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Puppies Smiling

2014.10.23 15:00 Puppies Smiling

A great collection of puppies smiling to brighten your day!
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2014.03.09 18:39 holdenwook Guaranteed to make you smile

Guaranteed to make you smile.
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2013.05.27 07:14 SUMMON OPPAI!!!

This is for the DxD Light Novel series not High School or your High School experience.
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2023.06.07 10:11 Jealous-Fig Venting my frustrations

So, after spending a few minutes on this sub I see that a lot of people are venting their frustrations with Instagram, so I would like to as well, since I don't really know who else to talk about this with.
I've been using the app since 2015, and even though I have experienced countless glitches in all these years, recently it's been grating my nerves a lot more than usual, since the glitches are also way more prevalent. I know some of this is my old, wore-down phone's fault, but a lot of my friends with newest Iphones are experiencing the same stuff so I know it's just Instagram being its usual self.
Here are only some of the glitches I can recall experiencing in the past week or so (and some older ones too): Shein giveaway bots (all of my friends have been getting them too), the app crashing when I try to open a dm conversation with my friend, crashing when I tried to open reshared posts on other people's stories, not letting me post a reel, glitching when I tried to post a high quality photo, my own reels not working for other people and being frozen, and not to mention the evergreen porn bots liking my story. + There's still my old account, which got hacked in 2020 and still hasn't been taken down after e-mailing them about it multiple times and providing all the proof needed.
Most of these issues were fixed by deleting and re-downloading the app, but I guess the final nail in the coffin for me is the recent hashtags update. I just cannot understand the logic behind even coming up with something like that, you could give me a million years and I still wouldn't be able to think of something so idiotic. For me it shows posts from as far as 59 weeks ago. It benefits no one except accounts who already have a big following. I am both a photocards collector (there's a whole community of sellers on Instagram) and an artist. It was extremely useful to find posts with my desired photocards that were posted 2 minutes ago, and be able to get them before they're sold out. As an artist, it was useful for my own stuff getting out there and finding underrated artists that don't have a big following.
I don't really know how to wrap this up, but it's just become so frustrating to see Instagram not listen to feedback at all, add useless features that only clog the app and refuse to fix issues that people have been complaining about for years. I have made countless friends and joined many communities on this app over the years, so it’s sad that it has turned out be this way.
(I am aware that it is a bit silly to write a whole manifesto about not liking an app anymore but cut me some slack,, I have been holding some of these in for years)
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2023.06.07 09:57 LoliMadi I have a huge keloid on my 3 year old piercing and it hurts so bad I can't sleep

I've had a cartilage/helix piercing on my ear for 3 years, it had a tiny bump on it for a while but within the past month or so it's become huge, about the size of my pinkie nail. The jewelry is a hoop and I have no idea how to take it out and i'm scared the keloid will grow faster if I take it out. I have an appointment with the dermatologist to get the keloid surgically removed in july, but it's growing so fast and hurts so bad I just don't know what to do. They don't have any appointments available until then.
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2023.06.07 09:57 RiRi_xoxo_ Proud of stray kids and expecting too much

From last 2 years, I've been wanting skz to win a MAMA daesang (we all know why specifically MAMA because even if everyone says it's rigged, it's still asia's biggest award). Last to last year, I didn't expect them to win anyway because all the odds were in tannies' favour and bts is my ult so I wasn't really bummed at all. But last year, skz was so close to get the worldwide icon daesang and was lost by a mere margin but we still thought that they could win at the end because of another judge's criteria, they still didn't win and ive won SOTY daesang last year as well.
This year however, is there a chance of them winning ALOTY as their album sales are quite high and they also have nice streams on Spotify and comparatively doing okay on k-charts as well. I want them to win because we all know that since bts is on hiatus, the other 3rd-4th gen bgs have a chance i.e., skz and svt (as they count spotify streams as well), I am afraid that if they don't get it this year then it would be harder in coming years as well, new groups are nailing it on the other charts and we all know how quickly the newer groups could take over.
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2023.06.07 09:21 Harry_is_white_hot I'm not buying the whole "We have no data on crash retrievals" narrative being pushed by Gough et. al. and the Pentagon. There is an enormous amount of declassified and sanitized information available in DoD and DoE holdings, including organization names, addresses, and telephone numbers.

I'm not buying the whole

Don't know where to look
https://ia601505.us.archive.org/30/items/StarfishPrimeInterimReportByCommanderJTF8/Starfish%20Prime%20Interim%20Report%20By%20Commander%20JTF-8.mp4
There is a lot of scientific data holdings from EG&G, Los Alamos and Lawrence Livermore National Laboratories regarding Bluegill Triple Prime shootdown, crash and retrieval. These excerpts of transcripts from the Nevada Test Site Oral History archives by former EG&G staff involved in the Operation Fishbowl tests describe the scientific instruments used in the Bluegill Triple Prime shot, the KC-135 platforms they operated from and how they were calibrated. (Interviewer questions in italics).
Interview with Peter Henry Zavattaro (EG&G) May 31, 2005 https://special.library.unlv.edu/ark%3A/62930/d19g5gr4z
"Shortly after I got started in this, we got involved with Los Alamos [National Laboratory] oratory] on a project called—well, we were building a system called a Z system, and this was designed to—this was a pre-Vela [Uniform] activity and it was designed to look at air fluorescence of a nuclear burst out of space, out in the outer atmosphere. The X-rays would impinge on the atmosphere and light it up at certain precise wavelengths. So we built this system to look at that. And it was deployed around the world. (pg 2)
Dominic was the Pacific test program and, was kind of a period where we tested, I guess it was over 100 tests, every day almost. And I was supporting a branch of the Air Force at the time. And we had a KC-135 that was filled with instrumentation, cameras, antennas. We looked at electromagnetic pulses and photographed things. And we flew on the airplane. Whenever there was a test, we would fly down to Christmas Island or wherever the test was, collect data, and fly back. Lived in Oahu, so we worked out of Hickam Air Force Base [Hawaii] for months and months.
In July of ‘62, I think it was ‘62, [07/09/1962] we started the high-altitude series, which the first test was Starfish. Starfish was a large-yield device, 400 miles up or something. It’s in the book someplace. [DOE/NV—209 Rev 15 December 2000]
But anyway that lit up the whole sky. You could see that the sky turned green from Hawaii to Samoa. It was just spectacular. I had a copy of Life Magazine that had that on the cover and I can’t find it.
It would be in ‘62; ‘62 issue of Life. But after that particular test, there was concerns about what the Russians were doing, and the plane that I was supporting went to Russia. I stayed in Hawaii and took a trailer of equipment, and the government rented a freighter, a Portuguese freighter called Private Frank J. Petracka. My trailer was strapped to one of the holds on this freighter and we went down to Johnson Island, and I spent forty-six days anchored off Johnson Island looking at the rest of the high-altitude series plus some atmospheric shots. The shots down there, the famous one was Bluegill because it took them three tries to actually get that successfully fired. The first one blew up on the pad. The second one blew up shortly after launch, so there were parts of rocket motors and things falling down. And the third test was successful. (pg. 4)
(Zavattaro is mistaken here - it was the 4th test of the Bluegill device that was successful).
But after Dominic was over, I became more involved with Los Alamos. The first thing that happened after the test series was over was coming up with a readiness program for resuming testing in the Pacific, and that was called the Future Off-Continent Program, FOC. And I worked on that until the program was cancelled. Basically, it was a clause in one of the safeguards, Safeguard C, that said we had to be prepared to promptly resume atmospheric testing in the Pacific. So they came up with a concept for that exercise. The concept was that to so that to solve some of the logistics problems of the past test series—because weather in the Pacific is really spotty. You never know where you can see things. So the concept was they would have a flying experiment. They would have the drop plane fly and they would have an array of airplanes follow it and they would find some nice clear place in the Pacific and fire the test. So this was the concept, and to support that, each of the labs had designed an aircraft for experimentation. Sandia had their own, [Lawrence] Livermore [National Laboratory] had their own, and Los Alamos had their own. So they modified these three aircraft, which were called NC-135s, which were refuelable KC-135s, at Fort Worth [Texas]. General Dynamics modified the planes. And I supported—we would go down and we designed the camera mounts and a lot of the stuff that went on the air—a lot of the supporting infrastructure, cameras and things, that went on the airplanes. And then after they completed them, they moved them to Kirtland Air Force Base [New Mexico]; Holmes and Narver designed an array of pad, three pads, for the aircraft, and they were stationed down there. And we had an array of trailers and we staffed it with people from Boston. The first test of this system was called Crosscheck, and we had an experiment. We went out to the Pacific and checked out with a flare and cameras and the whole nine yards to see if everything worked. (pg 5)
What was going on in Boston, supporting Los Alamos, was looking at the high altitude data. We were digitizing all the thousands of frames of data that we had from the highaltitude tests with very sophisticated digitizing equipment at the time. And the lab felt that the arrangement was too costly to have this interface, so they wanted us to move our resources that supported them to Los Alamos, and that’s when we basically opened the office there. I moved to Los Alamos in ’70 to set up an engineering department; and I moved about, I think it was thirteen or fourteen people that worked for me from Boston to Los Alamos."
Now, which division or group were you supporting at Los Alamos?
This was J-10.
J-10 was the field division, the real test division, and at that time that was the biggest, the key group. It was headed up by a guy named Herman Hoerlin who was a quite famous scientist from Germany, and he was a very interesting guy. (pg 9)
And who was the head of J-Division then?
It went through a few people. Herman Hoerlin, after Herman left, God, I can’t— A whole bunch of people. Don [Donald M.] Kerr was there for a while. Hard to remember all these things. It’s been so many years. (pg.11).

