so my iphone 11 just ran out of storage and then started to go on a boot-loop for 5 mins. i didn’t think it was a big deal, until i unlocked my phone and all my photos were gone. i started to panic but then i noticed that they were recovering at a slow pace, but they start to take more storage as it recovers. what do i do? i will eventually run out of storage before all my photos recover, does this mean i’m screwed? pls help im panicking so badly lol

I'm very punctual, my supervisor and co-workers think I've overly punctual. I personally enjoy being on-time or early for things. I've been using this online therapy platform recommended by my health insurance, but it's weird: You can just drop off the face of the Earth with a therapist at any time and switch to another. I found one I really like, but our hours don't match up. She's day shift and I'm swing shift. So I'm scheduled for mornings when I'm typically sleeping.
I have extreme trouble sleeping, when I do sleep I'm easily woken up. So when I go to bed I mute my phone. I don't have a social/dating life or much of a family. There's nobody to text or call me regardless, all I get is the occasional spam that wakes me up and ruins my day. I was distracted, the weather was going to be bad and that meant I could work from home. I was so focused on being able to sleep-in I utterly forgot I had therapy. This is the 2nd time since I've known her.
She schedules me for appointments after our appointment for the day, this time she didn't. We already verbally agreed on the date/time. She might think I dropped her. I'm not really sure why I'm in therapy anymore, I'm on medication now that seems to handle the worst of my issues. It's always a common catch-all online when someone doesn't want to hear about your issues: "You should go to therapy", yet I go in there and it all seems like a big waste of time.
I'm not typically someone to be a no-show. I feel it was a mistake, but maybe my body is telling me it doesn't like therapy?

Hello, over the last few years like probably 3 I have let my anxiety go over the charts. Most notably around cars. I’m a very passionate car person and try and keep my cars to as much of a good condition as I can being them being old cars. Currently I have a Passat B5.5 and the thing is actually cool ( I don’t like VWs ). Had problems with transmission fixed them had other problems fixed them, now has a problem with a leak. When I first found the problem stress just broke trough the roof and I remember siting and thinking about it all the time ( dislocated my elbow so I now sit at home doing nothing so you can imagine what free time does to a person with anxiety ). Today I rang a old friend mechanic and he said he can take a look next week and now as if the anxiety has come down. What my problem is it’s not about cars only. Overthinking, overreacting and stressing out just about anything is too much for me. I see anything can be fixed be it with time or at the moment. I manage to sort it out at the end of the day but why do I keep feeling so bad after every little or big inconvenience not even problems ? I take a notice friends and family are getting tired of my stupid reactions and stuff but they bare me and sometime try to help me. All I want is to be my old self that when faced with a problem didn’t panic all that much and just either waited for the right time to figure it out if he couldn’t at the moment or just acted and fixed what wasn’t right.

Good morningnight, polyr4r! Because of a combination of medication and mental health, I find myself often awake at 4am and wanting company, so I've decided to come here to try and find someone to chill with.
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Some things about me:
I practice KTP in the EMN lifestyle. Acronyms are fun.
I'm very likely an undiagnosed neurodivergent individual, contemplating pursuing a diagnosis.
I'm a Texan uprooted to Tennessee, who acts neither Texan nor Tennessean.
I have a hyperfixation on D&D. I am a part time professional DM.
I'm a cat person. I have three cats and find dogs smelly and loud, but sweet.
Dis me, to put a face to a name. Or...well, a username.
I have a degree in English Literature that I don't use much beyond accidentally confusing people with obscure vocabulary.
I have PTSD from working in customer service call center escalations for 5 years.
I'm trying really hard to maintain a healthy diet. I lost a lot of weight a couple of years ago and am working to maintain, after slipping back into bad habits.
I listen to a ton of nerdy white girl music. My taste in music pretty accurately describes me.
I'm a bit of a flirt.
I used to love anime, but haven't properly sat down and watched a new series in about a decade.
I have been in an abusive relationship. I am still recovering.
Excessive coffee consumption and THC are my biggest vices.
I'm a bit squishy and soft.
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I am looking for a friend I can chat with when I'm sitting in the dark in the wee hours of the morning, listening to the house sleep. I thrive on learning about people, and listening to them talk about their lives and passions. Your gender, what your interests are, and what you look like are of no particular concern to me, so long as you are passionate, genuine, and honest.
I'm not looking for a new romantic partner at this time, as I'm spread pretty thin between two jobs, two kids, and two partners; and it would be unfair of me to present myself as thoroughly available when I'm not. My daily hours are very busy and I usually don't have time to chat until late evenings, when I'm liable to fall asleep...or times like this, when nobody seems to be awake. However, my romantic relationships have always unexpectedly developed from friendships, which is a big part of why I am poly.
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If you maybe wanna chat, then I'd maybe like to get to know you too. Try me!

Hi folks,
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Looking for some advice.
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Background: I work pt/30hrs and I have £5k saved as a 3 month emergency savings. I have £7999 in car loan left (APR is 7.3%) and roughgly £6 in a personal loan that is interest free. I pay £290 for my car each month and £180 for the personal loan.
I have been making overpayments of £200 or more each month to my car loan and should repay it by next year. After that my focus will be building the emergency fund and paying off the personal loan which i'm less worried about.
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I am wondering if it is wise to use the £5k to pay off the majority of the car loan so that I can repay this sooner as it is a big chunk of my income. I WFH so only make small trips a few times a week however I am disabled and live in a rural area so need a car.
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It might seem obvious to keep things as they are and have a financial buffer if i lose my income but i am also impatient to clear that loan. I also have ASD/ADHD so money can be tricky but I am really motivated to be debt free and to stay that way in the next 2 years.
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If I keep things as they are I plan to put my savings in a fixed ISA I can't touch.
I grew up in a very unstable home where both parents were/still are bad with money and whilst I've not been bad with money (I did have a yrs worth of emergency funds and was investing before my disability/cost of living/energy crisis wiped that out). So I'm anxious with debt i guess.
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Thank you in advance.
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TLDR: £5k savings, roughly £14k debt, should i use savings to clear my high interest car loan or keep it as emergency savings. Also i am overpaying on my car by £200 a month and will clear this by next yr.

