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I can't remember what the rest of the song sounds like but the end was this sick synth kinda thing that sounded a bit like what I play in the video but longer. I was high asf so it was probably in a different key and I'm sure some of the notes are wrong but if it sounds familiar to anyone I'd appreciate the help.

I am married over 25 years, my wife and I having a loving marriage with a typical sex life. About 2 weeks ago she got up at 3:00AM, and went into the living room to read. Not unusual when she has insomnia.
I wake up a short time later about with her on top of me, and she starts grinding on me. She tells me I'm going to fuck you like a girl. I'm still half asleep.
I'm thinking what the heck is going on?
She straddles me and holds down my arms and calls me by the feminine version of my name.
Just pretend you're a girl, she whispered, I got so turned on. I won't get into the next 15 minutes, but it sure was different and amazing.
I've never had desires or fantasies like this before, and I get embarrassed when I think about how much I liked it.
I want to do it again but I am also totally freaked out by it.
It's on my mind all the time now

After being on the right dose of vyvanse for a few months, my autism is becoming more and more apparent. I never even considered it prior to my son being diagnosed a few years ago. I see it in my dad too. My psychiatrist says I “have obviously learned how to cope well” so there’s really no point in a formal diagnosis because there’s no treatment. This was a few weeks ago, but I struggle with her answer. I’ve learned how to mask extremely well. I can put on at least a calm face, but internally it’s a disaster and I’ll feel like I’m screaming or drowning. Does anyone find that certain meds help with their autism? I think I might need to find a new psych but I don’t know if I’m being ridiculous or not..

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Loans in regular, extended plan, not IDR. I know that the Covid pause will count toward credited months for IDR forgivness if you are on an IDR plan. If you are in an extended plan and meet the 12 month/36 month forbearance periods to have all forbearances count, do you need to be on a IDR plan to have the covid administrative forbearance also included in your payment count when they do the IBR adjustment?
Example: In repayment for 20 years on extended plan to the day when the covid pause started. There was 48 months of cumulative forbearance prior to the covid pause. Say the Covid pause goes on for 40 total months. Will the IBR adjustment count be 20 years or 20 years and 40 months?
Do I need to switch to an IBR now in order to get credit for these last few Covid pause months?
Thank you all!!!

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Tens of thousands of South Carolina mobile homeowners manufactured before 1976 & renting the land it sits upon, can be legally evicted without cause if the Appellate court upholds the verdict of my eviction based solely upon the wording of the 30-day notice of the end of the term of their expired lease agreement.
Many, if not most renters of land in a mobile home park, have leases for one year, which likely have never been renewed from year to year, as the law states.
If my case is not dismissed, it will become 'case law', which can then be used by any greedy, unscrupulous landowner who wants to own your home to evict you and take possession of your home, whether there exists no cause or reason for the eviction.
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Good morning or good evening to whoever finds them self reading this post, hope you're having a lovely time! I can't say I'm too sure what I want to roleplay but I do know that I have quite the urge to do something! Saying that I have recently watched Pirates of the Caribbean so if you'd like to do a pirate themed plot please let me know :D
Romance is not something I'm looking for at the moment, trying to branch out and try other genres. Otherwise anything would be awesome to try! Fantasy, wholesome, slice of life, high school, horror, sci-fi, mystery, adventure, all of them!
If you have any plots you've been wanting to try I would really enjoy hearing about them! As for how I roleplay well I think I can be quite flexible. Anything from semi to multi para works for me, not too fussy about whether we use first person or third. Typically use " " and * * but can adapt to whatever works for you! Discord is most definitely preferred, don't mind if we rp in dms or make a server. I do like to talk a little out of character at times, so please be friendly :)
I don't typically do fandoms but if you want to ask feel free too, though I can't promise I know everything, and I'll most likely be playing an OC myself.
I suppose I'll list a few of the anime's I've watched recently
The Eminence in Shadow, Spy x Family, Reincarnated as a sword, Highschool dxd, The worlds finest assassin Vermeil in gold, Seven Deadly Sins, Quintessential Quintuplets, Is it wrong to try pickup girls in a dungeon?, Cyberpunk Edgerunners, Your Lie in April, Deathnote, Kakegurui, Recovery of an MMO Junkie, A silent voice, The magical revolution of the reincarnated princess and the genius young lady, I've been killing slimes for 300 years and maxed out my level, High rise invasion, B: The Beginning, Arcane, Chainsaw man.

This has bee driving me mental for a year now as you can probably tell from my post history.
Only way I can describe it is I get sudden episodes where I feel sick, like I'm falling, warm rush feeling and tight head then I snap out of it again.
When it's really bad I almost feel numb and out of my own body like everything's in slow motion.
Can happen standing sitting laying down.
Drives me absolutely mental because I just cannot reconcile how anxiety could cause this so I constantly worry it's my heart.
Anyone else get this? What helped stop it for good?