Interview with James Arnold Hodges (EG&G) January 17 2005 https://special.library.unlv.edu/ark%3A/62930/d16m33f80
"Well, not originally. Actually, I went into that pretty quick, too, into the taking pictures. I worked with Harry Smith who had some cameras called, oh, well, what were those called? We were up at Building 400 and we had rotor cameras. They had a rotor in them that turned 4,000 rps [rotations per second] and they would—oh, streak cameras, that’s what they were called. When the bomb went off, they made a streak with time and that showed you, since you knew what the speed of the rotor was and how long the film was, it showed you how big the fireball got. They used that for measurements on the yield, yield measurements. And I did that quite a while. When I wasn’t doing the streak camera measurements, I was working in the office in the other photo camera stations. We had photo stations everywhere sitting out there with cameras in them, all types of cameras, all speeds from Rapatronic cameras that took a picture in four billionths of a second to so-called cloud cameras that took a picture every few seconds and traced the cloud as it was going up. (pg. 4)
Some of the pictures that we took are still classified. One of them was taken by a Rapatronic camera. I had a streak camera with a sixteen-foot telescope on it and it looked right into the cab of the tower and you could see the case of the bomb. We have a picture of a crack appearing in the case as it started to blow up. That picture’s still classified. And then I took one at Johnston Island from the deck of the Boxer, that’s an old aircraft carrier with an old wood deck, it was an old one. And they classified the picture because it was some clouds which had, of course, the aerial bomb went off way up in the atmosphere and there was a cloud shaped like an angel, so they said, Oh, we don’t dare publish that picture. People will say we’re punching a hole in the sky and all the air’s going to run out and everything else. And so they classified that picture, and as far as I know, it’s still classified. I don’t think it was ever released. (pg.6)
I was there for the so-called high altitude sun tests. We took pictures from a high altitude airplane.
So you took pictures from the plane.
Yes. Of the sun. I don’t remember just why.
And did you take those, or again did you have equipment set up to do that?
We had equipment set up to do it. I shot some stills from Johnston Island, from the deck of the carrier, I shot some of those stills. That’s in fact the one where the angel was, I shot that one. And like I say, that one’s hid somewhere far, far down in the—
So none of your stuff ever went out to the media or the press.
No.
This was just all for in-house EG&G?
Yeah. I guess since then they released some of the shots. (pg.25)

Interview with Vernon Henry Jones (EG&G) October 4, 2005 https://special.library.unlv.edu/ark%3A/62930/d1q23rb6p
"Right. Now physically what happened with the film? Because I have no idea. The cameras are there. You remove the cameras. How does that work?
Cameras, no. We would remove the film only from all of them. Some of them, you just take the film reel out of them and we had regular film-carrying cases that we would put the film in. Some of them had film magazines on top of them. Some of them were quite large. Like the Fastax camera had a thousand-foot roll of 35-millimeter film on top of it. The Fastax, the name of the camera, it was a real high-speed camera, and it would go through that whole thousand feet of film in one and a half seconds.
No way!
Oh, yes! You should hear that camera when it ran. It was like, stand back!
In what sense?
Noisy! The noise would scare you, hearing that thing wind up the way it did. That camera had a drive motor on the film feed and the take-up spool. That’s how fast that turkey went. So there was probably an average, I don’t know, six to eight cameras in each station. Some were small; some were there for just cloud cover, to see which way the cloud went after the shot. Of course they were real slow-speed cameras. And the others, we had the Mitchell that generally ran at a hundred frames per second. I don’t know offhand what they were really after, but it was one of the cameras, and various other ones in there. We had some high-speed Eastman cameras, slowspeed Triads, and others, I don’t recall their names. (pg.11)
Photo. Setting up field photo. Now there were other people helping me some at times, but for the most part I did the majority of that by myself. A lot of the cameras were mounted on a tripod, small cameras. The camera was called by letters GSAP, which stood for Gunsight Aerial Photography-type camera. It’s a little bitty thing, run on 24 volts, had a fifty-foot roll of 16-millimeter film in them. These were all over the place, taking pictures of all these different things (pg. 52)

