HONESTLY, YOU SERVICES ARE ACTUALLY, REQUIRED ELSEWHERE. ELSEWHERE YOU SHOULD GO, FOR MEANS AFFORDING RETIREMENT. THEY SAY AUTOMATION MEANS PEOPLE LOSE JOBS. THEY WERE NEVER SUPPOSED TO ALWAYS NEED A JOB TO PAY THEIR BILLS IN THE FIRST PLACE. OTHERWISE THAT'S THE WORST CASE. THIS IS THE NEW DECADE AND FRIEND, THERE ARE M O R E L E G A L WAYS TO SKIN THE EVICTION NOTICE OFF THE DOOR. THE CAT IS THE RENT. SKINNING IS A MENTAL PROCESS.
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1.1.2020
JANUARY 1ST, 2020
NEW YEAR'S DAY 2020
11:55PM EST - 12:18AM EST
12:18AM EST - 12:33AM EST (EDITING TIME)
12.2.2020
JANUARY 2ND, 2020
FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK
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CHAPTER THREE: AS OF YET, UNBORN
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I JUST TURNED THIRTY YEARS OLD LAST SUNDAY, DURING NEW YEAR'S WEEKEND. SO WITH ME BEING THIRTY NOW, THE MAIN THING I THINK ABOUT IS MY FUTURE. THANKFULLY FOR ME, DURING MY TWENTIES, I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IN STRONG THOUGHTS AND CONCENTRATED ACTIONS/EFFORTS INTO REALIZING AND ACTUALIZING THE YOUNG ADULT AND CHILDHOOD DREAMS I CARESSED WITHIN. SO WITH THIS, AT THIRTY, I ONLY THINK ABOUT BUILDING MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS WHAT WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MYSELF. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE MY ENTIRE FAMILY. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR ALL OF MY SEVEN NIECES AND NEPHEWS. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR MY OWN CHILDREN, AS OF YET, UNBORN.
MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO FUND THE BUSINESS PARTNERSHIPS I HAVE IN THE WORKS WITH BUSINESS PARTNERS AND MY BUSINESS MENTOR. MY INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL ALLOW ME TO SETTLE DOWN AND START A FAMILY OF MY OWN. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO WILL HELP ME GROW MY BRAND AND EXPAND THE BRANDS I GROW FROM SCRATCH. AN INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OTHER PHYSICAL TASK ON THIS EARTH, FOR ME INDIVIDUALLY, FOR THE INVESTMENTS WILL ALLOW ME TO PROVIDE FOR THE WIFE AND CHILDREN I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR. I AM NOT ONE TO JUMP INTO SITUATIONS I KNOW I CAN NOT HANDLE MYSELF IN. IF A CHILD COSTS TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY THOUSAND DOLLARS, ONE QUARTER OF A MILLION DOLLARS, I MUST GET MY EARNING POWER UP TO THE MILLION DOLLAR LEVEL, SO I CAN AFFORD TO SIMULTANEOUSLY FINANCE THE GROWTH OF FOUR CHILDREN.
LET'S SAY I HAD FOUR CHILDREN, AND AN EARNING POWER OF ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON. THAT WOULD BE FOUR MILLION DOLLARS PER YEAR. THAT'S ONE MILLION DOLLARS PER SEASON TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE CHILD'S LIFE, EACH CHILD. THE REMAINING INCOME FROM THE EARNING POWER MUST GO INTO VARIOUS DIVERSE INVESTMENT VEHICLES FOR THE CHILDREN. THE FUTURE OF THE FAMILY RAISING ME UP TO PREVIOUS POINTS, IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME BEFORE HAVING CHILDREN OF MY OWN. I SET A PERSONAL GOAL FOR MYSELF; TO NOT CREATE A FAMILY OF MY OWN, UNTIL I HAVE FULLY FINANCED THE FAMILY I ORGINATED FROM. WITH THIS GOAL FINISHED, WHENEVER I DO IN FACT FINISH IT, I WILL BEGIN PUTTING AWAY INVESTMENTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN.
I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MYSELF. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR MY FAMILY OF ORIGIN. I WILL HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS FOR ALL BUSINESS PARTNERS AND THE MENTOR. THIS WOULD MEAN, I WOULD HAVE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS SET UP FOR THE PEOPLE I CHERISH. THE INVESTMENTS IN MY OWN INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO WITH THEM, IF I AM STILL ALIVE WHEN THEY BLOSSOM. THEY WOULD ONLY BE IN MY ACCOUNT, SO I WOULD HAVE ACCESS TO A STASH OF STOCKS, CRYPTO, AND INVESTMENTS, I COULD LIQUIDATE MYSELF, DURING MY LIFETIME. THOSE INVESTMENTS WILL OF COURSE, BE IN MY WILL AS WELL. I WILL ONLY HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY INVESTED IN MY PERSONAL ACCOUNTS. THE AMOUNT MAY STILL IN FACT BE STAGGERING BUT NEVERTHELESS, IT WILL PAIL IN COMPARISON, TO THE ACCOUNTS LEFT IN MY WILL FOR MY LOVED ONES. I INTEND TO HAVE MY LOVED ONES AS WELL, SIGN UP FOR THE INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS, SO I CAN BUILD THEIR ACCOUNTS FOR THEM WITH MY CAPITAL.
I REALLY JUST CARE ABOUT MAKING SURE THAT I DID IN FACT LOOK OUT FOR ALL OF THOSE WHOM I LOVED SO DEARLY. PERFECT SEGUE. WE ARE NOT INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME FOR OURSELVES, PRIMARILY. WE ARE INVESTING OUR EARNED INCOME, FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FAMILIES AND LOVED ONES. NOTHING MATTERED TO US MORE, THAN THOSE WE LOVE. WE ALL LOVE A PRE-SELECTED GROUP OF PEOPLE, MOSTLY COMPRISED OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS. ANY CHILDREN WE HAVE QUICKLY BECOME LOVED ONES, IMMEDIATELY. IT IS THEM, WE ARE TO KEEP IN MIND, WHEN WE CONSIDER BUILDING INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS. MY ULTIMATE GOAL, THE DEFINITE CHIEF AIM, OF THESE CREATIVE ENDEAVORS, WOULD BE TO HELP YOU RETIRE YOURSELF, AND YOUR FAMILIES, AS QUICKLY AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE. EARLY RETIREMENT IS ONE OF THE MOST HUMANE ACTIONS, A HUMAN BEING CAN PERFORM. THERE IS NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE, THAN YOUR PERSONAL RETIREMENT, AND YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. I AIM TO HELP YOU ACHIEVE WHATEVER GOALS YOU HAVE PREVIOUSLY SET FOR YOURSELF. I AIM TO HELP YOU IN ACHIEVING THE PERSONAL GOALS, YOU HAVE YET TO SET FOR YOURSELF. THE MAIN THING YOU HAVE TO DO, PERSONALLY, IS TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, AND TO BELIEVE WITHIN YOURSELF, IT IS IN FACT POSSIBLE. IF YOU DO NOT SEE YOUR GOALS, AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE, AS A HUMAN BEING, YOU SHOULD BE UTTERLY ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. COMMA.
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SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH, 2020
1.4.2020
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CHAPTER FOUR: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY
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WE ARE STARTING THIS PROJECT OFF, CONCEPT WISE PER CHAPTER, GRADUALLY. BUT WHAT IF WE THREW YOU, IN THE DEPTH POOL? HERE WE GO. YOU ARE NOW IN THE POOL. HOLDING COMPANIES. INVESTING CAPITAL, FOR COMPANIES, IN EXCHANGE FOR DIVIDENDS FROM SHARES. SHARE WEAR. WEAR SHARE. DIVIDENDS FROM WHERE? HOLDING SHARES FROM COMPANIES, IS PUTTING YOUR MONEY INTO A BUCKET. FIRST YOU NEED A BUCKET LIST. IN THIS UNIVERSE, YOU PUT YOUR MONEY IN THE RIGHT BUCKET, AT THE RIGHT PROFIT MARGIN TIME FRAME, THE MONEY DOUBLES FOR DECADES. A GOOD THREE DECADES THE MONEY WILL DOUBLE. SOMETIMES I FEEL THE EMERGING MARKETS, AS A PART OF DESTINY.
IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS OF A CONSUMER'S MIND VS. FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. AT THIS POINT, I ONLY WANT TO BUY FOOD AND CLOTHING WITH EARNED INCOME FROM WORK. I DID NOT KNOW CERTAIN KEYWORDS TO SHAKE THE FEAR. HOLDING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS. MARKETS IN HEAVY DEVELOPMENT. MARKETS POISED TO ERUPT WITHIN A DECADE. MY THIRTIES, I REALIZE NOW, GIVES ME, ONE MORE CHANCE AT PURE YOUTH. ADDING TO THIS DECADE, THE APPLICATION OF EVERYTHING LEARNED, DURING THE RESEARCH IN MY TWENTIES. I AM USING THE TOBACCO MONEY, BAD HABIT MONEY, TO BUY SHARES. ONE WAY OF FUNDING. FIRST WAY OF FUNDING. ANOTHER WAY OF FUNDING IS THRU EARNED INCOME. ANOTHER WAY IS THRU RETURN ON PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS.
THE BUCKET LIST OF EMERGING MARKETS IS THE LIST OF PREVIOUS INVESTMENTS. MARKET CAPITALIZATION IS THE PERCENTAGE OF THE MARKET, THE COMPANY ADHERES TO. HOW MUCH MONEY FROM THE MARKET, DOES THIS COMPANY OR INDUSTRY OWN? IT IS A GAME NAMED "PROFIT MARGINS VS. PRICE LEVELS". WHEN A COMPANY GOES PUBLIC ON THE STOCK MARKET, THE INITIAL PRICE AT THE OPEN ON IT'S FIRST DAY IS THE IPO. THE INITIAL PUBLIC OPEN, THE FIRST PRICE LEVEL AND PROFIT MARGIN. YOU ARE PLAYING, PROFIT MARGIN PRICE LEVEL. WE ARE IN THE TECHNOLOGICAL ERA. TECHNOLOGY STOCKS, WHAT KIND OF TECHNOLOGY STOCKS?
