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2023.03.26 14:11 ScholarNeonBot Shoutout to a YouTuber who is exploring the less travelled roads!
2023.03.26 14:10 Supi09 Shoutout to a YouTuber who is exploring the less travelled roads!
| I want to give a Shoutout to this youtuber "Nomadic Indian" for his new series "Rediscovering India". Till now he only traveled 2 states and have plans to travel to every states of India, he is going to every corners of the state and showing us the beauty of India.. I've really high hopes from this series! Highly recommended! submitted by Supi09 to india [link] [comments] |
2023.03.26 14:08 Punchy_Knight A very long post talking about King Knight
Tumblr link (It has extra colors!~) :P There are no amount of words that can describe how much I love/hate King Knight
Both in KoC & SoH.
Because like, I
love this bastard, but I also
absolutely hate him.
This is going to be a long post, so kick back, relax, and get cozy. Because I'm going to talk about King Knight a lot here.
He's a narcissistic, egotistical, egocentric, selfish, greedy, douchebag. To the point that even the people he works with also hate him. He is such a bastard that even
The Order of No Quarter hates him.
Specter? Hates his guts, to the core. Plaguey? Would rather laugh at his face than ever take him seriously. Mole? Probably thinks he's a lazybones slacker. Treasure? Thinks he's an idiot for wearing his gold. Everyone else? Probably thinks he's an idiot.
But he's just... such a well-written character, at least I think so.
He's not on Specter's level of angst, no one can even come close to Specter's tragedy. But King Knight's story isn't about him having the saddest backstory ever, it's more focused on "
The Downfall we all saw coming."
Because right, throughout King of Cards, we're playing as King Knight. We're seeing how much this guy is such a charismatic & charming character, his rise to making an actual empire, actual friends who care about him...
right? Right? Well..... Pridemoor, Trouple Acolyte, and Birder with a voice, kept saying "We'll work together to take you down Enchantress!" but they... don't really help King Knight. In any way. At least during the fight against The Enchantress.
Sure Pridemoor gave him armor & Trouple King gave him Ichors, but besides that, they're just chilling back in the airship. King Knight has to do all the dirty work himself. It's...
really hard to call them friends if they're more like co-workers to you.
But not impossible... Because before the betrayal. King Knight pauses to really think about it. When everyone was begging for help, and while The Enchantress was bribing him to join her cause. King Knight hesitates and seriously thinks about it. Sure, they may
seem just like co-workers, but maybe he starts to grow conscious. He starts thinking about if they're really just some "Lowly peasants who must bow down to the king" or... actual friends. I mean, without them & the heirlooms they gave him, he wouldn't make it this far right? Maybe King Knight-
"WHAT WOULD YOUR MOTHER THINK!?"
Oooohhh.... yeah.... Soooo... I don't really know what else to say besiiiides, that being kind of a low blow? Or like, not really a smart mooooove.... Like, I get that Pridemoor tried to convince King Knight to save them, and he was actually considering it... But it doesn't really
feel like the right move to bring up his mom in the life or death situatiooooon....
Hearing that, from King Pridemoor of all people, must've struck a nerve in him. So he chooses to let them fall.
Maybe he would've saved them if Pridemoor kept his mouth shut. Maybe he would've let them fall regardless. The Enchantress' benefits are really appealing to King Knight. After all, all he ever wanted was a kingdom to rule, right?
Well... Yeah.
But I feel like he wants something else as well, but he just doesn't
realize it.
During Shovel Knight: Showdown, a... sorta(?) canon... spin-off? (Side game?) Side game. Each of the main cast is playable, even some common enemies, and they all have their own endings.
In King K.'s ending specifically, he wakes up to find out that nobody in TOoNQ came to his banquet after inviting them over.
Now, and maybe this is just me over-analyzing this side story's content, but it makes me think that King Knight wanted some "Cooler friends" to hang out with. I mean... After all, Showdown takes place after KoC/(everything except the ending of)SOT & definitely before SoH/PoS. So by this point The Order must've assembled. Which makes me believe that King Knight was finally a part of the "Cool Kids Club."
So... King Knight betrayed his old friends and got some new "friends" big deal, what does that have to do with anything?
Wellllll.... I don't really know. This is starting to get very headcanon-based, but goddamnit I can't get this golden jerk out of my head.
He is such... a deeper character than most people think he is. He's a case of "Missed potential". Imagine if King Knight wasn't such an egotistical dumbass, listened to King Pridemoor (and everyone else), and kept all their heirlooms. Bro would've been the strongest knight in the whole gaddamn land!
...Okay maybe that's a bit of an overexaggeration, but still! You get my point.
King Knight had so much potential, but he just... threw it all away for a false title.
HIS KINGLY TITLE WAS BUILT ON LIES AND BETRAYAL! Him getting his ass kicked in Shovel of Hope (and Plague of Shadows too ig) is just karma.
Though, I don't think Shovel Knight came immediately after the "The End", perhaps some time has passed since then. In both endings of SoH & PoS, King Knight's seen scrubbing the floor. Sure, a pretty satisfying ending. Seeing this regal asshole getting what he deserves, but I think he got off on the easy end. I mean think about it for a bit.
King Knight
literally betrayed King Pridemoor at the end of KoC. Shouldn't he be... y'know,
banished? Like, if some dude I was sorta friends willingly chose to let me fall to my death, and when I live & get back home I see him on my couch thinking he own the place, and I ask someone with a Shovel to kick his ass, I wouldn't want to see him near me or my family ever again. Not make him my personal maid.
But King Pridemoor's a better man than me.
Maybe he still sees some good and/or potential in King Knight. Like, even after
aaaaalll that's happened in King of Cards, he still wants to "forgive" King Knight. But, y'know, forgiveness can't be given all willy-nilly. Maybe that's why Pridemoor chose to make him scrub the floor instead of banishing him to never return.
I really think King Pridemoor still sees the King Knight during the majority of KoC.
This experience better humble this dickwad. I want to see him grow as a person.
Or who knows, maybe he really is a one-dimensional greedy jackass who only fits being a villain, and the beauty of him is his simplicity as an antagonist.
Oh yeah and before any of you guys think I forgot, no I didn't forget King Knight's mom. But I feel like I've said a lot so I'll try to keep this brief.
King Knight is a mama's boy, he loves him mom more than anything. Even more than being a king or ruling a kingdom. In his Showdown win dialog he keeps mentioning his mom, asking if she's impressed that her son won a match. But alas, his mom isn't around to hear or see King Knight.
Also she doesn't call him her
Pumpkin Pauldroun Prince anymore in the ending, and calls him King Knight instead. So that's depressing if you've been paying attention to the smaller details in King of Cards.
Anyways, in conclusion... Uh....
King Knight is an asshole. So... What do you guys think of King Knight? Is he actually a deep character or was this really not that deep and this whole post was pointless?
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2023.03.26 14:02 intergrouper3 Upright and Balanced - On the Trail and in Life: A "FORUM" Article
Upright and Balanced - On the Trail and in Life This past summer, my daughter and I planned to hike a section of the Appalachian Trail. Although we both loved the outdoors and were frequent day hikers, neither of us had attempted an overnight backpacking experience. After watching numerous on-line videos for advice, studying trail maps, and loading our packs, we set off for adventure, compass in hand and a smile on our faces.
Seasoned backpackers will tell you that “newbies” on the trail are easily recognized by the size of their packs, carrying everything but the kitchen sink. We were no exception. Our packs were easily half our body weight and towered over our heads. After the first mile, we got the hang of balancing our loads and conquered one steep ascent after another.
All was well until I had the misfortune to misstep and “roll” on a stick. I was thrown off balance, my feet went out from under me, and I found myself looking up at the sky, my fall cushioned by my pack. My daughter ran to my aid but was quickly overcome with fits of laughter at the sight of me attempting to get back on my feet. Every effort to stand up was negated by the heavy pack. No matter how I tried, I was stuck, much like an overturned turtle. After valiant efforts to right myself, I lay exhausted by the situation, needing some kind of helping hand to stand. Once I gave up fighting the pack weight, a thought came to me. If I just unclipped my pack, I would be able to stand. I did. Now free from the weight of my burden, I stood upright.
My experience on the trail holds many lessons for me when compared to Al-Anon. Many of us carried a burden from the effects of alcoholism, causing us to lose our balance and get stuck. Our best efforts were ineffective in “righting” ourselves in our relationships and lives. For me, the experience, strength, and hope provided by the program are the freeing solutions to the family disease of alcoholism. The Steps and Traditions help me unclip the burden of the effects of growing up with alcoholism, allowing me to proceed down the trail of life upright and balanced.