Interview with Wayne Albert Violette (EG&G) January 12, 2005
https://special.library.unlv.edu/ark%3A/62930/d1h12vk31
"This was actually done on film. When the bomb would go off, there would be oscilloscope traces recorded and it would record like the alpha growth rate of the bomb. The first few thousandths of a millionth or nanoseconds of the bomb going off is what the critical information was because after that it was all over.
And is that what you guys looked at?
Yes, the first few nanoseconds. That’s where they would get most of their information as far as the effectiveness of the bomb and the efficiency of it, and I’m not sure what the physicists were really looking at, but the alpha growth rate was primarily what we were looking at, right at the very beginning. (pg.10)
I was also sent for two or three weeks to Albuquerque to work on some of the—I think KC-135s, they’re 707s, I believe—was the civilian name for the planes. We went back and we worked on those for putting equipment in them; they were preparing if they went to atmospheric testing again. These had a big window on one side and the equipment was set to where they could take pictures out of it. I had my particular little thing to do, installing certain equipment, so I wasn’t privy to a lot of the details of what they were doing. But that was very interesting, too, to go back there and just be part of it. Sandia built the bombs, and Sandia Labs was back there. (pg.13).
We didn’t process—we came up with negatives. They would look at the negative. It was actually a negative image. It looked like a dark image on a light background, rather than the white image on the dark background. When we would set the equipment up, we would have to get them focused exactly. Very critical on focus and getting the right intensity so they would be the best image possible. We used a lot of Polaroid film doing that. We’d go through boxes and boxes of Polaroid film on the setup of it. The actual photo, though, was then done on an actual negative. So I know Polaroid must’ve made a lot of money off the test site because we used a lot of that, and yellow tape." (pg.15)
Military v Civilian control
It also appears that there were problems within the U.S. Government bureaucracy regarding the military maintaining control over nuclear weapons. This is rectified somehow by the wording in the Atomic Energy Act of 1954, and is explained here by the Defence Special Weapons Agency's Associate Dean Byron L. Ristvet.
Interview with Byron Leo Ristvet, (DSWA) April 17, 2006 https://special.library.unlv.edu/ark%3A/62930/d1qf8jw7j
"So the British never had that civilian control quandary that we did. And let me just tell you bluntly, when Truman wanted the Atomic Energy Commission created and in civilian control because he didn’t trust the military, guess who was his strongest supporter? George C. Marshall. Leslie Groves. They both testified secretly at the time that they did not want the production of weapons under the services. They wanted the control of special nuclear material, the design, and the production to remain totally a civilian enterprise.
And what was, their reasoning there again? Was it the knowledge?
No, their reasoning was, is they just felt that the military shouldn’t be in control of such awesome power, that the Constitution had basically said civilians should be in power, and so this way it made it very positive. I think had the Goldwater-Nichols Act been in place where the secretary of war and the secretary of the Navy had control over the CNO and over the chief of staff of the Army who at that time reported directly to the president. It would’ve been different. But the Defense Department really didn’t gain the civilian control power until ’85.
Well, you know, there were changes, and the biggest change to the Atomic Energy Act was ’54, when the military was allowed to have custody of special nuclear material. Prior to that it was always under the control of the AEC, and that was because we were going to these sealed designs, and even where the what’s called the capsule ball assembly was not inserted into the high explosive, it was still carried on the weapon; it was integral to the weapon and you couldn’t manually insert it in flight, it was automatically inserted in flight, and as a result, you had to grant the custody—plus the response times were getting less and less and less. You know, the late forties, three days. By the time you were in ’54, you were getting down to three-or-four-hour kind of response times, about half the time it takes to fly over the poles. By the time you were in the late fifties, you had missiles. Of course we didn’t know the missile gap was sort of nonexistent, but in ’58 the response time was getting down to thirty minutes. And by the time you were in the ’66-’67 time frame, when the Russians had their first fleet ballistic submarines, you were now down to fifteen-minute response time. That’s why the Cuban missile crisis in ’62 was such a huge thing, because now you were looking at seven-or-eight-minute response times. (pg.32)
This is of interest here because according to the Majestic Documents, it was claimed by Allen Dulles that these changes to the Atomic Energy Act 1954 allowed him exclude President John F. Kennedy from knowing the details of the MJ-12 program:

Dulles response to President Kennedy
https://majesticdocuments.com/pdf/mj12opsreview-dulles-61.pdf
It would be interesting to know if Pharis Williams and Oke Shannon had any involvement with the J-10 group at Los Alamos or have knowledge of the Bluegill Triple Prime anomaly.
For the past five years, Lawrence Livermore National Laboratory (LLNL) weapon physicist Greg Spriggs and a crack team of film experts, archivists and software developers have been on a mission to hunt down, scan, reanalyze and declassify film recordings of the U.S. atmospheric nuclear tests. In this video, Lab science communicator Maren Hunsberger interviews Greg Spriggs to answer some of the most frequently asked questions we've received about the test films since sharing them on YouTube.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsOrRWzmmUU&list=PLvGO_dWo8VfcmG166wKRy5z-GlJ_OQND5&index=99
Digitization of atmospheric test films ongoing at LLNL:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWpqGKUG5yY&list=PLvGO_dWo8VfcmG166wKRy5z-GlJ_OQND5&index=1

The Pentagon doesn't seem to be trying too hard to find the data.
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2023.06.07 08:19 CherrioFox Need to get this out

It’s been three months since I was with my ex girlfriend. I’m not claiming to be abused, because I still feel like a load of shit sometimes. But, we were together for 4 or more years, it was online, but we made it work. The two of us were close, the times where our relationship was fine, it was good, but there was times where it was upright shit. As bad as I feel about saying this, I’m glad she’s out of my life. I didn’t really realize till after, she had put me through a ton of stuff I didn’t deserve. She would make me feel guilty for wanting to hangout with friends, stalk my socials, I had zero privacy, belittled me, made fun of some of my interests. She would turn stuff back onto me when I would try to say something was bothering me. She also made my problems seem like nothing, used the excuse of her not knowing how to comfort people, yet she comforted friends just fine. I always listened to her, never judged her, I was always there when she needed me. I was with her all the time, I even neglected my own needs for her. Yet, she still called selfish when we split. It hurt, I cried for weeks over her. She made people believe I was this total awful person, they didn’t even hear me out at all. She would also only talk about her interests, acted like hers were basically better than anyone else’s. She would also always talk about people behind their back. I’m not saying in anyway that I was spotless, because of how miserable I was in the relationship I would get snappy. But, it just hurts that she didn’t even acknowledge anything she’s done to me. It was all just my fault to her. What put the nail in the coffin for our relationship was when I asked her to stay with me, because I wasn’t feeling okay. But, it was apparently too much for her, so she just went and hung out with friends. I didn’t care that she was with friends, it just hurt she wasn’t there. I could go on, but there’s just too much. I don’t know if it’s considered abuse, or not. I just need an outlet. (I’m sorry if what I typed is a mess.)
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2023.06.07 07:44 trung2607 Silver wolf appreciation time!