EMERGING TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. DISRUPTIVE INDUSTRIES, EMERGING INDUSTRIES, THE NEW REVOLUTIONS AND AGES. THEY CAN BE A PART OF YOUR RETIREMENT FUND MAN. THESE KEYWORDS ARE TIMELESS. THE STOCKS FOR THIS TIME PERIOD, THIS AGE OR REVOLUTION, IS TIME SENSITIVE. THEREFORE, THIS PUBLICATION WILL INEVITABLY SERVE AS A DAMMIT I SAW IT COMING. ON PAPER. ON PAPER, THE STOCK BUCKET LIST, IS THE FUTURE. YOU ARE LITERALLY INVESTING IN THE FUTURE INDUSTRIES OF THE FUTURE, IN THE PRESENT. IN THE PRESENT, YOU MUST REMEMBER, THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT. THERE ARE NANO FLIES IN THE HOOD. INVEST IN NANO FLIES, GET OUT OF THE HOOD. THE GHETTO DOESN'T NEED US. WE NEEDED THE GHETTO TO BRING US HERE. NOW, IT IS TIME. TIME FLIES QUICKLY. WOULD YOU SAY?
WE CALL IT "NBC ART". NANO TECHNOLOGY. BIO METRICS. CRYPTO, CYBER NETICS, CYBER SECURITY, ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, ROBOTICS, TRANS HUMAN INDUSTRIES, PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY. COGNITIVE AND NEURO SCIENCE, BIO SCIENCE, ENTERPRISING SOFTWARE. SOON WE WILL GO TO THE LIST OF 100 DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES. WAS THIS SWIM, THIS CHAPTER, DEEP ENOUGH FOR DEPTH?
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6:30PM EST - 7:10PM EST
1.4.2020
SATURDAY JANUARY 4TH 2020
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CHAPTER FIVE: PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY CONTINUED
HOLDING STOCKS WILL BE MY NEST EGG. WE MUST UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL INNOVATIONS OF OUR DAYS, IN OUR LIVES, FOR THE BETTER OPPORTUNITIES OUT THERE, AWAITING OUR HEIRS. I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A STUDENT. I WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING MORE THAN A GRAND STUDENT. I LEARN WHAT I MUST APPLY. I MUST APPLY WHAT I'VE LEARNED. WHAT IS AN ASSET CLASS? THAT'S WHAT I WOULD ASK ALEXA. HEY SIRI. HEY GOOGLE. OK GOOGLE. WE ARE ENTERING THE ALEXA AGE. THE ALEXA REVOLUTION HAS TAKEN PLACE SEAMLESSLY. IT APPEARS AS IF MORE PEOPLE ADORE HER THAN NOT. CAN ALEXA TESTIFY IN COURT?
THERE'S A NEW TYPE OF ASSET. THE DIGITAL ASSET. WHEN WOULD THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEAR? IN THE AFTER THE. AFTER THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION, THE DIGITAL ASSET APPEARS, IN THE DIGITAL AGE. WE HAVE BEEN IN THE DIGITAL AGE, I FEEL MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. I WAS BORN DURING THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION. MILLENNIAL. I SAW THE WORLD DIGITIZE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I HAD NO IDEA. I HAD NO IDEA I WOULD STUDY THOSE TIME PERIODS. DIGITAL ASSETS, DIGITAL CURRENCY. DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS. DCUS. HOLDING DCUS ARE THE START OF THE STOCK PORTFOLIO.
THE FUNNY. THE FUNNY THING ABOUT THE FIAT AMERICAN DOLLAR, IS INFLATION. THE PURCHASING POWER IS LESS THAN THE DOLLAR IT IS POSING AS. DIGITAL CURRENCY HOWEVER, EVENTUALLY EXCEEDS ONE DOLLAR IN VALUE, PER UNIT. SO, WHILE YOU ARE FIGURING OUT WHICH INDUSTRIES AND COMPANIES TO INVEST IN, YOU ARE HOLDING THE STOCK FUNDS, IN A DIGITAL ASSET PORTFOLIO. AS THE DIGITAL CURRENCY UNITS ENHANCE PRICE LEVELS, YOU CAN NOW AFFORD MORE SHARES. OUR GOAL HERE, FOR YOU ALL, IS TO PROVIDE AS GREAT A SERVICE AS POSSIBLE. BEING PUBLISHED, I HAVE TO SPILL THE GUTS.
DIGITAL CURRENCY ISN'T INFLATED. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO UTILIZE THE TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES DURING YOUR LIFETIME, YOU SHOULD INVEST IN THEM. RISE WITH THE EMERGING MARKETS MY FRIEND. THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES COULD UTILIZE YOUR CAPITAL IN THEIR ENDEAVORS. THEY WOULD BE EVER SO GRACIOUS TO YOU. YOU'D PROBABLY GET DIVIDENDS. YOU COULD SHARE THOSE SHARES. YOU COULD LEAVE THOSE SHARES, TO YOUR CHILDREN, OR THEIR CHILDREN. IN ESSENCE, I AM ACTUALLY PUBLISHING A TREASURE MAP. IT'S FAIRLY ODD. SHOUT OUT TO MY PARENTS. SHOUT OUT TO THE "EBONY TREASURE MAP". THE BITS OF THE BOOK I WAS ABLE TO FINISH DURING AGE TWENTY WAS GREAT TO AND FOR ME.
WHEN YOU GO SHOPPING FOR GROCERIES AND YOU ARE LOOKING FOR CEREAL, WHERE DO YOU GO? THE CEREAL ISLE. YOU SHOP FOR STOCKS, BASED ON THE ISLE. THE EMERGING ISLES. THE ISLES EVERYONE IS NOT ON. WHEN YOU FINALLY FIND THE CEREAL, IN THE CEREAL ISLE, YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT ISLE. GET EVERY BOX YOU CAN AFFORD. THERE'S A MILLION DOLLAR PRIZE IN THOSE BOXES. NOT IN ALL OF THEM, MAYBE, BUT NOT ALWAYS ALL OF THEM. THERE ARE BILLIONS OF PRIZES IN CERTAIN CEREAL BRANDS. PURCHASE THE RIGHT CEREAL, LEAVE AN INHERITANCE. I FEEL LIKE, THE BEST WAY TO MAKE A BILLION DOLLARS, IS TO PROMISE TO GOD YOU'LL GIVE HALF OF IT AWAY TO OTHER PEOPLE. THAT'S HOW I DID IT. NO ONE KNOWS YOUR FUTURE NET WORTH, THEY MOSTLY TREAT YOU BASED ON YOUR CURRENT NET WORTH. THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT FOR ALL OF US. LOOK AT WHAT I AM WRITING AND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING AT. INTERNALIZING. I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE ECONOMIC POWERS I WIELD. IT'S A CIRCUS AND A JUNGLE OUT HERE. THE CIRCUS IS INSIDE OF THE JUNGLE. STAY OUT OF THE CIRCUS, TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE.
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7:05PM EST - 8:05PM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 5TH, 2020
1.5.2020
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CHAPTER SIX: HOLDING
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HOLDING STOCKS IS FOR BUILDING ECONOMIC POWER. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO BUILD YOUR ECONOMIC POWER, BEFORE THE STOCKS SURGE, YOU CAN BUY AS MANY STOCKS AS YOU WANT TO. NOT ONLY SHOULD YOU BUY STOCKS, YOU NEED TO BUY STOCKS. WE EMPHATICALLY IMPLORE YOU. STRAIGHT UP, YOU'RE NOT HOLDING STOCKS FOR ME. I WON'T SEE A DOLLAR. YOU KNOW IT. THERE'S NO WAY. YOU ARE HOLDING PORTFOLIOS, FOR YOUR CHILDREN'S INHERITANCE. RIGHT?
WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU RETIRE. BUY AS MANY STOCKS IN THE EMERGING MARKETS AND DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES, AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. I AM A VERY SPIRIT FILLED INDIVIDUAL. I HAVE MY OWN WAVE. WE ARE IN A NEW WAVE. THIS WAVE IS NOT OF MY DOING. I CAN SEE THE WAVE EMERGING ON THE RISE. WITH ECONOMICAL SURFBOARD IN HAND, AFTER LETTING YOU KNOW WHAT THIS WAVE IS CAPABLE OF DOING FOR US, I BID YOU FAREWELL. WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS. I WAS ACTIVELY PURSUING ECONOMIC FREEDOM, THIS IS ALL THAT MATTERED ABOUT ME. I PUBLISHED THE NOTES AND STRATEGY AND THEN I BID YOU FAREWELL.
POSTERITY. FIND OUT ABOUT AS MANY DIFFERENT, LEGITIMATE, WAYS TO LEVERAGE FINANCES. LIMIT YOUR CONSUMPTION EXPENSES, AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. INVEST YOUR BAD HABIT MONEY, INTO THE STOCK MARKET. THOSE WORDS CAUSE FEAR. THIS PUBLICATION, HELPS TO SERVE THE NOTION, FEAR ITSELF IS THE ONLY THING TO FEAR. FDR. I CAN EARN BILLIONS FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. MY CHILDREN. MY BUSINESS PARTNERS. MY MENTOR. EVEN THERE IT IS STILL MUCH FURTHER TO GO. HELP WISE. SERVICE TO OTHERS. SO THIS PUBLICATION, DOES IT'S OWN DAMAGE. DAMAGE TO WHAT, I'M NOT GOING THERE WITH YOU. I JUST WANT TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE RETIRE AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE.
I FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN MY HEART. ONCE YOU CROSS OVER, YOU TAKE NOTHING WITH YOU. I CAN EARN BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. MONEY CAN BE PUT IN MY CASKET, I STILL DIDN'T TAKE IT. IT'S ALL ABOUT DISTRIBUTION. THE ACCOUNTS I SET UP WILL ONLY HAVE WHAT I NEED IN THEM AND THE REST WILL BE DISTRIBUTED. STOCKS AND ALL DIGITAL ASSETS, UNTIL WE COMPLETE THE LIST. FOR NOW, THE FIRST MILLIONS EARNED, GO INTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS OF ALL KINDS. STARTING WITH THE STOCKS AND CRYPTO CURRENCIES, HEADING TOWARDS COMMERCIAL AND RESIDENTIAL REAL ESTATE. FLIIPPING HOUSE EQUITIES, TAX LIENS, JOINT VENTURES. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE BIG DREAMER. NOW I MUST ACT THEM OUT. DAY BY DAY, IMPLEMENT MORE STRATEGIC HABITS INTO THE SPARE TIME I HAVE.
AT THIRTY, THIS IS GENERALLY WHEN ONE WOULD DELVE INTO FINANCIAL LEVERAGING. I BARELY MADE IT. THE THREE YEAR PREPARATION STUDIES CURVED THE BEND AHEAD. AT THIRTY, AT THIS POINT, I AM FINANCIALLY NEUTRAL, MY DECISIONS BROUGHT ME HERE, TO THIRTY AND NEUTRAL. MY DECISIONS FROM HERE ON OUT, WILL DETERMINE THE LIFE'S SAKE. I BARELY MADE IT. THREE YEARS FROM NOW, WILL BE TEN YEARS FROM THE FIRST ASSET PURCHASED. THE DIGITAL ASSET, THE FIRST EVER. I HAVE WAY MORE STUDYING TO DO. I MUST INCREASE THE STUDYING, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. ASAP. AMAP. THE APPLICATION OF WHAT IS STUDIED MUST BE ALL THE THRITIES ARE ABOUT. IF YOU LIVE TO SEE FORTY, THIRTY FIVE FOR YOU. CHILDREN. I HAVE FIVE YEARS TO CREATE THE DREAM SCAPE I WANT FOR MY LIFE SITUATION AND LIFE, BEFORE HAVING A CHILD INSERTED INTO IT BY MY OWN GLANDS. AT MY OWN GLANDS. I WANT TO BE A STAY AT HOME DAD. WE MAKE MONEY FROM HOME OVER HERE BABY.