By Mary Jo H. May, 2016 Reprinted with permission of The Forum Al-Anon Family Groups Incorporated, Virginia Beach, VA
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2023.03.26 14:00 falselord Looking for an old stuffed kitten
| Hi. I'm helping to search for an old plush kitten, and I'd be grateful for any aid or input on this. Brand, photos, etc. It was bought either in Russia or in Poland, and was likely manufactured in China. The fabric was sorta cheap. Not hand-sewn, not from USSR, no additional features (e. g. no sounds, effects, etc., just a stuffed toy), no moving parts. Plastic eyes, plastic nose, not very small (something like an A4-sized sheet of paper), short-haired (not fluffy), tiny-ish hind paws (couldn't sit on its own). Year: 90s, something around 1994-1996. These kittens came in several colors, this gray one was just one of them. We're searching for the gray one (like in the photos), but, again, any kind of info is appreciated. Thank you all in advance. m(_ _)m The only irl photos left [2] A very similar plush from a Jp video found on Youtube. (there's no nose, but it could just fall off) Sadly, the owner didn't reply to the question on where was the kitten from. A sketch roughly showing the shape/pose. submitted by falselord to ToyID [link] [comments] |
2023.03.26 13:56 I_am_not_a_twinkie Please help me find a song for my film scene
I'm at the point where I don't think the song I'm looking for really exists.
But I'm looking for a song, any song, to fit a specific film scene and vibe.
The scene is a sort of a flashback of a young boy fleeing an abusive household after an explosive event, he is not being chased but is hurt, frustrated, upset, and running blindly in the woods whilst crying. He then falls to the ground and screams in pain, anguish and sorrow. His older self comes to comfort him, eventually the boy disappears and the man is left to leave the scene alone.
I want a song that is emotional and portrays the boy's feelings, with a crescendo when the two meet. But not a song that is very slow or too overpowering of the scene, if that makes sense.
I have found two songs that semi fit what I want but not exactly, being: Fairytale - slowed by Daryl Silvius And Running up that hill (from stranger things) epic version by Samuel Kim
Thank you, any and all help is appreciated.
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2023.03.26 13:54 I_am_not_a_twinkie Can someone help me find a song for a scene
I'm at the point where I don't think the song I'm looking for really exists.
But I'm looking for a song, any song, to fit a specific film scene and vibe.
The scene is a sort of a flashback of a young boy fleeing an abusive household after an explosive event, he is not being chased but is hurt, frustrated, upset, and running blindly in the woods whilst crying. He then falls to the ground and screams in pain, anguish and sorrow. His older self comes to comfort him, eventually the boy disappears and the man is left to leave the scene alone.
I want a song that is emotional and portrays the boy's feelings, with a crescendo when the two meet. But not a song that is very slow or too overpowering of the scene, if that makes sense.
I have found two songs that semi fit what I want but not exactly, being: Fairytale - slowed by Daryl Silvius And Running up that hill (from stranger things) epic version by Samuel Kim
Thank you, any and all help is appreciated.
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2023.03.26 13:52 OneWheelMan [H] Priced bundled games (no HB choice games) / [W] Paypal (EU)
All games are obtained by ME. If the game has a region lock, it will be locked to EU region.
Paypal F&F or G&S - fees on you.
Lower rep goes first.
Discount at purchase
5% @ €15-29
7% @ €30-59
10% @ €60+
Game | F&F (€EU) |
112 Operator | 0.50 |
112 Operator | 0.50 |
2064: Read Only Memories | 0.60 |
7 Billion Humans | 4.50 |
911 Operator | 0.50 |
911 Operator | 0.50 |
A Little Golf Journey | 2.50 |
A Long Way Down | 1.00 |
After The Fall | 15.00 |
Agent in Depth | 0.20 |
Alchemist's Castle | 0.20 |
Arcade Paradise - Arcade Paradise EP | 0.20 |
Arcade Spirits | 0.20 |
Arise: A Simple Story | 2.50 |
Arizona Sunshine | 6.00 |
Armello | 1.20 |
Aviary Attorney | 0.20 |
AWAKE - Definitive Edition | 0.20 |
Backbone | 0.20 |
Baldur's Gate II: Enhanced Edition | 2.00 |
Baldur's Gate II: Enhanced Edition | 2.00 |
Baldur's Gate: Enhanced Edition | 2.00 |
Baldur's Gate: Enhanced Edition | 1.00 |
Baldur's Gate: Faces of Good and Evil | 1.00 |
Baldur's Gate: Siege of Dragonspear | 2.00 |
Bean Stalker | 2.00 |
Bionic Commando | 0.20 |
Blaston | 1.00 |
Breathedge | 2.50 |
Broken Age | 0.20 |
Calico | 0.20 |
Car Mechanic Simulator VR | 1.50 |
Cats and the Other Lives | 0.50 |
Cave Digger 2: Dig Harder | 2.00 |
CHANGE: A Homeless Survival Experience | 1.50 |
Chivalry: Medieval Warfare | 1.50 |
Click and Slay | 0.20 |
Combat Tested | 1.00 |
Cook-Out | 1.00 |
Corridor Z | 0.10 |
Cosmic Express | 0.20 |
Crash Drive 2 | 1.00 |
Cris Tales | 0.50 |
Crying Suns | 0.50 |
Cube Escape Collection | 2.50 |
Dagon - The Eldritch Box DLC | 0.10 |
Dark Deity | 1.50 |
Dear Esther: Landmark Edition | - |
Death and Taxes | 2.50 |
Death Squared | 0.20 |
Desolate | 0.50 |
Detached: Non-VR Edition | 0.50 |
Devil May Cry 5 + Vergil | 7.00 |
Devil May Cry HD Collection | 6.00 |
DmC Devil May Cry | 3.00 |
DOOM 64 | 1.00 |
DOOM VFR | 4.00 |
Doughlings: Arcade | 0.50 |
Doughlings: Invasion | 0.20 |
Draw Slasher | 0.10 |
Drawful 2 | 0.10 |
Driftland: The Magic Revival | 0.10 |
Epistory - Typing Chronicles | 0.80 |
Eternal Threads | 3.50 |
Euro Truck Simulator 2 | 5.00 |
EXAPUNKS | 1.00 |
Expeditions: Viking | 1.50 |
Explosionade | 0.20 |
Farming Simulator 17 | 2.00 |
Field of Glory II | 1.00 |
Flynn: Son of Crimson | 1.50 |
Forgotton Anne | 7.00 |
Frick, Inc. | 3.00 |
From Space | 4.00 |
fsongs | 0.20 |
Fury Unleashed | 0.50 |
GameGuru Classic | - |
Gauntlet - Necromancer | - |
Gauntlet Slayer Edition + DLC Necromancer | 1.50 |
Ghostrunner | 5.00 |
Gift of Parthax | 0.20 |
Go Home Dinosaurs! | 0.20 |
Golf Gang | 0.50 |
Gotham Knights | 20.00 |
Guilty Gear X2 #Reload | 0.40 |
Guns & Fishes | 0.20 |
Guppy | 0.20 |
Hack 'n' Slash + Soundtrack (& Spacebase GIFT) | 0.20 |
Hacknet | 0.50 |
Hamilton's Great Adventure | 0.10 |
Harmony's Odyssey | 0.50 |
Homeworld Remastered Collection | 1.00 |
Human Resource Machine | 5.00 |
Hyper Gunsport | 0.50 |
Hypnospace Outlaw | 3.00 |
ibb & obb - Best Friends Forever Double Pack | 2.00 |
Ice Age: Scrat's Nutty Adventure | 4.50 |
Icewind Dale: Enhanced Edition | 1.00 |
Indivisible | 2.00 |
Influent | 2.50 |
Into the Pit | 1.00 |
Izmir: An Independence Simulator | 0.20 |
Journey For Elysium | 0.50 |
Just Die Already | 1.00 |
King and Assassins | 0.20 |
Kingdom Two Crowns | 3.50 |
Lair of the Clockwork God | 1.00 |
Lair of the Clockwork God | 1.00 |
Last Resort Island | 0.50 |
Learn Japanese To Survive - Hiragana Battle | 0.40 |
Learn Japanese To Survive! Kanji Combat | 0.40 |