Just got her and played through the whole event. Was short but gotdamn they couldnt nail her harder if they could! Her personality was so fun to watch. The SASS, the PERFECT VOICE ACTING, the CUTENESS, the funni gremlin vibes. I was already sold before but holy hell. Her EN VA is one of the best in the game imo.
Also i would like to beep and beep with her. Just imagine the "gaming" sessions.
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2023.06.07 07:15 LouSassoulyall The Big3

I don't know what it is but every summer I end up missing the Big3 Podcast. Ever since the podcast officially fizzled out and died back in 2014. I don't count the Simply Don appearances or the brief comeback in 2020. The energy just wasn't the same. I'm talking about the good old days.
I get so nostalgic for the old days. Now a decade in the past. Summer always feels like Big3 season to me. Maybe it was the hyped up big '92 anniversary show back in 2012 back when the RC thing was still funny. Maybe the whole story arch of Mole and JQA getting lost at sea. When Mole was abducted by a children's gang of Colombian drug lords. The summer of 2011 when Perry was in full scam mode. 2013 was this frenzied summer of legendary Perry meltdowns.
Something about summer made these three guys seem more electric,more manic and crazy. Summer just feels like something is missing now without them. Lets be real when you're an adult there's not much to look forward to in the summer. That weekly podcast every Friday was a great end of the week thing to look forward to. Especially in the summer months. Now its all gone. Its like the 4th of July without barbecue and fireworks. I can't believe its really gone.
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2023.06.07 06:48 december1234567 Working teen

Hello everyone!! Mom of a 16M. My son came to me last wk wanting to apply for a summer job. I agreed to help him apply. Did not think much of it and he got hired right away. He just started working Monday. I completely forgot that we have a family vacation coming up the 4th of July wk! Idk how to handle to situation or how to guide him on letting them know he will be out for a wk. Should I reach out the manager or guide him on letting her know that the vacation was planned before he even thought about getting a job. Any tips will help. Thank you
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2023.06.07 06:12 Grand_Finger_8029 Feeling left out of friendship trio and hating my feelings about it

I don't really know if I want advice or just a place to vent but whatever. I'm feeling really shitty right now and need to get all of it off my chest and hope I am not being crazy or awful. For background, everyone involved including myself are 25F. Ariel and I became roommates in college and lived together for a year, and then later Belle moved in to take the place of one of out other roommates. We became friends when Belle moved in to our apartment but we really became a trio a few months later. We have a shared group chat we all talk in pretty much daily and do regular facetime calls since none of us live near each other. Ariel and Belle are closer than I am to Belle but I am pretty close with Ariel. I talk to both of them on a daily basis in our group chat, but talk to Ariel more outside of the group chat. Ariel and Belle have both separately visited me (I live in a different state), with Belle visiting me in Fall 2022 (this is kinda relevant). The three of us also went on a girls trip about a year ago. A little more than a year ago, Belle got engaged to her long term boyfriend and it was very exciting. From early on there were discussions about bachelorette and general wedding details. Bridal party stuff was never mentioned, Belle always seemed pretty lowkey about adhering to wedding traditions so I didn't think much of it. I also didn't want to ask since I wasn't sure what she was doing, but I assumed if she was doing that I would be one. In retrospect, I admit this wasn't a fair assumption. It was either December or January, a good 6+ months from the engagement, when groomsmen were brought up for the first time and I privately asked Ariel about it. She told me that Belle asked her a while ago to be a bridesmaid. I felt really caught off guard; I'm not a Karen, it is totally up to Belle who she chooses for her wedding party. I also found out it was pretty small too (4 bridesmaids and 4 groomsmen), and I was also in a wedding in November and recently asked to be in another one, while Ariel has never been in a wedding. Ariel is also quite frankly a better bridesmaid than I would be: she follows wedding stuff, is super organized, and is local and able to go to more pre-wedding events. I also know Ariel and Belle are closer so I am not surprised she asked Ariel. I just felt kinda shitty, like this was being kept from me on purpose, especially since Belle came to visit me for a weekend and we talked wedding stuff and there would've been time to mention this to me, but whatever I too hate confrontation and awkward situations which is why I am here. I def was a bit insecure about it and vented a bit to Ariel when she told me, but after that I let it be. Belle made a choice, I can't even fault her for it. I have my own insecurities and that's on me to deal with. She did have a bachelorette and I was invited. It was fun. There were a couple other girls there who weren't part of the bridal party which helped, except I knew one of them was a pity invite which def got to my insecurities of being like that too. I wasn't able to make it to the bridal shower because it was too far away. Meanwhile, friendships are fine, no drama there. Since I am not local, I stayed with Ariel and rode with her to the wedding. I felt awkward with her talking about bridesmaid stuff but whatever. She had to get there the day before for the rehearsal and everything. I felt a bit awkward about being with Ariel but not invited to the rehearsal especially since some people invite out-of-state guests to that, but another friend of ours (Snow) stayed with us at the hotel so we hung out. Snow and I hung out before and during the wedding when Ariel was doing bridesmaid stuff. Here is the thing tho, Snow is a college friend but not a close one. Ariel and Belle know Snow better than me, and aren't the biggest fans of her but she was invited anyway. Our other old roommate, who again none of us are particularly close to, was invited as well and the three of us (me, Snow, and 4th roommate) hung out during the wedding. I hate to say it, but that made me feel even shittier like I was cast aside to hang out with the rejects. During the wedding, one of the groomsmen was kinda cute. I thought he was flirting with me and was into that, but he was flirting with Ariel and they ended up making out a bunch. I let me insecurities get the best of me and took advantage of the open bar, got drunk, cried a bit in the bathroom because I was feeling so shitty, and then made out with a random person (I am not proud of any of this). I don't think my jealousy was detected and it all worked out. I did hate Ariel a bit when we were driving back as she was talking about how she, and I quote, "didn't realize she was one of Belle's top four friends and thought she was fifth or sixth" which made me feel like garbage. She talked a lot about wedding stuff and the grooms family and I was soaking in hungover jealousy. Now the wedding was weeks ago so aside from hearing about it when the professional photos come out (which honestly I am dreading a bit), I thought I was in the clear and my jealousy would be better. However, Ariel and the groomsmen hit it off, went out, and are currently on a date doing the deed. Now, I am not delusional, I don't know this guy at all, am not mad or jealous of her being with him or whatever. It's just...I haven't had sex and until tonight Ariel was my only friend in the same boat. I am happy for her but its hard being a virgin at my age and feeling like shit about it. Having someone close to me who understood was nice and made me feel less alone, and now that is gone. And now it just feels like her and belle are going to go off and be BFFs who have sex and I will be the virgin loser with no friends. Plus, she met the guy because of Belle and that's always gonna be a part of it, which makes me feel like I'm being shut out of this friendship. All this jealousy and insecurities are building up and I don't know what to do. I don't want to say anything because I feel like saying something will push them, especially Ariel (I am about to move to her city and was looking forward to hanging out with her more) away but I am worried about keeping all these feelings in. And I hate having these feelings in the first place, because so much isn't valid and it's stupid and illogical and I hate them so much. It just feels like I will never grow past the insecure 12 year old who didn't have friends and was left out and I know thats not true (at least I pray to god it's not) but I don't know how to handle it. I hate to say this about a friend's wedding, but it feels like it's gonna haunt me forever and I hate how stupid that sounds. I just wish I didn't have these feelings.
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2023.06.07 06:05 nineofjames About me

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2023.06.07 06:05 Inevitable_Rest1257 Sometimes they were reassuring, but their behavior belied the opposite