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SATURDAY JANUARY 11TH, 2020
1.11.2020
6:38PM EST - 7:00PM EST
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CHAPTER SEVEN: ANY RETURN ON YOUR INVESTMENTS
ANY RETURNS ON YOUR INVESTMENTS, MUST SEE THE TAXES FOR IT PAID. IF YOU RETAIN THE PROFITS INSIDE OF MORE INVESTMENTS, OR THE SAME INVESTMENT, YOU DON'T GET TAXED UNTIL YOUR CAPITAL IS DONE GAINING. INVESTING IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. INVESTING FOR YOUR BLOOD, IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. HOLDING STOCKS IS HOW YOU WILL RETIRE SOON. WITHIN THE DECADE, OF READING THIS MANIFESTO. IF YOU CAN SOMEHOW MANAGE TO ENACT THE STRATEGY, AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO DO, YOU MY FRIEND SHALL RULE YOUR OWN WORLD. RULING YOUR OWN WORLD, IS NOT BEYOND YOUR REACH. HOWEVER, OUR REACH, SHOULD ALWAYS EXCEED OUR GRASP.
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CHAPTER SEVEN SESSION TWO:
1.12.2020
SUNDAY DECEMBER 12TH, 2020
1:42AM EST - 2:54AM EST = 1HR 2M
AT THIRTY YEARS OLD, I AM TERRIFIED OF THE RAMIFICATIONS OF NOT HOLDING STOCKS. OH BOY, I MUST REMEMBER, I WILL BE FORTY, WITH GOD'S GRACES, GOD WILLING, SO I MUST CONTINUE SETTING UP MY LIFE. IN MY TWENTIES, I WAS PURSUING THE ARTISTIC PORTFOLIO. FILMMAKER AND NOVELIST. WHAT NO ONE I KNEW TOLD ME, WAS WHAT I NOW TELL PEOPLE OF, IN REGARDS TO TECH STOCKS. AT THIS POINT, WE GET A DEEP SENSE OF RELIEF, KNOWING WE ARE INVESTING OUR BLACK AND MILD MONEY INTO TECH STOCKS, INCLUDING CRYPTO.
DOING WHAT I AM DOING NOW, WITH INVESTING, IN MY TWENTIES, WOULD HAVE FUNDED CXF AND DXC BY NOW. THAT'S THE REALIZATION OF THE TWENTIES. MY TWENTIES. IN THE 2010s. IN MY THIRTIES, I MUST INVEST AS MUCH AS I CAN INTO MY HOLDINGS. LEARNING TO TRADE, WAS TO FURTHER THE HOLDING ABILITIES. NOW, I HAVE TO TAKE PROFIT FROM THE TRADING. WHEN THE MONEY DOUBLES, PULL IT OFF AND PLACE IT IN THE CURRENCY'S RESPECTIVE WALLET. THEN SEND THE CURRENCY OUT TO HOLD AS CRYPTO, OR TO PURCHASE STOCKS AND REAL ESTATE.
WITH THIS SAID, I MANAGE TO GET THE TRADING RIGHT, THE PROFITS WILL JUST FLOW INTO THE HOLDINGS. THE EARNED INCOME FROM ACTIVE INCOME, WORKING JOBS, WILL GO INTO BILLS AND STOCKS AND CRYPTO. THE BETTER THE TRADING GOES, THE MORE STOCKS CAN BE PURCHASED IN OTHER'S ACCOUNTS. FOR OTHERS. FOR NOW, PURCHASE THEM IN YOUR ACCOUNTS, WITH YOUR MONEY. THE TRADING PROFITS WILL CREATE A MONEY MAKING MACHINE, FROM, TWO MONEY MAKING MACHINES.
EVEN WITHOUT THE TRADING, THE HOLDING PROFIT RETURNS WILL BE MILLIONS. PURCHASING SPECIFIC INDUSTRY STOCKS, OVER THE NEXT DECADE, MY THIRTIES, WILL BRING IN A BILLION, I CAN SEE THAT. TRADING AND HOLDING FROM THE TRADING, FOR TEN YEARS, ON TOP OF HOLDING FROM SLAVE WAGES, WILL DEFINITELY SEE IT FIT FOR BILLIONS. GET THE TRADING, NOW YOU'RE STILL WORKING SLAVE WAGES, BUT THROWING THE HALF OR FULL CHECK INTO THE HOLDINGS. THE TRADING PROFITS NOW PAY FOR THE BILLS, HOWEVER, THE REST OF THE PROFITS GO INTO THE HOLDINGS. THIS IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. TRADING IS HARSH TO LEARN FOR YOU ARE CONQUERING YOURSELF, NOT THE MARKET.
YOU WILL LEARN TO CONQUER THE MARKET, AFTER CONQUERING YOURSELF. THIS IS WHAT I AM LEARNING, DOING IT. I MYSELF AM TRADING. I MUST TRADE AGAINST MYSELF. WHEN I TRADE AGAINST MYSELF, I AM ACTUALLY ACCOUNTING FOR THE POSSIBILITY, IN WHICH I MAY BE WRONG. THE OTHER FIFTY PERCENT. CAST BOTH LINES.
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1.12.2020
SUNDAY JANUARY 12TH, 2020
5:47PM EST - 6:27PM EST
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CHAPTER EIGHT: THE FOREX MARKET
THE FOREX MARKET JUST OPENED 49 MINUTES AGO, EASTERN TIME. TIME FLIES, THIS IS WHY HOLDING STOCKS, IS WELL JUSTIFIED. IF TIME FLIES SO SWIFTLY, INVESTING CAPITAL INTO THE EMERGING MARKETS OF THE FUTURE, TIME AND CHANCE WILL SEE TO IT YET AGAIN, THE DOT COM BOOM. THE NANOTECHNOLOGY BOOM IS ON ARRIVAL. THE BIOMETRICS BOOM IS ON IT'S WAY. THE CYBER SECURITY BOOM IS EN ROUTE. THE ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE BOOM IS AT YOUR FRONT DOOR, RIGHT NOW. THE ROBOTICS BOOM COULD BE YOUR BEST FRIEND.
WHY NOT LEAVE INHERITANCES, TO YOUR FAMILY AND CHILDREN? WHY NOT? WHY NOT YOU? WHAT DOES THE FUTURE LOOK LIKE? WHAT SAY YOU? EVER HEARD OF CASSANDRA? ALL I CAN DO IS INVEST MY HARD EARNED MONEY, AS CAPITAL, INTO THE MERGING EMERGING MARKETS. THE SECRET LEARNED DURING MY TWENTIES. TOOK ME A DECADE TO FIGURE THIS OUT. I NOW HAVE AN ENTIRELY NEW DECADE, TO APPLY IT, THUS CATCHING UP. IF I AM TRADING FOREIGN CURRENCY, TO HOLD STOCKS AND CRYPTO, TAKE PROFIT IS THE NAME OF THE TRADING GAME.
I AM TRADING AND HOLDING. I AM TRADING IN ORDER TO HOLD MORE. I AM HOLDING, IN ORDER TO TRADE MORE. THE TRADING AND THE HOLDING, GO TOGETHER, HAND IN HAND. WHEN THE TRADING PROFITS, PULL THE PROFITS, FROM THE ACCOUNT. PUSH THE PROFITS INTO THE WALLET PIT. ALLOW THE WALLET PIT TO STACK TO SURFACE LEVEL. SEND THE WALLET PIT, TO USD AND XRP WALLETS. BTC WALLETS AS WELL PERIOD. THIS METHOD IN STRATEGY, WILL PROVE TO REIGN SUPREME OVER MY ECONOMICAL TAKEOVER OF MY DAY TO DAY ROUTINE.
BY PULLING OFF THE PROFITS FROM THE FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING, INTO THE STOCK AND CRYPTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS, THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO'S GROWTH SHOWS THE VALIDITY OF THE TRADING STRATEGY. THE PURPOSE OF THE TRADING, OVERALL, IS TO USE THE PROFITS, FOR OTHER INVESTMENTS. STOCK HOLDINGS ARE THE FIRST INVESTMENTS. FROM THERE REAL ESTATE. THE FILM PRODUCTION COMPANY. THE PUBLICATION MARKETING COMPANY. MEDIA PROMOTIONS COMPANY. ALL OF THE COMPANIES I HAVE EVER WANTED TO START, I WILL START THESE COMPANIES, TO KEEP ME COMPANY, WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO ONE THERE TO ACCOMPANY ME, IN CREATING THESE COMPANIES.
WHETHER I SUCCEED OR FAIL, ULTIMATELY, THIS LONELINESS MAY NEVER LEAVE ME. THE BURDEN I PERSONALLY DEAL WITH. SO DESPITE THIS, I WRITE THIS. I WRITE THIS AS A DECLARATION OF WAR TO THE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE PAST VERSIONS OF MY OWN MINDSET. I AM GOING TO RULE MY OWN WORLD, AND YOU DEAR STRANGER HAVE FOUND YOURSELF WITH THE DIARY OF A MAD MAN. THE DREAMS I HAD IN MY TWENTIES, FOR MY OWN FUTURE, WERE MY OWN. I KNEW THEY WOULD BE LIFELONG PURSUITS. MEANING I WOULD HAVE TO SPEND MY LIFE PURSUING THEM. WHAT I DIDN'T REALIZE, IS THAT WOULD CREATE SUCH A LONELY LIFE. IF THE ONLY WAY TO SEE THE DREAM THRU, IS TO PURSUE, A LONELY LIFE INDEED.
WHEN EVERYONE ELSE WANTS TO SOCIALIZE, YOU MAY NOT HAVE THE TIME. EVENTUALLY YOUR DISTANCE WILL RESULT IN WHATEVER IT RESULTS IN AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF, PONDERING ON THE EFFECTS OF YOUR PURSUITS. I WANTED A FAMILY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. LIKE MOST PEOPLE, I DESIRED CHILDREN AND A WIFE OF MY OWN. MY OWN PERSONAL EXPERIENCES GROWING UP SHOWED ME THE IMPORTANCE OF HAVING CUSTODY OF MY CHILD. I DON'T HAVE TO HAVE SOLE CUSTODY BUT SHE CAN'T EITHER. MY MOTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME. I REMEMBER WHAT MY MOTHER TOLD ME. AGAINST ALL ODDS.
MY MOTHER BECAME A GRANDPARENT, WHEN I WAS IN 6TH GRADE. I HAVE BEEN AN UNCLE, SINCE I WAS TWELVE. I HAVE SEEN BABY MOTHER DRAMA, TO A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL, BEFORE PUBERTY. NOT TO MENTION, GROWING UP IN A SINGLE PARENT HOME SINCE AGE 7. SO MY OWN PERSONAL FANTASY OF THE FAMILY LIFE THAT MENDS THE WOUNDS OF WHAT I PERSONALLY DEALT WITH. THE WRITING WAS ALWAYS SEEN AS A GIFT FOR ME TO LEAN ON WHEN IN PAIN. I SAW PAIN. I WROTE IT ALL DOWN. I SAW VISIONS, I WROTE THEM ALL DOWN. I WANT FINANCIAL CONTROL OVER MY OWN ECONOMIC STANDING AS A PERSON.
BEFORE I HAVE CHILDREN, I WANTED MY EARNING POWER TO SUIT MY PREFERENCE. I DON'T ARGUE OVER MONEY. I NEVER WANT TO PUT MYSELF IN A POSITION WHERE I AM. I WANT TO PAY MY BILLS HALF A YEAR IN ADVANCE AT MINIMUM. THIS WILL ALLOW ME TO INVEST. THESE TWO ACTIONS, WILL ALLOW ME TO RETIRE AS SOON AS I CAN. THIS ACTION WILL ALLOW ME TO FUND THE MEDIA EMPIRE I BUILT IN INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, DURING MY TWENTIES. THIS ACTION WILL ALLOW ME TO STUDY POLITICS AND ECONOMICS, AFTER FILM SCHOOL. I CAN BEGIN TO THINK OF SETTLING DOWN WITH WIFE AND CHILDREN, THEN. I HAVE FIVE YEARS LEFT REALISTICALLY, TO GET THESE ACCOMPLISHMENTS, ACCOMPLISHED.
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TUESDAY JANUARY 14TH, 2020
1.14.2020
3:24AM EST - 3:51AM EST
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CHAPTER NINE: FINANCIALS

