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Hi everyone! I hope I’m not breaking any rules. I teach High School Comp Sci and next year I am going to be offering CompTIA A+ as a class (district push for certs as graduation requirements). The class is a semester long with 90 minute periods every day. I was hoping you could offer me (the teacher) advice and if you have any advice I can tell my high schoolers that would be amazing. They are 10-12 graders who want to go into Tech. It could be general advice about your industry or specific advice to A+. The goal is to have students intern at our school with our help desk team and then to get them a post grad job if they don’t want to go the college route.
I’m going to be taking both tests with my students since this is my first go at it so I hope I don’t embarrass myself! My district paid for the test out curriculum and I plan on using Professor Messer as well. I saw the resources pinned at the top so I’m going to take a look at those too!

Also, not only did he not pay the rent, he didn’t pay the gas so we have no hot Water. Which means can’t take showers here or do dishes. So it’s been a really bad week. I got every penny I could from him though. I’ve been just sick to my stomach about this fuckery. I’m pretty sure he slept in his car last night. I went to sleep early and woke up so tired both times i just said duck it and went back to sleep. I’m still tired. I hate getting up early. Haaaaaaaaate it. I’m not a mean grumpy ass morning person but more like half awake sleepy af ass. I need this month to end. I want my ozempic. I have to get my car inspected and registered. Adulting is so hard. My dad wants me to find something that pays more too so, I might try and find a different job maybe at the airport so I can still travel. And maybe they pay more. Kinda a drive though Fuck that. I just had this recurring dream I always have it!!!!! I had it last week too. And before that probably like 6 months ago. Been having this dream for like 10 years. It’s - I’m in Cancun and there’s this secret island that goes to a different country. It always looks the same. And I’m always in the water traveling to the other island. It’s also super convenient but a secret tourist spot. Each dream is different but the same exact place. Wish I could go back to sleep. 😌 time to Monday. I miss your fucking face. Am I still relevant? I’ve been going through so much here.. and not being able to take care of myself properly like how I like to, physically bc I’m trying to mentally take care of myself and reality that I don’t even know if I’m still even on the same page as I was. 😢 I’ll be fine once the mess is cleaned up here and he’s out. I hope. More Money less problems would be nice too I need Jordan to move in. I need a second job. Ok have a good day.

hi all! 33F suspect endo and have suffered from debilitating periods since i was about 13 years old with no real fix offered besides birth control. i’m also bipolar and birth control makes me insane so i choose to stay off of it and deal with the consequences.
recently diagnosed with CIN3 back in February and had to get a LEEP procedure done in March. my gyno recommended having a D&C done for my heavy periods and to get a biopsy for an endometriosis diagnosis since i was already under anesthesia so i gave her the go ahead.
my recovery was fairly smooth and i got my period within 2 weeks of the procedure. it was still horrible and heavy and painful but i assumed that was from still healing. my next period (beginning of may) was just as horrible but only lasted about 4 days (walk in the park compared to my usual 9-10 day periods).
prior to this procedure, i was fairly regular but this month i’m now 5 days late (no chance of pregnancy) but having period symptoms (cramping, fatigue, mood swings, diarrhea, etc etc). my gyno said the D&C can stop the bleeding entirely but i just find it jarring that it seemingly disappeared altogether when the first two were so heavy.
i’ve seen a lot of posts from people who have had this procedure done (mostly for miscarriages so i was hoping to find someone in more of a similar situation to me) but they are mostly immediate post op affects but i’m curious how having a d&c has affected people in the LONG term, if at all.

The entirety of Harry "Truck" Hannah's major league career came with the New York Yankees -- all three years of it. But if you include his participation in the minors, he had a long career, beginning in 1909 with the Tacoma Tigers in the Northwestern League and ending in 1940 with the Memphis Chickasaws in the Southern Association. He is one of only a handful of players to have a hit in five different decades!
Of all the forgotten Yankee with memorable nicknames -- No Neck, Stanky the Yankee, Sailor Bob, Spud, Slow Joe, The Mummy, Birdie, Bump, and Grandma Johnny -- there's something to be said about the sublime elegance of a big, brawny catcher nicknamed Truck.
James Harrison Hannah Jr. was born 134 years ago today, on June 5, 1889, in what was then the Dakota Territory. (It would become the state of North Dakota about five months later.) By age 2, the family had moved to Seattle, Washington.
As a kid, he was called Harry, but by the time he was playing baseball, he was universally known as Truck. There are several stories as to how he got the nickname. Some said it had to do with his imposing size -- he stood 6'1" and weighed a solid 190 pounds -- and others because of the way he could block the plate as easily as a truck could block a street. Other sources say the nickname wasn't comparing him to a motor vehicle but to a horse, or rather a truck horse, as horses that pulled heavy wagons were called at the time. His daughter, Helen, said he got the nickname simply because he was "big and slow."
Another explanation, a little less colorful, was that Hannah paid the bills in the off-season by working as a truck driver!
Hall of Fame Umpire Billy Evans said Hannah was adept at the catcher's trick of distracting the batter with a steady stream of banter while behind the plate:

"Truck Hannah always has been an object of interest to me when catching. Aside from always doing a pretty good job receiving, he never failed to have a line of conversation that would make a bigger hit on the vaudeville circuit than some of the stuff used by some monologue artists. Hannah keeps up a continual chatter from the time the game starts. Of course, his conversation is largely directed at the batter, in the hope that his line of talk will take the mind of the batter from his work, the making of base hits. He seeks to keep the batter from concentrating, and from the many strikes slipped over by the New York pitchers, I would say there was merit in his system. Hannah's conversation is never objectionable. He usually has the batter laughing at some of his talk, rather than sore."

But Hannah used more than just banter to distract batters. As the pitch was being delivered, he would sometimes spit tobacco juice onto a player's shoes, toss pebbles onto the plate, or throw dirt at their hands on the bat!
Hannah got his start in professional baseball as a 20-year-old third baseman with the Tacoma Tigers in the Northwestern League. When the team needed an emergency catcher, Hannah was put behind the plate and stuck there for the rest of his career. Over the next five years he played for five different teams in four different leagues, until in 1914 finally catching on with the Sacramento Wolves in the Pacific Coast League. The PCL at the time was considered by some to be a third major league, or at least the minor league closest to major league competition, and Hannah was regarded as one of the best catchers in the league. He drew interest from several major league teams, including the Tigers, Phillies, and Browns. But it was the Yankees who finally acquired him, paying $4,000 to acquire his rights after he hit .292 in 569 at-bats in 1917.
Truck pulled into the Polo Grounds -- not Yankee Stadium, which wouldn't be built until 1923 -- as the foundation was being laid for a dynasty. Jacob Ruppert and Tillinghast Huston purchased the Yankees in 1915 and immediately set about reversing the fortunes of what had been for years one of the worst-run teams in the American League. The Yankees, as they became known in 1913, had only winning season in the last 10 years.
The new owners set about making changes, acquiring a number of valuable players: Wally Pipp, Home Run Baker, Ping Bodie, Aaron Ward, Urban Shocker, and previously forgotten Yankee Bob Shawkey.
After the 1917 season they made the biggest change of all, firing well-liked manager Bill Donovan and replacing him with former St. Louis Cardinals manager Miller Huggins, who over the next 11 years would lead the Yankees to six pennants and three World Series.
Huggins made another move, acquiring from the St. Louis Browns future Hall of Fame pitcher "Gettysburg Eddie" Plank and veteran second baseman Del Pratt. The latter would be a good player for the Yankees, hitting .295/.348/.394 (106 OPS+) over the next three seasons, but the 42-year-old Plank refused to report and retired instead. In return, the Yankees shipped out five players... including starting catcher Les Nunamaker, who had been with the Yankees for four seasons.
And so, needing a catcher to replace Nunamaker, the Yankees paid the Salt Lake City Bees $4,000 for Hannah. He was expected to battle 22-year-old Muddy Ruel to be the backup to the 25-year-old Roxy Walters, who had been Nunamaker's understudy since September 1915, but Ruel would be drafted into the U.S. Army and Walters broke his finger in an exhibition game 10 days before Opening Day. By the time Walters was ready to play again, Hannah was hitting .288/.432/.356 and had thrown out 19 out of 34 basestealers; over the rest of the season, he would maintain that pace to lead the league in CS% (55%) as well as in double plays as a catcher (16). His batting average would fade dramatically, however, dropping all the way to .220 by the end of the season, but he was still contributing with a .361 OBP in 312 plate appearances. Walters's bat never got started at all, and hitting just .199/.239/.236 in 205 plate appearances.
Technically a major league rookie when he joined the team, the 29-year-old Hannah was treated like a veteran from his four seasons in the well-respected Pacific Coast League. In addition, he was -- literally as well as figuratively, at 6'1" -- one of the few players on the team who could see eye-to-eye with the 6'2" Babe Ruth when he was acquired prior to the 1920 season. When Ruth got into squabbles with diminutive manager Miller Huggins, it was often Hannah's duty to keep the peace.
Yankee shortstop Roger Peckinpaugh, the Yankee captain from 1914 to 1921, described one such incident to long-time Yankee PR man Marty Appel in 1974:

"Once we were leaving Boston after a tough loss, and Babe was drunk, and he said he was gonna throw Huggins off the train! He was heading for his drawing room. On the way he stopped in the men’s room and punched this huge mirror. It fell into a million pieces. Me and Ernie Shore and Truck Hannah pulled him down to the ground and sat on him until he passed out. Truck — a big guy — puts him over his shoulder and moves him to the next car."

At the end of the season, the Yankees were happy enough with Hannah that they traded Roxy Walters to the Red Sox. For the next two years, the catching duties were almost evenly split between Hannah and Ruel, who was back from the Army with the end of World War I.
The "Muddy-Truck" tandem was colorfully named but disappointing, with Ruel hitting .255/.325/.306 (71 OPS+) in 560 PA and Hannah .243/.313/.317 (70 OPS+) in 553 PA. Catcher in those days was very much a defense-first position, and both had good gloves, but the Yankees (even with the newly acquired Babe Ruth having an 11.7 bWAR season) finished three games out of 1st in 1920.
Ruppert and Huston asked Huggins what the team needed to win, and his answer: a catcher.
At the end of the season, the Yankees sent Hannah back to the Pacific Coast League, and traded Ruel to the Red Sox for previously forgotten Yankee Wally Schang, the first in the long line of great Yankee catchers. In his five years with the Yankees, the switch-hitting Schang hit .297/.390/.406 (105 OPS+), and in the 1923 World Series -- the first of 27 won by the Yankees -- Schang played every inning of every game, went 7-for-22 (.318) with a double and three runs scored, and allowed just one stolen base.
Hannah would stay in the Pacific Coast League for the next 22 years as a player, coach, and manager. He had a great year with the Vernon Tigers in 1923, hitting .346 with 23 doubles and 6 home runs in 370 plate appearances. His final plate appearance came on May 19, 1940, when he was managing the Memphis Chicks. Two weeks shy of his 51st birthday, with both his catchers injured, Hannah caught both ends of a doubleheader and went 1-for-6.
Hannah retired from baseball two years later after his St. Paul Saints lost 15 games in a row -- 11 of them by one run! He said he couldn't sleep anymore, replaying every loss in his head over and over, second-guessing every decision he made as manager.
He retired to his ranch in Southern California, but remained active enough in the regional baseball scene that when the Los Angeles Angels played their first major league game in 1961, Hannah was selected to catch the ceremonial first pitch.
Truck Hannah died on April 27, 1982, five weeks shy of his 93rd birthday. His wife, Helen, died in October, a month before what would have been their 70th wedding anniversary.
Keep On Truckin':

• One of the more interesting aspects in researching information about Truck Hannah is in looking for pictures of him, you come across many photos of trucks owned by women named Hannah.
  
• Hannah made his major league debut against the great Walter Johnson. In his first major league plate appearance, he singled up the middle! He popped out his second time up, then struck out. His fourth time up he drew a walk against Johnson, advanced to second on a single, and scored his first major league run on a double, and the Yankees won, 6-3. Not a bad debut against the future Hall of Famer!
  
• According to his SABR biography: "Hannah’s daughter may have led a more interesting life than her ballplaying father. Helen Lorraine (Hannah) Campbell was one of the first women in Los Angeles to enlist in the Marine Corps during World War II, and retired from the Marine Corps Reserve in 1975 after 32 years of service. She was also a chaperone for several years with the Muskegon and Kalamazoo teams in the All American Girls Professional Baseball League, the league that inspired the 1992 movie A League of Their Own. At the age of 75 she went parasailing for the first time and at 78 sailed over Africa’s Serengeti plains in a hot-air balloon. She died in 2013 at the age of 97."
  