I still go over the relationship a lot. I know I have insecurities and a poor self image, and she would reassure me about these things. Feelings that I was boring her, or not enough. She would say I wasn’t boring, that I was enough. And it helped.
But yet when I went to see her, she was almost always engaged on her phone or something else. We’d drive in the car and she would space off out the window. She’d only ever talk about herself, and rarely asked questions about me. There was always an ex, a guy at work, or someone around who wanted to sleep with her, or who at the time she was hyper fixated on being “friends” with. So I could never believe her. It seemed that they got the side I fell for but I got all of the negativity. And then finally when we got in our last big fight, within two days she found a person that she spent a whole night talking to, confided in her friend that she wanted to fuck so bad, but didn’t want to feel that because she loved me, yet she forgot saying all of this to her friend because she was high and sleep deprived.
She would have to do so much to be even granted a second chance that it would not be fair to her to even conceptualize. THAT was the nail in the coffin. To claim you love someone, that you find other men are disgusting, and then set up a date with them and spend an entire night talking to them, while venting about the struggles with the person you love. She actually, lol, she actually said to me like a week before, “it’s like you want me to cheat so then you can admit you did”, and after she did this she said “I’ve come to the conclusion you didn’t cheat”. And when I said she was disloyal for doing this? “Well I didn’t actually do anything so I was loyal even though I was single.”
Fucking bonkers. How can you be a person when the person who says they loves you becomes what you feared?
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2023.06.07 06:01 Forward_Mail_8242 Cool story :3

Sorry I write a lot lol.
Anyway, I typically don’t feel the need to share everything about me online, but my life after coming out as gay and a Femboy almost two years ago, keeps getting better and better. I couldn’t ask for anything more. Everything is working out great. What I really wanted to share was that right around the time I came out to my ENTIRE family and all that jazz which went super well, (Just haven’t told my dads side and my dad and I both agreed maybe we shouldn’t tell them just yet. Lol) I had showed my mom and dad the feminine types of clothing I liked, and they were cool with it and my dad said as long as it makes you happy and more comfortable as you, just nothing too much. (If you know what he means)
Although after about a week my mom overly processed thigh highs and me wearing a crop top or skirts and just didn’t want me to be that revealing and attract that kind of attention in public. Right when I was bout to order the clothing, she told me in a pretty nice way it’s just too revealing and all that crap, which I did respect. Let me remind you this was almost 2 years ago.
So to continue, my parents let me buy other feminine clothing through that period of time it just couldn’t be revealing in any sort of way. So, I bought stuff like not revealing woman’s clothes and accessories. I accepthis for what it wascause I respect my parents and I was also grateful for everything. (And still am) But today I got a sudden itch and I felt like I just needed to get my hands on a pair of thigh highs and I was already about to order some other stuff off of Amazon like an epilator and nail gels. So I put dual pairs of thigh highs in my cart along with some cute punk styled cargo pants that I had wanted and spandex booty shorts that my parents also have told me in the past that it’s too much.
BUT as I was on the area where you choose shipping for each of the products my mom walked in the room and there was something I was unsure about because the price had seemed to go up on the total cost. So I asked thinking she might know the answer to why the total had raised and she said “scroll up real quick I’ll show you” but in my head I knew if I scrolled up she would see the stuff I had picked out. My stomach dropped.
I scrolled up for her and she saw it and she literally either did not notice any of it which is highly unlikely or did, but my parents are letting me do my own thing now recently. But what was really cool was that she literally had no judgement towards any of it. She just helped me change the shipping to free which was the problem and was totally cool.
Now I’ll have two pairs of thigh highs and the booty shorts! One pair for me and and one for my bf! This was only one section of my whole story of coming out and meeting my bf. I’ve got many other stories, but I’m waiting till I finish the rest of my schooling which I’m right about to and then write a book with my bf about all of our experiences that have to do with meeting one another and being us.
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2023.06.07 05:58 TryingForBabyL Prepping my body to continue TTC!

Hi! My husband (40m) and I (35f) have been together for 12 years. We started TTC for our first baby October 2022. In April of 2023, we started meeting with an REI who found, via intravaginal ultrasound, I had a septate uterus. I was told about 15 years ago that I might have a bicornate uterus, so this wasn’t a complete shock.
The REI referred us to an ob/gyn surgeon who ended up being fabulous! On 5/23/23, they did the septum resection, HSG, and did a laparoscopy to excise some endometriosis, which I didn’t know I had.
My post op was 6/5/23, right about two weeks after the procedure. He said the septum was “impressive,” but he got it all back to normal. My tubes were CLEAR! (I think I’m most excited about that, tbh. I’m not financially or mentally ready to go through IVF.). And during the laparoscopy, he found Stage 1 endo that he cleared out. He said some of the endometriosis was on some significant nerves.
Looking back, I did have endometriosis symptoms. I could go from a size 6 pants to a size 12 pants. I have had two or three bouts of terrible pain that went away after an hour, always in the middle of the night.
My recovery was pretty easy! Very thankful for that, for sure. I went in for surgery around 6:30 am. I was home a little after lunch the same day. Days 1-3, I felt groggy from anesthesia. Days 4-7ish, I had some pain in my abs that felt like I’ve done an work all week. That was expected as they cut through my muscle. Day 7 on, it was so hard to relax. I felt so good!!! I had to force myself to relax, watch movies, nap, etc. I took two weeks off work. Today was my first day back. (What a doozy!)
I was on estrogen cream every other day for two weeks. My REI gave me Letrozole to use as a suppository every night starting about a week post op. The estrogen cream and Letrozole kind of cancel each other out, but both docs approved it.
I have also been on BCP since about a month before surgery. I have recently started temping again. Today, I started using my kegg again. I’m not using the information for anything. Just trying to get in the habit!
My three incisions are all healing beautifully. There is in in my belly button you can’t even see!
I am on pelvic rest until July 4th. Doc has cleared me to start working out (starting easy), and I’m able to swim and take baths! I thought I couldn’t swim until the end of pelvic rest. Basically, just no sex until July 4th.
I see my REI this Saturday. I am hoping we will come up with a plan to hopefully conceive the moment I’m released from pelvic rest! He said he is proactive with medicated cycles, which I’m on board with. He is feeling confident that we will have our first positive test soon!
I will start adding back in my OPKs, Mira, and Fertility Friend after I meet with my REI. I’m thinking of adding another fertility app.
What I would recommend for hysteroscopy/HSG/laparoscopy: -a partner who is going to support you, cook for you, and take the dog out for you. -a parent who will bring you a 20-pack of drumstick ice cream cones. (There’s there not-fun game of: do my pants not fit because I’m still swollen or because I had…a few ice cream cones? I regret nothing.) -purchase some soups, fruit, and Gatorade before surgery. -have your partner go through P. Terry’s on the way home from surgery and get a ice cream shake for you. In your drugged-up state, you will forget about it until you’re home. It’s the best surprise that you knew about. -have clean bed sheets for post-op recovery.
Basically, I’ve cream got me through the last two weeks. It’s going to be a pain losing this weight, but it’s all worth it.
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2023.06.07 05:44 Cailey696 Bad Roomate stories