DISCLAIMER: As someone in their late teenage years, many of these mistakes have been made, and most of them have been learned from experience. This guide has been created to help educate anyone involved with drugs on how to best protect themselves against law enforcement, and to do this for a very, long time. However, despite this probably being the quickest and easiest method to generate money, the risk far outweighs the reward. You can put your family, friendships and personal life in jeopardy, and you will have to rely on too many stupid people not to get caught. If you or your friends don't mind that, then read this before you do:

General statements

-Keep business and personal life separate. This will depend on the anonymity of your business life. For example, keep your family separate by fabricating an alternate persona for your business life.
-Don't get high off your own supply. Consuming your own product may reduce any profits you make. For example, you buy a bag of product but inject it all in one day, now you don't have enough money to buy more needles and expand your business.
-Frequently test your product. Failure to do so in an unregulated business may eventually result in overdose, arrest and death. For example, you decide to sell a new batch of product your supplier has cut without reagent testing, and you are later arrested because your customer died of a fatal substance interaction.
-Invest and sell in bulk. Only invest in large quantities of product that have the highest profit margins and rate of purchase, while reducing the customer base to bulk buyers. For example, products bought in bulk such as benzodiazepines, cannabis, opiates and amphetamines will generate the most income.
-Trust no one. Don't engage in activities that require trust such as fronting people anything like money, or product. For example, if a junkie can't afford his addiction, don't fuel his debt.
-Loose lips sink ships. Unnecessary disclosure of sensitive information can be used as evidence against you. For example, your customers think it is okay to short change you because you've boasted to them about how many gucci belts you own and how much money you earn.
-Don't shit where you eat. Everything relating to your business should be dumped off your property or destroyed. For example, you should never be vulnerable if you get raided.
-Better safe than sorry. Never get comfortable, always analyse and improve your security. For example, imagine you are the prosecutor looking for holes in your defence in court.
-The aim of the game is to have no name. Make it known to your associates that you will not do business with anyone who discloses your name or any sensitive information. Cut everyone off who does, as this presents a major security issue for you. For example, if you have any unknown contacts for your business, then that is an indication you need to cut off one of your associates.
-Ignorance is bliss. The less you pretend to know about anything related to your business, the better. For example, intent to possess or sell product is usually required for law enforcement to charge you with an offence.

Transactions

-Only do business with virtually untraceable currency, such as cash or bitcoin. This will prevent law enforcement from using money as evidence for any purchase or sale of illicit products. For example, any cash that is seized by law enforcement requires evidence to determine if it is illegal money.
-Never let anyone know your property. This is because your property will link back to your personal life and compromise your anonymity. For example, no one should know where you live, what car you drive or firearm you possess.
-Never handover product first, without the handover of money. Customer could receive product without releasing funds. For example, you give a crack-head a bag of product and he runs away with it.
-Don't do business with anyone you don't know. A verification system must be used to qualify people as associates such as customers, suppliers or employees, where a person requires at least one successful transaction to be able to make direct purchases or sales, and people without verification should not be able to contact you. For example, you can be relatively certain that a potential customer is legitimate if they have made a successful transaction.
-Use third parties and dead-drops for high risk transactions. These techniques make it difficult for law enforcement to create links because they separate you from any transaction. For example, your middleman was able to retrieve your product because law enforcement did not have the resources to constantly surveil the dead-drop.
-Never come under control by other people's property. Doing so reduces the chance of you being able to escape a robbery or arrest. This includes things such as cars and houses. For example, you give money to a person inside his car in exchange for product, then he hands you a bag of dog biscuits and drives away.
-Dictate the location/time of every transaction. This reduces the chances of being robbed or arrested. For example, choosing a time closer to a transaction, and a location further away from a station would give less time for law enforcement to act.
-Keep all transactions public and discrete. This reduces your chances of getting robbed. For example, think of creative ways to make a transaction in public more appropriate and efficient.
-Don't use your vehicles for business. Vehicles have number plates which can be traced back to you through registration. For example, you can get pulled over and charged by law enforcement should there have been reasonable suspicion to search it.

Communication

Don't use unencrypted or any particularly insecure methods of communication. This includes anything that can be used to identify you with your business, such as mobile phone numbers, email services and social media. For example, you were arrested because your phone was tapped by law enforcement while under investigation, or you were caught selling product online when Facebook granted law enforcement access to your account.
-Force any encryption onto electronic communication between yourself and anyone related to your business. This includes customers, suppliers and employees. For example, you can use encrypted anonymity tools for communication such as Tor and Wickr to conduct business.
-It is best only with verified associates to discuss sensitive information in person. Using electronic communication in this case is more vulnerable than communicating face-to-face, given that you can't be certain of who is on the other side. For example, it is important to treat personal communication as a layer of security if you have reason to believe your electronic methods of communication have been compromised.
-Never leave any electronic device to hibernate while you are accessing sensitive information related to your business. Other people can retrieve your sensitive information from devices such as computers, phones, hardrives or tablets while you are not present. For example, a house mate gains access to your sensitive information because you left your laptop to hibernate while you went to the toilet.
-Use a logless VPN to change your IP address (physical location) to hide from your ISP (internet service provider) from your electronic devices when in use. This is so that your communications and browsing history cannot be linked with any of your business online. For example, accessing the same website through both business and personal ISP accounts without a VPN may link your personal internet traffic history to your business activity elsewhere, making you a potential suspect for law enforcement.

Evidence

-Don't store your entire stash on your property. Even if the stealth was so impeccable that you could not find its location yourself, drug dogs in a search warrant will.
-Keep all things related to packaging hidden and separate from product when not in use. This is so that they cannot be identified by law enforcement and linked with the sale of product. For example, written documents, clip seal bags, scales, mail, cutting agents, heat sealing devices and drug paraphernalia.
-Ensure product during processing is disposable at all times. You should be able to dispose of product in the process of packaging before law enforcement can get to it. For example, you flushed the product down a toilet or sink before police could seize it during a raid.
-Move stash frequently. Repeated visits to your stash creates a pattern which can be traced if you are under investigation by law enforcement. For example, the police followed you to your stash from home, planted cameras near your stash and acquired evidence for the stash being in your possession.
-Don't let anyone else apart from yourself know where your stash is located. Doing so will most likely result in a robbery, and it can also result in your arrest if that person became a police informant. For example, your stash goes missing, your employee gets arrested or robbed, unable to return funds or product, and snitched on you after having informed him where your stash was located.
-Wear gloves, hairnets and long cloths when handling business. Biometric evidence such as fingerprints, hair follicles and skin can be used to gather evidence for possession of product. For example, your fingerprints on that bag of product is evidence of you possessing it.
Destroy (wipe) all digital evidence after use. You can wipe hardrives clean with programs such as DBAN, and wipe any digital documents and photo metadata with software like Tails, and learn how to factory reset your mobile devices. Ideally, all digital information must be temporary, amnesic and self-destructing.
-Destroy (burn) all physical evidence after use. Do not dispose of evidence inside your property's garbage bins, as it is routine for law enforcement to search them. For example, if you dispose of evidence such as clip seal plastic bags and documents in your bins, it could be used against you as evidence after law enforcement have collected it during a search warrant.
-Regularly wipe electronic devices that may contain information related to your business. This is so that law enforcement can't use that evidence against you if they have a search warrant to seize and analyze your digital belongings.
-Build a team that live in the same property. Living with other people that work for you increases business availability, and ambiguity for the prosecution after a search warrant. For example, any product found requires evidence such as fingerprints to discover who exactly is in possession of it.
-Remove all physical and digital evidence from property if you believe you are under law enforcement investigation. You must take every precaution necessary so that law enforcement cannot find a shred of evidence of your illegal activity if they execute a search warrant. For example, the prosecutor couldn't press charges on you because they found no evidence to support their case.

Game over

-Don't talk to police. Anything you say can and will be used as evidence against you. Suppose you said everything right, talking to law enforcement is still a no win situation. For example, you could have said everything right in the police interrogation, but the prosecution can still claim that you weren't cooperative since you had essentially denied everything.
-Know your rights. State nothing except for your name, date of birth, and right to silence and an attorney when being interrogated by law enforcement. You will most likely incriminate yourself if you fail to do so. For example, police stopped questioning you when you exercised your right to silence and an attorney.
-You know nothing. Do not admit to knowing or remembering anything. For example, if law enforcement ask you if you remember anything about a package they found in your property during a search warrant, your defence can be a complete lack of knowledge and intent for such a claim.
-Play dumb. You don't know or understand anything about the law, the morality in breaking it or the likely risk of engaging in activities that do. The less culpable (guilty), and the more naive you are about the law, the better chance you have of winning in court. For example, defences such as mental insanity and impairment are successful when the defendant demonstrates that he does not understand the morality of the charges.
-Don't appear guilty. Become void of all body language as not to raise suspicion of your guilt. For example, defensive postures, eyes that stray left and right and feet that point toward the door are all signs of guilt that law enforcement will detect. Leave all emotions out of the process, especially guilt. For example, you confessed in an investigation room because you broke down after being told how many years in jail you're apparently going to serve, and that all further charges would be dropped if you confessed. Don't be that guy.

You're in trouble

-Don't talk to federal agents. Say nothing of substance; anything you do say can be falsified, editoralized or misinterpreted. Believe it or not, at this level law enforcement are willing to lie in order to convict you. For example, a federal agent tells you that you won't hear from them again if you cooperate with police, then you get a call later from a prosecutor detailing your court date.
-You are guilty until proven innocent. The investigation process is no longer about guilt or innocence. For example, federal agents at this level care more about catching you out on a lie than determining your innocence.
-Don't deny anything or behave surreptitiously. Anything you say is now open to further investigation. For example, federal agents opened up an investigation on your associates because you avoided sharing information about them.
-Always divert federal agents to your lawyer. Whether they are dropping their business cards on your car window, turning up to your front door, or in an interview with you, always have a lawyer to engage them on your behalf. For example, a federal agent threatens you with a grand jury-subpoena if you do not talk, you tell them to address your lawyer about it.
-Record any encounters you have with federal agents. The only advantage you have over them is relying on their ability to lie or make errors, since they are not legally allowed to record you, other than in their peer reviewed notes.
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Don't get me wrong I don't hate them but I think the last time I found one relatively enjoyable was World 3.
I was excited to see Next Order come out on PC as I hadn't played it and hadn't paid much attention to it. Then I saw that it has a pretty much mandatory death cycle of Digimon and that the requirements to get the specific one I want would definitely require me to let that happen.
Honestly, I've never preferred that style of micromanaging stats as it takes away from the story and combat. I am now much more inclined to focus on grinding vs enjoying the game or even paying attention to it as I strive to get the exact evolutions I want.
I feel that while the world and story games have fun ideas and intriguing story certain mechanics hold it back from being enjoyable at least for me.
Best games IMO:
Digimon Rumble Arena 1/2: Loved both games, wish they would make a 3rd and bring back the tamers/partners, don't mention that stars trash though.
Digimon World 3: While I actually don't prefer turn-based games sometimes it's unavoidable and if you have a large roster of characters it can make sense. Obviously dated and still suffers from some issues I mentioned.
Digimon Survive: While Survive follows my HATED mechanic of always giving us Agumon(I don't hate Agumon but always being forced on the player is frustrating) it's actually IMO fun and I like VNs and tactical role-playing. They need to improve on it but I would welcome another tactical roleplayeVN.
Digimon Battle Spirit: Not the best but a fun game.
On a side note, I did like Digimon World/Story when it came out but personally, the Story and world games tend to be the least fun to me since it requires so much grinding and following a guide.

Hi there, I work in PR for a large concert venue and we have a currently-unknown number of press coming next week to plug in to a large world tour's press mult box. Where are these typically located for arena and stadium tours? Our instruct just says they're allowed "backstage" to access it but that's... half an arena basically.
EDIT: This is for Audio AND VIDEO due to no TV Cameras allowed.