Learn Japanese To Survive! Katakana War | 0.40 |
Learning Factory | 3.50 |
LEGO Harry Potter: Years 1-4 | 1.80 |
LEGO Harry Potter: Years 5-7 | 2.20 |
LEGO Jurassic World | 1.50 |
LEGO MARVEL Super Heroes | 1.50 |
LEGO MARVEL Super Heroes 2 | 1.50 |
LEGO MARVEL's Avengers | 1.50 |
LEGO The Hobbit + 3 DLCs | 2.50 |
LEGO The Hobbit DLC 1 - The Big Little Character Pack | - |
LEGO The Hobbit DLC 2 - Side Quest Character Pack | - |
LEGO The Hobbit DLC 3 - The Battle Pack | - |
LEGO The Lord of the Rings | 2.50 |
Lighthouse Keeper | 0.20 |
Little Orpheus | 2.00 |
Love Letter | 0.20 |
Luna's Fishing Garden | 2.00 |
Lust from Beyond: M Edition | 0.50 |
Magicka | 0.50 |
Maize | 1.25 |
Marooners | 0.20 |
Meow Express | 0.40 |
Middle-earth: Shadow of Mordor Game of the Year Edition | 3.00 |
Middle-earth: Shadow of War Definitive Edition | 5.00 |
MirrorMoon EP | 0.10 |
Monaco | 0.50 |
Moon Hunters | 0.20 |
Mordhau | 5.00 |
Mortal Kombat 11 | 6.00 |
Mount & Blade: Warband | 2.00 |
Murder by Numbers | 0.50 |
Nanotale - Typing Chronicles | 3.00 |
NecroWorm | 0.20 |
Neverout | 0.20 |
Neverwinter Nights: Dark Dreams of Furiae | 2.50 |
Neverwinter Nights: Infinite Dungeons | 1.00 |
Neverwinter Nights: Pirates of the Sword Coast | 1.00 |
Neverwinter Nights: Tyrants of the Moonsea | 1.50 |
Neverwinter Nights: Wyvern Crown of Cormyr | 1.00 |
Neverwinter Nights: Darkness Over Daggerford | 3.50 |
Neverwinter Nights: Enhanced Edition | 3.50 |
Non-Stop Raiders | 0.50 |
Orbital Racer | 0.10 |
Orbital Racer | 0.10 |
Out of Reach: Treasure Royale | 0.10 |
Pandemic: The Board Game + Mutation + Roles & Events | 4.00 |
Pathfinder: Kingmaker | 4.00 |
Patron | 2.50 |
PAYDAY 2 | 1.00 |
PAYDAY 2: F*ck Cancer - Big Mike Mask | - |
Perfect | 0.50 |
Pikuniku | 0.50 |
Pilgrims | 0.30 |
Pill Baby | 0.20 |
Pixplode | 0.10 |
Pixross | 0.20 |
Planescape: Torment: Enhanced Edition | 1.50 |
Planet TD | 0.20 |
PlateUp! | 7.00 |
PLAYNE | 5.00 |
Police Stories | 1.00 |
Project Chemistry | 1.00 |
Quadrata | 1.50 |
Radio Commander | 0.20 |
Railway Empire | 1.00 |
Rayon Riddles - Rise of the Goblin King | 1.00 |
Red Faction: Armageddon | 0.50 |
Remnants of Naezith | 0.30 |
Renowned Explorers: International Society | 0.50 |
Rescue Party: Live! | 1.50 |
Rise of the Slime | 2.00 |
River City Girls | 4.50 |
Roarr! Jurassic Edition | 0.10 |
RPG Maker VX | 0.20 |
Rym 9000 | 0.10 |
Say No! More | 0.20 |
SHENZHEN I/O | 2.50 |
Shing! | - |
Shooty Fruity | 1.00 |
Slinger VR | 0.10 |
Small World 2 + Be not Afraid + Cursed + Grand Dames | 2.00 |
Songbringer | 0.30 |
Songs of Iron | 1.50 |
Soul Axiom Rebooted | 2.00 |
Soul Searching | 0.20 |
Soulblight | 0.10 |
Soulflow | 0.20 |
Space Crew: Legendary Edition | 0.50 |
Splendor | 1.50 |
Stacking | 0.10 |
State of Decay 2 | 9.00 |
Staxel | 2.00 |
Steel Rats | 0.20 |
Stick Fight: The Game | 2.00 |
stikir | 0.10 |
STONE | 1.50 |
Strange Brigade | 1.50 |
Strange Brigade | 1.50 |
Street Fighter V | 2.50 |
Strider | 0.50 |
Stygian: Reign of the Old Ones | 0.30 |
Sunlight | 0.20 |
SUPERHOT VR | 7.00 |
Supraland Six Inches Under | 5.00 |
Swords and Soldiers 2 Shawarmageddon | 0.20 |
SYMMETRY | 0.20 |
System Shock 2 | 0.40 |
System Shock: Enhanced Edition | 0.40 |
Takelings House Party | 0.50 |
Tales of the Neon Sea | 1.00 |
Tales of the Tiny Planet | 0.20 |
Tannenberg | 1.25 |
Teacup | 0.50 |
Telefrag VR | 0.10 |
Terra Alia | 2.50 |
The Almost Gone | 1.00 |
The Amazing American Circus | 0.10 |
The Amazing American Circus | 0.10 |
The Curious Tale of the Stolen Pets | 0.50 |
THE GAME OF LIFE 2 | 5.00 |
The Hong Kong Massacre | 2.00 |
The Inner World | 0.30 |
The LEGO Movie - Videogame | 1.00 |
The LEGO NINJAGO Movie Video Game | 2.00 |
The Smurfs - Mission Vileaf | 6.00 |
The Textorcist: The Story of Ray Bibbia | 0.50 |
The USB Stick Found in the Grass | 0.10 |
The Wizards - Dark Times | 2.00 |
Ticket to Ride | 0.50 |
TIS-100 | 2.00 |
Titan Quest Anniversary Edition | 3.00 |
Turbo Golf Racing | 3.50 |
Ultra Street Fighter IV | 1.50 |
Until You Fall | 3.00 |
Vagante | 1.20 |
Vault of the Void | 5.00 |
Verdun | 1.50 |
Warhammer 40,000: Gladius - Relics of War | 2.00 |
Warhammer 40,000: Mechanicus | 1.00 |
We are alright (Wszystko z nami w porządku) | 0.10 |
West of Dead | 0.30 |
while True: learn() | 2.50 |
White Day: A Labyrinth Named School | 1.75 |
Winkeltje The Little Shop | 4.00 |
Worms Rumble | 1.00 |
X-Morph: Defense Complete Pack | 0.20 |
X-Morph: Defense Complete Pack | 0.20 |
XEL | 0.40 |
Yoku's Island Express | 0.50 |
Yonder The Cloud Catcher Chronicles | 3.00 |
You Can Kana | 3.50 |
Zombie Driver HD Complete Edition | 0.10 |
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2023.03.26 13:51 ErosSparrow signs of integration/advice on what to do next
TW brief mention of trauma/SA/death but no graphic details more response to situations .
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So I was under assessment but live outside the district so have to start the process again, in the meantime we've been navigating this ourselves as best we can, lately switches have been less frequent or less noticeable a switch has happened, there was a bit of dormancy but a few days ago I think an alter shared a memory of their creation for lack of a better term, just randomly received a memory of when I found out I wasn't going to see my best friend again, I was 2 (her mother passed in a car accident we're still unsure if she was in the car with her) at the time and didn't know about this incident until much later in life but vaguely remembered a girl, the memory showed my mum leaving the bedroom after just explaining what happened and me and a little boy just stood there and him turning to me like "we don't get to play anymore?" we knew that my response as a kid to this news was to strip the wallpaper off the bedroom walls as it was mine and my friends room, but this memory showed the thought process behind that, "it wasn't our play room anymore," this followed by another memory, this is something I do remember, for some reason it always stuck with me better than anything, but it was like the same memory from a different perspective, was about 3-4 years old at the time, and I was with my abuser and had a thought "if I was a boy this wouldn't happen to me," and the little boy in the first memory appeared in front of me, and I can't really explain what happened the best analogy I have is like those old film projectors and the film catching alight and melting and you see the projection of what's happening on the screen, and there was another kid, who usually comes with the boy or is near by, this kid is the one that did the what stuck with me all these years, a family member of the abuser walked in the room and this kid tried to alert them of the situation, but being so young they didn't understand what they were alerting just knew it wasn't right so just shouted at the abuser "you've done my dungarees up wrong!" Later we were given a cover story, but that was remembered from the kid that tried to alert perspective too.