Let me preface this with a big fat important disclosure: I am polyamorous, demisexual, and in two long-term and committed ENM relationships with men. If this bothers you even in the slightest, then you probably don't want to message me :)
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That said, good morningnight, r4r! Because of a combination of medication and mental health, I find myself often awake at 4am and wanting company, so I've decided to come here to try and find someone to chill with.
​
Some things about me:
I practice KTP in the EMN lifestyle. Acronyms are fun.
I'm very likely an undiagnosed neurodivergent individual, contemplating pursuing a diagnosis.
I'm a Texan uprooted to Tennessee, who acts neither Texan nor Tennessean.
I have a hyperfixation on D&D. I am a part time professional DM.
I'm a cat person. I have three cats and find dogs smelly and loud, but sweet.
Dis me, to put a face to a name. Or...well, a username.
I have a degree in English Literature that I don't use much beyond accidentally confusing people with obscure vocabulary.
I have PTSD from working in customer service call center escalations for 5 years.
I'm trying really hard to maintain a healthy diet. I lost a lot of weight a couple of years ago and am working to maintain, after slipping back into bad habits.
I listen to a ton of nerdy white girl music. My taste in music pretty accurately describes me.
I'm a bit of a flirt.
I used to love anime, but haven't properly sat down and watched a new series in about a decade.
I have been in an abusive relationship. I am still recovering.
Excessive coffee consumption and THC are my biggest vices.
I'm a bit squishy and soft.
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I am looking for a friend I can chat with when I'm sitting in the dark in the wee hours of the morning, listening to the house sleep. I thrive on learning about people, and listening to them talk about their lives and passions. Your gender, what your interests are, and what you look like are of no particular concern to me, so long as you are passionate, genuine, and honest.
I'm not looking for a new romantic partner at this time, as I'm spread pretty thin between two jobs, two kids, and two partners; and it would be unfair of me to present myself as thoroughly available when I'm not. My daily hours are very busy and I usually don't have time to chat until late evenings, when I'm liable to fall asleep...or times like this, when nobody seems to be awake. However, my romantic relationships have always unexpectedly developed from friendships, which is a big part of why I am poly.
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If you maybe wanna chat, then I'd maybe like to get to know you too. Try me!

This is about a friend of mine who we will call Val for the purpose of this post . I'm starting of by saying she's not a super close friend but we do have the same friendgroup. We're living in a huge city with a famous party and club scene
Val is really into partying, drinking, hook up culture and just being out enjoying being young - and I don't mind at all. She's just living her 20's to the fullest which is cool IMO. She's also trying to be the hippest It-Girl who get's into exclusive clubs by flirting with high horses - you get the deal. She's absolute fun to hang out with and a night out with her is everything but boring.
I do appreciate a good night out with my girls on the weekend but I don't have to get wasted at a different club every night. I don't drink much and only went on a few dates after my last relationship.
I met a guy at my brothers birthday party a few weeks ago (early feburary) with whom I hit it off right away. We're on the same wave length and had great conversations throughout the night. We exchanged numbers and went out few times over the past weeks. We're not official yet but he expressed his feeling torwards me and I can see myself being with him.
He is one of those big horses in the party scene. He knows a guy or two and get's some privleges out of it. I don't really care who he knows and which clubs he can enter.
I told my friends about him and mentioned that he invited me to a grant re-opening of one of those VIP-Bars as his Plus One. I'm also pretty sure he'll ask me to be his girlfriend that night he gave some hints.
Val is super jealous and looked him up on social media. She texted him behind my back flirting with him and sending him seductive pics of her in a bikini saying she's a better Plus One.
He showed me the texts and I confronted her. She said I don't appreciate the scene as much as she does and I don't care abour clubs and high horse bad boys so she should be the one being with him. We're not official, he's too hot for me anyway and I would look out of place in the setting.
He blocked her and I'm pissed and a bit sad. I like her as a friend but her behavior is disrespectful and overstepping several boundaries.
I was already not sure about going but he incouraged me and wants to take me dress shopping. He's so sweet and spportive.
I don't want to cut her off but maybe I should. My bestie is super pissed at her and adviced me to end the friendship due to the utter disrespect. What do you think. I need some outside opinion.

Amai Odayaka

Week 1

Week one there will be a little newspaper that is going to be put up, possibly outside of the school. This newspaper will be sold to everyone and will hint to you about the second rival!
The newspaper consists of Amai apologizing for being sick on the first week and saying she is making a bake sale to raise money for her mothers bakery!

Week 2, Monday

• You can find Amai inside of the cooking club and can ask her if she needs any help with the food she is preparing.
• She will be excited and say she is thankful for you asking. She states that she underestimated how many people would order food and due to being ill last week didn't manage to cook as much food as she would've liked.
• She says the bake sale money is a surprise for her mother so she also didn't want to ask her mother to bake for her as she felt it would be unfair and ruin the surprise.
• She says the cooking club are setting up in the middle of the school grounds so she is working by herself, she asks you to help her cook. Saying she will even step in and help you if needed.
• If you reject, she will be upset but understanding. From here you can push her into a makeshift freezer they have on site which can be a cheap way of killing her instantly.

A secondary way of killing Amai could be to use the screwdriver inside of the science club, distract her by giggling to get her to move and then mess with the cooker for it to blow up in her face. Just a secondary simple killing method for Amai also.

• If you accept, you can equip a spare apron which puts you into a little "cooking mama" minigame where you need to cook a strawberry shortcake. Amai will speak you through a step by step minigame on how to bake the strawberry shortcakes.
• Amai will proceed to have a phone call around 9:00am at the back of the school next to the cooking club window, if you spy on the conversation she will talk to her mother about how her baking is going and give you a code "17928".