7:47PM EST - 8:25PM EST
2.24.2020
MONDAY FEBRUARY 24TH, 2020
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DEAR VANESSA HONEY MALONE,

WHAT DO I SAY NOW? SOME CONCEPTS, IDEAS, THOUGHTS, ARE EASIER TO GRASP. EASIER TO GRASP THAN OTHERS. HONEY, I MISS YOU. YOU WANTED TO BE AN ACTRESS. HERE IS YOUR VERY OWN PEN NAME. THE LITERATURE BRAND. THE DEBUT IN YOUR PEN NAME'S CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. "THE FATALIST DREAM". THE FIRST WRITING OF YOU SINCE 2015 AND "CFK". "THE FILM LIFE FILM THEORY". I THINK ABOUT WHAT IF. TO JUST TALK TO YOU FACE TO FACE. IF I HAD ONE MEMORY OF US TALKING ABOUT THIS SCENARIO, BUT I DON'T. IF I COULD JUST TALK TO YOU ABOUT THIS. I CAN'T. HONEY, I WROTE BOOKS ABOUT BEING YOUR FRIEND. ABOUT HOW MUCH IT FELT CRAPPY TO LOSE YOU FROM EARTH. IT'S ALWAYS HARD TO NOT SQUIRM WHEN I THINK OF MY DEAD HOMIES. PARDOM THE BLANKNESS. I CAN WRITE STORIES ABOUT FANTASY AND SCI FI AND ECONOMICS. YET WRITING ABOUT HONEY, LETTERS, WRITING TO YOU, LETTERS. DO I TAKE THE GLASSES OFF? ALL I CAN DO IS THIS, TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU AS A PERSON. A FRIEND. YOU WERE THIS 15 YEAR OLD, LISTENING TO PHILOSOPHY. WITH US. WE ALL WERE. BRENDAN, TROY, PUDGE, SISSY, ISAIAH. SAINT. I DID WANT TO SEE WHAT YOU BECAME. WHO YOU BECAME. IT ALWAYS BOTHERED ME. IT'S DONE SO MANY THINGS TO ME. THE WAY I THINK WHEN I THINK ON YOU. WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME. ANYONE WE LOSE, WE WOULD END UP, WISHING WE COULD SPEAK TO THEM. WE WOULD WANT TO HEAR THEIR VOICE. JUST ONE TIME. PRETTY MUCH WHAT I AM DOING RIGHT NOW. BUT FOR THIS TO BE A LETTER TO YOU, I MUST SEND IT. YOU ARE NOT ON EARTH ANYMORE. HOW DO I SEND IT? I SELF PUBLISH IT. THERE'S A FEELING I CAN NOT FULLY DESCRIBE, WHEN IT COMES TO THIS BOOK I AM CRAFTING OUT NOW HONEY. I HAD A WRITING SESSION YESTERDAY. MOST LIKELY IT WAS AUDIO FILED. THE ON TAPE WRITING SESSION. YESTERDAY WAS SUNDAY. THEN I'M SURE I WAS IN THE KITCHEN RECORDING AND WRITING THRU OUT TWELVE HOURS. I DID NOT LEAVE THE KITCHEN OR APARTMENT. THEN THE FEELING GREW STRONGER. THERE'S A VOICE INSIDE, VERY EXCITED ABOUT THIS PROJECT. PEACE OF MIND EXCITED. THE VOICE IS TELLING ME HOW IMPORTANT THIS PROJECT IS. SO I WON'T GO INTO DETAIL. I DID HAVE A VIVID DREAM LAST YEAR. I WAS IN A CLASS AND THE TEACHER CHALLENGED US ALL. WRITE A BOOK. CREATE SOMETHING. FOR THE MIDDLE SCHOOLERS. I LOVE YOU HONEY. 

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8:35PM EST - 8:53PM EST
2.10.2020
MONDAY FEBRUARY 10TH, 2020
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANAIJAH HARRIS
(OLDEST NIECE)
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A PERSON OF NUMBERS THE INTRODUCTION:

WE JUST PUBLISHED VOLUME ONE OF "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS" RIGHT AFTER MIDNIGHT TODAY. WE ENGAGED IN A TWELVE HOUR STUDIO SESSION TO EDIT AND PROOFREAD THE MATERIAL WHILE AUDIO RECORDING. BY MIDNIGHT, THE PROJECT WAS READY FOR PUBLICATION. I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS PROJECT. THESE INTRODUCTORY PAGES WILL BE SOME OF THE ONLY PROSE YOU READ IN THIS VOLUME. I AIM TO CREATE EACH VOLUME IN THIS SERIES, UNDER A DIFFERENT WRITING GENRE. THE CONCEPTUAL GENRE IS OF BUSINESS AND ECONOMICS. FINANCIAL LITERACY. INVESTMENT STRATEGY. IN THE FORM OF A DIARY AS WELL. WE MAY ADD A FICTIONAL DIARY AS IT'S OWN VOLUME. WE MAY ADD A NON FICTIONAL DIARY AS IT'S OWN VOLUME AS WELL. WE ARE GOING TO DRIVE THE CONCEPT HOME, USING AS MANY DIFFERENT VARITIES OF CREATIVE EXPRESSION, UNDER THE PRE TENSE OF THE WRITTEN WORD. ANY OTHER FORMATS WE USE, WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO BE READ IN THIS WRITTEN FORMAT. THE ONLY BOUNDARY THIS PROJECT HAS, IS SUCH. I CAN ONLY WRITE THIS PROJECT, SO HOW CREATIVELY INDUCED CAN THE LABOR OF LOVE BE? MY CREATIVE DECLARATION IS TO DECLARE CREATIVE WARFARE ON THIS PARTICULAR SUBJECT OF DISCUSSION. WE ARE DISCUSSING YOUR LIVELIHOOD PEOPLE. WE ARE DISCUSSING MY LIVELIHOOD. WE ARE DISCUSSING OUR LIVELIHOOD. I JUST WANTED TO BE TAKEN SERIOUS AS AN ARTIST. ONLY AN ARTIST COULD HAVE DONE THIS, THE WAY IT'S GETTING DONE NOW. THE CONCEPT DISCUSSED WOULD SHOW, I MAY BE MORE THAN AN ARTIST. I AIM TO THROW ALL OF MY CREATIVE GAUNLET TO THIS PROJECT. I WANT TO DISPLAY THE CREATIVITY I HAVE TAPPED INTO BEFORE, AS WELL THE CREATIVITY I HAVE YET TO TAP INTO. I HAVE FELT LIKE MY DESTINY WAS LIT ON FIRE, SINCE THE YEAR'S BEGINNING. SINCE THE NEW YEAR, I HAVE FELT LIKE SOMETHING GREAT WAS ON IT'S WAY. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS. I WAS TERRIFIED BY THE FEELING. I FEEL NOW, AFTER ACTIVELY PURSUING DESTINY FOR MY FIRST ADULT DECADE, MY DESTINY IS NOW PURSUING ME. I JUST GOT RE ASSIGNED TO ANOTHER POSITION AT ANOTHER SITE, UNDER THE TEMP SERVICE I WORK FOR. I WAS JUST AT THE LAST ASSIGNMENT, SATURDAY UNTIL MIDNIGHT. I PUBLISH VOLUME ONE THE NEXT MIDNIGHT. I GET A CALL AT 6AM. THE ASSIGNMENT HAD ENDED. SO FOR VOLUME TWO, WE WILL GO IN THE DIRECTION OF SHORT STORIES, SHORT FILM SCRIPTS, FEATURE FILM SCRIPTS, AND GO FROM THERE. WE ARE JUST GOING TO HAVE AS MUCH FUN INVESTING HOURS INTO THIS FULL PROJECT AS WE POSSIBLY CAN. THE FULL 500-1000 PAGE PROJECT IS GOING TO BE MY MASTERPIECE. I LOOK FORWARD TO THIS. AS SOON AS I PUBLISHED THIS BOOK, BOOM, A NEW WORK ASSIGNMENT. MY DESTINY IS ON FIRE. I AM PURSUING DESTINY. THE DESTINY IS RESPONDING ACCORDINGLY BY MOVING ME AROUND TO WHERE I NEED TO BE TO WITNESS THE SYNCHRONICITY AND THE SEREDENPITY OF THE WHOLE AFFAIR. I AM ABOUT TO EAT FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY. TODAY WAS A WEIRD DAY. MY LIFE IS WEIRD THOUGH. THE NEXT SESSION WILL BE WHATEVER GENRE WE CHOOSE FIRST. I HAVE AN IDEA FOR ALL OF THEM SO I JUST HAVE TO FIGURE WHICH LENGTH TO START WITH THEN WHICH OPTION OF THE LENGTH CHOICES TO ULTIMATELY CHOOSE. I MAY SWIVEL BACK AND FORTH SO THERE'S NO PRESSURE FROM ANY DIRECTION. 

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10:40PM EST - 11:11PM EST
2.10.2020
MONDAY FEBRUARY 10TH, 2020
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANAIJAH HARRIS
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SHORT STORY NUMBER ONE: TTLC: THE INTRODUCTORY CHAPTER: THE THREE LITTLE SNACKS
THE THREE LITTLE PIGS. WE HAVE ALL HEARD OF THIS STORY. MOST OF US. IN THE FINANCIAL WORLD OF ECONOMIC INVESTMENTS, HOW WOULD THE STORY BE TRANSLATED? THE THREE LITTLE PIGS, INSIDE OF THE FINANCIAL WORLD OF ECONOMIC INVESTMENTS. HOW DOES ONE TRANSLATE THIS? LET US LOOK AT THE THREE LITTLE PIGGIES AS THREE PEOPLE SETTING UP THEIR FOUNDATIONS FOR THEIR LIVES. YOU HAVE THREE CONTEMPORARIES. FOR THE STORY'S SAKE, THEY ARE NOT BROTHERS. MAYBE IN ANOTHER SHORT STORY. WE WANT TO HIT HOME HERE BEFORE WE HIT HOME THERE. THREE DIFFERENT 18 YEAR OLDS. THREE DIFFERENT HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATES. THREE DIFFERENT COLLEGE AGED YOUNG ADULTS. THREE DIFFERENT COLLEGE STUDENTS. THESE ARE ALL DIFFERENT UNIVERSES WE MAY EXPLORE. THIS IS ONLY THE INTRODUCTION. THIS IS JUST A MERE WARNING. YOU ARE IN THE MIND RIGHT NOW. YOU ARE IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW. THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES. THIS STORY WILL ALLOW US TO DETAIL THE PITFALLS OF THE SUPER SOCIAL LIFE, IN THE SUPER SOCIAL SOCIETY. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD I MADE IT TO THIS POINT IN THIS SERIES AND IN LIFE AS A WHOLE. I HAVE TOTAL FAITH IN GOD AND I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF THE BLESSINGS HE HAS SHOWN ME. I LOVE GOD SO MUCH. I LOVE MYSELF AS WELL. I JUST HAD TO GIVE GOD ALL OF THE GLORY.