Since 1st grade she's (15f) been very annoying. And always trying to get my attention, she does this to everyone. Then when someone tells her to shut up, she goes and cries to teachers. So this year, she's been joining my convos with my friends and making ridiculous comments. She's been doing crazy stuff to get my attention.Whenever I get into slight trouble, she joins in and is like he always does this this isn't the first time. In 4th grade she made her mom email the principal lying that I gave her the middle finger. Whenever we're in class and aren't supposed to talk, she'd talk to me. I'd tell her to stop. And she'd go tell on me for "talking".
So anyway, I was talking with a teacher about my school career. This girl joins in (unwarranted) and is like you live in principal's office. Everyone was laughing. So I said and your entire school career is people making fun of you. People stopped laughing, and were secretly laughing and like telling me she deserved it. The teacher got mad at me and tried to make me apologize, I refused. Then this girl's friends joined in and kept saying how she always does this to them. And told me not apologize to her.
So the next day in school, another teacher asked us when was a situation where someone stood up for you. So I said a couple days ago, a teacher tried making me apologize to someone and people stood up for me. This girl stood up and started screaming at the teacher, and calling me insults, and saying how we always bully her. We both got sent to the principal.
At the principal, the principal and her kept joking. And laughing and having a good time. I told him, we're here to talk about this situation. He starts getting mad at me. I started by telling him, if I provoke you for 10 years. Will you explode one day? He says yes. So I said she's been doing this to me since 1st grade. She then laughs, he gets mad at me for "holding grudges". And tells me to get out of his room. Then she leaves. And he tells me she's wrong for making that "joke". But you're mean. I said she's been annoying me for years. He gets mad at me says you're holding grudges. Then I said, look, there is a simple solution to this problem. Tell this person to leave me alone and stop trying to talk to me. He says this person has a name, then says I already have. Then he keeps trying to make me apologize, I tell him my solution. And he says I can't control people. So in a last ditch effort to prove my point I said the following. Do you want me to lie? He says no. I said I'd be lying if I apologize to her, as I'm not sorry.
He says you can just say a "white" lie to just get out of it. I told him but that's a lie. He said yeah, but it's a white lie. And he called my parents in for a meeting. My parents refused to show up, and told him we're not going to leave our jobs for such childishness. This is your responsibility to solve. He (me) told you the appropriate solution, and you don't want to implement it.

I know in myself that I did not do it accidentally; I chose to fap it out maybe because I'd already reached half a year and I'd never done nofap this far.
I know I should not break my streak, but unfortunately that night I'm so stressed and I couldn't sleep, and I need to go to school tomorrow that night, so I'm so stressed and also struggling with sexual thoughts, so I thought what if I masturbated and broke my streak, and inside my mind it's okay for me to try it again. I also just want to know if my penis is still working and if I can still feel orgasm, but the only thing that keeps me from doing it is God.
But unfortunately, I did it. I fapped two times in a row, and the good thing is that I discovered that even if you haven't fapped for a long time, your cock will still do fine. I still feel orgasm, and the second time is a much better feeling. And after that playing with myself was done, I felt like I was drunk, and luckily I fell to sleep.
The next morning, I regretted what I had done. I'm going to start from day 1 again as I go to school. I felt like an ordinary guy again, but I knew in myself that I learned something from that failure. Because before, as my streak lengthened, my ego grew as well. I thought I was better than everyone; I felt like I'd accomplished something worthwhile, which caused me to regard others as inferior to me. And my failure keeps me grounded.
I know in myself that something has gone from me; the spirit of the alpha lion has taken it from me, and I've become a weak, anxious person. But I know that I can go far again, and I know that masturbating will not make me any better.
But the real thing that bothers me is God. I know sin is a serious thing, but I ignored God as if no one was watching me. But I know that I committed sin because I also struggle with believing in God. I'm struggling with my faith, even though God always hears my prayers. I'm so stupid to commit sin after all the blessings I've received from God.
So tommorow that night, I saw that God is really real from the people that surrounds me. I saw my friend that God gave me, he came into my life when I was struggling with school work, and now he wants to separate from me. My classmates who respected me before are now making fun of me, and the evil wants to tempt me because as I came home riding the bus, there was a woman next to me wearing sleeveless, and our arms were touching, so my mind was tempted, but I stopped it so that I could avoid sin and get again the benefit given by God.
It's real that if we commit sin, God's face will be veiled because of our sins, and the evil spirits will gain access to your life and make it miserable.
In conclusion, breaking my six-month streak is a failure, but at least I discovered that my penis is still fine. The downside is that God's face was veiled because of my sin, and now evil spirits have gained access to my life and make it miserable. But I know that as long as we live in this world, we will struggle with sin, and that's why Jesus was given to us—to help us overcome sin and be the ones to be punished for our sin so that we can be forgiven. We need to believe that Jesus Christ is our savior, confess our sin, and repent so that we will have forgiveness and blessings from God.