I didn't want to go into too many details as these are intimate memories shared and not nice to read either, but where do I go from here? is this a sign of integration? I may not get back into therapy for a while now so just want some pointers on how to help them as best I can
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2023.03.26 13:48 FadedFever New Character Meaning (Theory)
I believe the character is based off of the plant “Phallus impudicus” more specifically “Stink Horn” I am going to be putting a short connection to the character with a quote about the plant.
It is known as the “Witches Egg” and Melanie has written about magick in the song “DEATH” also the way it describes how it sprouts is similar to “THE HATCHING” video. Quote:
“They form into a slimy egg, also called witches eggs, and sprout a stem from there.”
This plant is also pink (depending on the variant) It also lures prey to it to kill it and was used to make a love potion. (Which is on theme). Quote:
“It was used in medieval times as a love potion.”
The plant itself resembles a… (male organ) that Witches would burn, so it’s symbolic to individualism/feminism. The plant also after it sprouts turns into an egg and then sprouts again and turns into an egg again, so it “rebirths.”
We also see that the character is able to grow mushrooms/plants out of herself in the Live Album Cover.
She also refers to herself as a ghost in “DEATH.” This quote that was written about the plant:
“In 1777, the reverend John Lightfoot wrote that the people of Thuringia called the unopened stinkhorns "ghost's or daemon's eggs"‘
And this also fits her character:
“its form reminiscent of love, and its odor, of death. For the stench given off by the impudicus was strikingly like that of a decaying corpse, the odor coming from greenish, viscous slime that carried its spores and dripped from the bell-shaped cap.”
This quote also can be related to how they hunt the plant, similarly men who prey on women as a “sport”:
“Writing about life in Victorian Cambridge, Gwen Raverat (granddaughter of Charles Darwin) describes the 'sport' of stinkhorn hunting: The name is justified, for the fungus can be hunted by the scent alone; and this was Aunt Etty's great invention. Armed with a basket and a pointed stick, and wearing special hunting cloak and gloves, she would sniff her way round the wood, pausing here and there, her nostrils twitching, when she caught a whiff of her prey; then at last, with a deadly pounce, she would fall upon her victim, and poke his putrid carcass into her basket.”
Also the time of year it sprouts is similar to the album release. Also, the association with rotting wood/location is similar:
“The fungus is associated with rotting wood, and as such it is most commonly encountered in deciduous woods where it fruits from summer to late autumn”
Also this plant “feeds on the dead” so potentially this plant could have eaten Melanie or “Cry Baby” and she resurrected into it.
There is many other analogies/connections to this plant, but I’ll leave it at that. I got most of the quotes from Wikipedia, but I did check multiple sources to see if everything was accurate. I definitely encourage everyone to check it out and see if you agree or can maybe find another plant that is closer to her character. Although I think this is it as it is connected to witchcraft, nicknamed ghost, and sprouts from an egg with goo. Also, if there are any errors in regards to this plant let me know.
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2023.03.26 13:47 Alfonszo New Triumph Street Triple 1050 2005 with a couple of niggles - Still happy!
2023.03.26 13:45 accleraterandom Pretty much just looking for some validation that this is likely what I'm experiencing & I'm trying my best to deal w it?
Sorry for all the text, any skimming would be appreciated. But basically I just need validation that not eating consistently for 20+ yrs would make a person feel terrible and be extremely fatigued to the extent they feel a need to sleep all day?
I haven't been able to talk much with a doctor beyond being told it's probably my mental health. So I guess this is my replacement for talking to others to kinda make sure I'm thinking logically about possible causes for my symptoms & how I'm going about trying to get healthier. My mental illness/trauma is obviously a huge component but there are physical aspects & repurcussions that I really feel a need to have a knowledged.
I've never gotten into the habit of eating consistently. I'd have the occasional good sized meal or a period of time living w a family who made sure I ate enough but that was always short lived.
I feel like even as a young child I was always very fatigued mentally and physically. Always teary eyed and yawning. Difficult for me to not fall asleep trying to read. Tasks that demand more effort or people asking me to put more effort into things brings up a huge emotional tantrum within me. I seem to guard my energy very carefully bc I always feel stretched further than I have capacity (even though I've never really done or achieved much - just kept myself alive). As an example I've noticed I'll clumsily fall into a chair not caring if I spill my hot tea all over myself bc I'd rather be burned than spend more energy carefully sitting into the chair and staying aware of my space.
I have horrible focus and cognitive ability in general. Idk how to explain how intense my mental fog feels it feels like parts of my brain are decaying I swear. It's difficult to even have conversations or fully follow a whole video.
My body aches badly. Always feel pain in my hands and feet. Get muscle spasms. I'm chronically dehydrated despite always having a water bottle w me sipping all day. Sometimes have resting tachycardia. Have a heart murmur and chest pain. Bad circulation. I've always been a slow eater, seem to get physical anxiety symptoms sometimes when I eat & especially when I try to eat not so slow. Easy for food to get trapped in my chest if I'm not slow. Acid reflux and some kinda difficulty swallowing (constantly choking on water). Cavities and gum recession (clench teeth). Wake up angry. I hate sleep bc of how it messes up my nervous system but fall asleep from exhaustion easily. Always feel badly, difficult to get any positive stimulation.
It's extremely difficult to keep a handle on my health when working full time - I just sleep, work, try to grab some food and teeth brushing supplies when heading out the door & hope I have time to use them at work. So I'm not working rn & am gonna try part time.
Guessing living my life so far not eating or moving much has gotten me here. So rn I'm trying to eat every few hours, take vitamins, drink lots water, take warm showers & stretch night and morning, some low impact cardio, resistance bands, & TMJD stretches for exercise. Alka seltzer has been helping.
Try to do other things for mental health as well - I do spend a lot of time focused on that & have been in and out of therapy since I was 8 despite drs always wanting me to be in therapy as if I'm not putting in effort there.
Does my thought process & game plan make sense?
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2023.03.26 13:42 hydra1280 limbo part 2
(part 1
https://www.reddit.com/worldbuilding/comments/10bjaph/limbo/)
From the great lands' vast sky, a power rose up, the
'Great Diamond', from an unremarkable rock of space that sat above limbo as one of its great wonders since everything else seemed to fall into its pull besides these moons. This moon would be basic, white with a fairly large size, The Great Diamond would hide on this moon as she created a race of women who would extract the life force from the earth to create gems, the name of the race who would come in all sorts of crystals. Each gem would be different from other gems unless they were of the same gem type which meant though they varied, this would be in more stylistic elements of the shaping of their bodies from their hole which would usually be fairly standard unless the job would be rushed. Using the lack of necessity on things such as air, water or food and virtually no need for base organic reproduction seeing as these gems were constructs of magically infused, condensed, light and rock. While the rest of the higher powers would be distracted from infighting or growing fat from peace and dominance, the gem empire would colonise the remaining 3 moons and other outer planetary bodies. This would all come crashing down when a glitch in the advanced systems occurred, causing the reveal of the gem empire which had amassed power far beyond the other races in the expansive world called limbo. In a panic, the empire would send its forces down and activate offensive protocols, thousands of ships would be unleashed in the first wave. Many powers would be eliminated and their races would be integrated or decimated, with the greatest odds of survival to escape to other powers. To combat the overwhelming power, the true might of the
'Will Of Man' would be shown to the entire world. In a gaping presentation of strength the 'Will Of Man' would use its power and rip apart the sky in holy light, the souls of man's greatest heroes from the 'Will Of Man' would be summoned which included unremembered or unremarkable humans who should the qualities of greatness. Bravery, righteousness, thoughtfulness and compassion were all shown within each soul as they, in their blazing forms, grew to enormous proportions and struck down the fleets that assailed Limbo.