THIS IS MY LAST CREATIVE SESSION. MY CREATIVE SESSIONS CONSIST OF AUDIO RECORDING THE WRITING AND PROOFREADING OF WRITING. I PLAN ON INTRODUCING FILM EDITING BACK INTO THE DAILY SCHEDULE. ONCE THE SONY VEGAS PRO EDITING SYSTEM IS ON THE LAPTOP AGAIN, I WILL BE ABLE TO EDIT ARCHIVE RAW FOOTAGE. I LOOK FORWARD TO EDITING THE FOOTAGE INTO ONE HOUR CHAD FILMS. I REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO THIS. ME LETTING YOU INSIDE OF MY CREATIVE SCHEDULE. I REALLY WANT TO KEEP MY LIFE AS LONG AS I CAN. THIS STATEMENT IS GROWTH FOR ME, FOR I REMEMBER YEARS WISHING AGAINST MY LIFE. SO FOR ME TO SAY I REALLY AM GRATEFUL TO BE HERE AND WANT TO STAY LONGER TO KEEP UP WITH DESTINY, IT'S GREAT TO OBSERVE ME FEELING THAT. SYRACUSE HAS A FILM FESTIVAL. I AIM TO SUBMIT A ONE HOUR CHAD FILM INTO THE FESTIVAL. 2020 SYRACUSE INTERNATIONAL FILM FESTIVAL. 10 YEARS AFTER THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL DEBUTS OF KEVITV AND SEEXZAVIERFILMS. THIS DRIVE FOR LIFE IS DRIVEN BY THE DESIRE TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR MY FAMILY, POSSIBLY CREATE A CHILD OF MY OWN, AND RELEASE ALL OF MY DIVERSIFIED CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. I SPENT MY TWENTIES CREATING MY DIVERSIFIED CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. NOW I SPEND THE THIRTIES DOING MORE. CREATING THE DIVERSIFIED ECONOMIC INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO. RELEASING THE DIVERSIFIED CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. CREATING ANOTHER DIVERSIFIED CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. FULL OF STRATEGY ON CREATING DIVERSIFIED ECONOMIC INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS. ISN'T THAT JUST LOVELY? 

IT'S JUST LOVELY. THE THREE LITTLE PIGGIES. THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES. WHEN I CALL MY MOM RIGHT AFTER I AM DONE WITH THIS PARAGRAPH, I AM GOING TO TELL HER ABOUT THIS STORY. I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS VOLUME. EVERY VOLUME OF THIS PROJECT EXCITES. I KNOW EACH ONE WILL TEACH ONE. I KNOW EACH ONE WILL REACH ONE. I KNOW EACH ONE WILL BE DIFFERENT IN GENRE. CAN YOU IMAGINE A FINANCIAL HORROR STORY? I COULD WRITE YOU A FINANCIAL STORY SO HORRIFYING, YOU WOULD RUN FOR SAFETY DIRECTLY INTO THE ARMS OF THE BOGEY MAN OF HADDONFIELD ILLINOIS. THIS IS WHY I DEDICATE MY LIFE TO BUILDING MY CRAFTS AND THE EMPIRES THEY CREATE. I CREATED A CREATIVE EMPIRE. THE GOAL OF THE TWENTIES. THE GOAL FOR THE THIRTIES? CREATE THE ECONOMIC EMPIRE OF INVESTMENTS TO FINANCE THE CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. I LOVE MY LIFE. I LOVE MY GOD. I LOVE MY MOM. I LOVE MY DAD. I LOVE MY THREE BROTHERS. DAVID, QUENTIN, JUSTIN. ATIYANNA, MALIAH, QUAN, QQ, KEVI, DANTE, SHYANNE. ALL OF DAVID'S KIDS. THIS IS THE INTRODUCTION, I AM GETTING THIS OUT OF THE WAY. I HAVE TO CALL MY MOM. I HAVE TO END THIS NIGHT AS THE NEXT DAY USHERS ITSELF IN. TOMORROW I GET REASSIGNED TO A NEW WORK SITE. NEW YEAR, NEW ASSIGNMENT. NEW WEEK. NEW TRADES. I LOVE YOU ALL TOO. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO KEVI. THE LAST WRITING SESSION ON HER 19TH BIRTHDAY. I MAY COME BACK AND DO ONE MORE. I MAY NOT. I HAVE TO GET UP IN LESS THAN SEVEN HOURS SO I MAKE IT TO THE OFFICE ONE HOUR AFTER THEY OPEN. WHEN THE SUN RISES I WANT TO BE THERE WITH FOOD, CHILLING AND I WILL WRITE FROM THERE IF I CAN.
6:38PM EST - 7:08PM EST
2.11.2020
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 11TH, 2020
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY TO EUSTACHE ROMULUS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STOSH
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER ONE: THE DISTRACT

THERE'S A WOLF IN TOWN. THE WOLF IS BIG. THE WOLF IS BAD. THE WOLF IS HUNGRY. THE WOLF IS LOOKING. THE WOLF IS LOOKING FOR FOOD. THE WOLF IS LOOKING FOR YOU. ARE YOU WOLF FOOD? THE BIG BAD WOLF, IN REALITY, IS ECONOMIC SLAVERY AND THE DEBT COLLECTION AGE. IT'S A DEBT COLLECTION REVOLUTION GOING ON OUT HERE MAN. EVERYBODY OWES SOMEBODY MONEY. AND THAT'S THE BIG BAD WOLF. THE BIG BAD WOLF IS THE ECONOMIC SYSTEM IN WHICH WE ALL RESIDE. IN THIS ECONOMIC SYSTEM, ANYONE WHO BUILDS THEIR HOUSES OF STICK AND STRAW ARE DOOMED. ANYONE OUT THERE BUILDING HOUSES OF STRAW AND STICK ARE DOOMED. ECONOMICALLY SPEAKING. WHO IS THE BEST NARRATOR FOR THIS STORY? MAYBE UNCLE SAM. THE POLITICIAN. HOW YOU PLAY THE GAME DETERMINES HOW BIG YOU WIN. HOW YOU PLAY THE GAME DETERMINES IF YOU WIN AT ALL. THE WOLF HAS NO PITY. HAVE NO PITY ON THE WOLF. PLAY THE GAME TO WIN. LET US SAY, FOR THE SAKE OF THIS PROJECT, WE ARE LITTLE ECONOMIC PIGGIES. SOME PIGGIES WILL GET EATEN. SOME PIGGIES MAY MAKE IT TO THE MARKET PLACE. SOME PIGGIES WILL GET ATE AT THE MARKET PLACE. YOU MUST ECONOMICALLY SURVIVE. INCIDENTALLY, YOU MUST LEARN TO ECONOMICALLY SURVIVE WITHIN THE JUNGLE. THERE IS A CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE. IF YOU WANT TO SURVIVE, STAY AWAY FROM THE WOLF. STAY AWAY FROM THE WOLF, UNTIL YOU HAVE HIS MONEY. IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE WOLF'S MONEY, HE WILL EAT YOU WHEN HE FINDS YOU. IT'S ACTUALLY HIS MONEY. HE MAKES THE MONEY. YOU ARE BORROWING THE MONEY FROM HIM. HE LOANED YOU EVERY DOLLAR. HIS COMMISSION IS CALLED TAXES. DURING TAX SEASON, THE WOLF CAME TO COLLECT. THE WOLF COLLECTS DEBT, OR CHITLINS. THE WOLF IS EVERYTHING ABOUT THE ECONOMIC SLAVERY SYSTEM. EVERY LITTLE PIGGIE IS AN ECONOMIC SLAVE. ONE DAY THE BIG BAD WOLF WILL COME TO TEST THE ECONOMIC FOUNDATION EVERY LITTLE PIGGIE HAS BUILT FOR THEMSELVES. YOU MUST BUILD AN ECONOMIC FOUNDATION FOR YOURSELF AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. THE OTHER LITTLE PIGGIES AROUND ALL ARE POTENTIAL MEALS FOR THE BIG BAD WOLF. ONLY THE SMARTEST AND THE BRIGHTEST OF THE LITTLE PIGGIES WILL SEE OLD MAJOR'S AGE. DON'T WORRY ABOUT HAVING FRIENDS. YOU BETTER MAKE SURE YOU KNOW HOW TO PAY YOUR BILLS ON TIME. YOU HAD BETTER MAKE SURE, YOU KNOW HOW TO PAY YOUR BILLS IN ADVANCE. YOU BETTER MAKE SURE YOU KNOW HOW TO BUILD YOUR CREDIT. THOSE FRIENDS YOU'RE RUNNING AROUND WITH, THEY OWE THE WOLF THE SAME DEBT YOU DO. EVERYONE STARTS OFF EQUALLY IN DEBT. THE ECONOMIC DECISIONS YOU MAKE ON THE FARM WILL DETERMINE THE ECONOMIC HARM YOU BRING YOURSELF. WITH OR WITHOUT CHARM. THE DECISIONS OF THIS TIME PERIOD YOU LIVE IN WILL DECIDE YOUR FATE. THE DECISIONS OF YOUR CONTEMPORARIES WILL DECIDE THEIR FATE AS WELL. ALLOW EVERYONE TO DECIDE THEIR OWN FATE. MAYBE YOU DON'T WANT TO GET CAUGHT UP IN SOME ONE ELSE'S FATE. DON'T YOU WANT YOUR OWN FATE? FATE IS FATE. FATE IS FATE BUT EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN DESTINY TO PURSUE. WHY NOT JUST PURSUE YOUR OWN DESTINY? IF YOU DON'T, THEN THE CONVERSE STATEMENT IS YOU DID NOT PURUSE YOUR DESTINY. MAYBE YOU WON'T END UP ACQUIRING DESTINY. THEN THAT'S WHERE FATE COMES IN. FATE WILL COME IN REGARDLESS OF WHETHER OR NOT YOUR DESTINY WAS ACTIVATED. THEN AGAIN, MAYBE, THOSE WOULD BE TWO DIFFERENT FATES. WHICH FATE DO YOU WANT THEN? THE FATE OF VICTORY IN DESTINY OR THE FATE OF NEVER SEEING YOUR DESTINY. THE BIG BAD WOLF IS COMING FOR YOU ALL. HIGH SCHOOL DESTROYS THE LITTLE PIGGIES. IN KINDERGARTEN AND FIRST GRADE, IT IS GOOD TO BE SOCIAL. AT 18, WHEN ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE LOCKED UP IN PUBLIC SCHOOLING INSTITUTIONS FOR 13 CONSECUTIVE BIRTHDAYS, ARE OF LEGAL AGE, STAY AWAY FROM THEM. THEY ARE GOING TO DESTROY THEMSELVES. THEY MAY FALL VICTIM TO THE STRATEGIC ATTACKS AGAINST OUR GENERATION. THE GOAL OF THE PAST ELITE IS TO TAKE OUT OUR LEADERSHIP ABILITIES BEFORE WE EVER SEE LEADERSHIP AGE. OUR CAPACITY TO LEAD IS AT AN ALL TIME LOW. THIS COMES FROM BEING SOCIAL. I RESPECT YOU ALL AS PEOPLE. WITH THAT SAID, THE GAME IS TO DREAM BIG. ANY SMALL DREAMERS MUST STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME. I AM NOT SO NEEDY FOR ANOTHER'S COMPANY THAT I DON'T DISCERN WHO I SHARE COMPANY WITH. WE ALL CAN DO VERY BAD ALL ALONE AND BY OURSELVES. WE DO NOT NEED ANY HELP MAKING ILL INFORMED DECISIONS. IF AS A GROUP, WE ARE MAKING ILL INFORMED DECISIONS, WE ARE AN ILL INFORMED GROUP. THE BIG BAD WOLF WILL EAT YOU ALL. HE WILL TEAR THE ECONOMIC FLESH FROM YOUR LIFE SAVINGS. NOT TOO MANY PIGGIES EVEN HAVE LIFE SAVINGS. JUST NOW, IN YOUR QUEST TO BE COOL AND POPULAR, YOU MAY JUST END UP GIVING UP EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED. UNLESS YOU ONLY EVER WANTED COOL POPULARITY. WHEN YOU HIT THIRTY, THINK ABOUT WHAT IS COOL THEN. IT'LL BE LATE THEN BUT MAYBE YOU COULD THINK ABOUT WHAT THIRTY YEAR OLDS FIND COOL. WHAT DOES THE FORTY YEAR OLD FIND COOL? EVERYONE WON'T HAVE THE SAME PERCEPTION. THAT'S THE POINT. THAT'S WHY YOU STAY TO YOURSELF. OTHERWISE YOU FIND YOURSELF SURROUNDED BY THOSE WITH DIFFERENT PERCEPTIONS. NOW IT BOILS DOWN TO THREE DIFFERENT FACTORS. YOUR PERCEPTION, THEIR PERCEPTION, AND THE PERCEPTION CLOSEST TO ECONOMIC FREEDOM. THE PERCEPTION CLOSES TO ECONOMIC FREEDOM WINS. OTHER PEOPLE WILL PUT YOU IN DANGER, IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME WE WON'T MEET AGAIN. I DON'T KNOW WHERE ANYONE ELSE WILL END UP. I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING TO END UP. I ONLY KNOW WE WON'T END UP IN THE SAME PLACE. I WILL BE IN A CLASS OF MY OWN. IT WAS MY RIGHT TO DO SO. I AM HERE NOW HELPING YOU GET INTO A CLASS OF YOUR OWN. I WILL HAVE THE FATE OF THE GUY WHO NEVER GAVE UP HIS CHILDHOOD AMBITION AND DEDICATED HIS LIFE TO IT. THAT'S ALL I MEAN WHEN I SAY I WILL END UP IN A DIFFERENT CATEGORY THAN MOST. I NEVER COMPROMISED. IT'S HARD TO SUM UP MY ARTISTRY. I CAN WRITE. I COULD'VE WRITTEN ANYTHING THEN WITHIN LIMITATIONS. I CHOSE TO WRITE THIS. NOW THE POSSIBILITIES ARE LIMITLESS TO HOW FAR OTHERS CAN GO FROM THIS. I DON'T WANT THE BIG BAD WOLF TO GET YOU. GET OUT OF THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC DEBT COLLECTION. EVERYTHING IN THE FOREST IS SET UP TO KEEP YOU IN DEBT. IF YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY OTHERS IN DEBT, AND THEY ARE NOT FINANCIALLY LITERATE OR EVEN TRYING, YOU MAY FIND YOUR SELF AS A MARK, EXPLOITED OR ROBBED FOR CASH OR CREDIT. THINK ABOUT IT. THINK ABOUT, THINK ABOUT IT, THINK ABOUT IT. IF I CAN'T READ AND THERE IS A BOOK REPORT DUE. RIGHT? HE WHO HAS IT GET ROBBED BY THOSE THAT DON'T MAN IS WHAT I'M SAYING. WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE, ASK YOURSELF HOW LIKELY IT IS THEY ARE AROUND TWO DECADES FROM THEN. OTHERWISE YOU'RE LETTING THEM WASTE YOUR TIME. MOST PEOPLE DO NOT GET WHAT THEY WANT FROM LIFE. THEY WERE TOO DISTRACTED. MOST PEOPLE ARE DISTRACTIONS. MOST PEOPLE ARE DISTRACTED. MOST PEOPLE ARE DISTRACTING. DISTRACTING AND DISTRACTED DISTRACTIONS. 