• On May 12, 1920, Hannah went 4-for-4 (all singles) with two runs and two RBIs in a 14-8 rout of the Chicago White Sox. Hannah singled twice in a seven-run 6th inning, as did pitcher Bob Shawkey; it was the first time in major league history that a pitcher and catcher each had two hits in the same inning.
  
• That was Hannah's best day as a major leaguer, but he had another four-hit day on September 11, 1920, with a double and three singles in five at-bats against the Cleveland Indians.
  
• Truck Hannah was the first major leaguer born in what would become North Dakota when he made his debut on April 15, 1918. He also is one of three Yankees born in North Dakota: Ken Hunt, an outfielder in the Yankee farm system from 1952 to 1960 who had a couple cups of coffee in the Bronx, and later played for the Angels and Senators; and long-time Cleveland Indians 1B/DH Travis Hafner, who ended his career with the Yankees in 2013. The most famous Yankee raised in North Dakota is Roger Maris, but he was actually born in Minnesota. The family moved to Fargo when Maris was 8 years old. A total of 20 major leaguers were born in North Dakota, and the best, by bWAR, was Angels outfielder and two-time All-Star Darin Erstad.
  
• Hannah is on the All-Palindromic Last Name Team, along with Dean Anna, Toby Harrah, Eddie Kazak, Dave Otto, Glenn Otto, Dick Nen, Robb Nen, Johnny Reder, Juan Salas, and Mark Salas.
  
• In 1917, Hannah was behind the plate for the Salt Lake City Bees in the Pacific Coast League when former New York Giants outfielder Fred Snodgrass came up to the plate for the Vernon Tigers. Hannah, by this time a 28-year-old nine-year minor league veteran and hitting a respectable .292, wasn't impressed. "So you're a big leaguer? I guess you're going to come out here and show us how the Giants used to do it, eh? Let's see if you can hit this one." That off-season, major league teams asked Snodgrass for his opinion on the top players in the Pacific Coast League, and his report on Hannah: "I don’t like him personally, but I must say he is the best all around catcher in this league, and my dislike for him does not blind me to that fact."
  
• George Halas -- who would later be the founder of the Chicago Bears -- was a 24-year-old rookie on the New York Yankees in 1919. He was on the bench sitting next to Truck Hannah during a game against the Tigers, staring wide-eyed as his boyhood idol, the legendary Ty Cobb, strode to the plate. Hannah, maybe pranking the rookie, told Halas he ought to razz Cobb to try to throw him off his game. Halas did as he was told, and to his surprise, got a reaction: Cobb dropped his bat, marched over to the Yankee dugout, and pointed at Halas. "Punk! I'll see you after the game! Don't forget, punk!" Halas, a Navy veteran and a college football player, was no punk but not exactly looking forward to a brawl against the famously irascible Cobb. He stayed in the locker room as long as possible, hoping Cobb would be gone by the time he emerged, but when he finally came out, the Georgia Peach was waiting for him. "I like your spirit, kid," Cobb said, "but don't overdo it when you don't have to." Halas said it was a lesson he never forgot.
  
• Speaking of Cobb, he told a sportswriter he didn't care for Hannah's distracting patter behind the plate: “This fellow Hannah of the New York club keeps me busier at the plate than any other catcher in the league. I don’t like letting a recruit outtalk me, and in my effort to keep my end of the conversation, I had my work cut out for me making base hits off those Yankee pitchers.”
  
• Carl Mays, who had pitched for the Red Sox since 1915, was acquired by the Yankees on July 30, 1919. Delighted to go from the 38-48 Red Sox to the 48-38 Yankees, Mays made the rounds in the clubhouse, shaking hands. When he got to Hannah, he offered his hand, but Hannah shoved him away, then charged after him. Mays backed up until Hannah vaulted over a table and cornered him against a wall -- and only then did Hannah shake his hand. "We're even," Hannah said, grinning. Since the previous season, Hannah and Mays had been feuding. Mays took great pride in keeping his uniform spotless, and hated Hannah's trick of spitting tobacco juice onto his shoes while batting. So every time Hannah came up to the plate, Mays came "up and in" to make him hit the dirt. In April, the last time they'd face each other, Mays plunked him. But now they were teammates and all was forgiven. Ironically, a year later, Mays would kill Cleveland Indians shortstop Ray Chapman with a pitch that hit him in the head.
  