Now with breathing room, man called together under the banner of humanity and began their counterattack. Thousands of different races would assail the new territories of the 'Great Diamond' as they would intercept communications and even achieved assaults on the gem empire's core worlds which were their outer solar civilisations. The union of races was empowering but unstable, the humans had an empty position within a matter of months as the 'Will Of Man' would be venerated while his children remained, put to slaughter. This fickle union would come undone however as man would rise up against the other races from other gods as they formed a fair and honest organisation under a unified empire. Instead of warring gods, they would assemble a pantheon as the state religion, under the rule of
'Deity Of Challenges', 'Prime Of Strength', 'Divine Ruler Of Games', 'Aquala, The God Of Waves', 'Goddess Of Friction' and
'Existence Of Hierarchy' with the 'Will Of Man' choosing to abstain. Yet he would still be present within the pantheon like a vanguard, one-man army, as the 'Will Of Man' would take vengeance against the races that wronged humans and gain notoriety throughout Limbo, assembling a justice cult in his honour. Ultimately, due to the overwhelming power of the 'Will Of Man', he would act as a double-edged sword, causing the 'Great Diamond' to join forces with the alliance of man which had been butchered from the 'Will Of Man'. But this would not stop the empire as the repentant 'Existence Of Hierarchy' would front military efforts with his followers and children. Using powerful attack legions of beast-men and organised forces of humans to confront most major challenges with more fortified positions being handled by forces like the children of the 'Prime Of Strength'. As the 'Deity Of Challenges' would send sects or nomads to wipe out encampments with the others contributing uniquely to military efforts but despite their uniqueness, all of the deities worked with great cohesion. Within a matter of years, the empire had become the major power and subjugated Limbo as the other races formed coalitions, unions and alliances. Meanwhile, the empire lived in great satisfaction as they endorsed equality and aid for all, acclimating territories from dictatorships and treating them with great care as even territories outside of the empire would be provided with aid and friendly behaviour. This would lead to a lot of deities joining the empire as territorial deities, deities who could become widespread and accepted into the pantheon but not connected to the higher echelons to keep out nefarious powers. But this admiration was not simply of deities as nations and people would commonly defect, making the empire rich with diversity as efforts to spread out populations across the empire were successful due to a desire to avoid mistreatment of other races.
The empire would run smoothly due to the deities as they would establish a grand system, the 'Deity Of Challenges' would spread the martial arts influence across the empire. Teaching cultivation techniques such as increasing strength, creating skin as hard as steel, aiding in handling various disabilities and dealing with most terminal diseases by using her children to have special adaptations to magic and QI that could be used to heal from poisons, gruesome damages and more. The 'Prime Of Strength' would create halls of proving where people would assemble to take on challenges such as defeating mountain eaters or proving great deals of endurance. As he would push the people to a better and healthier lifestyle as his land's bounty would be truly uncovered when creating the empire as the sense of power shifts caused the reproduction and power of the 'Prime Of Strengths' beasts to increase dramatically. Creating a great deal of meat and other great materials for the empire which also allowed the giants to live a more lucrative and decadent lifestyle. 'Divine Ruler Of Games' would be the most integral piece to the empire as it managed a great deal of the administration and governance along with always creating and innovating new types of games such as new park rides or game companies that aided the nation in creating extra revenue. the works of 'Divine Ruler Of Games' also included social services such as health care, mail service, firer fighters, humanitarian aid and more. This would often be seen through parks but 'Divine Ruler Of Games' would also leave his mark in amazing city designs or pedestals laced around the empire for small fun and rewards such as a pattern/memory game at a secluded waterfall, deep in the forest. But this should not degrade the work of other deities such as 'Aquala, The God Of Waves' who would handle oceanic-related disasters and sea fishing/trade like if the ocean needs to rehabilitate sea life or if the ocean needs to flow water into a chasm to allow villages access to water. 'Goddess Of Friction' was also very important as she would release high-tier and above, slime craft, into the empire instead of low-tier slime craft like when it was sold to the old human territory. This would drastically alter science and mechanisms as was known with the slimy mechanisms being used to revolutionise weapons of war, build homes and as aids in grand farming. Finally, there is the redeemer or as he is also known, 'Existence Of Hierarchy', the 'Existence Of Hierarchy' would become very useful in the empire as he would help create lush villages and cities that greatly incorporated plant and animal life. Along with boosting plant growth such as wheat crops along with using its caste system in a more productive way such as in the military or as its reformed design as a goodness meter where those who had a greater loyalty, faith and trust for the empire would be rewarded with privacy enabled. Meaning that this could not only help keep those who are loyal to the empire satisfied but also not cause potential problems with the amount of trust and faith from one person to another so as to allow a fostering of kind-ship before any disdain as those who had been granted power would also not be able to tell how high level they are. But this would all be overshadowed by the 'Will Of Man' who had gone from a vanguard of the gods to an eternal protector of life, giving up his conscious mind and body to bless the empire and its citizens with good fortune and ward off evil spirits. Creating many an event throughout the year, annually, such as the day of saints where the saints that had descended from the gem war and those made after, would come down in peaceful fashion and bestow greetings in a warm silence. Or other days such as the haunting which manifested the fears and anxieties of the empire's citizens to be confronted in their dreams with those with a more gentle mind having restraints so as to not cause psychological issues. Along with every citizen having their nightmares devour malevolent entities wishing to do harm like robbers or banshees with other holidays with a total of 13, including the haunting and the day of saints.
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2023.03.26 13:29 AbhiFT [REQUEST][STEAM] Gift card of $36 or £29.90 for MS Flight Simulator 2020 [FOURTH ATTEMPT]
This is my fourth try still asking for a GiftCard amounting to the same sale price of the game. I know copy paste is not appreciated here for re-attempts, but last time I really worked hard on the poem for three days (I Know the poem sucks) and people seemed displeased with it. Further I really don't have anymore to say. I have seen some old posts where this game was asked by people but was never gifted once, but some other games here are gifted again and again. I really don't know why this game doesn't get any love, but I would really appreciate you for gifting this to me. And I will one day pay you in some way or another.
What is MS Flight Simulator 2020 about? Game (40th AE is the base game):
MS Flight Simulator 40th Base Edition Microsoft has a long history with Flight Simulators. Their first Flight simulator was released in 1982. While the previous games were fun, the new MS Flight Simulator does something incredible which no other game has ever done: It simulates the topography of the entire Earth as accurate as possible to real world through satellite data of Bing/Google maps along with Cloud Computing to generate better visuals and real data for air traffic and weather. Moreover, it also takes real wind and real-world time into consideration.
The game also has an active community-driven add-ons that only makes the game even more realistic and grander. If any game has the biggest world map of all, this is it. This game has the world map almost as big as the Earth itself. You can visit many of the world-famous attractions like Eiffel Tower, The Taj Mahal and even football stadiums! But you can also explore some famous landscapes as well, and if you fly low enough, you can experience some wildlife too. The game features Geese, Seagulls, Grizzly Bears, Black Bears, Elephants, Giraffes, Flamingos. You can experience the beautiful endless sea, but make sure you have enough fuel; You surely don't want to end up like Chuck Noland, and to make matters worse, you won't have your trustee, Wilson!
Microsoft Flight Simulator features 25 handcrafted airports, 4 classic commercial airports, 14 heliports and 15 glider airports. There are over 37,000 total airports in the game along with 37 airplanes, gliders, and helicopters with unique flight models, the likes of A320 Neo, Boeing 747, Cessna, DA62, and the cutest CTLS and A5, with detailed interiors of the cockpit. Isn't that the ultimate definition of simulation?
Why I want it:
I love exploring the world, something I am not financially able to do in real world. Every Time I watch something on TV, it's 90% of the time travel channels. The first time I tried Flight Simulator on my friend's PC, I fell in love with it. What I love about MSFS is the grand scale of the game. While in games like ETS 2 even a 4,000 KM journey can be completed in 3-4 hours, with MSFS, it would take real world time. For example, it takes ~1h 15m non-stop flight from Paris to London (Average), so it would also take almost the same amount of time in the game too (that is real world 1h 15m). Even staying in the cloudy sky is so much fun with sunlight shining, thunder and rain. I love playing simulation, tycoon games as they are the pinnacle of freedom in gaming world with no bounds. I remember when I played Flight simulator 2000 back in 2003 and wondered, what a shitty game. Seriously, at that time I thought who would play this game with 65% of the screen occupied by the cockpit? And here I am today.
What I love about the FS 2020 game:
- There is nothing unlocked in the world. I don't have to pay extra or do specific tasks to unlock some part of the world. I can visit any place any time!
- The scale is grand. This has the biggest map of any game.
- So many different airplanes to choose from and they all act and feel different.
- This game is very relaxing. I can just unwind and soak the beauty of the world from the comfort of my chair.
- I love this game cause it takes up whopping over 150GB of Disk space.
- I love pushing and flicking buttons. Especially the flick switches. They are so yumm to touch. And the clicky sound it makes is better than any orgasm. Basically, I am flicking and pushing buttons while flying around in a tube.
- I can crash the plane without having to worry about anything.
- Landing! Landing in this game is like going to final exam without studying anything. If you nail it, that feeling is amazing!
- I can fly along with the birds!