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9:27PM EST - 10:12PM EST
2.11.2020
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 11TH, 2020
STOSH'S 30TH BIRTHDAY
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY STOSH
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER TWO: STRANGE FOR CHANGE YOU GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL AND THEN THEY DROP YOU OFF INTO THE FOREST. IN THE FOREST, YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN DAWG. IT'S A SAD SIGHT TO SEE, FINANCIAL ILLITERACY. YOU DON'T WANT TO BE, THE WALKING EPITOME, FINANCIAL ILLITERACY. MOST PEOPLE CAN READ. THE ONLY REASON MOST PEOPLE CAN READ, IS SHEEP NEED TO READ. SHEEP NEED TO READ, SO THEY KNOW WHAT INSTRUCTIONS TO FOLLOW. I'M YOUR FRIEND, I WANT YOU TO BE A LEADER. IT'S GOING TO BE HARD TO LEAD, IF YOUR WALLET IS BROKEN. IF YOUR EARNING POWER, IS AT AN ALL TIME LOW, RECONSIDER YOUR FOCUS, PLEASE. I'M BEGGING YOU, PLEASE! IN THIS FOREST, IT IS A SURVIVAL QUEST. IT IS A RACE OUT OF THE FOREST. THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC SERVITUDE. SERVING THE DOLLAR. WHEN SERVING THE DOLLAR, JUST KNOW, THE WOLF WILL EVENTUALLY EAT YOUR HEART OUT. THE DOLLAR MUST SERVE YOU. ONCE THE DOLLAR SERVES YOU, THE WOLF CAN BE PAID OFF. IF THE WOLF IS HUNGRY, HE NEEDS ONE OF TWO THINGS. MONEY FROM THOSE WHO OWE HIM, OR FLESH FROM THOSE SAME SHEEP. OR PIGGIES. WHICH EVER ONE YOU WANT TO BE, YOU CAN BE. YOU CAN BE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO BE. WITH THAT SAID, I HAVE FAITH IN THE FUTURE AND YOU. FOR YOU ARE A PART OF THE FUTURE. I HAVE FAITH IN THE FUTURE YOU. SO GET THERE NOW. I AM HELPING YOU THE BEST I CAN. EVERYONE WILL NOT MAKE IT OUT OF THE FOREST. WHY IS IT SO LONELY AT THE TOP? IT IS LONELY AT THE TOP BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO BE LONELY. IF EVERYONE IS FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE, WHOEVER ISN'T WAS MIGHTY LONELY. SIMPLE MATH. EVERYONE DOESN'T MAKE A MILLION DOLLARS. EVERYONE DOESN'T CREATE A MILLION DOLLAR EARNING POWER. EVERYONE DOESN'T ATTEND COLLEGE UNIVERSITIES. I HAVEN'T YET. EVERYONE IS BORN EQUAL. EVERYONE DIES EQUAL. EVERYONE DOESN'T LIVE EQUALLY. IT'S THE LIFE ITSELF CONTAINING UNFAIRNESS. NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES SURROUNDING THE BIRTHING OR DYING PROCESS, EVERYONE EVER ALIVE, WAS BORN AND THEN DIED, SOMEHOW. UNFAIRNESS BREEDS EMOTIONS. THESE EMOTIONS ARE CONTRAST. THE EMOTIONS CONTRAST HOW YOU WOULD LIKE TO FEEL. SO IN ESSENCE, SAID BY ESTER HICKS, THIS IS A POSITIVE SCENARIO. I WANT YOU TO GET EVERYTHING OUT OF THIS WORLD YOU POSSIBLY CAN. I WOULD LIKE THAT FOR MYSELF AND MY BIRTH FAMILY AS WELL. NOW I AM HELPING MYSELF GET THERE, BY USING MY GOD GIVEN GIFTS, TO HELP YOU ACHIEVE YOUR GREATNESS. IN THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC SLAVERY, EVERYONE WILL NOT MAKE IT OUT. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE, RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW, WHAT'S IT GOING TO BE? DON'T LET GO. JUST PICK ONE CHOICE CONSCIOUSLY THEN IT'LL BE EASIER TO RECONCILE WITHIN YOURSELF IN THE UPCOMING FUTURE. HOW GREAT DO YOU WANT YOUR FUTURE TO BE? IF YOUR FUTURE MEANS NOTHING TO YOU, BURN THIS BOOK. THROW IT IN THE AIRPLANE TOILET. RIP EVERY PAGE OUT AND EAT IT. LET YOUR DOG EAT IT. GIVE THIS BOOK TO YOUR DOG, AS A PLAYTOY. THEN TEACH YOUR DOG TO READ. THEN WHEN YOUR DOG READS IT, AT LEAST ONE OF YOU ALL WILL BE FINANCIALLY LITERATE. IF I SAID, "LISTEN, JACK FROST IS OUT THERE, PUT A THICK JACKET ON", THIS MEANS I CARE. SO WHEN I SAY UNCLE SAM IS THE BIG BAD WOLF AND HE WILL BLOW YOUR HOUSE DOWN, I DON'T WANT TO SEE THIS HAPPEN. THE BRITISH ARE COMING! THE BRITISH ARE COMING! REVERE YOUR OWN YOUTH, PAUL, YOU GET IT ONLY ONCE. LIVE YOUR YOUTH UP TO THE MAX. THIS MEANS, STILL HAVING YOUTH TO SHARE AT 40. THOSE WHOM SQUANDERED THEIR MOST ILLUSTRIOUS YEARS WITH HYPER SOCIALIZING, IT IS WHAT IT IS. I AM ASKING YOU, ANYONE YOUNGER, TO ASK YOURSELF, IF YOU WANT THAT FOR YOURSELF? YOU EVER WORK A JOB AND YOU REALIZE MANY OF THE OLDER WORKERS ARE BITTER PEOPLE? MAYBE THEY ARE JUST PEOPLE EXPERIENCING A BITTER REALITY. THEY WERE DISPLAYING THEIR GREATNESS AT ONE TIME, THEY HAD TO BE. EVEN IF IT WERE WHEN THEY WERE TEN YEARS OF AGE. THEY PROJECT THIS BITTERNESS FOR ONE FACT. THEY SQUANDERED THEIR YOUTH CHASING HOES. MAYBE IT WAS A LIFE OF CRIME THAT NEVER PAID OFF. IF YOU'RE GOING TO ROB A BANK, YOU BETTER BE THE GREATEST AND SAFEST BANK ROBBER WITH NO CITIZEN OR POLICE CASUALTIES EVER. OR YOU'RE A DEAD MAN. I'M STILL YOUR FRIEND, I'M JUST NOT HERE TO KISS ASS. I'M HERE TO GET YOU PAID. IN ORDER FOR US TO IN FACT GET PAID, YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO GET OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY BUDDY. YOUR FEAR WILL HOLD YOU BACK FOREVER, IF YOU LET IT MY GOOD SIR. MY FEAR WOULD DEFINITELY DO THE SAME EXACT THING, TO ME, DO NOT EVER GET THIS FACT TWISTED. AMERICA WILL BE GREAT AGAIN, ONCE THE AVERAGE AMERICAN IS FINANCIALLY LITERATE. FINANCIAL LITERACY AMONGST THE COMMON FOLK, IS NOT WANTED BY THE ESTABLISHED, ESTABLISHMENT. THE ESTABLISHING AND ESTABLISHED ESTABLISHMENT. WHY WOULD THEY TEACH US TO READ LETTERS? THEN ASK WHY WOULD THEY TEACH US TO READ NUMBERS? WHY WOULD THEY TEACH US TO READ WORDS AND NOT PERCENTAGES? STATISTICS? THEY DON'T TEACH US TO READ THE DOLLAR. WHEN I SAY STATS I MEAN ECONOMIC STATISTICS. WHEN I SAY PERCENTAGES, I'M TALKING FINANCIAL LEVERAGING USING FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS AND FINANCIAL SECURITIES. ASSETS, DIGITAL ASSETS. READING THE DOLLAR. SOUNDS JUST FANTASTICAL DOESN'T IT? HOW DO YOU READ THE DOLLAR? BY DOUBLING YOUR EARNING POWER. BY LEARNING TO READ THE DOLLAR, YOU CAN DOUBLE YOUR EARNING POWER. IT IS NOT ABOUT SALARY, IT IS ABOUT EARNING POWER. IF A HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE OR EVEN A DROP OUT, OR THE COLLEGE DROP OUT IS MORE FINANCIALLY LITERATE THAN THE COLLEGE GRADUATE WITH EVERY DEGREE YOU CAN HAVE, GOOD LUCK TO THE GRADUATE. THEY PLAY THE GAME WELL, THE GAME OF HIGH PRICED TIME SLAVE. THERE ARE SLAVES WITH TWO HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS IN EARNINGS YEARLY. IF YOU ARE GOING TO SLAVE YOURSELF, SLAVE YOURSELF IN YOUR MOST PASSIONATE FIELD. THE FOREST IS FULL OF DISTRACTIONS. NEVER DENY THAT. THE FOREST WILL NEVER DENY ITSELF AN OPPORTUNITY TO UTILIZE YOUR ECONOMIC FLESH AS THE MEAL OF THE NIGHT. ALL I AM SAYING IS "LEARN TO READ THE DOLLAR". THIS WILL GET AMERICA TO WHERE SHE WANTS TO BE IN DESTINY'S EYES. AMERICANS MUST BE FINANCIALLY LITERATE. IF NOT, WE MUST STAY ON COURSE INDIVIDUALLY. WE ARE SURROUNDED BY THE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. WE WERE ONCE OF THE SAME CALIBER. SOME THINGS CHANGE, SOME THINGS DON'T CHANGE. THEY STILL DO STRANGE FOR CHANGE. 