• During the off seasons, Hannah played in the California Winter League, believed to be the only integrated league in professional baseball at the time. Hannah also played against Negro Leaguers when barnstorming with Babe Ruth in 1920 and Dizzy Dean in 1935.
  
• Prior to the 1927 season, Babe Ruth made a silent movie called Babe Comes Home. Based on a short story called "Said With Soap," it had quite the plot: Ruth is Babe Dugan, a ballplayer whose tobacco-chewing habit means his uniform is always stained. He falls in love with Vernie, the laundress who cleans the team uniforms, but she wants him to stop chewing tobacco. Babe then goes into a slump, and finds himself on the bench. Vernie finally relents and gives him a plug of tobacco, and Babe hits a game-winning home run. The movie was filmed at Wrigley Field -- not that one, but a field with the same name in Los Angeles. It was the home stadium for the Los Angeles Angels, and on the Angels were several ex-Yankees, including Truck Hannah. Ruth was much more interested in his old pals than in the movie, and the exasperated director struggled to keep Ruth's attention. Finally, he moved Ruth to a distant park of the stadium, as far away as he could from Hannah and the other ex-Yankees. But Hannah and the others kept mischievously hitting balls in his direction, causing Ruth to botch take after take!
  
• Hannah was in two movies himself, both times as a baseball playing extra. The films are notable because they are both early "talkies". His first appearance was in 1928's Warming Up, about a pitcher (played by Richard Dix, later a star in westerns) who falls in love with the team owner's daughter (played by Jean Arthur, who would later co-star with Jimmy Stewart in Mr. Smith Goes to Washington). A year later Hannah was in Fast Company, about a baseball player (Jack Oakie) who is inspired to greatness thanks to fan letters he thinks come from a beautiful woman (Evelyn Brent) but are actually written by his conniving manager (Skeets Gallagher). In 1940, Oakie was nominated for an Academy Award for his performance as a parody of Benito Mussolini in Charlie Chaplin's The Great Dictator.
  
• Joe DiMaggio, still a teenager, played for the San Francisco Seals in the Pacific Coast League from 1932 to 1935. Hannah, with the Los Angeles Angels, played against him often. Prior to DiMaggio's debut with the Yankees in 1936, a sportswriter asked the former big leaguer for his scouting report on DiMaggio. "They'll be comparing him to Tris Speaker and Harry Hooper and those fellows in a year or two," Hannah said. Truck was right: Speaker and Hooper were both Hall of Fame outfielders, and of course, so was the Yankee Clipper.
  
• In 1936, Hannah was a playecoach for the Los Angeles Angels. Ted Williams, already a legendary hitter (and pitcher) from his exploits at Herbert Hoover High School in San Diego, was being courted by both major and minor league teams. Ted's father, Sam Williams, was acting as his agent, and he arranged a meeting with Truck Hannah to talk about a contract with the Angels. "When my dad went down to talk to him, Hannah said, 'Where's the kid?'" Williams later recalled. "Dad says, 'He's not here.' Hannah said, 'Well, for crying out loud, go get him. He's the one I want to talk to, not you!'" Insulted, Sam Williams walked away. Instead, Williams -- after turning down offers from the Yankees and the Cardinals -- signed with the newly formed San Diego Padres of the Pacific Coast League. Had he signed with the Angels, Williams likely would have been a Cub, as they were a Chicago affiliate. (But Williams, a San Diego native, likely would have signed with the Padres even if Hannah had made a better impression.)
  
• Hannah's mouth almost cost his team another teenaged prospect. In 1934, 16-year-old Steve Mesner went to an open try-out for the Los Angeles Angels, and Hannah was helping to evaluate the prospects. He took one look at Mesner and shouted, "Get out of here, kid! You're too little!" Mesner started walking off the field, but someone told him to go back. During batting practice, he hit three balls over the fence! During a fielding drill, he was handling every chance, and the coach kept hitting them harder and harder, expecting the teenager to boot one. He didn't, and the team gave him a contract. Mesner hit .328 in three years with the Angels before going to the Chicago Cubs and later the Cincinnati Reds.
  
• The winter of 1918-1919 was gripped by the "Spanish Flu" epidemic and, in a scene that would be familiar to all of us today, the players, umpires, and fans in a Southern California winter league wore face masks during the game. A photo ran in the newspaper with the catcher misidentified in the caption as "Trash" Hannah of the New York Yankees!
  