- I can land the plane anywhere I want. Even in a grassfields or your ex's backyard.
- I am tired of playing the repeat levels of Fall Guys.
- The full detailed cockpit is amazing!
- Realistic ATC commands with interactions. If I am angry, I can choose to ignore the ATC.
- I need to find more things I like after playing the game.
I am in touch with the MSFS community on Discord and YouTube videos, with always waiting for max737Ifly video to show up as his videos are so good and realistic (even my mom loves watching it). I just cannot get enough from this game.
I can play this game even when I am listening to Podcasts and it makes such an immersive experience. The tiny details the game provides, like waiting instructions from ATC before you move a muscle, dialing the knobs, flipping tiny switches in the cockpit only adds to the experience which I enjoy a lot. This game is enjoyed by both, casual gamers and professional pilots as well. The game sends me to another world and is like a therapy for me. And playing MS Flight Simulator makes me feel like a bird. The game brings me a joy I cannot express through words.
Here are some content from the game:
- Some beautiful scenes (this is just a trailer)
- Beautiful clouds
- FS vs Real life
- Montage
- Hudson River
Here is me playing FS on my friend's PC:
- Potash Ponds
- Simpson Desert
- The deep hole near Antarctica
why I can't get it:
I cannot afford it to be honest. I have taken some surveys to earn a bit here and there to collect for the game but it's such a long process and the reward is generally not worth it. My bad luck is that due to a technical mistake, the game was selling with 80% discount but due to time zone difference, I couldn't grab on the once in a lifetime opportunity. I also tried other giveaways for steam gift cards, but I never win them, and they are so rare to come by. I am really struggling with money and hence I am here.
Because I cannot afford the game, I tried to look into alternatives:
- Xplanes really is the only contender, but it lacks the real-time aspect of weather, wind, terrain MS Flight Simulator provides. Moreover, it's more about planes and their simulation than exploration.
- DCS World, which is a full-on military combat simulation game. Even though that game is extremely hard to play with a keyboard, I still managed to play some couple of hours in it. However, it's really not something I am interested in as It's not a game where you can explore the world and the Jet planes are very speedy and hard to control. Compared to that, Flight Simulator is more of an arcade style game and controlling it is fun and easy even with keyboard and mouse.
An explanation of why GamePass and MS Rewards ain't the way:
MS Rewards: In India, we can only get an Amazon gift voucher for Rs. 250 for 4,000 points. So only 162 points are allotted per day to farm. Given that, I get mere Rs. 250 in 25 days. So a total of something around 64,000 points required for a total of Rs 4000. This is what the game costs now post sale. So it would take me around more than a year to accumulate so many points. By then I might just lose interest in the game.
Game Pass: I don't have a card that can work with game pass. And in the long run it will cost me far more than what the game would have cost me. I also won 2 month free game pass key on reddit which I wasn't able to redeem due to card issue. It's a game that I plan to play for a really long time.
Also, I am saving to get a 500GB SSD just for this game along with some add-ons. I won't be asking here if I could have afforded all of these. I cannot get both of them. And SSD costs more than the game.
why you should gift it to me:
I will be playing this game everyday and you won't feel your money is wasted. This gift will bring such a big smile to my face that even Joker would feel ashamed. I know many people hoard games and don't play them, or they play for a few times and stop. I can guarantee you that once I get this game, I will be playing it every single day! This game is the reason I am for the first time requesting for a game here. And I promise I will do justice to the game and gifter. I am not requesting for any deluxe version or anything, just the base game will suffice for me. I can say it from my heart that the day I get this game, will be the day I will be flying in the air of joy! As this community works on the principle of making others happy with no selflessness! But I can never be happy unless I own this game. This game is the only game missing from my library of happiness.
If that's not enough, let me tell you something: you will feel on top of the world if you gift this game to me, even more than me. Don't ask me how. Be the first person to gift someone MS Flight Simulator on this sub and feel proud. If you don't feel on top the world, I will make sure to pick you up free of cost from your home in one of your choice of plane and will personally drop you on the top of Mt. Everest. I will also let you touch some buttons in the cockpit or let you control the yoke. But only you have to figure out how to get down from the Mt., as I will be flying all that time exploring the world. But if you don't like cold places, I can show you a secret place (This Secret place is a part of a DLC and there is a way to unlock this place)!
To anyone who gifts this game to me, I will forever remember you and engrave your name on my grave thanking you that I died in peace. And when I meet God, I will personally tell him that if it weren't for you, I would have gone to hell.
My steam ID
Price of base 40th Anniversary edition in India: Rs. 3,999. However, I will still ask for the discounted price of 2,999 which is $35. The rest I will try to manage from somewhere or use the MS Reward for 4 months.
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2023.03.26 13:26 ThrowRA_sunkship12 My (22M) GF (23F) is very unappreciative and it’s killing my self esteem.
I have been “dating” this girl for almost four years. The relationship transitioned into long-distance after 2 years due to work reasons.
From the get go I knew she was the one for me personality wise, we had very similar personalities and really bonded over small things. This was the kind of girl that I would stay up till 3am doing homework, so I could have my weekends free for her. We went on quite a few dates and really had a good time, I would bring her coffee, dinner, flowers, etc and tried to make her feel appreciated. The first signs of negativity were when she told me to ease up on this as it was making her sister who she lived with jealous, because she had never experienced a boyfriend like this. So I eased up.
We were in college at the time, so money wasn’t the easiest to come by. She started liking going out less and less due to studies, so we transitioned into me making her dinner and watching movies. She got really upset about this, because I was only cooking dinner for her and not her brother and sister as well. I started cooking for them as well. Every time I asked her to go on dates on the weekend, whether putt putt or whatever, she would get upset that I didn’t want to include her family or that I was pulling her away from school. This went on for the remainder of the time we spent together, where I planned dates, brought her coffee, made her fun baskets for halloween and easter, and regardless of all of this she would still find ways to be upset at me. If I went golfing alone and didn’t invite her brother she would be mad. If I brought her coffee or dinner and not everyone else she would be mad. This is my first relationship and I didn’t know what to expect.
Long distance was rough.
She called me twice a day when she was going to work and leaving work. She wasn’t the best at responding to texts and often would get back to me within a few hours at a time. If I called her late at night to chat about my day or say goodnight oftentimes she was on the couch watching a show with her mom, so she would make it a 1 minute conversation and hang up.
When she visited me I wanted her to feel like her time was valued, so I really made an effort. I took her to all of my favorite restaurants, let her pick restaurants, took her to NFL, MLB, MLS sporting events. Took her to the zoo, our local amusement park 2 times, kayaking, fireworks shows, shopping at the malls, to our world famous grocery store whenever she wanted. I basically wanted to make sure that if she was visiting she was getting her moneys worth. I was very much a “yes man”, where if she wanted breakfast, coffee, to go to the grocery, etc I would do it. If she needed something from the store, I would go get it, if she wanted to do something we did it. However, this was pretty much expected from me I guess, the only thing I wanted was once to hear wow I had a great day thank you so much. Instead usually it was pointing out some mistake I made earlier in the day that I forgot about or something I did that upset her, that I didn’t intend to do. There was always something for me to improve on in her eyes.
When I would visit her and her family, I didn’t really expect a lot. I used about 10 days of PTO visiting a year and the majority of the time we spent with her family. If I brought up that I’d really like to go on a date with her, she would make me feel bad and ask why I didn’t just spend time with her family. I eased up on this as well and just decided it was better to let it be. Oftentimes visiting consisted of household chores followed by relaxing inside then going to dinner. I helped them with landscaping for hours in the Texas heat, moving furniture, putting together furniture, getting groceries, etc. They would all go golf, but my girlfriend liked to ride with the girls in a 3 person group while the boys went in another 3 person group.
During this time when we spent it with her family I felt like things always went alright, I wouldn’t say they went the best as I have trouble with my social battery, but let me tell you my girlfriend didn’t let it go unnoticed. I would always be made to feel like crap for any mistake I made around her family or if I just wanted to take a minute alone to recharge and didn’t want to be surrounded by her family constantly. It was ironic I guess though because her brother would take a break in the day or when she would visit she would take naps or time away, and I didn’t criticize her. To get to the point of all of this, I feel like no matter what I do I am always wrong and have never felt more unappreciated and unloved by someone. It’s taken me four years to realize this, but I don’t care about the lack of effort on her end as I’m not here to change her I just want her to appreciate the things I do. She always claims how much she loves me and says I don’t do enough to make her feel loved via words, but I think I’m in such an emotional whirlwind constantly or not knowing what’s right and wrong that I feel emotionally closed off.