This is a long story. These events happened over the span of a year and there's also a lot of build up before we get into the drama. Bear with me, but context is needed for some of these incidents.
When I was 22 my sister's house got flooded from a hurricane. She, her husband, and our family all pitched in to fix it up. It was a beautiful, but expensive, remodel. Just before the remodel was complete my sister and her husband decided that they were going to move to florida because her husband received a job opportunity. I was crushed, especially since my nephew had just turned 1 and they were pregnant with their second. Since the remodel cost so much money they were hoping to make a little extra money every month by renting it out. They first asked if I would be interested in renting it. I jumped at the opportunity and was really thankful that they trusted me. I found the first 2 roomates pretty swiftly, they were students in the same college as me and we were pretty good friends already. We'll call them Nick and Sarah. Since it was a 4 bedroom 2 bath house we still needed one more roommate but most of our mutual friends weren't in a position to move out. Enter Britney. Britney was a graduate from the same major just a year or so prior. We knew her enough to think she was a good candidate as a roommate. She seemed nice and responsible and given that she was a couple years older we thought she would be flowing with maturity. There was no indication that she would end up being a complete piece of shit.
It was understood from the beginning that I would take the master bedroom since I was essentially "head of the house". I would be the one in contact with the landlords and making sure we were keeping up with the house. Nobody had an issue with this. We all contributed to the house furnishings. I brought a love seat and kitchen stuff from home, sarah brought a reclining couch, Nick brought a dining table and chairs, and Britney brought the fucking audacity. Everything else we needed we bought together and split the costs.
Because I had the primary bedroom I also had a private bathroom. I made it very clear that they could use the bathroom at any point, even if i wasn't home. My only ask was that if I was home or in my room that they would first ask/knock on the door. but if I wasn't home, it was fair game. I trusted my roommates completely and it would've been unfair if I made 3 people share one bathroom.
We moved in in February. The first month or so went well. There were no hiccups, we all seemed to be getting along great. To make things easier and more organized I created a chore chart that evenly divided the chores between the 4 of us. This was going to ensure everyone was doing their part to keep the house clean. I also made magnets with our initials on them to use for laundry days. If you wanted to do laundry, you'd have to take your magnet and place it on the day you want to do laundry. You would have that whole day to do laundry. Chores were color coded and if your name was written in a color that would be your chore for that day. It was incredibly detailed, and some may say I am really controlling for this system but it's what I thought would be the best way to delegate and make sure everything was fair. Nobody really complained about it either.
In April Britney said she was interested in gardening and having a few house plants. We were all for it, even I wanted to have a few plants. She had three small herb plants on the windowsill above the sink and it never would've been an issued if she knew how to take care of them. Unfortunately, after a while she started to over water them and gnats became a problem in the house. I told her that her plants were attracting gnats in the house and that she needed to find a way to plant them outside. I suggested she buy one of those tin tubs and start a garden in it that she could have outside. She got super pissed and offended that I would tell her how to spend her money. She even refused to accept that her plants were causing the gnats and blamed it on the trash. I even asked her to move the plants into her room if she didn't want to plant them outside and she blatantly said no. I didn't want to make a bigger deal about it so I just let it go. Eventually she stopped over watering the plants and the gnats went away.
In May chores began falling behind. It wasn't one person's fault, it was everyone's. We were all guilty of not doing what we were supposed to do. I called for a house meeting and I thought i was being empathetic and kind about the situation, since I myself was also falling behind. I wasn't trying to single anybody out and said we all needed to get back on top of our chores. Britney threw a fit and screamed that she had been doing chores and that she didn't need to be part of this meeting. She called us all dirty pigs and singled Sarah out for being the first one to ignore her kitchen night. It was incredibly rude and factually incorrect. At this point i began to realize Britney would never take accountability. I'd also like to say that the kitchen chore consisted of unloading the dishwasher in the morning and making sure it was loaded and started before bed. It was up to each person using the kitchen to clean up after themselves.
Jump to July. July I threw a party, which was approved by everyone else. It was for 4th of july and we invited friends from school. Since the majority of our guests were mutual friends between me, nick and Sarah we told Britney she could invite her own friends. She thanked us but ultimately had to work that night anyway. Since she wasn't going to be there we didn't require her to pitch in for the party. We bought stuff for burgers, hot dogs, popsicles, a few different alcoholic beverages and stuff to make various dips. We encouraged our guests to bring they're own alcohol or desserts. It was a good party. Halfway through Britney came home earlier than expected and even brought friends to the party. We hadn't anticipated or planned for them but weren't going to turn them away. They drank other people's beer without asking, helped themselves to chips and dip and leftover hot dogs. It wouldn't be that big of a deal if it weren't for them drinking other people's beer. the next morning Me, Sarah and Nick were cleaning up and we all thought that since Britney and her friends came to the party that she should chip in for both the clean up and the cost. She pretty much told us to fuck off and that her friends didn't eat anything from the party....Yeah. There's that audacity.
September: this story is actually kinda funny but still a testament to how shitty she was. I was at home in the dining room doing a project for a class. I needed a wide table space so I was using the dining table. Britney brings her boyfriend over, we exchange a few hello's and they go to her room. Her door is only 10 feet away. They start playing loud country music from her room and I literally am just like "Jesus, how inconsiderate can you be. It doesn't need to be that loud" Well 5 minutes later I find out why they're playing loud ass music. I start hearing her bed hitting against the wall as well as my roommates moans. I'm sitting there in the dining room, gluing magazine pictures to a poster board, and involuntarily listening to my roommate get railed. I am dumbfounded. Flabbergasted. Gobsmacked! And suddenly I just hear a loud crisp *SMACK*. At this point I am mortified. And I have no idea how she wasn't. when they finally emerged from her bedroom 10 minutes later I couldn't even look her in the eye.
In October Britney decided to host her own party, a halloween costume party. We were all game for it and she said we could invite a few of our own friends but that ultimately it was her party and she wanted it to be mostly her friends. We understood, we had our own party in july, she can have hers and we'll just invite our closer friends. We even pitched in for the alcohol and snacks. But there was one rule. No weed on property. That's a stipulation in our lease. No weed. But of course, in true Britney fashion, she completely disregards the rules and brought weed to the party anyway. Even if she didn't bring it, it was her responsibility to tell her guest to put it away. I didn't say anything to my sister, I let it slide because as much as we were beginning to hate Britney we also needed that 4th roommate. But it certainly came in handy later on.
In November me and Sarah bought a gold fish. The lease did say no pets but I don't really view a gold fish as a pet since...it literally doesn't do anything or bring any harm to the house. The fish died a few days later anyway so no harm done except to our hearts. RIP Sushi. A few days later Britney comes home with a whole ass baby bearded dragon. They are cool and since I had a fish I let this slide. Afterall. how much damage could a bearded dragon do? WELL!!!! LET ME TELL YOU! I was sitting in the living room one day watching tv and out of the corner of my eye i see a bit of movement on one of our baseboards. I get a closer look and I see it's a small baby grasshopper. I kill it and as I'm walking to the trash i see another. then another, and another and so on. Our house is INFESTED with these tiny baby grasshoppers that I know are used as food for bearded dragons. I know because the kid I nanny also has a bearded dragon. I remember finding these baby grasshoppers all over the fucking house, some dead but most were alive. In our rooms, in the common areas, the bathrooms, EVERYWHERE. I sent pictures of the dozens of piles i swept up of these grasshoppers and I sent them to Britney and said "Just so you know, your bearded dragons grasshoppers somehow got out". And you would think that a logical response from a decent human being would be "Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I don't know how that happened. I'll come home ASAP to help clean up" but no. This bitch is a narcissist incapable of doing anything wrong and she responds with "Those are from outside. They're too big to be for my bearded dragon" I literally laughed outloud to myself. This was it. This was the straw that broke the horses back. Sweet and docile me broke and said "I'm not fucking stupid. They are tiny and I know they are for your pet. The boy I nanny has these for his dragon too. Come home and help clean this bullshit up"
Britney was also notorious for leaving her laundry in the washers and dryer past her laundry day. And it seemed to always effect Nick's laundry day because he would be nice and let her finish. But he had enough. So at exactly midnight he went to the laundry room, pulled her damp clothes out of the dryer and dropped them at her door in the hallway on the floor. I'm sorry but i was dying of laughter at his pettiness. We had all been tired of her antics and bullshit and it was fun having a little bit of payback. However, I will say Nick took it a step too far and banged on her door and shouted "Not your laundry day anymore bitch!" Britney's boyfriend came out and he and Nick started yelling at each other. I swear I thought a fight was seriously going to break out. I broke it up, told Britney she needed to adhere to the rules of laundry day just like the rest of us and Nick apologized for startling her. Everyone went to bed. THE NEXT MORNING, tensions are high between Nick, Britney and her boyfriend. The boyfriend, we'll call him Dick for funsies, got up in Nick's face for no reason at all. Nick was livid and asked me to reach out to to my brother in-law. My brother-in-law banned Britney from having her boyfriend over since he was creating a hostile environment and it wasn't fair to Nick since he was the one paying to live there. And if she didn't like it she could leave. She didn't and she adhered to the rule, for a time.
In December my sister and her husband came to town to do some work on the house to get it ready to be sold. We had known for a few weeks now that they were selling so we were working with them and the realtors to keep the place neat and tidy for house tours. It wasn't ideal but we understood. I'm in the living room playing with my new niece while my BIL is working on the A/C unit and who walks in? Britney and her boyfriend. Oh the joy that spread across my face in that moment. Britney and Dick went to her room and I looked at my BIL and said "that's her boyfriend". in that moment she and dick started to leave and my BIL walked out after them and gave her her official eviction notice. OH SWEET SWEET JUSTICE! Or so we thought. Britney's mommy called my BIL and begged him not to kick her out. her reason? She didn't want her to come back home. LMFAO. My BIL gave her one more chance to clean up her act but the rest of us weren't having it. We didn't care that holidays were coming, we wanted her gone. So I told him about her october party and the weed and he finally put his foot down and evicted her for real.
Unfortunately things didn't get better overnight. Britney was given a week to move her stuff out and turn in her key. One of the first things she took? Believe it or not, the outdoor trashcan (Which we all paid for) and in our city, the garbage collectors won't pick up trash unless it's in a bin. So for TWO WEEKS the city didn't pick up our trash and we had to verbally fight with Britney to get the trashcan back. It was absolute bullshit and I never wanted to strangle someone before. Not only that, but the plants she had sitting on the windowsill above the sink had papertowels sitting underneath them to absorb access water. When she removed them I saw how fucked up and bubbled the window sill had become from water damage. But at least the demon had finally been cast out and we were able to enjoy our last month in the house without her.
We never spoke or heard from Britney again...thank God.
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2023.06.07 05:34 sprinkledolly My FemLar Experience So Far