• Hannah is a member of the Pacific Coast League Hall of Fame. Some sources say he was an inaugural member when it was created in 1943; other sources say he was inducted in 1950. Other notable Yankees in the PCL HoF include Frankie Crosetti, Joe DiMaggio, and Casey Stengel.
  
• Hannah's daughter, U.S. Marine Master Gunnery Sergeant Helen Hannah Campbell, went to Whittier High School with Richard Nixon, and later served as a docent the Richard Nixon Library and Birthplace in Yorba Linda, California. Richard Nixon, who grew up watching Hannah as a player and manager in the Pacific Coast League, said in a 1983 interview: "I remember Truck Hannah. He was a great catcher and could hit."
  
• In 1925, Hannah helped organize the Association of Professional Ball Players of America, created to assist former professional baseball players who are injured, elderly, or destitute. The APBPA is still in existence today!
  

Near the end of his career, Truck Hannah was interviewed about the rigors of being a catcher. He said during his 30 years in baseball he'd broken every finger on his right hand at least twice. "What the hell, it's all part of the game," he said. "It sure was fun while it lasted. Even with busted hands and fingers and everything else, I wouldn't have missed it for the world."

I know it's Pride Month, but this is a downer post cuz sometimes I do feel anything but pride about my sexuality.
Growing up, I was my parents' little princess. I loved tiaras and dresses. My mum, especially loves spoiling me with pretty clothes and accessories, she still does. And I know when she thinks of my future, she wants me to have the perfect husband and the perfect family, just like she has. I just turned 21 and my mum is getting all sentimental about "one day you'll marry a guy" and she's fantasising about my wedding and how beautiful I would be.
I'm pretty traditional too. I want the white picket fence, maybe kids and a 10 course meal kinda wedding.
It's just... I'm a lesbian. And it feels like everything I am perfectly aligns with what my parents would want, except that one small detail.
I came out to my parents once 5 years ago. But they were convinced I was going through a phase. Last time I came out, they were so deep in denial, it felt like nothing I say could've convinced them otherwise. I haven't came out again since then because I'm scared of rocking the boat.
I guess I wanna know how y'all dealt with similar feelings of guilt and shame? Does it ever really go away?
Tldr; my parents really want me to be straight, and I feel so so guilty that I'm not. Advice?