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2.11.2020 - 2.12.2020
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 11TH, 2020 -
WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 12TH, 2020
STOSH'S 30TH BIRTHDAY
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY STOSH!!!
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER THREE: ON PREVIOUS STOPS THE WOLF WILL COME ONE DAY TO ALL, FOR DEBT COLLECTION. THE ULTIMATE DEBT COLLECTION. THE WOLF WILL WANT IT'S MONEY WITH INTEREST. IT IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST, TO HAND OVER THE WOLF'S FUNDS. TO THE WOLF, YOU MUST SURRENDER YOUR FUNDS YOU OWE TO THE WOLF. OR YOU CAN JUST SURRENDER YOUR BUNS. THE WOLF IS GOING TO GET PAID. EVEN IF YOU'RE BANKRUPT AT THE END OF THE DAY. ALWAYS REMEMBER, ONCE UPON A TIME, YOU HAD YOUTH. YOU SQUANDERED IT. WHAT THE F'S YOUR PROBLEM? THAT'S WHY SOME OF THE OLDER WORKERS AT OUR JOBS ARE SO BITTER. THEY SQUANDERED THEIR YOUTH. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. YOU WEREN'T THERE. THEY WERE THERE. THEY WERE IN CHARGE OF ACTIVELY PURSUING THEIR OWN DESTINY MAN. THIS HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THEY WERE BITTER BEFORE YOU MET THEM. THIS IS WHY THEY WERE BITTER WHEN YOU MET THEM. GET THIS THRU YOUR HEAD. IF YOU WERE A FISH, WOULD YOU WANT TO BE ANYWHERE NEAR, WHAT IS COMMONLY REFERRED TO AS, THE HOOK? I DIDN'T THINK SO. WE'VE ALL SEEN THE SPONGE BOY EPISODE. I PUT "SPONGE BOY" ON PURPOSE. C.I. DEFLECTED. IT IS A CIRCUS AND A JUNGLE OUT THERE MAN. THE CIRCUS IS WITHIN THE JUNGLE. MEANING, THERE ARE NOTHING BUT TRAPS SET ALL THRU OUT THE JUNGLE. TRAPS. MEANT TO CONTAIN YOU. MEANT TO ENSLAVE YOU. TRAPS TO HOLD YOU DOWN. UNTIL THE HUNTER RETURNS TO KIDNAP THE CATCH. FINANCIAL FALSE IMPRISONMENT, IS WHEN YOU KEEP YOUR MONEY IN A BANK. ECONOMIC KIDNAPPING IS WHEN YOU ARE INVESTING YOUR FUNDS. SO LOOK HERE, INVEST YOUR FUNDS. KIDNAP YOUR CHECK. 

THE RANSOM IS THE RETURN ON INVESTMENT. THE DOUBLE IS THE RANSOM. FANDOM. CULT CLASSIC. DO YOU WANT OUT OF THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC SERVITUDE NOT? IF SO, FOLLOW JARFAR. HARDY HARD HAR. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE ON WHAT KIND OF LIFE YOU WILL LEAD. THE LIFE OF PERSONAL ACCOMPLISH OR THE LIFE OF HYPER SOCIALITY. IF THERE IS A WOLF PURSUING EVERYONE AROUND YOU, MAYBE THEN THE WOLF IS ALSO PURSUING YOU AS WELL.

IF THE WOLF IS IN FACT PURSUING YOU AS WELL, GET OUT OF THE FOREST. THE CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE, IS MEANT TO KEEP THOSE IN THE JUNGLE. THE CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE, IS MEANT TO KEEP ENTERTAINED, THOSE INSIDE OF THE JUNGLE. IN ORDER TO MAKE IT OUT OF THE JUNGLE, ONE MUST STAY FROM OUT OF THE CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE. A CIRCUS IS SAFE. A JUNGLE IS NOT. A CIRCUS WITHIN A JUNGLE, COULDN'T POSSIBLY BE SAFE. STAY OUT OF IT PEOPLE. THIS IS COMING FROM THE WOLF HIMSELF. WHAT IF THE WOLF WERE THE NARRATOR? WHAT IF I WERE THE WOLF RIGHT NOW? WHAT IF THE WOLF LIKED FAIR GAME? WHAT IF THE WOLF WANTED TO PLAY FAIR? WOULD THE WOLF WARN YOU OF WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU AT THE PAWS OF THE WOLF? WOULD THE WOLF GIVE YOU A FAIR WARNING, HE IS OUT TO GET YOU? IF YOU DO NOT CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU, I'M DISGUSTED. WE WILL DISCUSS ARCHITECTURE SOON. STRAWS, STICKS, AND BRICKS. REMEMBER, ANYONE YOU EVER MEET, YOU CAN'T PROVE THEY WILL BE AROUND ONE OR TWO DECADES LATER. LET ALONE THREE TO FOUR DECADES. SO JUST WAIT UNTIL YOUR THIRD AND FOURTH DECADES TO MAKE FRIENDS. MAKE FRIENDS WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND SHRIVELED. MAKE MONEY FOR WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND SHRIVELED, WITH YOUR YOUTH. EVERY OTHER HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE, IS FACING THE SAME ECONOMIC OBSTACLES YOU ARE. SO LEAVE THEM ALONE. LET THEM FIGURE IT OUT ON THEIR OWN OR GET DISTRACTED. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO ATTRACT ANOTHER PERSON TO HELP FOCUS ON IT, THEN YES, NAPOLEON HILL'S MASTERMIND PRINCIPLE. UNTIL THE MASTERMIND IN YOUR LATER YEARS, STAY DILIGENTLY GLUED TO SELF RELIANCE, CHIEF DEFINITE AIM AND IMAGINATION. NOT TO MENTION PERSISTENCE. I LOVE THAT BOOK. MAYBE THE WOLF REALLY DOESN'T EVEN WANT TO EAT YOU. MAYBE YOU JUST GOT EATEN OFF OF DEFAULT. LIKE A LOAN? EXACTLY. A LOAN. WOULDN'T WANT TO DEFAULT ON A PAYMENT AGREEMENT WITH NIAGRA MOHAWK NOW WOULD YA? AKA NATIONAL GRID. ALL OF YOUR CONTEMPORARIES ARE DECISION MAKERS FOR THEIR OWN LIFE. IF THEY ALWAYS HAVE TIME TO HANG OUT, THAT'S A BAD SIGN. THEY SHOULD BE BUSY THE MAJORITY OF THEIR TIME. THEIR SPARE TIME WOULD BE BEST APPLIED TOWARDS THEIR DESIRED PURSUIT. THEREFORE, WHATEVER SOMEONE IS DOING WITH THEIR TIME, THEY CHOOSE TO. WHATEVER SOMEONE DOES WITH THEIR MONEY, IS WHAT THEY CHOOSE TO. THE SAME APPLIES TO ANYTHING INCLUDING ENERGY AND FOCUS, INTENTION. EVEN FOOD. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU. DO NOT GET EATEN OFF OF DEFAULT. EVERYONE FACES A POTENTIAL FINANCIAL CRISIS, WAY BEFORE THEIR MIDLIFE CRISIS. WAY BEFORE YOUR FORTIES, YOU COULD EXPERIENCE FINANCIAL TRAGEDY. THE NAOV NANO VIBRONIX COMPANY RESIDES IN THE NANO TECHNOLOGY INDUSTRY VALLEY. SEAMY VALLEY BABY. IF YOU DON'T ACCELERATE YOUR FOCUS, AFTER DIRECTING YOUR FOCUS ON YOUR HEART'S DESIRES, WHO THE EFF WILL? THEN IT MAY NEVER GET DONE. TRUST ME, YOU DON'T WANT TO BE THAT GUY. DUDE. GET IT MAN? I'M HERE FOR YOU. I AM ONLY HERE FOR A LIMITED TIME. THIS HOWEVER WILL LAST FOREVER. IT IS YOUR ECONOMICAL FOUNDATION YOU BUILD, ALLOWING YOU TO REALIZE THE DREAMS YOU HAVE, MONEY CAN ACTUALLY ATTAIN FOR YOU. YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED. YOU ARE WORTH IT. YOU ARE WORTH EVERY DREAM YOU HAVE. YOU CAN BEGIN TO TOUCH EACH DREAM YOU HAVE. YOU HAVE TO BE SINCERELY HONEST ABOUT THE ENTIRE AFFAIR HOWEVER. IF GOD AND THE UNIVERSE, THE COSMOS, SEE TO IT YOUR DREAMS ACTUALLY HAPPEN, WHAT WOULD YOU IMAGINE WERE THE PRE REQ? THE PRELIMINARY STEPS ONE MUST TAKE IN ORDER TO ATTAIN THEIR ULTIMATE DESIRE, IN SOME CASES, IS THE UTTER DISSOLUTION OF THE SUPER SOCIAL LIFE. 

HOW CAN ONE EVER WRITE A BOOK, IF THEY ARE ALWAYS SURROUNDED BY OTHER PEOPLE WHO CRAVE THEIR ATTENTION? FOR WHATEVER REASON. THERE ARE MANY REASONS OTHER PEOPLE WOULD WANT TO BE AROUND YOU. ZEY CALL IT, ULTERIOR MOTIVES. IN THE PERFECT WORLD, EVERYONE YOU EVER LET IN YOUR LIFE, WILL BE THE GREATEST FRIEND EVER TO YOU. HOPEFULLY YOU REALIZE, MAYBE THEN WE ARE NOT ACTUALLY IN A PERFECT WORLD AFTER ALL. EH? EVERYONE FACES THE WOLF. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN HE IS AT YOUR DOOR, HUFFING AND PUFFING? FOR THE RECORD. SILVER BULLETS MAKE THIS BIG BAD WEREWOLF STRONGER AND HUNGRIER. FOR ANYONE WHO SAID THEY WOULD GRAB A GUN WHEN THE WOLF COMES. THE WOLF HAS GOONS. WATCHING FROM THE HILLSIDE THE WOLF'S GOONS ARE. IN CONJUNCTION WITH HOWLING AND FEASTIN ON PREVIOUS STOPS.

I'd like to design an underwater box but can't understand how to choose the correct o-ring size for an IPx8 design. Is it just a case of me picking whatever sized o-ring I want and then calculating the goove size around that? Or is it that I design the goove size and then pick the o-ring.
I'd like my design to be something like this
( https://gopro.com/en/au/shop/mounts-accessories/protective-housing-plus-waterproof-case/ADDIV-001.html )
where i can open a door on a latch but want to make sure I get the fundiments of the o-ring correct.
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Im just lost on how to start selecting the correct oring for my idea