How do I discuss this without losing the relationship?
TLDR: During 4 years of dating I take my girlfriend on countless dates and introduce her to numerous experiences, but she always finds a way to find a flaw in me or one of my actions. It’s become a vicious cycle where I’ve became more and more emotionally distant. I just wanted her to appreciate me more. How do I bring this up without losing the relationship?
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2023.03.26 13:26 Etienne-Roi2023 My ranking of the one-hundred episodes of Distractible
1 Beware the Candy Uncle
2 Pet Stories
3 Dangerous Coasters
4 Bob’s Fridge
5 Funniest Joke in the World
6 Oh Shit Moments
7 How Dare You
8 The Bobs & the Bees
9 Anything Goes
10 Disappointing Our Parents
11 Kids Are Stupid
12 Dreams and Nightmares
13 King of Meat
14 I Was Wrong
15 Who’s The Worst
16 Hair
17 Worst World Records
18 Conspiracy Theories
19 Perfect Crime
20 The Boys Bet It All
21 Supernatural
22 Bad Habits
23 Young & Stupid
24 Good Bad Habits
25 We Got Screwed
26 Go With Your Gut
27 We Are All Going to Die
28 One Paw In The Grave
29 Superstitions
30 The Perfect Meal
31 Distractible: The Musical
32 Waste of Money
33 Bob Doesn’t Know
34 Camping
35 Old Men
36 Change
37 Naked
38 The Fairest Episode Ever
39 Hold My Beer
40 The Atrocities of Summer
41 Never Give Up
42 Good Advice?
43 Dating Advice
44 Don’t Laugh
45 Fuck You Energy
46 Body Odor
47 Fears & Fetishes
48 Wade’s Silly Choices
49 Would You Rather
50 Failed Resolutions
51 I Tried So Hard And I Got So Far But In The End It Didn’t Even Matter
52 Lies From Parents
53 Transportation
54 Broken News
55 Life Plan
56 Just Relax* (100!!!!)
57 The Distractible Gameshow
58 Christmas Gone Wrong
59 Cryptids Are Scary
60 Musical Memories
61 Happy Funerals
62 Thank You
63 Aliens Among Us
64 Friendship Test: Mark Edition
65 How to Make a Best Friend
66 The Shoe Game
67 We’re NOT Getting Older
68 We Die on Your Hills
69 Solving The Unsolvable
70 The Bait Debate
71 The Ick
72 Bob’s Baby
73 Am I the Asshole?
74 Candy Tier List
75 Fast Food Tier List
76 Wade’s Secret Words
77 Big or Small
78 Hill I Will Die On
79 Conventions
80 So Bad It’s Good
81 Before We Die
82 Profession Confessions
83 Devil’s Advocate
84 Worst Piece of Shit Episode Ever
85 That One Guy
86 Serotonin
87 The Masks We Wear
88 Fake Tech
89 The Distractible Threesome
90 Video Game Tier List
91 Don’t Say Christmas
92 Synchronicity
93 Criminally Subliminal
94 Future
95 Oh No, The Future UwU
96 Humanity is Bad
97 Self Confidence
98 You Member?
99 The Perfect Day
100 The Emmy Losing Episode
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2023.03.26 13:25 Enai_Siaion Brynnhildr, Taker of the Slain
Brynnhildr is a bruiseassassin with disruptive short ranged skills and the ability to enter battle on her own terms. She starts out as a high impact assassin and transitions into a disruptive bruiser.
Lore
Frodnar stood up, blinking, with much effort. Why was he on the ground? Where were his axe and shield? Why did everything seem so unreal and dreamlike? The sounds of battle seemed distant and the muddy field was steeped in an unearthly glow. As he slowly pondered these questions, still stunned from that mace blow, someone behind him put a hand on his shoulder. "Frodnar, it is time", she spoke.
"They got me, didn't they?"
She nodded silently, waiting for his bearsmead trance to wear off. As the blood left his body, so would the elixir leave his mind. They had made it farther than the enemy must have expected, just the twenty of them with axes and wolfskins going up against the entire legion. The ambush was flawless, but it was not enough. She knew it was never going to be enough.
"Where is the warband? How many of the rooster draggers did I take down with me?"
She shook her head, with not a hint of sadness in her eyes. "Grapeshot."
"But I can't... The village needs me! The women and children...!"
She remained silent.
"You can skewer their whole legion on that god-spear of yours. Do something!"
"The Gods wove the tapestry of fate to be admired, not touched. Your death was prophesised." She handed him his axe and shield back and coolly continued, "Come with me, einherjer. Your time on Runeterra is over, but one final battle awaits," as the earth quietly dropped out from under the pair and the skies faded into a brilliant white glow and gave way to the myriad stars of Nivheim.
Lying on the floor of a hastily dug trench, a young woman looked up at the stars, watching the glare of a falling star streak past overhead. A portent from the heavens; a sign of victory or doom? She did not dare to hope for much more than a bitter victory, and even that would be a miracle. The legion was still advancing on their position and her brothers were probably already dead. Their only hope was that the men had done enough damage to dissuade them from a frontal attack.
"Mom, the falling star, what does it mean?", a boy asked, no older than fifteen.
"It means we will win this, Bjarn. The Gods are with us. Maybe you'll get to kill a war elephant!", she said, gesturing to the makeshift crossbow he was holding in his knuckles.
It sounded very unconvincing, and Bjarn knew it, and so did the falling star descending invisibly on the small group of defenders. Unbeknowst to the mortals in the trenches, the enemy already knew their position and were loading their cannons. Bjarn would never even get to shoot his crossbow, and then she would rush the enemy ranks in a suicidal charge and that would be that. Wrong place, wrong time, as fate ordained.
As she gave her son a hug, the falling star landed silently on the ruins, watching the small group of defenders in the trench that would be their tomb. A single ethereal tear fell and vanished as the cannons flared in the distance.
Behind the thunder of the barrage, a faint ripple in the tapestry drew the messenger's eye, a single thread unwinding far behind enemy lines. The defenders were still alive: one of the cannons had not fired. Through the din of battle, she listened.
I will not shoot at women and children so the high command can add a few more miles to their borders. Fire! Fire, soldier! This is an order! We can just put down our weapons and walk away. We can put an end to this. Hands in the air! Drop the match! Drop it! She cast one last glance at the stars she would never touch again and landed at Bjarn's side, taking care not to startle the boy.
"Be not afraid, Bjarn. You need to do something. You know how to use that crossbow?" "Yes, I... shot a rat... just yesterday..." "Good. See that star up there, just a bit brighter than the others? Aim straight at it and shoot." "Who are..." "Do not sit here waiting to die. Shoot. Follow my last prophecy. Unravel the tapestry."
And Bjorn did as she asked, and watched the crude dart arc into the distance, carried by a lucky wind.
This is bigger than you, soldier. If you don't fire, someone else will, and if they don't, someone else will. You are nothing! Suddenly, unexpectedly, but exactly as the messenger had prophesised, a crossbow bolt fell from the sky, knocking the lit match out of the soldier's hand, sending it tumbling through the air and into a nearby barrel.
As the echoes of the bombardment faded, the mother gripped her sword, awaiting the charge. In the distance, the enemy line rushed towards them, then hesitated, stumbled; swept off their horses and knocked to the ground by a scorching wind as the horizon lit up with a brilliant glow. Burning debris and a cloud of gunpowder smoke filled the sky.
"The cannons! Bjarn, the cannons!" She turned to her son and
who is that wait is that a-- "Is... is Bjarn dead?" "Not right now. Maybe later," the messenger replied. "Are we going to die?" "I do not know. The tapestry is unwoven, your fate is now in your hands alone. I have broken my oath; the power of prophecy is no longer mine."
The messenger looked around the trench, pointing her spear at the enemy line where the soldiers were clambering around, disoriented, searching for their weapons and horses. "Listen up! The children stay here and watch for ambushes. The adults join me! We strike that wagon over there before they remember which way to point their swords. That's their carrier pigeon cage. We take that out, we cut their communication lines."
"We can actually win this?", the mother asked.
"We have been given a chance. Nothing more, nothing less. The rest is up to us," the valkyrie replied.
And when her warhorn sounded and she took to the air, the villagers rose up from the trenches and the einherjer with them, rushing the enemy line, as flaming debris rained down from the heavens like falling stars.