My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years and it's always been like this. He lies a lot and we've had many talks about it but he just can't seem to stop (or he just doesn't want to). I have both anxiety and chronic depression, and of course this whole deal just seems to have me paranoid at all times, but something happened this last weekend that made me want to vent here.
For some context, he works Monday through saturday from 10 am to 6 pm in a restaurant and then on saturdays he usually works at a friends-owned bar from around 7 pm to 6 am.
This last Friday it was his birthday, so he told me he was leaving work and he was going to a friend's house to play some videogames and relax, I said okay and decided to do something nice for when he came back home. Since we're kind of short on cash, my kids (just mine, not his) and I made some homemade pizzas and when he arrived he was extremely happy and grateful, we ate, sang happy birthday and he couldn't stop thanking me and telling me how happy he felt. I was so happy to see him enjoy even though it was something little and intimate. Then we went to bed kind of early since he had to be up early the next day to get ready for work.
Saturday came and when I woke up I saw him getting ready. He kissed me goodbye as he always does and I wished him a great day at work. Throughout the day I texted him which is something I always do, but he was kind of unresponsive. A few hours later he replied apologizing and telling me that he was too busy at work. Then he went on to tell me that the owners of the bar where he works (his friends) wanted to throw him a birthday party that night, and that he would go but come home early... Then he added "well you can come if you want to". I pressed him a bit and he admitted that most of his friends were going to be there (I'm not too fond of them but it's not like we can't stand each other). Well anyways, his ""invitation"" didn't seat well with me but I still wanted to come and be by his side, as I have always wanted him with me on my birthday celebrations, so I got my sister to come watch my kids. Then, when I asked him if he wanted me there he said "as long as you bring someone along, in case I can't pay attention to you"... Well this made it evident he didn't want me there, but there I went again saying "Well I mean, you know I'm very social so it won't be an issue, I'll just chat with anyone if you can't be with me", and it was then when he started putting money as an excuse saying he didn't have any, his friends were paying for his drinks and that if I came he wouldn't be able to pay. OKAY, got the hint. That's when I told him that it was okay, I understood he wanted to spend time with his friends and though it hurt a bit seeing him posting an invitation for anyone to go but still didn't want me there, I hoped he had a great time.
After my kids (both teenagers) went to bed, my sister and I sat on the backyard and drank a few beers. It was nice to chat and we got carried away talking, and after a while we went to bed. I was a bit worried since my bf wasn't back at about 6 am (he had made it a point to tell me he would be back early) so I texted him, first worried, he got all of the texts but answered none, then I noticed he was going online-offline a few times so I got angry and started thinking the worst, like he was with another girl or something like that, so I kind of went off on him a bit. He answered saying he was at his friends house playing videogames and having the greatest time, and I went to sleep annoyed. He got home at around 10.30 am, drunk out of his mind, went to the backyard where some of the beer cans from the night before were and started texting me saying why was I bothering him when I was clearly having a good time myself and so on. Then went to bed.
I spent all Sunday very upset but most of all I felt the weirdest vibe coming from him. Something didn't feel okay, and as I said, he has a habit of lying, so last night, when he went to sleep, I decided to check his phone (I know it's wrong but I was going crazy). Well I started going through his messages trying to find anything about a girl or something like that, but there was nothing, so I decided to check his friends group. Well, he never went to work on Saturday (1st lie), one of his first sent messages was letting the guys know he was coming and bringing some meat and beer to make a BBQ (this one hurt because we're really struggling and though I do understand it was his birthday he had been hiding some good money to be able to buy all this stuff - we live in a country where meat is really expensive), so when he literally told me that he had gotten "really busy at work", well he was just chilling with his friends (2nd lie). Then the texts read about buying a lot of alcohol to be able to invite anyone who wanted to come (except me I guess?). Well, this went on. He had the greatest day/night but decided to both not invite me and lie about the whole day. I just don't understand after how grateful he was on Friday, how could he just turn around and do all this?
What really bothers me the most is the fact that I can't believe anything that comes out of his mouth. If he went about a whole 24 hs day telling me lies, then how can I trust he wasn't with someone in the party, or he didn't do anything inappropriate? Also, he skipped work, fully knowing we need the money. Oh! I just remembered he also told me on Friday that they hadn't payed him because of some broken dishes or something like that. I guess that was a lie too, and he was hoarding the money.
Anyways, I know I made this way more unnecessarily longer than it needed to be, but I feel so sad and honestly don't know how to hold him accountable without having him shut down on me or trying to turn the situation around. Anyone has any advice? Maybe I'm the one wrong in this whole thing? Anything would be appreciated.
Also, so sorry if I misspelled anything or if my grammar is bad, English is my second language.
Thank you for reading , 🙏🏻.

My ex and I (F26 and him M29 )have been in NC for about 2 months. We were coworkers first for about 1 year before we started dating. He told me he liked me in October, I said no at first, we hung out as friend for 4 months before I finally admitted I liked him, I initially said no because I was scared of ruining our friendship. Then 4 months later I tried to imagine him dating someone who was not me and I got instantly jealous. That's when I finally acknowledged my feelings. Well about 3 months in I wanted to say I loved him.. cuz I do. But when I did, I didn't get the same response back so I freaked out, had a mental breakdown and was crying the entire day, and I didn't respond to his messages for a whole day. When I finally did he was very mad, and rightfully so, that I didn't respond to him. And on top of that he was mad that I felt like I loved him cuz "it's only been 2 months!" (10 days from our 3 month mark actually) but as he's saying that I'm thinking "but we've know each other for waayy longer. We didn't just meet 2 months ago" the sad thing is, 2 months in NC, and I Still love him deeply. I know he's been hurt from his ex wife and his family. I know he doesn't wanna be hurt again. Am I crazy for falling in love for what he says is too soon?