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Tuesday

• Tuesday is pretty not eventful. You will see Amai selling stuff in the middle of the school or maybe in a new building like a canteen.
• You can get everyone away from here and try to poison the food, which is a quick way to eliminate her but this will be difficult.
• Instead you can go snooping around inside of the draws of her classroom, this will give you access to the location of her mothers bakery.
• You can take a picture of the paper to unlock a new place you can go to.

Tuesday Night

• After looking at the picture at home, you have access to go to Amai's mothers bakery.
• The front door is locked and obviously has alarms so you need a way to access the bakery.
• You can jump over either a fence or hedge to gain access to the back of the bakery.
• At the back of the bakery you realise Amai's Mother and some guy are talking, you need a distraction.
• Looking around you can find a toy shop with the back door open, you can quietly sneak in and pick up "bang snaps" that are being sold on the front counter. You can use these to distract them.
• You can find a bunch of rocks lying around, picking one of these up means you can knock either one of them out if need be without killing them.
• At the back of the bakery will be a locked box with a combination that is needed. Players will need to imput said locked code to be able to gain access to shut down the alarm system, this is done every morning when Amai's mother comes into work anyways.
• If you remember Amai had a convo with her mother about resetting the password for her and it was "17928". Imputting this shuts off the alarm system.
• You can then sneak into the bakery. Feel free to take whatever. Money, Food. Whatever you can get your hands on is up for grabs.
• If you go into the back you can find a safe. Imputting the same code will give you access to all of Amai's Mothers Yen. Stealing this will mean the mother has gone bankrupt and is out of a job.
• If you managed to poison any of the food from earlier, or at least sabotage the food being made, this means Amai also did not make any money from her sale. Leaving both of them in the red.

Wednesday

• If you didn't sabotage anything but the mothers bakery, wednesday still takes place.
• Amai and one of her cooking club members will have a conversation outside of the cooking club's back wall. You can listen in by leaning against one of the hedge's.
• The member will ask Amai basically why she is standing all by herself, she will admit to the robbery of her mother that happened the day before.
• The member will then go and run to the cooking club, trying to raise money for Amai.
• All day when they are not in class all of them are inside of the club, meaning they wont be roaming the halls with food for people. You can take this time to do whatever, since you are going to be spotted less.
• ( OPTIONAL! ) Use the water bucket method to steal Amai's phone. Take it to Info-Chan so you can steal her passwords to her accounts and then quietly leave the phone either in her club or on her desk for her to find.

Wednesday Night

• Wednesday night you can take the time to leave bad reviews on her mothers bakery website. Bonus points if you do it through Amai's actual account since it deals more damage.
• ( OPTIONAL! ) To deal more damage to Amai you can post on her accounts about how she does or puts disgusting stuff into the food at the bakery and inside of school. The bullies will see this and start a rumer about Amai as well as bully her / gossip about her.

Thursday

• In the morning Amai and one of her club members will have a conversation about how she is leaving school early to help her mother since she has permission and her mother is in dire need of help.
• Amai will start making food at school to shorten the load on her poor mother. She will ask two club members to help her with making the food as it's a big task to take on herself.
• Amai will spill some flour on herself so she quickly excuses herself to go change out of her clothes since she neglected to put on an apron ( or you stole them on Tuesday when you were snooping )
• You can ask Info-Chan for a drop which is emedic poison. This will make people feel really Ill from eating her food.
• You can poison the three different types of food in the club room which amai will then pick up and take with her to see her mother.

Thursday Afternoon

• After school you have the option to either go home or to Amai's bakery.
• You will see some people there, considering Amai advertised her mothers bakery up to this point.
• Some of the bullies will be seen gossiping outside.
• Inside you can see someone from school ( senpai or another student ) ordering from the bakery.
• Amai will recommend a food to this customer, at their request, which you have previously poisoned.
• They will pay for the food and in a rush to eat will take it out of its packaging in front of Amai and take a big yummy bite!
• He will thank Amai because of how yummy the food was and start browsing the shop for more food to buy.
• Start recording <3
• The customer will start to feel very ill and throw up inside of the store, bringing attention to everyone. Amai will go to them..
• "What the hell did you put in this?!"
• The customer will soon pass out, This is a lethal dose of Emedic Poison after all.
• "OH MY GOD!! SOMEONE CALL THE POLICE!!"
• The police will be called to the bakery due to someone passing out after throwing up. It will garner EVERYONES attention, especially the bullies.
• You are told to leave.

Friday

• Amai will sit alone, eating bento she prepared in school grounds. You can poison them to end her here. If you don't she will eat them while sitting on a seat next to the fountain.
• Musume will approach her.
• Musume will talk about the scene that happened at the bakery. Amai, shocked after seeing how someone could know about this so quickly, realises it's plastered ALL over social media. From her account ( If you got her password )
• Amai will respond by FLIPPING. OUT. She attempts to bribe Musume not to tell anyone with food, after the food getting rejected she tells Musume to not tell anyone. Pleads with her even.
• Senpai will reject her, especially after what has been floating around.

Friday Night

• You go back to the bakery. Investigators are surrounding the place.
• You can talk to them. They are not friendly. They won't let you pass.
• You can walk into an allyway next to a toy store to gain access to some fake cosplay masks that you can use for the crime, considering there's now cameras.
• You see a person in the allyway.
• You can walk up to this person and assault them ( Punch them in the face ) They will start screaming for help.
• Obviously the investigators will go and see what the issue is. Asking if the person saw your face. She will state you were wearing a mask. You can place the mask back inside of the toy store after you are done making the scene.
• The police will continue asking questions, totally distracted by what happened.
• While this is happening you can hop the fence / bush to gain access to the back. This time there is no need to re-enter the code since you have proved you already know it. You shut down the Alarm system again. Also shutting down the cameras in the process.
• You can go inside of the bakery and make a mess. Breaking things, tearing shit up. Doing whatever is in your power. The police will run to attempt to catch you, which places you in a little minigame where you need to escape the bakery without being caught by the police.