Model
Brynnhildr is a valkyrie who has broken her oath and is doomed to remain in Runeterra. She has gray feathered wings with hints of iridescent starlight and wears elegant gray starmetal armor, a deep blue feather cloak and a circlet decorated with starmetal wings over long blonde hair streaming behind her.
She uses her wings to hover just above the ground, but walks when slowed.
Her weapon of choice is a long starmetal spear. She usually holds it one-handed, but grips it in two hands during [Q] Star of Hope.
When she dies, her corpse burns away with starlight flames, leaving no body.
- Easter egg: On her left hand she wears an enchanted ring, forged by Ornn out of stolen Runegold.
Skins
- Death-Fate Brynnhildr: Raven feathers and a black hooded cloak; one of the Greek Keres.
- Merciful Brynnhildr: Old soldiers may fade, but HEROES NEVER DIE.
- Biblically Accurate Brynnhildr: Be not afraid. (Legendary skin; three lion heads and flaming wheels rotating like helicopter blades.)
Abilities
[Passive] Taker of the Slain
"I have good news and bad news. The good news is that the Gods have taken an interest in you." Doom-Sight: Brynnhildr has vision of all allied champion corpses on the map.
Guide the Einherjer: Brynnhildr can right click an allied champion corpse within range to fly to its location and carry off its spirit. For each spirit chosen this way, she gains bonus damage and defence until that champion respawns. This can only be performed once per corpse.
Stat | Value |
Guide the Fallen: Range | 400 |
Guide the Fallen: Buff: Bonus attack damage | 5 (+level/2) (=5-14 to 20-56 total) |
Guide the Fallen: Buff: Bonus armoMR | 3 (+level/3) (=3-9 to 12-36 total) |
Guide the Fallen: Mana cost | 30 |
[Passive] Gray Swan
hums 'Ride of the Valkyries' Brynnhildr can fly at a higher altitude, assuming a more streamlined pose and gaining bonus movement speed, ghosting and increased vision range.
- To activate, Brynnhildr must move in the same direction for a certain distance to attain enough lift, after which she automatically flaps her wings to climb.
- The ability ends when Brynnhildr attacks, casts an ability or takes damage.
Stat | Value |
Movement speed | +30% (+2/level) (=32-66%) |
Vision range | +150 |
Activates when moving in the same direction for a distance of | 1250 |
[Q] Star of Hope
"Remember the dead, but fight for the living." Brynnhildr performs a short dash with her spear, damaging the first enemy unit in her path. On impact, she flaps her starlight infused wings, dealing area effect damage to enemy units next to the target in a line perpendicular to its travel path. The dash can collide with terrain obstacles.
If Brynnhildr is in [Passive] Gray Swan mode, she performs a much longer ranged point-and-click "Swan Dive", swooping down with a shrieking cry and crashing into the target with a spear attack followed by a wing spin that deals area effect damage in a radius around the target. This version of the ability can travel over terrain obstacles.
The "Swan Dive" can also target allied champion corpses at an even longer distance, immediately applying [Passive] Taker of the Slain to the corpse.
Stat | Value |
Range (Regular) | 450 |
Range (Swan Dive) | 900 (1350 if corpse targetted) |
Wing strike (Regular): Width | 250 |
Wing strike (Swan Dive): Radius | 300 |
Wing strike: Physical damage | 40/70/100/130/160 (+1.15 total AD) |
Cooldown | 12/11/10/9/8 seconds |
Mana cost | 70/75/80/85/90 |
[W] Between Worlds
"It is not yet your time. Return whence you came." Brynnhildr grabs an enemy unit in melee range and carries them into the sky, making both herself and the target untargettable for a short time before dive bombing the target back down for major damage and a slow. If this is the last enemy unit and the damage kills it, she then immediately goes into [Passive] Gray Swan mode.
If Brynnhildr activates this ability during [Q] Star of Hope, it immediately casts on impact instead of waiting for the animation to finish. This deletes the wing strike and its area effect damage, dealing the damage only to the direct target, but prevents the target from escaping after the dash lands.
Stat | Value |
Duration | Up to 1.25 seconds (impact occurs 0.25 seconds before the end) |
Impact: Physical damage | 30/50/70/90/110 (+1.0 total AD) |
Impact: Slow | 50% fading over 1.1/1.2/1.3/1.4/1.5 seconds |
Cooldown | 18/16/14/12/10 seconds |
Mana cost | 80/85/90/95/100 |
[E] Valravn
"Your fall was preordained. Come with me." Passive: The enchantment on her Ring of Runegold increases Brynnhildr's attack speed against enemy champions and applies a stacking "Doomed" mark to the target, up to 3 stacks.
Active: Must be cast at a target in melee range with 3 "Doomed" stacks on it. Brynnhildr grabs the target and leaps backwards with a flap of her wings, taking the target with her. If she jumps over a terrain obstacle this way, the target is pulled into the obstacle and stunned, allowing her to escape.
Stat | Value |
Passive: Bonus attack speed | 20/25/30/35/40% |
Passive: Mark duration | 2 seconds (refreshed on attack) |
Active: Backwards leap distance | 350 |
Active: Terrain collision stun to target | 1.5 seconds |
Active: Cooldown | 12/11/10/9/8 seconds |
Active: Mana cost | 60/65/70/75/80 |
[R] Götterdämmerung
"Fight. Go. Take back this world from the Gods." Brynnhildr sends the einherjer, the immortal spirits of her chosen champions, to attack her opponents.
The einherjer are invulnerable and intangible flying warrior spirits with swords and axes (canonically they are the champions she has chosen with [Passive] Taker of the Slain). They appear behind Brynnhildr, seek out an enemy champion with "Doomed" stacks from [E] Valravn and fly into the target while swinging their weapon for damage. They pass through their target several times, turning around with wide arcs to attack again before dissipating when their attack limit is reached.
- If more than one enemy champion has stacks, the attacks are split between them depending on their relative number of stacks (if one has 3 stacks and one has 1 stack, the damage is split 75-25%).
- The stacks on the target(s) do not fall off while the spirits are attacking them.
- If the target dies, the spirits will find other targets with stacks to exhaust their remaining attacks.
- The spirits will pursue targets indefinitely, but have a maximum duration and will dissipate when it runs out regardless of how many attacks remain.
- This ability cannot be cast if there are no enemy champions with stacks within its detection radius.
The number of spirits increases based on the number of champions she has chosen with [Passive] Taker of the Slain.
Stat | Value |
Detection radius | 800 |
Number of Einherjer | 3 + Number of champions currently chosen with [Passive] Taker of the Slain |
Einherjer: Movement speed | 600 |
Einherjer: Attack limit | 3 (destroyed after 5 seconds) |
Einherjer: Physical damage | 15/25/35 (+0.1 bonus AD) (=45/75/105 (+0.3 bonus AD) per spirit) (=135/225/315 (+0.9 bonus AD) to 315/525/735 (+2.1 bonus AD) total) |
Cooldown | 180/140/100 seconds |
Gameplay
Brynnhildr goes top or jungle, starting with [Q] Star of Hope in top lane and [E] Valravn in the jungle.
In either role, her lack of sustain hampers her ability to passively farm and she should hunt for early kills instead. Engaging with [Q] Star of Hope into [W] Between Worlds results in decent damage and delays their escape, potentially leading to a pull from [E] Valravn to stall them further while she auto attacks them.
In the jungle, she is very mobile thanks to [Passive] Gray Swan. It does need a runway to activate and turns off when she gets hit, making it much harder to use in top lane and mitigating the potentially abusive scenario of being able to hard engage from outside the opponent's range.
At level 6, the ultimate comes online. It only deals damage, and not a lot of it at first, but the spirits continue to pursue the target until their duration or attack limit runs out. It is primarily useful for counterganking and dragon fights because the damage scales up if her allies die first and [Q] Star of Hope has a very long range when aimed at an allied corpse.
Her weakest point is the mid game. Her AD scaling is not the greatest and she lacks defensive buffs and therefore needs [W] Between Worlds as an aggro dump, using it like Playful/Trickster instead of as part of her combo. This is a transitional phase and she should build hard defence at this point.
In the end game, her role shifts into a disruptive bruiser tank of sorts. Damage falls off, but her attack speed gets fast enough to chain [E] Valravn after [W] Between Worlds, trapping the target in a CC combo if they don't manage to escape the slow. Furthermore, she now benefits from staying longer in the fight due to [Passive] Taker of the Slain and the power of [R] Götterdämmerung to turn a losing teamfight around if she waits until the last moment (but no longer) to cast it.
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