Trigger warning: religious trauma and mental illness in regards to fear of hell
Even though I lean more agnostic, I’m still trying to understand the Bible and even have a relationship with Jesus. I definitely want to understand the Bible in its original languages and contexts, not only because of how religion has affected my life, but also because of how it affects the world. Hebrews 6:4-6 and 10:26, as well as Jesus talking about the Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit were and still are verses of extreme anxiety for me especially how those verses affected my spiritual walk with Jesus.
My family and I went to church until I was about 7-8. I was a very shy kid in those days and a few years later was diagnosed with ADD. So it makes sense that it was hard for me to pay attention as well as have friends who could help me with my beliefs. But I definitely remember the concept of hell traumatizing/ scaring me. My parents weren’t very knowledgeable on the Bible, so I felt like they would give me their honest but confusing and not very helpful or Biblical (as I would be taught later on).
My mom, sister, and I start going back to church when I was around 13-14 got saved and baptized early in my freshman year. While it was hard for me to read the Bible in a disciplined manner as well as chronologically, I often searched the internet for biblical advice on topics to help me live my life for Jesus. I started having blasphemous intrusive thoughts that made me wonder if I was going to hell especially in regards to the verses above. This really drove a wedge between me and Jesus, as well as reading the Bible. Any possible verse of encouragement I felt like it couldn’t have applied to me since I was afraid or unsure if I had committed any of the sins above. This also increased bitterness towards God/Jesus and the Bible so I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if I had committed any of those sins in the years to follow.
When I was 17 I was diagnosed with OCD (the blasphemous intrusive thoughts and hyper fixation on them), anxiety and depression, and it affects basically every aspect of my life. like driving a car (hearing bumps make me wonder if I hit something), cooking (wondering if I cooked raw meat just right), as well as wondering if I’m a good friend or if I said anything that could possibly be taken wrong or hurtful. I’m 26 now and want to live peacefully.

Trigger warning: religious trauma and mental illness, in regards to fear of hell and wondering if I had done anything to send me there.
Even though I lean more agnostic, I’m still trying to understand the Bible and even have a relationship with Jesus. I definitely want to understand the Bible in its original languages and contexts, not only because of how religion has affected my life, but also because of how it affects the world. Hebrews 6:4-6 and 10:26, as well as Jesus talking about the Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit were and still are verses of extreme anxiety for me especially how those verses affected my spiritual walk with Jesus.
My family and I went to church until I was about 7-8. I was a very shy kid in those days and a few years later was diagnosed with ADD. So it makes sense that it was hard for me to pay attention as well as have friends who could help me with my beliefs. But I definitely remember the concept of hell traumatizing/ scaring me. My parents weren’t very knowledgeable on the Bible, so I felt like they would give me their honest but confusing and not very helpful or Biblical (as I would be taught later on)answers.
My mom, sister, and I start going back to church when I was around 13-14 got saved and baptized early in my freshman year. While it was hard for me to read the Bible in a disciplined manner as well as chronologically, I often searched the internet for biblical advice on topics to help me live my life for Jesus. I started having blasphemous intrusive thoughts that made me wonder if I was going to hell especially in regards to the verses above. This really drove a wedge between me and Jesus, as well as reading the Bible. Any possible verse of encouragement I felt like it couldn’t have applied to me since I was afraid or unsure if I had committed any of the sins above. This also increased bitterness towards God/Jesus and the Bible so I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if I had committed any of those sins in the years to follow.
When I was 17 I was diagnosed with OCD (the blasphemous intrusive thoughts and hyper fixation on them), anxiety and depression, and it affects basically every aspect of my life. like driving a car (hearing bumps make me wonder if I hit something), cooking (wondering if I cooked raw meat just right), as well as wondering if I’m a good friend or if I said anything that could possibly be taken wrong or hurtful. I’m 26 now and want to live peacefully.

Daughter is turning one in a few days and for the past couple weeks she’s been having the odd middle of the night wake up and early morning wake ups at around 530. The middle of the night wake ups seem to be getting more frequent. She has been sleep trained and has been sleeping through the night (7 to about 630 ish) for the past 5 months. She still falls asleep great when putting her to bed. When she wakes she cries hysterically until I get her, to the point where she is like hyperventilating so I’m not sure how I could let her cry it out like this. As soon as I get her she stops and is happy and smiling so I don’t think there’s anything physically wrong with her like teething. I’m not sure if it could be a scheduling thing with needing to cut back on nap length or something? She usually naps from about 830/845 to 10 and then second naps around 130/145 to 3. So on the higher end she has about 3 hours worth of naps. Should they only be an hour at this age? I’m not really sure what I should do. I don’t want to get her into the habit of coming into bed with me again but she just really seems to be so hysterical when she cries that I don’t know how I feel about trying to let her cry it out. Any advise or experience with a potential 12 month regression would be great, thanks!

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