Monday - Week 3

• The start of week 3, You can overhear either Amai talking about her bakery ( If you wish to remove her from the game ) or you can start Kizana's elimination.
• Going with Amai, she says she wishes to get her reputation back so she can keep the bakery alive.
• She says she will be leaving school for the week so she can try and gain reputation of her bakery back.
• You can buy a "suspicious phone number" from Info-Chan. You can stand at the back of the gym to make the call since nobody really goes there.
• You can use the money you stole to buy something off of him. Rats. Many of them. As well as maggots and worms. You inform him you wish for them to be let loose / placed inside of the bakery as well as on top of food.
• He tells you a code which will allow him to know it's you. The code is "Bakers Dozen of Roaches", considering that's basically what you're ordering.
• "I don't know how many I need, just bring a whole case of 'em. A "bakers dozen" *hehe*"

Monday Afternoon

• You can walk into a little section of the town behind buildings, this gives you access to a guy known as "Suspicious Person". He will only talk to you if you give him the code, which he tells you in the phone call. If you click the correct answer between four different names to select, he will talk to you. If not he will scoff and push you away. Annoyed someone as low as yourself is wasting his damn time. Saying "is this some kind of joke?".

Monday Cutscene

• After this you will see a cutscene of a guy with a clipboard walking into the bakery and talking to Amai. He states his name and that he is a journalist that works as a restaurant inspector and he is inspecting the bakery today.
• Amai will state she co-owns the bakery and her mother is the owner.
• The guy says he wishes to start with the food quality, as he heard that someone passed out due to it.
• Amai will give him a couple select bits of food, which of course include dead rats and live worms.
• He doesn't notice this as he eats it all, stating it has a "unique squishy texture" and was "delicious and warm".
• Amai will be so happy he enjoyed the dish she prepared, sighing in relief at the fact at least SOMEONE enjoyed her cooking. Knowing that if she does well her reputation will skyrocket yet again due to his review.
• The guy asks to inspect hygiene as well as the kitchen itself. The food at the front is fine. Amai is REALLY happy now.
• He walks into the kitchen. You see a cutscene of multiple pots and pans smothered in animal blood and worms. Rats, Live, running around the kitchen. Jars and Crates of rodents and worms as well as larvae scattered around the kitchen. It really looks like she was baking animals into her food and that is why someone passed out because of it.
• The screen cuts to black as you hear not only Amai but the investigator scream in horror.

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Afterwards

There is another cutscene of Amai crying her eyes out as she is scolded by the investigator. Not only did he leave such a disgusting review of the bakery but he shut it down, seeming it unfit to be cooking food inside of. Amai's mother was also arrested and she was forced out of town due to the findings inside of her kitchen.

Hey guys. First time DM for a group of 3 female friends, also first time players. Premade characters, cleric rogue and wizard.
So we are 2 sessions in and Im trying to implement the Matthew Perkins changes.
They kind of breezed through the goblin encounter, mainly because I forgot the goblins bonus action hide, which didnt make the 3 goblins very dangerous. They also carefully cleared the hideout, with 2 very nice sleep spells by the wizard on the Yeemik goblin room and also Klargs pet wolf.
Session 2 they came to Phandalin with level 2, met a few people and I tried to guide them towards the Redbrand hideout with the combined bartender and shopkeep "Bart". They considered a whole gang of criminals very dangerours from the start and asked how big the gang was. I said like 20 to 30 people, which makes them think they are all in the hideout, which they of course arent. (first problem)
They are then meeting Sister Garaele, who gives them the sidequest with the witch, and also the mayor who wants them to kill the Orcs.
Now one of the players does play a lot of RPGs and is like "The DM gives us these sidequests, so we can level and get some gold, since the criminals are probably too strong". So they are already discussing going after the orcs first, which makes me nervous.
Then they remember their appointment with Sildar, which they decide to do first after I told them the Orcs and Witch would be a few days travel and they just got here.
So they go to Sildar, after which I spring the Redbrand encounter on them, aiming to make it hard so the (unknown) Black Spider can intervene and help them (as per Matthew Perkins changes). The fight looks easy at first versus 4 goons, so I send a fifth one in and almost kill two players. (actually 1 would have died with a natural 1 on the second death save after failing the first, but they dont know that :) )
It works like a charm, 2 are down and the Spider comes in clutch with a potion for the cleric, which saves the other downed mage after. They let 1 goon escape, which should have repercussions I think.
We kind of end the session there with them being on edge after that close fight and they are talking how unexpectedly hard the Redbrands are after they breezed through the goblins (second problem).
So now they already thought the Redbrands are too big for them, then I told them there like 20-30 of them and they almost died "only" fighting 5 of them.
So im pretty sure they are too scared to tackle the hideout next session and will instead do the Orcs, which should be even harder I think.
I dont wanna just straight out tell them or railraod them, but at the same time I want them to do the hideout.
So Im considering different options:

1. Giving them level 3 (they asked at the end of the session), but I was planning that for after the hideout. (Im using milestone). That would make the Orcs doable but the hideout after harder.
   
2. Toning down the orcs. (meh)
   
3. Try really hard to make them go after the redbrands. Maybe they beat up Sister Garaele (which they like), or Sildar or Bart. Maybe steal Barts cat because they are looking for the party, who killed four of them (remember 1 escaped).
   