Hey guys
, I’ve experienced a very low libido over a year now and I decided to get my hormones checked .
I am 23 year old Male and my test levels are quite low.
I gym 6 times a week and train for sports 3x a week .
My overall energy is quite low, my libido is off and my moods are out of whack.
Should I hop on TRT prescribed by a doctor because I have tried everything to lift my test up but nothing will help.
I eat a healthy diet and train hard but nothing works .
Here are my Levels:
TESTOSTERONE: 11.5 nmol/L . (REFERENCE INTERVALS ARE: 9.5-35.0)
SHBG: 27 nmol/L. (REFERENCE INTERVALS ARE: 10-70)
FREE TESTOSTERONE: 249.5L pmol/L. (REFERENCE INTERVALS ARE: 260-750)

When i started to play instruments i looked up to a lot of musicians that despite writing great music didn’t have good technique like kurt cobain for example. This was very motivating since it was a realistic goal that wasn’t 10 years away. But when it comes to drawing most artists that look up to have a pretty good technique. I would like to get some new role models that dont have an art style that requires decades of practice since that is sometimes a bit frustrating for a beginner. Do you have any recommendations?

I just got an accommodation for a single in a low occ suite for next year, but they didn’t specify which building I’ll be in. Do y’all know what time of year they assign accommodated rooms?

37/m/UK, single since last May after demise of 12 year relationship. I've been traveling for the past 8 months and have had a fair bit of joy on the apps meeting local women wherever I've been. However, in the 20+ dates I've been on since October, EVERY single woman has showed up late, usually by at least 15 minutes. I'm very punctual and it's really pissing me off as it means I'm usually in a bad mood when they show up as I've had to wait in public for them. Is anyone else having this issue? Why has it become socially acceptable?

Woof, so uh, this just happened yesterday, I'm still stuck in a state where I know, no one, and almost didn't get a hotel to stay in..
I, (f/20) have been in a relationship for 6 years with a girl (f/22) I thought loved me.. they promised love and care, finally talking me into coming to this state (which is 12 hours away from my home). I was really in love.. not realizing the abuse and unhappiness he really gave me.
About a week ago he "suddenly" went to the hospital for a "suicide" attempt" He got out of the hospital same day and said "oh I love you see you soon" and said the same thing a few days later.. very soon after that, he just disappeared, I began my flight to this state, which (outed me like 2000 dollars in fees). I was unable to rent a car, almost unable to get a hotel. I was going shopping in a dollar store for small food when I got a call from his ex best friend that they suddenly dumped me and just.. blocked me.
They refused to speak to me and cried and pitched a fit when I called them out on social media. This is the same person to ran off all my friends, treated me like shit, broke up with me like 4 other times cause their a fucking coward then suddenly want to up and abandon me. I don't even know what to tell my parents, my siblings... that the girl I'd spent most of my money on seeing just.. abandoned me, the same person to asked me to marry them and be with them forever...
Everything hurts so bad and I'm so alone.. I was stupid to think she ever loved me or cared about anyone but her self... it's a truly terrifying and traumatic situation.. I don't even know what to do anymore honestly, I don't even know what to say...
Tldr:
Ex girlfriend lures me to an entirely different state, outs me for 2000 dollars and randomly dumps me without telling me when I barely didn't get even a place to stay..

I have taken Adderall for over 12 years, always during work days and it has helped me tremendously in my life as I can’t focus without it.
I could not get a refill in January or December and being in sales I have struggled immensely to do my job. I didn’t know the shortage was that bad otherwise I would have tried harder in December.
I got fired at the end of January and I have been struggling to focus in getting my shit together. I downgraded my living situation to not spend my savings and live with a roommate now. The move took me three weeks to complete.
I have such a hard time applying and I’m struggling with anything productive. It’s been so hard for me to get health insurance and then calling ten pharmacies to see they are always out of stock. Any advice would be apprecistrs.

I’m a 19 year old lesbian (something I don’t boast nor hide about myself) who has ASD autism spectrum disorder. I am in Scotland and I’ve been bullied by a young girl in my class (16) she has repeatedly made inappropriate jokes and comments at my expense on my sexuality and my autism. I have tried to talk to the college about it they’re not interested in any of it. Recently I didn’t add her in a Snapchat group out with college. She went to the student advisor to say I was unfairly excluding her and everything and that she felt uncomfortable with me in my class. So I have been suspended for two days, and I was told that the meeting is intended to be a final written warning- when I have not received any warnings previously. The head of department “reports that he is aware of my ASD and considers this step an additional allowance as other students without additional needs would be excluded perminately from the college” they have said they are unable to change the time and date of the meeting, which means I am unable to have someone with me to help. I am totally lost and I don’t know what to do.

Suicidal, I’ve thought of plans and have acted upon some too. I’ve gone through so many antidepressants it’s insane.
Just wanna know if I can be honest without being thrown in the slammer.
And if I do end up going, how bad is it? Thank you.