Obviously it's still really early.
Bur I will update this as I go along. I arrived at PDX in Portland on the afternoon of Sunday June 4th. I had not planned on renting a car for this week, but instead using Uber.
Well mid day on a Sunday Uber was a minimum of $68.00 usd. Doing some quick math and realizing that is equivalent to a full tank of fuel for my four door Jeep Wrangler I opted out. I asked one of the airport help people if there was a restaurant or lounge I could sit in and wait for high time to go down. Now I realize, but the time I order a meal and fries, I'd have probably made up the difference in cost anyway, but for me it was a matter of principal. They airport man suggested the train, which is $1.25 for half a day or $2.50 for a full day. I took the train as it was scenic.
After a 45 minute journey, I arrived at my hotel, Hotel Roae by Stay Pineapple. It's pretty cute and everything has a pineapple theme. 🍍 They allow dogs if you have a furry companion to join you. My room wasn't ready immediately so they held my bags and I went exploring. I went to the Portland City Rose Festival across the street. It was $15.00, entry with re-entry allowed. Lots of carnival food so instead I went to Paddy's Pub for nachos, they weren't great and the service was soso. Honestly I think I'd have enjoyed the carnival food more.
Later on I went for a walk and took some photos. Went to the Target and bought myself some yogurt, milk for tea, and drinks. I had dinner at Hubers, the oldest Cafe in Portland, the service was wonderful, the waiter was friendly and made brilliant recommendations. I had an American Style Thanks Giving Dinner, not what I am used to, but so yummy! Also bread with butter, a coffee and brownie fot dessert. Now I don't know about Texas, but based on this brownie, they're much bigger in Portland!
The next day, Monday June 5th, I had my 09:00am pre op with Dr Thomas. I finally met Estelle and Jonica, now I've seen them both and can pick up on the differences in their voice, I know who is who! Dr Thomas was really nice. I can see how some people might not click with him, but I totally did. I think it's because he is a very analytical and scientific person. I appreciated his honestly and bluntness. I definitely feel he was the right choice. The office is so cute and has plants so felt right at home. These clinical, white marble floors lab places make me feel like I'm in a Resident Evil film.. Not the games but the films. ("She's mutating, I want her in the Nemesis Program.") Sorry I'm a nerd.
So, following pre op I had breakfast, then went to my hotel to wash my hair and do my make up. I then went exploring I met loads of people I chatted to, I love how friendly people are here.
By 7:00 my friend and care giver while surgery is happening arrived. We put his bag in the hotel and then got dinner. Buffalo Wild Wings, because it shut down where we live. The service was.. not great. After that we went to the hotel, cleaned up and slept.
Then today, Tusaday June 6th we Uber to the Wilshire Surgery Centre, it felt like it was over in a jiffy, now I just cannot talk for two weeks.
More to come soon!
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2023.06.07 05:33 sprinkledolly My FemLar Experience So Far