I dont wanna railroad them, which Im apparently not good at. The RPG player has said to the others multiple times "the Dm obviously wants us to do a or b". For example they were thinking of leaving the cragmaw hideout with Sildar without confronting Klarg.
I refreshed their memory of the scouted hideout and that only Klarg and his wolf remained, which made the player go, well he wants us to kill him so lets do that ^^
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Happy for any ideas

I’m building a pc and ordered a video card (RTX 3060 Ti 8gb) and other stuff from a bunch of big companies in my country (European). For context, I have two front doors: one connecting to the inside of my house, and the other as a sort of gate to my front yard. I was at home and the delivery guy didn’t even ring the bell, just threw it over my the door that connects to the front yard, which is easily over 2 meters.
I heard a loud bang and went outside to see the video card had hit a flowerbed made of stone, and had fallen to the ground immediately afterwards. He had also thrown the heavy ass pc case over the door, which is now very clearly broken.
The company I ordered the case from is coming to pick it up and get me a new one, but I’m worried about the video card. I contacted customer support and they recommended I use it, since the packaging is very damage resistant, and if it ended up not working, they’d replace it. The box is a bit wonky on one of the corners, but the video card on the inside seems fine. It might not even be that bad, but since the case is completely wrecked, I’m worried the video card looks okay on the outside but it’s got something wrong inside, since it definitely got the hardest hit compared to the case.
I’m also just worried it’ll work but its lifetime’s reduced. I don’t wanna have it work and give them the thumbs up, just to have it suddenly die very shortly. I’ll be attaching some pictures. What’s your opinion? Do you think it’ll be fine? Thank you :)
https://imgur.com/a/tpb0mBo

This seems to be more of an FTM type of thing, because I see it being discussed in an MTF-specific context less.
To be honest, one of the worst aspects of dysphoria for me are my hands and arms. They just feel so big and bulky. Like a lot of my own dysphoric feelings I typically have brief flashes of awareness of my own masculine features, and while it typically isn't debilitating it always kinda feels like being slapped across the face every time. And given how often it happens over the course of a day it's basically hundreds of paper cuts that add up to feeling miserable at the end of the day, and make me want to give up sometimes (I'm pre-everything, present masc IRL).
I'm not aware of my body at all times. I don't make a habit of looking in mirrors, but I do see my hands all the time. Nail polish can feel euphoric and affirming one day and the next I'll feel bad because of how it clashes with my hands and arms.

I love how most of the main LIs are men and one's non-binary. With countless games focused heavily on casts of female characters, the cast is a breath of fresh air. I get that it's an otome (esque?) game so of course there's going to be male characters, but there not being an abundance of female characters isn't at all a problem.
Vere's Bad Ending is weird. I mean that just straight up happens out in the open? okay then 😖 i was expecting naughty time but I WAS WRONG
Vere fits the world aesthethic perfectly and is similar to the MC but so far Ais is my favorite, in design and personality. Kuras being second.
None of the designs are boring to me. I mean the world's supposed to be dark, bloody and gritty so I don't expect Genshin Impact levels of costume design. Ais and Kuras win for most upbeat designs though.
Vere's design is fantastic. Particularly love it when male characters have long hair.
The only LI I don't really care about is Mhin. But that's because I'm watching the game on Youtube and haven't seen anything with them yet.

*And notable past NJPW talent.
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Wednesday, March 29th

• Yuya Uemura (vs Matt Vandagriff vs Jack Evans vs Adam Brooks); Chris Bey (in the Rumble Riot match) @ Pandemonium Pro “Best Damn Thing” — 5pm (Not livestreamed, will eventually be a VOD on IWTV)
  
• Kevin Knight (vs Komander vs Mecha Wolf vs Dos Caras vs Georgie) @ VxS “Set the Tone” — 8pm (Not livestreamed, VOD available April 4th on Watch VxS)
  

Thursday, March 30th

• The DKC (& Cameron Gates vs Dom Kubrick & Lucas Riley) @ Santino Bros “California Love” — 11am on FITE+
  
• Alex Coughlin vs Jon Moxley; Kota Ibushi (vs Mike Bailey); Yuya Uemura vs Bad Dude Tito; Jeff Cobb (vs Calder McColl) @ BloodSport 9 — 4pm on FITE+
  
• United Empire (Jeff Cobb & Aussie Open) vs Time Machine (MCMG & KUSHIDA); KENTA (& Bryan Keith vs Tom Lawlor & ??? [sub for Josh Alexander]) @ Mark Hitchcock Memorial Supershow — 4pm on HighSpots
  
• NJPWxIMPACT Multiverse United — 7:45pm (Preshow start) on FITE PPV
  
• Minoru Suzuki @ Circle 6 “Minoru Suzuki’s Karaoke Jam” — 11pm on YouTube and/or Twitch (Yes, it’s literally Karaoke)
  
• Kevin Knight (vs Man Like Dereiss vs Myron Reed [c] for the Black Wrestlers Matter Championship) @ GCW “For The Culture 4” — 11:59pm on FITE+
  

Friday, March 31st

• LA Dojo: Clark Connors, Kevin Knight & Yuya Uemura (vs C420) @ Prestige “Nervous Breakdown” — 4pm on HighSpots
  
• Katsuyori Shibata (vs Wheeler Yuta for the ROH Pure title); Aussie Open (in a 5-team ROH Tag title ladder match) @ Supercard of Honor — 4pm (Preshow start) on Bleacher Report PPV for US, FITE PPV for international
  
• Kota Ibushi (vs Joey Janela) @ JJSB Californicaton — 8pm on FITE+
  
• The DKC @ The Sailor Moon Rave — 10pm (Literally a rave in a club with some wrestling, will not be streamed)
  

Saturday, April 1st

• Fred Rosser (vs. Karam) @ Effy’s Big Gay Brunch 6 — 11am on FITE+

Talent at WrestleCon
Autograph & Photo Sessions:

• Chris Bey — Friday, Sessions 1 & 2
  
• Jon Moxely — Friday, Session 1
  
• Hiroshi Tanahashi — Friday, Session 1
  
• KENTA — Friday, Session 1
  
• KUSHIDA — Friday, Session 1
  
• Juice Robinson — Friday, Session 2; Saturday, Session 3; Sunday, Session 4
  
• Motor City Machine Guns — Saturday, Session 3
  
• Mercedes Moné — Sunday, Session 4
  

At the “Clark Connors and Friends” booth: - Clark Connors — When he’s not out wrasslin’ - Gabriel Kidd — Saturday, 10am-12pm - Kevin Knight — Saturday, 12pm-2pm - The DKC — Sunday, 10am-12pm

So Chapter 79 is a banger but to me it is solely gonna rely on the extent of Eida’s reality power and how long it will lead Boruto to being out casted.
The only potential issue or plot hole with Eida’s power is if it’s more of mass genjutsu than actually reality bending. Like if it’s simply just altered memories then the village should figure out Boruto is Naruto’s son in like a few days realistically bc there should be millions of pictures and records of him since he was a baby as Naruto’s son. I wish kishi gave a little panel showing a family picture or some physical footprint of Boruto changing to Kawaki to clarify this before a hiatus. This could also relate to training as Kawaki doesn’t know how to do any of Naruto or Hinata jutsu and thus the entire training arc with Sasuke would have to be erased from reality if Kawaki being Naruto’s son/Sasuke master were to make sense or even weirder Naruto should be known by the new reality as someone with Kawaki’s science like powers being jutsu instead of Raesengan.
The other issue is that if it’s ONLY just switching Boruto and Kawaki around then Boruto could just retell specific memories with his people to get them to start thinking. Ideally they’d have to slightly alter the past real events beyond just character switching such that Boruto couldn’t just retell what happen as if he were the now Kawaki (for example telling Himawari a story of them when they were young). If kishi doesn’t address this tho ig it’s somewhat slidable since I guess theoretically the village can act like Boruto has some power to access their memories though it’s be very sus or they could make the pace too fast for Boruto to have the time to explain himself.
But even if this part of Eida power was addressed how I’d want it to be, based on current foreshadowing Boruto still has Sasuke headband which seems like it’s gonna play a role. I can see this only going 3 ways.
1) This should be one of the only if not the only thing that isn’t completely changed by reality. For example, Boruto black/pink clothes shouldn’t ever have been Kawakis clothes in the new reality but the headband has to have been Kawaki’s in past memory according to the new reality. And then Kawaki has to somehow explain that Boruto stole it from him which causes suspicion.
2) Sasuke doesn’t even think the headband was ever his until later down the series he had some insane backup plan that triggers his memory of the original reality of the headband so he had a lead to believe Boruto is the son.
3) Sasuke doesn’t need the headband and just trusts Sarada using Sharingan/her memories or has something he had in place to combat the reality switch somehow. That way he just leaves the village with Boruto, which won’t be shocking for villagers considering lot of them despise him for 3rd Great War events.
Also, I think outside of Boruto, Kawaki, Eida, Naruto, and Hinata, the only current non-npc people who should know about the real reality are Sarada and Sumire. It would be kinda lame for Himawari to know but it’s possible bc if Sarada and Sumire are unaffected bc of distant Otsuski blood connection then she should be unaffected too. I really hope it’s not a “love trope” reason they are immune to Eida bc that would make for an unneeded, boring love triangle becoming even more important than it already is that I can’t see Kishi writing well.
As for the next chapters, I really hope that Code comes along in the next few chapters/big event with his army and Kawaki saves the village as the new “hero” since he still wants to village to be safe as Naruto’s built it. They need to emphasise that Kawaki plays borutos role as a typical mc and “hero” well atleast according to the village and is reaping benefits of not being an outsider. This would make Kawaki seem like an insane hero giving him a Naruto-Pain arc moment and further build his rep in the village and more importantly rebuild his rep with the readers since then technically both Boruto and Kawaki saved the village even without reality switching aspects. This also makes it harder to view Kawaki as completely bad once the original reality is found out by the village.
On the other hand, I’d love to see Boruto struggle at first at being a lone wolf and eventually get better at it to highlight his development and riches to rags story. He can’t be cold and cool about going solo from the get-go like Sasuke. He needs a spoiled-rich-kid-faces-reality wrong moment instead of just easily walking alone but just angry.
This allows for a cool parallel where both guys can mirror their idols even if they have very different backgrounds.
Also for the love of god better not be some 1-2 chapter fix like all the other big events such as Naruto Baryon mode or Borutos first death. They need to make game changer stay a game changer.