Obviously it's still really early.
Bur I will update this as I go along. I arrived at PDX in Portland on the afternoon of Sunday June 4th. I had not planned on renting a car for this week, but instead using Uber.
Well mid day on a Sunday Uber was a minimum of $68.00 usd. Doing some quick math and realizing that is equivalent to a full tank of fuel for my four door Jeep Wrangler I opted out. I asked one of the airport help people if there was a restaurant or lounge I could sit in and wait for high time to go down. Now I realize, but the time I order a meal and fries, I'd have probably made up the difference in cost anyway, but for me it was a matter of principal. They airport man suggested the train, which is $1.25 for half a day or $2.50 for a full day. I took the train as it was scenic.
After a 45 minute journey, I arrived at my hotel, Hotel Roae by Stay Pineapple. It's pretty cute and everything has a pineapple theme. 🍍 They allow dogs if you have a furry companion to join you. My room wasn't ready immediately so they held my bags and I went exploring. I went to the Portland City Rose Festival across the street. It was $15.00, entry with re-entry allowed. Lots of carnival food so instead I went to Paddy's Pub for nachos, they weren't great and the service was soso. Honestly I think I'd have enjoyed the carnival food more.
Later on I went for a walk and took some photos. Went to the Target and bought myself some yogurt, milk for tea, and drinks. I had dinner at Hubers, the oldest Cafe in Portland, the service was wonderful, the waiter was friendly and made brilliant recommendations. I had an American Style Thanks Giving Dinner, not what I am used to, but so yummy! Also bread with butter, a coffee and brownie fot dessert. Now I don't know about Texas, but based on this brownie, they're much bigger in Portland!
The next day, Monday June 5th, I had my 09:00am pre op with Dr Thomas. I finally met Estelle and Jonica, now I've seen them both and can pick up on the differences in their voice, I know who is who! Dr Thomas was really nice. I can see how some people might not click with him, but I totally did. I think it's because he is a very analytical and scientific person. I appreciated his honestly and bluntness. I definitely feel he was the right choice. The office is so cute and has plants so felt right at home. These clinical, white marble floors lab places make me feel like I'm in a Resident Evil film.. Not the games but the films. ("She's mutating, I want her in the Nemesis Program.") Sorry I'm a nerd.
So, following pre op I had breakfast, then went to my hotel to wash my hair and do my make up. I then went exploring I met loads of people I chatted to, I love how friendly people are here.
By 7:00 my friend and care giver while surgery is happening arrived. We put his bag in the hotel and then got dinner. Buffalo Wild Wings, because it shut down where we live. The service was.. not great. After that we went to the hotel, cleaned up and slept.
Then today, Tusaday June 6th we Uber to the Wilshire Surgery Centre, it felt like it was over in a jiffy, now I just cannot talk for two weeks.
More to come soon!
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2023.06.07 05:33 sprinkledolly My FemLar Experience So Far

Obviously it's still really early.
Bur I will update this as I go along. I arrived at PDX in Portland on the afternoon of Sunday June 4th. I had not planned on renting a car for this week, but instead using Uber.
Well mid day on a Sunday Uber was a minimum of $68.00 usd. Doing some quick math and realizing that is equivalent to a full tank of fuel for my four door Jeep Wrangler I opted out. I asked one of the airport help people if there was a restaurant or lounge I could sit in and wait for high time to go down. Now I realize, but the time I order a meal and fries, I'd have probably made up the difference in cost anyway, but for me it was a matter of principal. They airport man suggested the train, which is $1.25 for half a day or $2.50 for a full day. I took the train as it was scenic.
After a 45 minute journey, I arrived at my hotel, Hotel Roae by Stay Pineapple. It's pretty cute and everything has a pineapple theme. 🍍 They allow dogs if you have a furry companion to join you. My room wasn't ready immediately so they held my bags and I went exploring. I went to the Portland City Rose Festival across the street. It was $15.00, entry with re-entry allowed. Lots of carnival food so instead I went to Paddy's Pub for nachos, they weren't great and the service was soso. Honestly I think I'd have enjoyed the carnival food more.
Later on I went for a walk and took some photos. Went to the Target and bought myself some yogurt, milk for tea, and drinks. I had dinner at Hubers, the oldest Cafe in Portland, the service was wonderful, the waiter was friendly and made brilliant recommendations. I had an American Style Thanks Giving Dinner, not what I am used to, but so yummy! Also bread with butter, a coffee and brownie fot dessert. Now I don't know about Texas, but based on this brownie, they're much bigger in Portland!
The next day, Monday June 5th, I had my 09:00am pre op with Dr Thomas. I finally met Estelle and Jonica, now I've seen them both and can pick up on the differences in their voice, I know who is who! Dr Thomas was really nice. I can see how some people might not click with him, but I totally did. I think it's because he is a very analytical and scientific person. I appreciated his honestly and bluntness. I definitely feel he was the right choice. The office is so cute and has plants so felt right at home. These clinical, white marble floors lab places make me feel like I'm in a Resident Evil film.. Not the games but the films. ("She's mutating, I want her in the Nemesis Program.") Sorry I'm a nerd.
So, following pre op I had breakfast, then went to my hotel to wash my hair and do my make up. I then went exploring I met loads of people I chatted to, I love how friendly people are here.
By 7:00 my friend and care giver while surgery is happening arrived. We put his bag in the hotel and then got dinner. Buffalo Wild Wings, because it shut down where we live. The service was.. not great. After that we went to the hotel, cleaned up and slept.
Then today, Tusaday June 6th we Uber to the Wilshire Surgery Centre, it felt like it was over in a jiffy, now I just cannot talk for two weeks.
More to come soon!
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2023.06.07 05:30 RosePetalStarkidFan 11 months

On the 7th of July, 2022, at about 1pm I met an incredible girl (both of us were teens). We were waiting for a ferry into Perth City, Australia. It was winter, she was wearing a navy or black beanie and a crystal rainbow necklace. I complimented her necklace and went back to my family. I was wearing a green flannel. We kept looking at each other and I put my beanie on, trying to hint. We were lining up to get on the ferry and she approached me and we had a brief conversation, this is what I remember.
Her: "Hi, I'm sorry but you just seem really cool, can I get your snap?" Me (Mishearing her for "do you have snap" and panicking because a really cute girl is asking for my snap): "No, sorry" Her: "Oh, sorry, you just seemed really cool, are you" *gay hands* Me: "Yeah" *gay hand*
We then got on seperate parts of the ferry and I realised what she actually said. I was with my parents and siblings and I'm still not out to them, my mum asked if she complimented my pins (I had pins on my backpack) as I looked happy. I lied and said yes. I spent the rest of our day and the ferry ride back, looking for her.

So, to anyone who went on a ferry on the 7th of July at about 1pm to Perth City, while wearing a beanie and really cool necklace, who asked someone for their snap, hi, I'm so sorry, please message me on here, I can't believe I misheard you, you were really nice, I was just panicking because nothing like that had ever happened to me before, I'm so sorry.
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2023.06.07 05:24 ToothDecay89 Ribbons Have To be Centered or Staggered on Blues Shirts?

So long story short, Group is making the squadrons do blues inspections before July 4th weekend... Rabble, rabble, rabble; yada, yada, yada. Of course, when stuff like this happens, everybody becomes a 36-2903 expert. This caused a conversation today that you can only wear staggered ribbons on the service coat because of the lapel, and on the blues shirts, you have to wear centered ribbons (if you wear them all). It says nothing about in the clear as day 36-2903.
What say you Air Force Redditors that don't care about this crap.
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