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Adonis Creed is returning to the ring and Michael B. Jordan is taking a seat in the director’s chair for Scream VI — out exclusively out in theaters March 3, 2023
After a few years away from the ring, "Donnie" Creed is enjoying the family and life he’s built for himself. But when his childhood best friend — and former boxing prodigy — reaches out after being released from prison, the heavyweight boxing champion’s peace becomes threatened by the reminder from his past.
Tessa Thompson returns alongside Creed newcomer Jonathan Majors in Jordan's directorial debut. When asked during a private trailer screening why he decided to take over the reins for the third film, Jordan told journalists that he felt it was "the perfect time" after his extensive experience in various roles throughout "over 20 years" in the industry.
"I finally got to this place in my career where I wanted to tell a story and not just be in front of the camera, not just execute somebody else's vision," he explained. "And having a character that I've played twice before, you know, it's been seven, eight years living with this guy. So to be able to tell a story of where I believe Adonis is at, and also at 35 years old, I had a lot to say as a young Black man [about] my life experiences and how I could actually share a piece of myself with the world through these characters and through this story."
Here's your guide on how you can watch the highly anticipated rocky movie Scream VI streaming, starring Michael B. Jordan, Jonathan Majors and Tessa Thompson.
When Does the Scream VI Movie Come Out? Scream VI officially hits theaters on March 3, 2023. But you can catch early screenings as soon as Thursday, March 2.
How To Watch Scream VI Online: The easiest way to watch Creed is on Prime Video ($14.99/month with Amazon Prime subscriptions) or HBO Max ($9.99/month). The film is available to all subscribers at no additional cost.
You can watch Creed using the on-demand feature if you have a traditional cable subscription that includes TNT, truTV or TBS. Currently, it’s available on-demand at no extra cost through both of the channels listed above.
If you’re looking for a streaming service that’ll act as a cable replacement, Sling ($40/month) and Hulu + Live TV ($69.99/month) are both great options that include TNT and TBS. These services also come with on-demand capabilities that’ll let you watch Creed.
You can also buy or rent Creed from Amazon, Vudu, and Apple TV. It costs $3.99 to rent (rentals are available for 30 days and 48 hours once you’ve pressed play) and $7.99 to buy.
Is Scream VI Streaming Online? Well, not right now. In terms of the streaming release, Scream VI will most likely follow the 45-day theatrical window before being available to stream online. Due to Amazon's multi-billion dollar acquisition of MGM (the franchise's production company), it's most likely that Prime Video will be the main platform that will stream Scream VI.
Where to watch Scream VI Online: As of now, the only way to watch Scream VI is to head to a theater when it releases on Friday, March 3. You can find a local showing on Fandango. Otherwise, you’ll just have to wait for it to become available to rent or buy on digital platforms like Vudu, Peacock, Apple and YouTube, or become available to stream on Amazon Prime Video.
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Following its release in theaters, the film will be available to stream on Prime Video. Expect the movie to hit the streamer 45 days after its theatrical run, which should be sometime in April. it's most likely that Prime Video will be the main platform that will stream Scream VI.
Will Scream VI be on Netflix? No, Scream VI will not be available on Netflix — at least not anytime soon, since it will be heading straight to Peacock after its theatrical release. In the meantime, you’ll just have to wait for it to become available on the NBCUniversal-owned streaming platform.
Is Scream VI streaming on HBO Max? Scream VI is expected to stream on HBO Max at some point after its theatrical run. No official streaming release date for the movie has yet been given, but as it comes from Warner Bros., it will likely arrive on the platform after its cinematic debut barring some unprecedented events or a unique deal.
Is Scream VI streaming on Prime Video? After completing its huge $8.5 billion acquisition of MGM, the movie studio behind Scream VI, in March 2022, Amazon Studios will undoubtedly be making the film available to stream on their Prime Video platform.
The first two Creed movies are available to watch on the streaming service, so it is just a matter of time before Scream VI also makes an appearance. No official date has yet been set, but it will likely take a couple of months from the film’s theatrical release before it is available for streaming.
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What is Scream VI About? Scream VI continues the story of boxer Adonis Creed, son of Apollo from the Rocky movies. Here's the official synopsis from MGM:
After dominating the boxing world, Adonis Creed has been thriving in his career and family life. When a childhood friend and former boxing prodigy, Damian, resurfaces after serving a long sentence in prison, he is eager to prove that he deserves his shot in the ring. But the face-off between former friends is more than just a fight, and to settle the score, Adonis must put his future on the line.
Scream VI Cast Scream VI was written by Keenan Coogler and Zach Baylin. It was directed by Michael B. Jordan and stars the following actors:
Released: 2022-12-07 Runtime: 103 minutes Genre: Animation, Adventure, Comedy, Family Stars: Antonio Banderas, Salma Hayek, Harvey Guillén, Wagner Moura, Florence Pugh Director: Sheri Galloway, Andrew Adamson, Chris Meledandri, Cody Cameron, Tommy Swerdlow Disclaimer:

Where do I even start?
I feel deeply ashamed everyday, deeply guilty. I want to do things to progress and enjoy my life but I genuinely feel disabled (not physically), I just can't do anything.
When I say disabled, what I mean is that while I can do minimal things to be a "functioning" person like wake up on time and go to work but the entire time I feel completely hopeless and out of it, I can't do things that matter to me or things that I need to do. I can barely even do anything that is supposed to be leisure because I'm locked in my head and can barely derive joy from things. The only times I feel like I can enjoy things now is if I'm smoking weed. I feel as though I'm not completely immersed in my life. I'm constantly tired, guess I can thank my sleep schedule for that but every time I try to fix it, I get decent sleep for a couple days and inevitably fuck it up because of my impulses to stay up late. I always feel more alive and slightly better at night. I don't know why but my impulses just have such a strong hold on me that I cannot resist them whatsoever. Do I enjoy feeling like a zombie everyday? I just feel fucking depressed, it's probably all my bad habits making me think this way.
Maybe I don't have the right structure for my days? I'm currently conscripted which makes me just feel bad in general because I always thought it's a waste of time, and now I know that to be a fact. I could never get used to the structure of school and honestly the army feels the same way, just much more boring and depressing, I don't feel connected to even a single person in my base. Add the fact that smoking weed is highly illegal especially in the army (without a medical permit) and if I get caught it can put a stain on my civilian life later on, not like I can see that far forward, so I say fuck it anyway.
Then I have my dad who looms over me and it makes me so fucking anxious and filled with dread. It's not like he is constantly fighting me nowadays. He always asks me if I'm doing productive things but I fail everyday. I feel like I have to lie to him, it's what I always did. I live with him and help clean the house but sometimes I fall short even in house chores. I have a hard time not lying to him about everyday small things because when I'm truthful, he doesn't understand me and doesn't really care to listen. If I lie, I feel a little relief short term and then it all explodes anyway.
He told me that I'd never survive without him all alone, that I'm incapable of doing anything myself. It's all true and I hate it. I hate relying on him but I don't have a choice right now, still I'd like to pull my own weight somehow. Even if I could go live by myself or with roommates, or with my mom, I'd never be able to make it work and it won't fix shit. He constantly says he loves me and tries to get close but it's such a big cognitive dissonance because in my childhood and teenage years I absolutely despised and resented him, he treated my mom like shit and would often break stuff in angry rampages, hit me, verbally abuse my mom and me like it's nothing, scream at us for what felt like almost every day, etc., I thought about just ending it all pretty early on but not seriously, I don't think those thoughts even registered in my brain correctly. This is such a shit thing to say, but I don't love him and wish I could function on my own so I wouldn't need to interact with him.
Sometimes he asks me if I see him as my pet dog (as in he thinks I degrade him in my mind or don't think much of him) or if I would care if he dies. If I'm being completely honest with myself, I'd love to never see him again. I don't feel any love for him, I'm sorry. Today I'm gonna go back home and tell him that everything is fine like usual, like everyday. If I tell him the truth he would not get through it because he always tells me that I am everything he has. How the fuck am I supposed to react? I feel like a parasite in his home, yet he tries to comfort me and say that he supports me while ignoring all the years of pain he so comfortably inflicted on me and my mom.
I don't know how to deal with anything, the only coping mechanisms I've learned are things like reckless behaviour, overeating, smoking weed, forms of escapism, daydreaming, spending too much...
Today I had some suicidal thoughts that kind of led to me making this thread, I quickly snapped out of it like I usually do thankfully but it led me to think a bit. If I can just make all my problems disappear by simply taking the right pills and never wake again, then are they even problems in the first place? Maybe life isn't all I thought it was supposed to be and the actual answer is that life is just endless pain. I don't want to slog through it anymore like a helpless piece of garbage. Even if I get my shit together, get a degree, get a well paying job, strengthen bonds with my friends and find people I could call family for real, make sure I don't treat my kids like my dad treated me, in the very end it doesn't matter because I just don't see how I can get out of this hole. There's just never a way out. Even when I feel like I'm starting to make progress I always fall back down further and it's harder to try again.
I'm so fucking confused. I wish I could find a way in life because sometimes there's moments that I feel are worth experiencing but it's not worth going through the agony my head puts me in. I want to cry but can't. I want share this with someone who actually cares but the friends who do genuinely care for me probably don't want hear my sob story, everyone has their troubles, what makes my problems worth listening to? Guess I'll throw this into the void that is Reddit and hope someone can share some kind words or advice.
I want to find a solution or die, I admit I'm incapable of doing it myself.

Good guys are bad guys and bad guys are now good guys.
Roboute Guilliman becomes the emperors favorite son. I’m not saying the emperor throws a side Horus but I think guilliman was found like mid great crusade in by the time the emperor would have been feeling the pressure about trying to finish his project so to find Guilliman someone who can manage the empire and print out strategies just as well as him, is kind of a lifesaver. Eventually being convinced by vulkan to make a better imperium.
Vulkan is the first to turn on the emperor. Vulkan doesn’t like to fight and when he sees all the casual nature of the average citizens life in the imperium he is disgusted but he goes along with it because what else can he do. Also he doesn’t like the kill all Xeno policy.
jaghatai is for the most part jaghatai but maybe he in joy’s kill a little to much. Essentially, he adopts more Conrad curze tactics. And eventually he gets fed up with the emperors lies an decide to join Guilliman for a better empire. Eventually he falls to Slaanesh. Although if you knew of khorne at the time he would have joined him.
Ferrus manus, I can’t really think of a good excuse for him to join Guilliman but in this scenario, he has to so… anyways his iron hands are actually killing him not to mention his sons constantly mutilative themselves to be like their dad puts him in a hard spot until Nurgle offers him a solution to heal his hands and his sons. Oh + I hear he’s an asshole so maybe his brothers don’t like him as much.
Lion El’Jonson did what people though he did in the early edition he waited out the war until he saw a clear victory. Joining Guilliman towards the end of the war. He’ll fall to Tzeentch because that makes the most sense.
Sanguinius fearing what will happen to him in his sons like the 2th and 11th primarchs. He joins Guilliman because with the help of the chaos gods they’ll be able to fix them. He of course falls to khorne becoming the red angel.
Corvus corax he’s sons suffer the fate of the thousand sons but he keeps it hush hush for the emperor like Sanguinius. He personally kills each of his sons which makes him very depressed. + Horus f up big time and got a lot of his sons killed making his Legion one of the smallest. Anyway he joined Guilliman for the same reason Sanguinius did.
Rogal Dorn like Perturabo is sent to some of the worst battles. His sons always being the first or second to drop in. Taking massive casualties trying to establish beach heads. And he doesn’t get praised. And he really really just wants to build nice things. So of course, he joins his best buddy Guillamon. The only one who praises him.
Leman Russ despite his outward appearance of being a jolly guy, making jokes and laughing all the time is very depressed because the emperor made him kill the 2th and 11th primarchs, his brothers. After being ordered to kill Magnus by the emperor he decides to instead convince Magnus to join him and Guilliman. Long story short Magnus with the help of another Primarch kill Lemon Russ. His Legion turn into your classic Vikings in space.
I’m very curious about what you guys think 🤔 what would you change in this scenario? What wouldn’t you?

for background, my entire preteen/teen years, i had a horrible relationship with my parents. they are extremely emotionally immature. it’s okay to yell at us, but it’s not okay in any way to yell at them back, or to really have any sort of big, unpleasant emotion. i’d be punished constantly for what they call “throwing fits”, having anything that gave me joy taken away from me. it continued to get worse and worse, and i did many things i regret and shouldn’t have done. but their reactions made everything in my life worse and has made me feel so invalidated in my feelings to this day. they never offered real feasible solutions to me, or talked to me like i was a human being. they pretty much just thought that i was a crazy spoiled brat trying to manipulate them. i have a lot of mental issues because of this.
today, my brother tells me that my sister has been being bullied at school. later in the day, he tells me that her and my parents got into a huge fight and it all started with her saying that she doesn’t want to go to school anymore. she apparently “threw a huge fit”, and everyone including my brother was mad at her for acting the way she did. i don’t know what exactly happened, but i know that her phone was taken as punishment so i’m unable to contact her, my dad grabbed her and hurt her, and my brother was sent to my grandparents house (which was also something they did to my siblings when i would get into these fights with them, or they’d send ME there, when they didn’t feel like parenting me anymore.) and he told me that my grandparents house is the only place he really feels safe.
i’m so upset, heartbroken, infuriated, frustrated, so many things. i want to talk to her so bad. i’m going to try to go get her tomorrow so we can talk and relax together. i hate them so much because i feel like the exact same thing is going to play out with her like it did with me. and that they’re still fucking acting this way. she didn’t do anything wrong but act out emotionally. she’s fucking 11. they are grown adults. i wish so bad they could at least try to be compassionate to their own daughters. this has brought me back so many traumatic and hurtful memories and i love her so much and i don’t want her or anyone to go through what i did.